/mtfg/ love one's self edition

i hate myself

>>8155599
>i hate myself
This :/

A proper title! Yay!

>>8155596
How does one love themselves when they are an unlikable hon?

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>tfw could probably pass as a 3/10 woman with some makeup as of now if I can get my voice to a decent spot

Ironic thread

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>>8155610
check ur privelage
>>8155609
you don't you just enjoy the shitposting

Remember to try your best

Even if you can't have a happy life

You can have a successful one

>>8155621
Define successful.

>>8155616
Pretty!

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>>8155621
>You can be successful without the entire reward mechanism that drives people to actually do things

>>8155621
Yeah we gotta set up our successors for success
Leave this place in better condition

>>8155610
>if I can get my voice to a decent spot
iktf...
constant sore throat makes voice training impossible.

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just stop making these threads. they're so dead.

>>8155621
Pretty much, gota beat life out of spite.

>>8155642
They are not! :(

>>8155624
Success is whatever you want it to be.

>>8155629
If I can't be happy, I might as well make my life about making others happy.

>>8155621
That is through luck really
Hard work rarely pays off

>>8155636
>your only purpose in life is to serve as a warning for those younger than you who are repressing :_:

>>8155654
You are not your circumstances though. :( You are you!

>>8155652
>If I can't be happy, I might as well make my life about making others happy.

That logic is just stupid

>>8155661
idk i never asked to be born yet here i am, forced into this life i never wanted

im aware i will never not once experience happiness in my life so at the least to give my own life some kind of value i can improve the lives of others

its the least i can do

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>>8155652
I believe that what so saddens the reformer is not his sympathy with his fellows in distress, but, though he be the holiest son of God, is his private ail. Let this be righted, let the spring come to him, the morning rise over his couch, and he will forsake his generous companions without apology

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>>8155669
I think a lot of us feel that way because we're trans

>>8155661
I get happy when I know I've helped others be happy.

>>8155611
I didn't mean to make anyone feel obligated
I just don't know how to talk positively about myself at all
if this is someone from the discord server please can you ask Frey to check her PMs if she hasn't already

>>8155685
Same :(

>>8155657
>tfw it was just genetics and bad luck, not even your own actions, that led to your position so not even a cautionary tale
>litrally just a living monument to failure

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>>8155685
If I can't be happy, I can't make others happy

>>8155693
when did you start? also you're doing pretty good presentationwise imho

>>8155699
18 months ago
it's not just the tranny shit though
literally everything I want to do with my life has been fucked by disability or poor circumstances

feelin loads better btw, just needed to reapply the cbt skills i learned recovering from depression to my 2 months-point intensified dysphoria and we're goodtego, i have a system for managing it

look at me now losers, gettin all my lil errands done

wow i have thirty minutes to spare and no interesting trips to bully

>>8155707
how old are you tho? what's your disability?

honestly being british was probably your worst mistake out of everything there

feels good to have bigger boobs than kayla even though shes only an a cup

>>8155711
Bullying is wrong and bad

>>8155714
My 10 year old sister has bigger boobs than her.

>>8155709
Congratz :)

my tits are soo hairy help

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>>8155712
Anglo Superiority!

>>8155412
anon this is very cute

>>8155719
Shave! :D

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>>8155711
I'm not interesting but bully me

>>8155712
22
dyspraxia and central hypotonia, caused by brain damage at birth

>>8155596
This picture looks weird

>>8155720
look i'm as racist as the next chick but actually living in the united kingdom is a very dangerous and bad meme - never fall for it

>>8155731
so you're clumsy and floppy? but this sounds good for passing

>>8155720
Aren't you Scottish?

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>>8155734
It's alrightish tbqhfam there is a bunch of welfare for me and lots of munchy boxes
>>8155743
yeah

My brother told me today that he's getting picked on at school because his classmates found out about his tranny sister

I think I'm detransing

>>8155745
what's your disability huh? how are all of you claiming welfare?

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>drank red bull
>still tired and sleepy

>>8155745
>Anglo
>Scottish
Pick one

>>8155727
Why would i bully a child?

>>8155749
don't, it'll actually make him cooler after the year 10 powershift

>>8155749
No don't. How did they even find out? Move schools or something?

