Trans activists make a difference in your life.
old >>8656651
>worked at if for years
>achieved girlmode
didn't fix anything, just made me more anxious
so I've given up the thought that I'm trans
the CURE is to accept you can't be a something you are not - a cis girl,
and move on w life
>>8696553
>the CURE is to accept you can't be a something you are not - a cis girl,
>and move on w life
That's strange, I've literally never heard of a single person who thought achieving girlmode meant they were cis BUT you.
Would people really go and lie on the internet?
>>8696553
I think I would be happy if I could pass. I know I will never be a girl but being passable I think would be good enough.
>>8696580
She means we transition in an attempt to become as close to a cis girl as we can because we want to be a cis girl instead of accepting it's an impossible goal and an imitation of it is just an imitation.
>>8696580
where did i say that having girlmode = cis
you're connecting dots that dont exist
for all you know i could have been a hon in girlmode, i didn't even say whether or not i passed
>>8696644
fair summary, but I'm a guy who thought he was trans
>>8696553
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.
>>8696804
It worked for me tho.
>>8696699
And yet, you keep posting here.
you ppl should check the passgen, don't stress and don't be negative about a future you don't know
>>8698242
Oh no im not falling for that old gag
>>8696205
What the hell
Why are trannies in the op pic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EesYp_XFXQ
>when the hammer came smashing down, no one expected it to happen so fast
>his restraint was his reward, all that years of being closeted
>when they came for the lesbians, gays and trannies
>they did not come for him, because he disiplined himself to repress
>he was the one kicking in doors
>and he prospered, he was elevated above ours, the strong arm of the New state
>successfully infiltrated into normality, now free to exude his inner self hate outwardly on ours
>he was free
What is repgens opinions on diapey whipeys?
STOP FAPPING
START WEARING DIAPERS!
THERES PLENTY OF LONG TERM BENEFITS OF PUTTING ON SOME LUV N BUBS
>>>/pol/136715876
>>8698147
>not trans
i'm in the right place
>>8699175
>that first fucking post
Jesus christ how brutal
to pass through to the afterlife
all repressors must fight their repressed woman inside them, now given corporeal form and the manifestation of a lifetime of pain, spite, resentment, hatred denial and hurt.
would you win? if she wins, you are reincarnated and have to master repression all over again.
>>8699722
i got this
>>8699722
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNkQMtZAMAw
do your pushups boys
Feel too many to ever pass. Trying to repress, but still took the cypro and e. I'm gonna end up a hon. :(
>>8699722
Piece of cake.
mfw spartan CURES himself and i'm stuck here forever
>tfw erections and desire to masturbate is back
>have to restrain because gains and testosterone
good to know i didnt break my male sex drive.
>>8700291
>>8700291
kek spartan will be off the beta blockers and back on estrogen before winter heh.
>>8700312
no i wont!
>>8700315
okay Amy :) I believe in you, I'm just trying to push you away from that shit, don't hon yourself
>>8700319
being a massive homo will balance it out
fuck me i hate that i have to wait weeks before i can suck my boyfriends big meaty cock
remember to fight parrotmon
>>8701171
REAL MEN ARE COMING
>>8701218
>REAL MEN
>pictures of 'action heroes', each and every one of them a fake-strong man acting fake-tough while wearing makeup
Sure thing, bae.
>>8701283
Just kiss me already you hunk
Don't look guys
>>8701476
>>8701484
>>8701486
I WANT MY BOYFIREND
MAKE THE HURT IMAGES GO AWAY
FUCKING NIGHTMARE FUEL
Repression is the only way
>>8701516
so are you going to detransition and go back to being a girl?
Fucking hell my willy hurts
>>8701526
If I could look as decent as that I would transition lol
>>8701805
passing in photos is mostly angles and lighting
>>8701825
the fat composition on his body is extremely fem. easy pass, clearly you're a bitter hon.
>>8701805
>>8701915
>being this easily fooled by angles
Sad!
So I've been thinking about suicide almost all day lately but I know if I transitioned I would be a hon. I don't even know if I would feel better. Life sucks.
Just finished a back and bicep workout
>arm veins coming back in
>above 90kg on major lat pull exercises
>3 segmented arm of delt, tricep and bicep has reformed and pumped back up
>making other men look like little boys
HRT: 0
Me: infinity
>>8702086
There is perma boymode, which I'd recommend trying out before killing yourself.
>>8696205
Is that the lady who developed m2f voice training?
