KHHV. Spending too much time with programming. Always sleepy. I can't even remember when I had a good sleep. I have got 100$ on my 18th birthday last month ago. Wanna cuddle and sleep with a hooker, not sex. But I'm afraid of her disgusting by me. Should I? I just want to have a pleasant sleep with someone before to die. Need your advice.
Please help
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Was watching movie till 5am. Pills didn't help. Feels, dont let me sleep, always starting to cry.
Anyone wanna talk? Or play games or something I don't know I'm lonely.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/BlueberryWithGoggles
>>35115222
>8 purchased games
Jesus, sure wish I had that kind of self control
>>35115222
Nice digits, have bump
>35115271
My shitty laptop can't run many games lol
>35115278
Thanks anon
>tfw you're gonna be virgin in your 40's
>you're only gonna be eligible to date single moms that got their pussies completely smashed by BBC over the years
I feel a little worried about this even though I'm still 24, there's gonna be time when you won't have a chance to taste a qt pussy because of your age
>>35115179
>implying bbc isn't a meme
Aand ya dun goofed
>>35115179
You think girls in their 20s don't fuck 40 year old men? Have you ever been on Tinder?
My parents are fighting downstairs again complaining what a failure of a NEET I am
Come live with me. I'll get you on the bux and I won't shout at you or be mean.
lol howd you fail at being neet?
>he has parents
>he's not a wage slave living in a shitbox and worrying about bills
>he gets to be /comfy/ playing vidya and watching anime day after day
>he gets home-cooked mummy meals
>he's not trapped in a monotonous routine that make the days blend together
>he's not experiencing existential dread on a daily basis because he's a failure wagey virgin with no friends
>he's not sitting in his shitbox with no heater with bugs flying around the light of his computer screen
>he's not wondering how many weeks it would take for his body to be discovered by his neighbores
>he doesn't have 15 amazon tabs open for helium tanks, nylon rope, plastic bags, and zip ties
you're a fucking normie.
>I am turning 30. Chad wont marry me.
>Where are all the beta providers I were promised?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azJk_1xGYfE
I have vagina support me with money or I'll leave and take your money any way.
>>35115049
That comment though
>the old whight nights turned to dark nights and it feels good
This is the most true desu
But sadly most new whiteknights are @ reddit tho
>lvl15
>pl
>middle school
>have depression social anxiety and attacks of aggression
>my frend from primary school don't like me anymore 0 gf
>can't find frends "social anxiety"
>life is going to be worst and worst
>how to life?
>need hlp
>sry for my bad engilsh
i'm lvl 15 and english is not my 1st language too
i was very anxious for very long, during the summer it was the peak of it, my hands were shaking when i got in bus and i wasn't able to talk normally with people
i started to feel more or less good when i started to go to gym. i haven't really much of progress, but this really can make you feel less anxious, i can't explain it(maybe increasing lvl of testosterone) but i really started to feel much better
>>35115087
I can not go to the gym, I fear people completely do not know how to behave, for example, in the locker room or when people put my hand do not suffer again I thank you for your response
>>35115223
first 1,5 months before to go i was smoking/drinking a bit, it can help you to deal with fear
if you got that big problems with it i'll suggest you to take medicaments
Is it weird that I would prefer an existence like "hell" over an end to consciousness? That might be foolish, but I can honestly say that at this moment I would prefer eternal suffering to and end to perception.
Why am I so attached to life?
You're afraid that you don't get to do enough in life. If you're able to live at your full capacity, you never have to fear death.
>>35114926
That makes some kind of sense.
Don't worry anon, your worries are in the good part.
You aren't attached to material life, you are attached to consciousness aka your soul.
Why don't you get yourself a jewish girlfriend (male)?
What the fuck is the world coming to. Is this really the future?
>>35114853
Male surplus are eliminating themself.
You should rejoice.
No comment. But if you have a big nose, you really shouldn't take wide angle photos with your nose in the center.
i got hot chocolate it taste good
I'll kill you if you post again you stupid nigger idiot
good I'm happy for you anonne :3
>>35114695
That's nice anon, don't forget the squirty cream and marshmallows!
>working at my job for a full year
>only occasionally talk to one person because they're the only one who wasn't put off by my quietness
>everyone else who started the same time as me has work friends and goes out with them all the time
>still can't comfortably converse with any of my coworkers
>some have tried to talk to me but I get anxiety about it and try to end the interaction by saying the bare minimum or fake laugh because I don't know what to do or say
>go out of my way to avoid awkward instances where I should start or join in conversation but can't
>just stay by myself on my phone all night
>still the weird quiet one as an adult
Why do I have to be this way? Why can't I be a normie and not the weirdo who doesn't talk? It's exhausting having to be social but sometimes it's lonely at the bottom.