>>8155750
depression and the normal way of just going to the benefits office and asking for the money
>>8155753
But my family isn't from the highlands

how 2 enjoy ur job/life at the moment

>>8155768
do big skateboards
eat big

my kidneys hurt, maybe i should stop pumping them with dangerous, unprescribed chemicals

>>8155773
you know if you cut off your legs you could get shorter prosthetic legs

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>>8155779
then i couldn't roll around on a skateboard you dumbbassjavascript:quote('8155768');

>>8155755
Because I deserve it

>>8155742
no
it isn't
I can't alter my voice
I have the posture and gait of a gorilla >>8142963
I struggle to make normal-looking facial expressions

>>8155760
What does that even mean

>>8155764
I went to an event with him at the school a couple weeks ago. Later one of his friends asked him who I was. And someone overheard his answer that "oh it's my brother, he just looks like that" and spread it around. Now he's getting called "tranny brother"

>>8155775
Lower your dosages a bit.

>tfw ur fat but u want a pizza
y/n do it?

>>8155787
That's really sad to hear. They'll get bored eventually..

>>8155793
Do it!

>>8155784
oh wow i thought you were just autistic but hey, if i were to guess, voice alteration is probably an adjustment that's going to get a lot more possible with advancing tech - like that's the one i see as most likely to happen in the near future

>>8155793
Don't do it

https://discord.gg/bYbumBD

anyone want to join my discord?
I'm really lonely tonight and I feel bad after getting banned from my favourite discord server

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>>8155793
count your calories senpai.

i feel really dysphoric rn
i had a dream where i was in a discord with a trangirl i'm no longer friends with and went back to like a five year old photobucket or something
and got a pic of me with huge breasts
it was weird, like it was my face but then we've got these things
and i was lying in bed feeling suicidal in my dream while i could overhear my stepdad telling my mom(?) that i can't be allowed to keep staying up this late
what do when even your dream self has suicidal depression

>>8155801
I want to be uploaded into the net
I hate my stupid fucking body and everything about it

>>8155793
everything in moderation?
>>8155711
pls

>>8155787
after year 10, high schools have a power shift. smarter leftwing kids - the ones who are going to be cool in university - start to become the social elite

>>8155815
He is year 12 though. He graduates this year.

Which is nice because it means he only has 2 months left to deal with being bullied. I just feel really guilty

>>8155811
I am not sure :( Dreams can sometimes be a reflection of how we are feeling with a bit of madness mixed in

>>8155749
Don't let the bullies win. It's to late, they will never stop calling him that.

I marched for science today :>

>>8155821
i was going to qualify 'if the school is decent' but oh well

it's not like it will do that straight cis boy too much damage to be alienated from the worst of his peers

i'm joking but yknow friends will prob come easily enough to him, he'll look after himself

>>8155836
Congratz on marching for science. Did you have fun?

Why is everything so sad

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>>8155751
caffeine tolerance is a thing.

>>8155841
spend a year in our shoes...

>>8155837
It's a catholic school. All boys. So that's probably why they are being so mean about it

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>>8155840
Yea it was p cool
wish i brought my dslr but it was raining all morning, only to unexpectedly clear up halfway through so all i had was my cellphone :(

AtdotAt in my thread AGAIN?

>>8155847
Did you at least take a lot of pictures during your march on your cell? :D

i fucking hate LGBT groups
i don't want to be lumped in with flamboyant gay men and transtrenders
i hate that trans acceptance has led to people being openly trans and treating transition as if it's a fucking identity
trans acceptance was a mistake desu
the people who actually have dysphoria get fucked over by trans acceptance almost as much as they did by prejudice

>>8155848
Bring in the ewoks!

>>8155870
Ewoks fought AT-STs though! AT-ATs are the larger walkers from Hoth

wish i could get a blood test
like what if i've needed more estrogen for my hips to grow and stuff, and what if now it's too late

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>>8155864
>the people who actually have dysphoria get fucked over by trans acceptance almost as much as they did by prejudice
lol what

i mean i met some nice people but it's like
i feel like they understand me just as badly as everyone else does
it's nice enough to talk to them but wtf is the point when they think you're something you're not

>>8155864
Where do you live where being openly trans isnt instant social suicide lol.

Ill take trans trenders as a small price to pay for trans acceptance if it means i wont be fired from every job or get beaten up in the street.

is people openly laughing at you when ur in boy mode a good or bad sign

>>8155890
Bad.

