In accordance with religious judeo-christian tradition, I was hugely abused in my infant to toddler stages. Sexually, physically, psychologically, there aren't enough yards. Circumcised at birth (say you don't remember it, lol) raped many times, psychologically dismantled from a whole to otherwise state. Then I got introduced to the world that expected me to know "this stuff" and to be "this way" about it.
I have attained a knowledge of gnostic foundations and sparing honestly the full detail, I was some mormon who was some jew who became some hermeticist and now I get professionally jerked around for not being methodist enough. What magic bullet text can I absorb to make my problems disappear?
>>19185595
Stop being a whiny little bitch and blaming all your problems on things that happened in the past. Lots of people had actual abuse in their past. You don't actually have problems, you just want to feel special.
>>19185622
Lots of people get AIDS and die. I'm trying to be one that maybe makes it into the middle class and raises non-corrupted children. Texts, texts, texts.
>>19185595
>What magic bullet text can I absorb to make my problems disappear?
This one
I have memories from up to 6 years ago about certain things happening in a video game called league of legends but the strange thing is I started playing LoL 2 years ago and I have memories of champions that had not been invented until recently and the best part is ive predicted things that would happen from up to 6 years ago its happened 3 times they are very specific things and when it is about to happen I know ive seen it before and I remember all of the sudden what is going to happen.
Is there anyone who can give me advice on how to hone this power?
about a week ago as i was driving to the store, i predicted that i would meet an old one eyed man by a food sampling stand by the deli section of a store. exactly that happened
>>19185652
ya this was actually more of a premonition though, i just had a feeling of knowing that that would happen.
>>19185591
I've never had such long premonitions, but I used to roleplay with some friends a few years ago, one sunday I suddenly felt I had experienced that exact same situation, and I remembered what was going to happen, and it happened, and then I said exactly what one of my friends was going to say and he freaked out.
Not a premonition, but another time I brought an extra guy to play, and he refused to play, he just say on a couch to read a book, he and another friend exchanged angry stares the whole afternoon. So I aksed the guy later why didn't want to play, and he said on of my friends was not a good person and I shouldn't trust him, next week I asked my roleplaying friend if he knew the guy I had brough, and he said "no, but I know his kind, and you shouldn't trust him, stay away from him".
The guy who stayed reading a book years later offered me a blowjob, I'm now avoiding him at all costs.
Beyond the fourth material state of plasma exists what is known as the sphere of influence an abstract threshold which houses the entirety of our perceivable “hologram” universe and is believed to account for much of the phenomena which man deems paranormal. It is here beyond the proverbial “veil” that it was believed by our oldest civilizations (and their teachers from the stars) that life as we know it began, the byproduct of unfathomable concepts far older than even God himself. It was also believed that flesh, the vehicle of life, was a medium between this false reality and the unknowable beyond; that flesh itself was the “language” of the gods, that our blood and humors were their ink and our DNA their alphabet... that with but a spoken word living flesh may take whatever form the old ones speak and that death was nothing more than a sentence unfinished...
Why, one could even argue that our existence is little more than some-THING else's fiction which by some fluke of the absurd became aware of itself forever incapable of peering beyond our own narrative. But pray, pray little man, that you never meet the authors of this story or that they ever remember having written it, for it is only by the grace of being forgotten that we are still permitted to exist.
And within this reality, forgotten by our creators, we should also pray we never run into the "stories" of other "authors".
Thread Music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZltd_nz2ag.
>>19185573
>plasma
so this is somethign hotter than lightning
which is electricity
which is what our brains run on, and dreams come from
you need to go smaller anon, study computers and biology, and maybe chemestry
>>19185582
Plasma is merely the state which most closely approaches the abstract energy state beyond "physical" matter.
>>19185588
so atoms are breaking down by then which is why we cant even comprehend it because our brains are wired on an atomic level and not a subatomic level
Hey does anyone know any /x/ tier phone numbers to call late at night?
