/mtfg/ - Male to Female general

First for every day of my life is misery.

I envy the dead DESU

>tfw was in good mood yesterday
>tfw every time you read about rape it makes you feel scared and depressed and hopeless
i was never even raped though, just beaten and isolated

>>8732633
>>8732635
same
also hugg

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would you read a webcomic with bad art if the artist self-admittedly says one of the reasons for the comic is to practice drawing more?

How do you girls feel about a finger in the bum?

>>8732662
i mean, idk, depends on how interesting it is
bad art alone won't make a comic unreadable, but if it's just another 'slice of life comedy' with baby drawings it wouldn't be worth it

i haven't really read webcomics in years though

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>scrolling through Twitter trying to find an old cover art pic 'cause I'm re-organising my music library
>find this
>remember the time I was photographed for a college photography student's project and this was put up with each rectangle a separate print in a massive collage that covered a huge portion of the college atrium wall
for anyone who thinks I'm any less of a living meme offline...

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I don't want to be girl anymore

I just want to die

>>8732662
Sometimes you should keep practice to yourself. I'd be afraid of outside influences discouraging you from practicing and improving. Work more on sharpening your skills and when you feel you have something you're proud to present, go for your webcomic!

>>8732672
Pretty good

>>8732698
oh :(

every time i start feeling like i'm getting a little bit more stable i crash and burn again
i guess i should try to start seeing my old psychiatrist again but ugh
i'm barely making progress on anything

>>8732698
i want both :3

Hey if you make an appointment with a psych does mean you are fucked.

I sort of wanted to fully transition minus SRS and got the courage to make an appointment but now that I have made it suddenly have massive anxiety.

I fucked up. I know I'll be fucked laughed out or worse suddenly be exposed for wanting to be female.

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>>8732722
You crash like 4 times a thread. Your emotional management skills are shot. Have you considered its low functioning BPD and not autism?

>>8732698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMWtWV9g-ts

>>8732732
literally this
all the random sadposting is getting stale and annoying

>>8732662
I've read Bittersweet Candy Bowl for a while, so...

>>8732700
>>8732673
r i p

hello everyone. also goodbye

>>8732732
idk, couldn't i have both?
i have bipolar so i get lows a lot and my mood tends to be predominantly shitty

idk. my therapist was convinced it was autism and it probably is? i mean, idk. i've got the autistic obsession thing, lack of social intelligence, fabric / noise sensitivity, and also i had a ton of repetitive motions i had to do constantly (ie blowing on my hands to "clean" them)

>>8732742
idk anon
i sadpost here a lot because i already sadpost on discord too much and i don't want to make everywhere i go a trail of tears

>>8732730
You won't be laughed out. They're there to help. It's also law that they need to keep what you discuss confidential.

I used to want to be shorter (I'm 183), but then when I started uni almost everyone is taller than me and it feels amazing
Why are tall boys so cute

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>>8732624
What the heck is a HSTS?

>>8732765
A meme word to divide us further and make you feel invalid.

>>8732761
I feel horrible anxiety, apparently the person I am seeing is fairly stern.

I don't know what I will do if they feel like I'm an idiot. I mean I am self-medicating HRT and I know they'll disapprove or now consider me unreliable for doing so.

>>8732773
Why are you seeing someone you're afraid of?

im all washed and clean uwu

>>8732776
I wanted to go with Gender Care since I don't have the courage to go to my GP.
But usual doctors there are fully booked till early 2018
So I got referred to a doctor there that I know very little about.

But I think with my anxiety I'd be afraid of any doctor.

>>8732770
But what does it mean?? I'm not a tranny

i am NOT girl

im dirty and ruined on the inside

>>8732818
Same

>>8732820
same

I feel alright desu.

>there are idiots here that believe agp and chasers exist

You're the problem

>>8732832
wait, youre saying nobody wants me? :(
chasers were my only hope

>>8732832
>chasers don't exist
t. chaser

>>8732832
why do u have to walk into the room with some contrary opinion for attention
that's the only problem right now

>>8732837
you can get better, anon
a lot of babytrans with zero self-esteem end up settling for chasers
but if you just wait until you're further into transition, and maybe get your life fixed up a bit, you could do so much better

>>8732854
Hmmm... Is having a chaser boytoy okay atleast? :)

>>8732859
idk. depends on how low your standards are, i guess
i just wouldn't settle for one

I feel empty desu.