>>8155890
Do you have your zipper down or something?

>>8155885
i would've probably killed myself already if i didn't have the chance of meeting at least a couple accepting people in london. i don't care about "transtrenders" if it means i at least have the chance to exist in a state that isn't permanent fucking shame.

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>>8155890
It's pretty bad, yeah.,

>>8155885
No thanks to being beaten up :S

>>8155881
>people with actual dysphoria get marginalized by kids with no dysphoria and people who treat being transgender as an identity to be proud of

>>8155885
>being openly trans
that's one of the things i don't like about trans acceptance
i don't want to be openly trans
if i can't pass once i'm done with transition, i'm not going to try
i just went to an LGBT group in boymode and told everyone to call me he

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>tfw consumed by lewd thoughts
>>8155890
>being laughed at in public
Greatest fear

>>8155885
>Where do you live where being openly trans isnt instant social suicide lol.
I'd like to know too, I'll move there right now

>>8155897
Yeah exactly, although i do exist in a state of permanent shame still.

>>8155890
bad sign...
>>8155905
it hurts

Papa Johns or Dominos?

>>8155915
papa johns

>>8155897
>the chance to exist in a state that isn't permanent fucking shame.
trans acceptance just means i have the opportunity to be accepted as something that isn't a biological woman
i'll pass

>>8155904
Fair, seems kinda dumb though. I mean an lgbt groups gona be the one place where you wont get shit for it.

>>8155907
Like maybe its because im in the UK but its a fairly accepting place and I have never not once seen someone faking a trans identity just for attention like whats the point.

>>8155915
Papa Johns for breadsticks, but Dominos for pizza and pasta

>>8155915
So you're getting pizza after all?
Then go and get something local.

>>8155915
definitely dominos

trust me I know pizza

>>8155915
Papa Johns

>>8155915
home made...

>>8155926
Papa Johns vs Pizza Hut?

>>8155915
Papa John's I guess, Domino's is shit.

>>8155922
honestly, i can't get people who will present female pre-hrt, with no chance of passing
i'm not here to break down gender barriers
i mean, yeah, i identify with the 'emancipated woman', but i'll save that for when i can actually play the part correctly

>>8155915
Little Caesar's
:^)

>>8155931
Papa johns But I am biased

>>8155925
I don't have a license yet
>>8155931
Pizza Huts here taste like rubber cheese

>>8155925
best answer though

>>8155931
Papa Johns I guess, I hear Pizza Hut has changed their recipe though so I don't know

>>8155932
When's the last time you had them >:0 dominos is good for a chain

>>8155904
>i don't want to be openly trans
that's your fucking business

some people are openly trans because it's either impossible for them to pass or because sometimes its good not completely shutting an important part of who you are from your fucking friends and loved ones because being trans is fucking difficult and yeah, sometimes humans like feeling they have the support of others.

>i just went to an LGBT group in boymode and told everyone to call me he
why even go to the group to begin with then

>>8155921
okay so you literally have such a self-destructive attitude towards life you would rather get murdered or fired from every job instead

also lmao, this entire thing boils down to: me, me, me, me, I, me, I, myself, I. You're not the only tranny in the god damn world you know. Trans acceptance makes life better for the vast majority of us, that you don't personally like it doesn't change that, consider thinking about the world in terms besides your own person.

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>>8155844
Oh come on
It can't be that bad

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98.967% of /mtfg/ are on the left side of this image

any thoughts?

>>8155935
little ceaser's was okay for shitty pizza but now the one near me always has cheese that tastes inedible

>>8155920
>>8155927
>>8155932
Majority vote thank u

>>8155945
It's a tranny thing being sad all the time.
On account on being a little girl trapped in a man bear pig body, you know.

>>8155950
Which side is the one that shits in a diaper on camera

>>8155939
Like a week or two ago? It was shit, the garlic bites were 10/10, though.

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>>8155953
I'm a tranny too but I'm making peace with some things I can't change

>>8155686
Didn't you get banned

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>>8155950
>not switching sides halfway because you realize it is a pointless endeavor

>>8155940
>because sometimes its good not completely shutting an important part of who you are
yeah but if you have dysphoria, being trans shouldn't be part of who you are
too many people treat trans as an identity
at best it's a healing process

>>8155950
There needs to be a third column, shitting yourself live on the internet for cash.

