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/ftmg/ - Female to Male General

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/fit/ edition. Post your routine or ideal body type.

Previous thread: >>8069113

Transition timelines:
http://helpfultransinfo.tumblr.com/tagged/tc

Bottom surgery info:
http://gendercube.tumblr.com/

Passing guide for AAPs:
http://ftmguide.rassaku.net/

Old sites, but still great one-stop-shops for FTM information:
http://ftmguide.org/
http://thetransitionalmale.com
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>>8098182
>Even if I don't live with them, they'd still be my family and I'd have to do what they wanted
No you don't. Stop being a pussy.
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>>8098230
>tfw ftm
>tfw would pretty much date anyone regardless of gender
>tfw if I even breathed next to a cute cis boy I'd probably get lynched
>also if they found out I'm into dudes like that, I'd know I'd have to kiss my acess to gender segregated spaces (bathrooms, etc) goodbye
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>>8098444
>tfw be early trans
>tfw be (somewhat)openly gay
>tfw they let me use the male restroom
>tfw they let me change in the males locker rooms
>tfw all my closest friends are ultra straight outcast guys, some of which support trump and know Im gay
>tfw I don't know how I got here without getting lynched
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>>8098230
Hello there.
>tfw ftm gay chaser
>no cute ftm guy to chase around
>even if there were, I'd be out of their league
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>>8097384
I use 22g inch or inch and a half needles. How deeply should I be putting it in? I usually deploy the syringe at 3/4 of the way inside.
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>>8098485
Is it hot getting to see guys undressing as a gay?
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Seriously where are the femdoms that like transmen? I want a cute mistress to make me her pet.
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>>8098800
I'm rushing through there most of the time and chinge in a stall so I don't really notice but most of the guys in my school are chubbymuscle which isn't my cup anyways
>murifats

If I want to watch people undress and get aroused over it i'd just watch porn
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>>8098822
Porn is dull and cliche and too overtly sexual.
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>>8098834
>>>/out/
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>>8098877
?!?!
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>>8098914
porn is supposed to be overtly sexual and cheesy my dude
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>>8098805
She's taken, sorry.

Maybe you get to be second pet if you ask nicely.
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>>8098931
You're not doing it right if you haven't jacked off to something that's also made you laugh
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>>8098969
[spoiler]I actually know a girl who is into femdom and possibly transmen and she is also taken. ;_;[/nospoilersonlgbt]
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>>8098790
The needles of my syringes are super short.
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>>8099251
Said that in the last thread, buddy.

Anyway, not that anon, but my needles are also about an inch long except I was told that I do have to stick the entire length in, I'm guessing so that it's guaranteed to hit muscle instead of getting the blood vessels or nerves closer to the surface. But I'm also shit with biology so I could be completely off.

Can anyone else add on? Does needle length matter?
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>>8099318
ftm here, I've been using really short insulin needles for several months with no problems.
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>>8099318
I don't think needle length matters. I do sub-q with depo testosterone and the needle length is shorter than my thumb nail. I inject into the fat on my stomach so I don't know

>>8099373
>ftm here
>on ftm gen
good info
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>>8099405
Yeah I can see short needles for that, I wouldn't want an inch-long needle in my stomach.
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>>8099422
Doctor told me I could inject anywhere that has extra fat, but I'm a very skinny person and since starting T I've lost quite a bit of fat everywhere so I might have to start injecting in my ass soon desu
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>>8099443
Yeah I was told I could inject in the stomach too, if I pinched up a section of it.
Kinda freaks me out though.

Is there some reason you don't want to do it in the thigh?
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>>8099405
>good info
Ah, I don't browse /lgbt/ often. My bad.
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>>8099455
every time i've injected in the thigh, i've gone too deep or it bleeds way more than usual so I gave up on that, I walk a lot so it's mostly just muscle there.
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>>8099471
How do you know it's too deep?
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>>8098931
Yes and that's why I don't like it.
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>>8099541
when the needle hits the muscle making my leg spaz
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Where can I buy testosterone?
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>>8099730
From an accredited pharmaceutical institution.
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How do you train yourself to have a more alpha personality. I pass, but I'm afraid I act like a beta, or worse, a girl. Other men are assertive, take up a lot of space, etc , but I don't.
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>>8100252
Shy boys are a cute
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>>8100252
testosterone should do that by default, its literally the confidence hormone
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>>8100252
have alpha male friends and leach off their personality
get into metal
get on testosterone
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>>8100309
That reminds me. Any of you have self harm scars?
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>>8100252
+if you have a higher pitch voice, or are under 5'4'' your probably never going to be seen as an alpha so work on that first

>>8100357
I have a scar on my arm from when my brother and I got in a fight and he cut me with a pizza cutter but I hit him with a sword so I deserved it.
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>>8100357
yes
>p-post your body
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>>8100352
>get into metal
You are joking, right? Ever been to a metal concert? Its full of awkward teenage guys who are inconfident about their manliness due to being skinny faggy nerds. Its like being a manlet and hitting the gym super hard - just makes you look more pathetic.
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>>8100366
random anon here but
>under 5'4"
>work on that
rip
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>>8100374
you chose the wrong gender to transition to my hombre, RIP living as a feminine manlet without a dick, maybe you'll go bald too for extra injury
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>>8100373
you take that back you fuck
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>>8100384
I probably will, actually. My dad's bald and my mother's family history is unknown. That being said, I am Asian so I do get a free pass for my height. Unfortunately that's only because of the stereotype that Asians are short. If I were to compare my height with other people from that country, I'd still be shorter than women. It's pretty sad.
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>>8100371
post em?
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>>8100388
you can like metal if you want, nothing wrong with that, just dont turn that into a part of your identity unless you're 13 and really need to feel like a part of something
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>>8100357
>That reminds me
Hot, post scars?
> Any of you have self harm scars?
Yes
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>>8100357
>self harm
You're not actually a male inside a a female body, you're a female inside a female body. Self harming is extremely feminine behavior, only someone with the mindset of an actual woman partakes in it.
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>>8100352
Great advice m8, I r8 8/8.

To be serious - I think that this anon >>8100373 said some bullshit, but overall he's right, and I'm telling it as a metalhead. Don't tell people to get into metal as an advice, it's not some sort of a candy. I understand people that don't like it and I'm cool with it. I understand it's not for everyone. The appreciation for this kind of music should stay true, though - it's so sad when people act like they enjoy extreme music only to seem tough and hardcore. And yes, this sort of case is pathetic.
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>>8100450
I think you should get into metal
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>>8100252
Get a big alpha man to inject his semen into you and eventually you'll become a natural alpha
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>>8100252
First start by taking up space physically; don't just crawl into a corner but take the seat at the middle of te table, lean in to conversations, don't pull your arms close to your body, stuff like that. Walk with broad steps instead of like you're walking a tightrope.

