"this troubling experience is distinctly human, experienced briefly at some time or another by as much as 70 percent of college students" excerpt from a book called "Stranger to My Self".
So, what does /x/ think about this interesting disorder? Is it just stress & trauma? Are the doctors just trying to sell you drugs? Is it paranormal at all, does it have anything to do with the nature of reality? It affects women and men equally, it arises in adolescence and it can last decades, many professionals don't take it as an existing disorder etc ("Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder: A Neglected Disease in Psychiatry."). Also:
>"It [...] has been an ever-present human affliction, and the now established prevalence rate may have always been the same."
Another article ("The epidemiology of depersonalisation and derealisation") notes:
>"Importantly, the ICD-10 describes DDs as primarily acute disorders that usually remit within a few weeks or months, and that have an onset in the immediate context of events that are highly stressful, traumatic, and/or that involve intolerable, insoluble problems. In contrast, the DSM-IVTR conceptualizes several DDs as long-term, chronic disorders" and >"Epidemiological research has shown that depersonalisation/derealisation phenomena are commonly experienced in the general populations, although the severity and duration of these symptoms is currently unknown. High rates in students may reflect a generally higher prevalence of such symptoms in the young, plus possible effects of illicit drug use"
>"the studies reviewed tend to confirm the impression that DP/DR phenomena are part of normal human experience. Rates in association with life-threatening events again suggest this is part of a ‘normal’ response to trauma, but individual predictors of DP/DR in this context are so far lacking."
First time poster, long time lurker.
Man does not see the real world, Man is
asleep.
>>17866844
Man doesn't like to elaborate more methinks
>>17866871
You can do the research if you wish, could direct you to some books.
So, for about a year now in bed at night, and sometimes in the mornings, I have been receiving these `Manifestations ` or `Visits. ` They don’t normally scare me, they usually last for no more than a second or 2, and sometimes they are just sounds and sometimes they are visual; certainly they vary enormously in thematic scope. Thus far it has happened about 100 times. They started about 1 year after I met and had been receiving numerous healings from an exceptionally powerful Energy Healer. The following is the latest which happened yesterday morning.
So, bear in mind the following all took place in the space of about a second. I woke up - lying at about 45 degrees on my left side - and when I did I could feel that my right arm was involved in the act of masturbation; although `downstairs ` I could feel nothing. I thought, `Huh? ` and so turned over to investigate/look at my arm. The instant I did this then the `arm masturbation ` feeling stopped and then an instant later from behind me came the sound of a posh sounding woman laughing in a way which suggested a practical joke successfully achieved.
Now, initially, even if for only a relative instant, I could feel my arm moving, for sure; although my hand was nowhere near my Johnson and I hadn’t been masturbating. So, as I said these `Visits. ` vary enormously in scope but this was a pretty decent one, definitely in the top 5.
Cue accusations of mental illness, which would be unfounded. AMA.
>>17866660
Can you think of any other examples?
Do these happen regularly or do they vary in frequency?
Did they stop scaring you or did they never scare you?
Is the image related?
>>17866680
>Can you think of any other examples?
Hi, yes, numerous. I'll post some after this reply.
>Do these happen regularly or do they vary in frequency?
It varies a lot. On rare occasions they might happen 2 or 3 times a night. Or there are phases where one will happen every night for a week or 10 days or so. Then a couple of times there have been periods where they have stopped for a month and I thought perhaps that they might not come back.
>Did they stop scaring you or did they never scare you?
They have never really scared me. Mainly because they mostly start and are over with in the space of a second; I just don't have time to be scared. But when there are phases of them happening every night then I tend to think about them quite a lot, I experience a certain amount of trepidation. But as I said they started happening after many dealings with an Energy Healer; who/which had blown so many of my previous paradigms about how the world worked clean out of the window.
>Is the image related?
Heh, no, I just kinda like Aubrey Plaza, although I guess she is kinda Cosmic.
>>17866691
Are they always of a slightly sexual nature?
Giants appear in the folklore of many different cultures across the world.
Abrahamic, Janinism, Hindu, Native American, Greek, Roman, Norse, Balt, Bulgarian, Basque and many other European mythologies.
A lot of the stories tie in with the Inner Earth theory and the Ancient Astronaut theory.
Some interesting vids to start:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GTCLe1DBZY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlhDo6Z49L8
The history of Britain is very interesting if you go back far enough.
The oldest accounts all state that it was an island of Giants.
The last of which were said to be driven out by Brutus and other Romans.