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>>8155963
That's the best thing you can do for yourself.

>>8155968
>>8155958 did it better

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>>8155970
You don't know how much I wish I could dress like that.

>>8155967
>yeah but if you have dysphoria, being trans shouldn't be part of who you are
but it fucking is, objectively, if you have dysphoria you are trans and the experience of dysphoria and the experience of how society treats people with dysphoria will affect who you are and very strongly define your personal identity. You might not "identity as trans" but you still fucking are. Even if I went on to pass perfectly and live the remainder of my life in full stealth nothing will erase the fact I grew up and was raised a boy and had to go through the psychological trauma of transition and gender dysphoria and so on and so on. You can't make yourself "not trans".

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>>8155970
I'll never be cis looking for fit into a women's small so it's best not to fret over it and just live my life

>>8155970
honestly breasts like these are just gross
like i probably need medium sized breasts to balance out my frame but i'll be damned before i'm parading mega milkers around

>>8155975
So what's stopping you?
Is it the shoulders?

>>8155976
>You can't make yourself "not trans".
yeah, but you -can- refuse to openly identify with a medical condition

>>8155988
Shoulders, hips, foot size, height and man legs, I have all the bad shit.

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>love yourself

why can't i stop being fat tho

i need to work out more and eat less

>>8155950
IDK. I think I'm a meme ;_;

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>>8155996
>Shoulders, hips, foot size, height and man legs, I have all the bad shit.
I am sorry to hear that.

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>>8155999
just stop eating lmao

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opinions?

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>>8155950
Tfw on the right

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>>8155915
How is that even a question lol papa johns is so much better

>>8155915
Call a local pizzeria

>>8155996
>man legs
lol what do you mean ?

>>8155992
That's literally a personal choice.

You don't get to define how every tranny lives.

Sometimes people openly identity with this because human existence is defined by seeking others to huddle together with warmth in the cold miserable world we live in.

Sometimes you openly identify with this "medical condition" because being a tranny is an isolating, painful existence that slowly drives you insane if you have to rely on nobody but yourself for support.

Why do you think communities like this thread exist?

>>8155999
You need to pick up some horribly unhealthy addiction that lowers your appetite.

>>8156021
Amphetamines and nicotine are all that come to mind.

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>>8156016

Please vote in my very interesting strawpoll

http://www.strawpoll.me/12804093


http://www.strawpoll.me/12804093


http://www.strawpoll.me/12804093

Vote now

>>8155926
I love the marketing campaign acknowledging there pizza use to suck

>>8156026
I don't call that a valid reason, you can work on that

>>8156032
How? Go into as much detail as you can please.

I used to work for both papa johns and dominos and dominos is barely qualified to call their products food. Papa johns is barely any better though, however, they at least occasionally try to pass health inspections.

>>8156030
>didn't even make the list
thank god

>>8155982
Mega milk xD

>>8156026
For some reason it works.

>>8156018
by 'identifying as trans' i meant to the world at large
it's one thing to have support groups with other like minded transwomen, but it's another thing to parade an identity you probably don't even have any claim to

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>>8156030
>smartest trip Tanya isn't even on the list

>>8156037
Eat more, workout less
Can't go much in detail, I've got godly legs, you could checkout /thinspo/ on fa

>>8156030
>violet isn't on the list
it's shit

>>8156030
why the fuck am i not on here you motherfucker
i demand that you delete this post haste
furthermore, i ask that you delete yourself

>>8156030
>cartman got a vote
Whoever did that was joking right?

>>8156030
>http://www.strawpoll.me/12804093
Woo I didn't make the list!

>>8156053
I hope so.

>never end up on any lists at all except maybe FBI watchlists

>>8156047
Thinspo might conflict with the idea of eating more. I used to browse there least summer, I don't think thats the right place to go.

>>8156030
The smartest trips are the ones that don't post here anymore.

>>8155999
I think there are like 2-3 girls in denver
and there's one in colorado springs too

>>8156054
>>8156049
>>8156058
Too new.

