/repgen/ - Repression General #21 - Arachnotron Edition

>>8825331
first for one day getting to be a real girl

>captcha female version of my boyname

>>8825402
>If you can't keep it locked away how long do you think you can fight it?
Long-term repression is a problem, but you can remind yourself how awful it is to be a newly transitioned 40 year old turbohon.

>>8825836
Then what's the answer? Transition now when I don't have to just in case I crack years later?

>>8825848
There are no easy answers, anon. If you choose the repression path you might be giving up your only chance to transition and you'll regret it forever. It's a lot easier if you have no hope of passing. If you think you could pass, then you have a tough choice to make, one which you might regret later no matter what you choose. It's not something you can put off until later.

has anyone here tried any occult shit to help with repressing? i dont really know anything about it but i heard it could help, if someone has some stories about some things theyve tried please share.

>>8825896
But you can't tell if you have a chance until you try it.

>>8825902
things that work:
stay active
stay busy - work or school
have social interactions w people

I don't want to be gay because I know that homosexuality actions and tendencies are incredibly unhealthy and perverted, and I believe it's truly impossible for a man to love a man like a man could love a woman, but even though I really want to love a man.. I don't deserve to be with a good man, I'm an egotistical, obnoxious, spineless piece of shit

>>8826288
dude really? it's just being gay. it's not a big deal. just do what you like

>>8825373
Accept that you are a man.
You aren't going to ever be a girl.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8825836
The trick is to start living. Don't just repress, but actively start living your real life.

>>8825848
No.
Don't trap yourself.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8825896
Passing or not, all trans women will never truly feel internally as a real woman. It's nothing to do with passing at all, really. It's your internal perception. You'll always know life as a man, and remember you are one. Even if you go stealth, bullshit yourselves and others, deep down you'll know you're a guy. Transition doesn't work.

>>8825902
I'd see: >>8826046, personally.
I'd check out /x/ if you're interested in the occult, as anything you are interested in should probably be pursued over trapping yourself.

>>8826288
We're more about AGP/Trans/Dysphoria repression than gay repression, here.

You're welcome here personally but I think others will be annoyed by it.

I'd reccomend the same things to anyone repressing, trans OR gay.

Just don't do gayshit! STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8826288
tldr?

>>8826636
Tl;dr gay is not okay

>>8826643
but gay is actually ok
I would trade my dysphoria and attraction to females for your gay in a heartbeat.

>>8826633
>I'd check out /x/

all I ever needed to know about your IQ

>John, a 50 year-old genetic male, medical research scientist, married (23 years), father of three children aged 20, 17 and 7, phoned me after experiencing a panic attack severe enough to require emergency attention from paramedics at the airport on his way to give a presentation at a conference. John gave me only his first name and informed me that I was the first to be told what he was about to tell me. He said he was "gender dysphoric" and that he was "desperate." Feelings that were once "controllable through sheer force of will," had increased to where he now was having protracted periods where he would close his office door, lie on the floor and weep quietly while curled up in the fetal position, holding his genitals in pain. Other than intrusive and repeated fantasies of being female, he had refused to allow himself any overt form of female gender expression. He reported feeling that if he was to cross-dress and be caught, he would dishonor his wife and family. Having attained international recognition for his work, he was also concerned about his professional reputation. The only other form of temporary relief came through masturbating, often up to five times a day.

>Our work together over the last three years has been slow. However, with the help of extensive individual, group, and family psychotherapy, augmented by estrogen replacement therapy, with the full permission of his family, John has recently taken on a female name and is living full time in the female gender role. She is in the process of renewing and redefining her relationship with her family, and has successfully returned to work after an extended leave of absence.

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>>8826663
sounds like a weak willed beta that tried too hard to live the traditional cis life desu fampai

>>8826662
I don't use the board personally, but it's the "paranormal/occult/exc" board.

If someone's into paranormal/occult stuff, they're better off asking about that there than here.

Also, just for the record my IQ isn't low. Nice try.
IQ is also utter rubbish that while correlates
, again correlation does not = causation.


>>8826663
>maaturbating, up to 5 times a day
Hey look, I'm right again!
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
When you feed your mental illness, it results in it getting worse.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8825836
>>8825848
My belief is, even if I do crack past 40(currently 32), the world might be so trans friendly at that point that it'll have been worth the wait.

For some of us, we're well past the window of passability and fully masculinized, so transition would result in hondom and a huge drop in quality of life. That gives us older repressors strong incentive to keep repressing.

>>8826682
the strangest thing is how can someone divorce several decades of life to transition?

>>8826706
you can always just be a hon,
the quality of life is no where near being cis

and a pity pass feels just as bad as not passing

>>8826688
>blanchard psychiatry CIA slogons
acknowledging any part of the psychiatric sham that helped invent gender dysphoria and enforce it on vulnerable males as genuine is the first mistake of us all. tldr live in an isolated cabin with permaculture and a weight set

>>8825902
There was a wizard on /x/ that did a bodyswap for anon.

>>8826760
xD

>>8826729
Why do repressors always want to isolate themselves from society at large? Bro, society isn't the problem. You're the problem. You want to LARP pretending society is the problem so you can avoid self culpability. A real man goes through every day in the city without a blink and spits on your increased schizophrenia risk.

>>8826706
Some of us have possibility to look cute and still repress

>>8826769
Some of us do this but not me. I'm to involved in society to ever recluse myself. (legend at the uni)

>>8826688
>IQ is fake

lol

>>8826769
society has no impact on an increasingly huge number of mentally ill screwups rebelling against god's design because society tells them its ok, if you didn't want to be exposed to massive amounts of internet porn and poison microwave lasagnas at 12 years old you should have just realized the problem was your own and that society is fine and that the mythical real man is exposed to these things constantly but it has no effect on them. sound about right??? chode????

actually going through and doing that I.E NOT POSTING ON THIS WEBSITE is taking responsibility and is impossible to call LARP you fucking smoothbrain

>>8826779
>look cute

For now. Tick, tick, tick.

>>8826789
All that nonsensical drivel you just posted is more proof it's your fault and not society's. Nobody sat you in a chair and forced you to masturbate to gender bending doujins all day long. You made that choice. You deal with the repercussions. And if you can't, end your life.

>>8826729
>conspiratards
I don't believe in that bullshit.
>>>/x/

>>8826760
>>>/x/

>>8826769

That's why the START LIVING! Part is so important.

>>8826779
For looking "cute" >>>/femgen/

>>8826785
Never said it's "fake", just said it's correlation=causation rubbish.

It's a test that someone administers thst spits out a number that correlates with intelligence.

Every IQ test spits out different numbers.
It's not "fake" per se, but the information is fucking useless.

>>8826799
>I-it's just a number!

low IQ tells itself

no wonder you're stuck on here spamming the same two or three phrases all day long

>>8826789
Society is fucking cancer. But at the same time society is just the sum of the individuals in society.

The change starts with yourself.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8826790
>>>/mtfg/

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>>8826793
>And if you can't, end your life.

ow watch that edge anon

no reason to push other repressors even the ones who are a bit bonkers

>>8826803
>pointing out that men will not look like they're 22 forever is "tranny"

Why are you people so obsessed with youth?

>>8826805
People who cannot deal with the responsibilities resulting of their own actions don't deserve to draw breath no matter what they be.

>>8826802
I have a high IQ for the record. If anyone's IQ is low, it's yours as you can't fucking read.
>>8826688

Can't even use flawed logic correctly.
>>>/mtfg/, bitterhon.

