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old >>6924555
>>6925581
w-wew
Why do threads have to die mommy?
cawfee
benus
>>6925609
because you touch yourself at night
>>6925587
You better love me
>>6925610
gweentee
>>6925599
Yes this, please give me a boyfriend
does anyone wanna play overwatch with me and pooks and isla
>>6925615
get on overwatch you're playing
one day i'll hug someone
then you'll see
you'll all see
>>6925619
you get a free (you) for replying to the OP first
>>6925616
You mean I can't finger my pookie?
>>6925624
Fuck yes
I got my first bloodwork in a few months done last week:
>T: 42ng/dL
>E: 129.6 pg/mL
Is that around what I should have at 5 months HRT?
>>6925613
Look, you won't have to choose right away. You'll just be on minimal affection and feedings until you consent. And no internet.
I was gonna get this purse in a different color but this is $36 as opposed to much higher on the other versions of it
I'm really tempted
Idk how well blue works as a neutral color tho
>>6925633
Why exactly would she want this again?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLZXrRCqj_0
mood
>>6925632
It varies
Your T is In normal range for a cis female
>>6925650
But I need to give you my ability to speak...
>tfw you look at guys and you remember you have their shoulders
>you look at girls and remember how pretending i was her had worked for so long
>>6925652
Yeah, but you'll be cuter that way! I'll give you a pen and paper if you want, and I can teach you sign. You won't be able to use it when you're tied up but that won't be ALL the time.
>>6925662
And what happens when you take away my hands or arms!?
I wont be able to protest to anything!
anyone ever get doubts during hrt?
>>6925667
got doubts months before hrt, not after.
because I got a boyfriend. ^^
>>6925667
Plenty.
Sometimes I wonder if this really was just OCD or some other mental illness
Sometimes I wonder if I'd have been better off staying as a male
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever detrans
But I just need to take a step back and remind myself I'm no man to shake that.
>>6925665
:^)
You can always write with your feet or mouth I guess, or just be a good girl so I won't have to weaken your arms.
>>6925667
Yes. Not about thinking I should stop though, more about whether I actually want to do anything more than HRT because I'd never pass anyways, so maybe it's better to just continue presenting myself as a male. That kind of thing; I don't know if I have what it takes to transition socially.
HOW DO I GET MY RIBS LIKE THIS ITS SO UNFAI ITS SO FUVING UNFAIR REEEEEEEEEE
how do I get a husband to support my hobbies
>>6925684
tug and succ desu
>>6925684
Pick a husband with money
>>6925627
wew
Good evening.
>>6925647
>Your T is In normal range for a cis female
well that's good then. The doctor noted that the results looked good, just wanted another opinion
>>6925667
Yeah. Though it's mainly when I think about coming out to my parents. Then I get this huge wave of self-doubt and fear. Plus I know I probably won't pass well, that just adds to it
>>6925692
CUTE
Why does alcohol have calories I need a fucking drink
>>6925684
>2016
>not having an arranged marriage at the age of 14
baka
>>6925692
hi hi
>>6925698
how thin are you trying to get??
>>6925690
What's wrong with rubbing the pookie? :(
>>6925710
Nevermind anon I dont want to do this anymore..
>>6925695
best character
>>6925701
what's poppin'?
Did Maddie finally get raped by a black guy or something?
>tfw boy wants to hang out tomorrow
>tfw he wants to hang out near my house
What do I do??? I've never done anything lewd and I'm a sperg...........
>>6925702
140lb
>>6925710
But if you puke out the alcohol it won't work
Someone poz me pls
>>6925698
Can you do the hold your breath until you're dizzy for a no calorie buzz? :3
Hmph, how rude of quid to call me a good girl and all that stuff and then just disappear.
I miss affection like that.
You know those nightmares, where you wake up and can't stop crying because can't figure out whether it actually happened or not?
Those are are shit
>>6925731
I had a really neat shift at work tonight. An experienced barista came to our work to train us on drinkmaking. We had like a half dozen employees gathered behind the bar to watch him. There were no customers, so we were just chatting and making jokes while we practiced. He was really knowledgable, handsome, and a bass player, too. Motherfucker is a year younger than me but he just signed onto an indie label.
i posted in the last thread about being on a crazy low dose of estro, and then i passed out and just woke up to all of you telling me to just up the dose. does age/weight impact things, a bunch? i'm young and underweight, and i don't want to take like...too much, but also tiddies
y a w n s
im so sleepy desu. keep me company mtfg, what are all of you up to
>>6925731
No I mean like how do I not fuck it up??????
How do I not melt around him???
I'm an hour from talking to a counsellor. I don't think I'm going to end up bringing 'it' up.
>>6925744
Write down what you are afraid you won't be able to say so you can hand the paper over if you freeze up.
>>6925737
I hate them.
>>6925744
do it sissy
Temple of Anubis is so garbage.
What if the boy thinks I'm ugly irl?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
>>6925757
I have no idea, but I like it. I've decided to perform this at the talent competition thing we're hosting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKOZ6yQvgLE
>>6925761
Have you not met him before? Dont do it near your house or go to your house.
>>6925748
wew that picture
what a rush
>>6925749
Is that a band?
>>6925769
what a rush
>>6925761
Has the boy seen you in a photo or are they going in completely blind? Why are you worried he will think you're ugly?
>>6925766
ooo i like rosa
>>6925771
map in overwatch
>>6925772
don't make fun of me
>>6925757
But I'm always anxious and he's almost a foot taller than me.........
I feel like I might melt in his arms when I hug him :x
>>6925767
No, but I mean I live in a densely populated area, and its like 15 min from me...
>>6925774
He's seen pics of me, but I don't know how to make pictures not full of angles and meme magicks......
Ppl always see me better in pic than I am in irl, save for like ppl who can see past the angles.
Also, because I think so, but he doesn't, so I dunno. I feel like my pics are lies based on reactions to them.
>>6925775
They're pretty nostalgic, they remind me of the guy who first kissed me.
I WANT TO KISS MAEVE!!!
Tfw an old acquaintance texts you and you think really hard about how to reply because you keep losing all yr friends
>>6925797
i know this feel wow very specific
jesus christ...
so 2 months ago I started sporadic starvation and heavy cardio and I have lost 20 pounds since then. I did notice my tits kinda shrank as a result, now I just noticed they are bigger then ever but i'm still the new weight, and even worse they show though in my work shirt even when I wear 2 tight a shirts. I didn't know they would come back with a vengeance. Hell, they feel bigger then 2 days ago even, how is this possible?
>>6925812
You made me jealous
>>6925812
genetics
your mom is stacked right?
any food you are eating is going to boobs
congrats
>>6925812
Maybe you're pregnant!
What kind of super faggotry is going on in this thread.
>>6925812
I just had 3 McChickens and a large milkshake
>>6925819
The best kind! <3
>>6925819
idk but no one is calling me cute rn
>>6925812
dont you only have like a dozen hours of electrolysis left?
>>6925824
Hey sass did you know I am the runaway train boyo?
>>6925717
Sorry if I upset you
I'm super autistic
and shitpost lots
=(
>>6925829
whehter you are ready or not they are growing in
you will have electrolysis done soon and you can start presenting at work right?
>>6925829
No choice, hormones+genetics=boobs.
>>6925829
i want to be skinny with big tits but binge eating is my thing..
>>6925801
Yeah, you ever listen to The Moldy Peaches? They remind me of the same guy. One song in particular.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tx9Ro0V5ydg
>tfw ur roomie won't change ur diapey
>>6925849
iktf ;-;
>>6925849
Why do you do this Elanna.
anon-kun you're being a faggot again
please change yourself back to normal
>>6925849
wewe
>>6925847
>do the people at work suspect you're not just a girly guy?
at work i'm all male, it helps because its a shit fuck of a job and its manual labor so no form of expression or any form of enjoyment, its 7 hours of torture every night
>>6925846
so you're just going to quit once you're done with electrolysis instead of going girl-workmode where you wear a bra and talk in your girl voice?
