/repgen/ - Repression General

>>8656651
I second this.

>>8656651
>"The only "cure" I want is to get to be a girl somehow. I'd rather be a repressor than be a cis guy. I want to be me."

victory at all costs.

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>>8656651
/repgen/ discord https://discord.gg/UaARSwk

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>>8656651
>>8656803
>worked at if for years
>achieved girlmode
didn't fix anything, just made me more anxious
so I've given up the thought that I'm trans

the cure is to accept you can't be a something you are not - a cis girl,
and move on w life

>>8656651
>tfw worried to talk in discord chat because i feel like an out of place autist who people dont like
i hope everyone's doing better than terrible.

>>8657282
>didn't fix anything
what about anatomic dysphoria?

I asked my gender therapist for the "cure" during my first session, and he just looked at me like I was retarded.

:'( Why do our brains do this?

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>>8657323
memes are like viruses that infect your brain

you probably slipped more, something like "I dont want to become a hon" didn't you?

>>8656651
Welp, I think I'm finally losing it thanks to TERF bile.

>>8658252
What exactly?

>>8658316
I've basically gone from dysphoric af idiot to misogynistic cunt and now I'm starting to go crazy so maybe I end up like caraposter (i.e. batshit insane).

>>8658339
Why misogynistic? Which TERF bile did you read?

>>8658395
>Why misogynistic?
I don't know. At least it's working against them.
>Which TERF bile?
As suggested in the last /repgen/, Plebbit's GenderCritical. And some posts of the lesbians here.

>>8658439
>At least it's working against them.
That's some consolation I guess...

>>8658461
Yep.

>>8658472
>>8658461
Best part is that dysphoria has gone away so IDK. Maybe I go full psycho but at least I'm not a tranny anymore.

>>8657321
Manage it the best you can. Shave. Grow your hair out. Do everything reasonable that you can to look female without looking like a freak. No hormones. No SRS. Femboy mode basically

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>>8656651
I would rather be a hon than a cis guy

if only I had a courage to start presenting as a woman!

>>8658439
Oh yes i've read that sub before, its harsh and a good way to make you stay repressed.

>>8659554
My favorite terfs are https://gendertrender.wordpress.com
http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com

Notice how they're butches aka non transitioned HSTS transmen.

>>8657282
I've achieved girl mode and I love it.. hormones, female clothes, little to no makeup etc., just being me really, don't care if people clock me or not anymore, though they don't anyway apparently..
Can't imagine going back at this point.. I may be in the wrong thread now though lol.

>>8658481
I'm not sure what you mean exactly, though its quite common for trannies to become resentful of women either out of envy or as 'sour grapes' kind of thing - and that's my case too, I came up with many reasons why women are inferior and bad to convince myself I dont want to be one.

>>8659498
But hormones are pretty good and reasonable to make you look more female, unless you are very fem by nature and dont need them

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>>8659574
wait, Im not getting it - seems like a fairly reasonable moderately conservative blog that highlights the madness of 'progressives' and gender marxists

where are the scary TERFs?

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ahahah is this real life

wake me up

>>8659693
Eh, I don't think it's sour grapes and I don't want to be a woman anymore so it's definitely to being resentful because I can't be one of them. It's more like I hate them because they hate men.

>>8659805
*definitely not

>>8659721
Thats why they're so fun. Now if you read r/gendercritical it quickly becomes a female r9k. Patriarchy reeeeeeeeee. Dirt takes the odd jab at the evil patriarchy but very reluctantly. She almost seems to hate radfems more. Gallus meanwhile is all fuck trannies lolz.

>>8659907
You sound like a bot.

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>>8659901
My therapist didn't really have her own agenda she could clearly see I was confused and upset and was sympathetic rather than pushing me to a choice of hers, she asked me questions and allowed me to come to the solution on my own

She saw me this week, said I was looking healthier, happier, more Upbeat and could tell from the way I walk that I was training and in a different mindset of positivity

>>8659907
>That's just classic repression, in all honesty. Don't trust that it's "gone".
Dunno, it seems like it's really gone this time. TERFs might be another cure.

>>8659805
most women dont hate men, it's only lesbeans and those who got abused

>>8656651
"The only "cure" i want is to get to be blind somehow. I'd rather be a repressor than be mentally sound"

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>>8656651
This philosophy Is flawed


Bruce Wayne (the person the world sees you as)

Joker (your tranny hon self/female side that will destroy you and everyone you love)

Batman (the cis male self you must become)

When Bruce Wayne was injected with fear toxin, the Joker infection took him over completely

But then his Batman self took over and both the joker and Bruce Wayne identitys were erased

Repression is like destorying the one ring, its hard, its ardous.

but is it worth it? Absolutely.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOnhBKPSuWA

>>8660342
I get it. Smeagol is a hon and destroying the ring is repression so you don't end up like Smeagol, even though you really really want the ring. Perfect analogy.

>>8660236
>our general
>our

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This is what testosterone is doing to you, girls.
Save yourself before it;s too late!

>>8660386
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3oXr7XVuhc

>>8660236
>Potentially. But full repression makes it go away but replaces it with hate.
I'd rather have hate than have the trans so I'm fine. And I really think this time it's gone for good.
>>8660445
1.That's an FtM.
2.There might be FtMs here too who have just been pushed further into repression thanks to you. You're not achieving anything.

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>>8660445
trannies ALL look like freaks
pic is what a nice cis guy looks like

2nd time repressing I need help staying off HRT now.

I need to fucking lose weight before considering HRT again, at least another 20kg.

FUCKING HELP ME I NEED HELP PLEASE

I want to go skeleton mode at 65kg then clean bulk and lift again so I can watch my macros and start my body from scratch

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>>8661922
Beta blockers man

Take em for a week or so till your calmed down, retake if any flare ups occur

>>8661931


please tell me that I'm doing the right thing by losing weight

>>8661943
Losing weight is good for everyone

>>8660445
Subhuman female with facial hair still looks like a subhuman female.