>>8732863
Are they really that bad? I mean it feels like having someone want you just for your body is fine as long as you don't pretend it's love, just some fun. I guess I'm biased because I kinda used to be one before I realized I wanted to be the pray rather than the hunter ;d

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBBrSSyp7_M

This is what people who like chasers feel like.

>>8732873
i mean, it's not so much that they want you for your body so much as they want you for the *male* aspects of your body
but idk, if it's just sexual i guess it doesn't matter nearly as much

that being said, 4chan has a really low population quality, and most of the guys here are either unempathic assholes or mentally ill

>>8732870
it me

>>8732870
Because U Are

>gf goes to bed and now you're all alone for the rest of the day

>>8732873
There's men really into blondes or, say, brunnetes. Would you say they they are worse at dating blondes or brunnetes than someone who is not into them? Or that they are unable to love what they are into and treat them right?
Sure, it is different because being trans is a disability, and you would say a guy into blind girls might not be the best guy ever.
Still, we see being trans as a disably. That is not necessarily the same perception that chasers have, some do feel it is a (set of?) physical characteristic just like being a brunnete, so it might not be such a huge indication of shitty people.

>>8732896
oh yeah, I guess thats true, very yucky
I guess Im actually gonna have to work for a cuddlebuddy, thanks for crushing my dreams of a reverse harem :d

>>8732905
No, perhaps not, but if all they want are my male parts then Im pretty sure I dont want them anyway

>>8732915
If they wanted only male parts, they'd be into men. They only like you because you are female.

>>8732848
>contrary
many trannies I know aren't retarded including some here even!
I'm only here so you grow up to be intelligent and not suicidal and then die by age 30

tfw ugly man ogre thing

>>8732922
I guess thats true too, but then again I'm not like any other female, since my vag happens to be inside out :(

To be honest I feel like you and Pan are like the angel and demon of my conscience like you see in movies, only instead of moral choices youre fighting about what kinda boys I should kiss. I like it :>

>>8732927
contrary in the context of this thread
and you're right that does seem like the only reason you're here, like do you have any sort of personality because so far you're just being the masculinized angry internet creature that makes people believe in autogynephiles in the first place

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It seems the only thing Im good at is hurting her feelings.

>>8732956
Whoms?

>>8732941
I'm not sure wether I'd enjoy being a cute angel or a lewd demon better. Hmm.

I mean
>I'm not like any other female
>says she in a thread full of other females like her
:3

>what kinda boys I should kiss
The ones that are cute/hot and that you like/love and that can like/love you back. Does anything else matter?
Well, yes, financial stability and him being rich, I know, but besides that.

Does HRT change your body odour? I feel like I smell completely different.

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>>8732963
Hers.

>>8732970
yeah but you know what I meeaan, compared to those women lucky enough to have their parts the right way.

And that sounds like some good advide, especially the financial stability part, you would probably be the demon in this case since youre all for kissing as many as possible but also like a protective mom with the like love part. Gonna head off to bed now though so see you some other time demonmom, I'll never forget you

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>>8732971
yes. smell is based on sex hormone levels

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>ppl were talking about christmas without me
o-oh

>>8732986
I know the feeling, and I can't say I have any good advice, just that I'm right here with you love

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>>8732822
have you got a boyfriend yet?

>>8732991
Have a peaceful sleep, my child. May Satan watch over you and shower your dreams with lovely lovey steamy steamy hot boys and feeling of cuddles and inner peace.
See you~

>>8732942
>that last sentence
Absolute delusional middle school tier ego and personality is not something to be proud of
I'm proud of who I am because I'm intelligent and cute and happy with my life and I'm here to make you all less suicidal and you try to play it against me because you ACTUALLY think you know what you're talking about or doing
Sad

>>8732956
You'll find a way to make it work

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What flower is your favorite flower, /mtfg/?

>talk to grandmother on phone
>literally the only person supportive of me being trans
>"you're a man now"
why the fuck

>>8733103
Lavender

>>8733103

sunflowers

>>8732956
iktf
i keep being depressed and making her depressed too and sometimes i hurt her with my autism and it's ugh

>>8733112
Top tier taste.

>>8733114
Sunflowers are scary though.

>>8733110
Ouch. Are you okay?

>>8733131
not really
i mean she tries her best to be supportive but she doesn't fucking get it
that being said i was depressed before i talked to her too so it's whatever.

>>8733131

Most of the sunflowers I like are sad

Like Van Goghs.....

>tfw years on hrt and still get clocked at times

>>8733006

I like you, a great deal.