The very last was said to be thrown off a cliff during a wrestling match with Corineus and the cliff still bares the name Gogmagogs leap.
There also is a statue in The Guild Hall in London, before he was killed he was held captive as a guard.
In fact countless places in Britain are named after Giants and the landscape leaves possible indicators for some kind of factual basis.
There are giant figures carved into many hillsides, The Giants Causeway, Fingols Table, Stonehenge, Spinsters Rock and many more.
Another interesting place is Malta, said to be the last stronghold of the European Giants.
Maltese folklore describes giants as having built the many temples on the island, which led to the name Ġgantija, meaning 'Giants’ tower'
Like in Britain, many of the sites have incredibly large stones.
A lot of the islands folklore suggests that some of the temples are connected to deep underground tunnels, which is where the Giants eventually fled to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8r1fOBdcmiU
Some evidence of Giants in India.
I don't know why I am even asking this, honestly, not trying to be edgy. Not even really believe in witchcraft or whatever.
But how would /x/ deal with a sadic person that always seems to get away with their doings and never get any of the harm they inflict upon others? Has ever occured to you to use any sort of occult resource to make a certain person get what they deserve? Did it work? Or affect you in any negative way?
Because you know, sometimes karma is a lazy bitch. Or a non existant one, period.
Will try any suggested method that doesn't involve directly harming/hurting that someone. It's not about vengeance, just justice.
btw sorry if my poor english triggers you, not my first language.
>>17865662
Bumping for answers. I too know this feeling all too well.
>>17865662
firearms are a great magickal tool for revenge. Faggot shill.
So what happened to www.marsanomalyresearch.com?
MIB? Gov? NASA got the guy?
Any anons out there who has at least some of the photos saved/archived? I'd appreciate any help with this, thanks.
vid related (I guess):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMFTQXmhm7A
>>17863917
Mars probably used to have seas and whatnot, my guess is it's just a dead planet
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMFTQXmhm7A
You know, with retarded conspiracies like that
>"It's time they tell us the TRUTH!"
I always wonder one thing: why the fuck would they bother?
>>17863933
For clarifiication, I mean "why would they bother lying about such things"?
You post the most disturbing shit you have
>>17862935
kek, just saw this on /b/
While this is certainly not an anime board, just as we sometimes discuss /x/ related movies and video games I suppose we could do our fair share to explore some of the more noteworthy related media of Japan.
Demon City Shinjuku (1988)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1O4VNREqoI
Wicked City (1987)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jDSbHomlrs
Akira (1989)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtPhrCTjMtQ
If he did, anybody have any proof?
check out illumintiwatcher on youtube he does a good exposee on it
Have no proof, nor do I believe in the conspiracy, but he totally could have, the man had skills beyond most people's comprehension with that camera at the time
>>17860836
will do
https://mega.nz/#F!AE5yjIqB!y7Vdxdb5pbNsi2O3zyq9KQ
Hello /x/.
I never liked the general format. If anyone following the threads noticed I shifted away from the general format when I posted in /his/, electing to use specific topics. I'll probably be going back to that form, and how I originally used to post, given the rise of the /x/ themed generals after /div/. Given how much of the topic's material is in the Sloane MSS, it's probably a decent time to cover trajectories of so-called "Wicca" and "Traditional Craft", and the histories that give rise to both.
At this point it's pretty well common knowledge that Gardner essentially pulled Wicca from his ass with a touch of help from Crowley and various other sources. While Gardner himself may have been a weak mage, he very clearly understood the basic principles of initiation (looking through the Book of Shadow) and ended up putting together a current (if we're talking BTW) of folks who can more or less hold their own with more temple oriented practice. Then Doreen Valiente came along and decided to make Wicca a part of the “New Age” expansion of common thought, ending today with a bajillion shitty books at Barnes and Noble in their New Age section all about “Wicca”.
But what about “witchcraft” in an English speaking context? Joel B. has long complained (among others, and I've agreed) that there appears to be a missing “cunning” tradition between the death of conjectural alchemy and the publication of Levi. Rumor about lines of transmission has flown in many directions. You had people avowing to witchcraft before Gardner and it's NOT the usual suspects, guys like Cochraine notwithstanding.
