bizarre ediiton?
OMG edition?
YARE YARE edition?
tell us about yourself edition
what do you like, do do you look up to, what do you wanna be?
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• No bullyposting it's mean :<
• Do not respond to Drakeposter!
nim thread
>>8102477
no wtf i don't share
>>8102500
Well, I'm kind of glad we have you.
>>8102464
i tried that but it didn't work
dunno how long it's showing here but i gave up
I instinctively told the lady who was preparing my work uniform that I'm a medium, I didn't realize until an hour later you can see my fucking bobbers through even large t-shirts.
What do? I'm trying to stay closeted.
Reposting because EMERGENCY.
>>8102501
the world is flat tho
nothing
nobody
nonexistent
Mercury and Anne thread.
Mercury and company thread
the company will be annouced shortly
>>8102508
You gotta bound them bobbers.
>>8102506
awww ^>^
>>8102508
How big are your bobbers? If they're not large then maybe they'll just think you have gyno.
>>8102508
sports bra?
>>8102513
am i included
>>8102510
>tfw flat
>>8102525
lay flat on me desu
@mercury
don't call people trannies you fucking whore
ty bye ^=^
>>8102491
>what do you like,
Guns, militaria, politics, games, cute things, weebshit, music, my girlfriend, girls in general, nature.
>do do you look up to
I look up to a lot of people! Mostly leaders, military or otherwise, or people that realized their potential.
>what do you wanna be?
In terms of a job my unrealistic goal is to be a marine, my realistic goal is to be a cop. Otherwise I'd like to be a decent person and a strong protective wife.
>nipples randomly feel tingly and itchy
am I touching them too much
>>8102530
i thought this was the erp general
>>8102538
literally nobody
>>8102529
stop im a cop
>tell us about yourself
Nice try FBI you'll get nothing out of me
>>8102543
Are you the elusive Robert?
>>8102491
>tell us about yourself edition
But I'm super boring
>>8102551
damn that pic is fucking hot
>>8102551
nise
>>8102551
That picture should be titled: dont talk to me of my son ever again.
>>8102558
oo thats good tbqh
>>8102551
penis hugg
>>8102568
thats me and my ex tgf
i miss her ;--;
>>8102547
1040 Robert
>>8102563
o god
>>8102573
did you get that michael jackson surgery
>>8102491
>posting worst jojo
Try again.
>>8102575
Check your keys!
>>8102578
>>8102563
i want it.
i want it so bad
>>8102589
hmm good to know thank you for this information
>>8102595
>>8102597
i was j/k
or maybe i wasn't
the world will never know
>>8102590
Enjoy the ride. SDC has a special place in my heart.
>>8102491
>tell us about yourself
ok
>what do you like
uhh
i really like cartoons
i like the era between the rubberhose and chunk jones era where they had the looser designs and animation of the rubberhouse era with some added stability and the addition of color
i also like all the weird animated films that came out of the 70s, the psychedelic flair of that eva translated well to animation
i just like that you can do anything in a cartoon, it's such a versatile medium
i think looney tunes had such great punchlines because they could literally bend the laws of reality just to get a laugh
i also really like disco/funk music
my mom got me into it, she grew up around that era
i saw nile rogers and duran duran in concert a while ago, it was awesome!
>who do i look up to
um, im not sure
i guess i look up to artists that can create things that grab my attention
making something funny is hard too, I look up to people that can make their work genuinely funny
>what do you wanna be
i want be emotionally stable and feel like i can be happy again
idk, it seemed so easy to be happy as a kid and then once puberty started i lost my ability to feel it
career-wise id like to become financially independent through means that produce passive-cash, but i need motivation to do that
oh! i want my motivation back too! depression took that away..
id like to be an independent animator just doing what i want instead of slaving away at some literally who show no one cares about
and i want to be a girl x)
What clothes stores should I go to when I go to the mall tomorrow?
>>8102607
All of them.
>>8102607
Aeropostale!
>>8102578
Good image
wtf why do I hear female voices outside my room
it was agreed girls are NOT ALLOWED in this house..
>>8102607
All of the stores you like
>>8102620
im in the walls
>>8102620
are you the same person whos too afraid to kick that guy in the face
loosen up
>>8102623
GET OUT
>>8102620
Maybe you are hearing voice hallucinations :o
>>8102627
no i live in here
>>8102626
ya I am actually
don't misgender me
>>8102612
Good idea
>>8102622
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>8102611
>>8102619
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I wanna be home by like 5-ish, that gives me 5-ish hours to shop
>>8102635
I didn't gender you in that post
>>8102637
o whoops you're right
how did you know it was me again?
>>8102615
thanks.
>tfw birdie is making you wait for his guy tinkler
>tfw you also have to earn it
>~<
why do they sing when reading a story from the gospel in church
it's kinda goofy
>>8102640
you hate fun and you're mad at your roomates
>>8102642
That's kinda weird. Who does that in this day in age? xD
>>8102605
I just get this image of you from the cartoon stuff.
Where you're with someone who's obv into you.
But you don't realize it yet
And you start talking about animation
And you get really into it
Then you realize you're kinda rambling
So you apologize and stop
But then they're just like super into it
Because you obv are
And then they tell you to keep going
But then you're too flustered and you blush super hard and kinda stutter when you try
And it's super cute the whole time.
Cause you're super cute.
>>8102647
catholics
it's always like monotone singing too
>>8102641
sorry to break your heart lass but birdy is a girl
[Slightly softer screaming]
>>8102636
Well go to the ones that are most likely to have affordable versions of the shit you want first, then work your way to the others, if time allows~.
hey thread! what's going on?
>>8102651
no, he showed me a picture of himself.
he's a handsome guy
>>8102661
*who wants to be a girl
>>8102660
Hey! hru? :)
>>8102649
i don't talk about animation in public cuz i do get really into it and people look at me weird for liking cartoons too much
>>8102659
I need exzpensive stufffff
>>8102665
no he doesn't.
he said so himself
>>8102676
someone post that birdy is a tranny image i don't have it
>>8102646
fair assessment
don't worry I was just shitposting
the vape smell I recognize because I was a huge pot head for years, its actually tantalizing and different (better) to the smell of it smoked...but I abstain now
and I like it when they have friends because I've had roommates who never have friends over and its just depressing
I actually feel like I like them more than they like me desu
>>8102672
Your bank account will thank you for looking for quality affordable stuff!
>>8102666
spicyyyyyyy!
i just ate papaya :p and xanax
lol
>>8102684
nomnomnomnom :) Was it tastey?
