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childhood/life experiences 2016-05-03 02:24:46 Post No.17651192
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2016-05-03 02:24:46
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I have a relatively intriguing story for you guys.
>four years old, My mom marries a member of a bikers-turned-good gang called “Gangsters of Love”
>This guy was born again, and studious in the Christian religion.
>got my mom really into it, she said her relationship reminded her of King Kong and the Damsel, or Beauty and the Beast.
>she still claims that it was her favorite relationship outside of her current marriage
>He wasn't that straight, he smoked pot on the side, swore at home, had fits of rage occasionally, and also 'beat the devil outta me' for minor stuff
>Two years later, she divorces him, he moves to North Carolina or something.
>we stop going to the church we were at.
>Mom called it a 'Sabbatical'
>I started having odd recurring nightmares.
>once or twice a month.
> In these dreams, a girl sits in a corner, on a chair, facing the wall in a very dimly lit room with charcoal walls
>much like pic related, except not rocking and faced the other way.
>I don't get to see her face.
>she wears one black garment.
>Her head is shaved or burnt in some patches, but otherwise she is completely bald.
>she is moving as if she is crying, but it is usually quiet
>I ask her to stop crying
>she stands up, the chair is gone, she walks slowly, rhythmically towards me.
>I try to move, but I can't. I also can't scream or say anything.
>She wraps me in her robe and all I see is darkness, but I hear screaming.
>Three times out of, like, eight, my mom wakes me up, telling me I was screaming.
>I typically wake up crying.
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After she woke me up the third time, she took me to an evangelical christian friend who lived in this dusty, poorly decorated house, lit with low-watt bulbs. It was very eerie to me. She asked me about my nightmares and what happened in them. As I told her, she just looked at me as if she had heard it all before. She told My mom to start going to church again, prayed for me and rebuked the spirit using Jesus' name. She also suggested moving.
>find a nice church
>The nightmares stop
>sort of.
>Two Years after, around the time my mom starts dating her current husband, I get a dream
>Biker Dad tucks me in and leaves my room
>Dark girl appears at the foot of my bunk bed.
>she starts pulling my covers off.
>try to scream for Biker Dad
>cannot make a single noise.
>I wake up and my bed is literally vibrating for a solid minute.
>Am paralyzed with fear.
>Vibrating gets more violent, but I don't scream
>I just curl into a ball and wait.
>I start crying, and a few seconds later, it stops.
>I don't sleep that night.
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That was the last one for 12 years. I moved out a few months ago, 7 weeks after my 20th birthday. I tried to keep going to church, but skipped a week occasionally. Last night, (Sunday Night) was the first night I skipped twice in a row. It came back.
>Dream that I'm standing in the living room of the trailer I lived in with Biker Dad.
>She is standing in the kitchen, terrifyingly overlit by a flourescent light bulb.
> I can see her face.
>Is very Pic related, but without smoke lighter skin, and just a straight face.
>I am still afraid, but not petrified.
>she stands there
>”who are you?” I ask
>Biker Dad's Clock sang the Hallelujah Chorus every hour. It chimes.
>we are suddenly in the Charcoal room.
>”I am Idolon”
>nothing about her moves. She is like a statue, But I feel her on me, pressing on my chest.
>"tu eroonte searvy may semper"
>It is latin. I know I butchered the spelling.
>I wake up and my door slams.
Help Please. I'm going back to church on Sunday
>inb4 burn some sage, nigga
>inb4 move
It isn't a location or stronghold thing, I think it has to do with me.
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If you're really committed to the church and believe that God can free you from these events then get baptized in the church, make sure it's a baptism of water. And the next time any of this happens to you whether it be in a dream or you're conscious, simply pray. Hold your eyes tight, put your hands together and ask God to keep you safe from all evil and make sure you end the prayer with " In the name of your son Jesus Christ I pray, Amen ". I don't know how crazy this sounds OP but I hope it brings you some relief.
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Do you guys believe in the world beyond ours?
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I don't believe in this one
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Maybe.
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How come?
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Demonologyfags of /x/,
What are your thoughts on the Book of Raziel? It is the only apocryphal text that describes Kokabiel as a holy angel, as opposed to one of the 20 Watchers. Shit or legit?
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One Step Closer to the Good Goy State of Idiocy.
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>>17650951
Still on your One Man Crusade to let everyone know /x/ is a Jewish Plot?
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>>17650947
It's fine if you're into that sort of thing. But if your concern is if Kokabiel or any other "demon" is good or bad, you probably should leave it on the shelf.
