/repgen/ - Repression General #22 - Golgo 13 Edition

>>8844126
First for wanting to be a girl, not wanting a 'cure'.

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>>8844137
shud de fugg up :DDDDDDD

>>8844137
You can't be a girl.

Even if you trap yourself, you will at best be a trans.

Even if you completely pass, even if you make everyone think you are a girl, internally you will always be male/trans, you can only feed the mental illness so far.

Transition doesn't work, and has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

I'll always keep it real, here.

The cure is the only way forward - I'm all for leaving transition has an option for the bitterest of hons that choose to suffer, again I'm about freedom of choice - the issue is there is no choice apart from bitterhon bullshit.

I will fight until the end of my days for the cure.
>>8844145
Always supported you spartan, always will.
Keep on fighting the good fight, don't fucking trap yourself.

I'm proud you got out of the HRT trap - Stopping and starting HRT is really fucking bad, worse than trapping yourself even, but you still somehow managed to get through it.

Perhaps I'm off to Syria next month

>>8844020
This. Transition is literally choosing between:

Trapping yourself, feeding a mental illness which is NOT HEALTHY, or

Repression, which isn't healthy either but it's a better alternative to literally feeding and encouraging mental illness.

We aren't women, we have a condition known as gender dysphoria. We aren't "trannies", unless we choose to identify as such.

Don't trap yourself!

When a cure is available, which it will be in time, mark my words - then we will all be free of this place.

>>8844209
>mfw ISIS captures her and forces her to transition anyway in keeping with Muslim Law
How's that lyric go again? 'Be careful what you wish for you just might get it'?

>>8844209
Which side?

>>8844209
>>8844222
Yeah, wouldn't advise muslim countries.
They're surprisingly open to transition, but fucking hate homosexuals.

They'll probably still chop your head off anyway, but knowing the luck repressors have you'd meet the group that makes you trap yourself and marries you off forcefully.

Nightmare fuel.

Just join the infantry division of your local country, if you must join the military.

Very high death rates, and at least you're surrounded by men that will protect you.

>>8844222
>>8844226
>>8844236
Assad's of course.

>>8844236
Not into men btw

>>8844242
You will be when the Butcher is standing there, you've been castrated, and your option is throat slit and into the water, or trannyhood.

You'll remember your girly emotions real quick. You don't have the courage to choose death on your own, you won't have it to choose it from them either.

>>8844238
t. Russian stooge

>>8844242
Maybe your husband will let you do stuff with his other wives if you behave yourself?

>>8844254
>>8844264
Loool. I'm hoping more for first line, canon fodder and death. Luckily I'm ugly

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdN2TO8ktEg

I really like bullying fems

>>8844269
>killing foreigners while the people responsible for your repression walk alive

>>8844422
Liberal family, liberal city. Become rightist on my own

>>8844428
You didn't repress on your own.

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>>8844445
>attacking perfect cis people

No nuh uh
Not allowed

>>8844471
Think about who's really responsible.

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>>8844490
Jews

>>8844445
Absolutely he did.
There are logical reasons to repress beyond what others think and do.

Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.

tldr I seem to have become allergic to weed and I am seriously thinking to an hero

>>8845111
>I am seriously thinking to an hero
pls don't

>>8845130
I don't think I have a choice anymore

>>8844510
>There are logical reasons to repress beyond what others think and do.
Name one.

inb4 religion, God counts as others

>>8845149
I believe we always have choices, whether we know it or not. I admit I'm bad at pep talks and giving advice, but I urge you to look for and explore additional options.

>>8845177
Religion and god aren't logical reasons.

Logical reasons:
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Quite literally, if you trap yourself, you will always be worse off unless you're avoiding suicide by doing so.

Even if you ignore all social issues whatsoever, it still doesn't change the fact that you will always be a tranny, you will never be a "real girl" nor feel as one, and even if you 100% successfully transition w/ full passing and are 10/10 beautiful anime tier, you are still being a fake person and will never truly feel fulfilled.

Transition doesn't cure dysphoria.
It's a mental illness. Better your life in every way, but don't trap yourself as that leaves you worse off, always.

>>8844137
A 'cure' would be a lobotomy by another name. You want to talk about gay erasure! Imagine in 200 years if a brain scan could detect homosexuality (or dysphoria) in a newborn or young child and they could zap you cishetero, religious nuts and manipulative parents would preemptively 'treat' their children like they do circumcision. Besides probably taking many treatments and being mental silly putty for weeks. If anyone is waiting for a 'cure', even if we get started now I'm sure with such a complex and nuanced therapy there would be massive fuckups. Even relatively benign drugs can help some people and the same dose would kill the next patient. The outliers who react badly, too strong a dose will probably utterly destroy the mind. A 'cure' is more than 100 years out to be done well if that.

>>8845232
It wouldn't be a lobotomy. It would most likely simply block the dysphoria, nothing else. It wouldn't change you in any way.

It would be tested for a long time as all drugs are to be proven safe.

This is not about conversion therapy. This is about alternate treatment options that actually work unlike trapping yourself.

The drug would be selective, it wouldn't just nuke your brain or anything.

The issue is we'll never get there if we don't start trying. If all the effort put towards the tradnarrative was put towards the cure, we'd be there in a few decades, maximum.

We'd have a lot of tests, and transition would always be available if you wanted that. I'd be against an outright transition ban.

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>>8844238

BASED assadpede

>>8844126

repressed gay cured self of fake GID by repression here, is this fucking board literally just /trans/ now ffs, I clicked this thread thinking it was for repressed homosexuals like myself and its actually hons, even femgen are popping tittyskittles now. Back in my day we shat all over trannies. Fucking gross

t. twinkhon

>>8845241
so you simply hate people with gender dysphoria
regardless if they are a bitterhon or if they repress and present cis
while you are also gay you hate others for attributes that they never chose

FUCKING KILL YOURSELF YOU PSYCHOPATHIC HYPOCRITICAL BIGOT

>>8845262
>REEEE BIGOT

Learn reading comprehension bro. This is /lgbt/ not /to/ (trans+other). If you people want to turn your dicks inside out and then kill yourselves that's fine, it's a free country (if you live in america :^) but you don't have to infect 75% of the goddamn threads on here.

For the record, no I don't hate trannies, I am intimately familiar with the misery of their mental illness, frankly I think 90% of the transtrenders on here would be perfectly happy cissies if they hadn't been infected by this website.