>>8661951

thank you. It's been easier, but on HRT it's harder.

>>8661217
>There might be FtMs here too who have just been pushed further into repression thanks to you
That's a good thing. FtMs who don't repress should be killed or at least institutionalized.

>>8659693
>I'm not sure what you mean exactly, though its quite common for trannies to become resentful of women either out of envy or as 'sour grapes' kind of thing -
This reminds me of a time when I was a edm music festival with some friends. I was sitting on a hill a bit away from a stage when no one was playing, and I was rolling, mdma, and I saw a group of girls walk by and I remember feeling jealous.
The funny part is, that my guy friend sitting next to me, rolling harder, said something like, "if I knew why you are glaring at that group of girls, I'd understand the secrets of the universe."
Which is so stupid but also I didn't even realize I was glaring..
I did have a crush on that friend and I did wish I could be feminine like a girl. I transitioned like the next year. Bretty good. Would transition again.
Sorry for tranny blog. Godspeed good repressors! May you all find happiness in your own way.

>>8661984
wtf why?

>>8662079
Because you're genetic trash appropriating a being superior to you. You're offensive to nature itself.

>>8662112
It's aspiration, not appropriation.

>>8662034
>Godspeed good repressors! May you all find happiness in your own way.
Thank you.

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>mfw night terror
>didn't eat enough or drink enough water or something

Jesus thank god I'll be with him next month

>>8660155
This is why I love repgen. The best I've been able to do is accept being a transbian on T. I dont feel like a man I feel like a awkward nerdy stoner dyke with a T addiction

>>8661984
I'd be cool with some kinky forced femme for FtMs. They disgust me.

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>>8662034
>I transitioned like the next year. Bretty good. Would transition again.

>>8663456
>They disgust me.
Y tho?

I need to go hard repress mode and leave this place forever.

>>8664082
Me too.
>inb4 You're here forever.

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>tfw benchpress increasing by 10kg each week

>>8656651
why not just be man, weed lmao?

>>8662112
>Y-you're offensive to nature!
>says the girl (male) pretending to be a man to an actual man (female).

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>>8665827
we will see how much good it will do you against our cis male physiology

>>8665827
>Says the girl (male) pretending to be a man
Don't give her validation or she might end up having to go on HRT.

>>8664074
I'm gynephilic so seeing them transform their bodies is gross. Also feels degenerate cuz they're pretty girls giving up womanhood to be shit tier men.

>>8666596
You're giving up being a man to be a shit tier woman.

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>>8666709
being a man in modern world really sucks

being a man with feminized brain sucks x10

>>8667152
wow I haven't seen this since the dark ages

>>8666709
Agreed thats why I repress and snicker at masc trannies.

>>8667152
No it doesent
Just be a misogynistic pos and have fun with it

>>8669682
>fun
>when you hate being a man and get all stressed out trying to fake it
>becoming bitter about women somehow should make you feel better

>>8669719
I've developed a superiority complex
I've become cis

>>8669682
>>8669743
This. I did this and it's already been 3 weeks without even the slightest bit of dysphoria.

Shaved my head again

Sweeet

>>8667152
i hate being male :((((

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>>8673675
Stop that behaviour right now soldier

You love being male, it gives you power, gives you strength, without it you'd be a mindless worthless member of the lesser gender

Incapable of comprehending the simplest thing.

>>8673836
Yep, I pitty the FtMs. They will strive to become what we already are and they will fail.

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>>8673861

>>8673873
Laugh as much as you want but it's true, FtMs will never become real men.

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>>8673894
I know

Oooh so this was what Lady Gaga was singing about
Got it

>>8665827
If youre have a vagina you're evil and not even white racially.

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>>8673861

>>8674291
This.

>>8674307
Ha, you wish.

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Amy I am sorry that you have chosen to become a hon

>>8674328
Nah, he's not on HRT he's on anxiety meds.

>>8674394
Repression always fails, usually after the hon turns 40+ and they have gone bald and look like old men
it is sad that Amy has chosen that path because she has a lot of potential

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>>8674420
Potential to be a god of masculinity

Don't hugbox a bodybuilder, I've been blessed with an genetic ability to gain muscle

>>8674328
I really fail to see any downside when I've lost 12lbs, gained strength back, look sexier and am emotionally stable again

The physical fitness alone is better than feeling pudgy and weak on hrt

All thanks to "le evil T"

And I'm off my anxiety meds for fitness reasons, I want to perform at max capacity

But the time I was on them was very comforting, and they can be taken as needed when any flare ups if any occur

>>8674420
I shave my head bi monthly now
New bf says I look butch as fuck

>>8674307
That's still nothing compared to a repressor who embraces their masculinity and become an ascended cis male

>>8673836
>mindless worthless member of the lesser gender
that describes failed males quite accurately

>>8674557
did you check you thyroid levels btw? that could be the reason for increased anxiety

>>8674862
probably the cypro that messed with it

now thats gone and the anxiety meds covered the withdrawal its all afterburners go

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Daily reminder that trans identity is literally a hoax spawned by big pharma and surgery industry and is helping to destroy the white race.

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>>8675010

>>8675010
>big pharma
kek
most trans people take generics, of medications that already existed, and that are used in much larger populations than trans people
ya know I'd love to know who "made me trans", so I can punch them in the fucking face...but they don't exist. it's just something I feel, and you don't know my mind better than I do

>>8675010
>trans identity
This right here is the big problem.

Being pushed to identify with your mental illness. You don't tell a person with depression they are a depressed. You don't call a person fighting cancer a cancered. You are not your mental illness.

People tell you what to believe. That's how beliefs work. If there is a conflict in your head it's because it was created by a conflict of beliefs fed to you. Your family lineage survived for generations and you're telling me your particular combination suddenly has 'tranny genes' in it?

