/mtfg/ male to female general

first for wow ignored

>>8729834
don't ever (you) me again
t. boworker bhan

>>8729841
(you)
t. me

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>>8729834
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late

>>8729850
i bet brad is a really cute girl now

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>>8729845

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>>8729850
So believe me, I get it. You get to milk yourself and steal a peak in mommy's room. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a mommy? What's more, daughterus might get the wrong idea and try to breastfeed from you, which is hella mommy. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all miwky wiwky, we'd milk him and laugh and it was creamy, but then we started letting him tuck us in and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he LACTATED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the milk stayed and he had the face of a fucking mommy and acted totally motherly, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end being his special girl some day and that's mommy as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late

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>>8729834
W O W

>>8729864
Makes u think

>>8729866
wow?
can you hugbox me please
i need more empty compliments in my life

the next step in my transition would be to get tranny bangs, but that sort of compromises my boymdoe, not sure what to do

Atypal is a hilarious show. Honestly it's tough for me with relationships. I don't accept close partners, especially partners that love my cock. I can't be someone who cock loves when I hate it so much.

I like this new girl I'm getting to know the past half month or so. I'm both scared to take my pants off and scared to leave them on... Shit. Now what? Ugh. Being trans so so sucks...

>>8729881
>too afraid to girlmode
>my boymode is me in tight-ish pretty boy clothes with semi-noticeable cleavage
i think i might have the metaphorical autism as well as the actual

>>8729881
get trannybangs, but when you're in boymode, gel it up into a quiff

>>8729879
you have a nice post number

>>8729887
Atypical* stupid auto correct. It's on Netflix.

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>>8729879
i only posted that to reference a post that only matters to me and tetra but sure

you are good and valuable and i like you and this is not an empty compliment made just to fulfill an artificial request
and if it were that, it would still be genuine underneath the surface emptiness

you're actually pretty alright tho i like you

>>8729899
How the fuck do people end up in abusive relationships? I literally have zero tolerance for it. Granted, I have a family support network. But like idk it's just foreign not a judgment thing I just really don't understand how it happens. I'd be the fuck out so fast.

>>8729891
w-wow
thanks, anon....
i think i just got lucky

>>8729897
nice
want to add me on discord? :>

>>8729903
ur ignorant

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>GoT episode 6 leaked
>could watch it now, but that would mean waiting almost 2 weeks until the next episode
>on the other hand, if I save it for the normal day, I won't get to shitpost about it on /tv/
sometimes in life, there are no good options

>>8729905
Jesus Christ I told you not to (you) me
you're nice at ignoring instructions too I guess

>>8729911
You're not my mom

>>8729903
put a frog in boiling water and it jumps out. put a frog in cold water and slowly turn up the heat; it cooks to death.

>>8729918
not actually true though

>>8729917
I'm your dad.
Go to bed you're grounded forever

>>8729911
keep this up and you're getting DIY orchi
nonconsentually

>>8729903
>tfw you really want a cute girl to lovingly beat you up

>>8729921
it's true if you replace frog with frogposter

>>8729926
>DIY orchi
I shuddered

honestly if i was living alone i would probably attempt DIY orchi.

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>>8729905
you first faget :^)

i think tetra has you on discord?

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>>8729926
>it's true if you replace frog with frogposter

>>8729927
I have a pretty high threshold for my circuits. I've genuinely beleived sociopathic liars and manipulators before. I've been suckered and laughed at. It's the physical part. Like if anyone ever hit me, I'd get so far so fast. I guess it's easier to say since I have a net and self sufficient qualities. I hope I find a nice girl to love so she never gets abused n_n

I keep finding former abuse victims left and right. Men are scary AF I don't get that perspective either I've only been friends with nice guys and never spread my legs for any. Let alone bad and shitty people.


When I grow up, I'll dump my bitcoin and start a women's shelter.

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>>8729946
Frogposter you and I are two of soul
We must unite to defeat the diaper menace

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>hate myself
>not happy being male
>wish I was female
>know that even if I get HRT, SRS, ect. I'll just be a pale imitation of a woman and will never experience most of the things real women do
guess I'm fucked no matter what I do, how do you all deal with it?

>>8729909
You'll only be able to shitpost about it today; it may be worth waiting 2 weeks for the next episode just for the shitposting.