>>8845268
>learn reading comprehension
>while you are literally on /repgen/ and you call 90% of people here transtrenders

KILL
YOURSELF

>go onto YouTube
>see a vid on voice training on the top page as recommended
>watched a similar video a while back and I guess I forgot to delete it off my history
>can't help myself
>it spirals into watching tranny timelines for over 30 minutes before I catch myself and stop

>>8845232
>tfw being lobotomized seems like an attractive idea
I'm fucked up.

How many of you spend way too much time pouring over timelines in the hope you'll find somebody who looked like you pretransition and ended up being really cute?
Or do you have the willpower to avoid doing it?

>>8844445
Bitterhod xd

Lets say I fucked up and shaved part of my upper leg during a moment of weakness on an impulse. What do?

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<------- my love

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>>8845720
That's it?
Stop having hang ups about shit like that

I shave my genitals and ass for my bf cause it's cute

>>8845732
I'm just worried that I like having that smooth skin too much. I don't have a bf to impress and what if this is my first step towards falling for the trap meme?

>>8845730
A Five-seveN? I prefer the Desert Eagle.

>>8845747
Its just male grooming

>>8845730
Five-SeveNs are great guns.
>>8845750
Deagles are eh.

>>8845815
It is Sig p320 folks

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My forearms have done that thing were they go armour mode and feel like titanium


VEINS popping boys

I love the gym

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>>8844126
I don't want to be gay anymore. Please somebody make it stop. Last night I couldn't fall asleep because I was thinking what life would be like at 35 as a straight guy and as a gay guy.
gay:
>single, cat guy, lonely, stds, ass cancer
straight
>big family, beautiful home and wife, respected by community, churchgoing
I want a way out. I want to have a really big family and be happy and not hate myself. Why did God do this to me?

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>tfw all my muscles feel hard and strong to the touch
Test is a hell of a drug

100kg lat pull x 3 good form reps

Fuark

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>>8846479
find a f2m with a working uterus and vagina and have them fuck you with a strapon
or get gay married and breed through another female or adopt

just being gay is easy mode, why even repress it?
have your cake and eat it
after all it's not like you literally hate your own body and have suicidal thoughts every time it comes into your peripheral vision or look in the the mirror

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>>8846544
>find a f2m
i cant think of anything more degenerate
and getting gay married and adopting kids is guaranteed to fuck them up. I just want to be normal. Hopefully this nofap + yearlong repression will work and ill become straight.

>>8846618
*Ron Howard voice* It won't.

>>8846618
I am fucked up beyond belief because of my parents.
My parents are straight and you could say that they kind of loved me.

Being gay will not fuck up your kids. Making your kids hate themselves will fuck them up for a lifetime.

It's ok if you want to repress your gay, just find better reasons because yours sound weak af desu senpai.

>>8846618
I understand you and will reply in a hour

>>8846640
please god there has to be something. If there is really no way out I guess ill just distract myself with a career but I don't think i'd ever be truly happy
>>8846643
Stable, biological families with an active and present mother and father will always be a better home environment than a gay marriage. I don't know what better reason there is than wanting to start a family, carry on my family name, and have lots of white kids that will grow up in a loving, safe home.

>>8846479
Ok anon.
I'm Catholic agp/dysphoria repressor and I understand you completly. No one can ever guarantee you change in orientation because is very rare. You can look perhaps to Joseph Nicolosi, but this how far I'm familiar with topic.

But, do not think you don't have any choice at all. You and I have been dealt shitty card but this don't mean you don't have a choice which move you will play. You don't have to buy into gay marriage and gay pride meme. Look Dolce & Gabbana who turn their inability to have kids into work, look Mishima and many other figures.

Play moves you like, follow your consience and remeber you have free will.

>>8846750
Thank you for this. I'll look into Nicolosi. It's just very hard to reconcile my values with my situation. I feel so helpless knowing that I can't control my desires, only my actions. Maybe just knowing that can be empowering.

>>8846784
Are you religious? If you Catholic look into Courage, Eve TUshnet (catholic lesbian who live chaste). You have a lot of that.

I have to imagine myself as woman to be aroused, so I'm also unlikely to get married despite being attracted to women. But, I have more chance to do other stuff.

Good luck anon,
May blessed virgin be with you

>>8845815
>Deagles are eh.
Why?
>>8845832
I really thought that was a Five-seveN.

>>8846527
Super Saiyan Spartan

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>>8845397

saw a mtf in the hon thread who looked almost exactly like me except narrower shoulders and better body and she was frankly pretty qt

I didn't ask for these feels

>>8845750
>>8845815

not my post, but shorter barrel makes it much easier to press against your own head senpaitachi

>>8846618

reverse traps are where it's at, pic related not even trans just perfect qt3.14 boy body

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>>8848098
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YanwyGP0Li4

Repression Apotheosis and Ascendence

The revelation and realisation that in all the worlds, all the timelines, in all the possible versions yourself in the central finite curve...

You are the Prime, the Alpha, the First, the Strongest, the Most powerful and equal to a god compared to the rest

All other versions diverge from you, you create them, without you, the branches collapse into nothingness, into darkness.

The cis female timeline of yourself is a gnat compared to the original

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A few against a degenerate horde

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Hello repgen

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>>8849373

>>8849376
if only it was that easy

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>>8849391
But it is

>>8849275
>when you repress but you listen to AGP songs

song of the final crisis:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUkpRhy-_kQ

song of submission and acceptance:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rwbm281DTYc

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>repressing

>>8850955
Not everyone develops great hips like that with no HRT at all. If we all had starting bodies like that, repression wouldn't be a thing.

>>8850955
Blah blah blah blah

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>>8850994
Yes it would. Not everybody repress because of looks

>>8850955
DELETE THIS

>>8850089
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pn-6eOxnEMI

Repressors unite song

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Anon you do watch Mumkey Jones right?
After all he is the Filthy Frank of repressors.

>>8850955
>those starting hips

I N T E R S E X

You might as well post pictures of Susan Coffey, it'd be about as realistic an expectation. Not to mention we can't even see her face or hear her voice.

>>8851005
>implying

Regardless of what you consciously tell yourself right now, you would absolutely transition if you had a guaranteed successful outcome.

>>8851431
>the Filthy Frank of repressors.
What?

>>8851476
Nope. Even if people were really accepting of trannies I still wouldn't. Morality comes first.

>>8851431
Also, who the hell is Elliot Rodger?

