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Wish Mado happy birthday for me.
Sigh.. I think this whole transitioning thing is just a never ending ride of hoping for one thing after another.
>pre hrt, want nothing more than to pass
>get gud at grilling
>want cute bf
>get cute bf
>srs later this year
I'm sure it'll just be something new after that. You can call me a piece of shit for being so needy or whatnot and you'd probably be right, but it's legit how I feel about it whether it's right or wrong.
Kinda just want the coaster to end at some point, you know? Instead, I keep managing to get conned into another ride.
Wow how can you be this insensitive by being able to afford all that SRS and everything when that should be all mine? I deserve it way more than you ever will!!! Die you peace of shit.
rate my kayla impression
>convince yourself you're trans
>quality of life decreases exponentially
>realize you went from being a cute boy to an amorphous train wreck
>keep taking 'mones because you like how they make you feel mentally
>go back to being a boy with soft features
>quality of life increases ad infinitum
If you don't want to do more to transition (and honestly it sounds like you're close to running out of more things to do as part of transition), find some new life goals that aren't related to being trans but still motivate you to better yourself.
>Elanna is indeed kind of gross, inside and out.
trust me you will for the years to come
here's the classic kayla in his natural habitat we all grew up to love
>tfw early transition and started becoming more andro and everyones a lot nicer to me
whether or not i become a girl in the end its worth it so far
should i just start hormones and not even come out to my parents?
I'm not going to say that you should, but if the choice comes down to transitioning without telling them and waiting years because you're too afraid to come out to them but feel obligated to tell them before starting, well, chances are you'll regret choosing the latter option. (I know I do.)
I keep falling asleep constantly from surgery fatigue.
>tfw too sore to holiday anymore
This was a thing..? Man this place has gotten rough..
tbqh tho, tru. i once had a guy pay me 600$ to take me to dinner. it was qt. it only happened twice tho lmfao
Got more FFS.
Used to namefag, but I prefer to anon.
Mainly just want to post all of my cat photos.
>slow as fuck most of the time
>simple as fuck
>employee meal was literally the best burger I've had in my life
Jesus christ this job is perfect. Don't even care its 4 miles from my house.
>tfw not included in the Kayla rage post of the day
I already posted this in another thread but I'm sorta freaking out
Im a male who wore women's clothing from head to toe for the first time just yesterday.
It felt so amazing, I felt "free" as cheesy as it may sound. I even put lipstick and eyeliner on, I really like what I saw in the mirror, not in a sexual way but it just looked right. (I'm sure I looked awful)
I'm not gay, I find women attractive and I do like my penis and don't want to part with it. But I feel like I want to be a "girl", just one with a penis who likes women.
That being said I'd feel weird if someone else called me a girl or said she instead of he. I'd really like if I could just go out dressed as a "girl".
Help? Am I fucked up or something? Am I welcome in this board?
elanna you're beautiful inside and out
I know you might not believe me, because you hate yourself, and when you hate yourself you get really good at explaining away things that are actually good about yourself, and you cling to everything that you hate about yourself and you want to let go but you can't because you define yourself by those things, but you're amazing.
We're all flawed, and the fact alone that you confront those flaws make you a better person.
You're strong and you can get through this, okay?
I huge portion of my life I felt like I was slowly going into a downward spiral that lead to me dying alone and useless, and the worst thing is that I kinda wanted it to happen, because I thought I deserved it
But I'm genuinely happy now, with yume and my friends, for the first time since I was a kid, and I want to get you to that place too.
You deserve it elanna
I am not comfortable with this I do not like masturbating
>images all named
>absolutely /b/ tier posts
fug m8 pls leave
>thought about going as velma
>went as buffy
>a friend went as Fred but I didn't know
>mention I thought about going as velma
>he said I should've gone as daphne instead
my gut instinct is that he was flirting with me but that can't be the case cause I'm p uggo
kayla is like watching it's always sunny in Philadelphia.
It's fun laughing at completely unaware pathetic people
I don't know. Pre-HRT it was more of this primal need where I had to get off. Now it's just... I don't know, weird background noise that makes me uncomfortable as fuck.
I'm 29. (30 in less than two months.) I had wanted to start HRT as far back as high school, but I kept delaying longer and longer and ultimately I only managed to do so this last May, and even then I ended up starting HRT first and then telling my parents that I was on them about six months later. (I had told them that I wanted to be a girl earlier, though, or more accurately I tried to tell them and wasn't able to because I'd get too scared but eventually they guessed and I found it easier saying that yes that's it rather than making the statement myself, so it wasn't exactly like I hadn't come out at all about it before, I just wasn't able to get myself to express to them that I wanted to take hormones, for whatever reason that was too much for me to really handle.)