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Hey /x/! I just had a question about invocation. How are you supposed to pronounce some of these names? Is there a guide?
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>>17650942
Honestly, I just looked up demon sigils on google. The picture is just a placeholder so I could ask my question.
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That 'great circle of summoning' is lucifer's seal from the grimorium verum. What ruseman made this pic? Don't dick around with this you'll probably get nowhere.
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>>17650952
I'm not using this picture as a reference. It is just a placeholder so I could ask my question.
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I frequently see those /x/ meet up threads where people try to meet up irl with other anons that live close to them. Has anyone ever actually done this though? How did it go? Any decent stories?
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>>17650815
Not on /x/ but on /b/ i have met up with another anon
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>>17650857
how did that go?
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>>17650874
Swell. We met up at a local starbucks. It was awkward af cause it was two guys meeting and what made it more awkward was the fact that both of us hardly went outside after work. But we ended up going back to my place, smoked some good weed listened to music and chilled at the end with a movie. This was 2010 and we still shoot the shit together
New unusually creppy HeyKids video
https://youtu.be/buedwg9XmyM
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Oh it's that AI Hitler thing again.
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>>17650793
HOLY FUCK GUYS, I KNOW WHY IT HAPPENED, I'm from Spain, well, that latino youtuber Dross made a video about Hey Kids and then all the retards(I like his channel BUT HIS FANBASE IS IDIOTIC) started posting comments about Dross... And then he has matched Dross tipe of video AND THEY KEEP COMMENTING AND SHITPOSTING, SO THEY WILL FUCK THIS, I MEAN, the damage has been done
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>>17650793
HOLY FUCK GUYS, I KNOW WHY IT HAPPENED, I'm from Spain, well, that latino youtuber Dross made a video about Hey Kids and then all the retards(I like his channel BUT HIS FANBASE IS IDIOTIC) started posting comments about Dross... And then he has matched Dross tipe of video AND THEY KEEP COMMENTING AND SHITPOSTING, SO THEY WILL FUCK THIS, I MEAN, the damage has been done
IN THE MCDONALDS VIDEO TALKED ABOUT 9/11 AND FUCKING SAID "FUEL CANT MELT STEEL BEANS" IN FUCKING SPANISH.. well, in a fucked up order
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4apWOUNOx64
This interview was the biggest red pill i've swallowed. Credo connects every dot that I've had with Aliens. He is quite an African national but not in the sense of kill whitey. If you're bored and want something extremely intriguing to watch for 3 hours this is it.
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Tl;dr please
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>>17650808
This old guy in Africa says that Reptile Aliens passed information down to his tribe from ancient times, it is a David Ike feature.
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>>17650808
>Tl;dr please
OP posted a link, but says it's too boring to watch
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Hey, has anyone else had this dream?
Some kind of... thing that, in my opinion, looked a lot like Skyrim's Herma-Mora (Mah Senpai) was looming over me. Don't remember my surroundings, but I think it was all just black around me.
It started muttering something weird, then chuckled like a madman and disappeared.
I think it might be paranormal. This is the ONLY dream I have had for three days straight. No variation.
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uh what the fuck
i had that dream 2
and it also started 3 days ago, and it's the only dream i have had since then
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... shit.
Same.
But it wasn't with the thing you saw.
It was a Plague Doctor instead. Just a normal, human Plague Doctor.
I know they helped cure the plague and were usually good people, but those masks creep me the hell out - they just look soulless.
jeffmahsenpai, did you have any variation?
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yeah
i was under water instead of in an empty spave
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What is the most creepiest Wikipedia article you have ever read, /x/?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Junko_Furuta
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States
I suppose you would call it saddening more than creepy.
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>>17650649
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shadow_person
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Help. I am seeking further information on my past life. I know it sounds crazy but I remember a large amount of vivid details including some dates and aspects of my life as well as a vivid memory of my death. I have posessed these memories as long as i can remember and any imput is appreciated. if it is helpful i can share full details and whatnot.
>Tl;dr I died in 1997 in New York and I
remember.
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Whatcha need?Full information from,when where and why,or just basic who you were?
Ifso,i can recommend you two things:
Basic info:Contact,either a legit occultist that works with oobe or any spirit willingly to work with ye
Or
Go buddha style and meditate.Then evrything comes inhandy,and its as easy as thinking.