Excuse me for being a newfag but what is this thread about? Do you guys want to be girls but can't for whatever reason?

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>>8851476
Kek. No I wouldn't.

>>8851731
We are people struggling with gender dysphoria but don't want to.

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Is anyone tired because of repression? I feel that appering non depressed and ok consume more and more of my mental energy. I look older every day and cigarette consumption kicked into overdrive. I will not give up, but I seriously feel that constant repression and neuroticism steaming from it will eventually make my life decade shorter or something.

>>8851792
Yeah, I feel like that too.

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>>8851837
At least we got beer

>>8851876
You're damn right.

>>8851881
My repression have cause me to drink more and me a living legend in my dorm! I'm eternal student kek

I give up guys, I'm going to have to give in. Either via suicide or transition. Seriously is there a mental condition worse in the world than gender dysphoria? I don't know what clinical depression is like, but the way sufferers describe feeling 'empty inside' all of the time sounds like a fucking breeze compared to wanting to rip myself out of my skin every second.

>>8852099
Empathy which haunts you like a demon, eats away slowly at your feelings and your soul. I have both so i can give you a comparison.. the empathy thing was much worse than the dysphoria, also hrt cured my depression but that's just me

>>8852099
please whatever you do keep yourself alive

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>>8852099
Keep on fighting the good fight anon.

>>8852124

It's a fucking nightmare though. I'm sat in a cocktail bar with my colleagues tonight talking about fucking girls like everything is normal and on the inside I'm fucking dying of distress. I've never externalised any of these feelings at all. Nobody would believe me. I'm old as fuck, I'd be a hon, a freak, lose everything. I can't do it anymore. So much internal shame, so much desire for this to just go away on its own but it's just getting worse and worse and worse. Sick sick sick to death of feeling terrible all the time.

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>>8852143
You are not the only one I'm sitting on balcony with bottle of whiskey and at end of second package of cigs. My gf is noticing how something is wrong with me and I just can't tell her, like I can't tell anybody. I hope that this wave of shittiness will go away soon.

>>8852143
I'm much younger at 23, but if I didn't have my close friends who even though are all male and cis and half of them normies, I can be myself and talk openly about my dysphoria without it being awkward then I would have killed myself.

Making real friends might be different where you live since I'm eastern yuropoor but please find some.

>>8852155
I think that if you repress and don't tell your closest humans what you have to deal with just to survive the next day that it makes it much more likely to become a bitterhon.


Be open with your feelings, do not let repression make a robot out of you.

>>8852173
Does telling people but not actually doing anything to transition really help though? I can't imagine that doing anything to relieve physical dysphoria and it would just make things awkward around my friends.

I have one friend to who I have admitted that something is seriously wrong with me but I stopped short of telling them what (I had to reassure him hat I wasn't a pedpophile and then I just never brought it up again)

>>8852193
it only makes it akward around them if youre not going to transition. it does nothing else really.

>>8852197

Well yeh. I don't plan on transitioning though so I can't tell them

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>>8852173
>>8852193
>>8852197
What good would that do? I would probably lost my gf and be either pittied or encourage to transition by my mom. I don't know how she will react. I don't really have friends, well I have collegaues and drinking team, and I don't discuss personal things with them

>>8852197
Nope.
Also he wasn't replying to you.

>>8852203
It's only awkward at the very start (if it's an actual friend)
I do not believe that I would have been able to repress without telling anyone.
Whatever helps you, I just wanted to tell you that being honest with what I have to deal with made it a bit easier.

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tfw you have drink enough that you will finaly succomb to sleep and another succesful day of repressing is behind you.

>>8852290

Alcohol doesn't touch my dysphoria anymore. Before I figured out I was probably trans it used to make me mellow out and actuallly be capable of having fun. Now it seems like I'm almost immune to intoxication, no matter how much I drink all I feel is the same base level of distress.

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>>8852422
Well I'm mostly obligatory agp with mild dysphoria which strike hard few times a month but my repressing mechanism are slowly working less efficiently. Harsh battle is on and I'm more tired every day. Half bottle of whisky already down!

>>8852422
>>8852455
Hi, it's that one annoying but concerned tranny again. Just thought I'd let you both know you're on a one-way ticket to cirrhosis (cause there's no return trip) and its attendant comorbid complications, portal hypertension, ascites, esophageal varices (for which you'll have surgery every three months for a few years, and should you survive the 5% chance of making it through five years, you'll get it every year after), adema, and depression caused by anemia and vitamin b12 deficiency since your body won't be able to process much b12 or iron anymore.

It's a slow, shitty, horrific way to die that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemies, let alone people who suffer with my condition (being trans). This is what 'cure'hon is leading you to. But if dying very slowly while being hardly able to breathe sounds fun with about a 1% chance of making it a decade, well...have at it.

By the way...when you say 'immune to intoxication', if you mean "I stopped getting hangovers and now I sober up really quick!", get thee to a doctor ~immediately~. That's not a special ability, that's your liver shutting down. I hope you meant something else, though.

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>>8852548
I'm even more on a way to lung cancer as I smoked already 2,5 packs today lol. But I have no other choice in my life.

>>8852558
I'm so very, very sorry to hear that anon.

I hope you can find peace next time around. Sincerely.

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Today is the day I stop repressing.

>>8852099
>Seriously is there a mental condition worse in the world than gender dysphoria?

Schizophrenia and pedophilia.

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>>8850955
This picture hurts.
I'm a literal chad.
I wish that could be me.
There are people who just can't transition, you know? I'm a poor as fuck third worlder shut-in living with my parents even though I'm on my late 20s.

Literally DELET THIS.

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>>8850955
I didn't need to see this.

>>8852645
You are a Chad with GID? When did you get a gf?

>>8851672
>who the hell is Elliot Rodger?
This might help.
https://youtu.be/Qz5gja7XtYE
tldr: lonely butthurt virgin spergs out and kills people

>>8852612

I'm really not convinced that pedophilia is worse because at least they can get some relief when not turned on and thinking about kids, which they won't be doing all of the time in the same way that people with regular sexualities don't think about sex all of the time. It's not omnipresent like dysphoria.

I don't know much about skitzos so I can't comment.

>>8852671
>You are a Chad with GID?
I have a Chad body, doesn't mean I'm a Chad considering I don't leave the house like ever.

>When did you get a gf?
Unironically I only had a """gf""" once when I was in my teens and kissing her was so weird and disgusting it traumatized me more to the point I'm still unsure if I like girls or not.

