mtfg

>look at pre hrt pictures of myself with facial hair and medium-length dude hair
>unironically attracted to my old self

what does it mean

>>8157868
reverse AGP?

Spironolactone comes in 25mg, 50mg, and 100mg.

my tummy hurts

im changing my name to "John Puke" and detransitioning by replacing all my spiro with ricin

will update in the future

>>8157868

It means you need to get yourself a time machine and do the Grandfather paradox three generations early.

>>8157773
1) I can't believe I didn't see this.
2) You constantly ask me to kill you.
3) I love you.

>>8157899
will you kill me by shooting me full of heroin directly to the eyeball

>>8157915
I absolutely will not.

I do not have any plans to go to Man Jail.

If I was okay with Man Jail I'd be living out my arsonist fantasies. Do you see me doing that?

>>8157922
shoot me full of heroin so i wont be in pain anymore and then set my house on fire

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https://my.mixtape.moe/pdvygn.webm
Work on your voicetraining gals and you too can fish for attention and collect friend invites and start getting pampered with gifts without even having to look good or pass.

>>8157925
Look we can arrange the former but I'm pretty sure your housemate wouldn't enjoy me setting your house on fire.

You still haven't proposed a solution for the "Jail" issue.

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You're all going to make it

tfw sadness turns to frustration

please respond

>>8157948
Hugg.
>>8157963
Response.

>>8157963
hello?

>>8157963
Here's a response

>>8157936
you wont go to jail if you dont get caught

also this apartment has like pure asbestos in the wall filler so it probably won't burn

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>>8157963

>>8157949
I aint trans and thats some cis girl probably or a damn convincing transgirl, random weebum I found.

>>8157969
then what's even the point of setting it on fire and also how aren't you poisoned yet

>>8157949
>>8157927


Yeah I barely have a decent fag voice... But I'm cute af :3 I get real gifts and taken out to dinner, I think I prefer that over steam shit xD

Although someone gave me White Zombas in RL, though they knew me offline too.

>>8157963
No.

>>8157971
lol you are always here to post that picture at me

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Me: I'm a girl.
Mirror: No.

>>8157980
its in the walls instead of in the air, if i punched a hole in the wall i'd be in trouble.

if i get mesothelioma in 30-40 years i'll know that living in poor people housing caused it

>>8158007
>Me: I wanna be with you and love you
>Her: No

>>8158007
Same

heyp! How's everything tonight. I'm here and ready to have fun :3

>>8158000
I am here far too often desu

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>>8158017
slow and boring. it's been this way for a day or two for some reason.

i'm ready to shower

>>8158028
>slow and boring

speak for yourself

it's kinda funny, mom is just kind of annoyed that she thinks im dating the fake transgirl rather than infuriated

it's fun to mess with her, i can tell it makes her uncomfortable but the more i talk about it the more it's being normalized

>>8157964
hugg im not frustrated anymore
just bummed out

>>8158035
its good she's not mad!
are you still planning that thing for monday?

>>8158028
yeah? yesterday it was sort of nice

i wanna become a tranny but im 25 look like the hulk and manly as fuck now.

>>8158035
so is monday still on for coming out therapy time?

>>8158041
eh i dunno if it's the right time for that

we talked more yesterday and she was like "that GUY will never be a girl..and you will never be a girl!"

sometimes i think she knows and sometimes she says something that makes me think she has no idea

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Is it normal to feel numb inside and yell at myself
>>8157971
Delete this

>>8158046
it's gonna be worse when you hit 30

>>8158051
>"that GUY will never be a girl..and you will never be a girl!"
Oooo, ouch. Are you putting it off until later then?

>>8158046
just be a tranny

>>8158051
she made that comment about how you're already "confused" or something, that plus the changes to your appearance and maybe she's kinda wondering

she said to you that you'll never be a girl? or was that just semi-broken enlgish or something

my tummy hurts

>>8158073
rubb

why cant i do anything right

>>8158065
but id be a hon...like its too late imfat muscular and hairy...i look like a man..dont act like one tho...im trutrans as fuck.

