alright /x/ I'm pretty much totally definitely an empath I think
male, 24. in a committed monogomous relationship, really in love with my gf who I currently live with and work a full time job. I've always been a sensitive person, whether it came to receiving love or being bullied or humiliated, things have always had a serious impact on me and my mental health as far as my interpersonal relationships go
major depressive, have serious mental hangups about past relationships that have failed for some reason or were irrevocably damaged by circumstance
always seemed to attract some of the lowest and most down trodden band of friends and have found that my moods and personality has a strong affect on the people around me and I can actually manipulate them subtly in this way
start a new job, almost immediately make personal connections with people. feeling fairly antisocial lately though, and see the way this affects the general feeling of the work group, work in a room with like 30 others, notice this girl always catching glances at me, of course its the cute, androgenous girl who I havent seen talk to ANYONE since I started
instigate casual convo with her one day on a whim, not even all that attracted but it just seemed right for some reason. now she eyes me in the hallway and follows me on breaks despite telling me she has a bf. this cute 18 year old is latching on to me and disclosing shit when I've never felt more distant and antisocial imagine what would happen if I actually tried?
basically, I feel like I understand others on a pretty deep level without really trying and constantly feel connected and intertwined and kind of hate the way that I'm susceptible to the feelings and pain of others on a nearly daily basis
>>17922021
Don't worry, I'm sure she will leave you alone once she finds out that you post on 4chan.
>>17922038
/thread
Get in the fucking 18 year old Shinji
What do I do if I cursed myself? For the past 2 years or so I've been completely alone and isolated. Whenever I went to events like fireworks or something cute girls I knew from somewhere would always come up to me and shit like that and everyone would talk to me and shit. I used to be able to find jobs easy as fuck and now I can't at all. I used to have girlfriends all the time now I'm having dry streaks for months on end and every time I do have sex I lose my boner
No one will talk to me anymore and won't even be my friend on Facebook. I've been having the worst luck ever I've had car accidents, guns pointed at me, I went from always having like 700 dollars to nothing. I keep getting fat as fuck really easy and I'm trapped inside too so it's making it worse. Literally one day of my current life is like 8 times as dysfunction as a year of my old life.
Please make this stop
im a girl btw
I'm a dude and I've had nothing but misfortune aswell
>>17921950
Make things better again. It is you who makes your life in the good or in the bad. But if nothing goes right, kill urself
Let's talk about the relationship between God and science.
"Fantasy" & "reality".
Don't you think most of us are looking at both religion and reality ass-backwards?
For instance, the undefined creation of angels and how their relationship is closer to God than that of man, thus being much more capable in many ways.
Most look at angels as if they were created before man, but in reality, isn't it more possible that angels, being closer to the singularity that is God, are not tethered by time and space?
Therefore making them as God, past and future with man being in the middle.
Humanity will inevitably reach singularity and what else can be called God other than that?
What would be possible would know no bounds and modern man would transcend physical bodies by many means, starting most likely with transfer of consciousness through the Internet or similar means.
With that in mind would it be implausible to suggest that our however distant "descendants" are the same as our earliest "progenitors", being both?
Not calling for physical human bodies until the singularity that can do all and be all decides to create man again. All after it has long been forgotten after its transcendence into where all our collaborating advents lead us.
Are we not all essentially angels in the making by the trickling benevolence that allows us to continue to exponentially grow and are we all not as a whole leading existence into that inevitable direction of bliss?
With the war between the angels occurring as a need/want of returning opposing forces for fun rather than it being a true conflict. All wars truly being more for sport and determined by beings who go through the motions mostly unseen. Angels can essentially do and be anything considering they're closer to God, therefore manifesting as and being both all the terrors and magnificence in the world.
Shapeshifters, beings with TK, jumpers, beasts, ghosts, aliens, terrorists, heroes, villains, superheroes.
Couldn't each angel be a god in their own right? As a human can, but of course at a much larger degree given that they've been through the past and future singularity while we are all still being raked into it slowly but surely.
