Ambition gives me axienty all the time. how the fuck can I stop my existencial feel of living a mark in the world. I am the only one? How to surrender. Please.
>>18705331
I have TMJ because all of this
>how the fuck can I stop my existencial feel of living a mark in the world
Living a mark
Do a body cleanse and look up binaural beats for anxiety relief and one for affirmations for success.
I was asking how I'm supposed to move on past my friend's death. Very specific answer if I'm reading these right, it makes me happy but sad at the same time. I just got this deck today.
Queen means strength and power, the upside down 7 swords means I have to have the will and want to move on, and the 8 stars mean it's going to be a lot of work, does this sound about right?
I posted a sideways photo but the swords were the only ones upside down.
>>18704716
It means you must journey to Egypt to do battle with your family's greatest enemy.
>>18705229
This. While questing for the best ham sandwich in Saudi Arabia..
Here it is. The realz. Soooooo realz
>>18704554
That one is old but the video it cane from could possibly have been legitimate.
I have always found it interesting that the being supposedly would only talk about spiritual or metaphysical subjects while refusing to answer questions about technology.
>>18704610
>could possibly have been legitimate
LOL
The mental workload I am going trough is overwhelming but my thirst for knowledge is unquenchable. Using chemical compounds for this is undesirable so asking this on /x/ is my only option.
>>18703889
>Using chemical compounds for this is undesirable
Like caffeine + theanine?
What about nootropics?
I read that exercise has been shown to increase something in the brain that allows for better memory and learning.
The only other thing I would recommend is meditation, assuming you aren't doing that already.
I know these aren't spells/rituals, but I only have first hand experience with these things.
NATURAL Organic multivitamins do a good job. Also look into zinc and magnesium
Also, Reading alot will stress the fuck out of your mind but this will actually strengthen your neural networks drastically and they will regrow stronger than before. So this is a good thing. Just keep fucking reading and eventually your mind will adapt to the point where you can read for hours on in.
You can also look into Qi Qong exercises. You want alot of fuckin shen
I've never been on /x/ before. This is my first time.
Spook me anons.
>>18703633
you'd probably be more spooked on /r9k/ than /x/.
It's full of shitty roleplayers and "how can I summon ____?" threads
>>18703633
Sorry OP, every now and then a gem shines through frome the shitty waters that is /x/ but most of the time its more dead then maddie mccann
Didn't see one on catalog... So i decided to make one.
teach me the entire history of god
I'm talking
hindus
buddhists
Jews
christians
muslims
and the rest!
blah blah vatican control blah blah blah demiurge blah blah blah consciousness blah blah blah we are gods blah blah open your third eye
jesus
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPb5g8mc8qQMWWSOs9uwe9w
defragmentation required
wot m8?
>>18703350
FUCKING STOP. ONE THREAD AT A TIME YOU ASSHOLE.
>>18703428
>>18703350
Defrag my dick
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I've got paranormal skills, you can text me here
>>18703259
hey, what's my name ?
>>18703262
Abdul
>>18703266
nope, not even close :D
Wow, spooky shit.
>>18703243
wew
>>18703243
>China's traditional food.
>>18703243
obvious photoshop
>Aliens, Reptiles, Serpents, Gods, Angels
Redpill me on the origins of humanity, /x/
AYYYs came here a long time ago and selectively bred primitive hominids into intelligent human beings.
>Evolution is right until scientifically proven wrong
I definitely believe that there have been higher entities helping any 'spiritual' being through the times, though.
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>>18703212
So we're half monkey, half alien?
7 earth like planets have been found The Pleiadian 7 sisters are Coming Home Again Back to The Black Sun That is Earth.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE7mVPEcPTc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpYkN5CpqqE
>>18703164
This has to be the most badass badge the nazis had
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qahszI3fdZY
Not sure how I feel about the idea of magic and spells. Any of you guys have some first hand experience with the craft? good or bad?
Make a deal with a demon, dude. That's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna summon Stolas here in March, during his days, and hopefully I can learn something. Herbs, stones, astronomy and witchcraft.
It's all real.
I tried to summon demons about 5 years ago on /x/. It worked. They started talking to me and tormented me. I made a godform and the demon used it to make me kill my mom. I've spent the last 5 years in a mental hospital.
There are rules, sigil magik is one of the most widely used and powerful. We are all effected by it. Look at money for a start
what if when someone dies in your universe they go into your head and see the world through your eyes and wait till you die to rejoin the reincarnation cycle. anyway would masturbating to granny porn seem as much a good idea knowing that in some future life a squirrl will look at you and think your disgusting?
>>18702403
I have no idea, but I cant watch porn anymore because it makes me homicidally jealous. Why can't I cover a tiny blonde teen with giant tits in oil and then fuck her ass? It isn't fair. I haven't been laid in 9 months, FUCKING NO FAP 38 DAYS NOW MY DICK HAS BEEN HARD FOR 3 HOURS AHHHHHH
>>18702477
i had sex twice pretty much every day for the last few months with my girl. sucks to be an ugly fag
Creepy Images ?
>>18702516
Fake or not, hat's hella creepy