Practice not apologizing for yourself - if you're late, say "thanks for waiting" instead of "sorry I'm late" (or, well, both). Learn to view your interests and traits with a sort of certainty that they're interesting and cool. Learn to not excuse yourself. If someone says "that thing you did was cool", don't reply with "oh, it was nothing", but take pride in your actions and acknowledge your skillsets.
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>>8100512
This is the actual custom in one of the Papuan tribes. I shit you not. When young boys get initiated in the men's house they receive the vital essence of the elder males to grow into proper men. It continues until they are grown up and get sons of their own.
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>>8100505
Oh, great advice. I also have one - If you're going to be an edgelord, be at least the self-aware edgelord.
Works for me. Cheers.
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>>8100357
Not from self harm but self experimenting. In the sense that I didn't do it to hurt myself or was in an emo phase.
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>>8100587
what was it then?
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>>8100605
I'm very reckless, so I've always imagined some shit happening to me sooner or later. Over the years I've done all kinds of shit to myself to build resistance, get used to stuff and test myself.

Also curiosity, obviously.
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>>8100533

Fuck what I wouldn't give to have been born into that tribe and have all the alphas pumping me with their cummies
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>>8100717
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>>8100717
Wrong thread sister.
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>>8100736
Fuck, sorry guys
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>>8100717
has your peepee shrunk yet?
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>>8100717
>>8100743

>mtf posting about awkward mtf problem
>on /ftmg/
It's not a proper thread without such a mistake no longer.
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>>8100744
>no why
>>8100747
d-don't gotta be mean :(
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I almost made a friend
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>>8100782
Oh, believe me, I'm not mean. For example, I could turn the post you deleted into a pasta.
Hey, it would be a fun thing to do, actually.
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>>8100533
The Greeks did something similar, where young boys were taken under the wing of older men to "teach them to be men", but it resulted in a lot of pedophilia and homolust.
Although rather than a gangbang, it was an old guy with a harem of young boys.

Moving on,

>>8100515
This is good advice. Carry yourself confidently, but not overly aggressive. That makes you come across as an overcompensating beta or bulldyke.
And as always, fake it until you make it.
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>>8100717
If you commonly have a problem with bladder incontinence you should see a doctor...
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>gender clinic
>heightened terror alert for reasons
>leave my bag for 2 minutes to get delicious tea
>come back
>security's been called
>some guy talking to head security turns around
>points at me
>mfw
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>Trans dude was outed on survivor
>My mom and grandma who refused to believe me when I came out as trans are more supportive over some rando on TV than they ever will be to me
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>>8103012
>"Zeke"
He deserved it
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>>8103012

Just looked it up. Honestly, as shitty a thing as that is to do and have happen to someone, it's pretty cool that everyone on the show reacted that way.

And as far as your mother and grandmother, I don't want to be an unbearable glass-half-fuller, but surely their support of Zeke is a reflection of their attitude changing, right? They're not simultaneously defending Zeke with one hand and shitting on you with the other?
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Any good crowdfunding for surgery? Has anyone here actually managed to get their surgery paid for? insurance doesn't count.
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>>8103044
Zeke is based
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>>8103186
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>>8103012
Jesus christ remind me to never go on a game on a game show.
People think its okay to out trans people because they personally dont think there is anything wrong with being trans but that doesnt mean shit.
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Dad has arranged for me to get free motorcycle lessons from a old biker hippie. This summer will be awesome.
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>>8103627
That sounds pretty fun. I want to learn to ride, but now that I have money for a bike I don't have much free time.
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>>8098790
>22g
Ow

You can use 25g or even a little higher
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did someone call for reinforcments?
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>>8102774
I'm guessing you live in some refugee ghetto where everyone's worried about the allahu akbars?

>>8103178
Get a job faggot. I'm not trying to be mean but crowdfunding for topsurgery almost NEVER works unless you are some sort of low-key tumblr celebrity just because everyone online is probably just as broke or broker than you are. Why should anyone donate to you when they have their own issues or top surgery to save up for?

>>8103012
I watched that it was pretty intense, I think it's hilarious how the guy who outed him was obviously doing it to be an asshole and got called out on it big time. I didn't really need another reason not to trust cis gay men tho.
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>>8104277
>Get a job faggot.
This

I'm saying this in a totally non-passive aggressive way: From what I hear, Starbucks has good health insurance benefits for trans people, and a trans-friendly work environment. Look into it
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>>8100808
That's great, anon
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>>8103012
I just watched the outing clip. How did Varner find out Zeke was trans before everyone else?
I've never watched the show before so pardon my ignorance.
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>>8104099
join me then
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>>8099443
use subcut injection 5/8 inch needle. drink beers for a week and ramen diet. will work
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>Docs prescribe t
>inject 1x week
>pharmacy refuses to sell syringes
>re use my own needles
>admitted in hospitals due to cardiomyopathy
>docs just look at me as an addict cuz they asked if I used IV drugs
>Would never use IV drugs unless in hospital
>Only suspicion is that my younger brother would have sold my T for his weed addiction
>Gotten into arguments with mom and brother
>Move out of town away from fucked up family
>ready to murder him

what do
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>>8105905
He sent you to the hospital through asshole behavior? Why haven't your mom beat his ass for this?
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>>8106027
cuz he's a mamas boy
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>>8106055
You should leave them behind and find better people
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>>8106065
I did, for now. When they did try to contact me again I roasted them so bad that they shunned me until I die.
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>>8105905
Buy needles and syringes online, don't reuse needles
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>>8106143
Good. You have friends or people around you in general? You have a job/school?
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>>8106167
I live with grandparents and I do have a couple close friends. Have a seasonal job and will start work in June/july so disability is the only option right now.
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>>8106145
yes, switched pharmacies and have not had a problem since.
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>>8106189
That's something at least. What kind of job?
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>>8106213
community recreation centre. get to watch people play hockey and baseball most of the time.
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What are you reading, lads?
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>>8106555
I read mostly atlases\manuals, then study material for chemistry and genetics, but I haven't touched a novel\narrative in 10 years, last thing I read was an assignment for the first year of middle school when I didn't know you could bullshit it by copying summaries online.
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>week 3 on T
>the only effect I've gotten so far is that my clit keeps pulsing
When will it stop
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>>8105138
He didn't really explain it but what he said indicated that he clocked him based on his biology. He didn't want to go into details because he realized it'd be rude to trans men.