>>8729956
Excessive drinking

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>>8729949
>Like if anyone ever hit me, I'd get so far so fast
They convince you that it's your fault they hit you. It's not like they hit you and apologize right away.

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>>8729952
You hold her down Cam, I'll break her legs

>>8729964
I've never tried that, most Alcohol I've tried tastes awful so I don't want to drink much of it

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>>8729972
Why won't she die

>>8729977
>my 6'4" bf
We're going to stand on each other's shoulders and join together like a mech.

He's a dead man walking.

>>8729944
oh right, i forgot she invited you to my server

>>8729946
ily baby doll
i meant in general but the specific is also true

>>8729949
see >>8729967
for years i believed i deserved my dad's abuse. it was only after talking through my history with a transgirl that i realized i'd been abused

>>8729956
you hate being male, so why not try? HRT can work wonders. and eventually, in all likelihood, you'll get to the point where you can functionally be a woman in all but the reproductive sense

>>8729859
Nice helicalposting.

>>8729881
The step away from boymode and into fagboi mode isn't even that big. Do it.

>>8729956
Have you considered that you'll also be just a pale imitation of a man if you do try to, and will never experience most things men do in a way men do?

>>8729999
Also check 'em~

>tfw you guys actually got me into wearing adult diapers
damn

>>8729998
lil anon

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>>8730005
>tfw still wearing panties like a normal girl
Wtf is wrong with you?

>>8730005
>falling for a meme

>>8730007
they feel really good to sit on...

>>8730013
Get a fucking pillow or something

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>>8730006
How's it goin sweetie.

>>8730005
>tfw used to look like an inverted triangle hiplet
>now i wear diaps and have curves like a real woman
an essential part of transition honestly

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>>8730021
alright
how are you

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>>8730027
The usual. Started therapy today at least.

>>8730023
which brand do you use?
i use the awwsocutes

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>tfw you allow H&M to use cookies
>start looking at bras
>tfw Facebook suddenly starts recommending bras
My dad warned me about this, but I didn't listen.

>>8730013
Your butt would be super comfy if you actually had one.

>>8730031
is it in that comfy town?

>>8730038
Use Ghostery

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>>8730041
Near it, yeah.

>>8730050
I use noscript on my laptop; is that an android app?

>>8730055
It's a browser addon but also available as an app for the phone. It blocks ads, trackers and other stuff

>>8730054
that's great!
I'm home in an hour if you wanted to talk or anything

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>>8730063
Coworker-kun, yes?

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Can catgirls be asexual?

>Trump says that antifa were being violent and goading the alt-right into violence
>OMG HOW CAN U SAY THAT, ANARCHISTS ARENT VIOLENT OMG

>>8730074
ya

>>8730074
chan* :3

>>8730080
the guy just didn't know how to drive
it wasn't his fault
the left drugged him

>>8730080
>there are many sides to the issue
>needed to get all the facts first so i waited a while, there are a protest with some violent people and then a protest with more violent people, and all the violent people are bad including the leftists
>WOW LITERALLY DEFENDING WHITE SUPREMACY
every time

is /mtfg/ okay?
did she die?
pray for /mtfg/!!!!

i need a diaper change...

>>8730111
grace left so /mtfg/ dead

>>8730121
i can be your grace tonight

>>8730122
you dont like boys

>>8730142
idk maybe if you're cute enough i could femdom you

>>8730150
You need to be fem to femdom.

>>8730159
yeah, and you need to be cute to get femdommed

the difference is i'm fem and you're not cute

>that feel when she'll never like me back
life sucks

>>8730166
trick her into liking you by pretending to be a cool person, that's what i do

i'm now able to keep up the charade for weeks at a time before they discover the truth

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>>8730111
>is /mtfg/ okay?
No, it's bleeding out.

>>8730169
I already blew that chance

>>8730171
maybe she'll come back as a cis girl in the next life?