>>6925843
don't think i've heard of them, but i enjoyed the song :D
>>6925855
Because I maed a messie
>.<
How many of you take antidepressants? Do they work?
>>6925860
>7 hours of manual labor every night, no form of expression, no enjoyment
Yeah, that sounds like shit. Why does it seem you always get shit jobs? You're pretty unlucky in that department.
>>6925865
>>6925868
take mushrooms instead
UPDATE:
My hand is in elanna's pants so if she pooped anywhere it's not in a diapy
>>6925868
They fuck you up severely but sometimes they work. It's often a series of experiments a la "let's try this, let's try that, see if it destroys your brain."
Protip if you stay on them they destroy your brain.
>>6925875
cool, where'd you get your doctorate degree?
>>6925870
Thanks anon, I try
>>6925873
I shat on ur couch, sorry
>>6925879
Ask nicely :3
>>6925882
Clean yoself up.
>>6925872
I don't know anyone who sells mushrooms. I have a marry giowana guy but I've been too scared to contact him recently because he's kinda hot and think he might know I have a tiny crush on him which is why things have been getting more pricey.
>>6925868
I stopped taking them about 1 month into hrt because I felt I developed enough coping mechanisms and had enough of a life that I could deal with the bipolar disorder I had been dealing with for the last 13 years. The adjustment period was rough but I made it and now I'm better than I ever was, even on them. Now I'm at month 5 and still dealing with it pretty well. Obviously not cured, but my therapist making me hyper aware of my signs and patterns, my emotions, positive and negative thinking, staying away from depression triggers (like mtfg) and all that garbage has helped tremendously.
>>6925884
cya kayla
I dont know why you just dont go grill mode once electrolysis is done
you will never afford srs or ffs if you dont
>>6925884
Fair enough, that's about how much I make and I got lucky.
holy fuck t hese pills are gonna kill me
>>6925896
that's why you don't buy estrogen off the deep web
>>6925898
i didn't though
i am starting tomorrow a hunger strike against my body for its heinous crime of existing
>>6925901
i know
just memeing
>>6925863
check out this one too :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SP-6wwirrtc
Where can I buy estrogen off the deep web?
when people said they were were going to AA i always thought they meant american apparel
>>6925903
oh
well
my stomach feels so fucking bad
>>6925887
>kurisu
>that outfit
Fucking adorbs omgg
>>6925895
But how will they know if you don't ask!?
>>6925909
rubb tum
>>6925919
my jaw hurts too
:(
>>6925884
Hii kayla
>>6925922
rubb jaw
Its not easy being chees... AGP.
>>6925920
their album is pretty good
>>6925924
idk
well
this is affecting me emotionally
this is giving me the sads.
>>6925932
sorry :c
feel better isla
>>6925912
I don't know!! >~<
How do you even ask??
>>6925928
right I get that but what did they actually mean
>make thread about suicidal thoughts and asking if anyone had experienced during hrt
>mods delete and ban me
solid
>>6925938
It helps if your roommate is very forward and you have a history of jumping into bed together.
So does anyone know a word in some language that might mean "person with many friends but nobody actually close to them"?
Seriously. The person who knows the most about my life right now is the barista at the coffee shop I go to.
>>6925940
fucking cissies
>>6925934
their s/t I mean
>>6925938
See >>6925943
My roomie knew I'm submissive and ok with physical contact
>>6925946
holy fuck are you me lmao
ooomg i hate this
>>6925946
I was reading about the concept of identification and how people who come across very friendly typically have the hardest times getting close to people.
>>6925937
so what you're saying is that you can't evade my tongue hugs..
>>6925939
oh, alcoholics anonymous
its a joke i came up with
>>6925956
oh
well yeah thats technically true
tfw no tongue hugs
>>6925959
Tell him
reminder to alternate weeks eating a low protein diet
Thread is boring tonight. BORING.
>>6925970
y
>>6925963
be over in five minutes
>>6925973
spice it up babe
i love her so much
I gained a lot of weight in my first 2 years on HRT. Like 35 lbs. I'm now 5'6" and around 160 lbs. I'm trying to drop down to 130-140 to be in a normal range and not have such a big tummy (the rest of my body looks fine, but I have a big flabby tummy). I started getting really intense food cravings and eating more in general when I started estrogen. There were a few months in the beginning where I could never be satisfied. Did this happen to any of you?
>>6925983
yes im gonna be fat af
i was already big tum tho
rip ;-;
>>6925983
qt Tbh desu
>>6925979
Then no spanks for you ; 3;
>>6925963
i wanna give tongue hugs
what the fuck is this weeb shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzmt5Dju67w
are any of you guys happy?
i want trans friends irl, but every trans person i've known irl has been really emotionally unstable, probably not unjustly, but still
it'd be nice to have someone else not suicidal
>>6925981
^=^
>tfw hrt gave me acne instead of nice skin
>>6926005
I'm super suicidal and anxious but I try to keep it under control ^w^
>>6926005
i'm less actively suicidal and more dont wanna make an effort
>>6926005
nah
but i try to be a positive friendo
>>6926005
I can fake being happy. I'm not. But I can fake it really really well.
Not suicidal or unstable and not unhappy because I'm trans or even anything trans-related. Shit happens.
>>6925983
im coming up on a year and ive only gained like 5 lbs. i really wish i had more honestly. hip augmentation will make me pass.
>>6926014
maeve is cute
>>6926005
i'm not perfect i have issues but i'm happy and i'm understanding i'd like to think
i've def been happy at times and it's nice
>>6926017
not as cute as you s-senpai..
Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
>>6926028
I think i'm too shy to ever do anything like that
I'll just let my dreams turn to memes...
ty tho
>>6926005
I'm mostly happy nowdays.
i accidentally made my mouth bleed
send help
>>6926042
WTF
>>6926046
was accident
>>6926031
>>6926031
You too anon <3
wew timeline
http://i.imgur.com/kwt3OoC.jpg
>>6926063
kiwi a cute
A CUTE
>>6926063
Nice, you gimme hope ^^
>>6926065
i figured i'd make one since my one year tranniversary is next week
t-ty
>>6926063
ur adorable
>>6926072
i was fatty mc fatterson l-lol
>>6926073
what did you weigh? and what do you weigh now?
>>6926063
is that person in the top left your brother??
>>6926068
glad i could help anon
>>6926075
i was around 210lbs now i'm 153lbs
>>6926076
my fat uncle
>>6926078
good work
My gf was supportive when I came out to her that I think I'm trans feels good man :'^]
I'm writing an instrumental symphony about being trans and what it feels like to transition
>>6926087
sounds like it would be painful to hear
Finally visiting hamham next Monday. Rescue will occur shortly afterwards.
all this time and it turns out all I had to do to get my psychiatrist to fuck off was to ask her
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6926087
Don't forget the harmon mute
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_16bFqX-x4
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256873
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256873
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256873
>>6926022
let me put a baby in you!
>>6926087
w-what
non instrumental symphonies??
I'm in bed now squeezing my butt and it feels so nice to finally have something back there. I love estrogen senpai
>>6926096
yup ur 18
thats old enuff
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256878
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256878
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256878
>>6926108
I am also in a mental hospital
So, fine ladies of /mtfg/, I have a question of vital importance to ask.
What is the point where my sideburns end and my hair begins? I've got a laser machine that I want to use but I'm afraid to get my sideburns because what if I get actual legit hair caught in the crossfire? Is it at the top of the ear (not the lobe, but where the ear attaches to your head)? Somewhere below that? Somewhere above?
>>6926113
can't you check yourself out?
Hi everyone I'm a new trip. Are people here on hormone replacement therapy?
