i feel sad an lonely guys, what are you up to now?

ALL AROUND ME ARE
CRAWLING FACES
WAKE ME UP FACES
CRAWLING FACES
EVERYTHING I KNOW GOES AWAY WAKE ME UP BEFORE YOU GO GO
STILL CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED IN SEPTEMBER BACK WHEN EVERYPONY DIED TRAILS OF BLOOD DURING MY CROWN OF THORNS UPON MY LIARS CHAIR

>>29278871
at least you took time to post here, thanks

>>29278863
>I attached a horse image to my post pls respond to my blog
Fuck you

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>>29278863
Listening to this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8Xc2_FtpHI

Why you sad, bro?

>>29278863
Grinding up waifus

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>>29278863

Watching random pony pmv videos, and learning perspective drawing after 30h of no sleep. I am trying to keep my mind busy so I can stop thinking about existence, makes me freak out a bit and everything seems unreal.

Why are you sad?

>>29278871

Don't you dare associate Johnny Cash with those shit songs.

>>29278863
Trying to understand my last dream of being kissed repeatedly by sunset shimmer.

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>>29278906

It means you desperately need to get a gf, faggot. Either that, or you really like bacon.

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>>29278884
thanks for posting

>>29278886
>>29278898
>Why you sad, bro?
i am bored and i don't know what to do with myself, don't feel like drawing, don't feel like vidya. Just sitting here doing nothing.
Thinking if i should get regular ps4 to play never ever or just collect some MTG cards which i will probably use once a month

>>29278913
>It means you desperately need to get a gf, faggot. Either that, or you really like bacon.
all women i meet are shallow gold diggers, never met one i genuinely liked or wanted to be around

>>29278905
what ya gonna do about it nigga

>>29278930

>all women i meet are shallow gold diggers, never met one i genuinely liked or wanted to be around

Keep looking then, if you care enough. I mostly stick to sticking it to horses, if you get my shtick.

>>29278913
....I need to lay off bacon. Also fuck you too bitch

>>29278925

Do you have any hobbies? Anything you feel you should be working towards?

>>29278925
>i am bored and i don't know what to do with myself, don't feel like drawing, don't feel like vidya. Just sitting here doing nothing.

Why don't you take a walk outside, do something different .

>>>/b/
>>>/r9k/
>>>/soc/
Not pony related, fuck off and have your pity party elsewhere.

>>29278945
>Keep looking then, if you care enough
i'm kinda stopped caring, i feel lonely but not sure if it's worth the effort

>>29278955
i'm a nerd so vidya,books,mtg etc.

>Anything you feel you should be working towards?
could go to gym but i am too lazy and not motivated

>>29278962
>Not pony related, fuck off and have your pity party elsewhere.
how about you suck my dick faggot

>>29278905
>>29278940
It's Trent Reznor's song.

Faggots.

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>>29278974
Fuck you, kid, not my fault the 3 day weekend gave you an extra day off school to be a pathetic aimless faggot with nothing to do.

>>29278979
Actually he gave the rights to Johnny Cash or whatever runs his dead legacy.

It's only historically his.

>>29278986
Yet he still closes literally every single concert with Hurt. For me it will always be Trent's song personally.

>>29278983
>not my fault the 3 day weekend gave you an extra day off school
i'm way past college anon, go project somewhere else
Also posting worst horse doesn't exactly give you bonus points

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>>29279009
Least I'm posting a horse and not trying to fashion some faggot /soc/ thread where I act like a girl and bitch about muh boredumz.

>>29278964

>could go to gym but i am too lazy and not motivated

The less you do something, the less you want to do it, at least when it comes to goals that take effort. Just the act of going there even when you don't feel like it will make you create momentum and motivate you.

>>29279030
you are free to leave the thread if you don't like it

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Hey OP, Sorry to hear you are feeling the way you do.

I feel the same way right now, I don't know really what to do with myself, I feel great hatred for myself, I am so fucking sorry I am putting this on here, not my personal blog, I know, but I can't just help it, no one's really listening to me and I tried so many ways to reach out to those who love me but I was turned down as they told me that I am just making everything up, I am desperate. I was at a psychologist once very recently, but it made me feel better only for like a day until this feeling came back, this dark painful feeling, this voice telling me that no one loves me, that I have no future, that everything that is pure upon this world is a fucking lie and that I am not who I think I am.

I don't know how to get out of it, I tried throughout my entire life.

It's getting worse and worse, I think, maybe I just started paying attention to it, I am losing a sight of a person I am, or was, I don't know anymore.

It's hard to find things fun anymore too. I'm scared, but at the same time , I am caring about my life less and less, about me.

I feel fucking terrible, I've posted millions of posts like this, all over the internet. I don't want to do this anymore, I've removed so many of them alreadly but I just make more and more, because nothing works, I can't distract myself by anything, nothing gets me out of this feeling, it feels like I can't fight it at all.