>>8730180
what did you do to her

if you tried to touch her junk, just apologise and say you won't do it again

>>8730166
Iktf

>>8730167
when did you start realising that boys should kiss boys and girls should kiss girls

>>8730190
when i started hrt desu

>>8730196
when did you start being a puffy butt

>was planning to epilate
>start talking about my issues
>too depressed to epilate and should probably just go to bed
welp

>>8730209
cute, do you get changed?

i wish i was as retarded as diaperfag pretends to be so that i could experience happiness

i wonder if people with actual severe autism are happier
they don't seem to understand that they're doing anything wrong

with me it's like i'm giving the steering wheel over to some fucking retard and watching him drive us into a tree every time i talk to anyone

>>8730217
> tfw grandgrandpa tried to rape you as a kid but you cried so much he couldn't go through with it so he smashed your fingers in a door and told everyone that's why you cry

>too depressed to shower
fuck this i'm going to bed

>>8730221
i'd rather have a girl do that
except i'd rather not behave like a child'

>>8730217
you get used to epilating
you have to to be truHSTS

>>8730227
I'm still at the crying in pain so I can only do a little bit at a time stage of epilating.

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>>8730171
Needs a coupe de grâce desu

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>>8730167
>2017
>being an unrepentant pedophile

>>8730207
waxing is faster and the ouchies arent as bad

>>8730217
bullies arent good ppl :<

me really ugly

>>8730270
Same desu

>>8730270
bet not

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>>8730248
hugg gayfer
It does

>>8730277
i win the bet

>>8730280
we didn't bet anything though

>>8730285
yes, you did. you've been putting it up your whole life you just didn't know it

I should make a soundcloud ripoff site but with descending instead of ascending order so you can actually fucking listen to podcasts

Does anyone know any Trans discord servers that don't have sjws or cucks ?

>>8730289
spoopy, is it my life?

>>8730307
DO YOU KNOW WHAT DATE IS ON THIS COIN?

>>8730311
W-what

>>8730301
yeah, idk why you think they'd make an exception for you though

>>8730322
what? lmao

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I wish I was a girl...

>>8730338
you and me both anon

>>8730324
>that don't have sjws or cucks ?

>>8730371
are you implying I'm an sjw or a cuck

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I realize only now how pointless it is to try. Nothing I do or say matters.

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>>8730374
yeah

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>>8730374
you better try

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>>8730374
You realized it long ago.

>>8730373
Yes I do believe that is the case.

>>8730411
lol alright then.

I'm sad

>comes in thread
>sees posts like >>8729911
>no wonder this place sucks.

>>8730373
You're a cuck.

>>8730414
lol

i miss hurting myself

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I decided I'd break my bad habits and go to sleep at a decent time, but I can't sleep.

should i take my antidepressant

>>8730440
Yes.

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>>8730434
So you're not breaking the habit tonight?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2H4l9RpkwM

>>8730434
go to sleep

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>>8730444
I can only tolerate rolling around for so long. You know, they say sleep hygiene is important. Don't stay in your bed while you're awake or your body stops associating bed with sleep. Maybe I shouldn't have spent so long cuddling in it today, but that did lead to a few brief naps.
>>8730449
If it were so easy.

>>8730442
well ive been thinking that itvjust makes my emotions dumb and doesnt change reality which still ends up hurting me, if i stop taking them i'll stop going for false hope and be able to kill myself probably which is smart because its the only way to solve my problems

the withdrawal physically fucking hurts tho i wanna rip my face off

>>8730454
I think you should speak about this with your psychiatrist. Maybe a change of medication would help. Are you actively in therapy too?

>>8730452
>Cuddling in it
Ooo Anon has a friend

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>>8730452
I guess its best to get up and do something for like 15 minutes and then try again. At least I've read that before.
Though I never follow that advice when I cant sleep.

>>8730450
I'm a disappointment to my friends :(

>>8730457
yes therapy doesnt work, psychiatry doesnt work either evidently, i dont have time to sit through trying my 10th antidepressant,this hurts i want it to end, i cant tell her 'yeah im trying to go off them to kill myself' anyway

>>8730467
Because I was talking to bad people (._. )
im trying to be better now but itll take ages for people to trust me again ( ._.)

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>>8730458
That I do!
>>8730461
If I'm gonna lay in bed on my phone or listening to videos, I may as well get on my computer.
Who actually follows useful advice?

>>8730434
I can't sleep because I've developed a foot twitch and I'm severely depressed.

>>8730471
Ooo what kind of friend

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>>8730471
Not me thats for sure.

>>8730466
You know people can't help you unless you want to get better, right? You can't sit through things and wait, you have to work on getting better.

