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>>5638093
GUAC BOWL SAYS I'M GONNA WIN BIG
At times i long to be a qt girl to the point it hurts, but when I look at my clearly male self the feeling actually lessens. Anyone else experience this ?
Negative. Sometimes, when I catch myself in the mirror, I sidle a couple feet toward the toilet and vomit.
Does anyone else prefer sex with abusive assholes?
I'm a short thin twink who during my closeted years let my gf bring a guy into the picture for a threesome. This is how I realized I was just gay and a bottom at that. I broke up with her but would "hang out" with him.
He's no Chad (lean hairy punk dude) but he is a little conservative. We got drunk once and he started eyeing my then-16 yo sister. I knew she'd be into it because she just broke up with her bf and always asks me about him and comments that hes hot so I told him I'd do anything to get him to stop and promises not to ever fuck her. He whipped it out. I was turned on but made him pinky swear he wouldn't fuck my sister. I sucked him off. Did not want cum in my mouth but he forced it in and called me a good cumslut. At the time I hated it but felt relieved he would not try fucking my sister.
He started making me wear a cockcage (he had the key) and having me wear my sisters underwear. He got to fucking me and would really verbally talk shit about how Im a faggot, useless as a man, might as well not have a dick, pussy, pillowbiter, etc. At this point I was enjoying it.
Things then got worse tho
>>5637908
Worse yet, he once fucked me in front of the TV which he has hooked up to his PC and asked if I want to watch porn. He put on a video which was him fucking my little sister! I was so upset yet also losing myself with his dick in me, him giving me poppers and telling me gross things about my sisters pussy while choking me, etc.
I legit am pissed that he broke a promise and apparently he keeps on breaking it because he sometimes still comes over or picks her up to fuck her. I told my mom everything (which is how I came out) and she was mad and decided to talk to him and I wish I didn't do this because he came over when my sister was at my dad's, gave me a look, and then had a talk with her which led to him walking to my room, apologizing and gave me the cock cage ring, and then opening a bottle of wine with my mom and I heard noises from their room.
This asshole was fucking my mom and yelling shit to me about how my family has the best pussy, calling my house his whorehouse, saying no wonder I turned out to be a cocksucker. I already felt shitty about living with my mom and me being 22 living with her is an issue but this really fucks with the relationship. He now comes over regularly and my mom often cooks for him and if my sister is over he sleeps in her room (though the fucking is quiet) and if my sisters out he and my mom drink wine, listen to old music and fuck loudly.
While I have had sex with a few other men, many my type with huge dicks and act all dom, none are as thrilling as this one though. Its why I didnt bring it up with my Dad (also dont want him knowing Im gay) because my Dad would probably kill the guy lol. I hate to admit it but Im more turned on now by what he did. I'm debating on texting him tonight and have masturbated with vibrators in my ass and dildos in my mouth without satisfactions.
Anyone else like this?
>>5637951
I've been scared. If I have him over now, my mom will know what's going on and while she knows, I'm not sure how she'll handle it especially since she obviously likes him for herself. Also scared he will reject me because I tried to get him in trouble and is more or less steady with my sister and mom who have more to offer.
More so, I'm scared that I enjoy this kind of man. Before him I imagined myself having fun flings with dudes and then settling with a David Duchovny type. Now I kind of want to be treated like shit and used as long as its safe.
So here's the deal. I'm late to the party and just learned about Surge... For those the aren't aware, it's Tinder for gay guys. So I sign up, I'm going through swiping people, and suddenly this straight dude from work shows up.
Now, no one at my work knows I'm bisexual. I live in the south and it's just not something you bring up if you can help it. But I decided to message him.
>I was messing around on Surge, you popped up. Do you know what that is?
>The soda?
>No, its an app. If you don't know, you probably got pranked. I'm not judging, I'm bi.
After he looks it up
>Oh that's just great...
>Just thought you should know if you weren't purposefully on there
>Thanks
So what do you guys think? I can't imagine it's easy to falsely put someone on Surge. Do you think he's not-straight and hiding it because I'm a coworker? Has this ever happened to you on any of those location based apps?
Wait, you're suggesting someone made a profile with his name and face just to make other gay people think he's gay? That doesn't seem very likely. I think you just made it weird by suggesting it wasn't/couldn't be for real and he was trying to play it off as a reaction.
>>5637841
Yeah, that's what I think, but it's just really bizarre. He's DEEP in the closet if that's the case.
>>5637823
It happened to me on grindr. There was a "straight" guy from my high school on it, and I messaged him a few weeks after the whole thing and he pretended he didn't know what it was.