Gender dysphoria is a mental disorder. It is NOT an identity. You can address it however you wish. Hypermasculinize yourself or hyper femininize yourself. Address your problems. Whatever causes the least distress is your path. Don't be a fucking wreck.

I am taking hormones but I do not identify as trans. I like the effects. I don't pretend I'm female though. Yes, I want to be cute and I wish I was female (hence the disorder). I get gendered female sometimes but I don't push it and they correct themselves usually after I speak. I froze sperm "just in case".

>>8675133
Stop doing HRT negro. There's no point in killing off your ballsack.

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>>8675133
i believe i am a man, therefore i am.

this place has evolved from a place of solace to a trophy of my own triumphs.

i carve my own destiny, with brute force.

>>8675137
not all hrt kills your balls
i take hormones without transitioning too, it's just easier to live like this

>>8675146
its better to face the demon, consume his power and take it for your own

>>8675137
I like what it's done for my skin, muscle, fat and hair. It relieves some dysphoria. Just like growing my hair out has. Just has laser hair removal. So has dropping my BMI below 19. I am happier now with my body. I am not fully satisfied, but I don't feel suicidal anymore.

>>8675146
My hrt has totally killed my balls. The only thing I kind of miss is the ability to ejaculate. But no clean up so meh.

>>8675142
Hell yes. Carve your own destiny. There is no one narrative. There is no one cure. Find your relief.

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>"I don't want a Cure" Edition

If this is repression general, why wouldn't you want a cure?
Isn't that the point of repression?
I mean, I'm 23 and my chances of passing evaporated when I was like 16, and right now I'd murder my own parents for the chance of my mental illness just being "cured"

>>8674557
>an genetic

I've been dealing with trans thoughts for about 3 years now. It comes in waves and 90% of the time I'm ok with being male.
I lift and browse /fa/ in an attempt to assert my masculinity.
I don't know whether I should talk to someone about this, since my doctor is adamant that I'm not trans since I didn't feel this way since I was a teen...

>>8675386
>The only "cure" I want is to get to be a girl somehow. I'd rather be a repressor than be a cis guy. I want to be me.

>>8675386
This.

>>8674557
the truth is
you have been toxic posting in /mtfg/ and around the board again, you are obviously depressed no matter what you tell yourself

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>>8676062
Sometimes a shitpost is just a shitpost

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>>8676074
sometimes a shitpost is a cry for help

>>8676104
Oh for Pete sake

just let me be a homo. That's good enough

>tfw get to drink beer and dress manly, but also get to kiss guys

WEW

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>>8676123
I dont want you to end up like pic related

>>8676136
Makeup and wigs don't magically grow on you

I'd rather live my life than waste half a decade trying to make a new one

>>8675764
>90% of the time I'm ok with being male.
well thats good for you and you shouldn't be bothered much if you dont feel dysphoric all the time - live a normal life, be functional socially and maybe even happy
just dont try to force gender standards maybe find the ways you can express and enjoy your fem side and it will be enough for you

>>8676346
>if 90% of your body is cancer-free don't bother with treatment, live a normal life!

>>8676355
LOL, why would you get treatment if only 10% of your body has cancer?

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>tfw could have made it if I started at 21

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>when you have a lucid dream about kissing girls

I think I cured too much

>>8678621
LOL

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>>8678636
W- what is this

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>>8678621
you didnt cure anything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPzDTfIb0DU

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>>8678719
Not this shittu again

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>>8678731
sorry Amy, repression is no cure

>>8678751
Does your male body depress you?

No. I'm sexy again, why would it

>>8678751
disgusting in every way

>>8676355
>being this bad at making analogies

its like you'd delete 100% of your body instead of operating the tumor only

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>>8678762
its sad that you are going to be the stereotypical repressor hon with kids and a wife and balding bloated 50 year old dadbod who cant stand it and tries to transition as an old man

>>8678803
You do realise I have a adult male body and would be a giantess of a woman even at low weight


Life is better as man I have a boyfriend now
I'm gonna enjoy that for what it is

>ruin your life now instead of later


And frankly any guy who dates a tranny willingly is gay so I'd rather date a proper homo than some beta chaser as a man to man relationship

If you stuck a straight cis-female's brain into the body of a man would she develop gender dysphoria? Wouldn't the etiology be AGP?

i feel really bad for the anon who keeps trying to drag amy away from her mentally ill patterns of self-destruction and faked masculinity

some people are just lost causes

>>8678751
Spartan is not repressing. His comfortable with being a man and he's not on anxiety meds anymore.

>>8678621
i think one should try everything in life and find what feels right

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When you finish a two hour workout at negative 1000 cals for the day

>>8679064
Amy is on hormones and has accepted she is a woman

>>8675137
1. I'm retaining fertility with my regimen
2. There IS a fucking point, this way I don't rot my body with testosterone

>>8678751
a2 combined with b1 and money+house+baby is the best option

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>>8679459
Im coming up for a month off it dude

Currently drinking with the lads and still got 1000 cals to use up for the day

I feel fantastic

>>8679459
Been away for a while huh?

>>8679656
I'm gaslighting her shut up

>>8679811
Gaslighting? The hell does that mean?

>>8677074
Awww your here now? I though you were a happy tranny. Transition not working? Welcome to repgen.

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>>8679811
>fool me once

>>8679954
VEGETABLE

>>8679955
I'M VEGETABLE, PRICE OF THE PLANTS!

>>8679998
>rape me vegetable-sama

>>8680004
>You're dripping orange-chan

>>8680637
whAT TOOK U SO LONG

>>8674307
And now I'm 5"8" 210 and 16% bdoyfat. Got big and still hate my body. How the fuck am I supposed to transition now with this much muscle? How can i be a trap if I have giant traps.

I'm so giddy

Drunk I love that I have a boyfriend and I wanna kiss men!!!!