>>8156060
>>8156060
>>8156060
>>8156060
>>8156060
>>8156060
>>8156060

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>>8156065
I'm not on it and I've been here for years

>>8156065
Who are these newbies

>>8156059
I was thinking of eating less so that you reduce you're leg muscle mass and after that eating more to get retrieve the lost weight
Anyways you can always cover your legs if they realllly don't pass

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>tfw to intellogent to be on the list

>>8156065
The list is kind of bogus anyway since in terms of sheer knowledge Elanna is better than everyone else combined since she's getting her master's in STEM.

if ur on a 'mtfg list' it probably means you're an ugly hon and or should get a life from posting on here too much

>>8156030
This has devolved into trips voting for themselves and Elanna fangirls.

is it bad if i consider myself the smartest trip on mtfg
when i'm manic i feel like i'm gonna rule the world w/ my porn empire
i mean i can't really think of anyone here who's really accomplished a lot
edie's got her porn thing going but that's a "leave your intellect at the door" sort of thing

>>8156073
First time I've seen you

>>8156087
Oh the ironing

>>8156053
CARTMANS MY HUSBANDO

>>8156082
Phienchen has a master's or so in history, so she's also a contender. It's really a debate on how you measure "smartness".

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>>8156078
>tfw too intelligent to be smart and instead pretend to be retarded
>>8156091
Trashy is an oldfag NO BULLY

>>8156087
>>8156087
>>8156087
>>8156087
>>8156087

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun; don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not going in

Burning bridges shore to shore
I'll break away from something more
I'm not turned on to love until it's cheap

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun; don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time, baby, I'll be
Bulletproof

>>8156075
My fat likes to go to the stomach, my legs don't get much of it at all. Eating more would give me a huge tummy so I'm a little stuck.

>>8156096
Anyone got that picture he posted of himself

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>>8156090
what kind of people actually pay for porn?

>>8156082
Passing a degree doesn't make you smart. She never talks about anything science related and she doesn't even work in the field. She's just going to do a masters because her life is going nowhere. Someone like Nicotine has a degree and actually shows some passion for it.

>>8156043
>another thing to parade an identity you probably don't even have any claim to
you're jumping to conclusions real fast here my dear

>>8156104
Stop eating sugar!

>>8156098
>masters in chemistry
>synthesizing new compounds to alleviate chronic and crippling illnesses
>creating entire new industries and making safer compounds
>solving global warming
>destruction and safe disposal of hazardous materials

>masters in history
>arguing on the history channel about world war 2 again

>>8156112
I mean, I voted for Elann, I was just saying Sophie's a contender too.

>>8156107
Why would anyone talk about science on mtfg? It's full of literal retards like shakira who think the ability to sperge about highschool level math makes you smart.

>>8156106
eh, some people have very specific smut fantasies
what i don't get is when people ask for generic stuff, like one person just wanted a woman getting raped by a dog in a forest
i also got stuff like a first person (IIRC, maybe it was second person) fic about fucking the guy's cowboy bebop waifu

>>8156107
>Passing a degree doesn't make you smart
Getting into grad school isn't exactly easy..

>She never talks about anything science related
Because nobody besides me cares for anything related to chemistry.

>Life is going nowhere
With a master's you have many high end positions that pay enormously well for valuable work.

Elanna obviously has a passion for it, you just need to get her on the topic of it.

>>8156112
>master's in sociology
>hate absolutely everybody and everything
>have no hope for the world to ever get better
>want to believe in this better world but you know it's about as fake as the easter bunny
>end up arguing with trannies online about marxism until you're a shrivelled husk of a human being while your peers all move on and form families and live happy successful lives

>>8156109
I already try and eat as little sugar as I can because it causes severe acne, no candy or high sugar things for me, my body wasn't built for female fat.

>>8156108
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead

Do, do, do your dirty words
Come out to play when you are heard
There's certain things that should be left unsaid

Tick, tick, tick, tick on the watch
And life's too short for me to stop
Oh, baby, your time is running out

I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt

This time baby
I'll be
Bulletproof

>>8156118
I've just seen her ask math grads here for help with her drone project how is that sperging? And she seems to know a lot of math and physics for someone with no degree.

>>8156124
You could easily get a job within government.

>>8155999
denver mtfg meetup when

>>8156139
Never! ;_;

>father is a mentally ill self-made millionaire
>grandfather on his side has an iq of 140, grandmother is ~136
>great grandfather was a well-respected math professor
>had two or three mentally ill great grand uncles who had to go to institutions
>mother's side doesn't have much going for it but my russian grandmother wrote poetry a lot, maybe that's where i got that
i'm lined up 4 a wild ride girls

>>8156143
wait are you in denver too?

