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If I have 5 tablets of 2mg Diazepam that I got from the doctor as well as drink around 7 - 8 cans of fosters what will happen?

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it's been too long, how about a rose thread

how is everybody tonight?

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I'm somebody that's had a disorder called depersonalisation / derealisation since I was about 12 years of age.
I only became aware of the diagnostic classification's existence about a year ago, but even then I've always been indistinctly aware that I was operating on an entirely different level to everybody around me. Not from an intellectual perspective, but as if the world was constantly set behind a transparent folding-screen; constantly visible but entirely intangible.

Depersonalisation is like you're having a perpetual out of body experience that never ends. The people around you appear as ghosts and the buildings feel flat, like cardboard cut outs liable to fold or collapse at any time. Walking down streets is like wading through a fog, or playing an FPS, and when people speak to you it almost sounds distant or muffled, obscured by static. To look at yourself is to examine something alien. Your body doesn't belong to you, it's just a vehicle you happen to be piloting on some sort of dreamy, first-person rail-shooter. Yourself as a person isn't physical, it exists somewhere floating about where your head should be.

I know not everybody here would class themselves as 'normal', but I want to know what it's like to live you life as.
Can anybody here tell me or describe it to me what's it like not living inside of your head, in a world that actually exists.

Picture related it a pretty good example of what it looks like visually.

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A daily reminder, that you will die alone and nobody cares about you.

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Post your songs to feel, robots. I start:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GH2uXeI_t0

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So I've been thinking on this for awhile and I wanted to ask you people something. Donald Trump get's put in office tomorrow, america will be great again, and waifus will be distributed to everyone who applies. We meme'd a man into office, and that's pretty neat. but why did we do it exactly? Why did we go through all that effort to put some rich dude up in the white house? did we literally only do it to make liberals mad?

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>be me 19, 8/10 (actually ok looking for a roboto).

>2 years since high school grad, literally zero friends to talk to because I was highly autistic. I did have a normie friend but we completely stopped talking after graduation. Pretty sure he still lives in the same town but just doesn't want to have anything to do with me.

>take only a single class at community college, twice per week. Play too cool that I don't talk to anyone.

>live on the opposite side of where a major college is located (UCF), see qts when I travel there.

>starting to regret autistic ways, want gf.

>create OKC account but always sperg out on qts and they stop replying.

>start to be kinda sociable but can only do so in person, micro expressions and tone is the way to go.

>work for a bit, buy a nice car.

>want to go out but literally have no friends.

I am seriously trying but I don't have any friends to get invited to parties or anything. I am starting to give up that I am posting on r9k, what can I do to change my situation lads? I know I can be chad material.

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If I wanted to build a site like 4chan, what books/videos should I read/watch to gain the skills necessary?

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Is 25 old or young?

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Do you need to be slow and careful if you have a big dick?

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Attention whoring thread

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qswjaM5yCro

What's your favorite Keye & Peele sketch?

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I am sharing what is objectively the rarest pepe

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>be me
>recently moved with a male roommate from work
>he's an acquitance so there's not much trust yet
>turns on TV, "there's pizza in the fridge, anon. Help yourself and let's watch Family Guy
>O-ok, thank you anon
>go get pizza come back and get comfy
>guy scene comes
>Sharing The Night Together by Dr Hook plays during said scene
>really uncomfortable atmosphere settles in
>don't know what to do or say
>anonmate stands up and say he'll go get another pizza
>I go out to "supposedly" get something from my car

Any of you have been in that situation before?

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>that kid who packed the same exact lunch every day for all 4 years of high school
>that kid who always put a SFW dust jacket over whatever Nazi book he was actually reading in class
>that Mormon kid who ALWAYS stressed that he wasn't against gay marriage