Yaahyyyuu I'm gay

>>8679899
>I though you were a happy tranny
I am, happier than I was in repression
>Transition not working? Welcome to repgen.
I repressed and it hindered my transition

>>8680666
http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/

>>8680856
>talking about killing yourself constantly on mtfg to pt where most just ignore you
you're miserable, no thanks

>>8680885
I let myself get too manly in my repression... I want to kill myself its because I see nothing but the man, I am happiest when I get to do girly stuff.

repression is what damaged me, not transition

>>8680650
Nothing...

>>8680685
being BPD is hella fun!

>>8679036
she would be happy to enjoy the male privilege of course!

>>8680915
that was a cute pic but I only saw a thumbnail

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>>8660445
>This is what testosterone is doing to you, girls.
>Save yourself before it;s too late!

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*grabs Amy*

>>8680915
>transitioning is making me suicidal, but let's just continue to do it

i stopped transitioning because being a girl didn't fix me and made me more anxious
as i return to being cis, I don't have suicidal thoughts
rather being plagued by gender dysphoria,
I turn my thoughts to my future

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>>8682120
no, transitioning is making me less suicidal but repressing sabotaged my transition which means I am still dysphoric because I see my ugly man face all the time
I have never felt as much hope and happiness as I have on hrt but life isn't built on hopes and happiness, I need money I don't have to fix what damage repression did and I need to lose weight for both happiness and health and I need to get work anywhere that will take me which looks like nowhere at the moment but I still keep trying

How do you feel about guys as a last restort transitioning to make something of themselves before they kill themselves?

>>8681558
*start of that comic*
"Oh shit he's looks stronger than me ABORT DUDE ABORT!"

>>8682390
you arent swole Amy
you arent even close

>>8682263
>talks about suicide for YEARS on /mtfg/
>transitioning is making me less suicidal
and now you're a liar too

>>8682800
did you miss the part where I said
>repression damaged me so I still look like a man after transitioning which causes dysphoria which causes suicidal tendencies
>still have hope that I wouldnt have had if not for hrt

>>8682826
if you did physical gymnastics comparable to the mental ones you're doing now, you'd be fit

>>8682883
I get that you're angry because I am denigrating your precious idea of repression but I am telling you it doesn't work and its not worth it.

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I just hope you all don't make the wrong choice like I did

>>8683047
Namely?

>>8683054
repressing

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>>8682509
So all my lifts are just achieved by magic then

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>>8683191
bet its like 20kg lmao

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>>8681248
implying she ever had high levels of T compared to a boy, she's likely only had few cycles and thats it

and if she goes on like that she'll have a nasty manly mug too

>>8683108
I'm going to manage.

>>8683198
Yeah 20kg

In a one handed curl :^)

>>8683047
>mommy sheen is concerned for repgen

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>>8683335

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>>8683343

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ds3xR-NjrNE

>>8680915
Oh I get it. Well for us older masc types repression works better. I know they say repressors will break down and transition eventually but there has been no research on it.

>>8682263
Wanting to fit in is part of why i'm a repressor. I was the wierd autistic outcast when younger and it sucked. As for weightloss, T will help. I'm prone to obesity on T, so E would wreck me. T probably has some negative effects on me mentally so I smoke weed to deal with that.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1L3RgdoBsn0

So I tested myself under intoxication of alcohol and weed, no resurfacing of trans thoughts. I have successfully stabilised my endrocrine back to what it once was.

Now party time is over, back to training in the morning

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>>8685412

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>>8685434
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlCCovblMgg

>>8685494
>implying Zyzz wouldnt call you a weak cunt for giving up on your dream of transition

>>8683320
met too
everytime I see a hon, it just reinforces my decision to choose being cis

>>8685525
>implying zyzz would know

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>>8685494
i tried lifting but i always be smol

>tfw never achieve chad aesthetic

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>>8685525
My genetic destiny is to be a sickkunt

>>8685576
My metabolism is just suited for it, I grow muscle so fast and strength gain so fast, people thought I was on steroids when I was younger

That feeling, that power of being superhuman.

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>>8685603
putting on muscle takes a lot of discipline, you really have to do it forever to get results

but I'm still glad i tried
i only cardio now, but my chest and back was formed from lifting and I look like nice in a tank top

>>8685665
Most of mine is coming back quick thanks to muscle memory

>tfw will never pass because of my height
i gave up on that a while ago, now i'm just trying to go for skinny androgynous cokehead aesthetics

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>tfw you never asked to be dysphoric

>>8685494
yeah I should totally take DNP and hit the sauna

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>tfw you haven't girlmode in a month
I might be cured

>ywn be this alpha
>ywn shoot up a room full of jewish psychologists pedalling hrt when repression is an effective alternative
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvdT4wFh0tQ

I had a dream I was turned into a twink and was put onto some truck with other twinks for "forced transition" while others were being sent for "gay therapy"
And everyone has a collar that identified their gender identity, some had half blue and half pink and others had all blue and all pink

Scary dystopia

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>>8687367
>tfw haven't girlmode in three years

I might be honed

>>8687572
no, i think you're more cure'd then me
i'll probably still do it for fun

>>8687550
well I mean such a society would probably have advanced surgical procedures that would turn even the manliest of men into smol women

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>>8683263
>caring about pretty face
>on a body like that
What kind of pathetic mortal are you?

Give me an abomination with a perfect body over a pretty woman any second.

Mastering repression is like becoming a super saiyen

>>8688033
i dont think it's that difficult
it's just a matter of getting a life and being normal as possible

>kaczysnski asked a doctor about the possibility of a sex change
>kaczysnski realized the faults in this and the entire rotten system behind it
>kaczysnski removed himself from modern influence, ceased to have urges, and sacrificed his freedom in the name of his cause

kaczysnski is the ideal repressor, follow his example

>>8688033
this is autism Amy

>>8656651
Is it possible for a repressor to be able to be happy? I honestly don't think it's possible for me to live a normal life.