(Sorry, I didn't mean to go on and on about myself like that! I'll stop.)
>gave alice/alex the clap
that's samsa, warmfreshpaint on cb. she's a man. lmao
well not literally but she's been quoted as saying she transitioned to fuck trans women, and she has a shit fetish as well as a number of other disgusting habits and traits, so.... she's basically a fucking man. but she's pretty!
Shes a hooker there, just fucking look it up you lazy shit.
She also has a live in trans girlfriend so unless you pay out the ass you won't get any action. At least shes cheaper than Edie is for sex. Just as big of an attention whore though and equally as self absorbed.
i dont care what fetishes she has or why she transitioned dude, u really think i give a fuck?
send her my way, thanks
>manlets will never learn
>absolutely no relevance to convo
>ant sized pic
>implying anyone is forcing memes here
srs this isn't forcing anything, you're just an irritating person with an unoriginal personality and very little post quality
Doesn't have to be that way desu
I'm really happy for you that you've been able to get to that place, it's elusive and it takes so long for people to get there. Some never do.
I really really want to get to that place, its been so long since I've felt genuinely happy and at peace.
Idk, today hasn't really been a great day, but your kind words mean a lot. Thanks gem.
Still my favorite
scat is the most intimate part of a person and it takes a lot of trust for someone to share that part of themselves with you. tired of you guys treating people with scat fetishes like shit.
Guessed right about knowing who I am or about the camwhore?
yeah but you just know Fred and Daphne were hooking up, which is why I thought he was kinda flirting but I'm probably just imagining it
eh ok I can kinda see why people think I look like faye
it's just better for the thread in general for shitty posters to leave, y'all drive up the image and post limit while contributing nothing but pure shit. At least when people have questions most people here can answer them because they don't just sit around wondering if they should start hrt or not
always thought she was a lesbo tbqh
I don't wanna pay for sex though, she just seems like she'd be chill to hang with senpai.
Not gonna be able to actually talk to her like a human being if I go through the alleyways that people who want to pump and dump her go through
Nope your Brad aren't you? I mean I know Angie isn't getting ffs again and you used to trip there are only two trips who had ffs you and Angie.
I will never understand why I get bullied and a litteral fetish indulging man gets included. It doesn't look like a combover your grasping at straws here.
You're definitely welcome here (as much as anyone is welcome here, at least). You're not fucked up, at least not for that. I guess if you have specific questions you can ask them here, or you might want to check out some of the other general threads that address slightly different things:
general trans questioning and help - >>5659468
/agpg/ - self arousal at being a female - >>5585059
/femgen/ - feminine boys, some on hormones - >>5651159
/tlg/ - trans girls that like girls - >>5594019
beepbeep - extreme faggot posing as a woman
kiwi - myspace era emo dude gone a bit more femme
kusuguri - hide you face a bit more you queer
maddie - uh why is this 30 year old man wearing makeup and a womans necklace?
pookie - nice trapezius bro
oryx - autisming away!
edie - pretty
ufuf - pretty
jocelyn - why are your cheeks so puffy? you look like a pumpkin faced tranny
sophie - potentially pretty
cheska - fucking chink
circe - unmistakably male
elanna - going for femme butch but still masculine
anne - looks like my dad desu
abby - potentially cute
caddy - potentially cute, too ambiguous so i'm guessing another unpassing tranny
kayla - let me punch you in the face
amy - pretty
jormy - potentially pretty
elfginger - pretty
rawr - the eyes of a soulless psychopath
irishprincess - looks like an 80s gay man
aife - too bad i know what you really look like
faye - another extreme homosexual fag with boobs
narcissa - no one will think you are female
you got bamboozled dude, this is the real me tbqh
>tfw you finally make a group image
I don't know what I feel when I get horny anymore. Right now I'm feeling depressed and dysphoric af. I need to die already.