>>8733176
hahahahahahhahha

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>>8733141
Yeah, I went through something similar with my father this weekend. Don't you want to call her and explain it to her? Maybe later, after cooling off a bit?
It was what I planned to do with my dad, just, well, didn't get around to it yet.

>>8733150
But, but...
Then they are sad AND scary! Why add the sad to it?

Think I'll just give up and repress

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>>8733186
BE. NICE.

>>8733186
Fuck off chaser

>>8733197
He's right. I'm a joke

>>8733201
so should i fuck off or am i right
and i'm not a chaser, it's just funny that so many people bother transitioning rather than killing themselves when they won't even pass

>>8733207
Most of us will never pass. We just have reached the tipping point yet.

>>8733189
idk, i just got off the phone with her and i feel too sad to talk to anyone anyway
i'm still functionally a man everywhere but online so it's not like there's any rational reason to call me a woman

I want to be dominated by one of those really big girls >180cm or by a nerdy boy, am i bi?

>>8733213
meh, i doubt it
a lot of people seem to expect HRT to do everything without putting in much effort

though i can't talk, seeing as how i'm too depressed and anxious to put any effort into girlmode. kill me please

>>8733207
its not about passing its about being happy, most people who don't "pass" just look like normal women

>>8733191
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NEVER GIVE UP

death > repression
to be desu

>>8732764
Where do you live?

>>8733228

Neither is an option worthy of consideration.

tfw no lsd
tfw really want lsd
tfw a least a week or two before i can get lsd
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>8733237
death's pretty worth considering
better than having to keep hoping that you find someone who actually cares about you when you know nobody will
not enough to help, anyway

the main reason i can't actually attempt it is if i do my gf might try to go with me and that's bad

>>8733178
^w^

>>8733221
Wasn't the context something like "but times have passed, and you're a man now, and you must take care of yourself and..."
Because in that case, well, you never really were one. If its not that then dunno, poke me in the ear and call me dumb or something.

>>8733259
yeah that was it
i'm a man now so i have to start getting things done
but still it's ugh. i'm tired of all this shit
i wish i had friends irl so that i could at least go places and maybe learn how to be a normal person but instead i'm just isolated

>>8733239

Miri, tell Lisa to re-add me and that I am sorry... You should both re-add me <3

>>8733259
Meant to quote
>>8733214
I wonder how do I manage to mess up so bad sometimes.

>>8733267
who are you??

>>8733269
iktf
i just need help but nobody can help me so i keep being this eternal fuckup

>>8733265
I'm going to follow a qt girl's advice and go to some random bar tomorrow, in hopes of talking and making friends with someone eventually.
Wanna go to a random bar alone together?

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>>8733189

I don't know I'm just weird

probably because of this painting

>>8733276

a sexy bitch that wants to send you lewds ;)

>>8733287
oh right

>>8733279
good way to get raped

i'm stuck on shithole island anyway

>>8733257

If you think oblivion is better than any alternative, you're wrong in too many ways to list.

>>8733298
eh
i don't have a future
it's me slowly slipping into oblivion or just facing it

>>8733288
where do you live?

>>8733298
death is the last thing you should consider because we all die eventually and we only live once

>>8733288
Yeah it is, or beaten to death. But I'll end up offing myself eventually anyway if I don't, so no harm in trying right?

>>8733282
It has some decadent beauty to it, I'll give you that. The leftmost flower looks like it wants to eat me though.

>>8733302
hawaii
not even on honolulu, where actual people exist

>>8733304
not really
why give yourself more trauma

>>8733221
I put in a lot of effort and still don't pass it seems.

>>8733222
If they looked like normal women, they would "pass"

>>8733299
>oblivion
You know, if you didn't hear the Grimes song, you should. It seem weirdly relevant to everything now.

>>8733309
Because there's the off chance that I find comfort and happiness instead of trauma.

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>>8732759
Borderline personality disorder cycles much faster than even rapid cycle bipolar. Those are day and week and month cycles, hourly cycles are BPD

You could have BPD and autism both though yes.

>fuckin rain, fuckin five oclock shadow

>>8733304
I see the man eating sunflower now, its spook!