>>8688218
autism is a predominantly male trait :^)

Repression must work for plenty of people, we just never hear about it because they don't tend to hang around Tranny Internet forums. I'm not giving up just yet. Hell, I saw a hot girl earlier and actually got an 'I want to fuck you' boner. Hasn't happened to me in 8 months. Maybe I'm making progress.

>>8688705
most adults accept their fates
it's only recently that changing your gender has become more popular
but the numbers say otherwise, b/c the percentage of people that are legit trans is still very tiny

>>8688743
I'm constantly shocked by how many people get triggered at a small minority just trying to live our lives, because they are devoid of empathy and understanding.

>>8688766
because freaks are freaks
let em burn

>>8688768
Exhibit A. Why do you say this shit? Does it make your monkey brain feel better to have an out group to hate?

>>8688766
public doesn't want to see a man dressed as a woman

and let's face it, the majority of trans are mentally crazy

>>8688779
yes, i like being above people regardless of how hypocritical it is

>>8688781
They don't seem to have a problem with women dressed as men. Almost makes you wonder if there's some kind of double standard against men going on that hurts mtfs.
>the majority of trans are mentally crazy
Oh pls

>>8687753
only if you are an asocial autist, for everyone else face is more important, even studies prove how crucial having pretty face is

not to mention who terrible it feels seeing a mas beast in a mirror

>>8656651
I wish I could be cured. I honestly look pretty decent for a guy unfortunately that's also why I wouldn't look decent as a woman. Still sometimes I think about trying to transition. I wish i could just be normal or at the very least have a chance at passing.

>>8689129
just give it time
you'd have to be crazy to choose living as a non passing tranny vs cis life

>>8688134
"several weeks of intense and persistent sexual excitement involving fantasies of being a female. During that time period he became convinced that he should undergo sex change surgery."

A G P

>>8689153
Yeah basically. It's not like I'm happy the way I am but I imagine being an unpassing tranny would be worse.

>>8688134
>kaczysnski is the ideal repressor, follow his example
I hope you're being ironic.

>>8688784
I think a lot of (most?)(all?) /pol/ anti-trans shitposters are repressors.

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>>8689088
>asocial autist
That's an exaggeration. I'm attracted to the society, I just try not to be its slave. There is a world beyond the autists-normies spectrum.

Also don't act like the society is the paragon of sanity. The society needs to become like me if it wants to progress.

A further proof of your misdiagnosis: all autists from your board are weeaboos addicted to anime faces, to the point of total disregard for body. I am their opposite.

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>>8689368
>female skeletons is undeniable
even with exaggerated brow, chin, strong jaw line, still passes as female

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>>8689409
>passes as gynoid
Fixed.

>>8689302
wrong.
we're normal people who are disgusted.

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>>8689409
You too can pass as gynoid.

>>8689427
Go back to Tunbridge Wells.

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>>8689427

>>8689427
i want to be normal
leaving trans thoughts behind me too

>>8689666
I'm pretty sure most of us feel that way. It really sucks when you're a decent looking guy and you want to be a girl.

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has anyone hung out with regular gays where being male is a good thing and celebrated?

>>8689666
>i want to be normal
The definition of "trans normal"?

>>8689882
I don't have a single gay friend irl

>>8689717
>It really sucks when you're a decent looking guy and you want to be a girl.
It really sucks when you want to be a girl and you aren't.

>>8690174
But I feel like it sucks more when you look ok as a guy. I could've been Chad if I didn't feel this way.

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I can't get over how comfy being a gay male is

>>8689160
never forget the fact that kaczysnski was a failed CIA mind control experiment
>overcame intense conditioning that made his mind operate under the possibility of trans thought
>wanted to murder his psychologist afterwards

sounds about par for the course here bubby

>>8687598
I think not, as I will change gender sooner or later

I have zero doubt about that

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Are boymoders on HRT welcome here?

HRT has done too much for my mental state for me to stop them.

>>8691835
If you're on HRT you're not really repressing. That being said, if you're 4everboymode then I'm fine with you posting here and I'd say most of us will be so long as you don't say a thing about HRT giving you good mental changes.

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>>8689427
Why are you in /repgen/ then?

>>8691056
is this you spartan? if so post a timeline starting from when you first starting transitioning

>>8691835
>are trannies allowed here
no

>>8692017
>Decide to check out what repgen is
>"Dont say a thing about HRT giving you good mental changes"

KEK. You girls are fucked.

>>8691056
being cis is like walking with the wind at your back and not against you

>>8691835
What if Singularity is like Pandora's box?

>>8656651
>he only "cure" I want is to get to be a girl somehow.
We already know that trannies are afraid of being cured because they'll lose their victim status and have to live normal lives instead of crying for attention. Hence why they shame the medical community and whine at them until they pander to their delusions instead.

>cis
Kill yourself with that propaganda term.

Dunno if I belong here, i've accepted i'm trans and if I was less masculine i'd transition but I couldn't possibly be better than a circus freak.

I'm just trying to work out how to find motivation. All my hopes and dreams relate to a woman, I could literally become a billionaire and who I am would still be the stumbling block to personal fulfillment.

I assume people here have similar problems, wat do?

>>8692764
>I assume people here have similar problems, wat do?
Don't cave into your delusions and push for the medical community to find a proper treatment and not malpractice like HRT and SRS.

>>8692800
I'm still sane enough to recognise that transition would make things worse for me, not better.

I'm like 190cm tall and built like a linebacker, face like a neanderthal. None of that is going to ever change, I'm like 99% sure i'd still have GID and so on.

that said I really doubt the medical community will be able to come up with a proper treatment in the way you mean in my lifetime.

The human mind is extremely difficult to understand in a rigorous way, right now the vast majority of neuroscience is just looking at where the lights turn on and guessing, there's a tragic lack of high level theory work.

also my belief that I *should* be female is kinda fundamental to my sense of self, mental illness though it may be.

