>Masturbation feels gross and uncomfortable as fuck and want

>>5284505
Butt stuff

sounds like you need to find better porn

I feel sad after jerking off to bad porn because fuck it feels like I wasted a jerk off and some semen I'll never get back.

>>5284505
This
+ if i don't fap i have dreams
And waking up with dick in hand is even worse

>>5284670
You can jerk it forever anon

>>5284505
i've had a similar problem, not to an extent when i feel like crying but i feel ashamed and disgusted about it. feels like my brain and body are out-of-sync that way, the sex drive of my body is higher than the one of my brain.
but i'm mtf and 100% sure i want bottom surgery anyway so that explains a lot i guess.

>>5284505

Exercise, get some natural serotonin, and sunlight that should help too

are you trans? if so, that's pretty common.