But like honestly if ya look at Zeke he's easy to clock. He's got the canonical ftm shitty skin, the stupid Buck Angel voice, the tiny hands, the fat Aiden vibe, the "I'll never shave my facial hair because I inject myself every week for this shit" attitude, the lack of brow ridge. Like anyone who's seen two or three trans men in their life can clock him easily.
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I just paid my top surgery deposit. RIP $5000. Looking at my bank account is depressing.
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Mother of fuck, 4 online pharmacies refused my credit card. Can't believe I need to drive to another town to get syringes and needles.
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>>8106777
It will be worth it in the long run desu
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>>8106765
Oh yeah, I'd forgotten he mentioned doing activism for LGBT in the clip.
You're right he probably did clock him, I was expecting a guy less stereotypical-looking before watching the clip myself.
A strong nose really makes a lot of difference.
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>>8106952
How bad is your credit
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>>8107024
Yea it's unfortunate, I really want to see some trans guys who shake up the trans guy aesthetic shown on TV. I guess Aydian Dowling and Balian Buschbaum help a bit.
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>>8107105
I never had issues with my card.
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>>8107161
until now
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Seeing how this is a /fit/ edition. I like to see how cis guys with small frames use their potential.
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>>8107441
As with this guy who shows how you can compensate for narrow shoulders.
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>>8107441
Johnny Weir has my ideal thin/toned body type.

If only I were like 7+ inches taller RIP my hopes and dreams
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>>8107447
Keeping a tight core can compensate for narrow shoulders so one can get something of a v-line without actually having the frame for it. Takes a lot more work to maintain a tight core on a small frame, but end results might be worth it. Unfortunately this tactic doesn't work on guys with wide hips.
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>>8107457
Any reason why you can't rock a body like that without the height?
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>>8107480
I suppose not. I'm trying for it anyway, with hormones + top surgery + working out. I'll just have to live with being short. We can't have everything we want I guess...
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>>8095276
>>8098182
You really, really fucking don't have to actually.
I was like you dude, I did my very level best to be what my family wanted. And my family weren't even particularly ultraconservative or terrible, but it still crushed my fucking soul!

Do what works for you! Transition earlier than my stupid ass managed to! Be an awkward male at a time when it's more common to be an awkward male!

If it's a financial concern, okay yeah, I kiiinda get it, but dude. You're Of An Age. Store up some money so you're ready for the ties to be cut, in case they are, and live your own fucking life. If they love you, they'll be happier in the long run, because it will mean you're -not fucking suicidal.- Good parents do not sleep easy knowing that their children want to end their lives. And I'm guessing they don't, because mine sure as hell didn't.
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>>8107468
>>8107447
I hope I can achieve this V shape.
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>>8107587
It's not that difficult.
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>>8106777
You'll be happy after. Years of binding fucked up my posture for a while. Also you'll be buying shirts that are smaller usually by 2-3 times depending on how big you are.
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>>8106758
will get worse then calm down after many years. Might even wake up with raging hard ons
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>>8107605
Thanks.

I'm lucky that I have like B cups and am young, so I can get minimal scarring with Jacobs. I can't wait to not pass as either a trans woman or a dude with mantits. I don't really bind much bc I'm afraid of fucking something up. I started having chest pain a while back so I quit binding 'cause I'd hate to find out I ruined my chance of surgery only two months before I would have had it done. My shirt size is already XXXS in men's lmao
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>>8107653
lift after surgery, eat foods high in protein esp if you had heart issues and it will prevent heart issues if you exercise after recovering. You do NOT want to get heart failure like I did, it wasn't related to top surgery as it was from a viral infection. good luck anon.
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>>8106758
It's as the other anon said. You just get used to it.
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>>8106758
If it gets sensitive I recommend a men's youth athletic cup
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>>8107681
>protein against heart issues
wat
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>>8098805
>visited one last night
>I'm too vanilla to properly appreciate that full time
fun as fuck for a night tho
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>>8106555
Listening to an audiobook of Stranger in a Strange Land because it used to be comfy tier sci fi for me but hearing it out loud is making me cringe at the anachronistic paternalism and veiled shittiness to queer people. Sucks.
Bout to start a collection of WW1 letters though, that should be cool.
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>>8106758
built in vibrator?
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>>8103044
kek
>>8103164
They're just like typical "not in my yard" liberals. Gays are a-okay but they don't ever want their child to be a faggot, you know?>>8103494
It was pretty fucked to out him like that but I knew he was trans beforehand from the superfans who dug up all his background info before the season even started
>>8104277
Oh yeah, seeing everyone in unison telling off Varner was pretty nice.
>>8105138
Pretty sure he was able to clock Zeke since Varner is gay and said he was actively fighting for LGBT rights so probably knows a few trans people.
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>>8107441

Anyone got the webm from /fit/ of the manlet and giant taking their shirts off in a gym and comparing chests?
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>>8106765
>canonical ftm shitty skin
>the tiny hands
>the lack of brow ridge
DELET THIS
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Why ftms are so homophobic?
I am a gay cis-man, and I love cute ftm guys.
Usually, when I ask ftm guy if he's interested in a gay relationship, he'd not just gross out, but go fully hysterical or start bragging about how he and his hetero cisfriends bash gays together.
From Russia with hate.
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>>8108430
I'm a straight ftm and I just get sick of people thinking I'm gay or we're all gay. They're probably not actually mad at you, just taking out their frustration on you.
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>>8108430
>be ftm
>from Russia with hate

>yes i am faggot, Igor
>"Why you not just woman then мyдaк? Кeк"

>no i am straight Igor, traps and AGP are straight man fetish
>"Broski you are gomophobe in le current year? Very disappointed tovarisch"
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>>8108430
kek what planet are you living on? 90% of ftms i know are gay or bi and they act like if they don't bring that fact up every 5 minutes they'll keel over or something
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>>8108430
Online ftms are a lot more chill dude
hell I'm sure you'll have a bunch flocking to you here for saying you're a gay dude thirsty for ftms
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>>8108440
I can't understand this. I mean, people usually suppose that I'm straight, but I'd never get angry because of women asking me out.
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>>8108430
post tits
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>>8108407
you cannot delete the truth desu
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>>8108430
statistics (in the US) show like 75% of ftms are gay/bi so you just had a bad experience, come to burgerland and meet our chill cuntbois, comrade ivan
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is brooklyn still alive
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>>8098230
I'm still a gay guy if a ftm turns me on right?
I just can't get enough of the idea of a cute boy with a literal pussy, it drives me crazy and I've never been able to experiment with it. I'd like pussy if it was on a guy!
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>>8108860
He took ayahuasca and turned into a plant
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>>8107597
only if you swam while you were growing up
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>>8108457
>90% of ftms i know are gay or bi and they act like if they don't bring that fact up every 5 minutes they'll keel over or something
Same. Kinda frustrating for a straight one.
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>>8109445
lateral muscles don't grow in water, anon. they're not fish.
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>>8109092
Come chase, comrade.
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>>8108571
Men come in all shapes and sizes. That is the truth.
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>tfw ur a guy and all the girls itt have higher test than you

feels bad man.
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>>8109596
Do like we do and stab yourself in the thigh once a week with roids. Got lazy nuts?
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>>8100252
>how do I learn to imitate the sexist behavior of men
Sad DESU.
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>>8109672
Manlets gotta compensate
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>>8109672
Oh go back to tumblr
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>>8109690
I don't use Tumblr To Be DESU.
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Any North Carolina folks? Its lonely here.
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>>8109672
>being alpha
>sexist
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>>8109775
The concept of the "alpha male" is a justification of men with entitled, aggressive, sexist attitudes.
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>>8109783
t. turbobeta
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>>8109795
I don't need to compensate as I'm [spoiler]a natal male i.e. [spoiler]literally a real man[/spoiler][/spoiler].
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Alphas/beta males don't exist in humans, it's bad science
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>>8109672
I mean he could do the "sexist" shit that only dumbasses think is sexist, like sit with his legs open or tell women when they're wrong.
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>>8109690
"Go back to *insert website* " needs to fucking stop as a counter argument for everything
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>>8109783
[citation needed]
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>>8109825
If you force people sitting next to you on public transit to shrink themselves to make room for you, and if you obsessively point out minor mistakes in things people say, then you're just a straightforward asshole, not an "alpha male".