>>8826811
>tells itself to go back to tranny throd

this is what low IQ in action looks like top kek

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>>8826809
E D G Y
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G
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>>8826819
Do you support serial murderers not being punished too?

>>8826790
Heh no, no, no. I have grow a long beard, gained weight, didn't took docs pills against hair loss etc. I'm fighting against this. But still my legs and eyes are girly, my shoulders not to broad and face look like softer/more fem version of dads. But it is not seen under massive beard and I shall also hit gym.

>>8826799
Like i said i have potencial to look cute, I don't do now and guys don't interest me at all

>>8826805
Encouraging suicide is disgusting to me, personally.
They need to go back to whatever shithole they came from, because it sure as fuck isn't here.

>>8826807
Assumed you were encouraging transition with the whole "You won't be cute forever so transition now" angle, apologies.
Not obsessed with youth.

Regardless, why the fuck are you here if you're not repressing/in support of?

>>8826809
/pol/ or not, please go back to the >>>/gaschamber/ that you came from.

>>8826828
>I am immune from aging

From doubt to delusion, lel. Enjoy being a dad.

>>8826830
>Assumed you were encouraging transition with the whole "You won't be cute forever so transition now" angle, apologies.

Because you have autism. Pointing out you won't be a cute young boy forever is basic fucking logic, no man on Earth should live with that delusion.

>>8826793
wrong again chud, your argument is exclusive to the person that makes no conscious effort and as you say does nothing but jack off and indulge themselves, but you're saying that attempting to isolate oneself is a sign that one is doing those things as opposed to the reality that is the exact opposite, the point is existing in that mindset for long enough to have GD develop means that GD is permanent, this is repression general after all. removing oneself from the society that allows that mindset to frolic among those that have no way to know better is seemingly the same as being in that mindset to you. but no matter, you called my post "nonsensical drivel" using big boy reddit comment words to disprove feminist posters, clearly showing that you got your GED four years after dropping out at 18 and are thus superior to me.

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>>8826824
You are the one who does not.
Transition is punishment for sissies who couldn't stop fapping to agp. You do believe in punishment don't you?

>>8826816
I wqsn't telling myself to go back to /mtfg/.
I was posting that so you could see I said that I had high IQ.

Done replying to the troll.

>>8826819
This. Needs to go back.
>>8826824
Strawman.
>>8826828
Don't think of being "cute", unless it's as a male. Don't trap yourself.

>>8826831
Hope that I will be able to be one someday :P

>>8826835
What big words? "Repercussions"? Is that a big scurry Redditor word to you?

This is what tranny autism looks like, folks. Enjoy the hermit life because you couldn't stop jerking it to hentai, seriously the standard of """"men"""" these days...

>>8826840
>>8826838
>the logic of people who support rehabilitation in prison systems

Truly, liberalism has done a number on this society.

>>8826840
I don't. I just said that despite the possibility that I could be decent looking woman. I still repress hard. And desu it has taken visual tall at me, but I don't mind really. I won't give up m good life to agp.

>>8826831
Talking shit isn't an argument.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8826834
Did the guy ever claim he'd be eternally youthful?

>calling someone autistic
Not an argument.

>>8826835
He's just an edgefag. Don't mind the shills.

>>8826838
It's not a "punishment". Fapping to AGP does make it worse however, buy please fuck off with the edge. Not going to reply to any edgelordfags from now on.

>>8826856
>Did the guy ever claim he'd be eternally youthful?

>>8826828
>But still my legs and eyes are girly, my shoulders not to broad and face look like softer/more fem version of dads

Pretty delusional. I feel sorry for the 40+ yo that still hasn't grown the fuck up and continues to crossdress because it thinks it "looks cute" (vomit).

>>8826855
Alright. Keep on fighting the good fight, don't mind all these butthurt shills that have so little of a life that they shitpost on /lgbt/ when they aren't even LGBT or even discussing LGBT beyond muh degeneracy.

>>8826862
>>8826856
>uses epic /pol/ memes like "shills" and molyneux
>pretends it's not from /pol/

LARPing loser

>>8826858
Strawman.
"Still girly" does not = claim that they'd be eternally youthful.

Done posting here for now, have fun shitposting.

I do agree however, that bitterhons are sad. But it's not a matter of "growing up". It's a mental illness. You can't just "grow up" out of mental illness.

>>8826865
I've never mentioned "molyneux".

Shills are shills, I'm not from /pol/, I just like to say shills because it's funny they claim to be shilled, and all they fucking do is shill in other boards and fuck them up.

I'm not "LARPing" or from /pol/.
I once visited /pol/ to have a real discussion with their viewpoint and they told me to transition for fucks sake! Fuck that board.

>>8826858
Even better. And I'm 26 and haven't crossdress in life, hav a massive beard etc. So?

>>8826862
I will. I have to many reasons to fight that I won't give. Remember friend:
Vita est millitia super terram (life on earth is struggle). To give you my view - we were dealt shit cards and we must prove ourself strongs in face of temptations. But since we have free will it is always a choice in the end, always. If we just sucumb to urges, how can we remain humans at the end?

>>8826872
>>8826868
>"Done posting here for now"
>makes another post

complete autism

>>8826872
I went to pol to have a discussions and they are imbecilles and I'm right wing af

>>8826868
>You can't just "grow up" out of mental illness

You can. Ask John Nash. If he can argue himself out of his own fucking schizophrenia with no doctors and no psychiatric attention to speak of you can get over your fucking hentai addiction.

>>8826844
enjoy dying of a heart attack at 35 from eating frozen pizzas and drinking cream sodas all day incel, but at least you used a word that was on your 8th grade special ed english class test to fail at telling off a tranny online!!

>free will

I've lost my belief in free will. I've come to the conclusion that it's just a delusion.

Any arguments for it?

>>8826885
I'm amazed at this level of tard salt coming off someone just for being wrong.

I'm 23, how do I harden my resolve and find the strength to keep going on? I've kept myself in check for years without any help, but my resolve is wavering and I'm not convinced I won't have a breakdown later in life. Should I go to church and try to find strength through a higher power or whatever it is addicts do?

>>8826889
south park wasn't right that holding any sort of strong obscure conviction was deserving of mockery, you know?

>>8826911
No, but isolating yourself from society because you think it's all a secret cabal to force you to jerk off to gender bending doujins is certainly deserving of mockery. I mean honestly, reread your posts and tell me for truth. What should I take seriously?

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>>8826902
accept 420 as your Lord and Savior

and smoke weed every day to keep the dysphoria at bay

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>>8824415
>>8824421
>>8824917
I've been sober apart from the occasional social drink with a meal

Just renewed my gym

>>8826932
recently found this general
is there a wiki or something for this general's lore?

what's a spartan?

>>8826916
>i'll discredit him by implying he believes in the stereotypical conspiracy theorist tripe

nobody is out to get me or anybody, this was the natural progression of western society and all these effects are lazarus responses, jumping ship before it can cause any more harm to anyone is the ideal

>>8826924
Do I really have to be high all the time? I don't even drink, and I've never really wanted to 420 blaze it.