>>8102670
cartoons are made for children!!!! >:(
>>8102683
Can I just stay home and buy toys?
>>8102692
no not all animation is made for kids reeeeee
>>8102680
ask him to let you share just 1 hit
or is that a weird thing to ask. ive never had roomates or smoked weed so I don't know anything about this
>>8102693
dolls are so expensive D:
>>8102491
>tell us about yourself edition
my name shanonn and I have a headache
>>8102693
You'e not *that* far along in your life Gracie, you still need to work and buy other things~.
Nighty night /mtfg/
>>8102703
nininininini
>>8102703
Night!
>>8102701
hello shann
>>8102700
Depending on which one you buy, yeah. I want a Dolfie but weeeeeeeeew. It'll take me a couple paychecks to save for one.
I'm looking at other makers though, I do prefer smaller scales to the Dolfie 1/3rd.
>>8102702
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>8102703
Good night!
>>8102697
it wouldn't be weird but I just like to pretend I don't like it anymore because it makes it easier for me to go all or nothing
if I asked for one tonight I'm sure I'd ask for one another time, then another
I prefer drinking now
stop wasting time a money on useless shit
>>8102717
You can reply to me directly, you know.
>>8102710
Eventually once you're pic related.
>>8102717
>stop wasting time a money on useless shit
>stop wasting time and money on life
>>8102714
that sounds like you are being responsible good job
>>8102724
I better get started learning how to make dresses
>>8102723
the post is addressing everybody not just you
>>8102710
can't they get into well over a thousand for the nicer ones?
How much applies to you?
>>8102727
>kryptek and olive drab dress
I want it!
>>8102727
why not just wear a normal dress under a ghillie suit
>>8102729
Oh yeah.
Clothes can get real pricey too.
Smaller scales are good places to start if you're struggling for money. I'm real fond of 1/12th scale stuff, but I want a few nice 1/6th scale figs in my collection.
>>8102736
Why ruin a normal dress when you can make a tough, combat effective dress?
>>8102735
I will get making it for you~
>>8102725
iffy but I'll accept the compliment, thanks
>>8102733
Fortunately none of it xD
>>8102733
Just the pale skin part, but it has always been like that.
>>8102740
You're gonna put pockets for plates in it, right?
>>8102733
>hair seems to overreact to wind
>head craned forward
>looks down to avoid seeing others but always seems to catch people and awkwardly lock eyes with them
>back slouched to hide growing breasts
>switching to hide cometuts but people stare because they poke through anyway
>hands have half female hair and half hair hair
>increasingly pale and fair skin making people ask if you're okay or dating "you look healthier"
>walking is an awkward mixture of male and female traits
literally everything but the stride and hips things
>>8102605
i'm glad you have something that you enjoy alot and also have a deep interest in.
alot of people dont have this
>>8102751
>>8102751
Oooo that makes me wanna do a quick game of COH2 before bed.
Grace is a normie.
>>8102733
Only the walking part and hair thing, and I haven't even started HRT.
>>8102761
Fun~. Don't stay up too late.
>peel bandages gently off hand
>slowly, easy does it
>tear skin and blisters and cuts
>blood and pus spray out all over car
I made $95 today at least
can i tell you all about my family?..i got home and my mom was crying and everyone was comforting her so we all sat down and talked about it and then i hung out with my sister and..i just feel like im somewhere else..and my family is just like..fundamentally different...she said people think im ungrateful...i need to think about it.
>>8102733
the walking and the awkward look people in eye
>>8102770
You're keeping the wounds and dressing clean and disinfecting them, right?
>>8102760
yeah it's really the one thing i have a passion for
people just kind of tend to think it's goofy tho >>;
>>8102773
>said people think im ungrateful...i need to think about it.
tell her to fuck off
>>8102773
How are you ungrateful?
>>8102763
agree. you should ditch her and be my friend instead.
hai
>>8102770
have to put antiseptic on it now pls be safe
>>8102773
There seems to be some huge backstory to this. Why do people think you are ungrateful and for what? :o
>>8102773
I don't really understand what happened
>>8102783
Beat your chest like a gorilla.
>>8102783
jocelyn you gay
>>8102763
Compared to you, sure :^)
>>8102765
I don't feel like it
I wanna watch anime
but my screen isn't big enough to be comfy from bed
Maybe I should stay home and look for a new monitor instead?
okay goodnight!
>>8102792
Night!
>>8102777
I think having a passion for something unique makes you so much more of an interesting person.
Like I'd much rather listen to someone ramble about something weird and learn something in the process than just have a conversation I've had a billion times before.
>>8102782
She ditched me tho.
>>8102791
wtf dont bully me you normie ree.
>>8102794
if ur blisters break you have to put antiseptic sorry senpai thats the rules
I updated my tinder profile to mention I am working part time real estate for cash and start up production studio, and that I hike, but I really think it's the cash part bitches are now interested in. Sure I'll (((date))) you.
We'll see if any of these new matches are legit.
>tfw trans on tinder
>>8102796
I ain't ditched you, bitchface. You just never talk to me!
Bully me tho
>>8102799
Ehhhhhhh
I dunno if I can afford one this paycheck
I really wanna get comfy and watch stuff in bed tho...
>>8102801
come to canada you fag i;ll clean your wounds for you
>>8102491
Holy shit that mtfg sub title.
>>8102802
wtf no you never talk to me wtf tho
>>8102787
we talked and i tried to be myself but i feel like we expect different personalities from each other. we grow kind of together???? i just feel different than everyone in my family
>>8102786
im not sure i didnt ask for what. like idk...i feel like i appreciate life and my family, when i can, but like idk i dont articulate it??..
>>8102781
>>8102778
i couldnt
>>8102813
>check our logs
>you never replied to me
Fucking
Slut
>>8102814
im the blacksheep in my family too, i think the only thing you can really do is ignore it desu
please donut fight in this thread
>>8102820
:'(
thoughts?
>>8102826
We're all the black sheep here beep. We'll give you hugs.
>>8102814
oh
I think I kind of understand what you mean and it sucks. idk how to solve tho unfortunate..
>>8102826
its not that bad though.
think of it like this--do you really want to be like your family? you want them to accept you and love you, but do you actually want to be like them?
I am glad it's Friday! Wooo :D
>>8102828
Hey look! it's Dollface's weird obsessive stalker
thoughts?
>>8102809
Nah
So I'm pretty excited about the future, thinking of what to do. If I could find a job that gives lot of overtime mixing IVs I could be out of here in 6 months and living somewhere else.
It's $700 to get certified and it'll pay itself off in about.. 12 weeks. Trying to think of whether it's all worth it.
thoughts?