>>8733309
Oh :(
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Also I'm going to post my discord so if anyone wants to add me its: MilkFlesh!#1622

>>8733319
what grimes song?

yeah but the chance of you meeting someone decent at a -bar- is so fucking low
just go to an lgbt meeting or idk, participate in some local evets

>>8733321
idk. pre-hrt i would get one or two week long hypomania, on hrt it cycles rapidly and i barely ever get proper highs

>beard shadow
iktf
nice nose ring though

>>8733324
i hate this island desu

>>8733321
Nice metal hair bro

>>8733328
Oblivion is the song. :3

And eh, maybe. But maybe I don't want to meet someone decent, just have an appropriately indecent friend. Sure, chances may be low, but at least I'm rolling the dice. Or hell, maybe people aren't all that bad.
I'm a country gurl in Brazil, there's no lgbt or nice local events here. People in local events tend to be too decent anyway, which is a bigger problem than being too indecent.

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>>8733343
Thanks.

Just wash it every 2 or 3 days, forget to brush it most days, and walk around in the rain for a bit and you too can have a rats nest

>>8733350
You should get a buzz cut though. It would make you look handsome

Night mtfg, hope you all rest well

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuS5NuXRb5Y

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>>8733357
Not a hitler youth cut maybe?

Or are you over your wannabe nazi phase now the cystic acne, alcoholism, and obesity preclude you from any realistic white nationalist street cred?

>>8733360
I love the strings in this song so much. And I hate them, they always make me teary eyed.

A-also please accept my friendship in discord maybe when you wake up, Eleanor-chan. And have sweet dreams~

>>8733380
>tfw ywn look as /fa/ as a fascist

>>8733347
>brazil
uhhh, yeah, you do not want to go to a bar
i had a friend in brazil who got raped off tinder and idk
she kept mentioning how the crimes against trannies are absurdly high over there

it'd be risky enough going alone to a shady bar in a regular country, let alone south america

>>8733387
okay :)

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>>8733380
>cystic acne, alcoholism, and obesity
pretty sure those just get you more sympathy points with /the boys/

>>8733403
>brown hair
>brown eyes
hmmm

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DC doesn't know what he's missing xd(;~;)

>>8733433
why did that ugly piece of shit think he could afford to dump you lmao

>>8733433
hugg
what happened? you two seemed happy

>>8733433
go get your hair did, lose weight, be cute and make him regret dumping you

tfw nothing to watch because everything is boring and youre bored boredom bore bored boring

>>8733321
Total subhuman.

>>8733440
>>8733445
the distance, plus we both aren't exactly mentally stable :/
both issues I thought we could solve tho

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>>8733403
Oh maybe that's why he's feeling so bold lately

>>8733451
I hope he doesn't
I can't bare the thought of him or anybody living with that kind of regret

>>8733453
Watch Little Witch Academia, it is very cute and not boring.

>>8733470
definitely boring and annoying
and it seems like most people just watch it to collect sexually suggestive fan art of teenage lesbian witches or something like that

>>8733395
Its okay, dear. I'll be all right. I'll be all righter. No, wait, that sounds a bit like alt-righter.
No, but really, I'll be all right. I know where I live, I know it is bad, but we can't keep ourselves isolated from everything just to protect against the bad stuff, it erodes us from the inside and drives people mad.
I'll just smile and be kind and polite, and maybe enjoy myself.

>>8733433
Looks thicc though

>>8733461
>the distance
i really, really know that feel desu

>>8733466
meh
he should
you're a good girl

>>8733479
>but we can't keep ourselves isolated from everything just to protect against the bad stuff
yes but this doesn't justify putting yourself into needlessly dangerous situations
stop being stupid
if you're going to go to a *random bar*, at least do it with one or two friends

hey y'all I'm new here, I'm trans, probably bisexual, and I do art. I have depression, ADHD, and Anxiety, and the only solution to any of my problems is to pump my head full-o-drugs and hope for the best

>>8733500
which drugs

how do you know if you pass if the few people you talk to are hugboxy and you're scared of posting pictures online?

>>8733478
>and it seems like most people just watch it to collect sexually suggestive fan art of teenage lesbian witches
idgi
isn't this the whole point of anime?

>>8733500
literally me lol
i'm worse at art and better than writing, though.

>>8733507
go outside, if people gender you female you pass, wow!

>>8733507
I have this exact same problem.
>>8733518
And if you don't pass you get beaten up, great idea.

>>8733504
y'know, spironolactone, estrodiol, venlafaxine, focalin, guanfacine, and lexipro

>>8733483
I don't have ANY friends desu. That is why I'm going to a (kinda) random bar in the first place.
Though I picked two or three that seem nice and I'm deciding between them, so not quite random, but well.