>>6926119
yah idiot
>>6926118
I was told if I tried to they'd probably make my admission involuntary
but then I was also told if I didn't go to group they would discharge me
so I got to thinking.. two birds one stone?
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256881
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256881
http://www.strawpoll.me/11256881
>>6926119
nim isn't
>>6926124
but yeah I'm leaving tomorrow come hell or high water
worst comes to worst I'm allowed leave so I'll just check out for a bit and not come back
>>6926115
angle it down from your ear hole to the bottom of your earlob
>>6926078
So you were cutting during hrt?
How did this affect your breast growt?
how come i'm a nicer person when i have a big crush on a guy lol
>>6926124
Ahh...
well
group then?
i went to that just so i could get out in a few days rather than a few weeks.
>>6926130
I too would like to know
>>6926130
well i had moobs before
but now i'm somewhere between b~c cup
and they're pretty shapely too
so i don't think it affected it negatively
>>6926119
I'm taking testosterone
>>6926134
why do you post the best gifs?
>>6926129
>angle it down from your ear hole to the bottom of your earlobe
I may be retarded, but I don't know what this means.
I'm dying
>>6926141
hehehe
so I choose between cone tits or being fat forever
>>6926137
What cup size were your closest female relatives?
Did you take progesterone?
>>6926145
that's what I'm doing bb
i should note that big boobs runs in my family tho
idk if that's a factor
but i've heard that you're supposed to bulk when you get on hrt and that it's better for boob growth
wtb gf pst
>>6926151
but this is the only way ;__;
>>6926142
like this I actually fucked up the explanation its from the top of your ear angled down to your ear hole
>>6926124
>I was told if I tried to they'd probably make my admission involuntary
They can't do that unilaterally, they need a court order.
Or you can fight it in court, I forget which.
>>6926155
Starving isn't a way to lose weight and it can end in totally fucking over your metabolism.
>>6926149
my ftm brother was like a D before binding and stuff and my mom's like somewhere around an F
>>6926159
In what way?
>>6926152
>Tfw both mother and sister have tiny boobs
But yeah it makes sense that bulking during hrt helps boob growth, fat doesnt just redistribute itself, you need to get new fat for it to go to all the good places
>>6926145
Yes :333 I can't wait to hold her and kiss her and make everything okay
He won't even know I exist, only that she disappeared, so it should be fine.
>>6926149
and no i didn't take progesteroni yet
i'm thinking about it when i get a job and can afford it
>>6926158
they told me unless they were ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SURE I wasn't going to kill myself they'd keep me in and change it to an involuntary admission so I'm just going by what they said
I don't actually give a shit because I'm not staying here
>>6926168
>unless they were ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SURE I wasn't going to kill myself
There's no such thing tho lmao
and involuntary admission is bullshit you don't get to lock people up for being crazy.
What about FTM. information? I could use some...starting with getting rid of these "chesticles"
>>6926154
If you're a great person, I can let that face slide..
just kidding heh
>>6926172
>>>/ftmg/
>>6926171
they should desu
>>6926171
m8 I told you
I'm just going by what they said
but I don't give a shit cause there's no way I'm gonna be in here two days from now
>>6926173
heh
>>6926157
Oh, I see now. Thanks for the info, kind anon.
I want alcohol so fucking badly
when are drinking laws in us going to change to 18
like
c'mon
u can kill urself with smokes why not drinks
>>6926178
Neither are possible
>>6926185
smokes are 21 were I live, and they made alcohol 21 to prevent 18-20 drunk driving.
>>6926185
watch your verbal and non-verbal language, missy
hugs
>>6926189
i just want to get drunk
so badly
right now
i don't wanna continue sober with my shoulder and jaw hurting like this
>>6926187
How so?
>>6926192
Oh well.
I just want to drink and drink a bit more. There is no way for me to get alcohol currently unless I want to drink fucking mouthwash and I am not about to do that nastiness.
Meh.
W/e
>>6926195
no
i want whiskey :(((
>>6925599
where are these from? i keep seeing them
like i know it's touhou fanart but what's the artist and where can i find more of these
so anyway it's blogpost time
my psychiatrist started asking a shitload of leading questions a couple of days ago and whenever I gave the answer she wasn't looking for, she literally corrected me, and when I told her I didn't remember something she was just like "I think you do" with this weirdly smug smile
so then when I got annoyed at being ignored she tried to claim that I had anger issues that were causing all my problems and I was just like bitch you've known me for literally a week and you've never once seen me interact with anyone except you what made you decide that I'm angry at literally everything instead of just you?
so then she started telling me that I was refusing treatment and being uncooperative and that I would be discharged if I wasn't willing to accept help, at which point I was actually speechless
now she just came in to tell me all my problems are caused by HRT and started listing off side effects like DVT and stuff and was like "I think you'll need to look into this issue"
so I just told her to fuck off
and she did
>>6926202
listen to your elders
>>6926202
I don't buy the food for the house and half the shit isn't even healthy. So that's out of the picture.
And I can't keep up with an exercise routine, trust me I've tried.
>>6925599
>tfw bf
>>6926202
whiskey is for faggots
drink vodka
also I know that feel
apparently they're not going to give me back my meds so I foresee a lot more drinking in my future
>>6926204
fucking hell I hate this cuntry
its either bogans or feminazis trying to tell us our business
>>6926202
Ask someone over 21 or steal, might not be that easy but try.
>>6926199
hugs
>>6926214
hi quid
>>6926207
Why can't you keep up with one?
>>6926211
I drink both.
and by your meds you mean hrt?
>>6926213
literally don't know anyone other than my roommate
and she wouldn't give me alcohol she cares too much about it
>>6926214
wtf
>>6926211
>they're not going to give me back my meds
isn't that theft?
>>6926218
hi kiwi :3
how are things?
i just finished talking to charchar so i was gonna sleep soonish after i smoke this bowl
>>6926220
School mainly
I get too tired and depressed to continue
>>6926217
kissu <3
>>6926222
good good, happy
enjoy your bowl
>>6926203
ANSWEAR ME FUCKING HONS
>>6926226
same c:
i was so worried about her, i thought she had just cut me off but her boyfriend is watching her friends list now so i made a sneaky steam acct, rescuing her in a week
and ty i most certainly will :3
>>6926119
>Hi everyone I'm a new trip
Save yourself and leave.
>>6926202
govt can dump chemicals in ur food and water and cops can shoot you for no reason
but you can't drink at 18 lul that's dangerous
>>6926204
psychiatrists are fucked in the head, off on their fucking power trips. They should never hold an iota of power.
>>6926214
I've yet to see tangible evidence that drinking's "harm" to brain development actually translates to anything in the real world.
Also pretending that you're too young to make rational decisions is offensive, demeaning, and even dehumanizing. Fuck that.
>>6926230
oh that sucks, abusive guys are the worst
gl with the rescue mission!
>>6926204
oh yeah and another thing
she spent the whole time going on about how progesterone causes mood swings and depression and I was really confused that she kept bringing it up so I was just like "you do know I am not on and have never in my life been on progesterone right?"
at which point she said "all cross sex hormones will cause mood problems. If I injected myself with testosterone I wouldn't be feeling so great either"
that's when I told her to fuck off
>>6926221
well she's not going to give me back the prescriptions and she's presumably not going to give me back the bottles cause she was just like "you've been impulsive and reckless with taking medications before" like she thinks I'm gonna try and get high off lithium or something
>>6926232
i hope you'll never pass you fucking mean ass meanie
>>6926236
powertripping whore
ask to speak to someone else
anyone else
>>6926235
ty :3
i can't wait to feed her and hug her and love her [spoiler]and fuck her[/spoiler]
>>6926236
Transphobic cunt
Get her fired
>>6926242
no I'm just gonna go ahead and never see another psychiatrist in my life
>>6926243
>and fuck her
>>6926246
seriously you need to get your meds back
>>6926185
I live so close to the border of mexico and its 18 down there.