It also really is the ground attitude many entitled pricks have that makes them overall sexist, though these particular examples make them a straightforward asshole first and foremost.
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>>8109816
>it's bad science
>it's social science
FIFY
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>>8109854
It's bad social science, then. Chimpanzees have alphas, bonobos don't, and those are our two closest cousins. Human males don't have alphas. If you think a guy just being masculine or assertive is the same as being alpha for bonobos and gorillas, you don't understand the term.
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>>8109889
>assertive is the same as being alpha
it is
all purely male spheres form around a leader whereas the rest follows. military is the stratified version of this.
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>>8109852
Are you cis male? If so, you're mansplaining right now to someone with 22 years experience living as a woman.

I'm not talking about pointing out minor mistakes in what someone says. I think people are just generally more afraid to correct women when they're wrong because they're afraid of being accused of being sexist. You can't treat someone like an equal while also having these reservations to correct them.
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>>8109910
Still isn't how alpha works. For the leader to be alpha, he'd have to be the only one getting pussy. With humans, he might have a better chance of getting puss, but plenty of the soldiers will manage. Plus a lot of women would rather fuck the soldiers over the military leaders because they're younger.
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>>8109919
Fair point. How would you define human social structure?
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What's your name and why?
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>>8109932
Humans are a very complex social species, we mostly impress each other with appearance and behavior. Some fairly universally attractive to women traits in men are being clean (shower and dress well), having good cologne, being naturally attractive with a good face and deep voice, having money / being successful, being outgoing and extroverted, and being someone who makes them feel safe like you can protect the home.

Also, I think chivalry isn't dead, but it's modernized. A lot of women don't want you paying for food or holding doors open, but they do still want you to be stoic and rich (so you'd pay for housing and child support somewhere down the line).

My anthropology professor insisted that it essentially boils down to: women are looking for men who seem like they'll be good fathers.
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>>8109912
>I think people are just generally more afraid to correct women when they're wrong because they're afraid of being accused of being sexist.
This is the most hilarious thing I've ever heard.

>Are you a cis male?
No, I'm a biological male who doesn't believe in gender fairies.

>you're mansplaining
By pointing out that your idea of what it means to be a man, based on straightforward asshole behavior many men are socialized into, is pitifully shallow, regressive, and offensive?
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>>8109997
>good fathers
>stoic
k
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>>8109992
Emile. My deadname is Emilia, but I was openly questioning/NB for a long period and used the nick Emi, so when I properly changed my name I wanted to go with something that still worked with the nick. Also something that was internationally viable.

It's a bit unusual (I'm scandinavian), but it's not a "weird" name, and having a franco name is still less clock-y than an american one, I'd say. Especially now that I pass more I don't get many questions about it, though it's occasionally misspelled as Emilie.

My middle name is Artur, from my great grandfather.
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>>8110100
Are you swedish and if so, do you like wood carving?
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>>8109992
Ellis. From my birthyear but not super common, plus I think it's cute. My deadname doesn't really have a male version so I just picked one I liked.
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>>8109852
Legspreading is a sort of a gross but hot flirting.
Yes, it's cool to spread legs, advertising your manhood, if your counterpart understands it exactly in the way you mean it, but it's a rare thing to do, in most situations legspreading looks just comical.

>>8109919
Leader is the one who gets The Best Pussy, and gets a good amount of pussies for his fellow men.
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>>8110042

Cis male means the same thing.

You don't have experience living as a woman, so you really shouldn't laugh at someone describing their experiences. What I said comes from my own past experience.

I never said it's what it means to be a man, I just said he could behave that way if he wants. It's possible to sit with your legs open enough that anyone normal would think it's fine but a feminist would take a photo of you and upload it to their Tumblr.
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>>8109992
Ethan. My girl name was Ellen and I wanted something similar to that. I didn't like Eli, which turned out to be the next Aiden, so I dodged a bullet there.

it's funny that everyone who has replied so far has a name that starts with E.
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>>8098230
hi boys. what do you think of women?

tbhon i think men are superior but maybe that's just my self-esteem

t. mtf
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>>8110138
>Cis male means the same thing.
No, pre-transition trans women are also biological males but aren't cis males.
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>>8110210
Right, true
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>>8110201
I love women as in I prefer being the only rooster in the chicken coop
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>>8110201
I like women a lot. I often socialize better with them and I'm attracted to them. But being one isn't for me.
I don't think either gender is better, just different. For example, I don't think most women should be in military combat. If they can meet the standards that men have to meet, then sure, but most can't and putting them in combat could get someone killed. Women are better at things like dealing with people. Neither is objectively better, they're two sides of the same coin.
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>>8110266
>but most can't
Yes they can. The standards are ridiculously low even for men.
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>>8110254
>I love women
ok what's so good about them?

i guess i like being the only chick among guys.

>>8110266
ok i agree men and women are different.

>I often socialize better with them
socialize better how?

>Women are better at things like dealing with people.
which situations?
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>>8110319
>socialize better how?
I just find that talking to women comes more naturally. And I'm kinda flirty with them, which is fun and makes it easier.
>which situations
It's been proven that people are more comfortable around women than men. That's why retailers prefer to hire women and I'd imagine it extends to things like women making better psychologists/therapists. They're more nurturing, which is why most nurses and teachers are women.
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>>8110201
Men are superior. That's why we're transitioning. Why you'd willingly throw away your manhood is beyond me.
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>>8110319
>ok what's so good about them?
Women treat me better than men do, and they are easy to please and talk to. Less competitive than men, care more for people around them, and they treat me like a man (while men treat me like a defected little boy).
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>>8110356
>And I'm kinda flirty with them, which is fun and makes it easier.
wow this is just like the reserve of me and guys!

>and I'd imagine it extends to things like women making better psychologists/therapists.
idk i had a female therapist and she was shit.

>They're more nurturing, which is why most nurses and teachers are women.
tbhon men are better teachers and doctors and men don't become teachers because they get looked down on, which screws over the students who have to get taught by women.