>>8733518
when the fuck did I say shit about passing and why would give two flying fucks about what strangers think of me

>>8733522
You're taking venlafaxine and escitalopram simultaneously? Why?

I'm in a situation where my roommate thinks I'm trying to act like a boss, but she was stumbling around the house super drunk and freaked me out the other night.

She's trying to go full SJW on me but I have money and can just leave. Wat do?

Finances are not an issue, I'm ri$h.

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>>8733527
>when the fuck did I say shit about passing

>>8733529
the... leave?
>>8733528
that's what im wondering, ive only taken them separately, neither of which did anything but still

>>8733528
I never stopped getting refills for escitalopram

>>8733537
I have to think of where to move now... bothersome...

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>>8733529
>roommate
>rich

>>8733500

Hello. What kind of art?

>>8733546
Excuse me for not wanting to be totally alone.

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who /rainbow thigh highs meme/ here?

>>8733529
>She's trying to go full SJW on me
pull the cis privilege card on her

>>8733557
Were both trans, but I'm Spanish and she's black. I'm thinking I'll just move to Thailand next month. Fuck it.

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>>8733547
shit like this

>>8733564
mostly surrealism n all that

>>8733564
I like it

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>>8733564
ur trees remind me of one of these guys

Excuse me how common is it for trans women to not tell their partners that they are trans. My friend recently told me that she plans to do this, and I was taken aback. Along the lines of "He has no right to know."

I think that is a horrible thing to do and I would have never thought she would be the type of person. I can't even see her the same way anymore.

>tfw nobody likes my art

>>8733574
the wacky waving inflatable arm man?
I'm flattered

>>8733581
same

probably going to have to hide being a tranny for about a year, is a big jacket enough

>>8733581
>>8733589
yeah, but really, who care who likes your art? life has too much bullshit to care about what other people think

>>8733596
Hormones don't do anything you'll be fine.

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>>8733556
I promised myself I would someday, but I haven't yet. Too scared. I have to get cat ears first. I want to wear them with this dress. I also want a lace get up. I'm going tomorrow to get choker supplies to make chokers.

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>>8733564

oh nice c:

>>8733556

ayy lmao

>>8733603
is that why i haven't noticed any bad side effects other than occasional mild discomfort or is that lupron wizardry at work

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>Amazon pics for these socks didn't show each one has a day of the week written on the soles
wtf
>>8733556
>only having rainbow thigh highs
>not having other color thigh highs too

>>8733618
That's some short bus shit.

>>8733524
blegh, just be careful

>>8733529
>full sjw
uhhhh
doing what exactly?
also why live with a roommate if you have dosh money bills

>>8733618
>>8733623
c-can I have a link for these socks
for reasons

>>8733623
They're cute socks beside that. But yeah I'm nervous about looking legitimately retarded wearing them. Guess I could say they're ironic or something
Fucking China I s2g

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Freaks

>>8733628
no way hon

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>>8733581
tfw you only draw hsts art

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>>8733623
>SHE WEARS HER WEDNESDAY SOCKS ON A FRIDAY

>>8733630
I thought you were leaving forevers again Amy

Does your penis feel like it's harder to keep erect, or feels more squishy once your on hormones? I've noticed it's alot harder for me to masturbate these days since I started HRT. But, my orgasms feel amazing.

>>8733626
Don't worry Pan-chan, I will.
But you should go out and have some (safer) fun too sometime maybe.

>>8733618
>not having other color thigh highs too
This. I only say this because I don't have rainbow ones, but absolutely this.

>>8733650
thats very sexy baby

>>8733655
i might if i lived anywhere within walking distance
i'm terrified of using public transportation by myself

>>8733628
These in the regular rainbow style:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B072J3Y4XX/
>>8733655
If they weren't total meme socks I'd wear the light blue and white ones often

>>8733608
wew those cute long legs

>>8733650
it's harder for you to get fully erect because you need proper romantic foreplay
point in case:
>don't really get any great emotional stimulus for a month
>start worrying i've atrophied and lost an inch because i just don't get fully hard
>cam for gf and finally actually manage to get hard again and it turns out i lost n o t h i n g a t a l l

also, even though orgasms -in general- are better, orgasms with the proper stimulation are mindblowing. ie i felt content and afterglowy for ~10 hours afterwards.