But yeah if I left the house I could probably get a gf considering around here I'm a giant white (187 super wide shoulders, etc etc) monster when I'm surrounded by brown and black pigmys who on average are 160cm.

>>8852694
You might be gay. Did you try therapy?

>>8852763
I don't leave the house.
I just browse 4chan and more than I should of the tranny board.

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>>8850955

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>>8850955

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>>8852831
Forgot zyzz last update pic.

Never juice too hard.

>>8852769
You sound cute senpai. Go and get yourself a boy or tgirl to try some stuff with. I just started hrt myself and feel even worse for people like you, considering I feel like a giant at 5'9.

Also, maybe you should look at the negative aspects of hrt. Like, my nipples have been killing me for the last few days, and I basically had no sex drive before. Now I don't even bother trying.

Just keep repressing senpai!

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>>8852848
Valhalla

>>8852143
>I'm old as fuck,
GenX? Boomer? Unfortunately the older you are the harder it is to find friends your own age who will be chill about gender dysphoria, Supportive friends are a big help no matter what path you choose.

>>8853079
I'm 27. Fucked as fucked can be.

Having said that I just randomly get a semi thinking about fucking a girl from work. Am I cured?

>>8849376
>>8849391
This. I wish there was a cure.
We need to keep fighting for it.
>>8850955
Not a typical case. Even if it was, long-term transition has no proven benefits.

>>8850994
It would still be a thing, as transition has no long-term proven benefets.

>>8851005
This.

>>8851109
Repressor pride worldwide!
Cureanons won't ever stop fighting!

>>8851468
This too, probably intersex.

>>8851476
I wouldn't transition even if I could 100% pass.
Transition has no long-term proven benefets.

>>8851658
Social acceptance is just one of many many reasons not to trap yourself.

The science agrees with the truth.
Finally, something science and religion can agree on!

>>8851731
We're fighting against trapping ourselves, and not feeding our mental illness (dysphoria).

>>8851765
This.

>>8851792
Repression, the longer it goes on gets tough. So does life, welcome to life. There is always more energy to draw from, even when you're 40 and your T drops just keep on fighting!

Repression decreases your life by a bit I'd say due to the stress, but transitioners live much shorter lives on average than repressors.

>>8852099
As far as I know, gender dysphoria is one of the worst mental conditions one can have. I don't like to judge levels of suffering as we all suffer, but it's up there. There probably is worse out there.

Don't trap yourself.
You need to find that fight from within!

However, if it does come to transition or suicide, please choose transition - being fully aware it is an experimental palliative care method. This is just to buy you some more time - it won't last for long.

>>8852103
Empathy is suffering sometimes. I know that feel, but not to that level.

HRT didn't cure shit, bettering your life did.
[citation needed]¿

>>8852124
This. Don't fucking suicide.

>>8852140
Keep on fighting!

>>8852143
I believe in you, anon.
There is energy within you that you can use to keep going.

>>8853304
You're not old old at least. Thinking about fucking girls isn't going to help I'm afraid. Although you don't want to end up a transbian hon. That's pretty bad.

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Blabla

Drunk as fuck again, repression is hard, I'm tired, mid to late twenties far rightist with gf. Suicide mean losing honour, transition same. Give me trick to repressing and keep myself alive, ok?

Cureanon hope that you are right.

>>8852155
It doesn't go away, but that's nothing to do with dysphoria. Life itself is a pretty miserable place, you need to find your own happiness, and not trap yourself.

For me, what makes me happy is fighting for a cure.

>>8852173
I wouldn't reccomend talking about dysphoria in the real world, it's a bad idea especially if you live in areas which are either overly transphobic or overly "transpositive".

Find your friend group online and share it with them as a wocial release. Don't fucking out yourself IRL as a repressor if you can avoid it.

However, completely agree in regards to being open with your feelings. Don't repress who you are, just repress the mental illness.

>>8852197
This.

>>8852234
This.

>>8852290
Keep on repressin'
Ideally give up the drink. As that shit is awful for you, but whatever you gotta do to survive.

>>8852422
That's another thing. Eventually, you won't be able to drink away your suffering.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8852455
Keep on fighting, soldier.

>>8852548
I'm not a hon. I'm against drinking as a form of repression, myself. It's unhealthy as fuck and HRT is probably safer than binge drinking.

>>8852587
There is no peace in this life, trans or cis or agp.
Maybe beyond~

>>8852608
Don't trap yourself.

>>8852612
You can treat schizophrenia. You can't treat dysphoria.

You can remove sexual desire and cut someone's balls off. You can't remove gender dysphoria.

And no, transition isn't a treatment. It doesn't work.

>>8852645
We all know that feel, anon - regardless of our reasons for repressing, don't trust bitterhons!

>>8852692
This is also true.

>>8853392
Just keep on fighting.

I'd reccomend trying your best to be open to yourself and your feelings, and not repress who you are - but equally still repressing the dysphoria, as the dysphoria is NOT YOU.

You are not your mental illness.
Best of luck to you, anon.
If you need any advice, feel free to ask.

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>when you bf gets worried when you tell him your linsane ifts and says "be careful sweetheart"

i love how he disarms me

>>8853474
insane lifts*

>>8853474
Does your bf lift too?

>>8853941
yes but hes is more bodyweight focused so he is smaller but ripped as fuark

turns into his little bitch when he takes his shirt off

>>8853969

turns me*

>>8853969
Pretty hot!

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I'm such a big homo

>>8854836
I wish I were.

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Heil repressor master race.

>>8855356
Sieg Heil

Spending week at parents, mother noticing that something is up and keeps nagging.

>>8855518
Tell her to guess.

>>8855356
Slavs look better than Germans

>>8855356
>>8855381
The honocaust awaits.

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>>8855533
Hah. Since she is old no good half hippie she would probably give me shittiest advice ever.

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>>8855538
And I'm one

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>>8855356
>implying we aren't essentially race traitors
>implying there is anything grandiose about hating yourself

I want off this ride

>>8844126
Is it normal for repressor or tranny to feel tired all the time and not being productive? I have zero motivation to do anything in life. I just feel like staying in bed all the time. is it because of hrt?

>>8855541
>honocaust
kek

>>8855610
Dunno, I'm not on HRT but that's basically the way I behave.

>>8855581
Why are we race traitors kek

>>8855610
Repression take your mental energy and make you stressed therefore it make sense.