>>8692800
HRT would be okay if it didn't involve testosterone blockers. They are the hormonal equivalent of SRS.

Low-testosterone men blaming testosterone for their "masculinity" – how stupid is this?

If you disagree with me, you basically agree with them.

>>8692862
>HRT would be okay if it didn't involve HRT

You realize estrogen by itself can serve to castrate right?

>>8692862
Low test is a meme and most men don't suffer from it. Androgen sensitivity is what you want, and it determines every last factor of your life whether you like it or not.

http://www.pnas.org/content/106/2/623.full

>>8692836
>I'm still sane enough to recognise that transition would make things worse for me, not better.
I'm you do. Don't fall the memes that it works. It doesn't. You'd regret doing it.

>that said I really doubt the medical community will be able to come up with a proper treatment in the way you mean in my lifetime.
They might have if they hadn't pandered to whiners who push feelings over facts instead. I mean there was an example of someone who was given pimozide and it made their feelings of dysphoria go away (and when they got taken of it they went back to feeling dysophiria: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8839957

Of course, this is against the agenda the SJWs want to push, so it didn't get any attention. I'm not gonna point fingers at you, but your kin are responsible for the nonsense that continues to this day. And now it's getting worse with the pushing of laws trying to fine or even imprison people who call someone the "wrong" pronoun.

>>8692862
HRT isn't okay at all: https://www.acpeds.org/the-college-speaks/position-statements/gender-ideology-harms-children
>In addition, cross-sex hormones (testosterone and estrogen) are associated with dangerous health risks including but not limited to cardiac disease, high blood pressure, blood clots, stroke, diabetes, and cancer.

>>8692898
>I'm you do.
I meant "I'm glad you do"

>>8692898
I'm sure the trans orthodoxy, for lack of a better term, won't be helping matters for people who want a real cure to the mental illness.

But i am sympathetic, intellectually and emotionally, to the sentiment that changing your mind to conform to your body rather than vice versa is changing who you are in a more fundamental way.

I think I would be a different person without GID, a person with different likes, dislikes, hopes, fears and proclivities. Maybe it would be an improvement but I wouldn't be me, I don't know to what extent you grok that but it makes sense to me.

>>8692898
If you're going to encourage repression at least get your facts straight. Pimozide is a meme. From time to time someone will post saying they've been on antipsychotics for some reason, and it doesn't make gender dysphoria go away.
The American College of Pediatricians is not a legitimate medical organization. They're a social conservative political advocacy organization. They make political, not medical statements.
If you're going to repress, fine, but don't believe in lies, and don't ruin your health and brain with something like pimozide. You'd have a very hard time finding a doctor to prescribe it I would imagine.

>>8692929
>I'm sure the trans orthodoxy, for lack of a better term, won't be helping matters for people who want a real cure to the mental illness.
Of course they won't. They've been doing it for decades. Look at this crap: https://www.nytimes.com/2016/07/27/health/who-transgender-medical-disorder.html
>Removing the mental health label from transgender identity would be a powerful signifier of acceptance, advocates and mental health professionals say.
>“It’s sending a very strong message that the rest of the world is no longer considering it a mental disorder,”
>“One of the benefits of moving it out of the mental disorder section is trying to reduce stigma.”
There's no break-through here proving it isn't a disorder. These people aren't interested in the reality of the situation; they just push feelings over facts to be "progressive".

>But i am sympathetic, intellectually and emotionally, to the sentiment that changing your mind to conform to your body rather than vice versa is changing who you are in a more fundamental way.
We don't change the body for other mental illnesses. We have medications for conditions like depression and schizophrenia. Why is Transgenderism any different? it's only seen as different to the pushing it got. It got shoehorned into the gay rights movement to push the meme that being trans is comparable to being gay, when it isn't.

The fact is, changing your body won't get rid of the illness, it only leaves it to grow: https://www.wsj.com/articles/paul-mchugh-transgender-surgery-isnt-the-solution-1402615120

>I think I would be a different person without GID, a person with different likes, dislikes, hopes, fears and proclivities.
Doesn't this destroy the meme that men and women don't have differences that SJWs like to push though?

>grok
???

did spartan cure himself?

>>8692951
>If you're going to encourage repression at least get your facts straight.
Sorry tumblr, but we both know you hate facts.

>Pimozide is a meme.
>literally never heard of it outside of that once article
Yeah, nice try trying to silence scary treatments that don't support your agenda.

Also HRT and SRS are memes. They don't work but they get pushed because pandering to delusions is the cool thing to do these days.

>and don't ruin your health and brain with something like pimozide.
You probably encourage HRT though.

>You'd have a very hard time finding a doctor to prescribe it I would imagine.
Of course you'd have a hard time; it's not nearly as profitable for them as all the money they'd milk out of hormone "treatment" and surgery would.

>>8692970
>grok
Heinlein
>paul-mchugh
Not a legitimate source. He makes political, not medical statements.
You need to get on titty skittles to get your mind right. Go ask about them here:
>>8680997

>>8692970
>Doesn't this destroy the meme that men and women don't have differences that SJWs like to push though?
sure, but I don't believe that. I believe in significant heritable differences between individuals, sexes, ethnies, any division of people really.
The average IQ difference between two siblings is ~12 points, that's almost entirely explained by additive genetic differences.
86% of genes expressed are expressed in the brain IIRC, there's a lot of complexity which we understand little of. Don't get your hopes up for anything curative.

Grok means to understand/intuit something.

>>8692979
>You probably encourage HRT though.
on average transition improves the mood/mental state of trans people, I have good reasons to believe it won't work for me but more often than not it's the only course of action which achieves even moderate success.

we've been dealt a shitty hand in life but just because something (likely) doesn't work for you and I, it does for enough people to be worth 'enabling'.