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>>8826935
It's a long story

Basically lifter with dysphoria who tried too hard to be macho and cis

Had a breakdown
Started hrt, went nuts for bit
Stopped before it did any damage

Became a homo instead and acts masc in public but has a dominant bf and is very happy being a submissive bottom for him

>>8826936
>I don't believe in conspiracies! Honest!
>Did you know western society is dying because of all these fags????

lol the tunnel vision

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>>8826944
why do you think that im in the camp that western society is dying because of degeneracy or something of similar retardation? i've only ever been of the opinion that it has always been an abomination throughout its entire history, it rises up causing incalculable suffering to those that were there before and it dies causing suffering to all those in it rinse and repeat. there is no funny big nose jew man or lizard bringing down empires because they don't like them, western society always has been the product of itself and always will be

>>8826902
If you want religious perspective write to [email protected]

>>8826941
Experiment and regulate your own usage accordingly.
I smoke about 1g each week and manage to stay high 80% of the time I am awake. Does not work the same at all for each individual and if you don't use it as a tool with meditation to fight dysphoria it could even make it worse. Weed is a very useful relaxing tool if used correctly but it's in no way a cure.

>>8826959
I generally don't contact people off of 4chan, even with throwaway emails, due to some other issues I have. It's nice to have a reply that isn't trying to sell me on weed though. I'll consider sending an email.
>>8826972
>Weed is a very useful relaxing tool if used correctly
What if it's used incorrectly?

>>8826941
>>8826983
Important note, in my specific case it makes me much more emotional and optimistic. I can actually look in the mirror and even appreciate my masculine features, it helps with self love.

The thing is that weed is more of a catalyst, if used incorrectly and you are mentally unstable AS FUCK then you could actually go cray cray. You would have to be a total autist to actually lose your mind from weed.

>>8826992
I can't imagine I'm the picture of mental stability, but I don't believe I'm a total autist so maybe it wouldn't be too bad.

>>8826983
Np. I just found it hard to have actual conversation on 4chan. But here you go.
I'm cradle Catholic who become really devout later in life in college and have also studied theology.

One of "titles" of Church is also ecclesia millitans which translate as fighting Church as it is part of the faith (that modernists deny it) that world is in kind of spiritual war which last from the fall and will last to the end of time. In this view, human is part of great drama in which he try to keep his very soul in spite of all temptations. So,while moral framework is hard to upheld (i'm into women and rich so temptation to casual sex is hard) it is actually liberating.

Accepting you freedom of will that you can resist them, accepting your worth ss being image of God, accepting reality of spiritual war make dysphoria much lesse demon to beat

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>>8827033
so you basically larp that your dysphoria is a succubus?

I can get behind this for all the wrong reasons.

>>8827033
So if I'm reading this right, it could help to view myself as one of god's "soldiers" in this holy war that effects us all, and by refraining from impure desires I'm doing a good thing by winning small battles in the war for humanity's collective soul?

I'm a pleb when it comes to religion. I've never even attended a church service or read more than a few pages from the bible.

>>8826688
The thing is though, when you masturbate 3 times and over your testosterone levels go down, it also increase the feel good chemicals in your brain. Coupled with any fantasies he might have and it's like sedition.

But I did nofap and funnily enough after one mouth and AGP and urges to be more feminine just got worse.

But it looks like am fem no matter what I do, i've been trying to live a straight and narrow male for now only to find there's little I force myself to change on.

>>8827068
That's because nofap atrophies your balls. Many people with nofap report testicular and/or penis atrophy.

Use it or lose it.

>>8827062
It is not meant literally. But basically, it is a temptation to sin, I must resist.

>>8827067
Well, every Catholic is called to sainthood and chastity and we all have temptation to resist. Look at St. Augustine of Hippo, who was womanizer, drunk, heretic and fought against his urges. Like we all should. Falling to temptation is losing the fight for our souls. Therefore yes, life is war for orthodox Catholics.

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Does anyone else check every few hours tfgamessite for any updates? Every day? For the past 5 years?
I try to type thepiratebay and I compulsively type tfgamessite. And I still can't but repress.

>>8827076
>Therefore yes, life is war for orthodox Catholics.
neat. Maybe viewing my temptations as the devil's tricks trying to damn my soul with sin and appreciating the free will I exhibit in resisting such temptation might help. I mean, it definitely couldn't hurt.

Thanks for talking with me anon, I can only hope I haven't bastardized your beliefs and what you've said. I've got to get some sleep, but I'll definitely consider sending an email and I'll stick around in the thread.

#killallmen

>>8827073
if only it was true we wouldnt need AAs

>>8827086
never, why

#feminizethefuture

>>8827105
>>8827110
Oh, look, feminists. It's like going to the zoo.

Fight for what is right.

STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.

>>8827145
blah blah blah you're really fucking repetitive.

>>8827141
I'm not a feminist, but my dick is.

Can't help my nature.

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>>8827141
and guess who's behind the bars? all those wild animals

dae wanna be a girl but like specifically at 30
like i've cared about being A Man more times than others but i specifically hate the idea of being a 30 year old man and would rather be a 30 year old woman, is that stuuupid?

>>8827177
You sound like someone who needs to seek help. Either from a therapist or an english teacher.

>>8827177
Lay off the booze, being a man is much better as you get older than being a woman, women are only good as long as they are young and pretty.

What help me repressing is fact that old women are hags

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>>8827105
>>8827110
>>8827173
The only people who can defeat men are men

>>8827222
But for all intents and purposes I am a man.

My dick's hidden agenda is just motivation for a better more trans friendly future. The fact that I can't accept that I am a man does not disqualify me from beating yo bitch ass up.

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>>8827200
>>8827215
no way like i've given up on being a young girl old woman is what i'm aiming for and if i can't get that i'll be like genesis p-orridge or walter mercado

>>8826935
>what's a spartan?
The anon you just replied to.

>>8827172
Your dick? What the fuck?

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>>8827173

>>8827173
>>8827381
Maybe if society weren't so biased against men there wouldn't be so many of us wishing we were girls.

>>8827392
I have strong belief in patriarchy and my damn feelings are just stupid agp

>>8827395
Patriarchy is a system of male duty in service to females.

>>8827392
make it "against feminine men" and you are speaking truth
the chads are still living the dream

>>8827395
you are literally rebelling against yourself
if your mind is a dictatorship then the rebellion is only a matter of time, even if it results in suicide
try to reform your mind into a democracy slowly

>>8827415
>the chads are still living the dream
Not compared to women they aren't.

"Privilege as long as you comply" is no privilege.

>>8827417
Yes they are. The handsome men and gorgeous women that fit into their expected gender roles are literally living the dream compared to us.

>>8827415
Rebelling against myself how? By following reason instead of feelings?

>>8827423
>The man who serves is living the dream

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REMINDER THAT AGP IS THE SYMPTON AND NOT THE SOURCE
UNFUCK YOURSELF
REPRESSION DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU SHOULD NOT MEND YOUR SOUL'S FRAGMENTS

>>8827430
>saudi chads serving women

It literally legal to rape women

>>8827430
you simply don't have an alpha chad close friend to understand
the last thing that they do is serve

>>8827434
bunny - me
big strong manhand - repgen

>>8827434
[citation needed]

>>8827437
Saudi Arabia is a different matter but you're still joking if you think being a man there is pleasant.

>>8827434
Please construct sentences with meaning.

>>8827440
or you don't spot how they are serving just because they're happy with it.

>>8827449
>implying serving is bad
>implying my alpha chad's gf isn't essentially cucking me

keep lying to yourself, I would gladly serve the right kind of alpha

>>8827454
I serve a chad

He's called my boyfriend

>>8827440
>>8827454
>the last thing they do is serve
>implying serving is bad

>>8827475
and in the metaphor his gf is cucking me by serving him, instead of me serving him
I think it's called reading comprehension.