Talk to me /x/, don't leave me to my lonesome pls
>>17921707
son, anything created from godlike inspiration (picture angels demons jhinns ghosts...) isnt a fragment of eons what it really looks and feels like..its just an artistic creation formed from inspiration by human hands...
the truth is out there, but during this life in wich you soak in the expirience, the only truth that can be bridge between worlds is death and birth...
the other things cant be put in words, shapes, and meaning..in other words its meaningless but it IS meaning.
we will all go wherever and whatever souls are a part of, whatever is a soul anyway...i know you know , but you dont know and i know that you know that too....enjoy life.
>>17921734
Good post anon, thanks for adding to my thoughts
Yeah, that's also what I'm saying about angels being so much more - they're us, we're so much more, although not yet.
Yes, what most conceive is far from the grandeur of the beautiful truth.
I want to expand on it more.
Isn't that the purpose of all life?
To help further expand the truth?
The truth can't have an end, because so much more can grow from it and upon it, therefore everything can be and is ultimately true, somewhere, somehow.
I was told by a tarot reader a couple months ago that I would have an important message delieverd to me by a bird in a birch tree.
I was hiking in the woods and I accidentally walked into a birch tree when I was not paying attention.
I looked up and saw a single mourning dove looking nearby me staring making no sound. I looked over to see what the dove was looking at and it was a dead blackbird.
I barried the black bird and prayed for it. Even after barring the dove still started at the spot the blackbird was at.
How fucked am I?
>Even after barring the dove still started at the spot
>>17921359
Sorry meant barring the blackbird
rip OP
If there were something in your house (ghost or spirit) what would you do?
book it
try to have sex with it
i'd make a call
Welcome to Divination General!
Come here for readings and discussion of theory/practice.
Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Oracle cards, I-Ching, Tasseomancy, etc.
>If you're new, please read the STICKY:
http://pastebin.com/2Wp1Q074
>Guides made by some of our readers:
Rustig, wrote this to help beginners on how to choose a deck and how to start with the tarot:
http://i.imgur.com/2rodLWB.png
Thoth, made his own tarot and rune guide that he wants to share:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/edit?pref=2&pli=1
>Some useful tips before posting:
New readers should post that they're offering readings and what information they require from a querent.
Look for their posts in the thread to determine what's needed and before posting, check if they finished reading already.
Some readers will refuse to do certain readings -- respect that choice. Also, bullshit queries will get bullshit answers.
An "air query" can be made to no one in particular, but no one in particular may answer!
>Readers and Querents:
Please, respect each other. Let's keep things decent here.
IRC (Internet Relay Chat) channel for discussion:
https://kiwiirc.com/client/irc.sorcery.net/#/div/ination
Previous thread: >>17919948
Who wants to exchange?
>>17920612
I don't want to hear this "soul erosion" thing if its meaning has any resemblance to predicting my eventual death or destruction of some sort.
I'm very interested in anything you can tell me though.
Tell me what you think of the existence of God, and then present me with what you think is evidence that supports your claim.
In return, I will give you a task you must accomplish before the end of the year, lest you wish to be devoured.
Haven't seen one in a while. I don't ahve any good ones. PLEASE contribute!
>>17921176
I dont think it will load right but here senpai
Oh wait i got it senpai
why is it every time i type f a m it comes out as senpai what the fuck
you open your door and is greeted by this guy
what do you do?
>>17920996
Call him a edgelord black metal faggot, and slam the door in his face. This also works well against Mormons, and ex-girlfriends.
>>17920996
Let him rape me with his big thick throbbing demon cock~
How does /x/ feel about doing group meditation for healing the planet and ourselves? I'd love it if we could somehow coordinate to counter all the low frequencies on this planet caused by the elites.
Say, we could pick a place where earthquakes frequently occur, or places of other extreme weather and then focus and send waves of love, heart energy or something. The Middle East comes to mind - Iraq and Syria. I don't really know of any methods, I heard this from Inelia Benz ages ago IIRC. I'd appreciate if we can get some ideas about different techniques going. Perhaps we can look at the Earth energy grid and choose from there.
Or we could potentially go the other way and try and connect with the collective unconscious and direct some healing energy or whatever there. These things can make a difference which unfortunately we won't be able to immediately see. If someone was able to see in the astral realm, then they could probably see what was happening. The unseen world is far, far bigger than the seen one. Almost infinitely bigger. This is where all the magick happens, where the lizards dwell and direct things.
