im mtf ,10 month on hrt i rarely get any errectio,however i always get a huge errection whenever i wear stuff like nylons,highheels,bra, and panties, what do? Am i a hopleless agp fetishist?
well yeah youre probably agp, but that doesnt necessarily make you a "fetishist". that would imply that you only transitioned to fulfill some sexual fantasy. its very common to have gender dysphoria while being agp, its not like its one or the other.
plus, who even cares why you transitioned. even if it was for a fetish, if you feel better about yourself now then thats all that matters
Yep, and thus you are another 1990's-born fad 'transtrender'
Welcome to the 2010's trend. You are a trendtranny like Bruce Jenner
*claps*
>>5289122
>agp
>real
pick one
Alright well I'm...complicated I guess. I don't feel like I was born in the wrong body or that I have a female brain but I want to be a female. I'd never have a sex change operation with current technology however if biologically I could become a woman and have functional parts and the life I would make the switch in a heartbeat.
I'm attracted to women and I don't really act like a girl and I don't look like one at all either. So basically what I'm saying is I don't have gender dysphoria but I want to be a girl and would become one of I could just not with today's modern tech. Am I trans? Is this a unique type of trans? What the fuck am I?
>>5288607
Do you want to take hormones?
Not OP here, but in the same boat
Think of it like a spectrum. You have some trans feelings but they aren't strong enough to justify transitioning. For me, transitioning was the only way that I felt I could go on living my life. Some successful transitioners don't even regard their transition as that big of a deal. Everyone's experience is unique
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Bethesda is ignoring the gay legacy of Fallout.
>>5288535
no one gives a fuck, faggot
>>5288535
How would you end up with a son if you were a gay man?
That makes no sense at all.
>>5288541
Go kill yourself already. All you trannies do in the end.
One of the kids I teach says they're non-binary polydemisexual and that they're bisexual (they're only attracted to transwomen though)
First post ending in 6 or 0 decides.
kill yourself
>>5288495
Fail them
>>5288510
Happily.
I've been growing increasingly anxious over the past few months about going outside. I feel like some people just straight up call me a faggot or queer or make indirect comments about me.
What do you guys do if that shit happens? Do you put them on blast or just ignore them?
>>5288342
Also not going outside. Dont even know why. Not covered in rainbow dildos 24/7
Maybe you have to come to terms with your own identity anon. Only then will you be complete.
Ignore them? They're the ones in the wrong, not you
I make accounts on places like Grindr and Adam4Adam, and then proceed to chat up people. However, as we chat, and I get horny, I fap to the text they've been sending me ("I'll fuck your ass good and make you clean my dick"), and once I come, I feel so ashamed and dirty that I just delete my profile right away.
I suppose it's for the best, though. Anonymous and casual sex really is gross. Plus at least I get to avoid STDs.
Similar story, but I don't really sext or anything like that.
Gonna give hook ups a break for a, idk, decade or so. There is more to life than sex so I am not to worried about it.
>>5288858
Feels bad, man.
>>5287866
Why the fuck is she holding it by the blade?
How can I live being a lesbian who doesn't even want to touch people? I just want a girlfriend on the internet. I don't want to hear their voice, have sex, Hell, I don't even want to see their face but this seems like a completely useless wish because every woman wants to be dependent on someone else, sex, et cetera.
I'm a pretty socially distant person so this could be why I feel like this but I can't change it, I wish I could. I just want the most basic form of a relationship. I wouldn't even care if she cheated on me.
>inb4 asexual shit
No, fuck off. I get aroused by women, I just don't want to fuck them.
Nigga you need therapy.
>>5287761
No I don't. Talking to and seeing a person about not wanting to talk to or see people would just contradict me.
>>5287770
You absolutely do. What you're describing is some fucked up psychological shit and you need help untangling whatever the fuck is wrong with you.
Also? What you're describing isn't anywhere close to "the most basic form of a relationship." It's not a relationship at all. You will never find someone who wants that. So get your shit straight or get comfy with dying alone.
So I guess I count as a twink from the waist upwards, should I shave and go full twink. Guys seem to be surprised when they get down there, can't tell if its a good or bad surprise.
(Also i'm new to the whole categories thing, I know twinks, bears and hunks are but apart from that im lost)
>>5286727
>Fully smooth twink.
>Warhammer fag.
Yes this the correct path in life
>>5286800
I have fun stories about warhammer and gay things, though people could get fired because of it so...
>>5286800
Female spess mureens when?
Actual emotion and plot, I'd like a brief summary and, not too porny please ;-; I don't need a repeat of Boku No Pedo
>>5286561
Samurai Flamenco isn't technically yaoi, but it ends up with a guy getting proposed to by his nude best friend.