>>8733608
>2012

>>8733664
>https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B072J3Y4XX/
ty, I dont at all have problems keeping track of my socks

>>8733676

I didn't feel like putting them on and snapping a pic so I just used an old one

>>8733676
I agree. I find myself not getting horny as much anymore. But damn, I hooked up with this older man the other day, and the things he did with his mouth...amazing.

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I'm going to do this to Natalie.

>>8733691
yeah but usually an 'old one' is like, a few months ;~;
not five years!!!!!!!!

>>8733695
you monster

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>tfw nice metal hair bro

:(

Didnt even notice my huge eyebrows im growing back because shaping experiments

>>8733697

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I feel like I pass, but I hate how fat my face can be. I'm like, 215ish and 5'8. So I do have chub, but i'm not obese or anything. Granted, I could go to a gym, but i'm far too lazy and just hoping eating right and under my calorie limits will be easier.

>>8733703
do you like purple drank

Who here /white nationalist/

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Trip on Eugenie

>>8733718
I don't gain weight on my face making it hard to convince people I'm really 220 lbs. In fact you can clearly see my jaw definition and cheekbones.

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>>8733721

>>8733723
sniff eugenies stinky DIAPER feet

>>8733695
heh thats actually qt

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>>8733734

>>8733720
>codeine
>americuck
>current year

>>8733721
white power death to niggers and jews 1488 gas it

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it's refreshing to know that even if i had started 2-3 years ago i would have had literally no advantage
like seriously i'm pretty sure i actually got less masculine

>>8733718
weight crashing is probably your best option
215 is... pretty heavy for your height

>>8733721
i also have autism.

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>>8733738

>>8733738
STINKY DINKY ANAL DIAPER

>>8733739
I'm not an americuck
i cant keep my head up
they call this shit lean for a reason

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>>8733747

>>8733757
>>8733723
>>8733747
>>8733738
Who is this person and why should we care?

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>>8733720
I did with my idiot street person I bought this for

>>8733761
Trip on Eugénie

>>8733732
>6 year old who has never seen a swastika before makes a windmill that looks like a swastika
>state indoctrination agent (((teacher))) gets triggered at the white child showing obvious microaggression
>Chris, his life now ruined, turns to the alt-right as nobody else represents him

>accidentally find the pic of you with your head shaved & no eyebrows
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>tfw have eugenie lewds

>>8733764
if you replaced the wire wheels with nice rims that would be clean af

>>8733772
Post them

>>8733770
post it

>>8733747
what's the problem here?
i'm fairly certain like at least half the people here are sluts
it'd be fun to get involved with a buncha different girls probably desu

>>8733779
it's fucking awful

>>8733782
>what's the problem here?
she posted the girl she raped in the list

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>>8733768
>in design class
>jewish teacher asks us to make logo out of our initials
>mine is ss

Today i got abused with a weakness i didnt even knew i had. This one guy has such a sexy voice and he kept calling me an good girl..
It felt sooo awesome! I got those electric shudders down my spine and got all tingly inside.. holy fuck.

Anyone else got a weakness like that?

>>8732624
Greetings from /pol/:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0Ixq14C7ig

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>>8733764
This is the aesthetic you should aim for

>>8733786
oh, geez
though to be fair it sounded like it was """rape"", ie, she assumed there was consent
obviously the girl isn't particularly traumatized if she's making a meme out of it

>>8733795
diapee diapee diapee diapee diapee diapee!

>>8733792
>when he rubs your neck as he calls you a good little girl
That's the shit right there.

>>8733795
some of us are /pol/

>>8733799
>fucking an unconscious girl
>lol ""''r'"'raped""''" dude lol!

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>>8733811

>>8733804
I think this might be another one..
It just feels amazing..i could almost start purring right now

>>8733795
one of the regulars here got fucked by Sam Hyde

>>8733800
wh...what...?

>>8733813
tfw your gf will never fucc you while you're unconscious

>>8733811
>being /pol/trans
how is selling out to an ideology that hates you not equivalent to being a massive cuck?

shame coke destroys your nose and heart, it's a really fun drug, I'll miss it. Imma go back to the drank, less side effects.

>>8733822
Innocent until proven guilty

>>8733826
>tfw no side effects from LSD if you do it responsibly so i'm going to do it irresponsibly until i get psychosis

>>8733825
>selling out
i believe what they do for the most part and agree that we're mentally ill you dumb memelands fan

>>8733836
so you agree that trannies are mentally ill and shouldn't transition?

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>>8733774
>replace dayton domes
Most expensive part of that Riviera lol.