>>8703222
>arm veins coming back in
how did you lose them in the first place?
Can you fellow repressors explain your dysphoria to me? I think I've been experiencing physical dysphoria for the last 6 months but I'm not sure if it is actuallly dysphoria or if I've just meme'd myself because I rarely find my symptoms listed anymore amongst trannies.
It's mostly my shoulders feeling heavy and achey all the time. I thought this was dysphoria because they are broad but maybe it's just muscle ache as a result of anxiety? I also have this constant weird empty comfortable feeling around between my ass and balls which I thought was a phantom vagina but again I can't find anyone describe a similar thing so maybe I'm just imaging this shit.
If I could get rid of these two things I would actually be able to feel okay. I'm so fucking confused.
>>8704019
a very short time on hrt depowered me, was doing nothing but cardio.
>>8696205
I think maybe I will become a chaser so I can live vicariously though my girlfriend. It might not work though idk if it would make my dysphoria worse.
>>8704088
girls make me malfunction
>>8704107
Yeah I'm afraid of what could happen. But hey if it works and I can live through them it would solve most of my problems.
Stay strong bros
>>8704088
Gee, I don't know. Let's compare some similar situations.
>Tranny repressor living with 24/7 female clothes,. hips, breasts, body, smell, and items in the immediate, unguarded vicinity.
>Alcohol repressor living in a bar, working in the bar, serving liquor in the bar. He's just going to 'live vicariously through them'.
>Methhead repressor working at a methodone clinic, passing out methadone to drug dealers and junkies. He's going to live his meth addiction vicariously through them.
>Kleptomania repressor, working sale commission from a truck with all product on board and no immediate supervision. He's going to live vicariously through his customers' acquisition of things that didn't previously belong to them.
Yeah...after thinking about it, I'm not so sure it's a good idea.
>>8704134
>gay republican repressor, fucks guys in bathrooms secretly
Ha see you can repress some things with sex
i posted it in the femgen but i guess it belongs here too
been trying to repress it for years, it's been going pretty ok but today i decided to try out faceapp
big mistake
;_;
>>8704063
but then you wouldn't get fat to hide veins?
I really hate my super visible veins highlighted by very low bodyfat
>>8704134
I honestly don't know what else to try.
>>8704118
you should write a detransition story and send to Blanchard
>>8704210
he looked ok in the bottom left and he didn't look as dead inside either
>>8704198
HRT shrinks muscle, or in my case, depleted my glycogen which is what gives muscle their pump
i like mine, they symbolise power.
>>8704115
we're supposed to admire and want fems, not BE them
>>8704218
ikr, terfs totally memed him into detransition
So what's the story behind Faye?
>>8704218
>bottom left
??
>>8704297
you know girls are typically mixing right and left - female brain
>>8704270
most people seem to quit, i wonder what are the percentages of people that live fulltime for at least 5years+
>>8704333
>girls R dumb
Is that why they can't get hired at Google?
>>8704357
thats why google is developing AI-driven cars so girls dont have to sweat about pressing the wrong pedal anymore
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICgtkGN0QHQ
>>8704088
How could you resist the temptation to swipe a few of her titty skittles?
>>8704282
I'm jus ya boy addicted to estrogen
>>8704476
also penis
>>8704476
How did it come to this? How did you get memed into transitioning and why are you quitting?
>>8704496
>falling for the faye detransition meme
>>8704390
Can they drive in snow?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_T62FbUoKy0
>>8704508
>hogbody
>pretty, fem
kek
Kek kek kek kek
>>8704555
Honestly that shit is definitely good enough. If I looked like that I would be fine.
I thought this was a safe space for repression ._.
>>8704729
but you are such a tease
>>8704740
N...no
>>8704333
I thought mixing up left and right, east and west, etc was a tranny thing, not a girl thing?
>>8704931
>So she is not really detransing?
nope, she was hilariously boymoding at her job with her high pitched voice and obvious boobs and everyone just assumed she was a girl anyway
>>8704985
shes so lucky
i wish i didnt have to repress
>>8705032
fucking same
>>8705100
ive always been ugly and male since even in childhood
never had a single moment or hope of being feminine
>>8705100
i wouldn't pass or at least it's a 1 in a million chance i would pass. that aside it could get me kicked out of where i live. being a homeless unpassable tranny is probably worse than where i am now. why did i repress though? dysphoria wasn't nearly as bad when i probably had a chance and over the years it got a lot worse. if i could have the level of dysphoria i had at 16 or 17 i would be able to cope easily.
