Is it a good or bad idea to do things for a cute neighbor?
>she just moved in a week or two ago
>today I washed her car for her, didnt tell her and she didnt come out, but I saw her look out the window and didnt seem to mind
Anyway I could follow up on this good momentum to my favor?
>>35368264
Creepy. Did she ask you and you took it like a beta or are you legit an autistic retard who's going to murder some innocent person one day?
>>35368344
She didnt ask, i never talked to her. I did wave at her when she was moving in though.
>>35368362
>waved at her once
Oh okay well then it's not creepy
>age 9 me and mom going to her friends house
>mom lets friends oldest son babysit 5 kids including me
>oldest son calls me into bathroom and forces me to suck him
>tells me its normal and something is wrong with my brain if i dont do it
>occasionally brings his stepbrother (younger than me) to join in
>the abuse worsens and continues until im 15
>realize i can tell mom i dont want to visit/try to find an excuse not to
>grow up thinking shit like this was normal and incest is just whatever
>occasionally would think about the fact that this happened and would laugh it off
>suppress these memories for 11 years
>still remember the taste. the feeling. the pain.
>still wish this person was dead
>wake up today realizing a lot of my problems stem from this and i need to tell someone.
i dont know who to talk to so im posting this here.
i want to tell my closest friend but im afraid
i want to tell my mother.. i want her to know but i dont want her to blame herself.
should i just not care?
im so used to ignoring the fact that this happened that it seems like some normie ass problem.
Photo with time stamps.
>>35368178
It's not your fault that it happened. Tell your mother, even if she blames herself nothing will get better unless you talk about it and make sure the people that did it to you get punished.
Who else is coping with their crippling depression and isolation by becoming a hedonistic deviant on the internet?
>that elation when you bust a nut after some absurd furry ERP and the complete lack of any sensation whatsoever afterwards
>that feeling when you indulge in being a complete and utter faggot through the ephemeral spiritual presence of the internet with another loser desperately trying to cope and bust a nut and experience another life through the power of combined mental gestalt of ERP
>>35368036
Man... you must experience the internet in a completely different way than I do.
>>35368036
That's it, I'm starting nofap. Thanks for convincing me to never sink as low.
>>35368107
>>35368165
fucking normalfags, where do they keep coming from?
If there was a 4chan civil war, which boards would be in which sides? Which boards would be the leaders?
>>35367949
Every board vs. /b/
/B/ wins
r9k is the backup that nobody calls on
What the fuck is a "4chan civil war"? Fucking autist.
I cant remember why I wanted to make a thread
what are you gonna do now OP?
>>35367945
I wonder what David's being asked in this clip. Mark Goodman was such an idiot. He always gave the shittiest interviews
>>35367960
Fucj I remembered just now.
It was a bad threas.
This might be a better thread
FUCK R9K I HAVE HAD IT
>be 6'4
>meet girl at college
>8.5/10 qt, about 5'8, trump supporter
>have been talking with her for months and text all the time
>finally decide to ask her out on date 2 weeks ago and she said lets just be friends
>today
>see her in halls walking with a guy
>she comes up and introduces this 5'6ish manlet as her boyfriend
>keep cool and talk for a couple minutes
>turns out manlet doesnt even go to this school, he dropped out a year ago
>got back to dorm and went into autistic rage, broke phone
is this because the midget hollywood kikes promote manlet actors as cool and hot? i see no other explanation other than propaganda from manlets in power promoting manlets as hip
>>35367910
Just accept that we are gods chosen people goy
>>35367910
>talking with her for months
>decide to ask her out on date 2 weeks ago
How do you not realize that you fucked yourself up and missed your chance?
>>35367910
Mein Gott. This has nothing to do with your height anon. She doesn't like you. She likes the other guy. Go have a bottle of booze to calm yourself down for the night.
Why haven't you decided to become a girl (male) yet?
>>35367889
She's really cute, pretty lips and eyes
>>35367889
Big, hairy and ugly
I already did anon :3
What retarded shit do you waste you money on robots?
