Something incredibly profound happened today. Dunno what to call it, but I'm no longer the same person. I feel truly free.
You took the cuck pill of not caring about being a khv for ever
then at least have a go at describing what happened. you utter retard
>>34586400
being enlightened is exactly like being a normal person, just a feet up in the air.
>6 years ago
>was 14 y/o
>despised conformity, laziness, and excuses
>was hypermasculine
>go on things head on and ignore bullshit
>wasn't my parents' favorite child but didn't bother me
>parents' having financial issues so wanted me to get a job and told me I could go back to school when things are stable
>said no few times but got tired of my dad trying to show his dominance by pushing me around, closing the fridge when I go and nagging, over-reacts when I forget one chore
>worked in construction and on weekends in a grocery store
>1 year later when things got stable I said I want to go back to school
>he said no
>had a fight and kicked me out
>didn't bother me
>stole my brothers sleeping bag and slept in an abandoned factory (was comfy af)
>same day my dad reported me to the police and said I ran away
>next day when going for food got caught
>came back home
>dad: either you go to work or you get out of my house
>same shit as before
>didn't say anything to the officers because I wasn't of legal age and he could simply lie
>for the next 2 and half years same shit happened 9 times
>one night got drunk and fed-up
>naturally, went to confront him
>he didn't do anything just sat there while I was yelling, just an all out meltdown
>happened at least 5 times in a course of one month
>had plans on moving out when I turn 18 but lost all motivation
>started despising work, hate to get up in morning, drink every night, spiteful, unmotivated, suicidal, and just a disgusting human being
>month later my dad got diagnosed with skin cancer
>became weak, depressed, and unmotivated to do anything, not even yell at me
>quit work
>started doing some shit he used to do to me
>ignore him when he talks to me, when he needs something, act like he doesn't exist
>became dull, bored all the time, never try anything, only leave my room to go to the bathroom/get food, don't care about anything
>don't even bother looking for a job
>been like this for almost the past 2 years
>>34586333
you should hurt your dad
>>34586385
What's the point, he's already dying.
He told me once to "get help", told him I will, once he dies. was weirdly satisfying.
>>34586333
only read all that shit cause you got trips. nice.
Funnily enough my Dad is also someone I never wanted to become. All during my childhood he would outright ignore me when speaking directly do him, even when I asked a question. We could go weeks of not speaking a word to each other even though we're the only two in the house. On weekends off school I was forced to sit at the kitchen table, listen to the radio and sit there doing homework or nothing. No homework? Nothing it is. No TV, no toys, no computer, nothing.
Now I can outright ignore people that talk to me, barely ever speak and don't want kids incase I fuck them up.
Is he right though?
>>34586332
you look like an autistic roided up manlet
>>34586332
stupid bait thats my boy tyler fucking 1! dude
>>34586332
HEY ELIOT
Say you inherit 150k (after tax) from an uncle. Would it be stupid to spend 50-60k on a car?
yes, yes it would be.
you could spend all the money and get a car that will keep it's value
>>34586309
It depends, are you trying to ascend to normiedom? Or are you trying to NEET forever in comfort?
What was the highest point in your life? What was the lowest point in your life?
highest
>right now
>living in dope upper class apartment
>scholarship
>honours in uni
>dudebro weed everyday
>high marks
>hiki so no rejection even possible
lowest
>poorfag, so poor once went a week without food
>21 failing beta no gf no social skills faggot
>have a chad i was a bitchboy to
>peer presssure to do mdma
>tell him im asexual on mdma
>depressed
>rejected by every race
>parents had to pick me up at the police station when i was caught smoking dudebro
>mom said she doesn't want me anymore
>had to do 30 hours community service when i was caught smoking dudebro in my room on campus
It was a shit time.
>>34586299
>Highest
Age 0 to age 9
>lowest
Age 15 to age 18 1/2
>>34586299
How did you end up making it anon? I'm not exactly at a high point at the moment
>>34586363
i became a hiki, only leave the house to go to lectures
STOP
Rub your tongue oven your teeth. Feel that? That furry feeling? Thats plaque. Look in the mirror. See that? The yellowing? Thats tartar.