>>8158060
probably...

>>8158083
You know how to spam threads for (you)s. I think i gave you two in one post lmao :333

>>8158058
don't yell at yourself :(

>>8158088
that happened to me. :3

>>8158017
Lewd.
My face hurts

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>>8158083

>>8158088
nah ive only made a couple posts in this thread
and nobody really cares about them

>>8158088
you can go on hrt without socially transitioning if you're not comfortable with your appearance

>>8158093
you started transitioning at 30?

>>8158096
i care about them ngl tbqh

>>8158063
yeah i think im going back to the original plan

me being at least sort of gay in her eyes is enough of a shock, gotta ease into it i guess

im in a pretty shaky place right now regarding my self-esteem, don't need mom constantly bringing attention to my masculine features

>>8158083
cuz yer a dingus

>>8158088
dude I thought you said you were already starting with transition why do you keep going back to this

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(You) are cute yes i mean (You) trading this post :3

>>8158103
>nim has ANY masculine features

>>8158032
Boring is subjective, yes. But compared to before a few days ago, it is objectively slower. thou'rt mistaken

>>8158071
no she just said id never look like a girl

she's mentioned it several times now after the transgirl discussion

>>8158107
do not lie to me woman

>>8158107
I tried trading your post but no-one wanted it.

>>8158112
Your mom knows, faggot.
She's pushing back b/c she thinks the person her son was will vanish and a different person she doesn't recognize will emerge

>>8158105
:333
im scared of losing my hard work to look like a freak of nature ._.

>>8158098
id lose my gainz tho and thats a tough investment...

>>8158107
reading** stupid phone

>>8158120
you said you don't even like having muscles tho why do you want to keep them

>>8158112
:/
it definitely seems like the thought is in her mind that you might want to transition though and like you said she seems closer to annoyed than infuriated...so I guess that part is good in a way

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>>8158116
B R U T A L
R
U
T
A
L

>>8158126
Can you imagine putting 4 years of hard work monitoring every meal watching calories lifting and doing so much work just to throw it away to look like a "girl"? When i can use my bear aesthetic to be treated like one by an older guy with money? Im an 8/10 in gay world.

>>8158090
Sorry
It's my first instinct when I'm really off mentally
>>8158118
This desu

>>8158139
don't apologize to me, apologize to (You)!

>>8158118
yeah maybe

she's not ready to hear it just yet i don't think

ill just start acting progressively more faggy the next like 8 months

>>8158137
post body
also wtf if you don't want to look like a girl don't take girl hormones

>>8158110
i do though lmao

>>8158129
i think she thinks i have thoughts of wanting to be a girl but the thought of me trying to present female or taking hormones would HORRIFY her

>>8158137
yeah but why does all that shit matter you don't even want to be a guy.

>>8158148
they want to look like a girl but they don't think they can and think it would just be easier to stay a gay guy

>>8158148
i dont want to look like a girl but i am a girl...i would have transitioned but i decided to do the man up meme xD

I just dont think its possible to look like a girl now ._.

>>8158158
>i dont want to look like a girl but i am a girl
hmm well idk what to say I guess
you could get rid of a lot of your muscle mass if you had low test + low calories but it sounds like you don't want to do that soo..

>>8158156
becsuse its not about what i want...its what will make me survive longer... you dont get it sweety ._.

>>8158171
its mostly like i sacrificed so much...and ton get rid of it to be s weird heshe freak that might be a hon...

>>8158169
anon I...

>>8158169
that is really gross

>>8158173
>>>/gay gen/

transition or don't it's that easy. we don't need another back and forth drama queen in here.

>>8158153
maybe talk to her about your trans gf's hormone regimen and see her reaction

*begins gyrating hips to attract a mate*

>>8158196
spartan 2.0 tbqh
I don't totally blame them because I went through a ""man-up"" phase before I started transition but still..