Are there actual sexually dominant males with gender dysphoria? And if yes is the dominance just a phase?

>>8827251
Porridge is a total AGP tranny freak tho
if you have the money for surgeries then go ahead and live your dream

>>8826924
This! This is what I do! You can just get high after work everyday. It seems to help a lot. Better to be a silly stoner than a dysphoric tranny.

>>8826992
I just become dude weed lmao! Weed makes me silly not emotional. Although i'm strongly introverted already. I do notice in a year of smoking it almost everyday I have less dysphoria over being masc and living as a dude though. It can short circuit AGP symptoms sometimes too.

>>8827076
>tfw not a womanizer cuz too beta and introverted
>can pass if off as being chaste and saintly

>>8827413
No it isn't, it's a system that, in theory, would work if people still cared about each other. Instead, the toxic version we have now is vile and oppresses EVERYONE (both women and men), although it oppresses them in very different ways.

It LITERALLY turns men into retards with only half a functioning brain, who then in turn beat anything that scares their fragile ego.

>>8827578
Your defense of it is a perfect example of how it trains men to serve women without even being aware of it.

>>8827595
I'm not a man, so I'm not quite sure how you think that works.

Also, it's not a 'blind defense'. I submit that the blind one is the one whose ego is so huge it cannot tell the truth of the overall picture from the myopic view of self.

>>8827602
>I'm not a man
Oh?

>I submit that the blind one is the one whose ego is so huge it cannot tell the truth of the overall picture from the myopic view of self.
I see, your ultimate argument is 'no u'.

>>8827602
>I'm not a man
What are you then?

>>8827615
... Probably a woman?

>>8827613
>"Hur dur see it trains you!"
You consider that an 'argument'? My, how standards continue to plummet in my old age.

>>8827615
I'm a woman. Shouldn't be too hard to reason out. But I'm not here to discuss me, I'm here to discuss the patriarchy.

>>8827626
>>8827636
a woman (male), male (woman) or cis woman?

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>mfw I realize I actually identify as a male (female (male)).

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>Spend a week doing nothing but getting fucked by bf and eating good food and coffee
>come back to gym
>strength gains and new PRs

Sweet, I'm an Androgen vampire

>>8827415
Still don't understand those things about my head

>>8827636
I was just explaining how the patriarchy controls men. Not trying to make some personal attack argument against anyone who disagreed with me like you were.

>>8827741
Everything controls everybody y know. Power comes from everywhere and is everywhere, we are slaves one way or another. (cynic understanding of Foucault).

Patriarchy control man snd woman. And it should. Society would fail into chaos otherwise

>>8827871
t. trained male

>>8827881
Of course. Best manners in the world. Mgtow is faggotry par exellance

hi repression general,
transitioning is bar impossible in my country and it's illegal to import hormones. hopefully I'm welcome here while I spend the rest of my life in denial

>>8827902
May I ask which country?

>>8827741
I'm actually not trying to be overly antagonistic, anon. I sincerely apologize. Bunker mentality gets me from time to time, I'm not a total angel.

>>8827881
>*suspecting this post is also ((you))*
I'll give ya this one. Agree.

>>8827905
Norway
I know, I know, being part of scandinavia you would think otherwise, but no

>>8827912
>I sincerely apologize. Bunker mentality gets me from time to time, I'm not a total angel.
That's ok anon. Yes the other post was me. I guess I have a bunker mentality too with disagreeing with anything defending stuff like patriarchy that's bad for males. What's your bunker mentality towards?

>>8827920
Listen to Burzum, read Vargs blog etc. Joke man. Welcome to repgen

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>>8827920

>>8827902
Of course you're welcome here!

>>8827920
Why is transitioning almost impossible there? Can't you move?

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>>8827929
I'm defender of patriarchy because I'm traditionalist. You do you.

>>8827929
>what's your bunker mentality towards?
The number of men who legitimately labor under the belief that women have some kind of simple, cherished, easy life. They tend to be very abusive towards others, often narcissistic...in short, they're generally /pol/. When I see that kind of talk, I try to swing their attention to how the very definitions they're using don't usually mean what they think it means. But, as an INFP, I'm typically overwordy (and Goddess help me I've tried to learn to be shorter, I really have...) and it doesn't always come across the way I intend.

The patriarchy definitely hurts men, too. Its all part of the game of polarization, but no one really ever talks about those kinds of things. Both sides think the other has it so easy, and neither is right (because in reality there are NO sides to the question, it's a false middle).

>>8827920
Embrace your heritage


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6CMMunWB50

>>8827929
So what should we have if no patriarchy, huh?

>>8827937
You're not the anon I was talking to though?

>>8827956
I'd like to talk somewhere if that's ok?

>>8827956
>all this post

You give me hope for humanity.

>>8828022
I wouldn't know how to do that desu anon, I'm not exactly a social media maven (4chan is my only SM). On top of that I need to leave shortly, but i'll be back in about 4 hours give or take.

>>8827937
>implying patriarchy is real
ere you from Saudi Arabia or something

>>8827956
Reading r/gendercritical is a good way to get a different perspective and see the world through the eyes of some very bitter women. Just don't take it too seriously.

I feel that as men, we can end up being on the outside looking in. So we don't really know what its like to be a woman. I fell for the MRA meme when younger, around my mid 20s. For me it was a combination of never having a sister, girlfriend, or female friends, AGP that I'd been coping with for over a decade, being very introverted, shy, awkward and quite socially isolated. Also the rapidly rising SJW culture that made being a straight white male problematic instead of awesome.

>>8830217
How did you transition from MRA to feminist?

>>8827165
Doesn't change the fact I'm right.
Repeat a truth 1000 times it's still true.

>>8830535
Well i'm not really a hardcore feminist, i'm more of a rightwing feminist if you could call it that. I'm sympathetic to some MRA stuff but i'm also sympathetic towards women. I still despise SJW feminism.

It was kinda a gradual shift I just got burnt out from hate and bittnerness and realized from working retail with women for many years that they're quite capable and intelligent. Some of the anti MRA rightwing stuff I saw over the years inspired me a bit too. The final nail in the coffin was a strong dysphoria attack, I didn't feel like a man anymore. How could I hate what I desired to be?

>>8830863
>i'm more of a rightwing feminist if you could call it that.
What exactly does that viewpoint involve?

>Some of the anti MRA rightwing stuff I saw over the years inspired me a bit too.
What was it?

>How could I hate what I desired to be?
MRA doesn't necessarily mean hating women does it? What was your hateful view back then?

>>8827935
I don't think moving is an option, I'm enrolled in university and I will have to pay large amounts of money to get anywhere if I decide to move out of the country. I'll be making a plea to my doc but I'm expecting a life of repression.

>>8830942
What are Norway's transition rules?

>>8830926
>What exactly does that viewpoint involve
Supporting equal rights for women and freedom to make their own choices. But at the same time accepting that they are different than men and shouldn't try to change that. So for example I feel the average woman would be happier being a stay at home mom or having a part time job than being a childless full time corporate drone. I don't believe there should be a push to balance professions out. Dude professions like tech or the military should remain that way. Not male only but male centric. Let men be men and women be women.

>What was it?
Well ideas like MRA just being social justice for men, or that men and women are different but worthy of respect in their own way. Theres a funny and insightful /pol/ish paleocon site that helped inspire me to change my perspective too. www.mpcdot.com
Catholicanon would probably love it.