>tfw just sticky taped my headphones for the third time because the plastic headband snapped in a different place
http://www.ign.com/boards/threads/my-friend-has-a-really-big-head-and-his-headphones-keep-breaking-what-do.454670337/
MALE SKULL
>>8705301
>dysphoria wasn't nearly as bad when i probably had a chance and over the years it got a lot worse.
I see this story a lot...
>>8703222
i smell bullshit on those numbers. Only 3 possibilities. Shit form, roiding, or lying out your ass. i'm gonna go with option 3. but grats on getting a nice pump.
>>8699175
>>8705312
no roids.
but i have excellent hypertrophy genetics, and it was for 6 slow controlled reps
>>8704788
its anecdote about absent minded females but as all jokes it has some basis in reality
>>8704985
Jaye' voice is still manly af
>>8705382
Yeah could you imagine
https://clyp.it/kd4ru3yo
http://www.gendertree.com/Building%20Your%20Own%20Prison.htm
This makes me sad
>>8705500
It is probable that there are some individuals who remain reasonably content with secret feelings of transgender for their entire life. We have no way of knowing, because these individuals are not available to be counted. They do not attend transgender support groups or conferences. They do not show up in a therapist's office, requesting help. They remain hidden in plain sight. There is no reason for them to reveal themselves and they may have many personal reasons to remain closeted. We can only speculate that such individuals do exist. The ones we do know about are the ones who either have become exhausted from the expenditure of emotional energy required to maintain the closet, or who have reached a point in life where the closet no longer looks as attractive as it once did.
>>8705518
when I feel good (ie not suicidally depressed) and have social life I really dont care, still hate my reflection but eh life is not that bad and I can distract myself with other things
>>8705297
This.
>>8705518
But with anonymity they can post online about their secret feelings without leaving the closet or risking telling a therapist or anyone they know. They can be secret parts of trans spaces online and can be open about who they are.
Then again there will perhaps still be many who aren't dysphoric enough to realize their feelings are trans feelings, or even don't feel dysphoric at all, if you consider people who don't to count as trans.
>>8705382
>Jaye' voice is still manly af
thats because she was dumb and talked like a week after the surgery
Maybe i can just fix my mpb grow a man bun and be content with crossdressing.
>>8706193
they had voice surgery? I remember a really manly voice posted a ~year ago
>>8706219
yes she had vocal surgery, she cant boyvoice anymore unless she really strains herself
she is kind of inbetween but more highpitched than anything
>>8704985
>>8705005
>boy implying young age
>lucky
none applicable to this nut job
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEO3RzH9Ht4
What would you do if this was the future? And makes were hunted down to be feminised and be mindwiped into fully socialised girls ?
>>8708263
Zap me with the girl gun pls.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=er416Ad3R1g
>"Where are we going?"
>"im going to kill you"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjif2ecFzYc
Repgen Philosophy in a single song
>>8709054
Weak.
i really feel ive been 3 different people over the past year
I'm throwing away the cypro and e before I get gyno. I'm a Chad build and got my bf down to ab territory. I can't throw away my body for my mental illness. I'll just have to gym more to block out the feels.
>>8710048
Hello brother
>Masturbate in bed
>flip over covers
I fucking love jerking off
Do not fuck up.
>>8710119
>she doesn't wear a diaper
>>8696553
This unironically reads like TERF shilling to try and get trans people to kill themselves or at least live in despair.
>>8712588
So what? We're not trannies, we're men.
>>8712732
This
I want to be a girl ;_;
>>8712743
Then find a man who makes you feel like one
All the while avoiding the judgement of the world
That's what I did
>>8712746
tell us how he makes you feel the most girly!
>>8712741
Spartan? If so, how's life treating you?
>>8712804
There's two bitches hoggging the bench and it's fucking chest day for me
Raging
>>8712840
Ah it's good
They fucked off after I pressured one of them how many sets they had left
Fucking noobs
>>8712771
Oh you know, the way he holds me, calls me cute pet names and always takes the dominant masculine role sexually and getting the be the little spoon, have him pin me down and kiss me.
It's a huge relief for me
>>8713201
I really admire you. I'd like somebody like that, but who encourages me to crossdress too and makes me his housewife.
>>8713219
That would probably look quite silly with my masculine build, but he does say he wants me to wear cute gay underwear lol
That's the thing, I get a nice mix of both. In private and when in public we can enjoy good food and drink together as guys
>>8713231
Just underwear and leggings or a skirt would be fine.