>>8692987
>Not a legitimate source. He makes political, not medical statements.
I like how an esteemed psychologist with 30 years of experience isn't legitimate just because he won't cave into your narrative

>>8692993
>Don't get your hopes up for anything curative.
I don't expect anything permanent but you can't deny that transgenders as a whole haven't sabotaged proper research for about three decades.

>Grok means to understand/intuit something.
Ah. I get what you mean but really if I had the choice between pumping myself with hormones, being mutilated and committing suicide or just getting my head fixed I'd rather the latter option by far.

>it's the only course of action which achieves even moderate success.
Ignoring the 40% suicide attempt rate, it's the "only course of action" because the "trans orthodoxy" (as you referred to them) made it that way. They try to shut down discussion and research that doesn't tell them what they want.

>on average transition improves the mood/mental state of trans people,
It makes them crazier, especially for MTFs. As I said above it also causes heart problems, diabetes and even cancer.

>>8693027
>Ah. I get what you mean but really if I had the choice between pumping myself with hormones, being mutilated and committing suicide or just getting my head fixed I'd rather the latter option by far.

how about two buttons, push one and magically you've always been an XX female, push the other and suddenly magically you're you but you've never had GID.

which one represents the greater change from who you feel you should be? who you want to be?
I'm going with the first button and it's not even close.

>>8693067
>how about two buttons, push one and magically you've always been an XX female, push the other and suddenly magically you're you but you've never had GID.
The latter because it's the reality and not the fiction. The former would pander to the delusion. Changing to live a lie.

Fortunately because I am comfortable with what I objectively am I won't have to ever worry about this conundrum, but the point is if I was I'd go with facts over feels.

>>8693084
neither one is real.

I know i'm objectively male and so on, I've already said I won't pursue transition, but just because something is in your head doesn't mean it's not real.

It's not a lie/untrue that I have persistent dreams of being female, that i've always been uncomfortable in my own skin, that I somehow know I should be about 5'6 instead of 6'3 etc.

The facts > feels thing is extremely trite, what facts suggest humanity is any closer to correcting this mental disorder in a reliable fashion? Biotech is improving at a dramatic rate, it may well be possible within the next century to do gene therapies which would literally make a GID suffering patient change sex.

Facts are thin on the ground indeed, we're all flying blind and oh boy is it turbulent.

>>8693084
i can still remember when i was a normal kid without any agp or anything

i think about what if i had Not gone off the normie path

>>8693118
if it's any consolation, heritability estimates for GID are really quite high, it's probably nothing you did.
you were drawn to that stuff for a reason, it was overwhelmingly likely within you already.

>>8693103
>what facts suggest humanity is any closer to correcting this mental disorder in a reliable fashion?
We can't get closer as long as people are actively stopping any research that doesn't line up with what they want to hear.

>it may well be possible within the next century to do gene therapies which would literally make a GID suffering patient change sex.
That's just even worse. Pandering to delusions so hard that they'd rather change their DNA than fix their heads. That seriously disturbs me.

>>8693124
shyness
lonliness
fantasy


all contributed

>>8693161
>That's just even worse. Pandering to delusions so hard that they'd rather change their DNA than fix their heads. That seriously disturbs me.

YOU ARE WHAT IS IN YOUR HEAD
what other 'you' is there? your arms and legs are just tools your mind uses to do things, you are your mind you are impossible to separate from your mind. You would still be you if you were a Fallout-esque robobrain type thing, but you wouldn't be you someone could reprogram your brain/wipe it and start fresh.
Not that I believe either thing is possible, just illustrating a point.

>>8693173
i'm sure there are mental people that think they are abraham lincoln, etc.

>>8693173
>YOU ARE WHAT IS IN YOUR HEAD
So schizophrenia should be left to live in their delusions too, or is that totally different?

>>8692305
>girls
GTFO

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>>8692252
There's no timeline I always looked male
Also I purged all trans related memes and pictures of myself while on hrt

I'm off it now

>>8692976
I stopped being so pent up about my appearence and embraced being a homo

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>>8692017
I'm probably not physiologically trans then

And having the experience of comparing the two hormones, I can defiantly say estrogen messed me up and put me in a world of nightmares and anxiety

And that coming back to T felt like coming home to an old friend, armouring me like a carapace, restoring me rather than breaking me down.

Must have been tricked by depression , being ashamed of being gay and mtfg confusing me to blame t for a fake trans feeling.

Glad it's gone regardless

Hey guys
I don't usually come here because I'm a strange half breed of sorts.
I am fine in the waking world but when I fall asleep I have a lot of sad upsetting dreams of me being dysphoric and sad I'm not a girl, sometimes being a girl.

But these feelings never follow me to the real world but are very intense in the dream world

>>8693124
Are there any studies for this? My dad was a fag basher, but was strangely understanding when I came out,even more alarmingly is that my mom straight up told me she wish was born as a gay male, bur she's a tumblr feminist so I assumed it wasnt genuine dysphoria.

>>8693356
I know that feel shit is pointless when you know you will always look male

>>8692976
until she relapses

>>8693363
https://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/text/happy/username/Amy/filter/text/

Ok my repression is failing. Can't think or care about anything else. Desire to an hero too great.

Is suicide objectively better than being a hon? I'm not being facetious I do think the two are very close.

>>8693704
I unfortunately am in the same situation right now. I think about killing myself daily and I really can't see myself being happy as is but I know chances of me being passable are low. I don't know if I should just transition but I feel like being an unpassable tranny could be worse than how I am now. Good luck anyways hope you can be happy.

>>8693704
>>8693717
try hrt and no social transition
bind your breasts

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>>8693665
Fucking disgusting

Glad I'm not that person anymore
Fucking freaks

>>8693763
>>8693670
Meant for

>>8693763
you are her, she is just back in her cage of denial and repression, wearing a night gown, head buried into her knees crying, her legs soft and smooth, long hair draping over them
she waited years for freedom, she tasted it and now she doesn't know when if ever she can be free again

spartan is more fucked in the head than any other tranny in this board

not even joking right now

I'm trying to repress but if i ever end up like him/her please just force me to transition or just kill me, dont let me end like him

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>>8693787
That appeal to emotion would work if I was still dosed on the weakness potion

Now I just laugh because of how stupid it sounds
There's no person in my head living in a cage, Ive evolved.