>>8158173
you don't need to stay ripped to survive. like I'm trying to tell you you should just stop lifting and go on muscle loss diet and try hrt for a while.

>>8158198
d-does this work?

>>8158202
wow you are floating

>>8158147
Light brown eyeliner.
Light enough to go unnoticed
Dark enough to make you girlier.
'S how I socially adapted people into assuming I 'always wore makeup' over the course of 5 months

Where do I measure my hips? Crotch level or waist-ish level?

>>8158197
idk if a transgirl would tell a guy she just met a few weeks ago about her hormone regimen

>>8158215
i measure right above the crotch where im the widest

>>8158196
>>8158205
spartan doesny even look like they lifted tho and they are like 19.

>>8158207
ugggg omgggggggggggg im so confused ._.

>>8158191
Non binary asexual snowflake tag spotted

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I wish people at work would stop yelling and screaming at me when I'm doing the right thing and they just didn't care to check or notice first.

It really stresses me out when I'm so fragile as is and I want to quit a lot.

I don't really know how to defend myself or tell them off either.

>>8158214
im really scared to wear makeup tho

i bought this liquid eyeliner and i couldnt even make a straight line lmao

>>8158215
If you're measuring to figure out clothing size, it's wherever it's widest

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>>8158169
Delet this

>>8158230
tell them you're a girl

>>8158202
How are you?

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>>8158213

cool stuff right

>>8158227
I'm not asexual but I won't deny the other two. tb h that pic is pedo bullshit like I don't even really have a problem with loli as long as its kept to certain sites or whatever but why do you need to post it here.

>>8158227
pls don't bash being a nonbinary snowflake
I didn't ask for this life

>>8158230
maybe say something to them like please don't yell at me I really don't like it

>>8158244

...not great. I still feel shook up from when I think I got clocked yesterday.
just watched the new Samurai Jack and ate some chipsandip, that was pretty cool.

you doin okay?

>>8158243
im a girl btw

>>8158230
What did they think you did?

>tfw having trouble staying up but laundry isn't out of dryer yet

>>8158245
yeah its radical

>>8158246

If you think that's loli then you obviously don't browse loli threads. Loli is pre-puberty girls. Rin is 15 and has boobs depicted in this piece of art

>>8158260

totally tubular BRAH

>>8158235
I'm measuring to determine my shoulder to hips ratio.

there is legitimately nothing likeable about my body
nobody can ever love me because theyre going to be grossed out and hate me

>>8158259
how long on your laundry and why not deal with it in the morning

>>8158264
mby its not technically loli but she looks young, has tiny boobs, and has blood on her legs presumably from losing her virginity. so whatever I still think its gross but I'm not going to discuss anymore.

>>8158282
Because if the dryer stops tumbling without anyone to fold them, the clothes get all wrinkled and thats no good. It thankfully just finished though

>>8158284
>mom someone posted something I don't like
>ON 4CHAN OF ALL PLACES
>CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS
>TRIGGERED
grow up?

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>>8158256
:/ sorry to hear, I hope you feel better. At least the tv and chips and dip are nice
I'm not good either, really stressed which makes me reaaaaly anxious and that just throws me totally out of whack
Plus I'm worried about my friend who's been suicidal all day. She said she'd text me at the end of the day to let me know she's okay.

>>8158230
start crying and they probably won't yell at you again

>>8158284
Well yeah she's a virgin, because there's blood in her vag. Don't get how that says she's young, cuck, especially when y'all are 20+ virgins

>>8158290
gl foldin ur laundry

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>>8158294

ugh suicidal friends
someone I know online was talking about how they made an attempt and it's so shitty seeing them and feeling so helpless
just don't get too out of whack

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
thread im super hungry what do i do

>>8158243
But I'm not a girl.

>>8158253
I tried they don't care.

>>8158259
>scream at me to answer phones
>im already answering a call
>scream at me to hurry up and take an order
>im on a phone call they were screaming at me to take

>>8158296
My E is low so I can't cry on demand, if I increase my dosage I could.