I like the getting to be a guy in public too, but I still think I'd be feminine even presenting male. Or maybe that's just normal gay bottom.
>>8713243
Of it helps you it it helps you
Lots of gay guys don't mind that
>>8713219
start cd'ing because it takes practice to get gud and it can help relax you
tfw all the SJWs say you have to put pronouns in your Twitter or you're not a good ally but too deeply repressed to put anything but he/him
Requiring "men" to put explicit he/him in their profile is violence against repressed and closeted trans women
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7TIgh8abU4
believe
>>8713735
> Twitter activism
>pronouns
come on
and if anything be a girl online but for yourself not for leftie points
DOES repgen like diapersOWO
>>8714949
>>8715049
This.
>too masculine too be a (woman)
>too feminine to be a real man
>already in mid 20s
why do I even exist
>>8715049
but guys in diapsAre cute!!!!!
>tfw reps for reps
>>8715207
You can be a normal gay guy
>>8715235
is thiswhat the average repgen poster look like
>>8715240
that femanlet' hairline is about as bad as mine
but thats the only similarity
>>8715240
No because we aren't poisoned with hrt
>>8714608
>and if anything be a girl online but for yourself not for leftie points
I would but I don't have the energy for an alt, and my main is under a name that's theoretically doxable and that my parents know
>>8715357
>>8715388
Kek
>>8699063
I've never thought I'd see myself praying for a fellow abdl to killl himself but you are cancer to the community.
>>8699175
It saddens me to see how far humanity has fallen with the invention of the internet.
>>8710048
Oooooor.... Bica+ Ralox
Femboy with abs sound good?
>>8696580
Some people don't want second best.
Being a tranny will only ever get you second place, if any.
Better to have a goal you can bet number one at.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjkBPSzK3nc
>>8716866
ME Tal illnes
>>8716899
morning Amy :)
>>8716905
Don't call me that
>>8716908
but thats your name, you chose it and all of /mtfg/ know you as it :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0kg80jAtI8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvdT4wFh0tQ
>>8716913
-_-
>>8716953
I'm not
There just trying to suck me back in
>>8716953
of course she will, the house of self delusion she has constructed will crash down
she is still dysphoric, she is just denying she is
>>8716969
>>8716993
just dont want you (or any of the other sad girls here) to make the wrong decision
>>8717013
>go help your fellow trannies
I am
>>8717001
THEn why are you advertising it
>>8717019
we r not trannies m8
>>8716969
But I've also cured myself. I think we (Spartan and I) are onto something.
>be in kitchen
>hear insect buzzing
>oh no what if it's a wasp
>can't see anything
>sounds like it's right next to me
>still can't see anything
>maybe it's a big one outside the window
>don't know for sure
>Gonna be paranoid for hours
>>8717411
don't be a girl, you punch that wasp right out of the air
show it who is the alpha
>>8717411
you are fucking crazy lmao
take your pimozide
>>8717041
Yes we are.
>>8716993
So what you're suggesting is that you're a strong, capable man like this individual in makeup deflecting the non-actual strikes of another individual in makeup (aka choreography)?
Well, whatever works for rolemodels for you manly men, I suppose...
>>8717447
do you need a man to protect you
I know you girls don't like bugs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1NDxHKD6qA
the panic has begun, Nuclear war is here.
the process is locked in, the world powers are war.
your have maybe an hour at most before you die. what do you do?
>>8717556
Rape as many hot women as I can find. Even better if they are lesbians, I hate them.
>>8717594
>Even better if they are lesbians, I hate them.
why?
>>8717556
stop the nukes
>>8717660
IDK, I fucking hate them.
>>8717855
Also, teenagers. Those fucking vapid bimbo whores texting with their shitty phones 24/7, I want them dead and I want them to suffer.
>tfw I envy passing trannies
I've hit a new low /repgen/.
>>8718571
>she's only just hit that point
>>8717556
miracle mile is a good movie btw
I've lost my way repgen, I want the skittles.
>>8718816
take the skittles then
>>8718825
No, I won't. I'm a man.
>>8718876
you have to keep repeating to yourself in the pillow every night
>>8718816
>>8718876
Everyday I get more miserable and hate my body even more and just knowing that there is nothing I can do to feel even the slightest bit better is killing me.
