I get more and more detached from the world every day. The loneliness crushes me more every day. I've tried to distract my mind, but it won't work. I can't be pleased by distractions anymore. The only thing I have left my journal, and more and more I begin to lose my memories and thoughts, atleast the journal has them written down for me.
What about you, tell me about your day
>>35059339
hello friend! I dont know who you but I believe that you can succeed! I am studying for a 600 dollar test in two days. I failed the first time all because I was so nervous about failing I said the wrong things. I want to pass this second time! i have started meditating and with the help from a very special person i am learning about myself. i wish i could pat you on the back and give you a hug but i cant so have this instead:
the biggest truth i have learned thus far in my life is that the very thing I dreamed of having was all around me the whole time... just out of reach but close enough to know. How do you know Mebius is not with you right now?
>>35059339
i'll be your friend anon
ORIGAMI
>>35059339
Today I feel sad but also very horny
am I cute ? I really don't know. Boys online says I am, but not IRL
Not in the Asian sense of cute
>>35059323
Nose too big
you are strictly avg
>>35059323
You would be cutter if you were not smiling like this
>hump day
>2 days til weekend
>what are your plans
Lose virginity
Dunno how I'm gonna do it, just gonna do it
>>35059321
the same thing i do everyday, qt anime girl
>>35059321
hmm let me think, i had some plans.
fuck it ill just drink
sebastian, FL
willing to drive hours just to meet a lonely fembot that'll brighten up my life even a little.
also general r9k location bread
i fucking love traps as well
Brownsville TX. There are no robots in this city.
>>35059220
Sarasota, FL.
No fembots but if you'd like to hang out sometime I'd be cool with that.
(am normie).
White robots, why don't you just get an average asian gf like pic related? White fever makes you appear more attractive to them than you actually are.
yeah seriously, i've seen some lanky, ugly, manlet white dudes with asian gfs
you just have to be white and that's it
>>35059212
not into asians very much
That's average? WHITE BOYS DO NOT DESERVE HER
>make a joke to gf about how hot it is
>she replies "stop complaining and just stay inside"
>don't reply because seems a little bitchy
>A couple hours later says "You shouldn't have gone outside if you're gonna complain"
Am I wrong (am a bit of an autist), or is that a bitchy way to talk to your bf?
>>35059181
she sounds like a whore.
hope the sex is decent at least
if no sex
pump and dump.
>>35059181
she's being bitchy, don't tell her that though since it will just make her angry and make it easier to rationalize that she was in the right, she'll probably apologize in the next few days desu
>>35059181
south hemisphere detected.
pablo confirmed
you have to go back
>tfw 4'10" feminine male
I have 0% chance of getting a girlfriend.
>>35059169
You can be my girlfriend
>>35059169
You are destined to become a trap. Just accept it.
>>35059169
You're short enough it can be cute, some girls are going to like that.
Whenever I'm around guys that are super tall, my personality changes. I feel small, but like a fun small. I feel more playful or I laugh more easily or something. Is this normal or weird? I'm a boy
>>35059106
You're more than likely homosexual, which is fine. Do you, booboo.
>>35059120
I'm not though, or at least I've never felt like I was
>>35059106
Maybe you feel more like when you were a little boy and because you were happier then it brings feeling of nostalgia
Hey, does it smell like updawg in here?
>>35059098
nothing much you?
original
uhh, whats updawg?
>>35059124
Nothing much, what's up with you?
Oh man, you walked right into that one. Good stuff.
>Konichiwa anon-kun
>I have come to worship your howaito penisu!
Wat do?
>>35059096
Not bad but chill with the Englanese.
Seriously.
>>35059096
what's wrong with her skin?
original
>>35059149
Looks like she breathed Chinese air.
I decided to fail this semester due to lack of participation due to overwhelming sadness, depression and fucked up sleeping patterns.
I'll be switching my major to Accounting next semester, and in the meantime I want to prepare.
What's your advice /r9k/?
Shameless origin oregano bump
Just changed from chem eng to history during my junior year at UCSB
Highly recommended
>>35059830
My major is literally the same, how the fuck does this happen? It's like this board is responding organically to me.
Why did you switch?
>tfw my mom's stupid lazy NEET boyfriend keeps bullying me when I'm the only one bringing home a paycheck
>>35058865
You absolute fucking beta. I hope this is just bait.
then stop paying for shit?
uh?
>>35058979
uh suck my fucking dick?
Hey robots, gonna try adderall recreationally for the first time pretty soon, just wondering some do's and dont's to get the most out of the night. Dosage, things to do, what safe to ingest, etc. only other drug I've ever used recreational is weed so this is all very new to me.
Fun stories and other drugs you'd recommend are also appreciated in the thread
When you're coming down, drink a soda or maybe a small cup of coffee. A moderate dose of caffeine (don't overdo it) will help the comedown and makes you feel less like shit. If you have some Xanax, that will really help you get to bed after.
What do you weight and how much do you have? I can help you dose.
Well, my sweet-spot for pure dexamp is around 25mg, and given that adderall is only about 70-80% dex, I'd recommend about 30mg or so. Others may weigh in with something different though.
>skype friend i've known for a long time visiting my country so we decide to meet up
>he's an american living in italy temporarly
>brought a bunch of adderall with him as a part of his medication
>spent one night in his hotel room just snorting adderall, listening to music, chatting and drinking
I don't remember precisely, but I think we had a bunch of lines that night. It was my first time doing a stimulant, only smoked weed and drank before. Have some company, I guess, OP. Eat some pizza. You can drink a lot on speed it seems, but don't overdo it.
>tfw to intelligent for happiness
>>35058858
This person was not beaten up enough as a kid
>>35058858
Get this fucking normie posting shit off my board
>>35058858
>tfw to intelligent to believe tumblr posts
At best you can say intelligence and depression are linked. You can't prove causation without a proper experiment.
>be me
>23
>in the shower
>covered in soap
>put my fist in the air shout at the top of my lungs
>"I am soap man and I swear in the name of justice I will cleanse these foul streets"
>finish up in the shower
>walk to the kitchen
>mom and dad looking at me in disappointment
>sister and her husband's sides are in orbit
>sister tells me I'll never get a girlfriend
>mfw
Whats the most autistic you did today robots?
>>35058824
"Tehe, I'm so quirky and random! R-right guys?"
>>35058872
Kek, summed this post up anon
>>35058824
IDK about today but
>be in high school
>school full of dumb hood kids
>in the vice principal's office hanging out with several teacher and vice principle
They were cool as fuck man, I miss that school, it was one of the few places in my life I've been where I was truly all around respected, and it might be the last one too. Of course, this is only in regards to the faculty, the students that I was a fucking weirdo, but I guess I am so they were right on that front
anyway
>saying some kind of joke to vice principal
>obviously I'm a virgin
>relatively cute math teacher says this
>There's a...........SPECIAL kind of girl for anon
I don't know what prompted her to say that but it was fucking irresponsible of her to say some shit like that to me and fuck her man.
It really didn't sink in until years later but that's really not something you need to tell a teenager that's never been really liked by a girl that feels like he's a disgusted piece of shit
I think that interaction is one of a few that led to me feeling like to even be next to a woman is bothering her with my presence
I wish I was asexual, my life would be literally one thousand times better