GO BRUSH YOUR TEETH AND GO TO THE DENTIST YOU GROTTY FUCKS.
>>34586241
t-thanks dentist bro
Eh I just don't care honestly, never have
I blame autism
i haven't brushed my teeth in at least a week, possibly longer; i don't actually remember when i did it last.
How do I seduce my therapist? He likes me, but I want him to like like me.
>>34586233
If you don't know how to seduce someone, getting advice on how to do it isn't going to help you at all.
If you're a woman, just start masturbating in front of him or something.
Don't forget that life's on easy mode when you're a woman.
>>34586248
im good at following steps but im an awkward fembot, cant do it without having a plan in my head
>tfw no czech public nudity gf
anyone else know this feel?
>>34586224
ya :^/ its a nice rarity
>>34586224
Holy shit, slavs are SUBHUMAN
>>34586224
Czech girls might not (yet) be (fully) affected by western feminism but the fact remains that they are still gold-digging whores.
Source: I'm Czech.
>read about american robots/NEETs trying to socialize or do stuff irl
>they have things like meetup.com where they can find anime clubs or other nerd shit, and things like craigslist for free sex with fat degenerates
>live in europe
>don't have anything similar at all, impossible to do anything
I fucking hate you guys, you don't know how easy you have it
>>34586222
Where are you from?
Oiginal post
>>34586237
Why do you ask
dfh
>>34586258
I'm also from europe, so I wanted to know. If you are from somewhere like Germany, it's not that bad, but if you are from a slavic shithole like me, it's pretty hard to find like-minded people.
>want to fuck pussy
>want dick in my ass
>ywn have access to both without being in some sort of disgusting open relationship
>>34586213
>join private sex club
>get to fuck/be fucked
>don't have to commit to relationships
Is that what you are looking for?
>open relationship
>disgusting
have you considered not being retarded?
get gf to peg you with 1 of those furry dildos that have cum toobs
Im becoming extremely bitter when it comes to women. How do I stop this before I end up like a grand wizard
find a nice, timid, gentle one who will make you feel nice feels in your chest and head
in other words you're fucked
Realize women have a filter for general guys who are not chad. They want someone with confidence and the intelligence/physique to back it up. If you have neither, sorry, you're going to have to settle for Bertha the fish lady who works at the gas station.
>>34586178
You know I used to think there was someone for everyone, but now I know that's not true. Some people are just majorly defective and will probably die alone and unloved. Condolences OP.
>start masturbating in the middle of the night(to images)
>sister all the sudden gets up(everytime) and acts like she's annoyed
>she wont even talk to me now
wtf is her problem?
>>34586159
Most people don't enjoy being woken up at night by the sound of a manchild fapping
>>34586159
Why are you in your sisters room in the first place
>>34586177
This is a troll thread you autistic piece of assburgers
Why are normies so rude?
On behalf of the normies, I apologize. Sincerely.
>>34586095
You can't apologize for other people, because you're not them.
>tfw you realize you were the rude one all along by not reading body language or missing subtext
Why are you such a fucking manchild? Even Elliot Rodger tried to improve his life
>>34586071
He did what needed to be done. All these chads ans sacys disgust me to a point where I cant take it anymore. Saint rodge is the only god I believe in.
>>34586071
A mentally disabled person: People do not like me cos I'm a retard. That is why no friends.
Normie: Oh yeah. You pathetic little whiner. You just go on blaming others of your problems instead ot improving youself!
>>34586071
and how did that turn out for him?
Are prophecies to be fulfilled?
>>34585928
What prophecies are we talking about, LFE anon?
>>34586383
To put the salvation into process (unlink Life and move everyone over who entered), I need to an hero outta Life myself as well on the 1st of July...
>>34586413
So what, are you afraid that this whole thing might be a delusion and you're just killing yourself? That's sad, but I guess I could understand those fears. But would you rather live with the regrets of forgoing the salvation and condeming us all? Is what you should ask yourself I guess.