Purity Edition
•Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>8147251
nim thread
cute thred
>>8149104
qt elephant
Boop
So are you all still transbians here, or can I finally make one of you into my gf?
>>8149111
I am straight and married. Sorry. :(
>>8149094
It would be nice to try out my German, even though it is very bad.
>>8149099
The Eternal Cunt
Still, travel in general from Aus is expensive af. I've never even set foot off this cuntinent.
>>8149103
dang you nimi
>>8149108
thanx
>>8149111
i'm not a transbian i just have high standards
>>8149111
Give me the bf!!!
>>8149116
never try to take a thread away from me again
>>8149098
>>8149107
Is this what testosterone does to people?
>>8149111
Hi, I'm not a transgirl but wanna be my bf. Let's ditch the icky girls and go be gay, thanks
love, random dude
>>8149112
Oh ok
With this place you just never know
>>8149116
The cute bats are back!
>>8149122
That's hella gay, bruh
>>8149111
I'm not cute but I could be your gf(bf)
>>8149121
LCOHOL DUMB FUCK WHY ARE YOU SO DUMB
>>8149126
boys are superior. don't you want someone not-crazy
>>8149116
What exactly are your "high standards"?
>>8149117
Literally been here all long (actually not been here in a few months), mtfg is too busy lessing out with each other to notice.
>>8149122
If you're a cute femboy, sure lets go for it.
>>8149128
From what I remember before, weren't you a little *too* off the rails.
Although I would dearly love a girlfriend(male)
>>8149129
What even makes some people angry drunks
I just get really happy at first and then sad later
Are they repressing their feelings while sober or something
>>8149120
b-but a cute thread is a nim thread by transitive property
>>8149131
>t rage
>reckless
>myopic
>not crazy
>>8149129
Why do you flail impotently at your keyboard like that?
>>8149123
naw they were cancer lmao. I didnt think drake was so bad. Only thing annoying was he was on when i wake up and after im finished with my day he was still posting. Beanboy was pure unfiltered cancer.
drakes a predatory pedophile
beans probably dead/without a phone
cnt is violet(unconfirmed?)
pandora lacks cognitive function and cums on his feet for us
this place is wild
>>8149150
don't missgender
should I take a nap, I feel like I'm going to pass out before electro even starts
>>8149134
kind, compassionate, and caring
confidence in their own thoughts and opinions, not prone to groupthink/labels/following the crowd
creative and iconoclastic
not hairy
ecologically conscious, enjoys nature
maintains health and fitness without being obsessive
>>8149148
figuratively of course, i'm not that superficial or hypocritical
>>8149150
Wild makes things more interesting and unpredictable :)
>>8149134
I'm not that crazy
I get episodes of depression every once in a while but I'm a-ok when there's not a lot of stress
>>8149142
If drake liked someone he wouldn't bother them
If he hatred them he'd shitpost constantly about them (faye, grace, etc.)
>>8149150
Don't be mean to pandora
>>8149156
Don't take a nap! What if you miss your appointment? :(
>>8149163
it's not for awhile...
>>8149165
Oh, then take a nap then! Make sure you set your alarm so you get up in time :)
>>8149148
>regular guy
Gross, I need someone smol & fem to make mine.
I mean you are on mtfg, so maybe you have some potential and I can bully you into becoming a hairless girl for me.
>>8149157
Well that is an impressive list, are you ever going to find someone to match it, let alone someone who matches it and will date you?
What do you have to offer in return?
>>8149159
iirc you went nuts and posted yourself naked asking everyone to call you a guy and trying to get yourself banned, that was you right?
>>8149159
>Don't be mean to pandora
Wow, never thought I would see people be nice to bHERch.
>>8149174
Wew I would never post myself naked, nobody needs to see that
Might've been pandora, she used to use Amber as a trip. Or it might've been Kayla, idk
>>8149175
She's p nice
Does /mtfg/ wear glasses? Do you think they make you look better or worse?
>>8149168
I will then
>>8149185
Perfect vision master race reporting in
Eye prison plebs need not reply
>>8149185
yes, they kinda hide my brow a bit which is nice
i feel like a qt lately.
are guys feigning ignorance or something?
they must be thinking,
"hey, let's be really sweet to this dr. tran. that'll make her day"
>>8149186
nini :)
>>8149185
Glasses sometimes, contacts the rest of the time.
I think I look like a dork in glasses
>>8149185
I like glasses :D I think they are a cute fashion accessory + good for seeing!
>>8149174
i'm rly good at eating cheetos and watching tv on the couch all day
hate random groups of people for being different
prefer the latest in mall brands & meme fashion
i drive a truck everywhere & i had my mobility scooter converted to 2-stroke because fuck the environment
i'm a total catch, if u cain't handle me at my worst you don't deserve my wurst
>>8149185
i got laser eye surgery+am really happy
>>8149189
Are you full time?
>>8149185
I have some for doing stuff on the computer at home bc staring at screens too long without em fucks my eyes up
>>8149192
How can you wear contacts? Touching your eyes, yeech.
Also dorks are cute.
>>8149195
ikr
>>8149199
Did it go well?
>>8149203
My eyes get fugged up when playing on my phone for too long.
im so depressed.
Im poor and ugly and dumv and nearly retarded.
I think someones stealing from my bank account or something bur i could juat be really irresponsible my lifes a mess.
>>8149189
Yeah... some old man patted me on the head the other day... was creepy and weird
I don't even know if they know they do it :/
>>8149209
You are in good company :)
>>8149206
i mean if im happy with it then...
>>8149174
I'm already hairless, but I'm not going to be a girl. I'm small in height, but pretty damn fit. I'm here for /mtfg/ because I accidentally got embroiled in drama a week ago by coincidence, so I'm checking this place out for fun.
>>8149199
How much was laser eye surgery? Was it painful?
>>8149209
It's okay, things will get better as long as you try! Try to pay attention to your purchases and remember where your cash is going.
>>8149222
2k and no not at all
>>8149206
You get used to it pretty fast. Mind over matter.
Also, I'm not the cute kind of dorky, plus my thick rims tend to hide my makeup
>>8149226
>i'm not the cute kind of dorky
lol what yes you are
>>8149220
Maybe I am confused xD What are you talking about lol?
i think its wearing off thank god never again alcohol is a shit tier drug
>>8149234
i'm talking about men hitting on me & soliciting sex from me, the latest one not caring when i tell him that i have peen
>friend that I flirt with tells me that I have an unshakable manhood and that I'm more secure
>says she always attracts subby men and glad I'm not like that
s..ee
No even estrogen and breasts can shake me
Excuse me, It was suggested I come here to ask.
Where do I find an autistic gf?
>>8149243
IKTF no-one has noticed anything different about my appearance
>>8149242
das nice to be hit on :o Makes you feel attractive.
>>8149229
They are easier and I will wear them when I'm lazy.
I don't have an option thought I need some vision correction I'm blind as a bat without it
>>8149231
Guys don't like my look tho ;_;
>>8149244
You're in the right place
>>8149232
Haha, that's what I'm doing as well. I'm working hard on becoming financially free.
You can do it! Focus more on doing it for yourself and the bf/gf will come.
>>8149248
yea :3
>>8149250
if you're asexual, then why are you hitting on us?
>>8149247
If they see you every day they won't
But like I thought that was true and then one of my classes started using a female pronoun last year and then admitted that everyone could tell
>>8149251
aww, that'll probs be me in the future tho :c
>>8149242
overtly just come up to you on the street and are like hey man wanna fuck?"
>"if you won't seek help please stop talking to me. i don't want to be dragged into your sadness"
>>8149262
that's a reasonable step to take for one's own sanity
>>8149262
Rude :(
>>8149258
Hmm could be true. The youth worker at my trans support group swears I look like a woman even though I show up in a baggy hoodie and a bald head.