>>5286561
I would like to know too.
Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
Back in 2009 I was offered to be an actor in the porn studio Corbin Fisher. I never called them back because I was in love and in college.
Now I work a dead end minimum wage job, have a dead end relationship, haven't finished college, and constant endless depression.
Have you ever turned down a life changing offer?
>>5286337
How do you imagine your life would have changed if you had taken up the offer?
>>5286486
I would have money. Wouldn't go to bed hugry. Would be single and having fun instead of feeling guilty. Would eventually be able to afford to finish college
>>5286486
Also a reason to exercise. Might have a car. Might live somewhere with something to do
>23 years old
>havent had any kind of relationship with a girl or a guy
>im too socially awkward to talk to people
>im not bad looking, and people who knows me already say im really nice
>been living in the tranny closet for many years
>wanted to start hormones at 19, its been 4 years...
I feel so retarded, I dont feel 100% trans, there are things about being a guy that I still like, also im "bi". But I can't get to enjoy anything at all, I dont enjoy being a guy, I cant enjoy being a girl, I cant be with guys, Im too retarded to be with girls.
Would somebody please end my miserable life ?
I will probably waste all the money I have been saving for transition to hire a killer to kill me, that way my mom wont suffer as much as if I killed myself.
>tfw your situation with your dysphoria is so retarded that you doesnt qualify for dysphoria anymore
>>5285210
You're one the only other trans I've seen here who can't get into a relationship
I'm fucked. I have no social skills, no confidence in my body, I'm unable to see myself as a man in a relationship, straight or gay, I don't like pussy, I like dick but not men.
I will likely stay lonely until I die, unless I transition and even then I don't know if I won't still be a broken human being.
Let's hate ourselves together anon.
>Masturbation feels gross and uncomfortable as fuck and want to cry afterwards
>If I don't fap I feel angry and uptight the rest of the day
>>5284505
Butt stuff
sounds like you need to find better porn
I feel sad after jerking off to bad porn because fuck it feels like I wasted a jerk off and some semen I'll never get back.
>>5284505
This
+ if i don't fap i have dreams
And waking up with dick in hand is even worse
Am I the only straight guy here that likes to wear women's lingerie whilst masturbating?
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE YOU ARE THE REASON TRANS PEOPLE AREN'T TAKEN SERIOUSLY STOP MAKING US LOOK LIKE CREEPY PERVERTS
WOW AGP SCUM DETECTED
YOU ARE HON INCARNATE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>5283893
Oh shit. CAPS LOCK!!!! You must really be angry.
I'm new to this whole thing. I have no idea what a hon is or a cis is and frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.
I have been wearing women's lingerie for a number of years and recently my girlfriend found out. Thankfully, we have talked and she is cool with it. We have even started exploring it in our sex lives.
I am only here to find other people who have had the same experience but all I've been met with is hate from all kinds of people on here.
try >>>/hm/ anon, far less crazies there.
Okay faggots
Just imagine your 17 year old getting his ass grabbed by an 18 year old and it getting posted on YouTube for hungry pædos to see
By your 17 year old.
And you can see this, his grandparents can see this, his aunts and uncles can see this.
What have you gays done to this world?
https://youtu.be/1kxtSgslT2s
>paedos
>interested in 17 years old
they might as well fuck their grandfathers.
they're both hideous. i don't care what happens to them.
>What have you gays done to this world?
yeah like sharon stone's grandparents were thrilled to see her flash her pussy in front of millions of people
Age of consent is 15 here.
>out with my best friend at a park
>he's a straight guy I'd known for years
>I'm an MTF 2 years on hormones still in boymode due to transphobic parents
>we talk about passing and transpeople
>I ask him jokingly what he thinks, how I'm progressing
>he laughs awkwardly
>then literally tells me with a gentle voice that "Oh anon, I like and respect you just the way you are, it doesn't matter to me if you'll never pass"
>I was just told by my best friend that I'm a literal hon
So, do I kill myself now, or do I wait 3 more years until I turn 30?
Knowing that your trans has a priming effect, and he's known you for years. He will notice all the details that stragers don't. That is why the "passing threads" are kinda dumb.
Only the spontaneous reaction of people that don't know you, can tell you whether you pass.
>>5283358
As >>5283381 said, he's known you for quite some time, so of course he's gonna see the little things here and there that "show" your original maleness; it doesn't mean you're a hon, it means he just has a more attentive eye than the average passerby, rewarding you of course.
Also, you're saying you're still in boymode, so maybe that's also why he said it
>>5283358
Get out of your ass. Lots of women with vaginas look like men. Even ugly men. You're supposed to be gender dysphoric not narcissistic. shiggitty