I feel lonely. I don't have any friends, both in real life and online. I just want to know what it feels like to be cared for.
The worst part is I know I don't deserve a girlfriend. I'm a lazy, entitled deadbeat and I deserve nothing more of what I receive from life.
I've floated on doing the bare minimum for as long as I can remember and I know getting a girlfriend won't solve that or any of my other problems. I don't even know why I'm being hopeful, I really shouldn't be.
You want the top but you realize you're not putting in the effort to climb up from the bottom.
I don't get why you made this post. You know what your choices are.
> I don't deserve a girlfriend. I'm a lazy, entitled deadbeat
f u k i n g s a m e
>>34831156
I wouldn't define what almost every human manages to achieve as the top. I just wish I wasn't at the bottom. I know my choices, I just don't know how to do anything meaningful since I'm such a lazy piece of shit. Just expressing my feelings on here, it makes me feel less miserable. Feel free to ignore it though.
Should i pursue my dreams and aspirations in life and possibly be remembered or just try to achieve a comfy life with as little hassle as possible and drift into obscurity? seriously what should i do?
>>34831117
i picked option b. i just want a quiet life.
>>34831166
was it worth it? do you ever wonder what life would be like if you followed your dreams?
>having dreams and aspirations in life
I don't get it. Why's it a panda?
i got broads in atlana'
>>34831125
underrated post of the (dare I say) century
>>34831086
You need a quick rundown ?
Who else /waiting for the Dramamine to hit/ here?
>>34831013
i hope you od
>>34831013
>Dramamine
here you go OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TK1bi4emEkk
>>34831924
Impeccable taste, anon
Orijinaru
>when the anon stops replying because he knows he got BTFO and can no longer argue
Not all of the feels on this board are bad.
>>34831007
>fuck off
>i don't care
>petty insults
sometimes they're not even hiding it
>>34831007
He probably stopped replying because he realised you were too stupid to ever understand sense
maybe he got tired of trying to argue with a stubborn literal retard
When did you realize that the main reason you will never have a meaningful relationship is because you're a broken person?
Literally nobody wants a broken, depressed, lifeless shell of a """"""man"""""".
Girls would rather date niggers than depressed people.
>i want to die
>i dont know what to do
>please help me
Have you tried not being a pussy? Not you like you, and you're a lonely loser.
>>34831011
Have your tried writing coherent sentences?
>last year of university, stem degree
>discover mdma supply
>abuse mdma heavily for two months, roll 2 or 3 times a couple weeks, (I'm aware you aren't suppose to)
>stop because I am worried I'm causing permanent damage to my brain
>now panic attacks everyday, brain fog everyday
>can't go around friends because they constantly abuse drugs, and I usually make a fool of myself when i'm rolling too hard
>I just seem like that crazy dude that comes out and tells everyone hes rolling face all the time and people thinks hes a joke
>depression and brain fog getting in the way of my classes, harder to do programming
>anxiety is constantly bothering me and I have to start interviewing for jobs
>see everything I have to lose and extreme anxiety kicks in
THIS IS THE LAST POST IM EVER MAKING ON 4CHAN AND /R9K/, GOOD BYE FOR FOREVER, FEEL FREE TO ASK ME ANYTHING BEFORE I LEAVE.
why you posting in caps sadnoi
>>34831042
Just trying to get my point across
let me know which waifu you were claimed so it is freed up with you gone
*steals your oneitis*
>>34830796
>feeling attraction to females of the three dimensions
>>34830796
>being obsessed with females
>>34830796
>having a oneitis that is attracted to chad
>not having a shy reserved qt as a oneitis
>playing new vegas
>get horny
>weirdly remember amazing porn video i watched when i was 14 or 15
>look for it for an hour
>finally find it on some shitty site that probably gave me malware
>get ready for amazing fap
>start video
>as i progress, the video is not as good as i remembered
>keep jacking off anyway
>have a disappointment cum
why is the world so cruel
>>34830680
There is no way. You are literally me.
>get in bed
>jack off
>eat
>immediately get horny again
>jack off again
>repeat until 6am
>>34830680
Nobody gives a shit about that, what kind of New Vegas run are you doing?