>>8149251
that's ok, girls do :3
>>8149262
Saying that does make them an asshole, but unfortunately for everyone it is usually the best course of action.
No-one wins, but no-one ever could.
>>8149261
no, he asked if he could be my friend that night, & said that he needed a lady friend.
i simply read between the lines
I miss my cat
>>8149262
that's the right thing to do though
>>8149262
Someone did something similar to me once and I faked my own suicide for them.
If there is no easy way out for me, there shouldn't be for anyone else.
>tgfw green light for a sleepover
Do people here see me as someone with truly unflappable sense of masculinity?
>>8149282
THIS WASN'T ME
>>8149283
Yay! :)
>>8149272
But I don't want a gf..
>>8149279
>Well is anyone here actually single though?
Lolll
>>8149281
I'd be okay with being dependent on glasses desu, laser seems scary.
>>8149273
this really
there is no reasonable way to respond to someone being beyond help
>>8149291
I'm still confused why don't you want to have sex with us
Maybe you should try a different card
im so scared...
maybe ill transitiom to date a chaser with no standards who has money .__.
>>8149262
really now
>The guy who bombed the German football team did it to drop their share price in order to make millions
Why don't they do crime like this anymore?
>>8149293
the collective cries of a million lesbians echo through the universe as you make this post
>tfw you see a cis girl taller than you
>>8149303
Das not a good dream to have :( We want people that love you for your own uniqueness
>>8149297
Idk I think I can live with being dependent on vision correction but I can't justify wearing contacts when I'm doing chemistry, it's too dangerous ;_;
And I want the glassesless look so..
>>8149262
i basically got this recently
>>8149282
i'm going to go one step further to this plan
i don't see why i should be kept alive purely for the satisfaction of others
it's unfortunate timing really
i was secretly planning on killing myself anyway, a friend just so happened to say this
at least i won't feel bad for her now
>>8149310
Hey not everyone here is lesbian, can you please not assume my orientation you bigot?
Sorry I fetishize traps and mtf for their feminine features + penis and not them as individuals.
>>8149311
>I can live with being dependent on vision correction
You can't do anything else on your own, why would vision be any different?
>>8149316
i was just following what ace said
>>8149318
Thank you for apologizing :)
>>8149299
Lame
>>8149302
I do want to have sex with you all...wait, I'm not a man whore, but you get the point.
You're right, Ace wasn't working, King felt a little too egotistical, this is better.
>>8149310
I'm hoping someone here is a straight girl(male)
>>8149316
We got a straight one, it's like a fucking unicorn or something here.
>>8149318
could you fetishize someone who looks just about as faggy as possible without actually looking female at all
>>8149306
It's not that I don't feel any sort of attraction towards girls
I think I might..
I just don't want to
I'm gonna bleed in the club, I got weed in my lungs
I don't need any love, I can't feel when i'm drunk
I can't breathe, I can't trust, I cannot get enough
Watch my dreams getting crushed, turn my dreams into dust
>>8149304
wew thats a good meme to be honest with you
>>8149327
well, i'm still confused about my orientation
>>8149311
>but I can't justify wearing contacts when I'm doing chemistry
Well yeah, that's a given
>And I want the glassesless look so..
But glasses make girls cute tho
>>8149327
Where do you live Mr. Jack?
>>8149282
thats really a very manipulative thing for you to do anon
>>8149337
They do make you look very cute! It's the honest trooof :D
stop breaking into song paul you're just breaking the pacing of the show!
I have blood tests in a few hours to start hormones. I've been doing the 12 hours of fasting and only having water. I normally smoke but haven't so far.
If i break and need a cigarette will the smoking affect the results?
hi friends
how are you today
>>8149349
hi grace! :D Thank you for gracing us with your presents today!
Alright, so I think the honeymoon phase is over.
It's been 6 months and I can already tell that I'm not going to pass. Unfortunately I have pretty strong facial features even though I'm fairly young and I'm tall so I couldn't get away with being a manly-looking anyway based on my height.
I think it's a little condescending when people who had weak pubertys and are fairly short try to tell people like me that's it's going to be okay. I don't think it's the ethical thing to do either.
Some people just don't have the facial features to pass, and I've come to the conclusion that I am one of those people. That being said, I hold no spite towards people who do have the aesthetic to pass. If I know that it isn't their fault I don't.
My hair is past my shoulders, but I'm getting it cut into a buzz cut today. I think that should straighten me out a bit. I also had a rat's nest with whispy bangs because I'm losing my hair anyway so my look now isn't exactly flattering me.
I'm going to look into joining the army. I think it could help me man-up and the sign-up bonus will cover the costs of all the money I wasted on hormones. Maybe they'll be able to teach me to be that manly-man everyone seems to want me to be.
I sincerely hope that things work out the way you want them too. I'm gonna try to stay away from here the best I can, staying would just increase my feelings to want to transition.
Sorry for the blogpost. See ya /mtfg/, it's been interesting.
>>8149330
same
i can't imagine how being with a girl wouldn't be super dysphoric and uncomfortable
but some girls are cute
>>8149347
yes, especially if yoy have a sudden spike of droogs in your blood.
btw, quitting when you start hormones is a very good idea
>>8149282
>>8149312
It can be really hard, but if you leave them be as they request, then you gain the moral high-ground.
You are a better person than they are. You are looking out for their interests much more than they are looking out for yours.
I speak from experience as this happened to me a while ago.
For the record, I did end up seeking the help. Still don't plan on repairing that burnt bridge though.
>>8149353
See ya and best wishes for your life :)
>>8149353
As a former Marine who joined to try to "straighten up and man up" as you put it. I can tell you it's not going to work. You're turning your dyshporia repression from a safety closet into a prison.
You'll never change if you're truly dyshporic.
>>8149368
That isn't very descriptive. What state, if not US what country?
>>8149353
good luck anon
if transition is something you'd really really like to do I don't think you should give up yet personally, although I understand what you're saying about strong facial features and height...the way you wrote it, it seems like you don't want to be a "manly-man" so idk if joining the army will somehow instill this desire in you
either way though good luck
>>8149367
>Nobody does anything alone what are you even on about
I'm about a 50:50 (or should I say 20:20?) ratio for being able to do things on my own and depending on others.
Left to my own devices, for example, I could read a sign or get a job in the field in which I got my undergraduate degree.
>tfw this is a real tweet
ok here i go
>it's a chaser episode
>>8149341
I occasionally feel guilty in hindsight, but the way I look at it is the damage is already done.
>>8149352
You're welcome!
How are you?
>>8149368
Who are you?
>>8149377
no reason to feel guilty just change your actions going forward
its a very controlling and selfish thing to do isn't it?
>>8149374
shit, someone here needs to make porn of zabivaka XD
>>8149363
i don't think a happy face is appropriate for that post
>>8149384
ngl I have some kinda weird kinks but furries just confuse me
if you draw it like a human, whats the point in making it look vaguely like a dog, with like furr and a snout? idgi
I can push my boobs together to give myself cleavage now!
exciting times
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2017/04/20/cyanide-suicide-oxford-academic-revealed-transgender/
anyone we knew?
>>8149390
idk.
i just wanna see the russian government cry about loding a mascot to controversy to be quite desu
>>8149382
I don't know if I'd do it again.
The way I look at it, one of us was going to be the selfish one.
I just ensured that it was me.
>>8149331
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAOjPsvE8mc
>>8149372
Are you a business owner? Then no, you did not get a job on your own.
How deluded do you have to be to think people actually function on their own we're socially interdependent.
>>8149389
People will decide what to do with their life regardless of how I feel about it. I am genuinely sad that it had to come to that conclusion but I am trying to be happy for them on their own journey through life. :(
>>8149353
This sounds like a Nim post
This better not be a Nim post
>>8149395
Very sad story :(
>>8149305
>First they thought it was a Muslim
>Then they thought it was antifa
>Then they thought it was a neo nazi
>It turns out it was an idiot with a get rich quick plan.