>>8855672
>Why are we race traitors kek
Contributing to the downfall of the white races by not reproducing or upholding traditional Western values.

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>>8855711
At least we try with repressing you know

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Power

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>>8856481
Spartan what is with you and rabbits?
As a bodybuiling homo read Mishima this instant.

>>8856522
But he an heroed and the whole Mishima Jiken was a clusterfuck.

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>>8856536
So? Still great writer and fucking hero.

>>8856522
I am aware of this impressive figure

COMMIES GET SAMURAI'D

I just like rabbits and cute pets
Because its what that behave like around my bf

It allows me to take off my armour and be a soft sensitive emotional homo who wants his man to cuddle him

It's something I only feels secure enough to do with him

>>8856690
You are rightist?

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>>8856759
The right enables repression
The left undermines it

Also I don't like to associate with people who are basically trannies already which is most of the left since I base my politics on looks

>>8856536
There's a difference between seppuku and suicide. Yukio was legitimately heroic and gave his life for an ideal; that's not comparable to some depressed Westerner ODing on sleeping pills.

>>8844126
what happens when you stop taking hormones?
Would I become more dysphoric and suicidal?
There is no cure and even on hormones I realized I will always be a hon.
I want to live or die for my family, dignity, honor and pride.

>>8857006
Too late for you if you started.
Don't poison the anons who are fighting the good fight.

You have been tainted by estrogen.

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>>8857006
I successfully quit and am very happy

I am a homo too so I'm somewhat free from typical male responsibilities when it comes to lovelife which is nice

>>8857006
>I literally want to die for memes I like!
Anon, I...

>>8857006
Well you go back normal, but because your endo system is changing you may experience mood swings, sometimes it could get bad so have a psychologist on speed dial.

There's a chance your dysphoria could come back, mine did after two years and I had no choice but to go back on or to endure it miserably -.-

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Remainder to keep the fight!

>>8850955
If I had female hips I'd transition instead if repress too. What's the point of posting such an unrealistic example?

>>8855581
Repression isn't about hating yourself.
It's about not trapping yourself.

You are not your mental illness.

>>8855610
If you're on HRT, get off HRT.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

But when it comes to motivation to do anything in life, this is a common repressor problem, but it has nothing to do with dysphoria really.

You need to find something worth living for, a passion and pursue it whatever the cost, as long as it's not trapping yourself.

>>8855672
Repression is quite draining, but it is the burden we must live with. If anything, repression is the most honorable thing you can do. We aren't race traitors as long as we repress.

>>8856481
The power of repression knows no bounds.

>>8856690
Fuck communism.

>>8857006
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Get off the 'mones, STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
You know the facts, you've seen my posts.
You know what to do.

>>8857011
Just because someone has been tainted by estrogen, doesn't mean they shouldn't stop fighting.

Someone who has gone off E and then put their life back together is just as much a repressor as anyone else.

We all have made mistakes in life, it's up to us to realize and fix them.

>>8857098
Spartan, you're a hero. Keep on fighting my man.

>>8857125
If someone wants to have a strong belief system, let them as long as it harms no-one by doing so. And edgy /pol/ beliefs, as long as they're not shitposting 24/7 on this board about it, work for quite a lot of people.

>>8857197
This here. Don't trap yourself and go back on it, however. That is a mistake.

I would never reccomend getting on HRT in the first place, as when you do it is very rare that people stop.

>>8857589
Keep on fighting, soldier. This war is gonna be a long one.

>>8857752
It's a bitterhon shillpost.
There is no reason to transition even with those hips, as even if you fully pass transition has no long-term proven benefits.

Don't trust bitterhons!

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Someone just fucking shoot me F A M.

>>8857790
>Keep on fighting, soldier. This war is gonna be a long one.
What war? The one against our delusions? It's only going to end when we die. We're not taking any steps towards fighting for a cure. We're just a bunch of sad, fat neckbeards (with the exception of Spartan) shitposting on a tranny board about how miserable we are. All that thing about the "cure" is just a charade you've come up with.

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I have two modes,

Serious repressor lift mode

Cutsy gay fag mode

im ok with this

repressing on skittles is pretty good

I just want to die...

>>8858194
Simply being here is taking action, anon.
We fight back against the tradnarrative hons whenever and wherever we can.

I'm not a sad, fat neckbeard, I'm a happy normal weight man proud to be against the traditional narrative of bitterhons.

I'm not "shitposting", and I'm not miserable.
I suffer from dysphoria, but I'm not letting my mental illness define me.

It's nothing to do with charades. It's about a real legitimate fight which people will constantly try to make illegitimate.

Point out their lies, their bullshit - and seek the truth. Eventually, things will open up to the point we can truly push for the cure openly.

For now, it's a waiting game.

>>8859224
If you're on skittles, you're not repressing.
>>>/femgen/

chasing femininity as a disgusting hon is not worth living nor living as a repressor.
I realized that I have contributed nothing to my family or society for my entire life.

>feel something feminine coming out
>do the exact opposite which is the most crass possible thing just to shut my overactive mind down, especially when other people are around
I feel like I'm trudging through a river of knives and shit for this fucking sick pipe dream.
Nobody is ever going to force me to transition, nobody is ever going to kill me to stop me from killing myself, what the fuck can I do?
How the fuck are you supposed to be normal when you're practically asexual?
Is there some repression bible that will help me get through? I'm only 20 but it's hitting me so fucking hard right now.

>>8859232
Is death the only way then?

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>>8859244

>>8859238
>Is there some repression bible that will help me get through?

have you tried the Bible, son?

>>8859238
Have you tried the new skittles?

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JESUS FUCK
HELP

I can't persuade myself that the patriarchy doesn't exist

I AM LITERALLY TURNING INTO A FEMINIST AND I CAN'T STOP IT

PLEASE HELP

>>8859259
There's nothing wrong with being a feminist. Just remember, the patriarchy is a system most people aren't even aware of, so you will meet a lot of opposition if you voice your opinions.

>>8859247
This post gave me feels.

But more than that, I never really have truly existed as I'm a repressor.

>>8859278
How come we know we shouldn't identify with our headcanon version of ourselves but we still do?
It's literally identifying with our mental illness and we can't help but do it.

>>8859284
I can't explain that one.
Without "her", I wouldn't have a reason to live tbhon, even if I am a repressor.

I'm a mentally ill freak, I know.