>>8156130
das a guud song :D

>>8156112
>>8156112
>one knowledge is better than the other!
So why is it that places where kids are forced to study math like Korea are still behind the west?

>>8156090
If you have to brag about yourself, you ain't shit bb.

>>8156155
I went to school in Korea so I can answer that question for you. We're not taught to learn there, we're taught how to do well on tests to look good.

>>8156155
the west is ahead of korea because of historians?

>>8156151
No xD

>>8156170
That's the general idea of any university tho.
You retain like 30% of anything regurgitated after the fact

>>8156136
probably but sociology still crushed my youthful idealism forever

ha ha of course Pandora would unironically say she is the smartest person here

>>8156183
Yeah, I hear all the time medical and pharmacy school is a waste of just, time skip it all and do ochem because everything you learn is after you get a degree and license.

>>8156184
:(

>>8156193
wow I don't know how I accidentally that whole sentence but you get the idea

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well girls granny korra is just too old for parties anymore. i had one last night and I didn't really enjoy it much at all and ended up sleeping for a long time after I got home because I stayed up so late

>>8156170
South or north Korea

>>8156160
>you ain't shit bb.
i mean, yeah
but i will be if i can get over the 'mental illness' part of my gene pool

i don't think that post was really me bragging, though
i just haven't really seen anyone here do much that i could use to put them on a level above me
alines seems like she's a pretty good programmer, but beyond that we're pretty commonly united by a lack of success

>>8156104
Won't that change though when you get on pills ?
anyway some cis women do have dry legs

>>8156204
I am sorry that you didn't enjoy your party :( The party like isn't that exciting! Now, vaporwave .. that's exciting xD

>>8156209
Its been years. You're right about some having smaller legs but it still upsets me a bit.

>>8156207
Heh.
I mean, I'm pretty damn accomplished.
Holding out on moving out west for my name change.
Still getting hammered with oilfield job offers, but, biding my time to get all my trans shit together before I go back.

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>there was a time when you where going to go to university and try and present female
ha ha funny how things work out

>>8156206
That's not a question you ever need to ask lol

>>8156207
It did come off as crying about being in a rich family with some mental health illness

>>8156224
all i know about you is you were a mechanic or s/t
at some point i'm going to be making a shitload of dosh
i just gotta get my shit together
i can get about 15$ an hour as is and that's with a portfolio the size of a limp chicken penis

>>8156236
You're right, no one would go to worst Korea.

>>8156238
>rich family
that's true and not
my dad is rich af but has major personality issues and stopped paying child support
my grandparents are living pretty well but have been having financial issues because my grandfather's dying of cancer
so i was stuck living with my extremely poor mother and stepdad on a farm in rural hawaii

>/mtfg/ talking about me yet again
>I'm a sperg for sharing my hobbies
Kay
>>8156133
I go to the library and teach myself whatever I want to know. School isn't the only way. School teaches you bullshit you don't need to know at an exorbitant cost.
>>8156155
I hate this mindset, one of the reasons why I turned my back on formal STEM is because the were all elitist assholes who denigrated my other interests in history, art and music. Contemporary art is bullshit according to their narrow analytical minds who think art=depicting reality. I can't jam with such people.

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>>8156219
it's kay it just made me realize im not that young 20 something i used to be :P

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do guys like cone tits

>>8156258
>Contemporary art is bullshit according to their narrow analytical minds who think art=depicting reality.
it's true though
that's not to say you can't make good art without depicting reality
but the vast majority of 'abstract art' is lazy hacks who want to pretend their psychedelic squares hold the secret to the universe

>>8156267
Straight and bi guys like tits.

>>8156265
I wish I was a young 20 something!

>>8156267
No, I like boys

>>8156265
ur like 25 you fucking artist

>>8156240
My bread and butter is petroleum logistics mech.
Currently, I'm an auto mech while I bide my time in this liberal state for my name, gender, srs, etc.
But, I keep getting offers to go back b/c of my resume. Was making 97-115k/ year, offers are about the same and i'm about a year off from my degree... which'll land me in yet a higher pay brakcet.
Too many bad experiences of being a known tranny in the oilfield.
Rn, I'm stealth apart from my boss knowing b/c of my legal name/id.
...which happened after oil dropped out and I left b/c my wife wanted to go to asthetician school.

