Need insight

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So, for more than a year I am in love with this friend of mine. I met her at the beginning of last year's summer semester. Right after we met she made it clear that she is a lesbian. I didn't mind it at first, like why should I care about that, it's completely fine. But then, after we started to hang out more and more I began to feel something more than just a friendship to her. I found out that this girl has everything I was looking for in a girl. She makes me laugh, she's the cutest thing you'd ever seen in your life, I feel like I can be myself when I'm with her. We text daily, and spend so much time together.

I moved out of the dorms to a flat for this school year. It has became a pretty common thing that when we hang out at bar or something at night she comes with me and stay a night at my bed. Mainly when we drop molly. Most of the times we spend the night cuddling until we fall asleep.

Last sunday we were out and I suggested to her that she can come with me if she likes. She agreed. We were both pretty drunk and when I hold her in my arms I felt like she's giving me signals, I fondled her hair, got my nose to hers and tried to kiss her. Immediately as I took her lip around mines I backed off, it didn't fell alright, she was like a stone. I told her that I'm really sorry, she went to a toilet, came back and cuddled up on the other side of bed.

I thought that she'd stop talking to me after this, or atleast that she will keep more distance, because that's the thing I know she'd do, but yesterday we texted and it ended up by us watching a film in our bed after she suggested that she'll grab some wine and come over. Again we spend whole night cuddling and shit.

I don't understand...is she bi and is ashamed to admit that or is that just a thing that lesbians do with their guy friends? Is there some lesbian out here that could give me some take on this?