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I do indeed meditate, which is why i started meditation in the first place. I just want to know more, like who I was. All of the memories aside from my death are very distant, like childhood memories. Although that sorta makes sense because I was only 17 when I died.
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So for anyone who is interested here is what \i already know about my past life
As far as childhood went I grew up in some suburb on the outskirts of NYC (I dont know where because I am now Canadian and dont know that geograpghy for shit.)
When I was a bit older we moved innercity and I got involved in criminal activity.
I was under a bridge when I was killed. It was in a street fight. Somebody punched me in the chest and I collapsed, probably due to heart failure.
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Post the best wicca picture you have
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>posts Satanist picture with inverted pentagram
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wassup?
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/x/. So i'm not sure i'm being paranoid or schizophrenic. I don't know if it's up to any of you to decide, when a psychologist is the one i need to go to. Anyway. To start of with. My moods are strongly influenced by everything that people say, my experiences and my own thoughts. Althought the word for that is being sensitive, there's more to it. If i see someone with just the slightest change in behavior (people that i know) i become extremely unsettled and immediately i think that there's something wrong. After this i come up with certain theories on how that person is going to get me, kidnap me, kill me, whatever. I'm never on the brink of insanity, but i'm always just tense and anxious about something happening to me sooner or later. Also, whenever i think of something or get a feeling, i assume that this is someone i know or don't know that is either consciously or unconsciously projecting these thoughts/feelings onto me. So i always check my thoughts a lot to double check if they're mine or not. Can't explain how i do that. All of this causes a lot of depression and fear. And the way i use to get rid of it, is by listening to creepy music, thinking of death or drawing dark art, dark logos and just all those goth things. This may be very common, i don't know, but i suppose it doesn't hurt to ask. So. Opinions? Maybe someone else has the same problem.
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>>17650181
idunno if u really want the truth or not but
the whole world is mind controlled by aliens or the devil
most people who ever had a migraine or felt disconnected were actually mind controlled
this shielding test costs about 10 bucks, and $1 for earplugs, the matress is an array of antennas so i would ditch that
im not sure if anyone ever gets 100% out but this should make very clear if its even your emotions your feeling.
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>>17650214
Well yeah, i know i'm irrational, but this.. eh
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>>17650214
The whole world is being influenced on a subconscious level by elite freemasons intent on creating a New World Order. Other than that your pic is nonsense.
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Post paranormal locations in google maps
>https://www.google.com/maps/@-27.593757,-48.5511101,3a,75y,155.56h,79.04t/data=!3m6!1e1!3m4!1sPB91F1HhcHXDURT-ERM61g!2e0!7i13312!8i6656
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>>17650114
pretty spoopy
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https://www.google.com/maps/@34.9286776,24.0029816,60m/data=!3m1!1e3
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https://www.google.com/maps/@-77.5393359,-86.8543015,35026m/data=!3m1!1e3 zoom in and out at this, pretty spoopy
There are several weird areas in Antartica
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I was riding in the car with my dad. I took out my phone to record the sound of the wind. When we heard the recording, there was this strange sound. There weren't any cars near us at the time. What could it be?
https://my.mixtape.moe/cpphxy.3gp (it's clean m8s, trust me)
pic unrelated
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>>17650021
>Mr. Bungle
>tfw every memeber of that band has done my aunt
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>>17650021
>https://my.mixtape.moe/cpphxy.3gp
your dad speaking or a nearby animal.
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>it's an "I found something odd on my phone/computer" thread
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Someone please enlighten me about the connection between Alice in Wonderland and occultism and secret societies. I'm not from anglosphere so I don't really get it. However I must admit that the movie has some rather strange vibe.
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>>17649886
4 years on 4chan.
Never english.
ctrl+c, ctrl+v other posts.
Nobody notices.
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>>17649886
there's absolutely none that I've ever heard of
Only allegories about the advances in mathematics of the 18th and 19th century, and possibly some tenuous drug references
Ball's in your court. Why do you think there's an occult relation?
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So, Alice in Wonderland is a great metaphor or allegory for any situation where - a person is introduced to a strange or foreign concept. One such concept that alters their perception of reality or introduces them to a new, wild landscape of ideas to explore.
If you're not familiar with Plato's allegory of the cave, this topic might also interest you.
The rabbit's hole is the threshold, from one world to the other. To step through it (or tumble down it) - is to take the initial steps towards understanding/knowledge/or enlightenment etc.
The movie, The Matrix, makes this parallel as well - where Neo follows the white rabbit to discover the true nature of reality.