>>8149397
I sorta can see where you are coming from.
If you had left them be though, you could've been the one that deserved sympathy.
You gave them the moral high-ground.
>>8149397
>one of us was going to be the selfish one.
its not selfish to not want to be dragged down by someone else's unending negativity, especially when they've probably tried many times to make you feel better to no avail
its actually a very logical and understanding thing for them to do, at some point it makes sense to distance yourself from the person even if you really care about them
>>8149401
they don't seem to be doing it out of happiness
>>8149307
That's a good feel
>>8149381
being up in the morning is a good thing!
>>8149406
Can't say I recall!
I have a gf that wants to do just that, anyway
>>8149405
I didn't want to say it, a lot of the elements do fit though
that was also how nim spaced out the anon posts about buying a gun..
>>8149400
I didn't say that I was entirely self sufficient. Even a business owner relies on others (as much as they will claim otherwise).
I was just pointing out that I am sufficiently independent. No less than the mean of the population.
>>8149414
I didn't say they were happy :( It's about respecting their decision
https://youtu.be/r3lsCOHiBHM
yes.
yes!
YES!!!! XD
LET'S MAKE PUTIN CRY
>>8149307
>see cis girl that has to be over 6 ft
>is she trans?
>no signs aside from height
Its p unusual but happens
>>8149364
how do you know if you're truly dysphoric
>>8149428
>defiling a cute and happy mascot
>>8149413
It is still inherently selfish. Done to the determent of others primarily for personal benefit.
Justified? Probably. But not without selfishness.
>>8149425
I mean I am sufficiently independent too, I'm not sure what your original point was.
>>8149430
I think I clock any girl taller than be even if she is cis :S
>>8149431
I think that's different for different people. But it all ends the same. Not really having the choice but to transition.
>>8149185
I have glasses, but I want new ones and contacts. On the plus side, they make my undereye circles less noticeable, but on the other hand they seem to sometimes dominate my face a bit. Nobody else sees it, but I do.
>>8149438
there's nothing i wouldn't like to defile to be honest.
nothing is sacred.
i'm no good @ making pron tho.
so i can't be a zoneclone
>>8149442
The implication was that you weren't.
Didn't penetrate that thick skull of yours.
>>8149439
I suppose I can see that perspective as well
although rather than it being to your detriment, if it had made you act/think differently or seek professional help it could have helped you
>>8149421
When was this?
>>8149443
I'm just so trained to look for masculine features in girls now that I clock everyone
Fuck I've seen cis girls with moustaches before
Ones that I swore were boys or ftms and then I hear the voice and its just like
oh
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Tell me to stop buying floral
>>8149460
lol
>mfw recaptcha wants a trumpet and it shows me a saxophone and accepts it as a trumpet
>_>
>>8149419
>gf
They got you too?
Those dirty lesbians, they'll pay for this.
>>8149457
probably like around 2 weeks ago
also she made a post in femgen about it around the same time
I don't think she ever outright admitted to making them but never really strongly denied it when people brought it up, just said like "you don't know that was me"
>>8149310
>i am
Got contact?
>>8149463
It's okay grandma, I like floral too.
>>8149473
You wouldn't be happy if I had a boyfriend rn anyway
>>8149463
cute tbqh
>>8149299
>Anywhere! I can hook you up if you like
Cool, yes please
>>8149456
>if it had made you act/think differently or seek professional help it could have helped you
A positive side effect doesn't stop something from being selfish though.
If you shoot a potential murderer without knowing, you don't become a hero.
>>8149431
You always know
Its been there your entire life although some people seem to get it later. Ive had it aa early as i can remember
>>8149463
Why? It looks pretty cute on you.
>>8149452
Yeah but I'm a critical thinker and the only evidence you've presented is that I wear glasses.
>>8149477
Nooo, the bane of my existence is floral prints! ;_;
>>8149476
i have a discord.
alines#7get
>>8149483
yes but if that was their intention it wouldn't be a side effect
maybe try to view it form their perspective, a dependent relationship like that is not healthy for you or them
>>8149475
What'd she say in the post?
Anything worrying?
>>8149279
Not diagnosed with autism but I am single.
>>8149477
Why not?
You always seemed quite levelled & chill, and you were always ready to be trained too.
>>8149490
How old are you?
>>8149484
Well in some sense I have yeah like some of the first clear memories I have are of wishing I'd been born as a girl at like age 6 or so
But it kinda comes and goes
Although it is worse everytime it comes back
>>8149490
alines#7get Didn't work :|
>>8149499
You should drop some throwaway email then or a discord / something
>>8149496
it was literally i've looked into gun laws of my state and its easy to buy so I'm going to get one and kill myself so yes it was very worrying
thankfully at least this post is at least moving forward in some way that isn't suicide (if it was nim)
>>8149487
I was trying to bully you so that I could blow off steam.
You seem like a strong willed person that could take it.
There was never gonna be much in the way of arguments or evidence.
>>8149374
This is so old
>>8149502
>that pic
Oooo right in the fetish, good job
>>8149503
i mean im not going to dictate trutrans tbqh but ive always felt transgender and it burns me everyday that i never transitioned but whatever.
I think you should try it. Imo lifting was a mistake. Whats your weight and height and all that? Not that it matters really but im lonely and bored...
>>8149502
Such a knave
>>8149488
I love them
>>8149517
I have that choker LOL
>>8149518
5'11 and 135
my waist is super narrow but my shoulders are terrible
I never lifted because I knew I'd just hate my body even more
>>8149510
Amber#0134
>>8149463
wew
kayla is /thicc/
>>8149513
You are correct about me, you're just not very good at bullying. I seek bullying out, and have been bullied mercilessly here for close to 2 years. You have big shoes to fill.
Also, being bullied makes me horny.
>>8149494
I understand it from their perspective, and I'd probably do the same.
Doesn't make it not selfish.
I really should have done what the other anon did.
It'd feel shittier for a while, but then afterwards I'd feel much better.
>>8149511
Yeah that's pretty worrying..
I still don't like the thought of her detransitioning so early though, especially since what we've seen looks promising
>>8149532
I know all of this.
I have bullied you before.
I wasn't even telling the truth about getting a job.
>>8149535
I agree
hopefully it wasn't nim, I guess we'll find out if she doesn't post for a while
>>8149528
i think you can do it sweetpea :3
im 5ft8 and smol framed and regret i didnt...shoulders tbqh aren't that big a deal. I know 9/10 cis girls with linebacker shoulders and shes still hot as fug that the boys fall in love with.
Guys dont notice shoulders and even so lets be honest chasers probably like it xD
>>8149477
>Grace got new glasses since I was last here
:o
>>8149530
Kinda starting to regret it. My bf wanted me more squishy so I've been eating like crazy and gained 15 pounds
>>8149545
I got them back in like January!
>ticket machines can't print international tickets and there's just one slow old guy selling them with a huge line at his window
fug this infrastructure, familia
>>8149539
:(
Now you made me sad. I hope you find relevant work soon, it's kind of a shitty place to be in.
This me hugging u btw
>>8149558
In a hospital gown? o_o Are you getting your breast exam?
>>8149551
squish kayla
So mtfg, what's your favourite song?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EmVgeT8g0NY
>>8149560
DON'T GET SAD!!
It's mostly my fault at the moment. I'm not even that sad. It would help if I actually had my degree.
You never even told me how you went with that thing though!
>>8149566
https://youtu.be/4VT8rzHBVgY
>>8149517
I told you I knew you, back in the day when you wanted the D ;)
>>8149512
I added you too
>>8149544
>tfw no qt to train
It's all I need in life, to go to work, come back home, have a qt at home ready with her collar in hand for me to put on.
