Have any of you ever read a Grimoire?
I have read alittle about some of the most well known books and what they cointain. But it seems like they are hard to get through.
Anything worth sharing?
>>17083646
Bumping for intrest
very much bump sir
>>17083646
>hard to get through
What do you mean? Do you mean they're boring/hard to read?
Also I personally don't prefer to read grimoires (at least those that are considered "true" grimoires) because they're meant to be a teaching tool and that typically doesn't apply to my craft. I do look through other witches' book of shadows/spell books though.
I thought I could get some /x/ help with this, since it seems like something you guys might be able to help. Okay.
For the last months I've had this weird feeling. An unbearable thing. It's not every day, but when it comes, it's really awful. I'm not sure how I can describe it though. It's just something unbearable that seems to want to get out.
After some time, this feeling seemed to have evolved. It was kinda like a movie in my head repeating itself. Not sure how to describe it either. A big field with black grass and red skies, dark faceless dead bodies with lots of blood and tore off parts. And the feeling was just awful. This thing seems to haunt me. It makes me want to suicide in bloody and awful ways and self-harm. Idk, maybe you folks can help with this, since it seems to get worst every day. And I'm having outbreaks where I get really angry and rude and fight with everyone.
I don't know if it helps or is related, but I have depression and recent suicide attempt history. Not really due to this thing, though.
So, what /x/ folks think? Shoot me with your thoughts.
Pic unrelated
>>17083424
Fallen angels are messing with you. Pray To the Lord Yehoshua, or Jesus Christ, the Son of the Father in Heaven for help.
It does sound of this base reality and negative. Find the light within thy soul for it will outshine all darkness. I love you.
>>17083551
I'm an atheist, so, no, sorry. Thanks anyway.
>>17083557
Thanks.
I'm having trouble astral projecting, I'm lying still, relaxed yet focused but time and time again I just black out.
Feel drained the next day and have almost no recollection of the night before. I once came close, vibrations N shit and heard a woman scream in my left ear(the loudest thing I have ever heard) it was pretty awesome yet made me nervous alittle.
I'm getting there. It's only a question of when.
So please share pointers/tips that work for you
Been trying for years on an off. Never worked for me. I guess some people just don't have it
>>17083377
Any borderline success?
Vibrations, voices etc
>>17083337
Do not do such things. This "woman" was not a female, it does not care about you, and wants to see you in hell with it. Astral projection is very dangerous and you are opening up yourself to these entities when you do such things. Turn to Yehoshua the Son of The Father in Heaven.
I've been hearing church bells since I got in from work 4 hours ago. It's really starting to freak me out. I am miles from a church. What's happening /x/?
>>17082886
Is it happening?
It is really echoey, I'm going out of my mind. Sometimes a car goes past and drowns it out, but it always comes back.
>>17082886
Pray, for the Reaper will come.
Sleep paralysis thread?
Has anybody seen this film (The Nightmare)? Damn it gave me bad vibes, like lights on afterwards and about an hour before I crashed out.
What got me was the idea that sleep paralysis is infectious and can be spread just through suggestion, that the beings you see in sleep paralysis are actually self aware and exist in some way. One part the guy says the girl lying next to him had a night terror and their experience kind of overlapped, she saw a cat with red eyes, he saw a shadowman with red eyes and that kinda thing.
Whats the deal with the archetypes as well? Like, WHY shadowmen and hags?
>>17082440
>being afraid of sleep paralysis and shadow people
man kek
this is why we can't have nice things
i was moving my new girlfriend into her new house and i had brought some selenite and crystals with me to put around the place.
While i was falling asleep i knew i was slipping into paralysis.
I was in the street in broad daylight, and a group of people that looked dressed as police maybe? they all wore blue; walked across the street to me.
After they got close, their heads all turned to pale, dead, pig heads. With skin over where the eyes should be. It felt like they observed me, and i observed them as well. it was weird.
sleeps paralysis is fucking awesome, having them since 97', all sorts of spooky voices all the time
anything extra creepy happen to you at 3 am?
I've always tried to breeze through the hour or sleep through it, even when i tried to go out in it..something delayed me or It seem to pass before I got into a good stride
It's not true. Fags can't into statistics. Thanks for the thread anyway.
>>17081756
It is though.
I always get stoned at 3 am, cool hour indeed
Noticing all this life is just some sort of weird test. In my dreams, I drive down streets I recognize but have never seen. I speak with people that I'm intimately familiar with but never met in my life. When I'm drifting off to sleep, I always feel like I'm falling. Like I fell out of the back of a jet plane.
Anons, I think we live this life synchronistically with other lives. Perhaps all of space time is occurring simultaneously with no differentiation. We're all gods experiencing this life as some sort of test with everything we interact with, feel, or experience just being yet one more thing we must feel or experience. My only confusion is when I interact with others. Are they a manifestation or are we all just a billion different shards from the same light bouncing off one another?