>own 5,000$ dollars of magic the gathering cards (2 legacy decks)
>Have 2,000 dollars in pokemon cards (mostly psa graded 1st edition stuff)
>>35367805
How is it a waste if it's something you enjoy? What are you "supposed" to spend your money on?
>>35367805
is that an expensive Liliana card? i've only recently gotten back into mtg.
it's a low cost planeswalker which is nice, but the abilities are only "okay".
i like the original Liliana, even if she costs more to play.
>>35367852
goes for about 90$, although its being reprinted in MM17
>its another "breakdown because you're the exact opposite of what you wanna be and get as high as possible to escape your feelings" episode
>>35367764
That's literally me right now. I'll smoke a bowl for you mon frere.
>>35367764
>>35367929
I'm not what I want to be but I'm also not what I don't want to be. It's a strange plateau of content in which I feel passable enough to function in society but not worthwhile enough to form friendships. Family is far away but supportive, I live on my own and go to school so I have a modecrum of self worth.
To relax, I smoke and pretend I am in NEETdom like the summers between highschool years.
For those about to toke, we light for your.
>>35368052
>modecrum
modicum
this is what happens when you try to use words when you're high. fuck me.
>hey anon gimmy yur hand
that's a dick move, bro
>>35367535
I vaguely remember some fucking chili powder poison being put in my hand once.
Must have been like Elementary school or something, damn
>>35367572
wowwww fuck you bichhhhhhhhhhhh i hate you lol god :( you really just make me wanna delete this thread god.GOAWAY!!!!plsgo;;;;;.;;;;;;;;;;
>tell therapist about 4chan
>he says "Girugamesh!" and laughs as if he's figured me all out now that he knows I'm on here
Did I fuck up
>>35367487
kekd out Ioud
>>35367487GIRUGAMESH!e
>>35367487
SAKURACON IKIMASU
There's something very appealing with realistic nude paintings. Paintings like this one are gentle, quaint, and one feels a bit voyeuristic. You're not watching a woman profit off her body, this is a slice out of someone's life and it's like you're not even there.
Feel free to post sexy paintings.
>>35367201
Never really thought of this before.
It seems like a very patrician "fetish" though, if you can call it that. Truly pornographic material for the refined man.
I wish I had some to share with you OP.
>>35367269
I'm very fond of the works of Anders Zorn. His women were quite plump, and they're always situated in comfy environments.
One day, I swear, I will buy an original Pino Daeni for my house, he drew women like no one else
>/r9k/ sucks right now
>Gaia Online sucks right now
>NeoGaf sucks right now
>Reddit sucks right now
>GameFAQs sucks right now
>Crunchyroll forums suck right now
>recolor me sucks right now
>SA Forums paywall is up right now
What's a robot to do?
that's what happens when you reach the final level of the internet
>>35367173
>Club Penguin dead
>Toon Town dead
>Habbo Hotel on life support
>Lenny Loosejocks chat buried in a crypt centuries ago
>Ganguro Girl too predictable now
>MSN chat dead
>AOL chat dead
Make it stop
I remember Gaia online back in 08, I also remember crying and MCR.
What does it feel like? People say that you feel nothing. I feel nothing? but i feel fairly content.
>>35366608
depression isn't real it is a meme disorder
>>35366608
It feels like the absence of emotions. As if your normal responses to life have been removed, leaving you partially human.
Really, I would say depression is being detached from pleasure or pain. It becomes difficult to exert effort or focus toward anything. Every activity, even simple ones, become monumental expenditures of energy. You can't think, you can't feel, you can't be anything.
>>35366794
The way you explain it sounds like my daily life, I have alexithymia. The only of the big three emotions I understand is anger. Everything else is just content.
Is it?this is an original comment oh yes baby
>>35366568
aslong as youre not insecure about it than do whatever you want and someone will like it
>>35366568
Yeah, but so what? Do you live your life based on other peoples opinions of you?
>>35366568
How insecure do you have to be to even care about that, holy shit
Just do what you want, you fucking faggot