>>8859284
how can it be a mental illness if it's chronic and incurable? are fags also a mental illness?

>>8859259

if the patriarchy existed, would you be a tranny? think about it...

>>8859296
Infact most mental illnesses are chronic and incurable, they only have pretty crappy treatment regimes that in the end don't really do all that much.

As far as I know, homosexuality isn't a mental illness, it's a sexual orientation.

>>8859296
>are fags also a mental illness?

yes, t. fag

>>8859224
lel, I honestly tried. Nothing compares to me lowering my hormones. I just see the chance and take it, am also getting older so might as well deal with this early. Why suffer needlessly?

I don't want to become a woman, am already fem enough, this is just so I can reduce the foreign feeling in my body.

>>8859307
this is literally what I am trying not to think about right now

FUCK OFF

>>8859335
>type this and post it
>instant regret and shame because I was rude
>also instant hardon

I'm losing the war

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>feeling right on track
>think, body builders and UFC fights are usually hairless and they aren't repressing so it's normal to want to be hairless
>spend 20 minutes plucking hairs from my body
Does anybody know this feel? I love the pain.

>>8859344

it's ok family I didn't really get what you were mad about so I wasn't too upset

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>>8859354
<3

>>8859367

pocket-size bunnies are literally too cute

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Amy would have likely been starting to fail guy mode by now

>>8859386
nice meme

>>8859451
Even if you pass, transition has no long-term proven benefits.

You can't ever be cis if you're a tranny.

>>>/mtfg/

>>8859451
Why is everybody after spartan?

>>8859606
/mtfg/ is triggered that they failed in trapping him.

Transition doesn't work.

>>8859619
Triggeredddd. Despite last time I checked their thread I was worried by the amounts of bunnies

>>8859622
That honestly has a lot to do with it, the sheer amount of people shitposting with bunnies pretending to be spartan.

Those that actually are spartan are pretty damn obvious. Amy is dead, spartan lives on, bitterhon. Nice try.

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Another day of strife!

>>8859638
The repressor's fight is a great one, anon.

Never stop fighting unless a cure is developed.
Don't trust bitterhons!
Don't even consider transition, as it has no long-term proven benefits.
Suicide is not an option.
You need to find what makes you happy, and feeding your mental illness will never do that.

>>8859227
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4iZtDBYkZA

>>8860014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKBbUdfvwrU

wrong link

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>>8859259
try to objectively see that there are plenty of problems for everyone, men and women, instead of buying into marxist bullshit of oppression and oppressed (which is nothing but 'divide and conquer')

>>8859329
Im doing it for mental effects more than anything

>>8859231
>If you're on skittles, you're not repressing.
tell this to my beard!

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>>8831887
daily reminder that repression is pseudoscience and you'll all be turbo hons instead of women and femboys if you don't transition now.

>>8860320
I see that.
But I also see the patriarchy now. I do not even identify as antifeminist anymore and it was my comfiest label a couple years ago. I am terrified that I am slowly being converted by a series of unfortunate events.

>>8860416
please stop coming here and trying to trigger us
we are already in enough pain as it is

>>8860416
>when you are too dumb to understand that people repress because they have no chance of transition but try to appeal to 'science'

>>8859633
I save images from the thread on my phone because I am a dumb phoneposter which I use in next threads as my own. I never tried to impersonate anyone.

Also how can you seriously not love bunnies?

>>8860467
worst case scenario, you still look more feminine than you do now. wouldn't that be better than faking hyper masculinity?

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>>8860416
Some of us would be turbohons alread

i just want to say if you think there is any chance you can pass you should try. i started at 23 and while i'm not completely happy with myself i pass most of the time. had i started in my teens i would pass all the time but i can't do anything about that. i was unhappy repressing and while everything isn't perfect i'm a lot happier now. if you think you have a chance at passing it's probably worth trying sorry for shitting up your general.

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>>8860543

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>>8860543
Not all of that repress for that some repress because they would be turbohons, I was actually told that I could look cute (I don't see it btw), but we have our reasons, worldviews, religion etc which we place above feelings.

>>8860518
no
worst case scenario my seed that I discarded by becoming sterile would have birthed a line unbroken that would eventually save humanity and by transitioning I would have doomed our collective future

Do not underestimate the lengths of delusion we can go through in order to remain the dominant operating system of our brain.

>>8860575
What do you mean by dominant operating system?

>>8860776
I mean the part of yourself that identifies with your mental illness and the part that doesn't.
It's your Ying and your Yang, you can't dismiss neither.

>>8860832
So which one is dominant? The part that doesn't or does?

>>8860575

Yes hello, you are me.
I've actually banked sperm because I'm scared I'll impulsively get an orchiectomy one day.
Just gotta keep repressing..

>>8860543
Don't apologize for posting but if I can't pass 100% of the time and feel like a girl to myself then my transition has failed.

>>8860865
In my case batman is.

>>8860867
How much did it cost you? And for how long long is the frozen sperm stronk?

If I banked sperm and got a domfu I could actually hrt maybe.

I don't know how much longer I will last. I fucking cried

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My doctor says I have to take these pills

Won't tell me what they do
Should I take them

>>8860931
It costed $400 for the initial deposit, and $150 for every year thereafter. $75 to use it, if I need to. There's no expiration date on the sperm; it's been used as much as 27 years later with no problem, and it'll always be as fertile as it was when you deposited it.

I think you're pretty serious and pretty far along if you're considering it. It's like one last serious decision. Very primal, y'know?

>>8861042
My perspective has evolved much faster than it would be normal thanks to an unbelievably cruel life.
It's not a matter of choice on the mater.
If I manage to attract the right key then my lock could be unlocked.

>>8861047
Care to share your story, Anon?

>>8861053
Takes me about 6 hours to cover the basics in real life conversation unironically, I've told it to my closest friends.

Basically I was fucked by my family.

>>8861075
Greentext it as though writing a blurb or summary for your autobiography.

>>8861075
I understand. Sorry, Anon. :(

Are you giving up?

>>8861098
But if I do that and in the future I become youtube famous then you could identify me and link to me to this very thread :^)

>>8861105
Anon you cannot imagine how much I love people who have strong empathy!
Keep living through loving and we can make it!

>>8861121
If I drop an email will you tell me some of it that way?

>>8861121
>Keep living through loving and we can make it!
There's the key! :3
Whereabouts do you live, Anon? US?