>>8149566
My most played atm is
https://youtu.be/pQ2TmnjNCNg
uwu
>>8149558
S-sorry I haven't been here in ages.
Cute though.
Buying chiles at the market :3
>>8149562
EKG
>>8149566
I'm fairly attached to this song because reasons
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RisBAkC0x8
But I think nowadays this is my all time favorite
https://youtu.be/_BVSgNd-w5A
>>8149571
I still want D, it's a troublesome conflict.
>>8149573
Thanks!
Don't worry, the other day some of my coworkers only JUST noticed/said something about them lol.
>>8149559
>When you let your cat read the Quran.
Friend ditched me again third time in a row, kill me.
>>8149575
That's hella food mountains :S
>>8149566
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOwsSa6pqn0
It's not anime it's manga.
I wish I was a train
>>8149584
Being a train would be so cool
>>8149580
She's obviously not your friend.
>>8149584
trains are mentally ill
>>8149584
run me over bby ;)
>>8149580
That blows :(
>>8149577
Lol nice, I probably need to update my glasses. Just boring old black.
>>8149581
It's the market! :3
I got some horse's tooth chiles.
Gonma see if they make the hottest sauce ever :3
>>8149584
Trains have such a predestined path in life though.
>>8149596
Nothing wrong with black! Mine are black aside from all the accents and stuff
>>8149598
Yumm :o
>>8149602
Yeah but still, they are pretty much just cheap black ones. I should go for something with more style :3
>>8149569
;_;
Which thing exactly? Life's been a bit hectic lately it's all starting to blur together a bit
>>8149597
This is why I ditched everyone I knew. Having no friends feels a lot better than having "friends" who never call you and always make up excuses whenever you ask to meet.
>>8149566
Bf turned me onto it https://youtu.be/YQOPXzUgDhA
>>8149600
lol
>>8149611
Go to the eyedoctor's then~
Can this stop
>>8149600
We're all going to kill ourselves eventually there's not much of a difference
>>8149617
Shes the only irl friend I have if I get rid of her I will literally have no one. Maybe I should just embrace it and be a real hermit.
>>8149615
The school thing!
Pic related is me waiting politely for your reply.
this is actually horrible but I can't stop laughing
>>8149584
I wish i was an engine driver
>>8149628
I just block them, only wierd porno blogs wana follow me kinda sad.
>>8149624
I will eventually, when I have time and money to spare.
also lewd.
>>8149636
Do you want me to set up my blog for you or something?
what trip past or present has the highest chance of being the next gg allin?
>>8149607
Spicy! :p
>>8149643
potsy desu
>>8149628
>We're all going to kill ourselves eventually there's not much of a difference
Dont say this, im trying to live
>>8149630
I am still waiting on the professor that I met with to get back to me on if she has funding. Expecting to know before the end of the month but it went well and I'm optimistic about it.
Last night I got an email from another professor doing unrelated research but I guess she was impressed with my application and wanted to make a pitch for her research group.
Nothing's firm yet, but I think it's safe to say that I'm going to be a scientist, it's all falling into place.
>>8149642
If you have nothing better to do yes it will help prop up my ego.
>>8149656
do they know you're a train?
>>8149584
I want to be a bunny
>>8149580
invite them out, ditch them and delete them from all social media/your life
>>8149598
i want some!!!!
>>8149647
>Who is gg allin?
its better that you dont know. keep it that way
>>8149636
same. idk i dont post v interesting stuff tho. also pls dont stalk me anyone i accidentally left my blog in there lol.
>>8149635
;)
>>8149502
>tfw being touching myself on the neck triggers dysphoria because adam's apple and stubble
>tfw it would be so much worse if it was someone else touching
>>8149661
bunbuns are cute
>>8149664
That sounds really mean, i think id rather just wallow in self pity.
>>8149664
Is it that bad? :S
>>8149669
I like you, how come we aren't friends yet? :O
>>8149673
We can be anon :) I don't mind
>>8149629
That's literally what I'm telling you to do. It's better trust me.
>>8149677
What if I snap and become bitter and crazy, well more so. Doesnt sound very healthy.
>>8149659
I never know, I will forever assume the world just hugboxes me
>>8149676
Do you have discord? I'd like to be your friend~
I don't have much to say though ._.
>>8149679
I just more meant if there was some indication on your application or something...but now that I think about it that wouldn't really make any sense at all
>>8149682
Spicy
#7848
Just drop a hello now and then is suffice :)
>>8149678
You get used to it. People being nice to me weirds me out now.
>>8149679
I was gonna come up with a train related -box meme but I can't think of one.
>>8149678
Having 0 friends feels really lonely and kinda made me go a lil crazy for a while
I wouldn't recommend it desu
>>8149685
Yeah I don't advertise that I'm a train. If I get hired by someone I want it to be because of my abilities, not as a diversity hire.
>>8149690
Not even a boxcar related one?
>>8149617
good post
>>8149692
t. Normie.
>>8149624
whats that on her face
>>8149677
>tfw been pretty much a hermit for 6 years and getting a bit bored but don't know how to stop anymore
>>8149692
Did you end up making friends eventually or are we all beyond saving.
>>8149702
get a job
>>8149702
The worst part is that 5 years ago I tried really hard to be nice to people and make friends but everyone was an asshole or ignored me so I became bitter and angry and now people don't want to be my friend because I'm bitter and angry. it's a vicious cycle perpetuated by normies.
>>8149704
I got a very special friend who makes everything better
>>8149701
Didn't you know bfs come equipped with a frosting gun? My bf iced my buns last night if you know what I mean.
>>8149721
Absolutely disgusting.
I'm proud of elanna the scientist
>>8149715
Im glad you have that.
>>8149731
Am I a scientist?
>>8149728
He also choked me out and spanked me till my ass was red
>>8149706
I have one but zero social contacts beyond family and chatting to people at work sometimes
I think I don't really know how to make friends anymore
>>8149746
Its really easy to make friends. Just put their penis in your mouth, even if shes a girl
Goodbye everyone.
>>8149757
Have a nice day Proxie
>>8149731
I'm not there yet but I think I'm close!
I woke up but I think I will just go back to sleep
I'm cute af wheres my bf(gf)
>>8149765
congratulations elanna even though I hate that picture
Can i get a (you)
>>8149770
Have a better copy :)
>>8149772
do any of you girls do yoga?
>>8149779
I do :)
>>8149772
hugg
>>8149779
Does sucking my own dick count as yoga?
I've been comfort eating but losing weight recently so either crying burns a lot of calories or I'm dehydrated >.>
>>8149745
>spanked me till my ass was red
I need this in my life :(
>>8149779
I do mental gymnastics
>>8149779
a lil.
post ideal bf bodytype
>>8149803
Male nipples look so funny looking :O
>>8149803
>>8149779
I LOVE yogurt! My fave is chobani
>>8149815
lol
>>8149803
The patriarchy is annoying af. My friend told I couldn't wear booty shorts to class because it's not professional even tho it's 85 degrees out
>>8149824
That's not patriarchy xD Wear a skirt if it's too hot!
>>8149803
Probably something like this
>>8149821
>bf
giggles
>>8149828
But I wanna show off my butt and legs ;~; and make boys stare
>>8149779
Rarely, I'm way too lazy to keep it on a schedule. I have the mat but just never feel motivated for it
>>8149824
That's simply good taste, not patriarchy. If your friend had told you not to wear socks in sandals, would you blame the patriarchy? Booty shorts are just as much of an eyesore.
>>8149832
Skirts do the same thing
>>8149834
Booty shorts are normal summer fashion for a 23 yo girl
Why did I wear a thong to a breakfast date as a guy
>>8149842
And white socks in sandals are normal summer fashion for male krauts. Your point? Because that doesn't make them any less ugly and tasteless, you know.
>>8149846
You need recentering, girl.