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>>8730475
A cuddly friend.
>>8730480
I heard advice I've given other people repeated back to me too many times in therapy today.

>>8730479
i stopped

>>8730469
BECAUSE EVERYTIME YOU TRY TO GET PEOPLE TO TRUST YOU AGAIN YOU JUST MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES LOL
i don't even talk to you but people here get to observe the same thing happen over and over, you do not have the capacity to understand or empathize with other people so you will keep fucking up you narcissistic sperg

>people who talk to piety and wonder why you don't trust them
makes you think

>>8730481
what part of that lead you to believe i didn't want to get better? it's just that life has shown me i cant get better when i try, so i don't want to keep biting bait of false hope, i want to stop pain

>>8730491
That you've given up.

>>8730488
That's hurtful
i do empathise with people

>>8730484
>I heard advice I've given other people repeated back to me too many times in therapy today.
You're a good person who likes to help people, please let them help you this time

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>>8730484
I often give people advice that I myself should follow but I'm too depressed and not really worth it to do so. The people I give the advice to are though.

>>8730489
no i know why...
i stopped talking to her now but yeah i know why people distrust me (._. )

>>8730493
you're just the type of person that is willing to purposely delude themselves to fake it another painful day "yeah we are all gonna make it i am trying my best!" there is no amount of effort logically that can fix my situation, there is no conceivable set of actions i could carry out that would fix it, so what do i become delusional to hurt myself down the line again and again?

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>>8730497
Let people help me? That's crazy talk, I don't need help, I can fix myself, I've done so well so far. That's why I broke down into tears when the session started. Because I'm so good at not needing help.
>>8730503
You're worth it to me. Get help, you deserve better than this. We can start anti-depressants together, share our first allergic reaction like friends!

>>8730508
>I can fix myself
You're not broken, you just need a little bit of help moving forward is all

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>>8730508
Good night.

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>>8730515
I've been broken for a long time, anon. I have a long list of things I need to work on.
>>8730541
Sleep tight you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSmZ777Akg8

>>8730505
oh, i didn't mean you in particular lol
sorry, that was a bad time to bring it up

>>8730548
oh
who did you mean (._. )

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>>8730543
I was going to post that picture but it didnt convey sadness enough for me.

if anyone wants to vent to me on discord heres my ID Rei
#9160 I'm usually online anyway so don't be shy I got a few things i need to get off my mind anyway why not vent to eachother?

i want to cut myself but it'd be too deep because there is too much negative energy is my skinny wrists

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>>8730550
Sad pictures won't make you happier! Go get tucked in and close those eyes of yours. I'd be hugging you if I could.

>>8730549
it's not important desu
a bunch of people though

>>8730554
i'm paranoid about adding anons desu

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>>8730560
Alright good night. You get some sleep too.
Also I'm stealing all your pics btw.

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>>8730567
I've been combing pixiv for quality pictures while I wait for your replies, so go right ahead, I've got more.
Sweet dreams love, I'll join you soon.

i wish i hadn't been such a neurotic sperg
i've lost contact with so many people and i miss them a lot
and idk, i'm too scared to re add them and i don't think they'd want to talk to me anyway
people gave me too many chances as is

>>8730580
If you want those people back you need your behavior to match your desires. In time they'll come to see you've changed through your actions.

>>8730564
M-me?

>>8730584
they won't because they don't come here and the only place i was able to talk to them was servers that i sperged out and left on so many times that they don't trust me anymore

>>8730585
here, eat this cake

>>8730580
same for me (._. )
i miss a lot of people who don't really like me anymore due to me being a retard

>>8730587
Word of mouth gets around. One way or another they'll hear you're not an obnoxious cunt anymore, if you stop behaving like one.

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I have a giant male cat

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>>8730587
Thank you fren.

>>8730593
idk, maybe. i kind of doubt they still care or mention me ever
it's a shame though because i was partly responsible for the creation of one of said servers

i asked someone to ask the admin how she felt about me and she basically said 'i'm okay but have too much of a jekyll and hyde thing going on'

>>8730591
hugg
iktf

>>8730597
now you've tainted your body with sugar

>>8730599
everyone hates me ._.

>>8730599
People still gossip about you enough for someone to eventually pipe up and say you've changed. So go do it.