He moved back to NY while I was in prison yo dodge debts, but he always had that drank

At least its not as bad as what he did to the company DTS, now those are tasteless rims

>>8733842
hrt is medication for our mental illness

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>>8733831

>>8733743
True, but still. It's not like I care that my body is chubby and fat or anything, just the fat in my face bugs me.

>>8733847
you really are a nigger arent you

>>8733842
God i don't really know how long people will get annoyed by this always reoccuring shit.. they can't even before creative it's always just hurrdurr mentalillnesshurrdurrnotransitionhurr

I never felt better in my Life than right now so w/e

>>8733849
that's not what /pol/ believes, though
you don't mutilate the bodies of the mentally ill to sate their mental illness

i'm not sure why you'd want to associate with /pol/ though, considering they're a load of pathetic neckbeards
>fap to anime porn and whine about degeneracy

>>8733857
being /pol/ is a mental illness desu

>>8733863
I was never on /pol/ and never really cared about them..

i hat myself

>>8733875

We all hate diaperposter but we're too severely depressed to do anything about it.

Cue the memes

i hate my elf

>>8733855
am i a nigger?

>>8733875
Dont hat, try to hoodie yourself..heard of some people who did exactly that and are famous B-rate celebrities

>>8733883
Try hating the gnomes for s change

>>8733863
>>8733870
Why care what a bunch of autisis are on /pol? They can say we are all mentally ill, but why do I give a fuck about those repressed fuckers anyways?

>>8733885
You're black. So obviously, yes.

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>>8733855
The only car I ever drove at this trap was the merc sc430

Well and the integra I'm in here

>>8733850
Looks like some (((made up shit))) to me.

>in boymode
>hate my face
>want to die
>in girlmode
>can't stop looking at myself in the mirror
anyone know this feel?

>>8733875
I'm jelly, I try to hat myself all day every day but they all look really weird on me.

>>8733883
Now that I can get behind. Been on /tg/ since when?

>>8733900
what if i hate my face in both but its easier to dissociate in boymode so i feel better doing that

>>8733891
Dont know about the repressed part, i wont judge without knowing anything at all.
But yeah im Feeling Happy and im feeling good, which never was the case before

>>8733891
i was replying to >>8733811

>>8733900
iktf.
my facial dysphoria has been better lately though, which is nice

>>8733899
>damage control
t-there's no way he could be a degenerate

>>8733782
>i have given anal over 1000 times
>lists the girl she raped
>we have no idea how true her other "conquests" are
>we dont know if she had consensual sex with some or any of them

>>8733799
fuck off burch she put her dick a girls anus and the girl tried to push her off

I think I might be a cuddleslut what do i do

>>8733900
I dont have a legit girlmode yet but sometimes when i look into the mirror i just love how cute i look..not all the time but catched me doing that a few times

>Inb4 narcism

>>8733911
>the girl was unconscious
>the girl tried to push her off
so, uh, which was it?

>>8733905
I'm feeling just as fine and happy. I guess I'm lucky I don't have major dysphoria at all?

>>8733915
Im slowly turning into one, i just want to cuddle so badly sometimes~
Embrace it

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I want to die

>>8733915
Cuddles are too big a comfy to fight against.
Embrace your cuddleslutty nature.

>>8733917
I also look at myself in the mirror and admire how great my eyeshadow and make up skills have come in the last 9 months. Nothing wrong with feeling and looking pretty anon.

>>8733920
I do have dysphoria but it got manageable..Just Hope it wont come back when i'll wear girly stuff

>>8733904
>>8733917
My boymode and girlmodes are vastly different due to the fact that I'm bald and wear a wig. That's why I whine about not passing despite everyone saying I do. The "natural me" doesn't pass.

>>8733924

it's pretty gr8
I spent a lot of the last 24 hours cuddling

>>8733927

I invited someone over last night and I ended up sleeping on the couch all spooned with them even though we'd never even hung out before

that's kinda slutty right

>>8733939
you're a slut i guess
congrats

>>8733930
Eyeshadow is hard. I'm still learning eyeliner actually. You would think it's just drawing a black line on your eye lid but no there's styles, and different types of applicator. right now I am experimenting with using a tiny brush to put on eyeliner from a pot instead of the usual pen. Seems to give thicker more solid results

>>8733935
I get the hair thing. I just hate the way my hair looks, though, I stopped wearing my wig because it was getting annoying, plus, my hair is past my neck a bit, so it doesn't look bad. I just want to style it, maybe a cute pixie cut?