Nap time! bbiab!
did jana go to sleep or is she still here
>>8149860
hi i just left my house for a bit actually
>>8149846
So that you could shitpost about it, of course
>>8149867
Hey! Do you have a discord or throwaway email I can ask you something at?
>>8149779
i just barely started so it's not quite a habit yet, but i think that qualifies enough considering
i'm going again this evening
>>8149869
sure, jana#6423
>>8149867
Do you like birbs?
>cute guy at work spends 10 mins flirting with me
>caught him not so subtly checking out my butte as i walked past
w-wew basketball players have a good physique and it feels kinda nice to be desirable
shorts above the knee are bad
>>8149881
they're funny
my dad bred macaws when i was a kid, they're fuckin crazy dinos
I like shorts, they're comfortable and easy to wear.
>>8149888
I wore shorts above the knee sometimes when I was a guy but now I'm too nervous
>>8149888
truth
this is my boymode
>>8149891
Cuute~
>>8149892
I dislike shorts because I still have man legs and it disgusts me to see them
>>8149892
stop making references you nerd
>>8149898
omg that is so cute
can I own one
>>8149898
Disappointing. Thought I was going to see that pest's head crushed.
>>8149906
sure <3
>>8149908
no bully
>>8149692
Hey Cindy
What did mtfg do for 4/20 yesterday?
Me and my bf had jolly rancher edibles and dabbed and had a marathon 6 hour sex session
He fugged me to the Weekend and Rihanna but this made me really a total whore https://youtu.be/qaHb2g1Tm4E
>>8149917
I spent a large portion of the day accompanying my best friend to the ER
>>8149888
I like them
>>8149909
https://youtu.be/fbOEDZPryak
>>8149928
Are you full time yet?
>>8149917
I stayed sober like a good girl
>>8149952
scrubb
afternoon. sup, mtfg?
>>8149930
Why could you do that? ;__;
You have no idea how bad that made me feel. I thought you were nice. Goodbye :(
>>8149917
i ate a lot of food, went to my therapist, and had dinner with a friend I hadn't seen in a while
basically i ate all day. rice with vegan mayo/soy/sriracha is apparently my thing this week
i'm not sure why i stopped getting high but i don't miss it, life is good
>>8149917
worked for 8 hours
>>8149882
an old man came up to me during my lunch break and had a short conversation with me
d-does that make me desirable
Wat up /mtgay?
Still wanting to be little girls?
>>8149952
Pic related.
>>8149971
>mfw you smell the bottle in the store
why is this thread so ridiculously slow omg
>>8149998
the community is dying
>>8149957
I'm not changing my name anymore.
>>8149998
I'm actually 60% of the posters here, but I feel sad today, so I don't feel like posting.
>>8149969
it definitely makes you approachable and friendly looking gj anon!
>>8149969
what type of conversation?
>>8149999
Has netcraft confirmed it?
>>8149999
How can something which never lived die?
>>8149998
European time.
>>8149803
>>8150023
If that was true, /r9k/ would be full of immortals.
Mitsubishi Tokyo Financial Group!
Nice to finally find the 4chan General for people like me
Hows our Hyundai Rival Tracker doing?
How do I avoid men like this?
http://www.msn.com/en-gb/news/world/former-beauty-queen-bravely-reveals-scars-after-horrific-acid-attack/ar-BBA6E70?li=AAnZ9Ug&ocid=mailsignout
>>8150026
dang, she has way bigger boobs than me ;-;
drama at mazzoni. possibly sexual misconduct. something going on with racism too.
Is it normal for non-bipolar people to try really hard to buy something expensive and then immediately regret it? Like, I really wanted the thing, and I still do, but I feel like a horrible person.
>>8150030
Good post, desu.
>>8150035
do what i do
be a loser recluse that never leaves her room
>>8150047
If everyone with buyer's regret was insane, we'd need many more asylums...
https://www.strawpoll.me/12793827
is shakira still here?
I totally forgot I had this meme
>>8150064
LOL
>>8150002
>said using the second name this thread
>>8150039
you stopped going there tho right hopefully they sort that shit out
>>8150064
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I might change my name and be a real person of I get brave enough but for now I am still Anon
*bypasses ur filter*
*unzips katana*
>>8150080
tripping is overrated
Which trips that post often are full time? I have some questions.
>>8150072
yeah. and i had a doctor say something weird to me last time i went..not really worth telling anyone and it wasnt a huge thing but idk i remember it. along with the annoying mtf in the blood station, and the far drive, and the strangeness of the city, and the lack of adequate medicine. easier to just do things my way right now
>>8150074
well theres not much out there on it, but
http://www.philadelphiaweekly.com/whistle-blown-mazzoni-employees-stage-walkout-calling-for-resignation-of/article_9895b994-25ed-11e7-8aa8-afbbcb26dc0e.html
>>8150091
Hey, what questions do you have?
what are /mtfg/'s plans on this lovely friday
>>8150091
Yes'm?
>>8150064
Enjoy your angled fuzzy early HRT pic of me I guess.
>want to lose weight
>overeat daily
apparently i don't really want to lose weight huh
>>8150102
haha how is fat real like just walk away from the plate nigga
Anyone in London right now turn the dial to 88.60, it's mad.
>>8150097
I want to die
>>8150100
do guys that pass for girls exist?
>>8150102
Keto. It's ridiculous it completely nuked my appetite. I just eat 2 meals a day now as opposed to like 5 before.
>>8150104
I FREAKING know
im beyond the point of making excuses I just clearly don't care enough
>>8150097
C&C, Cutting and Crying
whats something cool to read? i need something to get interested in :/
>>8150097
it's literally saturday
>>8150114
i can't even do that because i already paid many thousands of dollars to my school for a retarded meal plan that has very limited options because it was required to live in the dorms
>>8150122
Not for another 2 hours it's not
>>8150122
wtf its not even 2 pm on friday
>>8150035
Ditch anybody who becomes abusive as soon as it starts. Still won't work for the real kooks. Do your homework before hand and talk to people who went out with him before.
And I have an appointment to head to.
>>8150128
Where do you live where it's so late?
>>8150137
finland
>>8150131
Wtf it's quarter to 8
>>8150121
mein kampf
>>8150097
going to go to my hairdresser and get my hair washed + flat ironed then a party at 8 and after that video games or movies
>>8150139
what is the latest in memes that we are yet to see?
>>8150133
I'm fulltime since 4 months HRT, just about to hit 8 now. I got over my fears because I was tired of introducing myself to people as a guy and also I was starting pass. I wasn't really holding back on not trying to look feminine though, I would wear girl clothes and a purse to work and use my feminine voice when I was still "presenting male." Once I started making small changes and nobody said anything about them I grew more confident.
>>8150134
>Spend $50k on FFS
>Get my face melted off by some angry boyfriend
Legit scares me.
>>8150133
I'm a terrible person to ask this question, I took a crazy approach to fulltime. I pushed fulltime at 2 months when I was not passing.
If you're at the point where people are mistaking your gender though, it may be time to start considering it, generally one should be planning to go fulltime before the 1 year mark. It should be noted that after a certain point, waiting longer will not make it easier.
>>8150111
Yeah they're called trannies
>>8150135
>whenever you collect your meal it's not hard
it gives a limited budget so I can't just throw away half the food im using the money on
very very rarely is meat without it being fried or breaded even offered
i'm 5'9" 165
>>8150133
Also, as for how to get over fears, I dunno I think it just required getting out there and doing it. It becomes a lot less intimidating after you've started although the first time is going to be nervewracking.
Just remind yourself that every time thereafter is going to get easier
>>8150145
No idea, finnish imageboards are super cancerous desu
>calling McGinn's office for consult
>"and what are your pronouns"
>"well I'm.. getting a vagina.. so.."