>MRA doesn't necessarily mean hating women does it? What was your hateful view back then?

It's supposed to be about improving the lot of men and making things fairer. But it ends up having a lot of misogyny and male supremacy attached to it.

In my MRA days I thought as a man I was oppressed by a misandrist society, women were hypergamous immoral sluts, and as a man I was smarter, more rational, and better than them.

>>8831434
Catholianon here. XD
If it is paleocon I would love it.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9ZyeWjJF7A

>>8831837
E D G Y
D
G
Y

I see we're having another slow day here. Has any of you ever fucked up because of repression? As in, doing some stupid shit or making up something really embarrassing to cover up for the trans.

>>8830616
Hey Cureanon! Read this: >>8831887

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Spartan is enjoying some vodka and irn bru with dinner

YUM

im a repressed cis guy. Im taking hormones just because it's hotter for my AGP but have no dysphoria or otherwise a real interest in femininity. It's a very conflicting mindstate.

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The rest of you should get boyfriends so repgen can merge into gaygen and have a happy ending

>>8833169
>im a ... cis guy.
>my AGP

>>8832542
Read and responded.
[citation still needed]

>>8833169
>>>/agpg/
All hormone takers should be either in /femgen/, /agpg/, /mtfg/ or /hrtgen/.

You're not a repressor if you're trapping yourself.
>>8833202
Not about to happen. I'm not interested in love.
>>8833241
AGP does not = trans in all cases.
See: /agpg/

>>8833397
WHY nooooot


Men are awesome!
Don't waste your life alone

>>8833404
A few reasons.
The biggest being that I'm agp-as-an-orientation and almost anything sexual is feeding my mental illness.
I'm completely asexual unless I feel like a girl.

The second being I believe love requires openness and honesty, none of which I can truly be if I'm hiding being AGP/Trans/Dysphoric.

Thirdly, It wouldn't help me in the long run. Love causes pain in the end.

And no, coming out as a cureanon isn't an option.

>>8833415
Is it a mental illness or an orientation?

>>8833397
Also not all repressors are into men.

>>8833428
Both. Paraphilias are a mental illness as well as an orientation.

I could deal with the paraphilia if I could cure the dysphoria behind it.

>>8833432
This is true. I'm psuedo-bi myself, so I'm into both. Men and women.

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Were the creators of modern feminism and the whole social justice cancer people with gender dysphoria?

Does this whole cancer originate from others with the same daily struggles?

Are we deserters? Forsaken by both sides of society?

>>8833530
Wouldn't surprise me.
The utter delusion of bitterhons can only be matched by the most rabid feminists in existance.

/repgen/ is the resistance.
Real dysphoria, real people.
Never stop fighting.

>inb4 /pol/
No. The radical right is just as cancer as the radical left.

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>>8833415
My bf knows I had a tranny crisis and he's absolutely supportive and encouraging of my recovery

And imo when I had gay sex you realise how pointless it is to wanna be a women when you can homo

>>8833543
I'll never tell anyone IRL that I'm AGP/Trans/Dysphoric, ever. It's not worth the risk.

That excludes love from being a possibility for me. I'm honestly not even interested in relationships anyway.

>>8833551
>I'm honestly not even interested in relationships anyway.
Aren't ace AGPs the most dysphoric of all?

>>8833415
>completely asexual unless a girl
I'm lucky that my AGP still lets me function as a straight dude.

>>8833551
Same. Specially since type of woman I would want would even less accept

WHERE ARE ALL THE DOMINANT WOMEN IN SOCIETY???

How and where do I meet doms?
I am in desperate need for some gentle loving femdom.
I would even stop repressing and transition into a bitterhon if I was seduced into it by a dom qt.
WHERE THE FUCK IS A WOMAN TO PUT ME IN MY PLACE? WHY ARE ALMOST ALL OF THEM SUBS?

Is it a relativity thing? Have I become too dom by repressing for life? Is it simply that I cannot attract a woman who is more dominant than me?
Because I sure as fuck attract subs.

>>8834272
THIs is why you need to drop this hetero shit and go gay

Your a square trying to fit in a circularly hole

>>8834278
the problem fagfriend is that I find the male body disgusting
I can't even understand having dysphoria and liking men at the same time. If you get a boner by sexy men, why aren't you jealous of them?

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>>8834283
Because it's easy to match their form

Just training and consistency
My dysphoria melted away when I got a bf

>>8834299
where do I get a domfu?

>>8834283
>If you get a boner by sexy men, why aren't you jealous of them?
what is meta-attraction

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literally give me a mistress

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>>8834299
>Because it's easy to match their form
yup, as a male, i'm no longer ashamed of my shoulders and lack of hips, and be happy in my own form

and having someone who supports you seems ideal

>>8833579
Potentially. I have very strong AGP/Dysphoria, but I am much stronger.

I will never stop fighting for the cure.

>>8833862
Indeed. Thankfully I don't care about relationships anyway.

>>8834000
Exactly this.
>>8834272
Women are more subs than doms on average.
Just how it is. You need to keep searching.

Gentle loving femdom is rare to find.
>>8834278
Can't go gay if you're not gay.
I'd love to "go cis" but I can't.
>>8834283
Transbian.

>>8834299
Glad it's working for you, Spartan - but not everyone is able.

>>8834304
This is a question.

>>8834321
Cute. As a psuedobiscum, I can enjoy both as long as I'm a girl.

However, no fapping for me.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8834366
You could try gay hypnosis

>>8834376
I could, but the issue isn't with being gay.
I can go for girls or guys no issue.
That won't fix the AGP behind it.
I'm literally 100% ace unless I view myself as a girl.

>>8834376
is there anti-agp hypnosis?
it sounds like the equivalent of cuckolding ntr

>>8834398
Actually never mind please don't answer.
Anti-AGP hypnosis would be literally torture for me.

>>8828115
If I post an email, will you message me?

What would happen if you brainwashed a F2M repressor with sissy AGP hypnosis porn?
Could the cure be some kind of autocorrect?

>>8834398
>>8834412
You'd have to make a file for repressors, basically have it de-feminize you and make you 100% cis or something. As far as I know, hypnosis doesn't work that way.

The issue is everything sexuality wise for me including my emotional/romantic attraction involves me being a girl. I'm completely ace as a guy, I mean my sexuality and romantic attraction is nonexistant.

I can't see how you can fix that without outright curing my AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, as it'd just make me incredibly dysphoric even if I was able.

Thankfully I can live a happy and healthy life as an ace guy with NoFap.

>>8834436
There's uber masculine files out there that many MtFs have tried, as far as I know it doesn't work.

A file of the sorts would basically be conversion therapy, which we all know doesn't work.

>>8834437
are you really happy with NoFap? I can't even abstain more than 9 days

>>8834451
NoFap has honestly helped me a lot.
It's far from a cure, but it's helped me a great deal because I'm not actively feeding my mental illness, it also builds willpower and determination.

It takes a while and a lot of tries to get started for most people. If the AGP gets worse when you NoFap, that means it's likely NoFap will help you.

You need to tough out the 90 days. And if that doesn't work, it can take up to 2 years.

The worst case scenario is that you build willpower and discipline, and it doesn't help you beyond that, but that allows you to repress and fight for what you want with pride.

>>8834272
There is hardly any dominant women. Your best chance is to find another man.