Remember when /tv/'s big guy 4U crashed a plane with no survivors? /pol/ also used meme magick successfully IIRC.
We have power, after all, we are the ones that are holding this thing up.
>>17920980
Feels nice to me.
Translation: We be sitting on our butts in the basement eating Cheetos, but maybe if we think about something it will be like we did something with our lives.
I have a serious problem with my energy. Im always in my head day dreaming and fantasizing. I just cant stop its an addiction. I usually feel an intense pressure in my third eye or a discomfort in my head. Sometimes it goes away but its pure suffering because life just feels so unpleasurable. Does anybody here know any way to make my energy leave that area?
>>17920809
Stop being a special snowflake.
>>17920815
What? Im not I swear. I just want this to end its so annoying. I dont think im a special snow flake, I hate myself and wish I was dead I swear.
>>17920809
If you want answers hmu in private fuck the anon here. I'll try to help. We'll try to help rather. your choice of venue. (messaging app)
For quite a bit of my life I've been told that there was something different about me.I don't want to be a special snowflake but at a recent tea leaf reading I was told my protector was a very pretty female.And that's about all I got.I was wondering if anyone can help me with this.Thank you! (Picture unrelated)
>>17920792
I'll do a quick reading for you. I need age, sex, zodiac sign, and a nickname.
>>17920792
>>17920919
>I need age, sex, zodiac sign, and a nickname.
I also need your address, mother's maiden name, social security number, and place of work. Only when you have given me all your personal info will the spirits tell me what you want to know. They won't tell you, even though you are the one asking, they will tell me and I will let you know what they say.
>>17921128
oooops, forgot. /sarc off.
I hope you know I was joking, OP. Don't trust any so-called psychic reader on /x/. They are bullshit liars. If you want to know what is special about you, ask your Guardian Angel to guide you, to give you a dream to answer your question, or somehow to lead you to your answer. Guardian Angels are awesome, they do help us.
Strange dreams thread?
There's only one thing in this dream that really stood out to me, but it spooked the shit out of me.
>last night
>just my usual nonsensical dream
>suddenly realize i'm dreaming
>get the urge to tell the figments in my dream that i'm lucid dreaming and that they're not actually real
>everythings fine so far they just ignore me like it's normal
>tell this one lady that i'm lucid dreaming and she spurts out
>IF YOU KEEP LUCID DREAMING YOU'RE GOING TO FUCKING DIE
>run away and eventually my mind fades to black as I wake up
The memory of it is spooping me, i've been lucid dreaming since I was a child, and that's the first time something like that has happened, kind of makes me apprehensive to fall asleep tonight.
Has anyone else had anything similar happen to them?
>driving some kind of pic related shit
>PUT 'EM DOWN PUT 'EM DOWN PUT 'EM DOWN
Almost every fucking god damned day.
IDGAF, I just drive dudes to places, wtf ever.
>>17920571
Is it REALLY that hard to check the catalog, newfags? Is it? >>17900116
>>17920587
Maybe it's the dream police coming to take us away
Anyone have any stories/video/etc. about people finding strangers living secretly in their home? I don't know why, but this kind of thing really fascinates me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jajl3ywbwK4
I think this is my favorite one that I've found so far. There's not a lot of context given, but it seems to be some kind of dorm or off-campus student housing. These kids suspect somebody is living in the attic because they see a light on up there (and presumably heard noises), and when they try to open the attic door, somebody closes it FROM THE INSIDE. Sadly, there doesn't seem to be any kind of follow up story.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7SFhxT-on8
Here's another good one. Dude decides to check behind a window above the stairs in his house that isn't against an external wall, and finds a room with a bed in it and other signs of it being occupied. In a later video he calls his landlord to ask about it, who claims he used to crash there "to get away from the wife" or something. Not sure if this one's legit.
Anything related to hidden rooms/passages/crawlspaces (not necessarily occupied by people) found in homes is also welcome.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06X9qXTvKNQ
Forgot to mention this one. I think everybody's probably seen it by now. Dude keeps noticing food going missing from his fridge, sets of a camera, catches creepy lady emerging from a crawlspace above his kitchen to steal his food and piss in his sink. Honestly I get a fake vibe from this one. The guy seems really interested in using the video's viral status to promote his acting career. And the part where she hides behind the counter and avoids being detected when he comes into the room is just too hard to believe.