>>8102838
Reported for illegal content.
>>8102840
I hope whatever you decide goes well
also put antiseptic and gauze on your hand
>>8102843
Dat box art
>>8102847
I don't have antiseptic I'm pouring on 70% isopropyl alcohol though
>>8102845
reported you for being a mean dummy who won't be my gf
>>8102850
thank
This isnt even fair desu
>>8102858
Donuts! :Q
>>8102855
I'm recording the sounds I'm making and I can't tell if it's supposed to be arousing or painful
So I have another $250 coming my way, feels great being a wage cuck and working to passing out from fatigue for just enough to make car payments
>>8102858
Don't worry anon, you can buy donuts too.
>>8102783
how much you bench?
so if I went to the men's room and kids were screaming and old men were leaving pissed and later went to the girls room and no one cared, what should I take away from that
>>8102870
That you entered the wrong bathroom? Or that the girls just don't care.
>>8102864
>>8102870
no one likes fags
and hons are common now
>>8102876
What's the matter Anon?
I passed away last night
>tfw fuck up and bought gf flowers to apologize
shes sleeping in my bed in my sweater right now
i hope i didnt mess up too bad
desu I think this particular batch of newfriends are some of the best mtfg has been in a while good job everyone
>>8102881
RIP in peace. What's the other side like?
>>8102882
Oh you messed up so bad. Its over. You goofed.
>>8102887
Yay ^^ and thank you!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89F5fpvwPr0
I don't wanna sleep
But I'm fucking tired
>>8102888
just more of the same
>>8102887
I disagree but lack any frame of reference.
>>8102889
she actually said that stuff earlier
>>8102893
Go to sleep.
>>8102894
Then what's the point in dying, fuck, guess I have to stay alive now if it's just the same shit over there
>>8102896
Well I dont know the situation but yall say that kind of stuff all the time. Goof'd!
>>8102899
I have so much to do
but my body is failing me
>>8102901
I conduct extensive market research to ensure they appeal to the widest audience possible.
what does it mean if I'm really thin but the faceapp thing makes me look like my fat aunt
Someone quick and order donuts for us all :Q I'll pay!
>>8102907
You can do things tomorrow once you get up~.
>>8102909
you're transfat
>>8102905
yea thats actually pretty accurate
Daily reminder that you are all failed men who couldnt hang with "the boys" so you became a girl to survive. You threw away your straight great man life of being worshipped by real subs like the grinch to being a caricature of a female usijg jewish enforced gender roles.
The best thing for all of you to do is to stop taking your dangerous untested jewish forced chemicals and go outside.
Just got home. It was so windy, and my face is so chapped and my feet RIP. But here's a sneak peek at the new Guardians ride~
>>8102912
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I do need to be up at like 10 i guess
>>8102915
Thank for sharing :) I hope you have a good day.
>boiling water for noodles
>overwhelming urge to pour is all over face
>>8102919
Good girl.
>>8102918
That looks cracra o_o It has a nice design if nothing else.
>>8102918
Did you sneak in there?
>>8102921
WEW don't. Boiling water hurts like a motherfucker. Things will be okay Nat.
>>8102925
Yeah it looked like it's gonna be good!
>>8102926
I was gonna hehe but I didn't want us to be late for dinner! I did manage to score us a front of the line pass though~
>>8102921
>reading Natalie's posts
>overwhelming urge to fly to Texas and hug her
>>8102931
How'd you snag that?
>>8102921
*HUGS*
Chemical burns are the best means of self mutilation they leave no scars and don't damage nerves if you use a weak acid
One time I synthesized a diluted acetic acid and poured it on my face and it felt amazing
I want to look like on the outside the monster I feel like on the inside
>>8102937
What the fuck
>>8102934
The wait to get our tickets was like 30 minutes so I asked if they could compensate us~ ^^
>>8102937
You're not a monster, inside or out.
>tfw no one to fly to Texas to give me hugs
>>8102945
I'll give you hugs where are you
>>8102948
In texas you daft fucking cunt
>>8102948
The dallas fort worth metroplex.
>>8102944
Grace demands you take care of her.
>>8102956
Workin' on it.
why are dreams where your teeth fall out so scary?? i always wake up like ARE THEY ALL STILL THERE and frantically lick every tooth
>>8102959
right???? jfc
>>8102955
Only if you promise the same. No pics allowed ever.
>>8102959
I have dreams where my gums fall apart like they're made of watermelon
>>8102959
I think I've had that dream only once but it was hella scary like you said. I don't want to end up like my great grandmother xD She has no teeth!
>>8102963
I would never. Which city?
>>8102959
I have TMJ which makes me clench my jaw when I sleep.I get those nightmares alot shit is scary.
>>8102528
Let me correct them: they meant to write "subhumans"
If a trans girl is circumcised at birth, is that considered FGM?
>>8102960
>>8102965
apparently it's a fairly common dream?? it involves being self-conscious i guess about your looks or somethin.
i have it like once a month when i fall asleep without brushing my teeth lmfao it's scary af every time tho. but i have nightmares every night anyways so idk
>>8102964
omg i think i've had that one before too!!! that's so scary ;__;
>>8102969
i'm sorry anon ;__;
>>8102967
Fort Worth. We've talked about this several times Natalie!
>>8102972
No because they're male genitalia.
>>8102529
>unrealistic goal is to be a marine
>wanting to be a marine
>>8102975
I don't KNOW EVERYONE WHO IS ANONYMOUS OKAY
You said westside, white settlement, I think??
>>8102977
A lot of reasons! A good chunk of which is "I want to."
>>8102959
I think I've had that one but I don't really remember. I do remember a few about body parts like my feet being poisoned or infected and like, my entire heel is hollowed out and dead inside. Sooo gross and scary :(
good morning why isn't my hair long and my beard shadow not fully gone?
What's happening on Reddit right now.
vid. me/akIE
>>8102982
Good morning sweets :)
>>8102959
>>8102973
>>8102964
What about dreams where you say something reeeeally stupid that you immediately regret, and you can feel everybody judging you, and your crush is there and now you feel like he thinks you're just a clumsy dork, and it feels so real that you wake up in a cold sweat?
>>8102979
Must have been some other anon from Texas.
I'm the one who posts weeb stuff along with it.
Gah can't you tell us apart!
>>8102980
Why do you want to be in dumbest, perhaps worst branch? Marines are just dumb assholes. And why is it unrealistic? You can get like a 33 for the marines on the asvab and only like 4% fail basic.