Autistic with a job thread.
As much as we love being hermits this is the result. Even autists can learn enough to socialise normally, we do it to ourselves that's the reality. I hate socialising from the start so I'm having to accept I'm always going to be a social peanut and get anxiety from it but it's what I've chosen.
>>35114712
You didn't choose the autistic life the autistic life chose you
>>35115016
You know, it's interesting. I'm a suspected sperg but I have my doubts, I think anxiety and a preference for my own solitude most of the time makes me look that way but I don't think I have the core deficits autists do.
Why is this stuff so damn good?
It isn't, but good on you for finding a beer you enjoy
>>35114592
I hadn't drank adjunct lager in a long time but after downing 2/3 of a bottle of vodka in 2 hours the other day I went to CVS and ended up buying a 12 pack of pbr for $8 because their craft beer selection is non existant. I ended up puking twice just because of the volume of fizzy shit I had to put inside my stomach.
A flat room temperature adjunct lager that you can pound first thing in the morning is great for curing a hang over but that's about it.
>tfw you're real name is chad but you're a sad KHV robot.
>>35114579
REEEEE GTFO, Chad! REEEEE
>parents desperately don't want their child to grow up into a robot
>they do everything right, even name him chad
>he doesn't live up to his name
>anon, please be gentle it's my first time
>>35114562
Am I hearing my echo?
"And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you" - Nietzsche
>>35114597
>Am I hearing my echo?
>I hearing my echo?
>hearing my echo?
>my echo?
>echo?
>?
I love being a woman. Especially nowadays.
Finally, with the protection of the state, we can assume our role as the dominant gender. We can beat the shit out of our husbands, emotionally torment them, even cheat on them and there is nothing they kan do about it and ugly men will never have a chance to even be with us.
For example, my husband filed for divorce a little over a year ago when he discovered I was cheating on him. I wasn't even ashamed when he walked in on me fucking another man, because I was sick of him and his bullshit inability to satisfy me sexually. I continued to sleep with my black lover for weeks after he found out, sometimes even while my husband was home. He had to listen to us fucking and me getting pleased by a superior massive black cock while he slept on the couch. He eventually lost it and smacked me, giving me just the justification I needed to press assault charges and file for a restraining order. Under advice of legal counsel, I cleaned out our joint checking account and froze it and froze our credit cards while he was in jail, to prevent him from being able to afford to hire a competent lawyer.
Yesterday, I was awarded full owenership of the house, custody of the children he doesn't even realize aren't his, 1,450 dollars a month in child support, 3,725 dollars a month in alimony and basically suffered no consequences for being unfaithful. All this for being willing and able to take a smack across the face :)
He whined like a little bitch to the judge, claiming he had to get a roommate now, because he can't afford to rent an apartment by himself and pay me what he owes me. So pathetic.
>>35114516
B A S E D
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Why can't white """"men"""" satisfy women?
>>35114516
Antiquated pasta to be quite frank
But anon I live in Saudi Arabia I own women
Originaloooo
>why dont you get out there and get to know people
BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL THE SAME EVERY TIME I EVER TRY ANY OF THIS AND THEY WILL JUDGE YOU AT A GLANCE YOU FUCKING DENSE PIECE OF SHIT
THEY WILL JUDGE ME AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE THAT OR THEY WILL BE COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE WITH ME AS WE'RE COMPLETELY INCOMPATIBLE BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE SYMPATHISE WITH
FUCK
YOUUUUUUUUUUUU
THERE IS NO POINT IN TRYING BECAUSE IT WILL ALWAYS FAIL YOU FUCKING IDIOTIC SHITHEAD FUCKING DUMBASS CUNT FUCK YOU
IDIOOOOOOT CUUUUUUUUUNT
>>35114478
Successful people fail 99% of the time. Its that 1% when they finally do succeed they are no longer considered failures. You set yourself up for failure by giving up.
>>35114478
why are you trying to be friends with cool people? they're only cool because they are extremely superficial and materialistic, flock together, and exclude anyone who isn't. Just find people who aren't trying to fit in with the cool crowd. Those are the true cool people.
>>35114517
That's not fucking true at all
Successful people fail only a little bit when they're beginners and then exceed everyone quick as shit
Fucking liar