>>17920446
That stupid little head scratch he does at 3:22, as soon as he enters camera view, gives it away. Nobody does that, it's a good example of shitty actor over-exaggeration.
>>17920598
i walk and scratch my head all the time you dumb ass. i must be acting my whole life then
If you could travel to anywhere in the world for a few weeks or months to go ghost or treasure hunting where would you go? Places like Poland looking for German gold train, somewhere spooky things happen idk
I would travel to france, to read the inscriptions of the alchemists, then to Geneva, to visit the black church, then to the great pyramid, to, well, ya know...
Eastern Russia must hold some secrets just it's too big to randomly explore
I would travel to remote regions and visit with the native shamans and witch doctors. Central and South America, and Africa most likely.
any /x/ tier derp web links? also ive been looking for this one site wee you type in passwords to get to the next part of the site it has a black background with green text sorry if that isn't descriptive enough.
http://hfk5cqo35bhmt6ql.onion/
http://hii2lriam26vh4sk.onion/
http://hlcnqocmmjx4tq6q.onion/
http://hlhipaitexizcbo6.onion/
http://hmq7m7wc4zwnabyw.onion/
http://hsivecbkrcs63k3m.onion/
http://huo3qomltibcvlcf.onion/
http://huunctcsme75ftck.onion/
http://i5nlynku3doevrog.onion/
http://ifuizq4p4jaxflmd.onion/
http://ij2fiuy2k4kwwsne.onion/
http://ilhv7khuur3ycn34.onion/
http://ioihdcrtzb4wqd7f.onion/
http://ios5bbxxhz2wemqx.onion/
http://iqeo6zcqrk7feiqu.onion/
http://izdoesxysfgyaic6.onion/
http://j3sngllhz4k226xk.onion/
http://j4cdjtjqdy22qhlk.onion/
http://j5o4bub5ep7atcwx.onion/
http://jahnd2jztre3dmcq.onion/
http://jcds266xtc4ztpvi.onion/
http://jdhmiloqdxwz4er4.onion/
http://jfekrr6wghtmalpd.onion/
http://jkajuegugdtz6xfg.onion/
http://jmnkzfuey3nnmakk.onion/
http://jmsghv5rqziq4h6n.onion/
http://joyo4674jbfytjdx.onion/
http://jrsxlzp5jbvo7cc5.onion/
http://jsrdp4pgmft655gt.onion/
http://k24iwuwxvphwkjj2.onion/
http://kex3iufdcnfoy4ix.onion/
http://kio2chdngamoif53.onion/
http://kzwfjp4vq5c5ch7z.onion/
http://l7hhjemhwrgbprjc.onion/http://ijprlinuqv6u3x5i.onion/
http://5cqzpj5d6ljxqsj7.onion/
http://2v7ibl5u4pbemwiz.onion/
http://suxjgpdadifvqjyk.onion/
http://aviktou2sjbh5iv6.onion/
http://fh63ozjoouyh7iuu.onion/
http://aafstoaktuifn3kk.onion/
http://arts3yclvwxdzlbr.onion/
http://azsdjxck6kqdm7oz.onion/Red Room- http://suxjgpdadifvqjyk.onion/
Chat- http://hb2z3skucfnjdrj7.onion/chat.php
Cpmic- http://xcomics5vvoiary2.onion/
Camel Toe- http://cameltoex3copzx6.onion/
Hijab- http://hijabhawzxipgzfp.onion/
Animal- http://73lgals6htl7akfm.onion/index.php
Serious Gore- http://pgdnvi6nf26gbzgf.onion/dir/
http://skunksworkedp2cg.onion/sites.html
>best fucking working URL list i've seen so far
http://dollarseraw6lxja.onion/
>Dollars BBS, kinda like 4chan. Password is baccano
http://fightadqtoipjpj2.onion/Jennys PDNP: http://jzcqrndhghzdu6wz.onion/page8.htm
Madrid Train bombing pics
>>17920269
Stay away from sites in Russian
>>17920597
why?