>>8150092
wow thats crazy stuff
>>8150097
drink a glass of water
>>8150147
>>8150151
>>8150158
Ok thanks. I have a few outfits I've been wearing in private that my older sister helped me pick out so that I wouldn't dress myself like a hon. I just haven't had the courage to wear them publicly because I'm so terrified of being clocked and treated like a crossdressing man.
Hello friend. Ilu
>>8150121
what kind of recommendation are you looking for
>>8150174
I was passing lmao, I couldn't handle my coworkers "correcting" customers when they called me a girl, what else was I supposed to do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I also presented female pre-HRT, which felt good at the time but I cringe when I look back at the pics
>>8150121
If you can get into the Dresden Files there's a ton to read.
The Mistborn series is also very good.
>>8150175
>wanting to go full time after 7 months
If you just wait another 5 you'll probably unclockable. No need to rush it.
>>8150147
slowly building up like this while still presenting male is pretty much my plan
although I'm already at 5 months and haven't done a single thing yet except for talk deliberately in a less-masc voice
>>8150164
that says nothing about what your pronouns are
>>8150183
You're a mistborn
>>8150175
speaking as someone who WAS a crossdressing man, I never got treated poorly. Honestly people were more likely to compliment me. It was always "you look good!" or "wow, nice nails, did you paint them yourself?."
>>8150175
Honestly, as much as there's this hope against hope that when one goes fulltime they can feasibly pass, you won't. You're going to get clocked during your first few times out, probably for longer after that. It's not going to be about how you look, but probably about how you act (scared shitless).
That's ok though, everyone is clockable when they first start presenting. Believe it or not, most people won't actually care that much. Going out there and doing it is how you actually eventually acquire the ability to pass in the majority or all situations.
I've talked before about how going fulltime at 2 months was somewhat scarring (it was), but if nothing else, it amounted to throwing myself into the deep end. It was how I learned to pass.
>>8150182
Coworkers are rude desu.
>Wear hair into ponytail at work for first time
>Get 4 "Nice man-bun, dude" comments on it
I-it's not a bun and... and.... :(
>>8150195
t. Lived in a liberal area
I don't see why people can't at least wait a year. It's for your own safety.
>>8150184
A year and someone becomes unclockable?
Isn't that very dependent on the person in question? Or does a year actually bring most over the threshold?
>>8150187
almost every time it means she
>>8150195
I think it depends on your environment desu
As a "crossdressing" boy I got hit in the face
And that was just with a kinda feminine shirt and painted nails
Would not recommend
>>8150211
yes except for the times it doesn't. which was my point.
>>8150199
what happens after girlmode, you still feel like nothing has changed except your clothes, hair
>>8150205
is london really that bad?
outside of areas where I would fear of getting mugged and attacked in the first place, I'd see no real reason to think people would attack me anywhere in america
>>8150181
Thanks.
>>8150195
That's fine if someone is actually a crossdressing man, but the thought of being treated or seen as a gay man makes me want to kill myself. I want to be a woman not a man being humored.
>>8150199
That doesn't sound very appealing but it's what I have to do to pass eventually right? Any pointers for going out the first few times to avoid common mistakes?
>>8150201
She's a bit of a fashionista so it was easy to ask her advice on a look that wouldn't draw much attention to me and help hide some of my masculine features. I'm decent with makeup too. I can do foundation and eyeliner just fine.
put on ur mittens u silly kitten
>>8150208
Idk everyone I've seen who was going to pass did so by 1 year. Of course you have some people like mw who still don't pass even after a year but I'm a minority I guess. Most young transitioners (young in the IRL sense not 4chan meme sense) make it by 1 year. Just don't sit and do nothing in that time. A lot of haters like to accuse me of just popping pills and nothing else but I've practiced my makeup, clothing and hairstyles in that time and looking at my early HRT pics there's a big difference despite HRT itself doing fuck all. Only thing I didn't practice much was my voice but that's because I just don't get it.
>>8150222
Shariah zones and black people make it not that trans friendly. Of course it isn't Midwest USA tier but yeah gotta be careful.
>>8150164
homieeeeeeeee
>>8150217
that one person can suck it up desu
>>8150233
>Of course it isn't Midwest USA tier
what do you mean by this?
>>8150223
Really, just avoid dangerous areas or going out at night and that kind of stuff. Do it with a friend if you can you'll likely feel safer and more confident. If you stick to public spaces in safe areas you're likely to have a better time. It's still going to suck, but that's the price we pay for transition, you have to go out of your comfort zone at some point.
>>8150220
Once you start passing, it's kind of underwhelming
Just feels like life before except you're happier and you look and sound different. Maybe strangers will react a bit differently but I don't think anything changed all that much.
im here now
>>8150238
Wasn't Mike Pence a governor there?
>>8150233
>Shariah zones
I would have thought someone who lives in London wouldn't fall for that propaganda.
>you will never go shopping with lauren
>>8150262
shakira has no friends and never leaves her flat + is a bit stupid
be my motherfucking boyfriend rn
>on date
>go to 50s retro shop
>look only at dresses
>realize it and try to look at guys stuff
>nopeeeeeeeeee it's terrible
>go to leave
>have a nice day ladies
Gdit :(
>>8150265
But that's gay.
>>8150265
is it ok if i neglect you, barely talk with you, and never acknowledge your existence to my friends and family?
>>8150260
yes in indiana
your understanding of america seems to be largely based on memes
other than in areas where most people would fear for their safety anyway, there is no reason to think you'd be attacked in a suburb in indiana
I live in a conservative part of wisconsin and outside of high-crime areas I would never be afraid to hold hands with a guy in public
>tfw you go to an lgbt meet and they ask you what your pronouns are
>tfw you say he
anyone else know this feel
>>8150273
the first and last thing are ok.
But i don't quite get the barely talk part.
>>8150275
by that criteria anyone can be any gender they say
>>8150262
I was mostly memeing but seriously there are a lot of Muslims in some boroughs.
>>8150233
Honestly, most of the people here who passed in a year or less are intersex, so I wouldn't worry about it so much. For example, your former "crush"
She's been on hrt only two years iirc.
>>8150275
just say she you wimp
>>8150280
idgi
are you calling me a girl?
that's sweet if so
>>8150275
why can't you be as honest on here
>>8150275
I don't like the asking pronouns stuff
People should just guess desu
There's nothing wrong with misgendering if it's unintentional
>>8150279
basically you can call me your boyfriend, but please don't come near me or try to address me directly
fucking dweebs lmao
I accidentally watched a cheesy sci-fi movie instead of some arthouse cinema because they both had the same title.
>>8150297
stop being mean to her you jerk
>>8150291
You are a fucking stupid kid. Why don't I filter you, fuckfuckfuck
>>8150302
Wut
>>8150300
Based on Reddit timelines I've seen masculine people pass at about 2 or 2 and a half years HRT. If they ever pass at all.
>>8150291
i mean you'd feel like shit if you were trying your best and kept getting identified male
>>8150300
i met a pre-hrt transgirl who was super cute and i thought was at least 6 mo and idk
she kinda made me want to present female a bit
but i'm not there yet
i feel like if i pretend to be male at least i can pass as one
>>8150302
just do it not having to read the stupid shit she comes up with improves my day even if only slightly
>>8150291
you might want to rethink this tbqh
the whole reason to ask is to avoid being offensive by guessing
if its obvious you don't really need to guess, ya know
>>8150309
It's not pretending to be male when you essentially are male though.
>going to trans groups
lmao just stay in your house and shitpost kid
I've wondered many times what trans support groups are like
does anyone have any insight to it? I don't really picture it as a positive experience in any way
>>8150317
how else am i going to meet cute local girls
i started my period
>>8150309
Yeah, but I'd also feel like shit if I tried my best to present female and asked me for my preferred pronouns
I've been gendered male while presenting female, all it meant was that I needed to keep trying harder
Like if I have to tell everyone I'm a girl to be referred to as one why even bother?