>>8834462
I think I have actually already lost to my AGP but I still repress for life because I wouldn't pass. I don't even think I could persuade myself to try NoFap, fapping is literally one of the few things that give me joy.

>>8834272
If transbians were much more common and/or there was tons of female GAMPs, I'd probably try the bitterhon thing.

who only very slightly a tranny? the more i crossdress the stronger it gets because i notice the agp desire/reality incongruency more and more, but it tends to go away after a few weeks of nofap. It's just a very slight dislike of my masculine features, coupled with a hidden fear of it growing over time, and a fear of masculinization (justified one at that.) Idk if im being a bitch about this desu, because it's not intense yet im still thinking of starting anti androgens, but will never start estrogen because in no way do i identify with girls.

>>8835119
Not even close, I've mentally been more tranny than cis since I can even remember me.
I've never even crossdressed but I've been having AGP fantasies all of my life. You can't imagine the regret of remembering being a self aware 12 years old and consciously choosing to repress for the rest of my life in order to not tear my family apart, and the family tears apart anyway more than a decade later.

All for fucking nothing. I literally sacrificed my biggest desire for nothing.

I guess that's life.

>>8834518
I understand. You need to find something you enjoy apart from fapping, and iddally a sort of passion or meaning to pursue. Then everything else is easy!

>>8835119
This is true for all "trannies", feeding the mental illness makes it worse while NoFap reverses what you've done to screw up your brain..

You're not being a "bitch". You need to keep on NoFap as long as you possibly can, and it should all but dissapear. You're free to change your appearance to be more femme if you wish, a femboy if you will without HRT.

>>8835720
Unfortunately you got the unlucky rare variant of AGP. Crossdressing just makes us dysphoric, having to choose to repress and it's extremely strong dysphoria.

You didn't repress for nothing.
There are many reasons to fight this cruel, cruel mental illness.
Let's fight for the cure together.

>>8835902
I can't fight anymore. I'm too tired.
But I also can't stop repressing.
I need a mistress to seduce me into submission and self acceptance.

>have the smallest ass I have ever seen
>it even has stretch marks even though it has been a skeleton ass forever
>for so many years I've been getting monthly pimples on my ass
>so many fucking acne scars I have literally the ugliest ass ever
>constantly can't sit properly because of the pimples
>yesterday I got more worried than usual because of the latest pimple's persistency
>record video with my phone in order to check what's up
>can't even properly see the pimple because of fucking ASSHAIR
>I've grown so much asshair that I almost have a panic attack

There are other 3-4 even more fucked up genetic traits that are as bad as they can get. Whatever the fuck I ever do I would only get the bare minimum positives if I transitioned. Literally cucked by genetics.

I repress because society is kinder to a 7/10 male than it is to a 1.75/10 bitterhon.

>>8835954
Don't give in to the AGP.
If you must submit to anyone, submit to yourself.
Let yourself be open with your feelings, but also still pull yourself out of it before trapping yourself.

Give yourself a release valve on the repression without trapping yourself.

Also stop fucking fapping if you fap.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

I keep hearing nofap being thrown around here. Would nofap help out everyone or just those who fap every day?

>>8835979
Mostly those who fap daily.
For those who don't fap as often, it still has great effects however.
It helps pretty much everyone in regards to willpower and determination.
It's a great way to build yourself up and kickstart a better life, the START LIVING! Portion.

>>8835971
>Let yourself be open with your feelings, but also still pull yourself out of it before trapping yourself.
>Give yourself a release valve on the repression without trapping yourself.

YES

I NEED to do this, but how do I do it?
How the FUCK do I do this?

>>8835984
Alright. I only fap a few times a week, but I figure I'll give it another shot. iirc last time I tried nofap I went a month and didn't notice any real effects.

>>8835985
It takes time and dedication, as with everything else.

NoFap unironically also helps me access my emotions easier, as well.

What I'd personally reccomend is lying down and spend some time with yourself, just letting yourself feel. Meditation helps if you're into that, if not you can put on some music, try to get yourself into a sort of trance state if possible.

It will most likely be painful at first, as the unrepression needs to happen, but you should eventually get to a point where you can pull yourself in and out of repression with ease, and then be able to cope much easier.

Seriously, cis or AGP/Trans/Dysphoric, man or woman or whatever, you need to pay attention to your emotions and let them out from time to time. Repress the AGP/Trans/Dysphoria when you need to, but don't repress who you are for goodness sake. Don't try to force yourself to be someone you aren't, but don't trap yourself either.

It's a fine balance, and it takes time and dedication to get right.

As with everything in life, it's a struggle.

>>8835990
Yeah, you need to go a minimum of 90 days to get fairly strong effects, in extreme cases up to 2 years.

For me, around the 40 day mark is when it seriously starts to work.

>>8835996
If all I've done my entire life is repressing, if I broke up with my ex because I realized that she loved my repression and not me, if I subconsciously force myself to be socially dominant all the time while it is fucking TORTURE, then how do I not force myself to be someone I'm not?

I swear if no woman puts me in my place and instead they let me snowball I will end with so many psychological issues that I will become the next hitler.

Hard core repression Catholic style:

- transition: mortal sin
- fapping: mortal sin
- sex outside marriage: mortal sin
- homo sex: mortal sin
- crossdressing: mortal sin

>>8836021
>you have to pay the local scam artist mafia for a ceremony in order to have intercourse

that's gay as fuck though

>>8836015
You need to stop being fake.
What is the first step in doing that?
Find out who the true "you" is.

Don't force yourself to be dominant, thst's just torturing yourself. I'm not asking you to be dominant, I'm asking you to be assertive.

Don't be a fucking doormat.
Be submissive and open but have boundaries.

Open yourself up, try to feel who you truly are, ignoring all gender-related things here.

Get in touch with your inner self.
You don't need to be put in your place, you need to put yourself in the right place.

You can't rely on others to fix your issues.
If you really want a dom and it's the only thing you want, the only place you're going to find one is the BDSM community.

There's dominatrixes out there, and you can express yourself that way if you must.

>>8836021
>christianity
Don't reccomend.
You wonder why all the priests are pedos and or homosexuals..

It's just a place where repressors go to die.

>>8836029
This. Christianity is gay.

>>8836036
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5q4u1nE6tI
AMEN!

>>8836033
Too scared to try to search for a local BDSM community.

>inb4 sekrit mystery club exists somewhere around here just like on my japanese anime

>>8836040
Good ol' Milo.
Everything he makes is a shitpost, but they're great shitposts.

>>8836047
I can't find best video about Catholicism by him where he quote Evelyn Vaugh: You become a protestant because you think you are a good person, you become a Catholic because you know you are not.

>>8836043
Just look online then.
Ever tried roleplaying?
I wouldn't reccomend it in normal cases, but it seems you're pretty desperate.

And probably, BDSM places are surprisingly common but they're very well hidden.

>>8836049
It's some good stuff.
Thanks for the laugh, I needed a break from the bitterhons I've been replying to on other threads.

>>8836052
nah won't search for it

I'll have to find a dom gf somehow

>>8836057
If you are ''cureanon'' I would like to discuss with you on more serious level, I think we have much to discuss. [email protected]

>>8836062
If you're not willing to work for it, how do you expect to get anything in life?

Things don't just happen, you have to go out there and get it.

I know life is hard, but you have to do what you have to do. Stop letting your fears hold you back.

Let your feelings be felt, but rely on logic and truth to show you the way, and never be fearful.