Hey /lgbt/ i'm kinda lost at the moment. One of my closest friends is pre-op MtF and I've supported her enough to come out to her parents and friends now she wants to come over to see me (She lives in the Netherlands) to meet me. I can tell she really likes me due to the way she talks to me like flirting and so on.
what do? also pic unrelated.
Send him over to me
>>5637606
>closest friend
>come over to meet me
That's not how friendship works
I'm not gay but Im starting to have slutty thoughts about myself since I started to work out and gain muscle definition, I have dreams lately that play out like magic mike and I'm starting to become concerned for my sexuality
How do I deal with my gay horny feelings for myself?
There's literally nothing wrong with becoming a himbo.
You're just a narcissist. And a huge faggot.
>>5637696
No he's just a big, silly, special boy who needs to stop worrying and enjoy himself a little more...
>tfw cute but not passing mtf with sweet personality and open easy smile
>tfw work customer service
>tfw young woman who probably clocked me was super friendly and said im a doll
>tfw men call me petnames sometimes
>tfw pass to old people and blacks
I DONT CARE IF IM GETTING HUGBOXED THIS IS THE BEST
>>5637564
I'm curious, what do you look like then? Just a femboy?
>>5637564
Please tell me more, OP. I want to live vicariously through your life on easy mode girl experiences.
>tfw male
>>5637587
I look like a tranny girl. Mix of femboy and female traits
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4G2YUIlV9Y&feature=youtu.be
Please take a look
>>5637519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hHjctqSBwM
Daddy, I have had to kill you...
Are we posting poetry we like?
https://youtu.be/5frn8TAlew0
See also: anything by Audre Lorde.
are there any ftms here who got on puberty blockers after puberty? i heard it can reduce breast size but ive never seen any examples/proof. does anyone have any before/afters of themselves or other ftms? pic unrelated
>>5637286
Main advantage is that delaying hormones testosterone or estrogen means growthplates seal slower and FTMs who had puberty delayed would be substantially taller.
>>5637343
What? Taking exogenous testosterone stunts your growth and makes growth plates seal prematurely. That's why it's really fucking stupid when people under 21 do steroids.
I don't find naked women to be attractive. All I can think is that they are weak, and odd looking. So, why do I take estrogen and want myself to look like a woman? It's not making sense to me.
I realize there are many awkward, and even repulsive looking males but for some reason that isn't bothering me right now, so don't attack me for picking on women plz.
I agree sort of but female faces are very beautiful and I want one.
>>5637193
what do you think of muscular women then?
don't u want to be pretty tho anon
i've kind of always had a similar opinion, where i felt that women looked better with their clothes on, and men looked better with their clothes off. but i'm not interested in just looking as hot as possible. i try to be attractive, but i feel like it's my role to do that in a feminine way, as opposed to a masculine one, which would feel inauthentic
>saving up money for hormones and laser
>won't be able to start those for a month at the very earliest, three-four months more realistic
>look like shit feel like shit
>trying not to throw up because of dysphoria
how do I fucking alleviate this
>>5637008
You don't, you're fucked. You're transgender and life is fucking terrible now.
Just play video-games and sleep a lot like I do. Takes away the time you can spend thinking about how fucked you really are.
Also lose weight immediately, as it helps a lot to stay underweight for a good part of HRT, before moving up to normal weight to get some feminine fat.
>>5637008
weed so strong it knocks you out desu
>>5637137
How much weed do you need to put into something you bake (like brownies) to OD? I heard you can't OD on weed from smoking.
DDLG thread. Also bondage, threesome and BDSM are cool too.
>>5636930
>Also bondage, threesome and BDSM are cool too.
Agreed on all points. I need to get tied up like that again ...
>>5636930
why is ddlg so common amongst gays and mtfs?
>>5637187
gay men commonly experience hate from their fathers and subsequently have daddy issues, they are also more likely to be the youngest in the family, meaning that if the parents get a divorce, they will experience the divorce in their younger more formative years. Same MtFs
Basically TL:DR daddy issues
Any transgender or gay places near Niagara Falls?
>>5636890
Yeah. Over the edge.
>>5638031
This.
>>5638031
kek'd
I'm starting college soon, how gay are colleges these days ?
>>5636669
Depends on which college and what you mean by gay
>>5636669
Very. You'll be fine.
>tfw a str8 girl says, "sometimes I wish I was lesbian"
>>5636492
not our fault men are fucking disgusting.
>>5636492
>when ppl wish they where ace to my face and turns out they just needed space b4 going back to their place and having tons of moar sex
>>5636521
Finding and maintaining a relationship is generally hard. And a lesbian relationship is much harder due to all the lesbophobia you get.
You girls are "idealizing"(?) lesbians the same way these r9k guys idealize traps.