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>>8730599
It's kay, I don't eat sugar, like ever, today can be a cheat day.

>>8730608
i mean, i've improved my behavior a lot
idk, i just doubt anyone would notice / care.
especially the ones who mostly surround themselves with ex-mtf posters

>>8730609
have some lasagna

>>8730604
hugg
i don't think many people hate you
they just distrust you

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>>8730614
I made one the other day, I just ate stir fry, I'm stuffed.

>>8730614
people do hate me

legit question how do i find a bbc that likes tgirls

>never cared about random people online or people in news stories pre-hrt
>now i get sickeningly depressed every time i hear about a rape or murder or anything

>>8730619
I don't know,a dating site where you can disclose your trans?

>>8730617
eat the goddamn fucking lasagna

>>8730618
hugg
iktf

>>8730631
Does hrt make you a slave to your emotions, or does it just make you more emotional?

I'm starting soon and that's one of my only worries

>>8730645
it makes you more emotional.
generally you're more empathic and it's easier to connect with other people
i can barely talk to guys nowadays

>>8730638
N-nu, I'm full and I have cleaned my teeth, and I have a pill in my mouth.

>>8730657
Okay, I'll keep that in mind when I start

>>8730645
For the first few months your emotions will go wild, you are changing hormones after all. After that, experiences vary but you'll be more emotional. I can feel thinfs now I never did before, it makes living good.

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>>8730677
bun bun

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>tfw pretty attractive guy and very feminine facial features, often fail boymode pre-hrt in public
>tfw relaxing dude voice and big dick
>tfw gf
>dysphoria so bad I hate my male features being on me and have wanted to be a woman forever
>there will never be treatment to cure my dysphoria and make me a male again
does anyone else know this feel? I want to be a girl but I want to be cis, not a tranny.

one of these days i'm going to get manic and chop my balls off desu

>>8730682
it happens, idk
being trans is better than nothing, though
if you're already feminine you should pass well

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>>8730682
too bad, either you transition now and get to be a cute girl or you transition at 50 and become pic related

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>>8730698
it is, but it just sucks because I dont always have dysphoria, i want to get on a stage and play metal but the moment i growl once im upset because it sounds so male

i can become a tranny but it just feels so shitty knowing i will literally always be natal male even if no one knows, like im hiding some disgusting fact from everyone
i wish some therapist could just work me through a program and fix my dysphoria or something, or that it could all be blamed on low testosterone and I could just take it and be done
I used to read into so much alt-right and even at one point TERF shit just to try to invalidate my GD and blame it on something more fixable

>media is reporting the alt right chanting "you will not replace us" as "Jews will not replace us"

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>>8730708
what if I am already your pic related

>apparently getting an orchiectomy increases how big your breasts will grow
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK

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>>8730716
I have seen your picture, dont tell fibs

>>8730721
so seiryu is going to get megamilks

tfw not cute

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>>8730708
yeah i already ordered from qhi and i have an apt with endo in november
ive accepted my fate i just hate it so much, fuck being trans, i want to fit in as a woman and id take curing GD and settling for male over being a tranny any day
maybe this is all internalized transphobia or some shit, but if it is i dunno how to get rid of it
i dont want to be associated with people like *that* in your pic

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>>8730722
what is a fib

>>8730726
kill me right fucking now fuck damn it
it's probably going to be at least 1.5 years before i can get an orchi

>>8730731
>fuck being trans
welcome to the club

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>tfw waking up on T
>tfw no more existential guilt

>>8730731
Kek, I remember when I thought there was no way out too.

>>8730757
T fixed your issues? I'm not low test, I've had bloodworks done before and Im in normal male range, but does T really alleviate dysphoria? Good god please tell me I'd do anything, seriously Im afraid im going to lose my gf.

>>8730761
it doesn't.
amy is actually insane (probably bipolar) and fluctuates between being trans and shitposting about how much of an alpha male she is every month or two
she's been doing this for almost a year.

though at least she's not writing out fucking walls of text now.