I don't know if i want to use my dick or not
What I want to do during sex
OR even who I'm attracted to
I just want to be asexual and live without sex
lol wtf. look at my eyes tho...
it's the facial expression :*(
pookie is a future-babe im rating her based on what she will be at age 18
jormy has literally achieved perfected here on earth now that i think about it she should have a Goddess tier just for her
good job, looks p uncanny tbqh
here's the real me for comparison
>tfw used to browse /cd/ before even starting hrt
>tfw here on and off since legbutts was created and mtfg became a thing
>tfw could've tripped and been a part of history
>glad I didn't
anon 4 lyfe
None of them are nearly tall enough to be me, on the other hand.
Aww, I hope that tomorrow is better :( I can't recall well bud did you say you had another social weekend lined up?
I am excited for Sunday to watch the Kitten Bowl and get wasted on watery Bud Light :3
I've been watching Penn & Teller magic shows all night while downing Vodka, I'm awful :p
i just tole ya that i am boi mmh
here's the kayler advanced pack for ya
p much. It fucked up seedy, trips are generally the cattiest bitches, people focus on you more, etc
there's literally no upshot to tripping unless you have a specific reason to do so
Is the anon who wanted to kill me still around? Instead of a old west duel, we could do truck jousting in the mud. My family of inbred cousins can help set up.
>a specific reason to do so
>people focus on you more
fact: all trips are attention whores. even trips who post as anon now always post something to identify themselves, like ricky, angie, and tichbits
Hey there. How are you? I was starting to worry everyone filtered me hah.
Thanks.. I hope so to. I just was sick all morning then had to help that friend I mentioned yesterday out more again today and like, then I tried to relax and couldn't think of anything to do so ended up here once again. And just, idk, its nothing of feedback nothing that can help. I don't know why I do it to myself though.
I did say I have a bit of a social weekend planned here~ I just hope I don't end up a complete wallflower there as well like I seem to be doing everywhere, I just want to feel involved in something, idk. I've never been too huge on football myself but that sounds fun! Though how can you even get to the point of getting wasted on Bud Light? Hah.
Penn and Teller are great, I saw them live in Vegas end of 2014. I was kinda annoyed they used a stooge at one point though. They admitted it at the end of the performance but since I was front row balcony I saw him sneak in to the back before he got picked. He was the film director or something though.
it's nice to get different opinions though honestly. Do you really think i have zero potential anon-kun?
I only remember trips from when I used to post some still post regularly Blair, moko, sonic,.Lilly, potc, bell is familiar,bitch,Roxy, muffs, fashionista, ephinany, slug, trashy, blue penguin, watashi, kuro, slug, moap,.and milky, ufufu, phienchen, frenchie and God forbid potsy.
yeah I love attention but I either go to /soc/ or wait until bump limit and either fish for compliments to help get a shred of self seteem or incite lewdness
not by being a humongous bitch
That was me not face posting anon. Lets not kid ourselves or hugbox. Do you look in the mirror and actually see any potential? Lets call a spade a spade and say you will need several expensive surgeries before you even remotely look feminine. Or you can be just like Korra and dye your hair some weird color and act like you have a chance while spiraling further into depression.
I only remember trips from when I used to post some still post regularly Blair, moko, sonic,.Lilly, potc, bell is familiar,bitch,Roxy, muffs, fashionista, ephinany, slug, trashy, blue penguin, watashi, kuro, slug, moap,.and milky, ufufu, phienchen, frenchie and God forbid potsy kazahayamakesaprettygirl (that was my old trip)
Thanks for the laughs
I know that feel.I've been here forever still get excluded.
hello, quick question, how many of you are full time, and when did you switch?
I know that I shouldn't wish that I were, since being intersex often comes along with other health issues, but I kind of wish I were. No, as far as I'm aware I'm a perfectly normal genetic male, or at the very least don't show any signs of being otherwise. (And my mom was a pediatric geneticist back when she was still working, so I'm pretty sure that I'd have been checked for chromosomal abnormalities if I showed any kinds of developmental issues whatsoever.) Oh well, I've got to work with the body I have not the body I wish I had.
Being short doesn't help with a passing body either unfortunately
is anyone here not mentally ill aside from gender dysphoria
whats it like
well that makes me feel awful, 6.1 and definately didnt pass before, but i think my body is looking pretty feminine
There's really no correct timeline of steps, go at your pace. Are you unable to come out at work? Maybe ripping the bandaid off and getting it over with would be better so you can get relief fromt hat stress faster.
and like >>5669899
says, in mean time you could take babysteps to dress more androynously even at work to ease yourself into it.
yah, i feel like if i come out at work there is an actual chance of me being shot. im looking for a new job, and i think when i get a new job ill switch to full time... i hve no clue how to interview as a woman
(Pic again unrelated.)