>tfw transitioned a decade ago
>tfw slowly devolved into a hikki over the past 5 years
>tfw havent had a real gf in 3 years

why am i not dead yet

>>8158313
try telling them again

>>8158310
wait longer and you'll stop noticing it

im thinking of just switching to bica which i heard had less side effects and still has anti-androgenic effects

and i heard it's really good at Eli mating body hair which is something that is very attractive to me >.>

i was gonna buy finasteride on tuesday but with bica doing a good job at blocking DHT i was thinking of just getting bica instead

what do you think /mtfg/? have any of you had any experience with bica?

getting my male libido back isn't really that attractive of a prospect to me though..

>>8158310
eat some paper

>>8158309
Yeah it's crushing to not really be able to do anything to help
I'll keep it under control, it usually lasts a day or two.

>>8158338
I think you should quit switching around your hrt so much

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>>8158343

good girl
and good night

>>8158335
>>8158339
but my titties are growing again and they require nourishment

also wtf i've been on this shit for 3 1/2 years why are they growing again
not that i'm complaining

>>8158338
>>8158345
stick to one AA for at least like 6 months please

>>8158338
i haven't noticed too much body hair loss but i've heard people say it can completely fuck hair growth
bica won't affect your libido -AT ALL- so if you get dysphoric from boners................ you might wanna pass
like i'm about as active as i was pre-hrt

>>8158345
i know i should but reducing my cypro dose has shown me that it can have REALLY drastic effects on my mood

i was gonna go to a gun store today to look at guns, but lowering my cypro made me feel better

>>8158324
dying is forbidden

>>8158350
ive been on cypro for about 5 months now

>>8158353
balls have been nuked by cypro tho

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where the fuck is shakira
i've got a surprise for her

>>8158338
I read on femgen today that bica doesn't cause the feminizing brain effects like other AAs do
have you noticed any body hair reduction from cypro? my legs were insanely hairy pre hrt and now they're normal-male hairy without me ever shaving them

>>8158355
i;m in horrific drug withdrawals from my chronic pain issues and iwant nothing more than to stab my neck with a knife until i die

>>8158357
Obviously ignoring your creepy autistic ass

>>8158354
okay mby you should switch then. or just get a blood test and see if the lower cypro dose is good enough.

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I need to get on T

>>8158354
>i was gonna go
you better not

>>8158358
yeah my legs are like normal male hairy now rather than gorilla hairy

but i can't shave my legs because it causes razor bumps and ingrow hairs, plus my hair color and skin color means that i can never have smooth legs :/

if i don't get bica im thinking of getting into waxing

>>8158324
gotta stop being a hikki once every couple years to keep sanity

>>8158364
i had a bloodtest maybe like 2 months ago and i was at 20 ng/dL for T

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>>8158363
but anon

>>8158373
>yeah my legs are like normal male hairy now rather than gorilla hairy
isn't it nice ^_^
I wasn't really expecting it either and definitely not within the first year

when you did shave them, did you really notice like shadow on your shins and stuff? I have light skin and dark hair too

someone is buying me dinner.
i'm saved.

bye bye thread!!

>>8158356
ok thats good.
bica has nothing but positive reviews afaik, and i plan on switching soon.

>>8158371
gross, boobs and decreased muscle mass??
I need to find an informed consent near me asap

>>8158356
oh, okay
well if they're completely gone there shouldn't be a problem
like i said bica hasn't really done anything for my hair growth, worth a try though

you might want to consider epilating bc it's pretty cheap.

>>8158372
i hope my mood stays this way

>>8158387
i have an epilator but it doesn't get a lot of the hairs

it just breaks them :/

>>8158377
that was on a different dose right

idk spiro was bad for you or something right? I still think you should try to see if lower cypro is going to be fine before changing aa. also I think cypro has like a pretty long half life or whatever so I don't think reducing would have such an immediate effect u might be just having placebo.