>>8730769
damn, ive seen their posts before yeah
i guess if i take T and masculinise myself, then Ill lose my feminine features and then not be able to transition well if it doesnt work as well
so i should probably do HRT and presenting female first

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>>8730761
>>8730769
pic related

>>8730757
good morning, amy

>>8730732
a lie

>>8730773
i mean, i tried working out and listening to power metal and whatnot. a lot of people try something like that
i got temporary rushes sometimes, particularly when i was hypomanic, but that didn't do shit to cure me
at best you'll just make transition harder and waste valuable time.

spartan isnt insane, just somewhere on the autistic spectrum, stop enabling them tbhon

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>>8730761
If you feminine then you can't get out


>>8730769
>fluctuates
>now officially a month off hrt

>>8730773
>needing to "take" T
Fe-males need not apply

>>8730775
>posting pre actualisation quotes

>>8730784
smells like bipolar to me desu

>>8730787
https://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/Spartan/page/1/
here you go, buddy
gaze upon your works, and despair

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>>8730784
I'm really relived I was just a retard and not trans

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>>8730783
I still listen to death metal and shit, and yeah I tried working out a lot as well, even alt-right stuff but I felt bad because im too empathetic to shit on people for what they can't help. None of that is connected at the end of the day, hell I think I even want to be a semi-stronkish/mommy girl, not butch exactly but maybe similar. Idk none of it has to do with body dysphoria yknow?

>>8730787
a month isnt very long though in regards to such major decisions

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what is this autism

>>8730799
transgenderism desu

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>>8730794
its been the best month of my life
no more worries
I can put my feet up and open a beer and eat protein

>>8730791
I don't remember posting any of those

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>>8730794
i got into /pol/faggery pre-hrt
it was pretty autistic. i can't listen to metal as much because i associated it with masculinity and ugh

just look through her posts desu

>>8730793
>not trans
then why does being a "man" require you to shitpost on /mtfg/?
why do you have to convince yourself how much of a male you are? we both know you're just a fake

>>8730804
yeah i know you hate men and whatnot. I like masculinity, just I feel maybe i enjoy it from a female perspective or something, idk like even as a little boy i both painted my nails and played with toy guns kinda thing, i dont mind what I do

>then why does being a "man" require you to shitpost on /mtfg/?
this, when I did major repression and decided trannies should be gassed the first thing I did was stop browsing LGBT and 4chan as a whole. If you really want to repress, get out of here.

amy is a girl desu

>>8730810
i don't dislike men when they act like decent people
but desu like 9/10 of the people you meet on 4chan are assholes
at least they're usually better behaved irl, but idk. they make me uncomfortable really easily

i like the idea of being a tomboy or whatnot, just when i was /pol/ i tried to heavily associate metal with my hypomania and manliness and whatnot so it's kind of tainted

>>8730801
>I don't remember posting any of those
don't forget
https://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/text/happy/username/Amy/

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>>8730804
>that image

Also because I'm arrogant I won, and is only relevant or understandable to those here


>>8730812
Kys

>>8730820
oh
:(
thats hurtful
im sorry i guess

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>>8730779
but I wasnt lying

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>>8730813
Men are superior

>>8730814
Wow. Look at that mental illness

Well I know I'm cured since i feel absolute revulsion and disgust at those posts

>Amy will never get her good ending

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>>8730823
Welcome to the real world

>>8730830
A struggling hon with no future
No boyfriend and no happiness

No thanks

>>8730833
why are you being mean :c

>>8730837
because she's angry at repressing
if she was truly happy she'd be living it up as a dude outside

>>8730830
who cares desu
worry about the people who don't throw their transition away every time their autism hits

>>8730837
because amy's in autism mode
might not even be her, idk, her original posts were just "image.jpg"

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>>8730837
T removed my empathy

>>8730840
You really don't understand how mobile posting works

>>8730841
My good ending is getting to be with my bf

>>8730844
:(
please dont hurt me
im very sensitive (,_, )

>>8730846
just ignore her lol
you need to stop talking to people not worth talking to

>>8730833
incase you havent seen Miracle Mile
there is a crossdresser at the diner who chooses to not believe Harry and stays at the diner whereas everyone else makes their way to the airport to make it the fuck outta there and then when Harry comes back later to the diner when the bedlam is in full swing, the crossdresser is gone... probably dead, if not they will soon be .
you remind me of that crossdresser

>>8729864
I'm a guy now

>>8730849
Ive watched it

I am glad that character died

>>8730814
this is just sad
some sad posts but most of them "Im so happy" "tfw happy all day today"
now there's just a void of angry, repressive shitposting
self-destruction at its finest and most morbid