>>6926244
Dat dirty Sprite
>>6926247
hhhhhhhhhehehheheehehhehehhehhheheehehhe
>>6926245
she actually called me a tranny several times lol
there wouldn't be proof tho and I'm the mental patient here so no one's gonna trust me anyway
actually come to think of it my mum was in the room for the first appointment but I think she left before the psychiatrist started throwing "tranny" around
>>6926246
what is the name of the institution you're going to and the name of the whore?
>>6926244
I don't have money and the nearest store is 3km away which last time gave me a scab on my leg for a while.
>>6926254
it's not alcohol haha
Dat purple drank, dat codeine dat Actavis
>>6926250
pls..
>>6926254
i would be embarrassed too if i had to steal apples for a living
>>6926253
why would I tell you that?
>>6926254
good taste tho the only hard liquor i drink is straight whiskey, pref. JW black label
>>6926236
Oh also sue and/or call the police to get your drugs back. Doctors can't revoke other doctors' prescriptions, let alone steal the drugs you (or your insurance) paid for.
>>6926240
>more likely to become alcoholic,
>and it affects development
idk I mean, more likely isn't the same as guaranteed to. You don't get to ban something because it's "probably gonna" become a problem, that's dumb.
And affecting development doesn't mean anything real, it's all studies and tests on organs rather than people. There's more to a human being than observations of their gray matter.
>>6926260
I want to complain to whoever is running the place
>>6926258
gonna do it hard
>>6926262
well now ur just shifting goalposts
>I've yet to see tangible evidence that drinking's "harm" to brain development actually translates to anything in the real world.
and if you don't think minors should have their decisions controlled to an extent im guessing ur a minor
>>6926258
hehe
Daily reminder that if you're a "mtf" that wants to date women, you're not actually trans. Just a degenerate AGP that gets off on crossdressing. You have to want a fulfilling relationship with a man to be a real trans girl. If it gives you a stiffy to put on panties even though you're an ugly obese hairy freak, then you're not trans. Fuck off transtrenders.
>>6926267
>yeah no
I didn't mean while you're still there
once you've left in a day or two
can't you literally walk out of the place?
>>6926244
>Cops get punished for shooting you without reason.
Ya when they're prosecuted, and most of the time they aren't because jury selection is fucking rigged.
Sorry if I don't think getting switched to desk duty and still retiring or getting a few days paid leave is much of a punishment for homicide.
>>6926252
>there wouldn't be proof tho and I'm the mental patient here so no one's gonna trust me anyway
This whole system is so fucked x.x
The foxes are in charge of the henhouse.
>>6926254
>if i don't want to take some pills i just don't
That's exactly how it should be. You're you, it's your body, it's your choice.
>>6926267
yeah but then it tastes like shit lol
whiskey is worth it, especially the top-shelf shit
>>6926269
yr dense
>>6926269
also "transbians" isn't a real thing.
>>6926274
ok Chris :)
>>6926265
Sorry if I explained it wrong the first time I'm dumb :(
I think there's a spectrum and saying that 18 year olds can't drink is fucking dumb, regardless of whatever assertions bigoted old scientists make.
I've thought like this since I was a kid but I'm not one anymore. I can't *quite* drink yet, but soon! I shouldn't have to wait at all.
>>6926267
>I'm just gonna close this chapter of my life and leave all this bullshit behind me
Probably for the best
>>6926270
I'm allowed leave if that's what you mean
i.e. I can check out for a couple of hours, at which point they'd expect me back
and there's no reason to complain to the person running this place cause there are some people getting some actual help here
it's just one cunty psychiatrist, and I've told her all I need to in person thank you very much
>>6926273
if you're dissolving oxy into vodka you've long since surpassed the point at which you give a shit about taste
and whiskey is so not worth it
the only whiskey I've ever found that doesn't taste like absolute shit costs $45 over here, and at that point I'd rather some zubrowka
>>6926255
Ouch.
Well, if you lack motivation like me then nothing will work.
Starving will only harm you and kinda mess up your body, lack of motivation to exercise, and other things.
Oh well, this situation is unfortunate.
>>6926256
I know it isn't.
I do not like cough syrup. There are large amounts of it in one of my cabinets but, meh.
Not my taste.
>>6926258
Almost as bad as the lemon stealing whore.
>>6926261
I like cheap whiskey.
New Amsterdam vodka.
Absolut is trash.
>>6926271
Yeah they get punished but not enough.
Also yeah, I finally get to make my own choices.
I have stopped taking 300mg venlafaxine, lowered my symbalta dose, im off vyvanse and ativan is only taken when i can't sleep.
Good decisions.
Gonna hopefully fully ween off of venlafaxine because it feels toxic to me.
>>6926280
you have shit whiskey then, sorry
>give a shit about taste
nigga
the taste is the whole point
i wouldn't be drinking walker if it was about finding a cheap way to get smashed, i barely have more than one shot cause that's enough and gets me lightly tipsy
>>6925599
Does anyone else get aroused at the thought of transitioning?
This terrifies me.
When my dysphoria rears its ugly head I'll begin to picture myself in my ideal body. Sometimes when this happens I'll get aroused. I am very afraid this is an indicator that my wishes to be a woman are in vain, and I just have a fetish.
I know everyone questions this, but I am wondering if I am alone in experiencing this arousal. Surely I can't be.
>>6926282
vodka is trash tbdesu
>>6926285
agp and trans aren't mutually exclusive.
Also I read this theory about arousal being your brain's "pleasure" response to yourself as you should be rather than yourself as you are. Tryhard brain trying hard to get you to transition.
>>6926285
you're trans with AGP tendancies
>>6926285
I used to be like that when I was a teenager but now when I wear female clothes, I don't feel anything at all.
>>6926285
I used to feel like this as well, The only way of coping for me was masturbation 7-12 times a day. Of course my desires to be a girl has existed long before puberty, the older I got the worse it became.
>>6926282
I'll just continue what I'm doing I guess
>>6926292
>Sounds like you are aroused by a female role?
I some times do, not so often now. It triggers when I feel really good about myself. Getting hair dyed, nails and eye brows done. Like I start to feel sexy about myself.
>>6926292
taste is unbearable
>>6926285
You're a tranny
Agp tendencies are literally the body's way of trying to tell you
>>6926284
m8, you're mixing up the two things I was talking about
if I had $45 to spend and I were going for taste I'd buy a nice vodka
if I wanted to get smashed I'd get a cheaper vodka
also
>shot
>whiskey
>mfw
>>6926285
your not alone
I used to masturbate to trans porn or stories about boys being punished by being forced to live as girls. I would fantasize about getting SRS and HRT and imagining my body as an that of attractive woman. And then the feeling sort of went away temporarily. That was basically how I dealt with it for 10+ years.
>>6926296
doxxing yourself Con?
But yeah whatever I'll sign
>>6926301
lmao i don't mean taking a shot like drinking it all at once, i mean a small glass of whiskey like what is typically served
what portions do you drink whiskey eggsactly
>>6926287
>vodka is trash tbdesu
You shut your whore mouth. Vodka is love <3
>>6926307
fuck lol i'm so retarded wow I thought I fixed that issue...
hey girls how are all my pretty ladies doing this fine evening
>vodka
>whiskey
>not delicious beer
>>6926308
I don't usually drink whiskey cause I don't buy it but if someone's offering it I'll just pour myself a glass with ice
my tolerance to alcohol is naturally through the roof so it does nothing to me anyway
>>6926140
idk i collect pics because shitposting is my passion
help.
i can't stop thinking about cute boys.
i want cute boys
>>6926315
beer is disgusting
>>6926318
I read that as "I collect piss" for a moment
I was less surprised than I thought I would be
>>6926316
>ICE
this nigga
i've done that but i pretty much just drink at bars now where they give you the standard 1.5 fl oz in a jigger
but for real
>ICE
one ice cube for a jigger
three for a glass because even amoutns of ice cubes are haram
that is all the ice you need, you tryna wind up with water or something?