>>8102993
Medical things I'd need waivers for that they don't like giving out for these particular things. I may have drank too deeply of the kool-aid, I'll admit.
>>8102988
I had a dream where I kept embarrassing myself in front of my crush ;~;
Feels bad
>>8102983
Yes ;_;
I know I've had a dream with that theme a few times but I only remember bits of that one. My heel had this hole in it that kept getting bigger and bigger until I could see inside. It wasn't gory really, it was kind of like the inside of a geode or something. Eventually my entire leg was like that up to the knee. It was terrifying :(
>>8102992
Alright so where are you
I have free hugs to give out
>>8103001
That sounds horrifying :S
>>8102976
>a trans girl's feminine penis
>male genitals
I bet this clod also thinks trans girls have male privilege.
>>8103016
how 2 b...grateful....
Who is the edgiest trip on mtfg and also who is the sexiest
>>8103005
All will be shared soon. But not here.
Saruman has too many spies here.
>>8103030
Not sure :(
>>8103026
Appreciate what you have because not everyone does.
Post trashy.
>>8103026
Please and thank you for everything!
>>8103035
I mean you don't need to tell me your address we can go to Grapevine Mills or something
>>8103030
>tfw will literally never be anything to /mtfg/
>>8103056
why would you even want that.
>>8103056
It's for the best, desu.
>>8103059
I've lived most of my life on the internet, senpai. All I want is to feel connected.
>>8103065
Why do I hurt?
>>8103056
It's OK :) I am in the same boat! I'm fine with that.
>>8103056
This is not the validation you're looking for.
Trust me
>>8103074
Shouldnt you be sleeping.
>>8103070
Because you're lonely and need validation, presumably.
>>8103050
We could go see Your Name maybe...
>>8103081
here is (you)
post butt
>>8103081
I'll give you a (you) to live.
>>8103081
But I am spicy!
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MY BOYFRIEND SAID HE LOVES ME! MY BOYFRIEND SAID HE LOVES ME! MY BOYFRIEND SAID HE LOVES ME! MY BOYFRIEND SAID HE LOVES ME!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!
>>8103093
Is that guuud? :O
>>8103096
hasn't it only been like 7 months?
>>8103030
Moap is the sexiest and the edgiest.
>>8103096
I'm happy for you :)
>>8103086
mfw my very first date I had with my very first significant other was watching a movie at Grapevine Mills
We can go someplace closer, it's just a hug, not a date, hah, right...
>tfw the dumpy one
>>8103096
Congrats Anon!
Well, I'm going to bed. Good night everyone, I hope you all stay safe.
>>8103030
>sexiest
BeepBeeper
>edgiest
thread is filled with so much bawwwww everytime I look its impossible to tell
>>8103108
7 months is a very short time, first SO?
>>8103109
I guess the nerdy one because I love me some Dark Souls :S
>>8103098
Yeah, especially considering it compiled and ran first try.
>>8103109
Dumpy one, probably, minus the smell. I'm too much of a hygiene freak.
What are some comfy clothes to wear in public?
>>8103113
Das guuud right? :)
>>8103107
Oh gosh.
>>8103118
The only thing I dont relate to is liking undertale really. I probably dont smell like sweat except after a workout too.
>>8103121
be the slut one and post butt god damn it.
>>8103122
>>8103117
No, first boyfriend and first SO since I started my transition though.
It hasn't been long but I can't describel how strongly I feel about him. How much he does for me.
I love him.
>>8103130
well I can't argue with that, it's good that you are happy.
>>8103122
IDK. I consider a skirt to be comfy :S
>>8103109
Nerdy one, but I have a fashion sense, and won't do BDSM.
none really fit me.
>>8103122
Pyjamas, like an asshole.
>>8103125
I am literally in a poly relationship with two partners... The problem with my fucked up head runs deeper than actually not having anyone.
>>8103127
*head pats the fuck outta you*
>>8103129
Fuck you, I'm lazy. Hold on.
>>8103132
I've always been lonely, never had close friends. Never felt comfortable in the relationships I was in.
He makes me feel valuable and cared for and loved. We both have lived hard lives with lots of problems left to fix. But we also make each other smile like idiots every time we talk.
The thought of being a girl and living with him one day is the reason I can transition without losing hope.
>>8103143
Why thank you ma'am :D
>nobody even wants to get hugs
That's the last time I try being nice
I'm crying right now, I'm so glad he said he loves me.
>>8103154
I did.
>>8103157
so happy for you!!
>>8103157
Yay for happy tears :)
>>8103158
You're not anywhere near me
>>8103154
*HUGS*
>>8103171
Some fellow lurker wanted hugs then bailed out because I'm not pretty enough
>>8103159
>>8103163
>>8103170
>>8103171
>>8103157
Be wary of your emotions. Those that cannot control their emotions will forever be controlled by other people.
>>8103175
Well fuck that ho. I think you're pretty enough, so give me the hugs instead.
>>8103171
Hugs are always nice :) I tend to always give them out as long as I have permission to (since some people don't like hugs)
I look alright.
>>8103180
You've never seen me
I could be disfigured
>>8103179
Whatever nerd, I've increased my dosages recently and just took my estrogen an hour ago.
>>8103183
the acid talk before could hold some weight to this
>>8103129
Here's my butt. Woot.
>>8103181
I am always open to huggs. I will take all of the huggs. Also
Hugg
>>8103183
Far as I'm concerned, you're a moe anime girl.
>>8103187
I used a diluted acid and washed it off so you can't even tell the difference
I would like to use hydrochloric acid or maybe sulfuric acid sometime
>>8103190
cute butt, would cum inside of.
>>8103190
I must be retarded or something, because I have no idea why my piece of shit phone always turns pics sideways.
>>8103190
Aww thanks :) *hugg*
>>8103190
Yeah phone pictures go full retard
I don't look like an anime girl although for some reason Zheanna said the same thing
>>8103203
Everyone is an anime girl in my book til proven otherwise! >:(
>>8103203
I think of everyone here as an anime girl until proven otherwise, and that can take some work, since even showing me what you look like in a pic won't necessarily remove the ethereal image I've made of you in my head.
>>8103200
Np Spice-chan.
>>8103197
Eh.. I would enjoy a good filling rn, desu.
>>8103206
Great, now I have to kill you to close the inter-dimensional rift.
tfw brain is now failing on coding
comment out lines I just wrote so it is safe.
Time to go to bed...
Goodnight y'all.
>>8103210
O_O Must run away!
>>8103207
Have you been drinking?
>>8103213
Night!
