I'm becoming really suicidal about being in the closet (MtF). None of my friends or family knows about it, and I'm to scared to tell anyone other than other random faggots online. I get jealous of my friends because of how they look, and if I'm complimented for being attractive I accept it, but it comes back later on as "You're really not attractive because they are complimenting your masculine traits." That always fucking gets me in a depressive spiral that usually ends in me cutting myself in a desperate attempt to get an endorphin high to push away the depression. I just get more depressed when I realize that I just made myself bleed profusely, and that when this heals I will be permanently scarred and I will carry those scars until I die.
>when 90% of your redeeming qualities are your appearance
>>7850283
Whats to lose in coming out if your suicidal anyway?
>>7850302
I literally don't even look slightly feminine.
How to gay Muslims safely do their duty as Muslims and make a travel to Mecca but be safe? Are foreigners protected in Saudi Arabia if they are gay just so they can make their pilgrimage?
>>7850066
They wear helmets and parachutes just in case they're thrown off a building.
>>7850066
Not a Muslim, but I'd assume a gay Muslim is capable of going on the hajj without feeling the need to suck cock in public, you retarded faggot.
>>7850066
I will never understand why a gay person would be Muslim. Your religion wants you dead, find a new one...
So, for more than a year I am in love with this friend of mine. I met her at the beginning of last year's summer semester. Right after we met she made it clear that she is a lesbian. I didn't mind it at first, like why should I care about that, it's completely fine. But then, after we started to hang out more and more I began to feel something more than just a friendship to her. I found out that this girl has everything I was looking for in a girl. She makes me laugh, she's the cutest thing you'd ever seen in your life, I feel like I can be myself when I'm with her. We text daily, and spend so much time together.
I moved out of the dorms to a flat for this school year. It has became a pretty common thing that when we hang out at bar or something at night she comes with me and stay a night at my bed. Mainly when we drop molly. Most of the times we spend the night cuddling until we fall asleep.
Last sunday we were out and I suggested to her that she can come with me if she likes. She agreed. We were both pretty drunk and when I hold her in my arms I felt like she's giving me signals, I fondled her hair, got my nose to hers and tried to kiss her. Immediately as I took her lip around mines I backed off, it didn't fell alright, she was like a stone. I told her that I'm really sorry, she went to a toilet, came back and cuddled up on the other side of bed.
I thought that she'd stop talking to me after this, or atleast that she will keep more distance, because that's the thing I know she'd do, but yesterday we texted and it ended up by us watching a film in our bed after she suggested that she'll grab some wine and come over. Again we spend whole night cuddling and shit.
I don't understand...is she bi and is ashamed to admit that or is that just a thing that lesbians do with their guy friends? Is there some lesbian out here that could give me some take on this?
>>7849935
That doesn't sound normal. Unless she's just a very touchy person in general she's bi at the very least and possibly straight. Sometimes to avoid unwanted attention I tell people I'm a lesbian, but as always if she's not giving you any boundaries she's probably interested in you too.
Definitely start a dialogue with her about it before just going for it, there's no faster way to ruining a friendship.
So I had a similar thing with a guy I'm friends with. He'd cuddle me when we slept over, he'd be okay to watch gay porn with me, but we never touched or kissed. Some people are bi for certain people I feel, while others are just downright touchy Feely with no reason.
Talk to her
In a 143 page report. Scholars at the University of John Hopkins concluded that
"Examining research from the biological, psychological, and social sciences, this report shows that some of the most frequently heard claims about sexuality and gender are not supported by scientific evidence. "
http://www.thenewatlantis.com/publications/number-50-fall-2016
>>7849924
Ah yes, the high impact factor journal of developmental biology, (((The New Atlantis)))
>>7849924
>Paul McHugh
No one cares.
>>7849924
>implying most of us don't already know that
Try to guess which one of us is bottom.
>>7849810
>this thread again
sage
>>7849810
I think the right guy sticks those two fingers in the left guy.
>>7849810
the gay one
Anyone else deliberately sabotage young trannies' transitions? It feels good to make them go through the same hell I did. Why should I live a life of misery while those who could transition only because they were born later get to live lives of bliss?
>>7849756
I only do it to already transitioned early transitioners who thought that they'd escaped hell by transitioning early.
>>7849772
What do you do, anon, and why? How early are we talking about here?
Goodbye Homura edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/2thC8Nd
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>>7849584
>and if he says he will walk with me into mordor then i know its true love
nim thread
*blocks your path*
what do /lgbt/?
>>7849535
Give her a kissu
>>7849535
Let her have her way with me omg
Who's the biggest loser here?
It's probably me.
>be me, mtf into dudes
>autistic beta male personality
>can't make any guy aroused even if I tried
>have no personality or any redeeming qualities whatsoever
>waste time on the internet or video games and do nothing beside being a useless piece of shit all day
>>7849168
twinsies
>>7849168
sounds like me except im agp bi
I once had a guy retroactively take back all sexual enjoyment he got from me and then told me he doesn't think I'm attractive because he "does not know what he wants"
You gotta be pretty worthless to get shut down like that.
>get date with 10/10 qt3.14
>we have great time, things get hot and heavy on way home
> he jokingly trips me when I'm not paying attention, I stumble and we laugh
>I trip him, he eats pavement, next thing I know we're in the hospital with him getting his jaw set
I was so close lgbt
So close to twinky fun time
>>7849050
haha
that didn't happen did it? that's horrible
>>7849078
It did.
Im so fucking mortified, and he hasnt responded to me after I left the hospital
alright you heros.
assemble.
a place for non-transition people to support each other and live a cis life
>>7849034
IF IT DOESNT GET BETTER IM THROWING OUT ALL MY GAINZ FOR A FEMALE LIFE! LIFTING WAS A MISTAKE...IVE PROBABYL GIVEN MYSELF CANCER JUST TO LOOK SWOLE AND GAVE MYSELF A SHORTER LIFE...LIFTING ISNT WORTH IT...
>>7849049
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a8jlMvBCGY
dont fail me
Can I jokn
Any Candians here?
Whats the deal with /lgbtq/ there? is the shit peterson is on about a big deal? non candians welcome.
I'm not Canadian but I'm russian
>>7849001
Hamilton here, what exactly is your question?
I never even heard of peterson until this very post, so I doubt he's much of a deal at all. But looking it up now, I agree with his stance.
he's a christian bordering on 60, he probably didn't grow up with any trans friends, he's never going to understand.
Can legbutts read the letter I'll be giving to my mom and tell me if good?
http://pastebin.com/Jf4fkpJH
>>7848996
I love how obvious it is which one of those two in the pic is the transgirl. Just look at those expanded facial planes. What a hon.
Also your letter is pure autism to be quite desu with you. Why not just say 'hey mom guess what? I am a tranny'.
>Coming out to people
Baaaaad mistake.
But you'l find out in a few years.
Bad things happen to people who come out.
It's true.
If she neglects you after this she's not human.
Why hate someone who has championed your movement for years?
>>7848925
What makes you think this board hates Trump?
If Trump was actually pro-LGBT, his staff picks would reflect that.
He was lying.
>>7848948
To me it seems that Trump just sorta doesn't give a shit about who wants to bang who in what, which can be seen as both pro and anti-LGBT.
Could be a priority thing though, with all the focus on immigration.
Why are TERFs considered "not real feminists" ?
who cares
>>7848893
Because the essentially abandon the goal of liberating women (and other genders) from restrictive gender roles, instead calling for strict conformance with gender roles by calling them sex roles instead.
"On not real feminists": https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_true_Scotsman