>>8718912
>Dr Pavel, I'm Hitler
>>8718916
you know what you can do
you just choose not to
you can only blame the cancer patient who chooses to go with "holistic medicine" over chemotherapy for eventually dying
>>8718935
I was never given a choice, I'm fucked regardess.
Does anyone else not have any visual problem with their male body? I look in the mirror and I think I look kind of hot and acknowledge tbe man staring back at me is me. But then I feel like physical shit all of the time. Doesn't make any sense.
>>8718664
>implying I've JUST hit that point
huehuehue
>>8718935
>you can only blame the cancer patient who chooses to go with "holistic medicine" over chemotherapy for eventually dying
Perfect way to sum up why Steve Jobs was the ultimate potato.
Is Spartan back on HRT yet? ;)
>>8719094
No, he isn't and he never will because he is a man. Stop trying to meme him into HRT again.
>>8719089
it makes me smile seeing him like this
>>8719100
Amy isn't a very masculine name, now, is it?
She is only ruining herself :(
She would be such a cute girl too...
>>8719094
is this maki?
>>8719113
Does Steve Jobs is trans?
>>8719128
He's not ruining himself, he's a man and his name is Spartan. Got it memorized?
Repgen is insane. I don't see how you can maintain this energy of "NO! I'M A MANLY MAN! I don't want to be a girl!" for forever. Eventually you have a weak moment. You feel tired and lethargic and can't push your problems away. You need to know when you're weak your problems aren't really problems.
The guy being the girly one in a gay relationship probably has the most stable resolution to his disorder here.
>>8719191
Amy is just in denial, she just needs some help, that's all.
Spartan isn't real.
>>8719094
>>8719128
never
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvdT4wFh0tQ
>>8719265
my muscles seem pretty fucking real
>>8719320
>she
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckNRWKgtMmE
>>8717594
this is why mtfs are toxic to the women's movement
>>8719543
>implying I'm an MtF
This is why you should fucking neck yourself you fucking TERF, go fuck some of your landwhales at /clg/ you stupid fucking dyke.
>>8719543
>implying the women's movement is a good thing
>>8719543
we aren't mtfs and we want to hurt the woman's movement and the transwoman movement
As men theres nothing hypocritical about engaging in such a Behaviour
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0xoKiH8JJM
It's working
>>8719744
which is exactly why i can't be one
My psychopathy is back.
I like.
>trying to look androgynous to my best efforts
>come home to parents friends after work
>"cool hair"
>"you look just like your dad"
>"very, very handsome"
>I'm only 21 and look like a 60 year old man
want to kill myself rn
Keep on repressing and kill the bitches.
>when you burn 885 calories in a workout on nothing but a 88 cal slice of toast for breakfast and reach a new tricep dip record
>>8722433
Can't wait until Amy is back desu.
>>8722456
Broke her neck lol
Only time she even half exists is with my boyfriend
>>8722611
Destroy everything that remains of her.
>>8723024
It's not even really
It's just male submissiveness
>>8722433
>when you believe the counting calories meme instead of eating a healthy diet and developing superior strength
>>8723055
My strength goes up and I look more toned on it
It's good for conditioning
I eat healthy stuff I just count that too
>>8723035
So what does /repgen/ think of the MtM thread?
Does /repgen/ have a girlfriend to live vicariously through? If not, why not?
>>8724032
>not getting a boyfriend to simulate heterosexuality with
>>8724032
Just going to guy who traps
>>8724079
Difference between regular gay and chaser?
>>8724103
>Difference between regular gay and chaser?
but i'm neither
>>8724079
this
ahhh he melts my heart :3
>on nofap
>gay thoughts get worse
>times where I just rip my clothes and edge thinking a cute guy is having sex with me
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO GET ME A GF!?
tfw you have a well paid job right out of college, hot gf, and are a relatively attractive dude yet still constantly think about transitioning as the only way to live a fulfilling life.
all these years of repression and it never ends
>>8724537
Wait until your T drops at 41, 42.
You ain't seen nothin' yet.
>>8724616
am i destined to be fucked up the rest of my life
One thing that makes me proud is how many of us repressors manage to get laid with girls in a regular basis (myself included)despite fucking hating our own bodies whilst cis incel losers can only dream of seeing a pussy. We are kind of a master race really.
>>8724616
holy shit
>>8724616
I'm 24 and have really bad dysphoria but I would be unpassable if I transitioned. Is there a worse fate?
>>8725332
I'm sorry man. If it gets worse, you can always take HRT+SERMs and permaboymode. If you're trans the HRT should make you feel better in and off itself.