>>8158380
yeah it's really really nice..

i noticed shadow all over my legs :(

the only good thing about having this hair/skin combo is that laser is supposed to work pretty well

my beard shadow isn't as bad after one session

>>8158393
yeah that was on 50mg

the test before that had me 25 ng/dL after like 3 weeks of cypro

spiro made me really dizzy and i collapsed a few times while on it

idk, the changes in my mood seem pretty apparent

>>8158397
>my beard shadow isn't as bad after one session
well thats gotta be encouraging!
idk why I haven't scheduled any laser stuff, I guess I'm just afraid of not having any money for hormones...sometimes I'll shave above my lip 2x a day because I hate how it looks so much

thank dog she's back

>>8158409
>nobody will ever miss sheen

>>8158408
look on groupon!

there was a place that had an offer for 6 sessions for $200

they accidentally put full face on the list of places the offer was good on :)

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if u don't like this album ur not trutrans like seriously bye bitch

>delivering to a hotel
>surrounded by melanin enriched folk
>they try to scam me by lying to me
> tell them to fuck off
>they try to mob and rob me
>brandish
>they scatter

This is the second fucking time I had to threaten someone with deadly force today fuck sake I hate job

>>8158409
kidnap beep and keep her in my basement

>>8158417
a-are you okay

>>8158413
sheen these are different circumstances. also how are you feeling is your sickness going away?

>>8158420
please yes
someone post the video of the girl being fed eggs

>>8158433
no that video is scary

>>8158417
Is there any way to tell the company that a certain address is unsafe, or do they not care at all?

>>8158423
I think so, I am not as dizzy and the dysphoria is slowly returning.

lol >>8154032

>>8158433
so you want me to feed you eggs beep

>>8158437
that is good your sickness is getting better, but that sucks about the dysphoria im sorry:s

>>8158438
i mean let's be honest
if i were disgusting enough that i couldn't get it for free
i would consider paying a transgirl to pee on me

>>8158449
jesus christ just stop

>anthony burch wants a trans girl to pee on him
no surprises here

>>8158441
Please feed me eggs nim

>>8158452
lmfao did nobody tell you?
i'm /mtfg/'s protagonist

>>8158449
Will you fuck off already

>>8158416
this is rly good ty anon!! I like it so far

I'd let a trans girl pee on me desu
and brap
and poop
I just don't want to be alone anymore

i try to reach out for support a lot but nobody really cares about me and my pathetic failed attempts just make me feel worse

>>8158459
dont you mean antagonist?

>tfw within 5 pounds of being overweight
why did I fall for the eat more and be more feminine meme
what have I done

>>8158472
i'm bipolar and switch between being the heroine and the big bad

>>8158473
desu i just need my body to stop being an idiot when it comes to fat distribution
need it to go to my BUTT
not my damn waist

>>8158472
he means he's /mtfg/'s literal agp chaser

>>8158465
lol yw

>>8158454
ill feed you the eggs i lay uwu

>>8158483
wtf

>>8158476
some is going to butte and thighs and boobs which is nice, more than pre hrt
but the waist part is NOT NICE
really hoping it stays in the good areas when I lose it

>>8158473
>5 pounds

stop eating so much and exercise
problem solved!

>>8158470
I believe in you anon :(

im getting braces and my wisdom teeth removed to try and slim my face and jawline down

can you tell im desperate

>>8158489
your belief in me is misguided

>>8158422
That's the second fucking time I pointed a gun at someone's face today fuck this place and job and fuck ghetto trash.

>>8158436
All they care about is money.

>>8158488
I guess I'm not too worried overall
I just looked at my stomach today and wanted to die for a bit

>>8158491
yes ...

>>8158493
its probably not!!

>>8158491
braces are never a bad idea you'll be glad you did it when they're off even if your jaw doesn't change
also look up how to do a cwe on the pain pills they give you and you can have a fun few days after your wisdom teeth get removed

>>8158494
what'd they say when you pulled it out

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THERE IS HOPE YET SHEEN! YOU CAN STILL MAKE IT!