>>6926322
thats a ew way to drink whiskey
>>6926324
let's be honest, i'm more like pic related
I only like vodka and cider and I dont know how everyone affords all this alcohol all the time
>>6926327
Oh, my bad.
>>6926318
yr consistent
>>6926319
aaaahhhh
>>6926331
thank you, i forgive you
>>6926319
Wine just makes me feel like shit when I get drunk on it
>>6926321
Heresy
Beer is truly the nectar of the gods.
Cider is the nectar of the other gods
>>6926325
well if whiskey drinkers were smart like vodka drinkers they'd keep it in the freezer where alcohol is supposed to go
unfortunately that's not the case so I have to help it along a little bit
>>6926331
don't listen to quid she has shit taste
swigging straight from the bottle is the best way to consume alcohol as long as it's cold
>>6926315
well if ur going for pussy shit
beer or hard cider is good
yuengling is my fav
>>6926320
>ywn hug tongues with a cute boy while watching hamtaro
._.
i want to date my women's studies professor, but he likes men :(
>>6926340
>beer or hard cider is good
>>6926343
correct
not everyone drinks to get drunk, sometimes tasting the booze is nice
you guys have shit taste in alcohol
>>6926344
wine's just disgusting desu
I'd be more surprised if someone DIDN'T feel sick after drinking that rotten piss
>>6926344
I've considering making my own pear cider but eh
>>6926346
you may as well get booze that doesn't taste like ass then
if you're that afraid of ethanol just get yourself a lemonade or something
should i even date boys when im mid transition? ive been on hormones for a year but only socially transitioned for 6 months. my girl wardrobe is still really small and my voice does not pass. anyways i met this guy and now he says hes in love with me. hes only ever been with cis girls but prefers to bottom with me. tldr i feel pretty uncomfortable dating when im still very much so transitioning, should i stop seeing him? pls help
>>6926340
I like alcohol that you can get drunk on slowly over the course of a night, it's not pussy shit, it's just a lot more social. I don't generally drink for the sake of getting drunk fast because I'm not a teenager anymore.
>>6926344
Nah, I think it's just the sulphites in wine, or maybe the tannins. Red wine gives me absolutely ungodly hangovers.
>>6926334
ty, i do it all for u
>>6926344
l m a o sry
>>6926349
hamtaro would be a qt shota
i probably wouldn't kiss an actual hamster tho
>>6926353
go for it.
i wish i were in your position
>>6926349
>thats why i drink it straight.
this
there is absolutely nothing worse than those people who mix rum or whiskey with coke
not even hitler is that bad
>>6926354
You could always mix heavier booze with some yummy juice
I've never been able to be okay with beer, it's just so... nasty-tasting
>>6926360
man, i hate how i can no longer relate to the desire to drink. what even did this to me? i used to love drinking
>>6926352
>afraid of ethanol
my favorite drink is straight whiskey what r u on
>>6926366
Idk, I gave up on mixed drinks for session drinking, too much sugar, it just makes me feel sick. What kind of beer have you tried? I always find it weird when beer is blanketed as a single drink that tastes gross when there's so many varieties that don't taste all that similar at all. It took me a while to find one that I liked but after that it's easy to acquire a taste for.
fleetwood mac is too real
>wake up from why I guess was a nightmare that reminded me I'm alone with no friends and a lot of other problems with me
Thanks conscience I didnt want to sleep anyways..
>>6926380
ok come over now pls
>>6926382
2sad not enough moeny
plus ur 2 young
>>6926372
I guess that makes sense? Is it the mix of sugar and alcohol that has you feeling ill after?
That's fair, I suppose, honestly I have no idea what kind I've had
The thing that makes me think beer as a whole might not be for me is it was so offensively strong that it wasn't really tasteable.
Like how if something's really warm, or spicy (or sometimes other qualities) you can't really get a flavor out of it, but with whatever beer is. Bitter, I guess?
>things that will be said to me if I ever come out to my family
>>6926384
i am old enough to tongue hug
fuck the system
reeeee
>>6926381
what are your problems? I have night terrors a lot.. Iktf
>>6926371
>not everyone drinks to get drunk, sometimes tasting the booze is nice
that was my advice to these people
if you want to enjoy the taste of what you're drinking don't drink rotten apple juice or glorified piss
>>6926393
fuck what system?
Life is a joke
god, i need pickles.
i can't stand not having them
it'd be nice to have a cute girl to cuddle with and protect from bad dreams and the monsters under her bed
it'd be nice
>>6926398
we've got the system to fuck the system. The series of randomness that we form patterns out of exists to remind us that it's all true chaos.
>>6926402
Life is what you make it
>>6926387
I think it's just the sugar, it's the same feeling I get after too much soda, sort of gross and queezy ;-;
Also, it sounds like you tried a heavily hopped beer if it was that forward with how bitter it was, probably a macrobrewed beer like Molson as well given the lack of other character. Beer itself isn't actually bitter, it's the hops that are added to certain varieties.
Idk, if it's ever something you want to try again you may enjoy something more friendly like a Belgian wheat ale, they tend to have fruity character and generally don't have a lot of hops, if any. My beer hating sister even likes some Belgian beers.
>>6926395
If you want to taste what you're drinking then why do you put it in the freezer?
Going multiple sleeping pills deep tonight.
>>6926390
Disbelief
It's just a phase, anon will fail like everything else done in the past
>>6926418
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uu_VuxWCYhQ
>>6926418
yeah that sounds pretty good
>Tfw remembering early gender dysphoria
>Remember how sharp and painful and scary and agonizing the dysphoria was going through puberty
>Remember the two years you were mostly able to keep it from hurting too badly due to burrying it with drugs and people and stupid hobbies
>Now things are different
>I'm almost nostalgic for how terrible I felt back then just because I certainly feel oh so much worse now
>Think about how after being on hrt for a year I just look like a dorky metalhead sixteen year old with a receded hairline and tits
>think about how I've felt fucking miserable for over half of my life now
>Think about how above all things, I just couldn't have been born a girl, how I'll never actually be a girl, it's just not the hand I got in life it's just not for me.
Literally why shouldn't I kill myself? I don't see why I've deserved to have this miserable shitty fucking life inflicted on me, so why can't I at least have the choice to not live the rest of it?
>>6926427
you just gotta go with the flow
don't question it
>>6926428
you are right
but you would upset your loved ones
>>6926429
how do I go with the flow
night
Reminder to fear nothing because nothing is real!
>>6926428
Cis fems don't have it easy either because most are not qt
>>6926414
>If you want to taste what you're drinking then why do you put it in the freezer?
hi
hiya
ni hao
>>6926440
but at least they're female
>>6926440
Being a girl with an unnattractive body is a hell of a lot better than being a girl with a gross balding man body.
>>6926436
you'll only truly understand once you come over here..
>>6926438
sweet dreams
>>6926443
a mei zing.jpg
>>6926442
No, it's a serious question
You're serving your alcohol at a temperature where you're not only hiding the flavor of what you're drinking, but shocking your taste buds, and claiming that you like the taste of straight hard liquor.
>>6926447
thats going to be quite difficult.
>tfw no Ivankov to turn you into a qt grill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afCms-zXDrs
>>6926450
I bet you drink warm apple juice too don't you
>>6926450
>teenagers talking liquor
whatd u expect
>>6926445
>>6926446
>>6926454
nigga aren't you like 23 or some shit?
>>6926455
This isn't even a grass is greener situation. At least an actual woman doesn't experience gender dysphoria along with being ugly. That's like telling a person bemoaning severe facial scarring with "grass is alway greener, some people are ugly even without scars". It doesn't make any sense. No one genuinely wants to have severe facial scarring and likewise no one genuinely wants to be trans.