Like I said,
If you have to brag, you ain't shit bb.
The biggest fish are the most silent (and there's bigger unknown fish on here every day)

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>>8156267
small/flat tiddies best

>>8156267
No, not really.

>>8156280
>If you have to brag, you ain't shit bb.
i already agreed with you though
my manic periods are helped by me expressing myself as such because i have a hell of a lot of trouble actually concentrating on my work

that sounds cool though
you keep doing you
i'm going to write porn for a stable income, then maybe try to publish a novel or two, and if i can make an income out of that i'd leave the smut behind

>>8156268
Wasn't it you who pissed off Honeybee by saying this?
If you think a piece of abstract art is bullshit it's likely that you don't understand it unless you really gave it a chance to understand it by looking at it for a few hours or even days. I myself used to think contemporary art was a joke but one day I got it. Same with music, I have so many albums that when I first listened to it I thought what is this random noise? But then one day I just felt it. Open your mind.

>>8156253
Not reaching out to your dad for cash

>>8156275
same

>>8156278
28 isn't 25

>>8156278
>fucking artists

hi

>like boys
>boys don't like me back
?_?

>>8156316
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

>>8156317
>Boys that I like don't like me
>Boys that do like me I have no feelings for

fuck you brain

>>8156304
yeah i did
as someone who actually really enjoys poetry and puts -effort- into writing it, nothing pisses me off more than seeing some lazy moron writing one or two lines, with no rhyme or meter whatsoever, and passing it off as poetry on par with those works that actually require tangible effort

2 AM
Her snores awake
A clock is ticking

Is the equivalent of me undressing, shitting on the floor, then rolling around in my own excrement, all while streaming to my many millions of youtube subscribers.

>>8156304
Did drugs help

>>8156317
are you cute

>>8156322
Learn to love them!

>>8156308
he was abusive and i hate him

>>8156317
I like you :-D

>>8156322
Story of our lives. Fuck this gay earth.

>>8156330
No

>>8156328
drugs always help :)

>tfw everyone thinks I'm a dumbass because I dropped out of college
It's great, I hate the nerd label, I've always just wanted to fit in and be normal. I'm a proud dumb dropout and I'm never ever going back.

Can anyone here make female voice pretending to make man voice voice?

>>8156267

no, guys like butts.

Soft, girly butts.

>>8156330
Is this how you get into all the trans panties

I'm the dumbest motherfucker in all of /mtfg/ and I'm transbian trash and I can't stop talking about rat hair and my life owns and I'm never going to die. Thank you.

>>8156341
Are you a boy

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yay my hormones are here and I can pick them up on monday. ill have to be a little careful thi since diane is my AA and I heard it can cause blood clots. gonna use this with alot of caution and switch back to Cypro. thankfully it's only like 35mg per pill so I should be okay if i keep active and look for any signs of clots

still tho really happy to be back inwfiel pills I never want to be off of them for nearly 3 months again my mood has been a freaking rollercoaster

>>8156357
Isn't everyone here?

>>8156350
That's easy?

>>8156343
Hahaha

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>>8156357
The softest, sweetest, most strongest, and handsomest of boys.
Clever too.
>hand for proof

can someone buy me drugs i dont like being sad all the time

>>8156370
This but also me pls

>>8156363
No

>>8156368
I'm too tired to tell if this is sarcasm please help

>>8156328
Not originally, my drug taking is a recent thing but it enhances the experience yeah.
>>8156327
If it's succinct yet profound then it is better than a long piece that tickled your senses in a roundabout way
>>8156355
No I'm dumber.

>>8156370
How bout hugz nuggz and kissez?

>>8156370
Better start sucking

>>8156362
Mood swings are the wurst! I can never notice it myself. It feels normal :S

>>8156370

only if I get to smash up your trap pussy

>>8156380
part of the problem is that i never have any hugz and kissez
im so lonely and worthless and gross and garbage

>>8156377
Ilu seiryu

>>8156342
oh

how's your personality then
>>8156353
I'll never tell

pandora your writing sounds like a 5th grader who just discovered how to use a thesaurus

>>8156363
Points

>>8156365
is it? proof?

>>8156390
You're lonely now, but the rest of that shit is self imposed and you know it.