>>8733932
I'm sorry anon :( *huggles*

>>8733947
It is hard, but once you find out how to do it right, it's fucking wonderful. I bought a Tartest Pro Pallet and I fucking love it. I suck at actually doing winged eyeliner, but im trying to get better at it. Also, I'm asian, so passing and body/facial hair isn't that hard for me.

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>tfw 4 more months before I can be a cuddleslut

>>8733944

t-thanks

>>8733954

what's happening in 4 months?

>>8733939
That's kinda slutty maybe for sure. That's kinda super cute too.

Does that make it cuttleslutty?

>>8733915
trick someone into being your bf and harvest them for their cuddles until they're nothing but a dried up, cuddle-bereft husk

still can't get all this tingly feeling x emotional horniness out of my system..Just a voice and one sentence got me so bad..i feel like i can't concentrate at all right now. Is this how i will feel every time? This might fry my brain

>>8733948
Dont worry <3 it's all fine right now c:

>>8733954
sry you have a boy
you don't get to be a slut!

>>8733958
tfw no irl cuddles

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>>8733926

>>8733961
Good <3 I'd come cuddle with you anon. I love all the transladies

>>8733965
>Craving the cuddling.

I dont get any cuddles right now either~

>>8733956
bf visits for Christmas
Probably gonna spend most of the time cuddling and kissing desu
>>8733965
I can be a slut for a single person :^)

>>8733958

I'll take it

>>8733959

but then they'll be a husk, that's not cool

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I want to die

>>8733965
I feel that feel and I miss my cuddlesupplier bf ;~;

>>8733973

yessss kiss and cuddle the heck outta that boy

>>8733975
Do you want some hugs? :<

>>8733974
>but then they'll be a husk, that's not cool
then you just get another bf, you cuddle-vampire

ain't exactly a shortage of men out there, you know

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>>8733975

>>8733971
i wish i wasn't autistic and i also wish i didn't live on this shitty island

>>8733978
tfw never dated anyone irl so all you can do is e-slut

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>>8733973
uwu
sounds cute and sweet
>tfw no white christmas spent cuddling with a bf

>>8733988
You can still feel cute and get all the hugs you want if you just put some effort in it o/

>>8733975
Drink more cola and eat more potato chips, that should help.

>>8733993
i'm scared of meeting people irl and boys intimidate me
i'm not nearly cute enough to attract girls

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I want to die

(You) are my favorite poster!

>>8734001
>>8733975
>>8733926
Why?

>>8733975
if you're dead, you can't dress up in a cute dragon maid outfit for kara though

i mean, she could dress your corpse up in one, but that'd be kinda weird and creepy (some anatoly moskvin shit right there)

>>8733985
>tfw you'll never level up as a cuddle-vampire
>tfw you'll never prestige as a cuddle-lich and sustain your immortal soul through cuddles forever

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>tfw shes sad and its my fault

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>>8734001
me too

>>8734012
C-cuddle her.

>>8734016
Still no Miso paste at the store but this ramen broth is good

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>>8734016
I would but shes mad at me.

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>>8734015
No :(

>tfw if i kill myself my crazy mom will kill herself

>>8733985

tru
and they all come to me now. I don't even have to try to get someone

>>8734020
it'll work out Anon

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>>8734009
>tfw you will never have your lifeforce drained from you by a cute girl who sustains herself on cuddle energy
what a badly ordered universe we live in

>>8734029
Go to Valqs autoship and hit her up - that is what to wanted before isn't it?

>>8734020
No, like, really, cuddle her.
Once I was crying and super mad at my bf and then he tried to cuddle me. Then I pushed him away screaming.
Then he tried it again. I pushed him away screaming more.
Then he tried it again. I pushed him away and went to another room.
Then he tried it again. And I held to him real tight and cried even more and didn't let go for hours.

Cuddles have magic emotional healing powers and show deepest love and care. Go have some.

>>8734019
Was it the instant one?
And yes it is~

>>8734035
>>8734029
Careful, she's property now. ;)

>>8734038
ohayo puffbutt

>>8734029
>pic
Well played.

>>8734040
STAY AWAY FROM VALQ, SHE IS PURE YOU DEGENERATE
REEEEEEEEEEE

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She wont even talk to me.

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>>8734042
That's an interesting new name.
>>8734058
A productive way to patch up differences.

>>8734058
>>8734062
You two clearly wanna stay friends, don't stop trying

>>8734037
>condoning rape