>>8158475
we're all a little delusional here but COME ON
>>8158483
~~~UWU~~~

please to announce that after graduating with a maximum distinction i'm throwing my degree in the trash and joining shock rock/crossover thrash metal band GWAR as a "slave" stagehand

>>8158502
>wow t-thats big...

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Excuse me ladies,
But could you please direct me somewhere where I can find a Hon gf?

Thank you very much.

>>8158494
As soon as you have the money you need and some extra for just in case, get the heck out of there and find something else. I hope the rest of the night is safe, Nat.

>>8158512
you're moms house lol

>>8158502
3/4 of them ran for it like roaches and the remaining ones were like HEY MAN DIDNT MEAN NOTHIN WE DINDU NUFFIN

Since that was on camera I definitely will be getting a visit from the cops later, FUCK

>>8158516
No one lives in my mums house though anon.

>>8158512
http://honfest.net/

>>8158505
i don't know why everyone here takes my shitposting seriously lmfao

>>8158501
i heard it can balance out your face more even if it doesn't do anything with my jaw

id be okay with that too, but a slimmer face would be amazing

>>8158515
I can't get any other jobs. ._.

>>8158517
What state are you in? I've had a similar incident and the po po didn't care

>>8158524
There doesn't seem to be a way to contact them.

>>8158517
dang

you must've felt pretty baller when they ran you

>>8158512
i've been here all along
>>8158485
yeah that's the tricky part about weight loss :/
hope it works out for you

>>8158525
you're just a gross dude
but at least you don't change your name every post

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>>8158531
http://honfest.net/contact/

night night 10 hour shift tomorrow :(

>>8158542
ill go for you okay buddi

>“Hon”, short for Honey, is a classic Bawlmer term of endearment. For generations, it has expressed the warmth and affection bestowed upon neighbors and visitors alike by our mothers and grandmothers.

i pronounce hon "hawn" and there's NOTHING you can do about it

anyone wanna flirt with me? i have nice hair

>>8158529
Texas so the cops will let it slide

>>8158532
No nim threatening to kill people doesn't make me happy.

>>8158547
what other way would you pronounce it you downie?
Hone?

>>8158548
are you a boy or a girl

>>8158552
as 'hun' ofc
its short for honey

>>8158547
same
it actually took me awhile to realise it was short from honey because i'd never seen it spelled hon before

>>8158552
Honey minus the long E

>>8158555
i'm a girl (boy)

>>8158547
>>8158552

Oh hawny it is short for honey.

>>8158542
nini beeper hope your work isn't too shitty tomorrow

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>>8158555
>are you a boy or a girl

>>8158547
nim
>>8158548
dang girl that's some pretty ass hair

Hi /mtfg/

>>8158551
well i mean no one is dumb enough to die over a few bucks..

but then again who tries to rob the person bringing you pizza..the pizza place has their address..

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>>8157899
>>8157915
>>8157922
>>8157925
>>8157936
>>8157969
>>8157980
>>8158009

>>8158571
*blush* oh thanks ur cute

>>8158571
birdo

>>8158572
hi marinara

>>8158574
my buddi, my friend sertii

>>8158572
my buddi, my friend marin

>>8158580
wanna be my new gf
>>8158583
nimmy

>>8158584
That's not my name :(

>>8158586
buddi
>>8158587
birdi

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>>8158571
>pretty ass hair

desu i prefer em shaved

Have you ever seen the rain coming down on a sunny day?

I'm back :) What's everyone up to?

>>8158586
That's not my name either :(

>>8158593
yes although I feel like this is like song lyric or something

>>8158590
sorry. its a tasty sauce though.

>>8158593
come over and have breakfast with me while we look over the stormy sea ok?

>>8158587
i just want to be wanted

>>8158595
merino

>>8158591
how you been

>>8158598
Isn't it like ... just tomatos ?

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>>8157859
>passing privilege edition