911
>>>>>1 -800- 613 8840
>>>>>>>1 - 888 - 447 -5 594
been awhile
Currently reading tons of skinwalker/innawoods/fleshgait/goatman/cryptid stories and came accross this one, wondering if anyone has the rest of it. Also feel free to contribute yours.
nevermind I found it, you guys are worthless ignore this thread.
Here you go OP
>>19185507
hey thanks you're awesome
Let's discuss Anne, and our current guide Tanisia!
Links:
https://pastebin.com/DKhjAh8S (Anne, The Doctrine of "Tanisia")
She's sexy. Who is Anne? I know nothing of this and I'm interested.
Anne as interpreted by Tanisia:
https://expirebox.com/download/b54be68fd93711219d6e5b9c1307fb88.html
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I found three of these pieces of paper on the ground in my neighborhood. They all say the same thing. Does it mean anything?
>>19185291
what neighborhood do you live in
also > classic tin foil hat conspiracy
what kind of organized crime, is he refering to narco traffikers, the mafia, or the Federal government
>>19185291
Well, if you want to know if it's true: no. At least no evidence for this exists.
So, doesn't mean much except that you have a person who believes in the literal tin foil hat idea somewhat close by.
>>19185321
Yeah I know, its just strange and I could glean no meaning from the seemingly random combo of words
>>19185286
nothing, it was too hot outside
>>19185286
Sacrificed to my main nigga Apollo, keep it bright homie
>>19185286
Fapped
Heard a bit about the radio show. Wondering if there's any good stuff to listen tofrom it on YouTube
>>19185264
Hello, jj. :)
fuck off you bellgab piece of shit. Quit making these bait threads. no one gives a fuck about your obsession with shit and assholes you fucking troglodyte
>>19185303
We know where you live, jj. KEK
Starting off with these young ladies with very active imaginations
This faggot.
Most of /x/.
>>19185085
Two young ladies and a young lad.
How would you explain the very public display that happened in Portugal that was literally witnessed by thousands?
how can i summon a demon/spirit/creature to just talk? do i need to sell my soul? im not interested in sex or wealth or anything, i just feeling really badly lonely lately and i just need someone to talk to. is my soul worth that much?
pic sort of related maybe, im not sure
>>19185033
try out goetia, it's where most people start for this kind of thing. gotta' be willing to spend a lot of time preparing and gathering materials tho.
upside is you have a wide variety of spirits to choose from. check out the grimorium verum if you want to avoid the term 'demon' and negative connotations that come with it. sort of like an ars goetia 'lite'.
>>19185033
Why not just find a person? If you're that lonely fuck it man we can talk.
>>19185324
This.
You don't need to summon some supernatural shit, we could talk about anything you want right here.
Why is Magick seen as something negative in Catholicism and associated with Satan? Why can't they practice White Magick to counter Black Magick?
Is it? Catholicism seems to be rife with magic though.
>>19184966
They do when they say magic they mean black magic
>>19184966
see
>>19185336
magic are/were widely used in Catholicism, it is referred to as miracles, wonders of god, etc. and I guess you could refer to it as white magic, or good magic, while 'magick', 'witch-craft' or anything with the word 'demon' is referred to as the negative magic, black magic or devil magic
Ideas
bleach based suicide cult
Holy Item
animals are the vestigial remnants of higher beings
they cast out their impure, irredeemable qualities in pursuit of ascension
killing an animal only disperses these qualities and will manifest elsewhere in various forms
Is black metal paranormal?
as paranormal as the depressed 8th graders who listen to it
pagan metal draws from tradition, therefore more spiritual
I would argue that classic rock is the most paranormal of all heavy guitar genres
>>19186097
there is nothing spiritual about 'pagan' metal, whatever the fuck that means
I lived in a haunted cabin for roughly six years of my childhood (From ages 3 to 9) in Alabama.
I have had experiences and I'd love to share.
Sorry I am a newfag.
>>19184674
The share experiences dumbshit don't wait for people to come suck your dick.
>>19184674
>have had experiences and I'd love to share.
Then share them nigger.
>Sorry I am a newfag.
No shit, spill the beans bub