>>17860271
In the early 1900's, exactly when's not the most clear, it was after transmission of 65 & 7 but before the first Equinox dropped, Crowley met a young man who would go on to found what many would call a precursor to Chaos Magic, his name was Austin Spare, and he worked as a printer showing great talents with art, and a good apprehension of the Golden Dawn (exemplified in art used in Equinox). He came to Crowley with a story that raised his eyebrow. Spare claimed an initiation into a hereditary line of witches based out of Essex that his aunt oversaw. One of their central practices, he claimed, was the offering of various items to urns or witch bottles, sometimes including blood or sexual fluids. Crowley taught much the same material, in terms of bodily offerings, and quickly taught Spare everything he could. This wellspring of information only led him to cling to his old practices harder, eventually leading to Crowley's frustration and eventually Spare's expulsion from the A.'.A.'. for not working the other materials.
A few points about the above story: One, if nothing else, the fear of witchcraft in Essex was very real, and at one point over a quarter of the town's young women were accused. Two: Whether he spoke with Spare about it or not, Crowley had been known by a few people close to him to talk about a hereditary witch cult he declined initiation into because he was still a belligerent youth. Three: The bottle thing is probably more significant than we think.
>>17860281
American museums are currently in possession of a number of intact but utterly baffling pieces of glass and stoneware from the middle colonization period of North America, say, late 1600's. They bear on them a number of sigils that appear derived from Agrippa's methods of combining letters, a method that Spare would later to on to perfect as an artform. We aren't sure what these bottles were used for. Moreover, we've found in the Sloane MSS a text called The Grimoire of Arthur Gauntlet, which has largely sat ignored, because “literally who” in a collection with Dee. It reflects the other side of British occult experimentation: Cunning men in the lower-middle classes working fragments of established ritual magic alongside folk remedy, whereas Dee was in the royal court.
Murray's concept of the witch cult may have been btfo out long ago, however, circumstantial evidence is mounting that the underlying idea of a witch cult in and of itself is valid. This would explain things like Joseph Smith's access to Agrippan materials, the intersection of Anglican anxiety and lexical taboo, and probably Spare's whole everything, as he didn't have access to modern materials, and it's hard to imagine him catching on two known themes of early occultists in colonial America by pure coincidence when there's so much other material available to riff off of.
Aww yes, in for the best thread.
What do you guys think is happening to these people? Bigfoot? UFO? Portals? Demons? Serial Killer(s)? Why are so many of German decent? Clusters mean something more?
>>17859252
Op: Personally I think it might be fairy kidnappings and serial killers. But I have only started learning about this subject. Truly horrifying. Now I get why I never wanted to be in the woods at night as a child.
>>17859252
being dumb / the wilderness
>>17859266
How to you explain the kids that vanished right under their parents nose? One kid was found 15 or something miles away. He crossed two mountain ranges and two barb wire fences...he was 3. Hell my 5 year old son could not do that.
Can someone tell me the facts about vampires and whether they're real or not? If so is there any way to become one?
Also just vampire general thread, so if anyone wants to post some stories about encounters with vampires you're more than welcome to.
I once had a friend who thought she was a vampire. That was not fun.
>turning
Nope, sorry, can't be done, etc, etc.
>>17857571
sounds funny, did she try to suck your blood?
I don't usually go on /x/ but I have a lot of weird memories from when I was a child that don't really make a lot of sense but there is one in particular that I remember very well.
I was at my grandmothers house during a party or something and I was wandering around in the backyard. The backyard was kind of like a path that led to a back patio. Along the path there were bushes planted on one side. I remember hearing something and looking under the bush and I saw something that looked like pic related roll out from the bush and hit me, and I went unconscious. Not for very long apparently because I came to and walked back to the house completely uninjured. I told my parents but they thought I was lying or something.
Anyone got any idea what that might of been? Also if you have any other explainable memories, feel free to share.
My first memory was waking up from a fuzzy white dream, twirling around, and entering my kitchen.
Have anyone experienced this?
>childhood
Imagination.
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>>17857308
Might have been part of the dream
What's your favorite horror movie, /x/?
the grifter part 2
What movie is the picture from, OP? I don't remember the name but I really want to watch it.
>>17856063
The Babadook
Spoopy greentexts, preferably skinwalker ones.
Bump, recently lost my greentext folder
anyone have the ausfag story? Love that one, genuinly some of my favorite horror.
We've had "creepy music" threads in the past, but I'm looking for something different. What would a thousand year old flesh eating ghost vampire skinwalker alien (or other monster of human intelligence) listen to while cruising for human flesh at night?
Example:
https://youtu.be/uGvcXheAyrI
inb4 something ironically stupid like Justin Beiber
Anything by CCR
This
https://www.youtube.com/watch?J0oViSay-wg&v=TnNib_y2YbY
For the monster with dignity.
https://youtu.be/6Zl5vpy__dQ