>>8110370
because i'm not worth it.

superior how anon?
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>>8110201

men have better mental health because female hormones fuck with mood and pms'ing makes it even more of a disaster

women have better physical health because T is bad for your immune system and cardiovascular health
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>>8110388
>Less competitive than men, care more for people around them,
but to a girl men care and they don't compete with her?

>>8110429
>tfw didn't have good mental health even as a boy
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>>8110470
>but to a girl men care and they don't compete with her?
Very few men have caring behavior, and towards girls their actions are usually motivated by sex. Girls know this, and act accordingly. Also, with the competition thing, it's all a game of conquest when it comes to play between men and women.
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>>8106555
History books on China.
Considering picking up opium smoking and getting a pet eunuch.
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>>8106555
Dune. Its been on my backlog for like a fucking decade now.
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>>8110106
I am swedish, and while I know my way around a knife I can't say I'm particularly interested in wood carving.

>>8110201
I love women, but I'm happy appreciating them from the outside.

>>8106555
The Amber Spyglass from the His Dark Materials series. Loved it as a child, decided to pick it back up to see if I had a better understanding for the deeper themes, love it even more now.

>>8110175
Ethan is nice, not too close either. I know a fair number of Elliots and Eliases.
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>>8110126
I dunno why people hate on "manspreading" so much. It's comfy as fuck and yet anyone who complains about it will never complain about women taking up space with their bags spread across the seats next to them.
Just another stick of modern feminism to beat men over the head with tbqh.
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Real men don't cry
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>>8111087
manspreading is fine as long as you have enough room for yourself. Doing it in a crowded area is like that women with bags dumping her stuff on your face then pretend it's totally fine.
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>>8108860

who cares?
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>>8109992
William or Will
I just feel like it fits me better.
My legal name is really uncommon and there's no "male equivalent" or anything similar. My parents wanted to name me after Shatner if I was born with a benis, so I was apparently right on the nail with picking it.
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>>8111946
No, it's a matter of comfort more than shopping bags are.
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Do you guys have any recommendations for testosterone gels that i can buy on amazon? like a certain brand?
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>>8113186
are you going to ask this in every thread?

just go buy some fucking androgel and shut the fuck up.
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>>8113203
this is actually the first time i've asked this, i'm sorry if people ask that a lot.
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>>8109992
Jari, because my parents are fucking weird and they already gave me a retarded female name when I was born. I asked what they'd name me if I had a penis and that was it. I stuck with it cause it's not too bad.
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>>8098230
I'd say "Asian trap" is ideal body-type for me, in all seriousness
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Just curious, are any of you legitimately autoandrophilic? Like do you get off to the thought of yourself as a man?
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>>8113372
I do, yes
I love being a man and having a big cock and being muscular and hairy and powerful and dominant and alpha.
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>>8113372
Where does AAP and tru trans begin? I "get off" to that but I'm not a yaoifag "gay guy" like AAPs.
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>>8113392
"Trutrans" is a meme. HSTS and AAP are both trans.

The line between them is almost always exclusively straight vs gay or bi.

Yaoifags are just very directly and openly AAP. Lots of AAPs probably experience it far less directly.
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>>8113372
I'm not sure honestly. I was a man in my sexual fantasies (and most non-sexual ones) 100% of the time from about 14 on. But I'm not sure if that was part of the appeal or it was just a given. I like girls so I tend to think I'm not AAP.
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>>8113372
i don't necessarily (i never really self-inserted in sexual fantasies at all) but i do sort of feel like my attraction to men and certain other aspects of my life align more closely with descriptions of aap/agp trans people, if that makes sense.
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>>8113514
How do aspects of your life aline more with aap/agp trans people?

>i never really self-inserted in sexual fantasies at all
Is this a common thing?
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>>8112717

Is that a long, flowing mane of golden locks I see?
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>>8113558
>didn't realize i was trans until age 17 (though i did call myself a nonbinary they/them whatever for a couple years before that)
>don't have an especially naturally masculine in personality/mannerisms, have more female friends than male ones
>didn't dislike playing with dolls and 'girl' things as a kid, though i did also really like trains and legos and being outside
>didn't especially mind wearing girl clothes as a teenager
>had a (short-lived) yaoi phase and fanfiction phase
>very heavily identified with male characters as a child/teen, self inserted as them as a way of coping with dysphoria
>almost always attracted to guys that i might look like if i were cis/who i wish i look like
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>>8113186
i cant really find androgel on amazon :(
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>>8109992
Lane. My mom's (and her mom's) middle name.
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>>8113372
Yeah, and in a very self-centered way. I've been the focus of my own sexual fantasies for most of my life. I saw myself in the right male body, the same body type I was attracted to. Weirdly enough, I've never been attracted to other people with that kind of body, it was more morbid jealousy. I had to have it. Now I think I transitioned because of that, dysphoria became unbearable after not reflecting this idea of being my own ideal of beauty. I'm exclusively attracted to myself as a male. I do not feel sexual desire towards other people, males or females.
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>>8114005
The purest kind of AAP!
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>>8106765
Fuuuuuck, I'm going to get clocked aren't I? I can't help my skeletal structure :(
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do you think if i get a nosejob to fix my piggu snub nose i could pass it off as FMS, even though it's not necessary for passing?
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I really wish I were dead. There just so many things wrong I have no way of fixing.
Whats the best suicide method? I probably wont do it now but wait for the parents to go first.
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>>8114339
Exit bag if you like it clean, otherwise jump in front of a train
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>>8114400
I had a 200km train journey fucked over because somebody did that. Screw you.
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>>8109992
It's my given middle name, because despite the fact it's a family name, it's also a fairly common masculine first name.

I have yet to legally change my name though, because I don't know what the fuck to change honestly.
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>>8113678
Testosterone is a controlled substance. I'd call you a retard but that'd be insulting to retards.
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>>8114581
i was just asking for a recommendation of gels or pills, like a specific brand from amazon.
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>>8114581
I just couldn't find that product on amazon. is there anything else that works like it that is gels or pills
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>>8114768
https://www.androgel.com/
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>>8114822
Any over the counter stuff I can just buy that's good and works well?
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>>8114466
Why would anon care if he's dead?
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>>8114839
No. Testosterone is a commonly abused steroid and that's why it's a controlled substance. It's a powerful drug, not candy for kiddos.
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>>8114893
But I'm not using it for harmful perposes, it's to make my body change to the way I see myself. Like changes my features and deepens my voice
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>>8112717
Pupper!
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>>8114893
I would only take what is recommended
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>>8114923
YOU NEED A DIAGNOSIS AND A PRESCRIPTION FROM A DOCTOR
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>>8115045
I'm going to try to do just that. Thank you for the reminder
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Help this AAP decide whether or not to transition! >>8115265
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>>8115401
Didn't read the entire thread but:

>1.
Recognize that typically "male" or "female" behaviour is not idicative of sexuality or gender identity
>2.
Recognize that a lot of the things you point out are tied to autism; for example being loud and taking up space is often a consequence of not understanding/caring about social routine, so even if gender-atypical behaviour COULD BE indicative of transsexuality, it's more likely tied to autism in this case.
>3.
Have you ever been sexually involved with someone? Because if you're AAP/somewhat AAP this might severely change the way you experience your body. I have always had very little sex dysphoria, but being sexually active with a cis girl changed that for me and made my dysphoria worse, at least in the situation. It deepened my understanding for my body in a way mastrubation never did.
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>>8113577
Lol nope, that's his Yorkie mama.
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>>8115653
>Recognize that typically "male" or "female" behaviour is not idicative of sexuality or gender identity
Uh, excuse me, do you even Blanchard?
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>>8114219
Do you think cis men ever get clocked and we just dont hear about it?
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Is the anon who was thinking about compiling passing tips into an infograpgic still around?
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>>8098230
Femboy ftm here. What's the lowest dose of androgel you could do to retain the femboy features and not menstruate? I'm on 50mg weekly injections right now and I think sometime in the next year I should half my dose and switch to gel for more stability.
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>>8116504
Injections will give you less severe peaks and troughs of testosterone. I'm considering going from gel to shots for this reason.
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>>8116504
>Femboy ftm
So a slightly andro girl.
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Is balding more common with ftms than cis men? How to prevent balding?
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>>8116579
Depends on your genes.
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>>8116638
dad: hair
dad's dad: bald
dad's brother: hair
male cousins: hair

mom's dad: hair
mom's brother: bald
mom's uncle: hair

How will I do?
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>>8116658
You should have a 50/50 chance. Balding is inherited through the X chromosome, so the mother's side in Cis men. Since you're trans you probably have an X chromosome from both parents. Your mother's brother is bald but your father has hair, therefore 50/50
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>>8116579
I prevent it with a lower dose of T, and minoxidil. Some guys also take finasteride (blocks DHT).
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>>8116696
Mother's brother has a different mom than her. Does that mean I'm safe?
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>>8116706
Any downsides to finasteride for a transguy? I know it can make limp dick in cis men.
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>>8098230
>tfw 5'5 manlet
>tfw ideal body type is 6ft+ beefy-chub
>tfw stuck being skinny, too worried about getting big tits to gain weight
is there hope for me ftmg? should i just wait for fat redist/top surgery?
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>>8116707
Possibly. I do hear that odd (read: high) T levels can also cause balding though, so be a bit careful either way.
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>>8116737
5'5 is pretty doable. I'm shorter than that and I know cis guys who are my height (although there aren't many) despite living in a relatively tall country.

Gaining weight without being on T will add not only to tits but also hips and thighs. I'd avoid gaining weight for now if I were you and then start gaining after being on T for a while. Ideally until after a hysterectomy and at least a year on T.
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>>8116714
I wouldn't have thought ED would be a problem for a trans guy also on a steady dose of T, but I never tried it myself so I don't know for sure
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>>8116525
Really? I would think applying it every day would be better for that
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>>8116714
DHT is what causes the changes, the facial hair, deeper voice, clit growth, etc. You shouldn't take a blocker in the first couple of years on T since you'll be undoing or halting your transition/puberty.

Just use a shampoo with coal tar and mindoxill
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sup
depressed mtf here
cool if i hang here for a little bit?
the actual mtf thread is depressing asf right now.
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>>8115653
>>Have you ever been sexually involved with someone? Because if you're AAP/somewhat AAP this might severely change the way you experience your body. I have always had very little sex dysphoria, but being sexually active with a cis girl changed that for me and made my dysphoria worse, at least in the situation. It deepened my understanding for my body in a way mastrubation never did.

Not him but if I'm questioning would it be worthwhile to see a prostitute if you're too socially retarded to get laid?

I have a kinda bad social phobia and figured sexually humiliating myself in front of someone I already paid to pretend to be attracted to me could make it even worse

Then again surviving the stress could make it better, I don't know
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>>8116915
Misread that as "hang myself" and tried to figure out how can you even kill yourself in a thread which is not a physical place even, like, just die while posting?
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>>8116939
Just like that movie where the bus can't go under a certain speed otherwise it would blow up, I can't go under an amount of posts per minute otherwise I end up dead.
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>>8116963
So that's where shitposting comes from
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Would my experiences fit those of a typical FtM? I recently learned about trans people and my experiences make sense to me now.

>Since I was ~7, wanted to look "like a boy" -- disliked any femininity in myself
>Already liked girls
>Masculine personality
>Upon hitting puberty (~13) my problems became more severe
>I began to have extreme dysphoria
>This involved hating my chest/hips/genitals and wishing for a male body
>Sex drive went into overdrive, couldn't stop masturbating
>At first, would never imagine myself in sexual fantasies
>Instead, would jerk off exclusively to pictures and later videos of girls
>Later on, began to imagine myself as well, but with a male body
>Reason for this was that imagining myself with my "actual body" made me want to become an hero
>Can't look in the mirror without wanting to commit suicide
>Don't recognize my reflection as myself
>Whenever I read about the effects testosterone has, feel that most of my problems regarding this would be solved

To clarify: I'm not attracted to myself with a male body, I imagine myself with one because it's the only way I can get off. My "dysphoria" isn't sexual in nature and was there before my sex drive acted up.

I have had this extreme dysphoria for six years, beginning at 13, but had thought it was something only I experienced. Before age 13, I had mild dysphoria over feminine attributes, which I didn't have many of.
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>>8116967
That and Australia.
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>>8116987
>>I began to have extreme dysphoria
yeah that sounds trans
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>>8113372
I'm not sure... I can only get off by imagining I have a peen and physically using a rubber dong to simulate my peen when I jerk off (place the base over my sensitive bits and stroke it). The feeling and visual when I get going is arousing. I don't have a massive sex drive and only do it like... twice a week, maybe. But does it make me autoandrophilic?

I've legit wondered about this, cause I have quite a bit of bottom dysphoria, not so much so about other parts. I'm unsure about taking T cause I know it will probably cause pretty bad acne for me (had trouble with that naturally in the past), so I might never do that.
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>>8116987
for sure. i suggest you get on t immediately.
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with the whole T causing baldness thing, factor in /when/ your male relatives started balding, cuz you might be safe until like 45 or something. also don't fret over losing hair by your hairline, it's just a male hairline. no one will think you're bald just because your hairline is masculine.
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>>8117099
>>8117095
>rabbit poop
Brooky! You're not a plant!
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>>8117118
Brooklyn doesn't capitalise!
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>>8116987
You sound pretty straight-forward trans to me, yup.
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>>8117118
oops. Meant to >>8117095
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I've never self-inserted in porn and I've been jacking off since I was probably 7-8 years old.
Lately my dysphoria's been acting up and there's a friend that told me he liked me (I'm straight though) and I've been imagining being fucked by him? Obsessive thoughts maybe because I'm a little scared by him now.
I don't know how to interpret this at all, I feel disgusted and degraded constantly even when I'm not thinking about this.
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>>8117129
B-but ;____;
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>>8116987
this is such a typical experience I think you can skip the questioning process and jump to starting T. there's no fucking way you aren't trans.

how to start T easy mode edition:
1. call two spirit health services in orlando, say you want skype therapy and you think you have gender dysphoria and want to start HRT
2. do like 1-3 therapy sessions with them and they'll write a letter, they're really non-gatekeepy
3. look for endocrinologists in your area, call them and ask if they can provide hormones for trans patients. if they say no, ask if they know anyone who can. alternatively, you can ask your primary care physician to recommend an endo to you.