tfw pass but don't see it yourself

also passing kinda feels like lying, idk its weird. i feel compelled to tell people I'm a trans because internally I feel less valuable than a cis-female and don't feel like I deserve to be seen as one because of my biology. :\

i have listened to haters and bullies for so long that I have trouble seeing it for myself. standing and interacting with customers for 6-7 three times a week is really starting to open my eyes to the variety of cis-women that exist and the progress I have made in my own transition. I've worked 7 shifts so far over 2-3 weeks and never once been clocked or given a weird look.

its been 5 months since i've been misgendered in public.

today at work 4 hot guys asked for my number. 2 were big black dudes, one was a college chad tier man, and the other was a daddy tier british man. I gave them my E-mail since I don't have a phone.

only one of my co-workers knows im not a cis girl

>>8158600
Me too desu

>>8158593
Yeah that's called sunshowers and that's usually in FL :)

>>8158587
lil birdbrain

>>8158591
heyyy ;)
>>8158592
hhhhuhuhuhuh
>>8158600
I want a gf
>>8158608
lil nimily

>>8158605
Need to love yourself
It's okay to be yourself. No one is as good at it as you are

>>8158604
yeah and tomatoes taste good

>>8158605
mysterious z :)

i want to draw but drawing illuminati carrot penis man sapped all my energy

It's 7 am and i'm soo tired but i can't sleep
What's wrong with me :(

>>8158606
i'll want you if you want me
>>8158610
i can be your bb

>nobody here knows CCR
im not sure what i expected

>>8158596
How insightful
https://youtu.be/Gu2pVPWGYMQ

>>8158599
sounds comf as fuck

>>8158607
I see them a lot here in WA, its basically continuous in spring lol. Didn't see any when i visited Florida couple years ago, sounds interesting there with the heat and all.

>>8158602
busy
staying at friends place
u?
>>8158605
>feels like lying
you're a woman tho, just as valuable as a cis woman. work on accepting that!
>>8158610
whats up

>>8158605
You should have to feel that way :o I mean if you are stating someone I would suggest to tell them but just casually meeting people is none of their business. :(

>>8158618
>ill want you if you want me
>says you'll be birdys bb in the same post
y-you too

>>8158617
Stay up all night long with us! :D We'll party hardy til tomardy

>>8158618
alright babe
>>8158620
I'm extremely bored
>>8158624
nerd

>>8158601
I often feel like most people just call me anything but my name
And my name is not even unusual wher i live

>>8158630
well i gotta go so good luck with that :p

>>8158631
>Marina

I bet you smell like fish

>>8158627
But i feel bad and tired and unhappy
I need someone to cuddle or sth

>>8158605
>I gave them my E-mail since I don't have a phone.
I love this

>>8158624
>>8158630
you're right. i can only choose one of you.
now fight to the death.

>>8158620
making trip plans, thinking of switching over to bica from cypro so i don't randomly feel like wanting to kms anymore, doing schoolwork

i think im doing a lot better today :)

>>8158637
no thanks, fuck birdy, im worthless

>>8158631
can i call you mari

>>8158634
Hmm,probably a bit
I also go diving sometimes

>>8158633
wait no come back :(
>>8158637
how bout we skip the violence and share

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>>8158635
this

>>8158642
Idk, can you ? :^)

>>8158639
oh, neat! I dropped to 25mg cypro a few days ago, curious to see how it goes

also nice!
I gotta go now tho friend wants to get breakfast so sleep tight :3

>>8158651
oh ye okei :)

nini sertii

whats the most iconic guitar riff ever?

>>8158654
Smoke on the water probably

>>8158635
Then we'll put on some music on to change the mood of things :) We'll have snuggly soft pillows and the works!

>>8158644
>>8158640
birdy says you can both want me and i can want both of you

>>8158647
yeah i can mari

>>8158574
hello sertii

>>8158654
BWAH DA DA DO DO DE BWOO

>>8158658
I'm not into that poly shit so fuck off

>>8158660
Oh ... ok

>>8158666
mari hru

>>8158657