>>8836064
I don't use off-site communications, apologies.
I have a strict rule of no communications outside of 4chan.
You're free to have serious discussions here on 4chan, and while I do understand why you'd like off-site communications I can't do that I'm afraid.
I'm a strong supporter of freedom of speech and public imageboards.
Nothing but an imageboard works for me.

The beauty of imageboards is that ideas come over personalities. Tripfaggots do their best to ruin that, but it still applies.

I'm "cureanon", as in the main poster who spreads the truth if that's what you mean.

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>Tfw get drunk on vodka last night cause bored
>tfw no subconscious issues rise
>just get really happy and chill

Sweet

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>>8836066
No I won't go and drop spaghetti to some cringeworthy larping clowns thank you very much.

I want to be conquered and mentally sissyfied by my personal demi-goddess.
It will most likely literally never happen, but the hope keeps me from an heroing this shit.

>>8836071
>drinking again
Stop poisoning yourself.
I know who you are, I've seen your posts before.
Quit drinking, please.
It's as bad as trapping yourself.

>>8836072
So it's a fantasy. In general, it won't happen short of LARP. Understandable that you don't wish to just roleplay however, you want the real deal.

You can always, uh create a tulpa or something.

>>8836070
No problem. I preffer of site because it is less disturbed, but here we go. You have my total support. I mean really. And also, what you are saying are also words the Church.

I believe that all this confusion come from philosophical foundation of modernity - words no longer bear inherent meaning but are only term to use as we please. Therefore constant revolution is now at gender - abolishing gender as a step towards abolishing very concept of nature of man as step towards transhumanism.

I pledge myself at service of God, Church and tradition. And I will defend everything that is sacred again its enemies.

>>8836077
>tulpa

uh
is that political correct for split personality?

>>8836084
It was a meme post, but yeah pretty much.

>>8836080
While I'm personally non-religious, I can agree with the fact that everything is being "twisted" over time. The push of the "narratives" has only gotten worse over time.

I'm glad there's people like you out there. We need to fight as best we can.

By the way, I'm about to head off, it's quite late where I am. I'll absolutely respond to you tomorrow or whenever I get a chance. Apologies for cutting off the conversation here for now.

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Is there an actress who can cause more dysphoria than Stephanie Corneliussen?

Seriously what the fuck.

>>8836066
>Stop letting your fears hold you back
>tfw been a slave to my anxiety and fears for years
I honestly didn't know I was anxious all the time because being anxious was just my default state growing up. I'm so afraid all the time over things I shouldn't be worried about. How do I conquer fear when I'm afraid of conquering it?

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>tfw

>>8836356
Is that some kind of lesbian orgy?

I'm having a tranny crisis.

I literally feel like a tranny. I actually identify now in my heart of hearts as trans. I can't even believe that I am a male anymore.

I literally can't persuade myself that I am a man.
I actually believe that my mind has been beaten into submission and feminized by all the rediculously cruel traumatic experiences that I had to overcome.
I survived but I lost my mental masculinity and the will to even try.

I've been broken into ghosthood.
How do I not become a bitterhon again?
When my ptsd literally gets triggered daily?

>>8836970
>I actually believe that my mind has been beaten into submission and feminized by all the rediculously cruel traumatic experiences that I had to overcome.

what do u mean by this? usually bad experiences just make you miserable not emasculated.

>>8836970
>I actually believe that my mind has been beaten into submission and feminized by all the rediculously cruel traumatic experiences that I had to overcome.
???

>>8837004
>>8837022
was having a mental breakdown while high af
feeling better

>>8837798
Well what did you mean by it?

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>>8836356
>ywn be a real woman
I wish I could just fap to this like a normal male instead of getting sad and envious.

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>>8836970
that passes

my male alter has grown dominant and powerful with my nurturing
whatever doesent kill you
makes you stronger

spartan, the perfect synergy of masculinity and submissive homosexuality

superior to most but subordinate to only my special love


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDc3kF2pAT0

>tfw new benchpress pr today

>>8836155
You have to push through it.
Do everything you can to conquer your fears.
Start small, and work your way up from there,
Also, unironically NoFap helps build willpower, so I'd give it a shot. STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8836356
Linking AGP fetish fuel
>>>/whatever degenerate boards people post porn or softcore porn on/

>>8836970
You've identified with your mental illness.

You're not a tranny, you have a condition called gender dysphoria. Transition doesn't work, and has no long-term proven benefits.

You need to de-identify with your mental illness.
This world is cruel, and harsh.
We shouldn't have to fight this hard, but all we can do is fight.

You need to find your fire, and fight again.
I can't help you do this beyond giving you advice.

This has happened to me before in the past, and the best thing I can reccomend is simply give yourself some time, let yourself rest as much as you can, and whatever you do DON'T TRAP YOURSELF.

>>8837004
It makes one feel weak, and powerless as to their experiences, as if they have no control.

This leaves one submissive and feminine to life's hellish experience.

>>8837022
Life is suffering.

>>8838005
Quit fapping entierly.

>>8838212
This. It passes.

You need to nurture yourself back to health, this is true. It's not an "alter", it's you! (Unless you suffer from DID/have some sort of "tulpa" complex, in which case you need to deal with your alter(s) and integrate/stabilize them first.

Once that's done, feel free to "feed" your male tulpa/alter/so on with energy, just don't completely neglect the other alters. Pushing alters into the shadow side of oneself is bad, integrate them instead.)

That is true, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Spartan is a beautiful being, and I hope he does well. He's found an outlet for his submissiveness, and his personal self.

It's important you find positive ways of expressing yourself that aren't trapping yourself.
>continued

Continued> There's nothing wrong with femininity as long as you're feminine as a male and not a "female"

Sounds good to me.
Keep on fighting!

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Holy fucking shit guys
Literally attaining godhood dreams


>Telekinesis
To dream that you are telekinetic represents a higher level of awareness and consciousness. You are not utilizing your full potential and need to start putting your stored energy levels and mental abilities to use. In other words, you need to put your thoughts into action. For some, dreams of telekinetic powers may indicate your latent paranormal abilities.

>>8840226
Kek

What does the scouter say about his repression level?

>>8840229
It was so fucking cool
I could destroy anything

>>8840232
Ever tried lucid dreaming?
Now that's some next level mindfuck.
Just don't dream-trap-yourself.

>>8840236
I always wake up

>>8840252
It's difficult to hold the oucidity without waking up.
It takes practice and effort, as all good things do.

Regardless, your dream sounded awesome!

>>8840290
Lucidity.
I'm making awful typos, apologies.

I just want somebody to kidnap me and force me to transition because I don't have the strength to do it myself. Is that too much to ask?

>>8842541
In all seriousness...if you don't have that strength, you won't make it past 40. It's MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH harder to repress than transition, and most of these guys suggest physical stuff (read: the stuff you're least likely to be able to do after 40) as your primary means of repression. It's ~doomed~.

>>8840290
I only had really great lucid dreams when I was on antidepressants and could sleep as long as I wanted so I wouldnt fall into deep sleep

>>8842541
you dont, cause only a monstrous pervert would do that to you

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>>8842604
>It's MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH harder to repress than transition

Not if your problem is apathy. I'm 100% confident I'll repress my gender all the way to my grave, not out of any conscious decision, but simply because transitioning requires a shitload of effort and willpower and motivation and leaving my room. Whereas repression is simply the absence of taking action. I'm really, really good at not taking action.