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>>8730854
Less destructive than transition

>>8730856
>im so happy im transitioning
>grr angery fuck everything grr
sounds more destructive to me, you destroyed what made you feel good

>>8730857
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/amp/health-40900811

>>8730857
autism is worse on T so. idk.
>tfw even if you wanted to detransition it would probably be good to stay on hrt just to not be a retard

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>>8730852
no you arent

>>8730859
so you rely on screaming at others to feel a scrap of happiness.
sure, these people might get a rush after being angry, but they are not dependant on shitposting to cope
you've gone from feeling naturally happy and needing 0 coping mechanisms to this, linking BBC articles justifying your anger on a thread for trannies, on an LGBT board, claiming you're a man

if you are a man, then man-up and fuck outta here with your dumb posting, but nobody can see you as a man while youre acting so ridiculously

>>8730856
It's okay to be a boy and take estrogen you know

And to be a boy and suck a dick

That's okay too

If Spartan was truly happy he wouldn't be posting here

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>>8730866
do you have a boyfriend now?

>>8730867
this
the idea of my cis male father or cousin spending their time on a thread for transgender people posting reaction and anime gifs would make them laugh a lot

>>8730853
that character could have saved themselves, but instead chose a path that lead to their ultimate destruction

>>8730869
I was thinking about it, why not, every time I picture being with someone, it's holding my ex and telling her I love her

So why not just find someone with a job and responsibility and let him fuck me when he wants

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>>8730861
>>8730865
>>8730867
>>8730870
Time for gym

Keep playing armchair psychologists, by like I have a REAL pyshcolgist

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>>8730874
you have chosen wisely

>>8730873
Because they were a tranny freak that deserved death

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how are you feeling, /mtfg/?
pic related

>>8730876
your real psychologist is enabling your repression instead of getting you to work out the root cause of your issues, they're a bad psychologist or a gatekeeper who hates dem dere trannus

>>8730881
moreso they chose to not believe the facts presented to them and instead chose to ignore them

>>8730876
If your okay can you leave us alone

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>>8730883
Lol

Butthurt your not a Dr

>>8730885
Nah it was because they were trans they died

>>8730886
I'm getting bored anyway

>>8730882
You look beautiful

>>8730889
thats a cute cat in the picture

>>8730892
thanks i feel shitty though
i'm tired of being autistic and dependent on people that don't exist and never will

>>8730889
>Nah it was because they were trans they died
this doesnt even make sense as a sentence and a concept

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>>8730893

>>8730898
w-what Q-Q

>>8730898
why would a boy need pictures of cute cats on his device?

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>>8730904
I'm gay

So like can I be a gay dude even if I don't really like men and I have issues with self inserting myself as female subconsciously in my head

>>8730905
gay men dont suddenly like cute things just for being gay

bunch of weirdos, off with your heads

:(
i felt better on 25mg cypro but my libido has been coming back
i think my T is probably too high
but i can't afford cypro for so long
maybe i should go legit soon :(

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>>8730906
as soon as a boy kisses your neck sensually you will melt in his hands

>>8730911
i wish i had just ordered my meds online, i've been waiting over a year now and finally getting my hormones in a month or so.

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>>8730908
I can do whatever I want

>>8730915
This makes me warm

>>8730915
This makes me feel physically ill.

>>8730929
you're truagp
a good girl

>>8730927
The top half is okay
>>8730929
The bottom half is like woah wtf

I CUT MY ANUS SHAVING
THE ACTUAL MUSCLE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHH

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>>8730935
does it make you blush?

>>8730931
N-nu, I'm a bad girl!

>>8730935
Diccu way to big, also it's on a male.

>>8730937
UH OH, what's it like, sounds horrible

>>8730942
FUCKING PAINFUL

>>8730937
thanks for making me spasm uncontrollably visualizing this

>>8730938
hot af desu
>tfw bf locked you in chastity and will make you cum from anal only

>>8730938
nah, it just makes me filter you

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>>8730964
but I am anon

>>8730968

Mtfg just got a whole lot hotter

Who thinks Spartan will an hero here?