>>6926453
I also don't drink apple juice served at -16C, I drink it served at refrigerator temperature. Moreover, I could easily drink it at room temperature.
Try drinking vodka that you've put in the refrigerator and see if you find it as smooth as you claim it is. Better yet, try drinking it at cellar temperature.
If your beverage of choice isn't palatable at room temperature, then you should reevaluate why you think it tastes good.
>>6926454
Yup
>>6926460
and thus more experience with the alcohols
>>6926467
Oh shit I didn't realize she was talking about drinking it at sub-zero temperatures, I thought she meant letting it at least warm up a little first
whats the point though?????
>>6926455
so say a cis woman is exactly as ugly and mannish as say sheen
they would still be cis and be able to have babies and all that junk
they would just be unfortunately shaped but with the same surgeries we have to go through they would become a 10/10 and be able to have babies etc
>>6926467
my beverage of choice is root beer floats
tell me i should drink those at room temperature, i fuckin' dare you
>>6926468
yeah but you're speaking like you're some 50 year old alcoholic lmao
put it this way, first time I ever drank I was 16
I'm now 18
if you obeyed the laws of your shitty country we would have the same number of years with alcohol under our belts :^)
>>6926432
I like to think it wouldn't be so bad because I really only have one loved one, but she's heavily emotionally dependent on me and I'm worried she'd suicide too if I did. I still think I'm probably gonna kill myself and that suicide should be de-stigamatized. If suicide wasn't seen as an inherently bad thing I would have been able to just float through life knowing soon enough I'd kill myself, not making any close emotional connections, and then be able to just die when I finally had the means to. But no, society has entirely fucked me over by both being unnaccepting toward trans people in my youth, and now being accepting of suicide in my adulthood. I wish I had never been born.
>>6926473
i started drinking when I was 16 too lol
i'm 21 though
>>6926470
If you put your liquor in the freezer it's going to be at sub zero temperatures. There is no point, it's masking the flavor of the alcohol and making it easier for someone to drink straight. It's not about actually liking the flavor, it's about being able to say you drink your liquor straight.
>>6926472
Would it be palateable?
*hint* yes it would be, just not ideal
how does that song go
i was gonna get up and do something
but then i snorted addi
>>6926464
It is when people think life as a cis fem is easier to cis male
>>6926479
LESBIAN SUSHI
and yes i thought she just meant put it in there to get it super cold, then take it out and wait for it to get to more normal temperature but still very cold
not drink it when it's basically water
>>6926414
That makes sense
You could also just drink heavier stuff slower (sans juice) but if you like beer anyways I guess that works
I didn't mean that it had no other flavor, just that I couldn't detect it. Anyways, I'll keep my eyes out for something Belgian, thanks
>>6926482
Read: people who aren't socialized as a female yet
also whats the difference
between snorting benzos
and taking them normally?
all i got is my nose stings.
>>6926482
>It is when people think life as a cis fem is easier to cis male
Well I'm not a cis male, so it doesn't really apply to my situation.
>>6926479
>Would it be palateable?
>*hint* yes it would be, just not ideal
you just made an enemy for life, bitch
nothin worse than room temperature soda
>>6926487
The difference between snorting and eating benzos is that one works, and the other doesn't.
>>6926484
I do occasionally sip on whiskey but yeah, I really ended up just settling on having a few pints, low enough alcohol content to just sit and drink and chat.
Good luck, if you decide to give it a try. Blanche de chambly is a good one.
>>6926489
Sorry, I hoped you could see it my way, not as an affront to how much more refreshing soda is cold. ;-;
>>6925606
hey the people here who are voting for Hillary
can I ask you a question?
why do you think that Bernie Sanders dropped out and put his support in Hillary?
do you think its because he thought Hillary could do a better job than him as president?
>>6926492
no it's cause trump is literally the worst lol, what was he going to do let trump win?
>>6926495
>Sorry, I hoped you could see it my way, not as an affront to how much more refreshing soda is cold. ;-;
ill never see eye to eye with someone as black hearted as you. ive never felt so much red hot rage for an enemy before...
>>6926501
How does it make you feel to know that I occasionally drink my diet dr pepper at room temperature?
>>6926497
no it's cause trump is literally the cock-suckingest worst lol, what was he going to do let trump win?
>>6926498
Trump is going to win
Hillary is worse than Trump could ever be
Hilary is "Lawful" Evil
Trump is Chaotic Good
>>6926513
>chaotic good
lmao
we'll pretend that was a typo
between lawful neutral-evil and chaotic evil i'm definitely gonna pick hillary
>>6926510
>drinking diet soda at any temperature
if i ever get my hands on you ill kill you
>>6926510
that isn't even as plebeian as room temperature alcohol
>>6926519
not always nigga
>>6926514
you're a poor judge of character
Trump is controversial but means well aka Chaotic Good
Hillary plays a facade of being good but the body count she has left behind is like a lurking shadow
>>6926521
hitler did nothing wrong
>>6926521
either good and evil are subjective or you're both using the terms wrong
>>6926518
How can you seriously say this when you only drink vodka straight from the freezer? Even frathouses have more sense than that.
>>6926516
It would be a huge favor, please do it.
>>6926527
>It would be a huge favor, please do it.
ill never do what my sworn enemy wants
if i ever get my hands on you, ill love you tenderly forever and always
which one of you losers made this thread
>>>/r9k/31512632
>>>/r9k/31512632
this is the original filename from when i found the image, it describes my feelings
>>6926530
>ill love you tenderly forever and always
w-what do i have to do to be your enemy too?
>>6926530
Oh, I'm sorry that you had to get saddled with this. My intention was not to force you to spend time around me.
So, where do I get a pushup bra that is basically a fucking clamp in how tight it is, so I can have cleavage?
>>6926527
if you drink vodka that hasn't come straight out from the freezer you have shit taste and that's final
to what extent does getting a minor breast implant affect your sensitivity?
im thinking i might have to because im pretty tall and both my sister and mother have small boobs.
Hey /mtfg/! Can I bug you people for help? I'm supposed to be seeing the doctor about being trans in a month or so. What should I expect to happen after that? Any tips to make sure I get on stuff ASAP?
>>6926539
I'm truly sorry ;-;
>>6926538
Only teenagers actually drink their alcohol this way. I don't think you actually realize how hilarious it is that you think it's good taste.
>>6926547
*no matter what temperature
>>6926545
lack of drive
life without it isnt worht living
attempting suicide
thats how i got on hrt
>>6926547
>breast augmentation
oh i didnt know this was a thing
i thought when people said this they meant implants
thanks anon
>>6926546
>>6926546
>Only teenagers actually drink their alcohol this way. I don't think you actually realize how hilarious it is that you think it's good taste.
im sorry but I have russian family and have spent quite some time in russia. Vodka out of the freezer is how you're meant to drink this stuff, in a shot-glass
it's crazy that you can just take girl pirls and turn into a girl (albeit slowly)
ni ni thread
hopefully i wake up as a girl xd
>>6926568
yeah im gonna be a pretty princess soon
>>6926568
>Thinking hrt makes you anything like a real girl
ha
>>6926570
hey i never said a good looking girl
although desu some of the tranny girls here are actually pretty dang cute
>>6926568
If you have the mentality that hormones are all it takes, hondom awaits you. Hons are still girls though, I suppose.
im lonely
>>6926581
you refer them as if youre not one so i guess they are
>>6926587
hey drakeposter
started hrt yet?