>>8150313
I mean i don't really see what's so offensive about guessing, if they make a mistake then it's just a mistake
When someone ask me for my pronouns I feel like a weird lgbt genderblob
If that makes any sense
>>8150320
i went to a general LGBT meet thing
it was ok
i just want to be a normal girl though, idk, some of the people there i'm like
hey i just want to be a girl, i didn't ask for this??
>>8150321
how about no.
should i quit bc & have a baby?
>>8150308
! more year to go ;_;
I may as well save up for FFS in that time.
OK UM HELP
i opened a box of triscuits and the bag inside is open already but the box was sealed 100%
CAN I EAT THEM
>>8150327
but transbian is the best gender?
>>8150325
>Like if I have to tell everyone I'm a girl to be referred to as one why even bother?
>When someone ask me for my pronouns I feel like a weird lgbt genderblob
I feel pretty similar too. desu it stems from being ashamed of my identity as trans and that's something I've been working on.
>>8150321
>going to a trans support group to find a girl to date
C H A S E R
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>>8150336
No, don't
>>8150336
No, it's too late
You have to incinerate them to ensure your safety.
Or the bag just popped in shipping or stocking and it's probably fine.
your all hons especially nim cindy and shakira
>>8150346
it's okay when you're both girls
ofc i don't really look female so it's only half okay.
>>8150357
nim detransed and joined the army
>>8150358
you are so fucking creepy, my man.
>>8150357
you do know ash left for family issues and her trip has cat or something in it
troll harder
>>8150363
weak bait
is drake tripdropping again? or is it faye?
>>8150376
Both
tfw used to be a 300 lb congregation of muscle and testosterone
tfw used to literally be a muscle church
tfw estrogen metabolized all my muscle into boob tissue
tfw now i have double D mega milkers
tfw don't pass so i basically look like a wider built john cena with melons
>>8150391
So thats how faye got hers
Hmmmmm
>>8150391
tfw mega milk john cena will never breastfeed you back to health
>>8150402
stop anon we're going places i never wanted to go
>tfw you sometimes get really happy when someone uses your girl name and female pronouns
i-i thought this feel went away eventually
Inhouses cyproterone is legit right? I'm prescribed lupron, but I've been taking cyproterone from IHP, and maybe it's all in my head but it feels like my girltinkler has been more prone to getting up and excited lately, and seems to be ejaculating more. My testosterone isn't going up is it? I can't get another blood test for four months.
>>8150391
>tfw used to be a 300 lb congregation of muscle and testosterone
A-are you sure it was muscle and not fat?
>>8150411
5 months of cypro from ihp and I barely produce any ejaculate
>>8150408
mby in a longer time
>5'6"
>159 lbs
starting working out today i am tired of being fat
>>8150424
eating less calories is more important than exercise
>>8150427
this
and consistency is critical
>>8150427
I have hypothyroidism so it's more than that
i was gonna take a break from here but i think i gotta get this off my chest
i had a therapy appointment today, i think it went okay
mom wanted to talk to the therapist, the therapist told me she seemed really worried about me and was at a wits ends as to why i had been depressed for so long
she agreed with me about their being some empathy there regarding transpeople
she thinks it'd be a good idea for me to come out to her in the therapy room, we have an appointment this monday
if i don't cancel ill be out of the closet to my mom on monday and i feel like im gonna throw up
>>8150435
o. sorry.
>>8150437
:(
good luck nim, i hope this helps you move forward and away from how you've been feeling
>>8150437
Good luck :> hope you will feel better by then
>>8150427
This. Once I cycled 40 miles 3 times a week and still somehow gained weight. Another time I was laying on a hospital bed doing nothing but not eating much and I lost nearly 30 lb.
>>8150437
Hugg! You can do it, Emi. I'm glad you're not that Anon that decided to go into the military. Good luck.
>>8150437
good luck i hope it goes well and your mental health improves
ash and nim leaving in the same week? is t he end of the sweet mtfg days?
>>8150437
whoa congratulations nim!
>>8150437
Good luck!
I really hope everything goes well and that it makes you feel better in the long term.
>>8150451
We've got Spicy to compensate, at least.
>>8150457
Korra is pretty sweet too.
>>8150457
pls dont leave us too spicy or we will go back to the dark ages
>>8150420
I switched from lupron to cypro like six months, my last blood test like twenty days ago said my testosterone was 9.5 ng/dl, but I still worry.
>>8150460
T. Korra
>>8150437
honesty is the best for everyone
working w therapist is good
>>8150451
I'm here forever
>>8150451
they both have snapchat
>>8150478
ur not sweet
>>8150437
Good luck. Whatever happens, don't give up.
>no motivation to write
>34 days of estrogen left
Is it possible to harvest (you) by posting snapchat pics of yourself in this thread?
>>8150462
spicy is one of my faves
>>8150448
umm...
>>8150498
sure can i boop your nose
>>8150501
It really is the end times..
>>8150513
Why don't you drop the hate? It's not healthy.
is it agp to drink monster for motivation but fail to get any motivation
>>8150519
You look like the kind of person who drinks monster.
>>8150513
>Shakira will never leave mtfg and stop posting
>2 cinnamon rolls leave instead
I want off this ride.
>>8150519
Yea rockstar is better
should i overdose on monster y / n
i need motivation bad
>>8150521
Hey, I drink a lot of that.
>>8150437
this is all for the best emi. just give your mom the benefit of the doubt. let your therapist intervene if necessary.
i really hope this goes well for ypy
>>8150518
I don't hate you, you're my favorite punchline
>>8150523
The good ones always leave...
>>8150518
Why don't you stop posting?
>>8150521
I like the lemonade tea one
>>8150537
yeah but nim is also leaving so it balances to a net positive
how do we unite all the mtfg girls against the chaser menace
>>8150539
Wrong
It taste good
>>8150523
same the 2 nicest girls are gone desu i dont wanna be here
>>8150537
it may be hard to focua on what's gone and missing, but it's healthier to focus on what you have
>>8150539
>rockstar tastes like ass though........
Redbull masterrace tbvh
>>8150552
i drank like 3/4 of the flavors and i only found a few that tasted ok
all the monsters taste good tho
>>8150553
But the nicest girl, Tanya, will be back in a bit
>>8150562
>drinking the sugary lowered life expectancy jew instead of just taking caffeine pills
Retart
nim ash and spicy we're the only trips i think no one filtered
>>8150565
Nu uh the normal rockstar is rly good and the only good monster is the white one desu
>>8150565
Why don't you just act like a big girl and get yourself some coffee?
>>8150547
i bought this, it's super generic i guess but works really well http://www.target.com/p/women-s-seamless-racerback-sports-bra-c9-champion-174/-/A-50417482
>when you drop your 5tb external HDD and it doesn't work anymore
Kill me desu
>>8150577
coffee's not the same ;_;
i do rly like the coffee monsters though
except the salted caramel flavor that one is awful lmfao
>>8150570
>taking caffeine pills and not enjoying rich coffee culture
philistine
>>8150574
>i'm p sure she changes her name every post
The fight goes on I guess.
I'll never understood people who instead of figuring out why 2/3's of the posters have them filtered just change their trip or start posting as anon with shitty pictures attached.
>>8150585
Energy drinks are not good for you bewb Cena.
I feel like shit i just want the kino block back
>>8150437
good luck nimmy
next thread should be dedicated to nim
>>8150598
yeah i know
but they give me motivation
crippling depression and inability to accomplish anything probably aren't good for me either
>>8150532
Being a keyboard warrior is kind of sad. Nicotine, Mercury and Edie left me alone when I left them alone but you're just so childish, constantly sperging out at me when I usually ignore you. Hell, I haven't even bothered filtering you since I came back, you're just not worth the time. Regardless I want to believe that you're not a complete loser so I'll give you the same offer I gave those three, Stop bitching about me and I'll stop bitching about you. If you want to be seen as an adult here and not a bitter person you'll take it.