>>8156404
if i wasn't those things then i wouldn't be lonely

>>8156397
How's my writing? I got a D in GCSE English.

>>8156387
ive been fighting with it for the past few months and on top of that hot flashes. im so ready to be back on hormones it's been a difficult wait

>>8156397
Burn

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>don't want to work
>need money

>>8156409
Then stop being those things.
They're in your head.
I bet you're really good at being a little spoon/Huggy body pillow

>>8156400
Maybe later senpai. I am getting ready for a nap


>>8156413
Oh gosh :X Hot flashes. iktf I am glad I don't get those anymore.

>>8156412
stop trying to make sho
it that has nothing at all to do with you about you you desperate validation seeking autistic narcissist

>>8156412
I don't know but you should read the thing she rewrote yesterday it was fucking funny

>>8156417
Become a professional gamer or cam-model

I'm just going to spend all my 1s and 5s on scratch off lottery tickets and hope I hit a $500 or something

>>8156420
If I was "a narcissist desperate for validation" I wouldn't have revealed that I failed English in school.

>>8156379
>if it's succinct yet profound
that's the thing though
poetry is an art form with established rules and qualities
sidestepping all of them because you're too lazy to put whatever profound message you have into proper form is just distasteful
write a book or something, instead of trying to pass your maxims as poetry

>>8156397
i mean, i'm getting paid for it
so that's a win in my book ;^)

>>8156438
>Art has rules
Just stop.

>>8156432
Not good at games. I'm 25 and my reflexes are really poor now and I just don't have the capacity to play like if I was 14 anymore. That and estrogen saps any of my desire for competition. Also too ugly to camwhore.

>>8156437
then stop with the retarded "am I ___?" posts when no one is talking to you or about you. it makes you look like a desperate retard

>>8156441
yep!
poetry is supposed to be well written & sound nice
visual art is supposed to look good & be well drawn
music is supposed to sound good & evoke a particular emotion
apologies if i'm blowing your mind.

>>8156438
dude retarded people pay for all kinds of shit doesn't mean it's good

>>8156434
dont do that. you're throwing away money

>>8156446
Become a YouTube millionaire

>>8156454
My luck on scratchoffs is usually okay, I usually break even or go up by like $5 or so after like 10 tickets.

>>8156458
I was actually kind of wanting to start a cooking show like Good Eats with another trip here, but that's a decade away.

>>8156446
You cant make money playing video games so dont sweat it.

>>8156449
Am I hard to filter?
>>8156451
But there's no rule as to what looks or sounds good and what doesn't.

>>8156467
The biggest streamers on twitch make 100k a year just playing games..

>>8156471
>just playing games
not just playing games
they have really entertaining personalities

>>8156464
Not starting a channel yourself

>>8156469
you never shut the fuck up and have diarrhea of the mouth. go suck some more dicks for drug money

>>8156471
My mum actually encouraged me to start streaming Total War games after one of my battles ended up on a famous youtuber's channel. I didn't bother, didn't think I was good enough.

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>>8156469
okay look
i made this portrait to represent the state of contemporary art and the rapid decline of society.
it's very deep & beautiful in my opinion and conveys a heavy message about the true meaning of art

>>8156476
Anon has point you have to be hot or entertaining

>>8156476
Right, but they still make money primarily playing games. If those people tried to get into acting or comedy or something they'd fall flat over.

>>8156477
I have a channel but my internet is too poor to stream well and I'm not very interesting. I'm not really funny, attractive, or skilled.

>>8156480
It's something you have to really enjoy. In this day and age forget about becoming a big streamer since everyone has their own favorite streamer they watch that already have 40,000 subs.

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Sup?
Legal name change forms are weird
Should I just leave my attorney info blank if I don't have an attorney?

>>8156488
are they really that complicated?

>>8156484
Who's Jamal

>>8156488
you should change your name to destiny or ebony or something

>>8156479
Never shut the fuck up about what? I am hardly the most prolific poster here.
>>8156484
I quite like it actually, it has an 80s vibe to it. Brush it up a bit and it could turn into something good.
>>8156487
Well I am TW obsessed but as I said I am nowhere near the best.

>>8156267
post em girl

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>>8156500
My name's gonna be Crystal
>>8156493
Nah, I just don't know what to do with the attorney info.
HIPS WHERE ARE YOU

>>8156487
Then do a channel of you not being good at things