What do, anons?
Op is faggot???
>>17080877
It doesn't matter how deep or spiritually fulfilling your words are - if you're starting off with a picture of Cleatus & his family then this is automatically a shit thread. Sorry, OP.
Gibbe da pussy b0ss
The Sigil Wars, tell me /x/ all that you know?
What?
It's real.....all of it.
>>17080058
no because you would injure yourself
Anyone know of anyone personally that died and was brought back?
Jesus
Some faggot who used to show up to parties and kickbacks unannounced. If you were unlucky enough to meet him for the first time, he would go out of his way to turn the subject onto car crashes/fatal accidents. He would then mention how he wrecked his motorcycle and was "legally dead" for 6 minutes. He claimed all he can remember was a warm sensation...which was probably him pissing and shitting himself.
In the end, he got a fat mexican pregnant and now works at a gas station. Such a wasted life to save
Alright so my sister was listening to this old metal band around 10pm and all of a sudden her room got really cold and she say things moving, so I was wondering if there was a band that had songs with spells or unsettling consequnces. Thank you. (Pic unrelated and kind of related.)
>>17078411
Ronnie James Dio's voice is so fucking powerful, that can make anything shake, i would advise her to keep on listening to Dio, he's a fucking metal God
It was not Dio or Black Sabbath,I thought the pic was related because it was metal, RIP metal god Dio. I think it was something from the 80's or 70's if that helps.
>>17078603
Ask her what band it was
Is it possible to meditate into a 100-year dream? The dream's temporal field would be manipulated so that each hour in real life is years in the dream.
>>17077196
The best I have done is 12 hours in a dream within 6 hours of actual sleep....highly doubt anyone could do 100 years without some time skipping occurring in their dream. Hell, my 12 hours could have easily been time skipped without me catching it...
>>17077196
Yes it is possible. Ive experienced an entire life in one dream. Waking up from it was extremely confusing as it made me wonder which was the real thing, this life or the other (the thought still freaks me out sometimes). As to how to experience this? I honestly do not know, and keep in mind that im an avid lucid dreamer. Perhaps this might play some part into achieving it. My experience did not occur willingly or as a lucid dream however. Just my tiny contribution guys, cheers.
>>17077196
I liked Inception too, OP, but it was just a movie.
Chaos Magic General
What do you know about it?
>>17067919
What would happen if you tattooed a sigil to yourself?
Would it merely amplify the effect of what you are trying to achieve or would it make the effect a constant thing in your life?
I.e. If you are trying to attain wealth, a sigil would get you some but would a tattooed sigil increase the magnitude of the success or get you wealth consistently over your life span ?
>>17067919
Level 99 magic in RS here, ask me anything.
OP here forgot to mention I am a girl
How do you judge the "quality" of a person's consciousness? By their choices?
>>17063765
>By their choices?
Yeah, unless you can see auras or read minds
>>17063949
Also by the way the speak, their actions.
>>17063765
what do you mean by "quality" of a person's consciousness?
TL;DR
Me and my friend got contacted by satanists after exploring an abandoned hospital.
Long story /x/, me and my friend were searching this abandoned hospital.
We came upon an entire house (connected to the hospital) that was dedicated to this weird occult movement. It had 'CARCOSA', 'VOMA' and all kinds of weird shit written everywhere, like "NIGHT WILL FIND YOU", "ALL SHALL BE GONE", some anti-christ stuff, like a painting of jesus crying.
Later we managed to make it over to the operating room where operations once happened - we found a lot of gooey red 'something' on the floor (we both think it's blood, but we have no way of knowing), there was some cloth too, thrown in the corner of the room, soaking with this red goo.
Empty beer cans on the operation bed too.
We decided to write on the wall with a can of grafitti we had brought, we wrote "FIND 'made-up name' IF YOU LIKE DARKNESS", to kinda play along with the horror theme of the hospital.
All of this was yesterday and today, after having created the fake facebook profile of said made-up name, I got a message.
I got a message from the people who had painted the other house with all the 'CARCOSA' stuff.
They call themselves V.O.M.A, which we had also seen around in the hospital but didn't think much of it.
Now, they wrote to me not to walk around that part of the hospital - then they deleted the profile.
The profile was called Voma AnnoKristos, so again, antichrist.
What do you say /x/?
Am I dealing with some serious fuckery?
Twin Suns sink behind the lake?
Do you have the Facebook conversation?
>>17078644
What?
>>17078649
Yeah, but they either blocked me or deleted the user. Besides, it's in Danish.
What is this?
>>17083079
Reminiscent of The Rake
Hobo
>>17083079
cave crack-head a distant cousin of the cave troll