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Alright /x/, maybe you guys can help me make sense of this. Is it possible that a tulpa can be created out of negative emotions?
>inb4 rpfag
No, I don't waste people's time thinking up shit that never happened on /x/. If you think I'm rping then move on.
About a year ago I was under a fuckload of stress, like fifteen fuckloads. The reason why is not important, the effect it had is.
I was angry, I was always angry at everything. I was literally edge: the guy. You can imagine that constant rage can really fuck with your life, so I began doing what I often do: visualising it. In this case, it turned out a little more lively.
I visualised it as myself, an angry, greyed out version of myself. And I'd talk to him, I'd ask him why he was angry and he'd tell me and I'd try to fix it. And for a while it went great, until one night I was just overcome with the burst of utter rage, out of fucking nowhere I was so, SO mad.
But I wasn't the one that was mad, I visualised angry me and he'd changed from a grey version of me to a featureless, black version of me, like a shadow (edgy, I know. Bear with me). And he was thrashing and screaming and raging. I had to get up, look myself in the mirror and say out loud "I'm in control here" before the anger just disappeared. I was calm again. But the visualisation of my anger didn't change back from its shadowy form. This whole ordeal was getting out of hand at this point, but I'd heard of Tulpa and wanted to see if I'd accidentally created one out of my negative emotions. So I started treating it as its own creature, not just a visualisation of my anger. I noticed it grew bigger over time, until it really towered over me. But I wasn't afraid of it, I knew I would easily win a fight for dominance should it ever come to that, because I have a lot more experience with this body than he did.
I came to name him Ragnarok.
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inb4 gay shit
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Throughout that year, Ragnarok (I'll refer to him as Rag from now on, that's what I call him nowadays) towered over me, he was absolutely gigantic. I was always afraid what would happen if the whole burst of anger happened again, because I honestly wasn't sure if I could hold him back this time. But it never happened and he never tried anything.
Things have calmed down now, and Rag is still with me. Albeit he's barely as high as my knee right now and he's actually quite adorable. He's a lot more reasonable and has stopped screaming every word he says. I guess I might just be insane, but if he is actually a sort of tulpa and not just like an early stage of DID color me intrigued.
Any /x/philes with insight or similar stories? I'd love to hear them.
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>>17088043
called it
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Hypothetical Question 2015-12-15 21:00:31 Post No.17087571
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So this is a hypothetical question, how does one go about starting a cult? Specifically how would one go about (Remember this is a completely hypothetical question) recruiting others?
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>>17087571
If you really have to ask your self that question, you really wouldnt suceed
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invite some teenagers for sex and drug parties
when they grow up, they'll be your cult
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>>17087584
>How to end up in federal prison in just 3 easy steps
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During WWI, my father's great grandfather came to the USA to escape Bavaria Germany where he married my dad's great grandmother. He bought several acres of land and built a farm including a very nice elaborate house as a wedding gift to her. He vowed that that house was hers no matter what. Little did she know, he often would cheat on her. When she found out, she forgave him and still stayed married to him til her death. He was in his 30s when he decided to sell the farm and he was supposedly attacked by her spirit, causing him to have a grand mal seizure. He recovered, but he was very different after that. Every woman he dated or married after his experience would pass away, leaving him constantly single in the end. At the age of 65, he got into a drunk driving indecent, breaking his hip and most of the time wheelchair bound. He passed away at age 97 years old after many nightmares invading his sleep for months. Since his death, every woman married into our family will not outlive the men who are born into my family, men born into my family experience very bad luck or tragic deaths. I am female who is about to marry a guy I love, but his diabetes has gotten much worse since we started making wedding plans, even though he is pretty healthy for a diabetic. Am I cursed? Or is this just a series of shit luck?
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Tell that bitchy ghost to Fuck off, you have nothing to do with it.
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Your """great""" grandfather was a cunt
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Not sure how diabetes "gets worse"? Do you mean he is experiencing complications? Unfortunately, that is inevitable for most diabetics. No curse needed, it just fucking sucks. Hopefully, he will keep up good management and keep his complications to a minimum. Help him out, cook well and exercise with him.
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So x, is there a way to strengthen my relationship with my guardian angel?
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>>17086424
Earn more gbp
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>>17086424
i've actually gotten the name of my Guardian. he even said his name over a fucking spirit box.
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>>17086424
You don't have one, angels don't work that way, you have been memed by the catholic church.
Besides what I read of them, if real, you need to be some high-tier being extremely necessary to YAHWEH to get one.