I went to pumping last night because of alco

>>8861182
Nope I am afraid I can't do that. Feel free to know though that I was the one who uploaded all the english subtitled japanese fully voiced x-change visual novels a couple of years ago on mega and posted them on /d/. I've lost the password of the email that I also had included in a text in those files, otherwise I would give you that.

>>8861188
as yuropoor as you can get

I have a massive sissy fetish, so far I've tried nofap, and its been working moderately well, however it keeps trying to creep back. Is this a worrying sign that I may have gender dysphoria? Is there a slippery slope that goes from sissy to transition? How do I stop this?

>>8861235
well do you feel disgusted by the fact that youre male?

>>8861239
no, I'm fine being a man, I'm just worried this may eventually progress into a stage where I actually want to transition

>>8861235
Can't tell since even though I only find women attractive I have had AGP and gender dysphoria since the first time I fapped when I was 12.
I also have a sissy fetish but the notion of having it without also having gender dysphoria is so alien to me that I can't understand it.

>>8861245
Are you worried that it will develop into actual gender dysphoria or that you will become a literal degenerate?

>>8861256
I'm worried it will develop into actual gender dysphoria

>>8861262
Seek a therapist then and try to solve it before it consumes you.

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>>8861262
No one has gender dysphoria.
That's just escapism.
Man up, lift and get your mind occupied.

Fuck sake, you're all little faggots man up.

>>8861270
are you the physical manifestation of what feminists call toxic masculinity?

you are not helping in me not converting to feminism

>>8861262
have you always had signs of this sort of problem, or was it just something that you aquired recently due to fapping to some weird shit

>>8861278
I've had this for a while now

>>8861276
Fuck you little bitch.
You're a man.
This tranny shit is fake and pure escapism.

Get swole motherfucker.

>>8861286
Fuck off cunt.
Yes I am a man but gender dysphoria is real.
By denying the existence of my pain you are denying my trials I go through repression and my martyrdom.

Keep your fucking head down and let the civilized folk handle advices.

>>8861281
why do you worry that it will develop into dysphoria?

>>8861298
I've seen some greentexts and just some information on it in general, I've also seen that sissy fetishes are a big sign of AGP which can lead to gender dysphoria

>>8861294
No you're using dysphoria as an escape valve to your own failures at life.
Be the better man and go out there and make something of yourself instead of crying about wanting to be the little girl.

Fucking failure bitch tits.

>>8861300
well youll just have to wait and find out really, it definitely isnt impossible that it could happen though

>>8861301
You are projecting your own failures on me.
I've managed to get much further in life than anyone would have predicted.
I will cry as much as I want because even though YOU are pathetic and worthless and can't deal with your own emotions I have embraced both reason and love.

Get the fuck out of this thread if you are this much of a bitchboy who needs to bark in order to fake power.

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>>8861324
DELET THIS

Dysphoria is still an escapist meme though, you're pushing yourself on this faggotry with your sissy fetish and none of that is real.

>>8861331
From my perspective denial of the existence of gender dysphoria is an escaping mechanism.

>>8861345
You know, I do agree with the other guy. I've spent the last three months wasting my time here and I've just come to find all this stuff about dysphoria nonsensical. The best course of action would be to leave this board and do something useful.

>>8861228
Make a new one!

Also links to the English files you mention? I haven't heard of them but they sound hot.

>>8860320
Marxist feminism isn't concerned with "patriarchy" you're thinking of liberal feminism

>>8861436
All feminism is concerned with pretending females are victimized and legitimizing the female privilege.

>>8861474
This. It's all about female privilege and fucking over men.

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>>8861416
I'm sorry but I won't.
Remember me as DXM000.

https://archive.loveisover.me/d/thread/6541047/#q6542529

>>8861544
Why not anon? I want to hear your story. I can tell you mine in return?

>>8861571
It is explicitly personal and I am paranoid enough to not risk it. I'm sorry but I can't.

>>8861582
It will be private and not go beyond my eyes. You can change parts and make things up. Tell me a story and let me wonder which parts are true and which aren't.

Why are you so paranoid? Is it very identifiable out of the billions of people on earth? You're a nobody on the internet.

>>8861018
Do you like Lucky Charms cereal?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ylyqoxh-cXk


TRANSGENDER FORCE DEFIED

FACING 500 REPRESSORS

MASCULINITY, DIGNIFIED

No fap doesn't work dear ladies

>>8862464
LIES

I HAVEN'T MASTURBATED IN MONTHS AND MY LIBIDO IS DEAD NOW.
I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING AND I'M HAPPIER THAT WAY I HATE MY DICK.

>>8862472
But dysphoria is still striking isn't it?

>>8862478
Irrelevant.
You talked about nofap.
Not about dysphoria.
Checkmate atheists.

Now go back to mtfg and leave us manly men alone

>>8862384
Sabaton is god tier repressor music.

>>8862464
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
[citation needed]

>>8862478
NoFap has benefits beyond just curing yourself.

>>8862497
This. Proud repressors holding the line!

>>8862900
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InoE8N5bouo

I need to change my bed Ive wanked so much...

sup fuccbois

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you cant hide me away forever

>>8863939
But I can satiate you by dressing up as a girl and being roughly fucked. Checkmate dysphoria.

>>8863951
that isnt enough and you know it
your chesthair is coming back and you are feeling dysphoric again
admit it

I don't know about Amy, but I can't do it any longer.

>>8863962
Really? Keep posting bullshit, hon. I wanna see how Spartan reacts.

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>>8863939
>>8863951
>>8863962
>>8863965
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DN5nN67EwBg


>>8863962
but i was proud of that
im all fuzzy again :D

i love my bfs chest hair too.

>>8863962
>growing chest hair

My condolances. I guess we can't all be naturally effeminate. No wonder your dysphoria is so hard to suppress.

>>8863939
>>>/mtfg/ shilling
Hey, tell QHI I do it for free, bitterhon.

>>8863962
QHI shills gtfo, stop shilling HRT.

>>8863965
Keep on fighting the good fight.

>>8864015
Spartan's a strong soldier, and he will hold the line. Nice try.

>>8864031
its a trans larping as an identity i no longer possess

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>>8864037
>tfw been awake for 24 hours due to massive T spike of energy, gym, uni, coffee, basically fucking manic and feeling great

now going to gym again too, every lift is an extra androgen on the wall!

>>8864051
You should sleep though, or you might get a heart attack.