>>8150539
Bad.
>>8150544
I've never tried it. I tried Mountain Dew that was disgusting
>>8150598
I've never changed my tripcode and very rarely change my name yet some people still don't seem to know how to filter me.
>>8150570
I don't understand why energgy drinks got so popular. 99.9% of peaople drinking them don't need the energy.
>>8150532
How did I post this with Elannas trip....
>>8150618
>I've never changed my tripcode and very rarely change my name yet some people still don't seem to know how to filter me.
yeah some anon was bitching last night about not being able to filter me and i'm like
LMFAO this isn't rocket science yknow
or i mean obviously you dont but...
>I don't understand why energgy drinks got so popular. 99.9% of peaople drinking them don't need the energy.
they make me hyper which cures my bipolar depression
>>8147078
welp
not like I needed a dysphoria-free night or anything I guess
>>8150607
hugg
>>8150532
lmao fucking roasted
>>8150560
use this handle to filter me, it's probably best for your mental health if you don't see me anymore and have your safe space
>>8150618
Why are you so upset?
It's just bants dood
>>8150607
oh fuck :(
I always try to back up at least a few favourites of mine on dropbox
>>8150641
>It's just bants dood
Wow that's mean... I like it.
>>8150582
Thanks :D
Im not US based tho, but i found a very similar one in a eu webstore ^^
>>8150598
>be almost 40 years old
>post dick and other disgusting pictures of yourself in a self-described mental breakdown on a sfw imageboard
>change name every post so people can't filter you
>put spaces in your name so your posts are hard to find in the archives
sass is an interesting dude
>>8150437
uhh don't just come out arbitrarily if you think living with her is going to be a living hell nim
~coming out~ isn't some big virtue, it's something you do when you're ready to and you know you're in the right situation for it
she sounds pretty nuts and I wouldn't want her causing you trauma if you don't have anywhere else to live atm
Is Shakira the most autistic trip?
>>8150659
she's up there but I unironically like her and root for her for reasons I don't fully understand myself
>>8150654
i guess but that was just me going through names
>>8150663
Shakira is literally unlikable. Your reasons are not understood by me either.
>>8150548
Chasers aren't a "menace", they're usually quite cute and make excellent boyfriends.
>>8150655
Well this general has quite a lot of "interesting" characters.
>>8150655
lol, you're weak. your brain is weak and your john cena memes are ultra cringe tier.
>>8150659
it's pretty obvious she's confused and angered by all human interaction
>>8150656
It's true but don't hate the player, hate the game I say. I want to learn how to market useless crap in order to make money.
>>8150674
>sass continues to believe only one person here could POSSIBLY dislike it
sad!
>>8150672
>Chasers aren't a "menace", they're usually quite cute and make excellent boyfriends.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
>>8150487
Yeah but I'm nutritious as fuck and part of a balanced diet
>>8150690
no ur all greasy
>>8150690
But you still won't pass even with a good diet.
>>8150672
who could be behind this post wtf
>>8150686
That's just my honest opinion as a transgender girl.
>>8150618
https://youtu.be/LGXs02uUxWs
>Quit your bitchin' nigger and just let things be
>You're messin' up big time take it from me
>Quit your bitchin' nigger or you'll get your due
>'Cause the Ku Klux Klan will come-a-callin' on you
>For forty-somethin' years you've been raisin' all hell
>And niggers that ain't enough
>We're all gettin' mighty fed up with you
>And all of your civil rights stuff
>Don't you love this country, either you do or you don't
>If you ain't happy, then what the hell do you want
>Hey quit your bitchin' niggers and just let things be
>You're messin' up big time take it from me
>Quit your bitchin' nigger or you'll get your due
>'Cause the Ku Klux Klan will come-a-callin' on you
>You got money and jobs and your equal rights
>Given by the government
>You got welfare, food stamps, a medical card
>And sometimes a little free rent
>You just keep begging, takin' everything we've got
>Well damn you nigger, don't you think it's time to stop
>So quit your bitchin' niggers and just let things be
>You're messin' up big time take it from me
>Quit your bitchin' nigger or you'll get your due
>'Cause the Ku Klux Klan will come-a-callin' on you
>Lately you're yelling 'bout our rebel flag
>Wantin' us to take it down
>It represents our history and southern pride
>And rebel blood on the grass
>So go to hell nigger, I'm tellin' ya loud and clear
>It ain't comin' down, the rebel flag is stayin' right here
>Hey quit your bitchin' niggers and just let things be
>You're messin' up big time take it from me
>Quit your bitchin' nigger or you'll get your due
>'Cause the Ku Klux Klan will come-a-callin' on you
>'Cause the Ku Klux Klan will come-a-callin' on you
Quit being a bother Shakira and behave coon.
>>8150654
But I'm not autistic, I'm just easily entertained
>>8150648
I would never be mean here :)
>>8150633
Dammit merc u said you wouldn't use it
racism is gross desu
>>8150659
>actually autistic
>not being accused of autism
feels good
>>8150697
dude you literally just said going to a trans support group is a great place to find a girlfriend
just because you take estrogen doesn't make you not a textbook chaser
I literally do not understand your perspective here
>>8150702
pls dont post racism here
>tfw boy dates you despite your penis
>tfw boy wont fuck you
>>8150713
>literal autists are less autistic than Shakira
Can't make this shit up dude.
>>8150709
Filtered.
>>8150709
>>8150720
You cant be racist if there are no other races because you exterminated them all.
>>8150695
no shit :^) but with a good diet I can be more sexually attractive, skateboard better and lift big metal discs
>>8150718
actually i just said going to a trans support group is a great way to find local girls
ie people to actually talk to who are trans
that being said when i talked to her we meshed really well and she was really pretty even though she wasn't even on hormones and i'm really lonely so i may have gotten a crush on her.
>>8150721
Can you blame him? Dating you is pretty gay.
>It's a Mercury and Elanna drop trip to win an argument on a Hawaiian pineapple slicing imagboard episode
Time to filter them and Anonymous
>>8150732
>>8150726
>lifting
Trashy no!
>>8150736
Have you considered the fact that you're not actually well liked?
>>8150736
>When shakira has a working filter
>Says you're on it
>Says its not working when you call her out on replying after filtering
>Posts this
You must really love to argue.
I am in the harem of an oil sheikh that is also a chaser
>>8150707
Continue goading her. I'm certain she'll continue reading your posts after filtering. This has been the only semblance of entertainment these threads have produced recently.
I miss when you used to take people on.
>>8150680
yawn. try harder weakling
>>8150753
Is he going to trade you for camels?
>>8150726
Lifting is bad m'kay. Only cardio for qt girls.
>>8150736
>Hawaiian pineapple slicing imageboard
don't insult my island you bitch
>>8150736
>anon filtered
I like you
>>8150762
yeah if you want to be flat and unathletic lmao
so wait... ash and nim left?? :(
>>8150770
Don't forget to get this one, too.
>>8150770
>I've never even really spoken to you.
holy shit shakira doesn't even realise we can all see what she posts regardless of who she (You)s
>>8150772
yes you chasers scared them off
>>8150787
I am actually trans and they were really nice so I am sad now. Not every anon is a chaser.
>>8150765
Hawaii is cool, I like Hawaii.
so when does the hormonal teenager crushing on people like crazy second puberty nonsense stop
i literally cant stop thinking about girls
>>8150803
shakira is a good girl. nwn
also there's a new thread.
I'm back :) What is everyone up to?
>>8150822
ash and nim left
>>8150822
ABANDON
THREAD
>>8150822
Welcome back! Shakira filtered me under circumstances I find hilarious.
Also, new thread.
>>8150743
i've signed up to be murdered for the first time!! :D