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>>8842541
If they made you live in a hole in the ground during the transition (to prevent your escape) would you still be down?
Also, what is your home address and do you lock your doors at night?
Asking for a friend.

>>8842683
depression -> acoholism -> suicide

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proof that agps dont have to transition to lead happy lives

>>8842899
i would kms if i looked like him

>>8842899
>dressing as a woman for halloween = agp

hmmmm

>>8842920
>Oscar de la Hoya
Why? You'd be fantastically rich.

>>8842920
Seriously?
I think he's sexy af.

>tfw you have an overwhelming desire to try some bigger toys because your lonely and never get fucked but also don't want to ruin your asshole otherwise you'll never find a bf

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we will win the war.
the world will turn in our favour

Man is the eternal victor. the winner of every war. the benefactor of every advancement. the Ruler of everything.

Through brutal Order or Chaotic upheaval, the vagina will be knocked from its artifical short lived pedestal.

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>>8842951
dont think it was halloween

>>8842960
>>8842964

because he looks like a hulk dadbod man

>>8842728
Yup. Exact progression sequence, too, although you might get a 'cirrhosis' in there too.

Trust me, it's a real bitch.

>>8842604
There are health benefits to spending time in green spaces and especially wooded areas:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4997467/
You can still walk and hike past 40.

>>8842630
>great lucid dreams when I was on antidepressants
SSRIs can cause crazy vivid dreams. Too vivid if they're bad ones.

>>8843220
Yes, you ~can~. Better hope you get a good job that doesn't tire you out. I'm sure you've got a job that will afford you free time during the nicest parts of the day...right?

I actually do both of those because I don't have to work. When I did, it wasn't even an afterthought. There's a reason that on the busiest days, most parks have MAYBE 5 cars. Usually small families on the playgrounds. Last year I only met one person on the trails in the entire year. ONE. And I went 4 days a week.

But I'm not trying to talk you into anything, so take it with a grain of salt. Maybe you'll be the lucky one.

Not sure I'd want to bet my entire life on it, but...

>>8843248
You have more time if you don't have a family. It can be good for anyone no matter what they choose to do with their life.

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>tfw im a homosexual
>tfw persona and attitude of a homophobic straight without being self hating

DEATH TO FEMMES

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i hate the disabled

>>8843336
Spartan stop being a meme

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>>8843442
hate makes me strong

>>8843458
I don't hate you I find you funny.

>>8843474
i meant my own

>>8843532
Good. Mine too. I hate fucking everything.

I want to join a war and go out in style.

Perfect purity is poetry written in blood - Yukio Mishima

>>8843458
I remember that movie!

Also, no it doesn't. It makes you fragile as all hell. But you'll learn that in about 15 years.

>tfw have the ability to move out and buy all the toys I want, fuck all the guys I want, but would delay my financial plans/life goals by 5 years or more if I did
>tfw continuing to live repressedmode with my parents

>>8843556
> It makes you fragile as all hell.
Explain, please.
>You'll learn that in about 15 years.
Also explain, please.
t.not Spartan

>>8826663
The Attic Greeks had a ritual for this, any man fed up with masculinity or his confusion could step up to the fire, maddened by wine and drums, cut off his package and throw it into the yard of the first house he ran to. That house had to provide him with women's clothes for a year.
Point is: they had a social way of resolving tension and providing a place for men with these issues. Our Puritan/Victorian values just mince em up.
Apparently during the time of Juvenal there were so many eunuchs in the middle east, according to census reports, that they constituted a third gender. Not all were presenting as female, not all were sexually impotent. The broad range of behaviours all fitted in somewhere to societies that had uses for them as slaves, sex toys or just eccentrics.
With noble birth you wouldn't necessarily lose status like the guy in the quoted post, all his trouble seemed to be about status loss, which is important as life.

>>8843741
Hate is repression directed outward. You don't really 'hate' others, you hate yourself. I like to think of it like how I was introduced to it: its like a pipe, a water pipe for emotions. It gets clogged with negativity and suppresses the natural flow. But the water still has to go SOMEWHERE, so it goes back out the other direction, usually in a messy explosion. That's repression, and hate is the logical outcome.

Unfortunately, hate requires energy. And as time passes, it requires ~more~ energy when you generally have less to give it. You can't experience A.N.Y. authentic emotion while your pipe is backed up. That's where your apathy and deadness in repression come from.

With no real emotion, you're literally a robot with half a brain. You're as weak as can be, like this guy running around asking others to kill him by pretending he'll be some glorious idiot in a war. Too cowardly to off himself, but still convinced he's 'strong'. It's pathetic. And unless he gets lucky or a sudden clue, he'll die very slowly. Likely of cirrhosis, which I can tell you is a HORRIBLE way to die.

Here, a video that changed my life. It's occult-related in parts, but you don't need to study the occult to get help from this particular video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXGHlhcSB9Q (No affiliation at all, just a fan)

>>8843792
... Is this for real

>>8843795
It's healthier to direct your hate at others.

>>8826688
masturbation is release.
fantasising about something troublesome neurologically locks it in as 'good thing'.
The machinery lets you have sex, see the object of your desire as good and be able to nest and raise young.
Anything else is complicated trouble that doesn't threaten the continuation of the species and is therefore kinda irrelevant.
Societies on the rise are simple and uncompromising, men are men, women are women, rules enforced with violence and exile.
Societies on the wane are complex, open and permissive.
>>8826706
If society had a place for men to live as women regardless of their looks, it would be better for all. Our display culture and eternal masculine insecurity means that would be a very hard place to carve out.

>>8843795
Than what is your great advice expect greek style tranny safe space

>>8843818
>hate
>healthy
A healthy person HAS no hate, anon. Only living in an actual sick, corrupt, evil society has altered this fundamental truth.

>>8843901
In most tolerant society ever, that make sense

>>8843901
>healthy
healthier*

>>8843795
>Sometimes Hate is repression directed outward
FTFY
Some people are nasty predatory idiots who need to be considered whenever you move around them. Hating them isn't some flipside of repression or anything complex, they are just awful.

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>>8843831
>Societies on the rise are simple and uncompromising, men are men, women are women
You're so naive
You have a lot to learn about civilization
Read a book

>>8843800
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Galli
The position of girly-men in Thailand is an example of society integrating issues.
There was even a Thai boxer who used the fact he was a ladyboy as his gimmick, went on to be a politician, true story.

>>8843938
Not an argument

>>8843901
A repressed person by definition isn't healthy.

>>8843989
And one who chop his dick off is?

>>8843989
The neocortex regulates impulses and injuries to it when young have been noted in cases where extreme violence, addictive behaviours and sexual promiscuity occur.
Seems like repression is great for the individual and society when it works for you, but terrible when it works against you.
Think of the potential genius lost because of gays and trans kids either self-destructing or spending their whole life obsessed by gender issues.

>>8843998
Of course not.

Trans is a choice of hells.

>>8843989
m8 i've lived around people whose actions are only regulated by physics and the violence of those who can catch them.
They get nothing done, you have to live on guard all the time, first step in any task, from getting milk to starting up a business, is clean up after the last maniacs that were there before you.
A little repression is great and allows what we call civilization to exist.
>a baboon has to live a little mentally cramped and bruised to enjoy the life of a human
i'm ok with this, within limits.

>>8844025
>A little repression is great
>said in /repgen/
kys

We're at the bump limit again so I made a new thread:
>>8844126
>>8844126
>>8844126

>>8827434


>>8827446
this

>>8843004
CRINGE