>>8103216
Is this an elaborate ploy to get me to post my ugly face
I mean, if you want to think of me as a cute anime girl, I guess I can let that delusion run on.
>>8103212
IDK I consider myself a normie :D
>>8103226
Yay :D Do I get a gold star for my A grade?
>>8103230
Yes, you get to wear it on your shirt, it has something written on it too
>>8103232
:O! What does it say on it?
I feel so guilty I can't sleep at all??? How tf do I be grateful??? This makes me so angry I just want to live on my own??? Like I thought things were so much better but like???? Apparently not because my parents deeply resent me. I'm just so fricking stressed I was supposed to be sleeping hours ago.
>>8103236
have you ever thanked your family for their support? ever?
>>8103242
Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
>>8103242
I really don't want to. I'm not happy with how I look at all. I don't want to post it at all until after I get FFS on 3+ years of HRT.
>>8103236
your parents are crazy and manipulative and making you think these things was their goal
>>8103236
Independence is best thing ever :( I do recommend it!
>>8103226
I don't want to find out you've damaged your face or additional body parts. I know what it feels like to be fucked up and damaged inside. I've been dealing with it since I was a teen.
>>8103236
Write out your thoughts, and then try to sleep again.
>>8103249
I'm with you on not posting pics.
now I really need to go to bed. Lots to do tomorrow.
>>8103253
I think I'm done with burns for now the only thing I'll do for now is cut if I do.
>>8103241
Literally yes??? I say thank you for dinner every single night.. I ask for nothing on my birthday every year because I know we are relatively poor and I'd rather the money not be wasted... Like I literally hug my mom and thank her for letting m e transition all the time and stopped going to school because they pay the majority of my fees and make them food sometimes and go out to get literally anything they ask for??
>>8103242
I wish I could
>>8103245
Pls>>8103250
Idk..
>>8103251
Just can't afford it desu...
>>8103253
I'm blogging like heck tonight sorry
>>8103256
Uninstalled
>>8103260
>Literally yes???
Well you're in the clear bud, this isn't on you this is their problem.
>>8103256
It's so stuffy! Why is there a a booklet and Take 5 chewing gum in here? ;-;
>>8103242
You seem to already be in a playful mood, so I cannot wait to see how regretfully amenable you'll be when inebriated.
>>8103256
Can you make me feel better about my appearance on Discord too please?
are 36 inch hips okay?
>>8103041
>>8103046
>tfw started dreaming about boys
the feminine trashy ressurection has begun
>>8103262
Aaw.. That's a shame. I've been collecting girls here on that thing. Oh well. Maybe some day you'll cave and show me your lil' bun face.
>>8103266
Because I'm a communist and planning things is easier with a pad, and any gum is dialectical asf.
>>8103270
I'm sure I'll get worse, seeing how my drunkenness and lack of attachment to reality seem to feed off of each other.
>>8103275
Gimme your shit and I will.
>>8103276
What matters is the ratio with your waist and how big your shoulders are.
>>8103280
is it that bad? :(
>>8103283
]]]];
>>8103281
I'm never installing Skype or Discord again.
>>8103281
Does that mean you'll consider embarrassing yourself on camera?
>>8103278
cutest girl is here c:
>>8103282
>tfw shoulders are 17 inches wide and hips are 14 inches wide
god is great
>>8103290
Nigga it's easy to measure your waist
>>8103295
I mean shoulders
>>8103286
I too am curious about this
>>8103293
https://youtu.be/-ht-mwj2j30
>weigh self after not suffering from night sweats today
>1.5kg heavier
JUST SOAK MY SHIT UP
>>8103281
Okay, let's do Discord.
>>8103281
Being dialectical Ish sho fun :D
>>8103260
They are prob just a bit stressed from supporting you, and are trying to push you out of the nest.... I mean you are almost 25. They feel their lives will be less stressful if you move out, which is probably false.
Time for you to pick a daddy to help complete your transition and take care of you baby girl :3
We are doing discord!? :O Text or chat? Can I join?
>>8103312
I just don't really care to talk to people personally. Zna reminded me of that.
>>8103310
>>8103312
discord.gg/n66JgYQ
t-time to epilate and exfoliate
my surface area is too great
>>8103312
You have purportedly already shown us your ass, so I'm guessing anything is permissible at this point.
>betrayed by natalie because I went to do other things
Didnt want yo hug anyway.
can hrt cause you to go into heat, asking for a friend
95th percentile of shoulders for women
5th percentile of hips for women
>>8103319
o btw PASSABLE AND NON DEPRESSIVE TRANNIES ONLY
ALSO, NO TRIP FAGS, if your a trip WE WILL BAN
>>8103322
I'm still here wtf
I just found an apartment for 650 a month.. I've been inside of it but not in any if the rooms... Cool little town.. Relatively safe... I think this might be it girls..
>>8103328
Where is it :x
>>8103312
What do now? :( I am new to discord!
>>8103332
if ur passable ill get it slide, if not, BANNED
>>8103332
I don't like talking to people 1 on 1 that much. I wish people would understand and respect that.
Aww yeah, I am allowed to get drunk in two hours and can pester Haku to show me her cute hole
>>8103332
Why would I wanna to see tranny cock? I simply enjoy watching people do dumb shit—especially if I can remind those people of what happened when they're sober.
>tfw lived to see mirielle-kun become evil
>>8103331
Pretty close to me desu... Excited.. Scared.. Not really sure if the insides are nice.. Theres almost nothing online talking about it
does anyone else go from male to female when they tweeze their eyebrows lmao
i just thinned them out again like i usually do (they usually look like pic related ngl) and they were all caveman af before and i'm like wow
there's a woman under there
>>8103352
What city and state reeee
reminder that lauren is best girl
>>8103360
I need a roommate I'm not trying to doxx you but I guess it's smarter not to post it here
dfgsddfgfd
now i remember why i don't use discord lmao
>>8103360
you really need to get on that beepy.. eyebrows are very important.....
>>8103364
That's the thing though, I don't want to be loved, lol.
>>8103369
what server was that an invite to?
the ones that get posted publicly are typically super trash, esp hips' discord
the good ones are kept on the downlow
>>8103362
Oh it's one bed one bath so idk.. We better be sleeping in the same bed for warmth.
>>8103364
But I dunno anything about you.