Eh, if you're going to suggest I'm not really trans there's a lot better ammo than my height:
- being a fairly typical boyish-boy pre-puberty
- being a fairly typical beta boy since puberty
- waiting until 29 to start transitioning
- still boymode full-time
- mostly okay with having a penis
- traps and futa turn me on
- etc etc
I still feel that transgirl describes how I feel a bit better than femboy or anything else, but I wouldn't be offended if somebody classified me as something other than trans.
>tfw no one to cuddle you and pet your hair and tell you everything will be alright while you fall asleep
(I apologize for this one Robin, I'm sure you're much better with makeup than this.)
I had no idea what a "soft butch" girl was, so I checked google images and now I'm more confused than ever, it's giving me everything from female femboys to full-on butch dykes.
That sounds like a potentially scary place to work at, depending on where the gun shop is I guess. It does sound kinda maddening, but you're also the person who has the thing they want so maybe anon isn't entirely wrong
lol it's fine honestly.
Despite my antics i enjoyed being here. kind of just passing time until my computer came back.
It's time to return to where i came though honestly and stop shit posting this thread lmao
i'll be back someday. perhaps as a more constructive person some day.
love all you retards.
i would agree, but i have heard my bosses talking, and saying thinks like "just because some faggot wants to see in the women bathroom, he calls himself a girl, and we are expected to trow him a parade" this kinda got to me... cause ive been far too afraid to go into any public bathrooms since i started transitioning.
Hold up, if any tranny wants to use a gun in self defense, they might get in hot water. If you had time to draw a weapon you had time to run which may have resulted in a better outcome than someone dead. Read up on local laws before buying a gun, make sure you'll be okay if you ever did have to use it. You dont wanna stand in fight for your life and then have to fight the law.
you don't. i find suicide seriously problematic, and planning for it makes it real. I recommend finding someone you can talk to about it, and if you have no one, i will always talk to anyone suicidal however... an ak47 will always fire, and you don't have to worry about accuracy at that range.
>tfw /mtfg/ is the closest thing you have to that
Good night, /mtfg/; thank you for always being there for me.
you're absurd, guns help deescalate the situation, in a situation where i can pull a gun and deescalate the situation, or get raped as i try to run away. and btw, it takes me 1.2 seconds to draw and fire my ppq, so time is not really a problem. what is a necessity, is getting training, and training often with your firearm. oh and by the way. i only pull my gun if the death is necessary.
>get miss'd irl
>get miss'd on the phone 9 out of 10 times
>listen to a recording of my voice
>want to kill myself
do you ever get over this? i feel like people are just humoring me at this point. i sound fucking awful
so if you say im stupid, and i point a gun at you, you are going to continue insulting me? no. your going to shut your mouth, because i could kill you. hence the situation was deescalated. I ended the confrontation.
>tfw went on a date with an amazing girl who's way out of my league
>we talked a bunch about everything including murder and we joked about how I was abducting her and taking her to my special murder place
>we actually drove to the top of a mountain and stargazed outside of the city lights and made out in the back seat of my car
>her style is goth, and she showed up to the date wearing a big baby seal coat and this super cute hat
>her hobby is taxidermy and her apartment is filled with dead animals who have glass eyes
When do I wake up? She's so fucking weird but in the perfect ways.
You escalated the situation from verbal insults to life threatening. Sure, you'd shut me up, but you'd get jail time for drawing a weapon on me without being in danger or having intent to kill.
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
GEM AND YUME ARE SUPER QT AND AWESOME
When did you know, without a shadow of a doubt, 100x that this is the right thing for you?
> Going to get my first makeup kit alongside an hour-long tutorial.
> Start off tentative and anxious.
> By the end I'm crying tears of happiness and am experiencing the deepest, most pleasant euphoria that I had felt in my entire life.
> Euphoria continues for like, a full week. Turn into a total bubbling school girl.
> For the first time in my life, I actually wanted to kiss someone out of sheer joy.
I mean I was like, 99.99% sure before then, and really there was never a doubt in my mind since middle school about it. It was always about 'what will my peers think', 'what will my parents think', and so forth and weighing the risks against my own wishes. So, I bore with it until mid-university.
Apparently, I'll pass 100%. I might not be a qt3.14 by /v/ standards, but I can probably nail average, but underweight, few curves, and slightly tall (5'8ish"). Super skinny though, and small bones for the most part. Aug on the horizon to grant me a chest, since everyone on my side of the family is perflat (my sister is flatter than I am).
