Is repressing my gay side as a bi man gonna come back to haunt me in the future?
Only if your wife finds out that you dig boys, and exponentially so if you like getting fucked by said boys. Most gfs and wives really hate the idea of their man getting fucked like them. If you are in the closet, make sure you are comfortable staying in the closet for the rest of your life. The other alternative is to lie and say you are gay and never have a lasting hetero relationship. Bottom line is that you are going to be in one closet or the other; choose the one you think you will be happier with.
...Until you inevitably become complacent and jaded, like even straight men do, and begin to cheat on your wife. If straight men feel lusty enough to cheat on their wife with a different woman, imagine if there's a whole other sex out there that you wanna fuck and are just ignoring it.
>how ludicrous those urges are
You can't always reason urges away. It doesn't necessarily mean you don't love your wife and kids enough, either.
I'm about to go into the military and terminated a relationship recently. Realizing that there is a good chance I'll run into another bi guy someday and will get the chance to explore some things with him.
Are these transgirls? I am seriously attracted to the white one.
She's wearing a bra but I can't tell if the breasts are real. I am crazy attracted to semipassable trans girls!
No sauce cause fake. She's a camgirl and pretty successful at it for a trans. She only moved to Oregon like a year ago or something? if necessary they would just have cammed more since it's decently lucrative, no need for them to go full hooker.
For certain reasons she's not really welcome on this board so those kind of lies happen baka
Possibly...get the urges out know then be like every other straight man that gets married to an ex slut and has her kids whom then divorces you and leaves u with no kids and no money.
Repressing any part of you will come back to haunt you. Those parts of your life will feel un-lived, and you'll have less time on the clock to do it, not to mention the inevitable ingrainment to the status quo.
Yes I did. I was driving down the street and saw those 2 walking. I pulled over ahead of them and recorded a vid as they walked by. Creepy I know. But I thought she was so hot. It was the visible nipple that hooked me. Figured I could fap and think about being with her.
I don't intend to be such a creep. I'm just so infatuated. I wish I had the guts to walk right up and tell her how I feel and see if she would even give me the time of day. Every time I see an attractive trans girl, I get crazy. This was the first time i creeped on one.
i repressed my feelings towards men for way too long, and its definitely coming back to haunt me now that im married with children. id highly suggest being aware and accepting of your feelings now so you can figure out how you want to spend your life and who you want to spend it with. or get a girl whos fine with you sucking a dick every once in a while like I did
Bottom line is that you are going to be in one closet or the other; choose the one you think you will be happier with.
Not OP but I'm bi and this is legitimately the saddest thing I've ever read
I'm at this stage in my life to.
I recently hit the bottom after letting the man I love go. Simply I love him, everything about him. I love who he is now, and I love the man he'll grow into. I know he's the perfect partner, best friend, and would be an amazing father to children one day. I could go on about this guy for hours. I made a few mistakes and our relationship died to my own insecurity. Truly I'd marry him tomorrow.
I like women, but I've never been truly in love like this. I know that women can provide the same thing he could, but ultimately a woman doesn't hold my heart in her hands like he does.
I don't know though. I think I might just go back to repressing myself and see if I can't make something work with a female. Though it's troubling because I know one day they'll find out about my previous relationship with this person I love. Even then I still wouldn't know where to meet a decent woman who'd accept me and everything I've done in my life.
There's just going to be too much stigma surrounding me and my lifestyle.
im 99% sure ive been filmed on at least two occasions by creepy guys, I cant help but assume its for some sort of ridicule and not because they found me atractive
>tfw you're already paranoid about being clocked but now you gotta worry about creepy chasers recording you in public and posting your face on the internet