After that it should follow smoothly. They'll tell you what paperwork you need to fill out, to have the letter faxed to them, where to pick up the T, etc. etc.

Good ruck
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>>8117118
Literally wat??
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>>8117142
>because I'm a little scared by him now.
why?
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>>8117136
And I'm still going... Wat??
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>>8117163
>>8117151
kek
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>>8117151
>>8117163
plantposter detected
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>>8116922
If you're not having sex anyway, the way your dysphoria affects your sexuality isn't exactly important.

I'm pretty AAP, but my increase of dysphoria was always pretty slow and steady, and then I started having sex and it sped up a little. It's fine, but I do wonder what having sex with a cisguy would do.

>>8116987
Textbook.
Cis people generally don't spend a lot of time wondering if they're trans.

>>8117142
Sounds like your dysphoria is just going into panic what-if -mode. Chill out a little, talk to him and tell him you're not interested. See how you feel about the idea of engaging other men sexually, with your actual body or your ideal body.
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>>8116915
i truly don't mean to intrude but i was wondering if i could stick around here for a little bit, trying to figure out what im gonna do about my trans problems, dont really wanna post it in the mtfg thread in its current state, doesnt feel right.

sorry if I sound like its just about me, thought it would be fun to learn more about the other side to this MTF/FTM Coin.
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>>8117115
If genes are a tell I'm gonna grow fat at 45
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>>8117234
Hai. Tell of self pls.
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>>8117234
i mean, you can make a post about it, and we can't exactly chase you out with pitchforks and torches. we're not going to personally interview you.
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>>8098230
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>>8117263
OH, no what I meant was, that was just stuff on my mind.
Was just trying to give some backstory to why here and not mtfg.

Sorry I haven't slept for like 33 hours.

>>8117253
Uhm, what do you wanna know?
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>>8117339
>what do you wanna know?
why haven't you slept?
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How does a dickless faggot get a gf?
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>tfw 5'2 due to med use in my tweens that stopped my growth
I have felt like a guy for a long time, and I have masculine manners and mindset. Everytime I take a selfie I see a man looking back. Makeup was never my thing, felt like drag. However, I'd hate ending up as some Napoleon cuck. Besides it's too late anyways as I'm 21. Wat do?
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>>8117159
Because I'm scared he's gonna "make a move on me" even though he knows I don't want to. I've never been raped or anything but I have a strong fear towards stuff like that, even if he just touched my chest or something it would trigger something in me.

>>8117213
I have zero interest in men at all, but I feel like if I was born male and had male gentalia I'd be more open to the idea. If a guy tried to fuck me now I'd kill myself and maybe kill him.
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>>8117352
Severe depression about my Trans related issues regarding passing.

Apparently showing an image of yourself, doesn't have the same result of you in person.
So if I pass in an Image, I may or may not pass in reality.

The only way I can truly find out if I pass is to go into Girlmode, in my small town, full of Christians, and risk getting beat up.

So I'm pretty much starting to give up on life, and I found the best suicide method, which is Sleep Deprivation...

Do note that the Sleep Deprivation didn't start because I was suicidal, it was because I had to fix my sleep Schedule, it also happened to make me less depressed, cheerful, happy and so on, so i thought "Hey, why not ride this out. If I die then I die, won't be painful, no biggie".

Oh and the fact that I keep getting Dreams where I am in the very start of a relationship, I mean very start, just about to hold hands/kiss, first base stuff, what happens when crushes find out they have Crushes on each other, etc etc.

So that's been ruining me too considering I know I will never be able to get a GF, considering most Lesbians appear to dislike MTFs, or they just don't want to date them, and both are reasonable, different strokes for different folks.

Anyway I actually have a question regarding FTMs.

I have noticed that a lot of FTMs have a flat chest after transitioning, is this because they were originally flat chested, they got surgery, or something else entirely?
This question is for everyone btw, don't gotta answer it ofc.
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>>8117423
>Wat do?
be badass manlet

>>8117441
>and maybe kill him
that escalated quickly
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>>8117475
Nah you're right, I'd probably just kms after a few weeks of obsessing and being traumatized over it.
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>>8117450
Why not try to go to a bigger city to test your girlmode? Take a weekend trip or something.

>flat chest
T reduces tiddies, then top surgery unless he is naturally pancake mode.

>>8117483
Nah, killing is much more fun
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>>8117475
>badass
>manlet
Aren't those excluding eachother?
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>>8117521
nah
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>>8117512
I could go to the city but I still run the risk of being beat, frankly I don't want to risk it, even if it's a 0.01% chance.

>T reduces tiddies
I actually didn't know that.
Curious, how does T affect the sex drive and if comfortable, I don't wanna sound like a creep obviously, and not to make people uncomfortable....Orgasms?

I ask cause I know how it works in the sense I was born male, but coming from a Female Sex Drive to a Male, that I will never experience.

Closest I'll get is Male to Female Sex Drive and man, it's so much better for me.
Orgasms on the other hand, go from this weird hit shot wonder, to...from what people described to me, like a wave, wave over your body.

I wouldn't know, I don't masturbate.
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>>8117423
Plenty of dudes transition in their twenties and beyond. It's not too late. Plus, you're not even the shortest dude in this thread I bet.

>>8117441
Heck, you need to chill.
>>8117483
If thinking about being with this dude is giving you so much stress maybe cut off contact with him, or at least try and get a girlfriend or go talk to your friends/do something to take your mind off it.
Don't expend energy on something that you don't even want to do.

>>8117450
Sure you could get a GF. Does she have to be a lesbian though? That is going to reduce your dating pool a bit. There's bi girls too you know!
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>>8117532
Well, I guess it's worth a shot. If you see this autistic lilliput drowning in titties after midnight, it's probably me.
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>>8117560
>Heck
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>>8117560
>transition in twenties
Can I avoid hon curse by now?
>not the shortest dude around
Relieving to hear. Thanks man.
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>>8117554
>even if it's a 0.01% chance
I've got some bad news for you, girlie

>>8117560
what's the oldest a transguy has transitioned at?
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>>8117585
>Can I avoid hon curse by now?
how's your hips?
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>>8117572
Cute fossa.
>>8117585
>Can I avoid hon curse by now?
Being a hon isn't a matter of age, it's a matter of genetics.
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>>8117560
>bi girls too you know!
Good point, I keep forgetting about that.
And there is also Pansexual too so I guess I ain't completely outta the game.