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>>8693789
In case you end up not a tranny and with a boyfriend and be a bit excessively memey on 4chan?

>>8693789
Honestly I'm a lot like Spartan I just keep it to myself. I'm BPD though so being crazy is to be expected.

>>8693369
Well, that's just weird.

>>8693801
no, in case i switch personas every week like a fucking schizo, going on pills and telling everyone how happy i am just to drop them next week and tell people how brave i am, and repeating the process for fucking year

i would rather become a fucking hon

>>8693798
if you have evolved why are you in the same place you were a year ago
why do you hang around not only repression gen but mtfg

you are so repressed you are deluded about even being repressed
it's just more of the same Amy

>>8693808
I destroyed mine. And it's coming close to a month now

>>8693824
Because I still browse 4chan when I'm bored

I won't waste time trying to convince you. Time will be my proof.

>>8693834
>>8693827
This is pretty much your last chance, the next time you change to female and then to male again nobody here will take you seriously anymore, you are fucking joke. Stay repressed or stay as Amy, I don't care, but don't expect any more pity from this place.

>>8693717

Thanks.

If I can pick your brains as you're in a similar position to myself, what is the main source of your distress? I feel like mine is more physical, I can never relax because I always feel constant physical discomfort ossiliating around my body. Gender roles, clothing e.t.c are all secondary to me. I feel like if there was just anyway to temper the physical symptoms I'd be ok, but there seemingly isn't.

>>8693834
>Time will be my proof.
said every hon ever

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>>8693842
>implying I need anyone's pity and this place is anything but a place of memes

Stop taking it so seriously

>>8693363
>depression , being ashamed of being gay
I get that, but why would you think you wanted to be a girl? did you want female social role or had body dysphoria?

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>>8693855
Kk

>>8693886
I dunno, just go with mental illness because it's gone now and that's what matters

>>8693787
>>8693789
Why the hell is it so difficult for you to accept you were wrong? Spartan is not a tranny, you memes him into transition, he realised that was a mistake and he managed to fix himself up. You may have had the best intentions but the fact is you made a mistake. If anything, Spartan's experience is proof that HRT might be dangerous since estrogen increases serotonin levels and that could cause addiction and the wrong belief that one is trans when, in fact, said person might just be depressed.

>>8693886
>did you want female social role or had body dysphoria?
different anon, both plus agp

>>8693827
>>8693834
I'm a bit over a month without dysphoria. Good luck Spartan.

>>8693899
shut up spartan, you are not fooling anyone

>>8693908
I'm not Spartan tho.

>>8693899
did you even read my post

that has nothing to do with spartan choosing to repress

>>8693904
are you 'cured' by betablockers and being happy to hit the gym again as well?

my own situation is uncertain because I have these periods of acute dysphoria and depression but then I just stop to care and think its not worth taking hrt at all

>>8693908

Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.

Spartan realised this, and also fought for a cure and found one that worked for him.

Bitterhons BTFO as always.

>>8693103
>neither one is real.
I think you misunderstood what I was saying.

>>8693927
I'm off my beta blockers are gyming 5 days a week and making gain

But they are there for flare ups if I ever need them again

It's nice to run on all natural

>>8693787
>trying to force someone back into transgenderism
Absolutely disgusting. You should be ashamed of yourself.

>>8693899
>Why the hell is it so difficult for you to accept you were wrong?
It's one of the core values of transgenderism.

>>8693937
Good on you spartan.
Bitterhons BTFO, repression kings always win.

START LIVING!

>>8693934
Nice try, we all know the real curegirl failed and killed herself.

>>8693944
Bullshit.
Also, I'm not a girl.
Spricially, the very first cureanon. "AGP-kun" left this board long ago due to bitterhons. As far as I know, they are alive. There are many cureanons by the way.

>>8693948
Specifically* spellings horrible lately.>>8693940
This. Transition doesn't work.

>>8693948
Pffft yeah sure

I'll call you fakecuregirl

>>8693958
So first it's I'm curehon, now a shitposter decides to call me fake. Nice try, bitterhon.
Back to /mtfg/ with your drivel.

>>8693824
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trust bitterhons!

>>8693961
Calm down fakecuregirl, I'm just fucking with you since you are so obsessed. You reply to every single bait, you are a miracle for shitposting.

>>8693789
Transition doesn't work.
Don't trap yourself.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits and correlation=causation bulslhit or low evidence studies don't count.

>>8693970
Oh it's baitposter. Opinion discarded.

>>8693971
Yeah but you keep replying, fakecuregirl.

By the way thanks for the 2 (Yous)

>>8693971
you too, now? read my post again, i have nothing against repressing, why do you keep misinterpreting my post, are you retarded?

see >>8693808

>>8693989
>please just force me to transition
Spartan is repressing successfully, unlike you bitterhon.

>>8693989
>successfully
>keeps coming going back and forth
how the fuck am i a bitterhon if i dont even pills

>>8694011
oh, i meant to reply to >>8693998

btw you are seriously so messed up in the head that you can't even read properly

>>8694011
You support the idea of transition even working.
Transition doesn't work, and has no long-term proven benefits.
You're against spartan, one of the strongest repressors on this board repressing even after HRT. Also they've been fine for over a month.

Piss off.

>>8693173
Anon that was talking to you before. Just wanted to say before I go that thank you for being willing to talk to me and discuss things without getting triggered about it like a lot of people do. Stay safe anon.

>>8694023
what benefits are there to being a suicidally depressed barely functional person? if i could pass i would transition