I hope he doesn't and that he can repress successfully but I have a feeling

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>>8730977
I hope she stops repressing and unleash her full transition potential

I'm just done with life. I can't anymore. I'm a coward so I won't kill myself. but i'm done. i don't know what to do.

>>8730981
Don't give up

What's wrong

>>8730985
Thank you so much~

>>8730983
:( thanks anon. I'm way in over my head about transitioning here and it's begun to have major repercussions that I don't know if i can or will be able to face monetary/legally.

>>8730988
Where is here? Some awful asian country or an awful african country?

>>8730981
iktf
tfw everyone "cares" but is either too weak or doesn't care enough to help you

>>8730988
Do you have a job?

>>8730995
theres only so much help somebody can give before it goes from helping to just straight up caring for. and thats a large responsibility that puts a huge strain on somebody. what sort of help do you think you need?

>>8731004
yeah, well
nobody cares enough to care for me

>autistic shut in with a bullshit amount of untreated mental illness and almost nobody to rely on
basically the full package. i mean obviously i want to be independent but that's just not possible without anybody to help me get on my feet

>>8731007
it really does suck and puts you at a major disadvantage but its also just how things go for some people. worst comes to worst you might just have to sell yourself, thats how i had to get out of being homeless. lots of dudes pay money to fuck trannies or if you don't think you pass well enough even vaguely feminine looking men. as long as you arent fat really

>>8731012
:(

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>be disgustingly depressed and insane for years
>get HRT
>oh hey at least the depression got better better and I have boobs

>SJW trans always complaining about not wanting a dick

that's what makes us special to chasers, get rid of your dick and you're just a fucked up pile of sadness and self doubt.

Forever repressing

>>8731025
repressing is shit, if you aren't half honfaced already you should take pills and bleed chasers dry for survival

>>8731012
>worst comes to worst you might just have to sell yourself
yeah, no, fuck that
i've gone through too much indignity to be somebody's bitch. and i fucking despise being sexualized by gross men

i'd rather just accept my defeat and kill myself. becoming a whore isn't going to make me any less autistic or dependent. i'd be stuck in the life forever.
and i'd hate myself even more than i do now

>>8731018
>keeping a dick just so that you can be attractive to neckbeards

>>8731028
I'm beyond hon face. Nothing could save me. T fucked me over hard

>>8731030
>keeping a dick that's a functional and enjoyable sex organ vs a shit tier approximation of what science can offer mtf trans

Fuck when there's better functioning shit I might change my mind

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>>8731028
>tfw honfaced

>>8731018
chasers are nasty and so are most males in general

>>8731030
well i can respect your conviction at least, it is really shitty to get stuck in. but if you do well you can afford to get on your own feet and go to college to stop. its only a dead end if you get complacent with it. but it is disgusting all the same.

>>8731034
fake vaginas feel good too though

>>8731032
what's your body type like anon?

>>8731040
A mix of column and inverted triangle.
43" shoulders
38" hips

>>8731034
most people who have had srs don't regret it
i mean, i get if you want to keep your dick, but justifying it by saying "it attracts chasers" is just gross

>>8731039
i really don't give a fuck if i eventually get out of it desu
i'd rather die a failure than have to subside on whoring. not helped by the fact that men gross me out

i could make at least a little bit of money on my own if i had adhd meds, but i'm too scared to even find a doctor on my own.
hopefully the guy i'm housesitting for will help me out a bit when he gets back, idk how long i can stay with him before he kicks me out though

>>8731044
fakin ell you're still here

>>8731049
what's the issue? i'll probably go to bed soon
it's like 2 am

>>8731038
I've never been guy gendered until someone around me like my parents corrected them, I had long hair most of my childhood and spent most of my time reading or alone because I was an autism genius kid or some shit, I thought most people around me were intellectually unfocused or boring because I was more advanced than them.

>tfw having a life with being desired gender for the most part was pretty good, as long as I spent time with people who wouldn't correct people assuming I was a girl

>>8730992
Guatemala
>>8731001
yes
>>8730995
I only have myself to blame/no one cares/sympathy is all you can muster for anyone.

>>8731052
I don't get misgendered either doesn't mean I pass. People are just stupid

>>8731053
yeah
idk. everyone's fuck
my family might help me but they're also nutcases who are responsible for my mental illness getting this bad and they'll never gender me female