>>8864087
I've managed to really get out of it. I can't even understand how or why I felt that way. Now I only have to stop coming here.

http://www.avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm

>>8864176
HOW?
The past 6 months I've exclusively only lost more and more control. A tiny part of me is literally getting replaced by my subconscious day by day. And I can't help it but find it arousing.
How do I not get wololo'd? When both my brain and my dick conspire against me?

HELP

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>repression

>>8864292
Same here. Cyhrosis and lung cancer on the way.

>>8864296
I don't get that

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>>8864292
this was the stage i was at last year

but almost like a poison, consuming to the point of almost no return, but no further, immunized me and brought me back, apotheosis.

>>8864292
>>8864305
I don't even know, I just stopped wanting to be a girl. Somehow I came to the conclusion that I was just wasting time and that I was probably blaming being a tranny for me being depressed, and that I wasn't really a tranny.
>A tiny part of me is literally getting replaced by my subconscious day by day. And I can't help it but find it arousing.
I too find that idea a bit arousing.
>When both my brain and my dick conspire against me?
>and my dick
I don't get that.
>>8864296
And this. I don't get it either.
Anyway, I guess the best advice I can give you is to try to think about why you want to be the opposite sex, without taking into consideration the "intersex brain" theory.

>>8864292
god i know how you feel im pretty sure eventually im going to just do it so i dont go crazy

>>8864645
I don't even have a why. Anything I say would just be a rationalization that I pulled out of my ass.

Since I can remember me the following sentence has always been true:
My biggest desire is to have been born a woman.

>>8864686
iktf

What I found funny. Most mtf pre transition or repressors appear much more manly than fags

>>8864703
because we are hiding something you idiot

>>8864686
It takes time. That had been my greatest wish since I was very young but that's not the case anymore. Think it when you manage to calm down.

>>8865158
i'm 24 now and since i was 10 it's been my biggest and pretty much only wish

Is anybody else thinking of taking a small dose of estrogen? Apparently it's supposed to kill dysphoria right off, because the root cause is a lack of the hormone your body thinks it needs.

>>8865186
implying if i got estrogen i wouldnt fully transition

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I think I will tell my mother about this stuff and go to a psychiatrist.

In the past months I'm having constant panic attacks and feeling like I'm dying.
I went to a doctor while feeling super sick. After a battery of exams he told me my heart and other things are perfectly health and just by looking at me I have some sort of psychological issue.

Then he proceeded to ask me if I was stressed at my job, sleeping well, etc.
And I kept lying. I don't have a job I left it 3 years ago because of this entire dysphoria thing I thought I was going to repress this stuff but it's making me feel really bad. I'm scared I will end up doing something stupid and hurting my parents (well not hurt them physically but more psychologically kinda way if I kill myself).

I don't think I will tell the doctor about the gender thing though I just want him to help me with the stress, panic attacks, etc.

I just want it all to stop, I can't handle feeling like this all the time I want peace.

>>8865186
That might not work long-term. At first it might reduce dysphoria, but then you'll find it coming back and you need to kill your testosterone and transition. Then even that might not be enough and you'll need to get the chop. Once you start down that path there's no telling how far you'll have to go to find relief.

>>8865193
i really know how you feel almost exactly no job panic attacks feel like dying all the time and have seriously contemplated it too i just want to be normal but i cant seem to be

>>8865197
It's super fucked up.
I honestly though it was due to being kinda of a shut-in / depressed but I'm constantly dizzy.
If I get up and do something or interact with people I feel sick, my hands and legs get weak and sometimes numb, etc.

The doctor basically told all this stuff (based on the tests he did on me) were psychological and related to panic attacks.

My stomach is also super fucked nowadays because of that, he said too much stress screws with your stomach lining and that's kinda true I can't even eat properly because of that.

I'm not sure still if I talk to my mom about this stuff but I really want to get cured.

>>8865207
Also while typing this my head was hurting and my hands were kinda numb since I'm technically having a mini panic attack right now.

I'm really fucked up in the head I had this so much.

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The coffee wore off and it's already night so this is great

My sleep cycle is fixed

35 hours awake by the time I go to bed lol

Today was fun
I blink and an hour goes by

>>8865207
>people will still claim repression works after reading this

Daily reminder that you cannot live a healthy and fulfilled life while ignoring such a fundamental part of who you are. Daily reminder that the 'cure' already exists and is called HRT.

>>8865237
I almost drink myself to death. I give up

>>8865237
i can't live a healthy and fulfilled life either way being an unpassing tranny with no friends or family is probably just as bad as being a depressed piece of shit that plans on killing himself when his parents die

>>8865179
Again, give it time. It's been 14 years for you since it started. For me, it had been 15.

>>8865193
How old are you? I'm this >>8864645 anon and I was in a similar situation about 2 months ago. Maybe if you push through it you can fix yourself on your own, just like I did.

Is GD the only proven medical disorder in the world where the only known treatment option is met with absolute disdain and anger by 90% of the population? I can't take this anymore guys, In struggle to comprehend that this is actually happening to me. It's a 24/7 fucking nightmare. Why us?

Does anyone else have anything at all that makes them forget dysphoria for a second? For me at this point the only thing that achieves it is making out with girls. Sex itself is problematic and dysphoric but if I'm making out with a chick in a bar for a few minutes I'll forget everything and feel like a teenage boy living the dream. I'll even get a comfortable boner.

The minute we part ways however the dysphoria returns like a fucking tidal wave.

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>>8865454
>Why us?
Because someone would inevitably be in this position since it exists. It just so happens to be us.
We are the minority of the minority.

>>8865492
420 while I bombard myself with my favorite positive songs

also getting intellectually and psychologically dominated

>>8865512
Weed makes it way worse for me. I
got high a few weeks ago and got massively distressed about not having boobs, nearly jumped infront of a train.
I'll stick to kissing girls.

>>8865454
Unfortunately people without gender dysphoria just don't understand it or take it seriously. They really have no idea what it's like or how distressing it is.
It also ties into sexual orientation and triggers a lot of insecurities people have about that. Add in the religious angle and you have a mess.
>Why us?
The existential question. The only answer I've come up with is "Why not us?" Like the other poster said someone would inevitably be in this position. Life isn't fair and we got profoundly unlucky.

>>8865454
>Why us?
Like two anons have already pointed out, there's not a reason. It's pure luck, or lack thereof.

Time for a new thread:
>>8865692
>>8865692
>>8865692