>>8103375
Lol you wish I'd rather sleep in the bathtub than with another person
i wanna curl up and die
>>8103373
i think the main one? it's been posted 2937982713982178 time. this is literally the third or fourth time i've left it lol
>>8103379
>Lol you wish I'd rather sleep in the bathtub than with another person
Dunno why but this mad me giggle
>>8103379
literally did this the last time i was supposed to share a room with someone
>>8103382
sheesh now i gotta check it
there's no real 'main' one, just different servers that serve as their own little social groups
there's chara's (that one), hips', kiwi's was super popular but then most of us migrated to a trans only discord...
then there's a ton of semi-active personal ones
>/mtfg / was right again
>>8103392
/hug
>>8103389
don't know what happened
just need to be alone, if only that didn't make me feel so lonely
>>8103390
there's this new one https://discord.gg/b5KCq
>>8103392
What's up Myrthe, what's got you down?
>>8103395
We're all going to make it, sis.
WHO DARES BULLY ME IN DISCORD
>>8103378
I hate myself. I'm always lonely. What else is there to know?
>>8103396
advertising here a lot can be kind of an issue bc you get god knows who coming in
i'll check it out tho
>>8103404
im not, anyone can make a link
>>8103397
i AM an i diotic child
just like everyone here always says
>>8103390
i'm just not really a fan of any of them idk
it's a lot of....................idk. just negative stuff i find amusing when i'm not as happy? but generally stuff i don't like seeing lol
>>8103392
>mtfg being right
what happened?
>>8103408
We learn from our mistakes and grow, Myrthe. What happened?
>>8103400
Not me.
>>8103402
Whether or not you wanna fix those. Care to convert me to communism on Discord?
I'm so fucked in the head wtf
is kiwi still alive??? i havent seen her in a while and idk if they were joking but somebody made it sound like she's gone :x
>>8103406
o ok
sorry
kiwi's was pretty tight and it showed up here a few times so i guess things can be okay
but there were a bunch of guys making people uncomfortable so we ended up having an exodus
>>8103411
it's always a mixed bag
the ones i'm in now are pretty okay
self-hating /pol/trans kind of get on my nerves tho
>>8103420
Good!
post soles
>>8103426
people always say XYZ suicided if they haven't been around for awhile.
>>8103429
Post WHAT?
>>8103433
>>8103437
>>8103430
no it wasn't here it was one of the people on her discord
so i'm legit worried
i never really talked to her after the exodus :c
the last thing i remember from her is her coming here and saying she was assaulted
>>8103442
Shoot it's 4 AM already. ._.
I wanted to watch more of my favorite stream.
Should I sleep or get a cup of cocoa and keep being cozy?
>>8103449
do you have anything to do tomorrow?
If not get that coco going
>>8103446
What are you doing to me?
>>8103452
Work at 5 PM but that's it
tfw lay down to sleep and wake up.
my drowsiness was from not enough blood to the brain.
>>8103443
Ah...
>>8103455
go sleep
>>8103454
swapping (you)s
>>8103458
but thats in 13 hours
>>8103460
Then don't sleep nigga,
>>8103462
okay
getting my cocoa
;3
>>8103459
(You)s are the root of all evil.
Dang it girl! Go to back to bed xD
>>8103467
develish
>>8103477
I can be your BF bb
>>8103420
ADD MEEEEE!
>>8103484
>>8103484
>>8103484
>>8103484
>>8103484
>>8103477
having a bf is real nice desu :c
I want to be a girl.
I admit it.
>>8103488
>>8103488
>>8103488
>>8103488
>>8103488
what the fuck are we posting
We did the thing
>>8103497
>>8103497
>>8103497
>>8103497
>>8103497
it's dead thread hours
>>8103495
Buying BF
>>8103496
good girl
>>8103500
I wish it wasn't so!
>>8103500
>>8103500
>>8103500
>>8103500
>>8103500
>>8103500
Which one of us is winning?
oh god the melatonin in the milk and the 6mg i already took is making me so sleepy i cant keep my eyes open
>>8103421
What's wrong?
>>8103517
Gonna head to bed soon? :(
>>8103518
she's so fucked in the head wtf
>>8103524
No she isn't
>>8103525
this
>>8103525
but I thought she said she was so fucked in the head wtf
>>8103522
Yes it's way past my bedtime anyway, trying to finish this drink but it's so sweet I feel like choking on it
>>8103528
ur 2 clever for them wtf
>>8103530
n-normal
>>8103536
wtf
Estrogen only made me want to be a girl even more!
You said hrt doesn't feel good on cis guys?
>>8103536
No you're not
>>8103540
It shouldn't, no. You should be quite miserable if you are cis.
>>8103544
i am wtf
>>8103540
I'm also worried I just think I'm trans because of hrt
>>8103550
>I'm also worried I just think I'm trans because of hrt
>!HRTMeme.FU
Glooms, I love you so much.
>>8103548
why would you think that?
>>8103556
the evidence all points to it
>>8103545
>happiest I've felt in years
Oh no...I'm trans...
>>8103537
o-oh...w-well... that's an accomplishment, too..
>>8103557
can i hug you soon
is that ok with u
>>8103561
Only if it's a bigg one
>>8103565
are a lot of bigg ones ok too?
>>8103567
yes pls
>>8103569
ok youll get em soon
>>8103573
thank
>>8103559
i'm trying to beat hard but the name doesn't lie edie :(
oh and i placed silver in comp
>>8103575
>oh and i placed silver in comp
lel
>paycheck came in
>savings is back at $1500
Counting down the pennies for surgeries.
Gotta sleep now, good night everyone.
>>8103584
i'm sorry i'm not one of those fancy pro/competent trans girl players or something
https://youtu.be/qZKCHBM0l4c
>>8103585
Night!
>>8103586
please git gud
Oh shit the new Aliens movie looks decent, love sci-fi horror
Sometimes I think I like the shounen super powers you get from HRT even more than I like the tits.
>>8103610
watch life if you wanna see a high-budget ripoff
>>8103590
thanks for posting another great song c:
>>8103613
oooohhh, gotta get some mates together to see that
I need to go to bed but I'm feeling a bit dysphoric so I'm going to vent my feelings. Nobody has to read this but I think it'll help a bit to get it all out. Maybe I'll tire myself out a bit.
I ended up venting some feelings that really rather shouldn't have been expressed in the first place, namely dragging up an old incident where I tried to join a 'trans friendly lesbian discord' for the sake of lurking and, you know, seeing women interact, so that maybe I could feel a little bit better about myself, even if I had to hold back on engaging in that conversation until I was actually transitioned enough to actively pass as female.