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So what happened with this anyway? Is it solved?
http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2015/10/22/terrifying-video-of-masked-figure-contains-cryptic-messages-pointing-to-the-white-house-claim-conspiracy-theorists_n_8355884.html?1445515030
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>>17086115
Crystalcia. Stop making stupid fucking threads to promote your aspie neet drama. Do not post the fucking pastebin again, no one wants to waste 15 minutes reading the inbred bitch fighting of a bunch of neckbeards. Just die. Thakyou. "XD", faggot. Not paranormal.
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>>17086123
Wut? lol
Theres a thread on /pol/ about it right now, someone said /x/ has the answer. Gimme the sauce, faggots.
>>>/pol/58418058
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>>17085783
Piotr Petrovich, loves to squat and cheep beer. Usually you can find him with his mates who looks and dress exactly the same.
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>>17085792
He is the best of the bunch though.
He makes the best blood smoothies.
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>>17085783
Albanian police sketch, of what, I don't know. The Balkans are a time bomb. Beware of landmines. Don't step on the saw.
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I keep hearing noises 2015-12-15 07:01:13 Post No.17085430
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I'm home alone and I keep hearing noises coming from my room. The door is open and when I get close enough to check it out it stops. what do /x/? I don't know if I want to sleep in there tonight.
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>>17085430
take off all of your clothes and jack off in every room.
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OP here, it sounds like walking and moving things
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Go into your room, take off your shirt, flex your muscles and look as big as you can, and shout "It is up to you if you want to wrestle"
What did you guys do to have your first lucid dream? What can I do to experience a lucid dream for the first time?
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Step one: Find Buddhist friend
Step two: discuss lucid dreaming
Step three: sleep on back, shirtless and pantless
Step four: count to 100 and back until your mind is clear
Step five: fall asleep
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What would I even do in a lucid dream that I can't do in real life?
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The three times I've had lucid dreams, I wasn't trying to have a lucid dream. They started out as normal dreams and then for some reason I realized they were dreams. Like in the first one I was opening drawers in an apartment I used to live in, and I realized what ever I thought was going to be in the drawers were in the drawers when I opened them. So just to be sure, I predicted there would be something absurd in the next drawer I opened, and sure enough, it was there. After that I became completely lucid. It's the best feeling you can imagine. Like tripping really hard and not feeling tired or scared or anything.
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what are some spooky things i can do in snapchat videos to send to my crush? i want to get his attention
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Show him your penis
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>>17085036
no shut up im serious
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>>17085034
Seriously, show him your penis,
Some say we are in the web. This dichotomy is plural. We feel the need to say and feel and this, in turn, solves complex problems. We are ghost, an elite mercenary group hired at the footsteps of the Cicada 3301 program.
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Umm. K.
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Fake and gay
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Do. You. Envy. Us?
Does magic works? How can i start to study things like black/white magic?
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Self bump
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>>17084334
Let go of whatever you learned about magic from movies and pop media.
What are you interested in exactly?
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>>17084351
I read about people summoning demons and shit like that. Is this possible? But what I really want is to use magic to boost my inner energy and intelectual power
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Where can we talk about government coverups freely without being hounded by magic, religious, or mysticfags ?
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>complains about magic, religious, or mysticfags
>posts in /x/ instead of /pol/
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Pretty much every other board except the paranormal one.
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>>17084974
This
Id love to OP, but for some reason /x/ hates the idea of government cover ups
Even though it's way more realistic then some shit like Tulpas or Skinwalkers
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So no one here is going to talk about Kubrick Confessing to faking the Apollo 11 mission? 2015-12-15 02:21:16 Post No.17083858
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So no one here is going to talk about Kubrick Confessing to faking the Apollo 11 mission?
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Really?
He hinted to it in the shining (pic related.)
http://yournewswire.com/stanley-kubrick-confesses-to-faking-the-moon-landings/
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OP about two weeks behind the curve.
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>>17083864
Nah the video is less than 3 days old, shill.
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China still fakes it in this day and age.
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what would be the cause of me hearing a random high pitch noise in my ears one or the other . its kind of like the sound they use in video games if a flash bang or grenade goes off close to you. also i remember hearing this same sound in the same place if i would happen to drive down this one road in the same spot. is it like a frequency i am hearing and other people cant hear ?
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It's cells of your ear trying to repair itself, and failing. Nothing paranormal. Oh, and this happens to EVERYBODY, did you born yesterday?
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>>17083796
that doesn't explain the one spot where i hear the sound .
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>>17083775
It's called tinnitus, go get it checked by a doctor. It's nothing supernatural, but it could be a sign of hearing damage.