Post things normies say & do that piss you off
>talking with someone
>tell them I have social anxiety
>they tell me that I don't
>>34830634
> tell them to fuck off
> they don't
>Why don't you have [normie social media], man?
>You value "privacy"? What a loser!
I even got this shit from missionaries, they couldn't believe I don't use instagram.
>>34830634
"if i had to work weekends id kill myself"
>inb4wagecuck
>Have friends at work
>Few female friends
>One specific one i get along with well and always talk
>She has a boyfriend and are practically engaged or some shit
>She saw me come into work on my motorcycle in a singlet
>Told me off, and wont talk to me now and got angry when she said what if you crash? to which i replied "shit happens"
>Then she started going on how no shit doesn't happen etc..
Why are women such bullies?
Better question is why does she give a fuck?
>>34830794
I thought that's how they all are.
>>34830567
grow up. she genuinely cares about you.
either you make her understand your position by explaining it, or you change yourself - you cannot live your life without self-reflecting and making decusions sometimes.
Well, has it happened to you?
>>34830563
It was never with me to begin with. ;-;
Yeah, after Taylor Swift and Katy Perry and Last Gaga, I really don't don't any popstars, or really any young starlets
For me it's Youtube celebrities and kids watching streams rather than playing games.
my parents have been divorced for a few years and finally my mom has started dating a guy seriously that she likes .
shes been lonely for a while and is the type that needs someone to live with .
but this fucking guy
>talks to her like she is a 12 year old
>Leaves massivve dumps in my toilet , doesnt flush it and clogs it
>has a shit ton of money from working in the oil industry
>still makes my mom pay for everything
>is moving all of his shit in to my moms house from his old house that he rented and cluttering the place up because he refuses to pay for a storage unit
>is boring as fuck and literally only interested in money , hes looking at his fucking stocks right now across the room.
>is a jew
what do i do fuck i hate this guy but my mom is trapped with him at this point because her house is destroyed with all of his shit
He's using his poop to mark his territory.
You have three options:
1.Gas him
2. Oven him
3. Turn his flesh into a lampshade
>>34830328
Does he pat you on the head and call you a good goy?
He who rules men lives in confusion;
He who is ruled by men lives in sorrow.
Yao therefore desired
Neither to influence others
Nor to be influenced by them.
The way to get clear of confusion
And free of sorrow
Is to live with Tao
In the land of the great Void.
If a man is crossing a river
And an empty boat collides with his own skiff,
Even though he be a bad-tempered man
He will not become very angry.
But if he sees a man in the boat,
He will shout at him to steer clear.
If the shout is not heard, he will shout again,
And yet again, and begin cursing.
And all because there is somebody in the boat.
Yet if the boat were empty.
He would not be shouting, and not angry.
If you can empty your own boat
Crossing the river of the world,
No one will oppose you,
No one will seek to harm you.
The straight tree is the first to be cut down,
The spring of clear water is the first to be drained dry.
If you wish to improve your wisdom
And shame the ignorant,
To cultivate your character
And outshine others;
A light will shine around you
As if you had swallowed the sun and the moon:
You will not avoid calamity.
A wise man has said:
He who is content with himself
Has done a worthless work.
Achievement is the beginning of failure.
Fame is beginning of disgrace.
Who can free himself from achievement
And from fame, descend and be lost
Amid the masses of men?
He will flow like Tao, unseen,
He will go about like Life itself
With no name and no home.
Simple is he, without distinction.
To all appearances he is a fool.
His steps leave no trace. He has no power.
He achieves nothing, has no reputation.
Since he judges no one
No one judges him.
Such is the perfect man:
His boat is empty.
bump
ortrtgnklas
What is this thread for, OP?
thanks op, I needed that.
Op
TOMORROW IS MY FIRST DAY OF COLLEGE WHAT DO I DO
If you're a failed normalfag, talk to people, exchange numbers etc.
If you're a based brobot, keep to yourself and don't draw attention.
>>34830270
>falling for the college meme
>willingly going into debt
>>34830270
Go to college
Try not to sperg out.
You don't want to end up like a full time wagie like me ;^)