The first thing I noticed was that, in the general channel, people were talking about HRT and SRS and whatnot. Comfortably. Which is fine enough, I suppose. Maybe a trans minority happened to stumble onto the subject and ended up talking about a mutual affliction. But I stayed there for a while, and it was a consistent theme. The most active users were trans, and of the people I saw speaking, it seemed like a -majority- were trans. And that made me think. What's it like to be a woman, a cis woman, have a lesbian discord, open it up to transgender women for the sake of being progressive, or because you're compassionate, or maybe you had a few transgender friends who weren't that bad, and then see it become entirely trans, to the point where you have people, rather than just being trans and participating in female discussion, completely grab your server by the ovaries and turn it into just another trans safe space? To the point where people not even on hrt yet are comfortable posting pictures of themselves, not on hrt, clearly male (effeminate, yes, but distinctly male), in a -lesbian- discord? By adding on that little bit of 'trans acceptance' to the lesbian discord, you've made it just one of many trans support groups, with a few cis lesbians tacked on for flavor points.
Hi I'm me and I'm here today to talk about lung cancer
Lung cancer kills sooo many people every year and they feel real bad.
No smoking!
>>8103629
>>8103603
will it make boys like me?
>>8103623
sometimes you just gotta accept that a community changed. things always change and no community stays like it is and eventually over time either fades away or becomes completely different. I know it's hard to watch but there is not much you can change about it.
What's the point? And voicing any concerns over outright non-female (I don't want to say male, but, you know) behavior being displayed in what was clearly intended to be a female space would be viewed as transphobic or non-progressive, or incompassionate, or what have you. The terf viewpoint is all the more rational for the fact that everybody else is sucking trans dick for good girl points with mommy progress.
I spent a bit of time browsing cis les gen and noticed that thread after thread after thread you'd have some outspoken transgirl or another trying to stir shit up in a thread that clearly exists -only- because of the trans tendency to focus everything on themselves. It wasn't even militantly anti-trans. From what I saw, at least half the thread was trans sympathetic. Presumably the 'cis only' rule was just necessary to keep transwomen in line and have them actually act like women. Because even hinting that this is a space acceptant of transgender individuals brings in a horde of distinctly non-female transgenders who instantly try to center the conversation around them and their own issues.
And that's just painful to see, because it reminds me of how non-female I am. And it makes me want to just curl up and never go outside and wake up in the year when I'll presumably be a bit prettier than I am right now. I don't want to have to go through transition and be one of 'those' people. I don't want to -have- to be accepted. There was this woman at an LGBT thing I attended last night and she was really friendly and she referred to me and one or two other people as 'girls' and it was really nice, and it felt good at the time. But thinking back, it just makes me sad. Because that wasn't me. The transgirl I met was pre-hrt and looks prettier than I do.
>>8103629
Don't smoke then! :)
>>8103629
But I need to smoke half a packet a day other wise I die
>>8103629
i quit again just 5 days or so ago cause of my best friend
And I mean that woman was really nice, and I think she legitimately cared about me. But she didn't see a woman. For a long time I've been paranoid about this, and even to people who know me as trans I tell them to refer to me as he and by my deadname, because I'd rather pretend to be a man and pass than pretend to be a woman and fail completely.
i dunno
i'm going to bed
>>8103644
wow I'm your best friend? and you predicted my post 5 days in advance? really warms my heart
>>8103612
??? ???
yass I got my 2kg of salt delivered
this epilator is really fucking comfy compared to my old one as well
nice smooth shin
>>8103657
so ahh... why 2kg of salt?
>>8103657
I worked hard on that salt.
>>8103640
IDK 4chan culture is rough on a lot of people in both lights. I am sorry that people don't accept you as you are and as a person. :(
>>8103650
np anon buddy :)
>>8103660
BUY IN BULK
>>8103666
AHH FUCK HYPE
>>8103664
<3<3. how does the zionist cabal feel about smok?
>>8103657
hey trashy was the suicide attempt with the xanax and alcohol painful or was it comf
>>8103671
was comfy lol :)
>>8103673
nice thanks i hope it works
>>8103671
Don't leave Myrthe, she needs you
>>8103681
oh okay cool, well then.
I'll see guys in like two days or something?
>>8103684
maybe
>>8103686
Yeah no worries, don't forget to pick up some milk tomorrow? Ok?
>>8103689
but we have like 2 cartons still and 1 almond milk
its fine
>>8103690
What about bread, are we fine for bread?
>>8103684
Ye we'll kill ourselves on sunday evening I think
>>8103690
almond milk is amaaaaaazzziiingg!
>>8103695
Stop this
>>8103670
no good for jew girls
Fuck is Almond milk? Almonds aint even got titties
What is the point of sympathy
When even kindness hurts?
A single, gentle compliment -
From that, the sadness spurts.
She said I'd only gain failure
If I tried to be cis
But what's the point of winning life
When life plays out like this?
When even, spoken tenderly
A reference as 'she'
Can cause brutal dysphoria
Because she sees a he.
I'm not sure if I'll even pass
To reach my destination
I'm not sure that I won't find out
My journey's degradation.
I wish that I could tell myself
That some day, I'd be well
But what if when I pass in looks
They, from my acts, could tell?
>>8103673
would you recommend
>>8103706
>bread vending machine
Still silly
>>8103706
Please don't kill yourselves.
You can make a life in the Netherlands. Please.
>>8103708
The fuck is a bread vending machine. Like I can put two and two together but I have never heard of this before. Where ya'll live for this to be a thing?
>>8103629
No smoking pls
>>8103701/
can I be a jew girl if I marry u?
>>8103711
That's Belgian
I'm Dutch it's silly to us too
What's your favourite feature of yourself em tee eff gee
mine's my eyelashes
>>8103714
heh, saved <3
>>8103711
>>8103718
Legs
Will probably change to tummy once I lose weight
>>8103715
Am I that obvious lmao. Then again I wasn't really trying to stealth or anything.
>>8103716
oh gosh anon >< p-prolly
>>8103718
I have nothing redeeming.
>>8103717
what a crazy world we live in.
Also why Sunday evening? Why just not jump? That why there is no going back.
I never got why people "attempted" suicide why not fully commit, give it your all?
i mean can anyone honestly say things will get better
it's one thing to say 'things will get better' but it's another entirely to actually see them improve
nobody even cares to put in an effort
the best thing that happened to me in the last year was when a friend i barely even talk to called up the university support group and asked them to contact me
it's the teeniest bit of effort
but all you can do is say plz dont
>>8103727
because nobody actually wants to die
they just want to not live how they're living
if you botch suicide there's at least the chance your family might reconsider or something, idk who cares
>>8103718
Liv, you're not suppose to use "my" every "my" must be replaced with Me. You must commit to Aussie
>>8103727
>jump
what should we jump from?
honestly the biggest objection i have to killing myself right now is i'm staying with this super nice gay guy who is letting me stay in a spare room for cheap as shit and i don't want to lay that shit on him
>>8103718
My freckles, I'd say.
