Is it weird that I would prefer an existence like "hell" over an end to consciousness? That might be foolish, but I can honestly say that at this moment I would prefer eternal suffering to and end to perception.
Why am I so attached to life?
You're afraid that you don't get to do enough in life. If you're able to live at your full capacity, you never have to fear death.
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That makes some kind of sense.
Don't worry anon, your worries are in the good part.
You aren't attached to material life, you are attached to consciousness aka your soul.