but my pillows feel lifeless and cold

>>8158655
I asked that question right as that song came on spotify

>>8158663
pardon?

>>8158665
sorry ;_;

>>8158669
Bad
Come to germany and cuddle with me

i'm not sure if i'm really into the idea of poly but i'm pretty sure i'm kind of being inducted into it regardless

>>8158671
Oh, you want real people? :D I can arrange that! and keep the temperature so it's nice and warm!

>>8158503
Sheen looks much better than this person :(

>>8158665
c-calm down god dang
>>8158673
looks like this love triangle is just causing fighting anon

>>8158674
ok i might

im gross tho so no one can touch me okay

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>>8158613
I'm starting to love and accept myself. This new job is really changing my views and filling me with inspiration and hope for the future.

We are gonna make it.

>>8158615
<3 pretty nim

>>8158620
>you're a woman tho, just as valuable as a cis woman. work on accepting that!

I'm trying. I don't feel as valuable because I don't have the reproductive organs of a female.

and yeeee i know there are barren women, I just idk..

>>8158622
I mean of course I would tell anyone I'm going on a date with or whatever. But even further I feel like even just friends or acquaintances i'm lying to them if I don't tell them.

Even though I'm not lying and I am a girl. Just a girl with a different history than most.

>>8158636
<3_<3

you know how it is.

desu i'm hoping the daddy tier british guy hits me up. I wanna be spanked by him. His arms were big and veiny

UMPFFF

>wake up
>cry
feelin it

>>8158678
How would you arrange that ?
I had a heated cuddle roll before but it doesn't function anymore :(

>>8158685
I've seen worse people

>>8158687
>desu i'm hoping the daddy tier british guy hits me up. I wanna be spanked by him. His arms were big and veiny

l-lewd

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You can go your own way
You can call it another lonely day

>>8158688
hell yeah, fuck yeah, I feel like killin it

>>8158692
no that's still bad

>>8158683
now i wish i had never tried to make someone like me

>>8158688
This is me every day, except I also usually go to sleep crying too.

>>8158687
>pretty
?????

>>8158695
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun; don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

>>8158699
wanna run away together

>>8158698
Really, even today i've seen really gross people today
You look soft on pictures

>>8158701
i saw a forensic recovery of a picture of you.

gosh you're pretty.

>>8158694
>.>

what can I say. Almost always when I see a hot guy I picture them spanking me and pinning me.

why are men so hott

fuck it i'm downing another can of monster
i have SHIT to do and my own exhaustion isn't going to stop me from doing it
i should really practice some side views because i have a non-grasp on anatomy, but idk, maybe i'll write

>>8158692
I can call the local pizza place and order some pizza and wings :) They make heated cuddle rolls? o_o

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>>8158696
TAKYON
>>8158700
had sad dream about going to primary school then I felt bad for being a failure

>>8158706
where will we go

>>8158709
you're making me sweat

>>8158710
You can do it! I believe in your abilities!

>>8158712
Yeah, but it seems like they're hard to get
Can't find a new one

>>8158702
interesting sound

>>8158708
ive got a pretty hard-looking lower face, hoping braces and removing my impacted wisdom teeth will make my face look more symmetrical

>>8158701
yes idiot nim
>>8158715
uhhhhhhhhhhhh

my house I dunno

>>8158709
angles

>>8158719
Can you import them from japan?

>>8158723
As long as you don't smell bad that's good enough for cuddles

>>8158728
sounds tight i'll meet you there

>>8158728
wtf don't call me an idiot or ill bop ya nose

>>8158730
Idk
Mine was from a german company

>>8158733
no i don't smell bad

>>8158722
did you listen to it?
in the last two days i have literally spent 10+ hours listening to it on repeat

>>8158718
ty spicy you're really positive
i like it