>>8117590
>I've got some bad news for you, girlie
The fact the chance is extremely high?
Yeah I know that.
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>>8117590
Oldest? I dunno. I did see one guy in his early 50s make a great transition a while ago though, in a news article/video. There's just not a lot of coverage on trans people over 30.
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>>8117554
I had a high drive even before, and mine got legitimately bothersome. I get wetter than I did before, my clit has grown, and my libido is higher. But I've kinda come down from the initial shock of it so I can at least function again. I get off quicker, and my orgasm is definitely less drawn out. I go numb afterwards so I can't really keep on rubbing it, but I've never had a penetrative orgasm so IDK how that would feel or change.
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>>8117600
>hips
Narrow af! Which is good, amirite?
>>8117601
>genetics
Not sure how to figure shit out from them tho
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>>8117681
>Which is good, amirite?
Yesh. How about the rest? Tiddies? Kittyface? Big eyes? Full lips? Narrow shoulders? Tiny hands? Tiny feet?
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I'm still girlmode but I want to disable/destroy my genitals so that I literally cannot have sex like a girl. How do I do this? It would be a lot easier if I were mtf.
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>>8117812
Needle and thread?
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What's for next edition, lads?
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>>8117812
Don't be an idiot. If you don't want to use your cunt, just don't. Then get SRS.
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>>8117851
I mean I've heard of some cultures where they pierce the labia on both sides and lace it closed with leather. But I feel like actually sewing it shut without removing the internal bits is a bad idea. removing everything would be ok with me, but that's a pretty big procedure.
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>>8117897
superglue then
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>>8117883
I have a good one but I'm not telling :3
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>>8117888
I don't see myself transitioning anytime soon. I hate my cunt and want rid of it. I think I'd feel a lot less distress over my gender without it.
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>>8117909
The bleeding bit or the gash? The main part of a cunt is on the inside you know. I removed dysphoria by starving my period do death. Highly recommended. Also kills tits.
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>>8117656
Numb you say?
That is genuinely interesting, I wonder what causes it, obviously the Hormones but WHY.

But uh yeah thanks for answering that, I have learnt a fair bit today and I am grateful.

You lot are pretty nice to us MTFs, I appreciate that.

>>8117812
Trust me, it's not easier at all.
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>>8117932
>it's not easier at all.
Rubber band? Easier than having no option at all other than surgery. You guys draw the short straw on everything else, so at least you got one. Oh, and easier hormone access. You got that too.
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>>8117897
Are you thinking of "female circumcision"? It's an African practise and very illegal everywhere else.
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>>8117925
All of it. The fact that I can be penetrated and impregnated is revolting to me. I don't even care that much about tits, although I don't like them, but I hate my genitals. I dunno, maybe I'll try to find some cosmetic surgery or something you can just elect to do to do away with them.
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>>8117971
>maybe I'll try to find some cosmetic surgery or something you can just elect to do to do away with them.
what is bottom surgery? They close shit up too you know, not just give you frankenwillie.
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>>8117969
>It's an African practise
well, if you can't even into spelling I'm not gonna teach you.
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>>8117969
No, I guess chastity piercing is the term. It's not permanent enough for what I want anyway. maybe it would help, idk. I'm not in any hurry to walk into a tattoo parlor and ask for the vagina piercing.
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>>8118000
Yeah but it's going to be very hard to find anyone to perform that while I'm still in girlmode.
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>>8118034
not if you have money or a porn daddy
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>>8117953
Good point on the rubber band.
However regarding easier hormone access, at least in Australia, it's actually harder for a Male to get Estrogen.

I forgot the exact details my Endro said but she said something about how Women who experience Periods, usually get extremely scared, upset, and so on (forgive me if I am not completely accurate, this was last year), and that alone can be easily used to identify Transgender, than it would be for a Male, where there is nothing like that at all.

Outside of that tho, I'd say the Hormone Access in Australia is pretty equal.
If you are a Minor, you have to go through Family Court to access Hormone Replacement Therapy.
Or if you are 18, you can consent to it and not go through the Court.

I don't know what the equivalent of Spiro is when it comes to FTM (Those who don't know, Spiro is a Testosterone blocker)
But I believe that a Minor can access them now, without the court.
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>>8118043
Ftms only need blockers if not on t. Otherwise the t overwrites the e.
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>>8118043
>Women who experience Periods, usually get extremely scared, upset, and so on
> can be easily used to identify Transgender
wat

>I don't know what the equivalent of Spiro is when it comes to FTM
T is king, the one and only. There's no need to block estrogen or anything like that.
Consider this, nobody cares about estrogen supplements, while testosterone is literally steroids and treated as a grade A drug most places. If you get caught with illegal T you are screwed while no police officer has ever heard of Spiro other than the vidya character.
Australia is different though, but they are crazy about everything, not just hormones.
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>>8118078
That's really neat.

>>8118097
>wat
It's hard to explain, even without my sleep deprivation.
Basically, it's like, girl who thinks she is Transgender, one day she has a period, she is horrified by it, disgusted, hates it, etc etc, The Endro can use this a further (and I assume as foundation) evidence.

>T is king..........
I never really saw Testosterone that way before, I can see why some places might have it harder to gain access to it than other places.
Obviously that sucks real hard.
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>>8118150
>girl who thinks she is Transgender, one day she has a period, she is horrified by it, disgusted, hates it,
do you mean a transguy? if so
>she
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>>8117971
it's called a vaginectomy my dysphoric friend.
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>>8118013
I used the verb spelling instead of the noun, relax man.
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>>8117704
Everything's fine, xept for boobs obviously, and... I have Trump hands. This is awkward.
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>>8118386
wtf is trump hands?
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>>8118391
Small and delicate. Clipping my nails all the time to not to look feminine.
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>>8117328
Can i get the guy on the upper left bod without T and with only bodyweight exercise?
respond kudasai

>>8118386
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/how-small-are-trumps-hands-916593
>trump's hands are gigantic compared to yours
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>8118428
shit i forgot to add >tfw your, meant my hands of course
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>>8118428
If you train hard 5 days a week for a few years, sure.
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>>8116963

I think it was called 'The Bus That Couldn't Slow Down'.
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>>8118476
and on T
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>>8118445
You mean we'll never get to be presimentals with these hands? Sad!
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>>8118783
Forgot to add that mine are smaller too..
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>>8114321
Possibly
A straight nose looks more masculine, to me.
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>>8118130

wtf
Is that thing actually alive, or is it one of those creepy post-death spasmy things?
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>>8118824

nvm, looked it up, it's dead. Phew.
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>>8117384
>faggot
Well generally they're more interested in men anyway.
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>>8119066

>>8119066

>>8119066
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>>8118160
yeah i do, sorry.
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