>>6926585
this post is on the cusp of making sense
maybe you should put that idea back in the oven for a bit anon
I don't think it's done yet
protip if you get up to take a piss in the middle of the night dont check your texts
you'll end up staying up
>>6926582
same
i have an appointment on the 29th with a gender specialist at a sexual health clinic
ive been waiting months for this appointment
what are the odds that i'll be able to get tittyskittles soon after
>>6926596
get back in bed missy
>tfw only an hour left until my qt boy is awake for work
he should never sleep ever
>>6926604
no, its four am feels hour
>>6926605
as someone who's been super sleep deprived lately
he should sleep plenty pls dont try to make him stay awake
WHY DIDNT I START WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN LIKE I WANTED TO
REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6926591
>>6926585
lol
>>6926609
i wonder the same thing often
>>6926606
;__; i got him to stay awake until like 2:30 but then he passed out and now i miss him
>>6926615
please let him get a good night's rest tomorrow, sleep is essential
so I don't really care about which would make a better president. who is better for LGBT rights? would hillary make it easier to get HRT without me needing to import it offshore from indians? Or rather, who is less likely to ban this shit? Because I'm not going to get diagnosed with a quack of a "psychologist" and wait 2 years to get back on hormones.
>>6926596
do you wanna talk since were both lonely
>>6926619
sure
>>6926618
dont bring this bullshit discussion here
neither are good for anyone longterm and theyre both bad in the exact same ways and the only reason people think they wont be is because thats the trap of politics
>>6926616
;________; he wanted to stay up that late!!! it wasn't my fault honest!!!!!!
but he's gonna call me on his way to workk and then i get to hear him geek out some more about vidyaa and i'm so exciteddd ^3^
den i get to see him in a few days ehehehe
>>6926631
he sounds kinda cute
where do you meet these guys?
>>6926634
he's soooooooooooooo qt. 6'4" with the squarest jaw and lips as big as mine wit perf teeth. i want to have his children lmao
i met him like a year ago on okcupid i think? but i was kinda still on/off with my ex so i was distant and stopped responding to him.
i've met lotsa qt boys off that site idk
>>6926637
Huh a year ago, like you mean when you were dating faye and claiming you loved her even though you were still in contact with men you met on okc?
>>6926637
he does sound it
and okcupid?
hrm
i was too uh
inexperienced to use that site?
idk it didnt take long for me to realize i dont know how you normies work and deactivate my account because i was scared and shy and anxious
>>6926637
>i want to have his children lmao
its fortunate you cant
you would be a horrible mother
>>6926645
Edie could make a good one
She's rly smart and could teach her children a lot of valuable things
>>6926642
huh? i was talking to that guy in november/december. i didn't date faye till like april. i haven't talked to him since 2015.
when i was with faye, i was really with her. i wasn't seeing anyone else or even talking to anyone else lol
>>6926643
wait so what exaaactlyyyy happened that scared you away from it? cause i've legit met my last 4 bfs off of that site
>>6926645
if we had kids they'd just look like pic related anyways tbqh. his lips are like the same size as mine
>>6926649
well for one thing everyone wanted to meet up after like 4 messages?
and i
just
i dont know how to do things
i think i misinterpreted some stuff people said
like some guy said he wanted to visit me at work but he probably wasnt serious but then i sent him like 5 different messages about taht
>>6926650
lmao so basically you were just kinda nervous/anxious about the whole normie way of doing things? like actively dating and all that.
that's totally understandable. i was kinda the same way before, felt hella awkward. how will you ever learn if you don't get out there tho?
like you're full time now and stuff so it's not like you have to worry about anything arbitrary regarding that yknow
>>6926653
i dunno
ive gotten so used to 4chan dating everything else is so foreign to me loll
>how will you ever learn if you don't get out there tho?
that is a good point
>like you're full time now and stuff so it's not like you have to worry about anything arbitrary regarding that yknow
mm, i still have stuff to do before i should get dating
like i have a lot of work to do on myself
i still dont wear makeup every day and my eyebrows havent been taken care of in over a month now
and yeah idk jujst
im not ready i dont think
>>6926648
like sexual expression for preteens
great idea
they got a head start into the escorting career for sure
>>6926656
Dont be a fuckwit
Edie's experience would mean she can help people with similar problems
She seems to know how guys work, she'd be great with helping her daughter out when she gets her first boyfriend and drama happens
>>6926662
shed be great at shaping a kid into being a shallow stereotype of a whore thats the main reason people jump on the women hate bandwagon
>>6926655
ye, 4chan dating is like ... ridic easy.
cause it's almost like you're both reclusive enough to be ok with waiting forever to actually hangout so you can just prepare for that moment weeks in advance lmao!!
at least it was always like that with me. but when you're normie dating it's like meeting within a week, and spending a lot of time together.. up close and personal..
it's totally ok if you're not ready to date tho. you should just take your time. but it is really nice to see someone all of the time.
being around someone who you really really like irl is amazing, but when they actuallllly feel the same way about you it's amazin. don't let the 4chans make u forget that feel!!
>>6926656
in all seriousness i've been a mother to hundreds of ppl in my life at this point what with leading groups and taking care of my own mom growing up and stuff.
being a good parent is really just about taking the time to understand your child, empathizing them, and genuinely loving/accepting them for who they are. i'm not THAT bad of a person to where i can't do that with people i really care about.
>>6926664
>thats the main reason people jump on the women hate bandwagon
Back to r9k with ye
>>6926666
good girl
>>6926662
>helping your daughter with guys
>is the only motherly duty shell have to do and is good at
lol
her kid would have a new dad every 2 weeks
>>6926666
it is
just because i mention this im from r9k? lmao
nice quads tranny satan
baphomet
>>6926665
>mother to hundreds of people
>in all honesty
can't fucking breathe
as comedy gold as when you said you don't use men for sex last week
>>6926667
pls dont toy with me like that..
>>6926665
>so you can just prepare for that moment weeks in advance lmao!!
Y-yeah but like I kind of need those weeks to make sure everything is perfect!!!
>and spending a lot of time together.. up close and personal..
I like this but meeting within a week just sounds too soon for me still
I guess I just need to try it and get used to it
>but it is really nice to see someone all of the time.
>being around someone who you really really like irl is amazing, but when they actuallllly feel the same way about you it's amazin. don't let the 4chans make u forget that feel!!
Oh I definitely want that feel and would love to be around someone irl 24/7 but at the same time I'm trying not to want it because that'll make the time I spend working on myself less painful?
Idk I'm like
I REALLY WANT A BOYFRIEND GODDAMNIT BUT I KNOW I SHOULDNT GET ONE SO IM GONNA KEEP LYING TO MYSELF
>>6926674
ok fine its fun though
holy moly i have a tummy ache i should go back to bed
>>6926672
i'm being serious.
you don't understand how many people come to me with their problems and how much i've been there for trans ppl especially.
because i don't talk about it lol. you can believe whatever bitter thing you want about me tho i guess
>>6926674
naw i mean that totally makes sense, and i feel like you can set yourself up to be more confident if you have a lot of time to prep yknow?
you don't haaave to meet a guy right away tho. you can wait a couple weeks. but normies move on fast and they want that visceral connection.
it's better not to date in a way cause it kinda stagnates your progress, or well it can, but there's nothing wrong wit having a fling. you don't haaave to have a serious bf.
might seriously be preordering another gd game for the first time in ages
>>6926642
Just because she was talking with 4 men that she'd eventually date does not mean there was anything shady going on
>>6926680
image
fucking
limit
:(
>>6926679
>but normies move on fast and they want that visceral connection.
And that's why I'll be unsuccessful at dating unless I get used to what they do maybe
>it's better not to date in a way cause it kinda stagnates your progress
All the relationship crap I did this year seriously distracted me from transition and working on myself
>you don't haaave to have a serious bf.