I don't know what I want to accomplish with this post. Things seem less and less real, so I don't really question much what I do anymore.

>>29279069
don't worry anon, our future might become bright a t some point.
Now i just try to go from day to day

>>29279064
By that same token, you could've started this shitty thread somewhere more appropriate.

Like, not here.

>>29279069

Definitely go back to a professional, your issues need several long sessions with someone who knows what the fuck they are doing, it's no wonder mere posts on the internet don't yield results, they won't.

Go see a psychologist about your issues, one session is not enough for anything.

>>29279069
i was at psychologist for 1,5 year i think.
My friend took 3 years.
One session won't do much.
You have to continue

>>29279085
>>29279092
I guess what I meant to say here, was that I was not really happy with my psychologist, much. I don't know. I obviously didn't expect one day to fix everything, but something kind of felt off. It did not feel professional, I guess I will have to just try and find some one else.

I guess I myself don't trust myself, I have pretty good life in actuallity, gf and shit, but this feeling's still inside, so I told myself that it is all just lie I made up, even though it has been there for a long time. I ddi consider it is probably some form of clinical depression, but I didn't and don't want to believe it, but I guess it has gone on for too long for it to be that just simple.

I guess I should stop now, I know internet won't help me, maybe I'll just lie down and let another day go by. See you anons, I love you all.

>>29279119
>I ddi consider it is probably some form of clinical depression
it might be, go back to psychologist anon,
see you someday

>>29279119

You've gone to the doctor to check out any conditions that could be cousin this, right? You know, shit like.

-Hypogonadism
>Brain Tumor
>Hypo or Hyperthyroidism
>Severe nutritional deficiencies
>Sleep problems?
>Diabetes
>Anemia

>>29279030

Damn anon, ease up. You can just ignore him to know.

>>29279069
>this voice telling me that no one loves me, that I have no future, that everything that is pure upon this world is a fucking lie
That voice is you. Be nicer to yourself. Maybe your life is a lie, you'll need to take an honest look at it without getting emotional to know for sure.

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>>29278863
Let's be lonely together. I'm watching Berserkers! The facts and the fictions on youtube and heating up yesterday's barbecue. I'm with you though, none of the things I used to enjoy are fun anymore.

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>>29279161
No, I've got no sympathy for faggotry like this, it's bad enough when mods ignore glimmerspam, but real off topic shit, that's even worse.

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>>29279173
>Let's be lonely together
ok bro.

>>29279185
Why are you still in this thread if you don't like it?

>>29279069
You sound like you are from wizchan. I go there sometimes myself, it can really help but at the same time it might drag you down even more, with all that DRAINING NEGATIVITY. Reflecting on your life, is there something you'd want to work towards, a goal which would make you happy or would improve your life? Having a gf is more than like 75% of us here can hope for. I would be happy to simply life happy with her. >>29279119

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>>29279189

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>>29279707
interesting

>>29280373
faggot

>>29280388
no u

>>29280437
faggot

>>29280445
no u

>>29280450
gay boi

>>29280450
faggot

>>29280495
no u
>>29280533
no u

>>29280554
faggot

>>29280556
no u

>>29280631
faggot

>>29280654
no u

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>>29280373

>>29280680
faggot

>>29279189
>>29279707
>>29280373
>>29280388
>>29280437
>>29280445
>>29280450
>>29280495
>>29280533
>>29280554
>>29280556
>>29280631
>>29280654
>>29280680
>>29280712
>>29280716
(You)

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>>29280729

>>29278863
I've found this cool music video
https://youtu.be/ebILIKHi9wo

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>>29281016
Reminds you of savant.
https://youtu.be/JawRInQ-0fw

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>>29281205
yeah i've watch it

cheack those two
https://youtu.be/egcXvqiho4w
https://youtu.be/7-tNUur2YoU?list=RD7-tNUur2YoU

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>>29281289
I've seen trucker's delight on swfchan lol. I thought it was a parody. I'd like to show you some high taste stuff but, tradgedy of the commons and all that, you understand.
https://youtu.be/19jv0HM92kw
https://youtu.be/_0-tWLi0Kp4

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>>29281385
For Justice i like this one but the one you put is good too
https://youtu.be/5TenePiDnF4
this one give feels
https://youtu.be/em0MknB6wFo

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>>29281576
Daft punk is really good. When randy came out I was still getting off amphetamines, and felt a strong connection to it.
https://youtu.be/hw3d9KTYHIE
Speaking of, the visuals for this video are pretty spot on. I had originally heard this song on vinyl years before seeing the video.
https://youtu.be/oRsEFtxV2Cs

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>>29281625
The living tombstone recently upload this
https://youtu.be/K3m3_7RoGZk

also gotta sleep nice talking to you anon

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>>29281691
Goodnight, flutterbutter.