I'm trying to gain weight. It's hard.
Lotsa shitty feels tonight, but the kind words here really helped. Goodnight mtfg, I love you all.
> Given a super snowflake name that no one has at birth.
> Hate it, almost wound up changing it in high school. Wasn't teased about it or anything since it's 'normal' as far as snowflake names go.
And so, I'm going with the generic-est name ever, Emily (already posted). It's not great with my last name, but when I marry I suppose it won't be *too* much of an issue. I just adore the name, and I don't typically 'like' alot of names.
Is transgirlnextdoor getting more cringier as time goes on...? ;~;
I tried girly-ing myself one day like a week into HRT and realized that I couldn't see myself as a girl at all. This made me have a mini breakdown that ended in me cutting my back and contemplating if I could ever resist the draw of suicide if it turned out that I was never able to see myself as a girl rather than just a boy trying to become a girl.
I figured I wouldn't have been that upset if I didn't really want to be a girl.
Please no augmentation. Just gain a bit of weight and hrt will give you a chest. If you're already sure you'll be a cutie passer then don't jeopardize that with nasty fake boobs.
>"wow, you're trans? you're beautiful!!"
>o, hey thanks c:
>"i've always wanted to try it out..."
Injections or patches /mtfg/?
The main reason I'm leaning toward injections is because patches offer TOO stable levels. I mean, women have cycles that result in crazy low estrogen for a few days of a month and constant fluctuations, increases, and decreases throughout. Like, the average ranges from 200 pmol/L to 800 pmol/L over a period of 14 days, with most of the spiking done over a week, suddenly cutting off over a period of two days back to 200, then levels off at around 500 for another week or so, finally collapsing to 200 again.
I'm just thinking, that injections will *best* replicate this behaviour, and honestly, even if I'm a over-emotional because of it, I see that is a benefit since other women do too.
Am I correct? Would you folks see it as being beneficial over the patches? I suppose the second problem I have with the patches is that it leaves marks on my butt, and I want my future bf to have a nice ass to look at instead of outlines of adhesive residue. Much cheaper too.
>not talking about Edie and saying how Edie is pretty and Edie is Edie
EDIE EDIE EDIE EDIE EDIE
oh yeah, Edie all the way Edie
and spacing out posts
also an unbearable shitlord who should kill himself, stupid prostitute
When hair started growing on my face I cried for so long. I tried to get rid of it, and eventually gave up since I grew a full, thick beard. Eventually, I gave up on shaving, ignored everything having to do with my appearance or socializing, and threw myself into my studies at full force to distract my overly emotional self. Paid off too.
Taking forever to get through my hair with electrolysis though.
I've been doing that, but I still have sub-AA cups, and it's not like I have a huge underbust (30" with a 26.5" waist) either. My sister has worn a sports bra her entire life because she's basically as flat as a washboard. Mom only wound up with a chest when she went through menopause and gained a ton of weight.
I'm just sooooo flat and I don't think I can be *attractive* without at least a modest chest to add some curves. Also, I know how much guys like them and, well... I'm going to gain 10-15 lbs (at 118 atm at 5'8.75") but that's going to knock me to an AA cup at most, since ALL my fat goes to my ass, and nowhere else.
Patches can be annoying and will come off if you sweat even a bit.
edie is right tho, as far as efficiency and lack of liver damage, it goes
and if you're afraid to inject then you're a little bitch.
You mean deep throating?
If you dont have a condom i wudnt even do it unless you wash it. Alsooo dont peel it, you cud choke.
huh......so if i got a blood test and my estradiol was at 60pg/mL and im on 4mg pills daily does that mean i need to be on a higher dosage? based on that chart i seem to be at the levels seen of non menstruation, which is on the lower end of things
> Kike doctor pushed gel onto me.
> Find a bunch of information that states that it's godawful for any sort of actual purpose and spikes your estrogen insanely high, most being consumed in 12 hours when it was perscribed twice, once daily.
> Probably fried all my estrogen receptors over the course of a few months.
I feel cheated. The one thing I wanted in life and I get sabotaged by people I'm supposed to trust, and it probably caused permanent damage.
>Kiwi the rapist passes better then me after only 4 months on HRT
>Ive been on HRT over a year now
Im done. I give up. Goodbye /mtfg/.