I dont think im in a place where i can just have a fling tho
once i like someone i
really fuckin like them and i am attached
>>6926679
>you don't understand how many people come to me with their problems and how much i've been there for trans ppl especially
like all those people you have filtered
>>6926684
>tfw the only guy i was talking to was my bff's bf who i never dated or pursued but who still threatened tf out of u
i'm not doing this wit u again lmao
>>6926688
yee. i mean it's kinda normal with online dating stuff to get "ghosted" or to just move from person to person cause likeee
normies don't talk as much as 4chan people do on skype and all that. so they don't humanize you in the same way a lot of the time.
so it's easy to just be like 'i talked to this person for a week but eh'
also wait, the 4chan dating distracted you? ;_; i'm sorry. i thought most of that ended up ok.
and o. well shit. i mean if you get that attached then maybe it is better to wait lol. or you can just meet a guy organically. those relationships tend to work out better.
>>6926692
i mean honestly i have sheen filtered and i talked her out of killing herself on a few diff occasions, so even some of those ppl, ya. lmao
>>6926679
>I'm being serious
That's really scary, I say I was people's mother and father, but I actually go to their houses and clean them, and fix their finances, and go to court with them, and make sure they eat, and defend them if someone tried to work them too hard, even sit in their room at their door all night so they don't do something stupid and break a court order or try and kill themselves
Even then it's just an old army saying that I don't mean seriously, because it's pretentious
>>6926694
>i mean honestly i have sheen filtered and i talked her out of killing herself on a few diff occasions, so even some of those ppl, ya. lmao
"I have taped over the crack so its not there anymore, arent I awesome"
>>6926694
jeez thanks edie thats
pretty helpful
see i stress over deleting someone i talked to for 5 minutes
i couldnt just like
do that
fuckin normies reeeeeeeeeee
>also wait, the 4chan dating distracted you? ;_; i'm sorry. i thought most of that ended up ok.
I mean
It was a lot of time, effort, and drama
when I should have been focusing on myself
>and o. well shit. i mean if you get that attached then maybe it is better to wait lol. or you can just meet a guy organically. those relationships tend to work out better.
Yeah I am a very dependent person and I tend to latch onto people and my emotions are just p crazy
And as for meeting someone organically well, I only leave the house to go to work or the doctor's really, idk how I'd meet someone like that. Maybe when I go back to college next fall?
>>6926700
normies ghost CONSTANTLY. i do it constantly too. it's become a meme among normies to do it because it happens that much lol
but that's what happens when you're overloaded by a ton of people left and right through dating, yknow?
you have to have that one connection that transcends the rest to really want to pursue a long-term relationship with them.
but it's also kinda better that way cause it's not just about courting someone for the sex anymore. the tinder dating culture sucks cause it made sex way too easy to get and almost meaningless, but it also made real connections and relationships that much more special, so.
i get that tho. i do remember a few times where it seemed like you were thrown in the middle of other people's bs and it seemed kinda unfair.
but at least you've succeeded way more than most others have in the time you've been on mones and you're really getting shit done!!!
just don't limit your happiness if you don't haveee to. the organic thing will just happen if it happens.
it can be harder cause they're not gonna know you're trans right away, but again, it's more visceral. so it tends to stick better.
plus you know what you're getting yourself into physically speaking. yknow, photo angling online and all that lol
college would be an amaaaaaaazing time to figure your romantic/sexual life out. you really should take advantage of that opportunity.
it's good to get as much RL experience as you can so you know both what you want out of a person, as well as what you don't. you learn lots in every relationship, even the bad ones.
This one time I ended world hunger by working at a soup kitchen on thanksgiving handing out turkeys, I am literally the mother of dragons
Ugh, work is bleh
At least in 2 weeks i get a check for 9 consecutive electrolysis sessions
>>6926715
wow you are so amazing I bet you would be great with children!
Feels actually really good to be fully independent. I nevet thought in only 3 months i would go from a neet living with parents to living on my own and making income. Im proud of myself
>>6926732
No sessions yet, i had to pay rent and car insurance and my credit card
>>6926723
I went to a baby shower and someone handed me a baby last week, obviously I am now mother to all
Also next weekend i get to go on my aunts yacht and we're going to sail to a swanky restaurant.
Things are looking up.
>>6926743
are you going to wear a rich girl 1 peice swimsuit and then a nice dress?
>>6926700
Seriously, if you want a good relationship, you have to look at people objectively, be super kind and open on the first date, but realize that early on, once you get a second, it's an interview, and you need someone who is good in the way you are good
Do they have steady work, do they treat people around them well, do they volunteer, do they have close family, do they have tons of friends, are they nice to you
It's really easy to pick a real person who was raised right and will give you a long satisfying relationship if you watch for it, just don't pick the first one based on your feelings if they aren't a romantic like you
Source : every time I date someone with these qualities it lasts years and I have a friend for life, every time I don't they are one of the most painful experiences in my life .
Tracheal shave asap? Y/n
>>6926745
No ;_; because my family told me i can't present around them. Its cool though because im not going to present fem till my facial hair is gone, that way i wont have to worry about being out for a day or two and sprouting 5 o'clock shadow
>>6926752
>not wearing a girls swim suit on a boat
Do So what I did and just shop for the most femy guys clothes and tell them you Got them in the men's section.
I love your purse
Thanks I got it at the men's section of coach
>>6926755
Naw, but i will go heavy andro mode though
>>6926752
can you even hide your boobs anymore?
>>6926761
seriously buy womens clothing in mens style shirt and pants
wear a bra underneath
do it
also walk around with your girls hanging out on the boat and then once you aunty tells you to cover up then you can put on a bikini
When you have to face another day of your existence
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PzCg6ccLM2Y
>>6926778
Does that video trigger you since there's "man" in the title?
>>6926767
If you tell any woman that they hurt if you don't wear a bra, and you feel like it's indecent to not cover them and have the nipples like through your clothes, they'll understand
>>6926781
Lol
No
>still live with parents
>parents don't know about the dysphoria
>can't find my bbcream anymore
What do?
I bought it off the Internet the last time. How do I order it discretely now?
Also, how to order stuff on the Internet without my parents knowing (I plan on ordering other makeup too)?
>tfw i got my 1 hour dose of phone call time wit qt boy before he got into work
yiss gewddddddddddd. i'd post a pic but we're at image limit so o well rip ttyl
>>6926804
also, most importantly:
where to hide makeup/bbcream/other stuff from them?
>>6926811
get a lockbox
So something weird happened yesterday..
I always thought I was pretty much into girls and not really guys at all
But yesterday I was out shopping and I saw this guy and I got a feeling I never felt before.
It was like this warm tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach. Not just butterflies but something more.
And I got flushed, hot and goosebumps when he walked past and I could smell him
Wtf is hrt doing to me. I don't even look at girls anymore. I thought it was my sex drive disappearing.
I've never felt anything that intense for another person.
>>6926816
what should I tell them about what's inside?
my parents are very intrusive and don't respect my privacy whatsoever, so a new lockbox would instantly raise questions and suspicions
im lonely someone be my gf and hold me pls
>>6926831
Please no ;~;
Men terrify me
>>6926859
but they are so dreamy
>>6926864
Maybe if one could make me feel safe.
But I've had bad experiences with guys. All my life I was kind of fem, so I had guys aggressively hit on me constantly.
So a lot of my experiences with guys is uncomfortable and scary or just straight up being assaulted. Maybe it's just me though I might just bring it on myself
The one guy that used to make me feel safe and easy to be with, even with sex laughed at me when I asked him to be my bf. And went and found a gorgeous gf instead.
>>6926882
date a femmy guy/borderline tranny/definite tranny
>like me
men are icky
>tfw lonely and sad
>>6926895
don't you have a trashu to hug
>>6926893
I'm not attracted femboys. It's only masc guys
Depends on the Trans girl as well. Girls have to be femme but dominant.
But lately I don't know if I'm attracted to girls or just jealous.
Ugh I hate this ;~;
>>6926910
new
Hey we have a discord where we usually hangaround, talk in voice, chill, play games and sometimes lewd it up.. Feel free to join :3
https://discord.gg/Vz6hvXG
>>6927770
>https://discord.gg/Vz6hvXG
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