But at the same time, I wish I didn't have them so my skin would look clear.
>>8103733
Do I look like your fucking travel guide? Gosh the nerve of some people
>>8103735
>people who like freckles
SHIT TASTE
i can personally recommend botched suicides
the aspirin overdose got me homeless for a bit but it really put my life on the right track
unfortunately it's not really going to help with the fact that there's a very real possibility i'll never be passably cis
who am i fucking kidding i don't even believe that
i know i'll probably pass in a year or two
but the dysphoria until then is awful
i just want to give up
it's not even just dysphoria it's bipolar bullshit so the feelings are even less valid
>>8103723
Wait, was I not supposed to say anything?
>>8103737
fine, no jumping, then
>>8103742
Freckles are the cutest, damn it trashy.
i mean i guess another big thing is you don't want to die while looking like a man
like
idk
it'd at least be nice to leave a pretty corpse
i'm not going to kill myself but i sure wish i had the nerve to right now! haha
oh boy!!!!!
I'm feeling a little better about my hair today, and a little more hopeful of being a real woman...
...even if the past couple days have been frustrating.
>>8103731
but I'm only like
third generation
and ew
the word "cunt" in casual conversation is as far as I'm willing to go
I never understood why australians speak like pirates
>>8103726
I don't believe you
>>8103722
let's do tummy toning yoga together
I've had love handles for five months too long.
>>8103735
I like freckles but I understand wanting your skin to look clear
I had freckles on my when I was little (like from when I was 1 til I was 5 but they disappeared) and I kinda wish I still had them.
>>8103742
>not finding genetic imperfections hot
it is u who has the shit taste my pal
we're gonna do ALL the things
>>8103755
>Yoga
>Toning
More like
Fasting
Stomach Vacuums
Hamstring Lowers
Barbell Raises
Lunges
probably got the name of some of them wrong but it works!
>>8103753
It's good that you are feeling better :)
>>8103761
How did you figure it out?
Am I the only one wanting them to stay alive?
>>8103709
>tfw dutch
I guess it's over for me.
i talked about this with alice extensively
not this but the stuff i was ranting about before
anyway
um
it came down to i don't want to be one of those people who aggressively need to point out that they're trans to other women
i just want to be a cis woman because i identify with cis women
i don't want to be trans
and she says that's just setting myself up for failure
but no
i've been set up for failure from the start
this isn't my thing
the best i can do is bluff and hope people are stupid enough to pass me the pot
>>8103762
well if you kill yourselves now you're not going to pass :^)
so that's one thing you can cross out of 'all the things'
>>8103755
Babe every Aussie is third generation or less
>>8103768
But, I just said...
>>8103763
cardio's weird
I can get pretty trim in under a month just by doing yoga and eating healthily but cardio makes me feel awful no matter how long I do it
>>8103774
>eating healthily
try eating unhealthily and starving yourself instead, numbnuts
instant skinny
just add water
>>8103765
To be honest, my depression is making a pretty good comeback, which is a little worrying, partly because when it does that, I stop wanting to be female. It's really hard to separate that feeling of "nothing matters so why be female" from my actual desires.
>>8103776
will remember this
>>8103774
I want these last kilos to get the HELL off my body
I feel I'm getting close a tiny bit flabby on the upper arms, thighs too thicc and tummy is FAT
>>8103778
>"nothing matters so why be female"
I know this feeling. Just keep going.
>>8103780
Dude you're twig-skinny
>>8103771
I mean like my grandma is 100% greek and I'm close to 50% and my dad's parents have heavy Irish/Norwegian backgrounds so yeah
I don't even think I have any convict in me at all.
Australian only cause I was born here baby.
>>8103779
aren't you going to be dead
ur not really good at this senpai
>>8103778
>nothing matters so why be female
Your life matters, keep going mate you'll make it.
>>8103785
I'm not a twig lmao I'm fat
>>8103787
never done it before sorry
>>8103789
Looks okay to me
>>8103786
yeah Cuzz fucking Wog life mate. Mate that mix makes you 110% Aussie. You're fucking set
>>8103766
I Sherlock Holmes'd you with my unmatched intellect.
You certainly aren't, but the people more invested in this are away right now.
>>8103788
>>8103784
On my best days, I know that quite clearly. The difference between myself when I consider myself female and how I feel as male is striking, but you have to understand, I have a lot of self-doubt. I grew up having all my original ideas struck down by a religious mom and self-absorbed father. I really have a hard time believing I, alone, can be right about anything. It's one of the things I've been working to overcome.
I really need to see a therapist. One I can trust to talk about my gender since it's a huge part of me. Good luck doing that in Utah-lite though.
>>8103800
>unmatched intellect
yeah idk many people who can go that low
>>8103794
THINN
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>>8103798
I'm going to augment my body with cybernetics then turn them off to contemplate existance for eternity in an idle state
>>8103804
left looks better honestly
>>8103808
>left looks better honestly
You're mistaken
>>8103809
no the right one really emphasizes the uh
yknow
the skeleton
ideally you'd want somewhere in the middle
but ultrathin is not generally an aesthetic that works for the transsexual race
>>8103812
Dunno I look way better thinn by hips look a lot wider relative to the rest of me
may your feet serve you well
and the rest be sent to hell
where they always have belonged
>>8103816
i mean it's your choice obviously
i just think you look good plump
but then i've started getting into like butch women and whatnot so if you're trying to attract men which you presumably would be because i'm assuming heterosexuality is the default here you might not want to take my advice
look i should really be in bed.
>>8103803
I want to reply with an image of a crying catboi but image limits are a thingdjkalsjf
>>8103824
looks like you just got cucked dude.
>>8103820
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1u9HP3N23bU
Oh fuck me mate, that was a fucken classic. Your voice ain't half bad liv.
>>8103821
No straight dude would want to fuck me lmao
I'm just trying to be the femmest twinkhon there is so that I can get dudes and wear some female clothing without getting as dysphoric
it was a mistake to reply to me
sorry for ruining the thread
i'm going to try to go to sleep again
i think i'm a bit calmer now
>>8103833
I'm not underestimating my appearance I got big flabby parts that are coating my nice healthy bones!
>>8103833
>i'm sure you can get some guys who consider themselves heterosexual
Delete this pls
>>8103840
ok
will that be all ma'am
>>8103843
You better watch who you ma'am m8
>>8103030
Thr grinch is edgyiest