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>>7999224
nim thread
>tfw I'm just a man that watches children's cartoons and shitposts on an anime image board all day while i delude myself into thinking I'll be a woman
l-livin the life
>transsexuals
>>8000091
>female transsexuals
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my mom calls transgendered people transvesti's
>>8000106
well
there are some transsexuals.....alot of men though....alot of them..........
>>8000104
what are you watching?
>this is my daughter
>she's a transgendered
>>8000108
transvestites are different although the terms were used interchangeably at one point in time
>>8000091
>female transsexuals
kinda triggering ngl
I feel like I should try pot again.
>>8000113
no she says transvesti
>>8000112
>this is my son, mercury
>"oh I thought he was a woman!"
>he's not a woman, just a disappointment
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TRANSGENDER THING OLIVE
>>8000116
sure try pot
its no big deal
until it makes you GAY
the smolest girl penis
>>8000129
do i really talk that low or are you all making fun of me ;-;
>>8000129
>Anonymous
>>8000106
>female transsexuals
My psychiatrist still says transsexual. I think he's like 80 years old. He's perfectly respectful with names and pronouns and everything else though.
>>8000122
bc I thought I'd try it instead of a third suicide attempt LMAO
the lil'est gt
>>8000112
why would a mommy do this
So I recently learned that the tranny at my school
that supposedly killed herself last year actually died from overdosing on heroin and tried to suck my friends dick
dont do drugs familia
I want to hold ambiance
if you're full time and pass the majority of the time reply to this post
i feel like this is discussed a lot (usually saying that everyone is closeted still) but i'm of the opinion that a good amount of the trips here are living full time so ya
huggin a mercutie
uhh uhhhhh uhhhhhh ooh fuck ohh fuck im cummiNG aaaaa-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>8000146
t h i s
tfw you hate yourself but hrt is making you feel more like yourself but i have xy chromosomes so i should be forced to be a hollow husk and eventually try to kill myself again xDDD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7na3tyuhdo
>everything turns into a grey haze of wishing either things were different or I were dead
>>8000143
I never saw any of those but they seem nice and one of my best friends said I should watch SU. idk why but I can't really bring myself to watch shows alone anymore.
>>8000176
make me
I may not look like a girl
but I definitely look more interesting than I used to
>>8000178
>transsexuals
>>8000185
im glad im transitioning because otherwise i would probably start looking like a really mentally ill man
>>8000151
despite all my self hate i do for some reason
havent heard sir in a long time
usually if i get gendered male its from my own family
>>8000151
I sadpost about being a hon a lot but even the middle-aged indian dude who came over today to fix my internet was gendering me female
idk
I hope that means I pass
like p much every rando I meet day-to-day has she/her/miss/ma'm'd me so
yeah
>>8000150
>why did you decide to become a faggot olive????
i-i heard from a man on tv it was ok
>tfw no ftm bf
What's wrong with the word transsexual? Seems pretty apt to me....
which trip is the gayest
>>8000151
Hey.
>three replies to the fulltime post
>48 posts
>18 IPs
4/18 people live fulltime
>>8000197
Just has a negative stigma to it because of porn.
>>8000197
it sounds more intense than transgender or transgirl.. idk
>>8000197
Sexual is an uncomfortable word and people confuse it with sexualities like homosexual and such.
>tfw you can't time travel to 6 months from now to see if you're destined for hondom or if hrt is starting to give decent results
>>8000204
kissu
>>8000185
I may not look like a girl
But at least I see myself in the mirror now
Before I just saw this person who I knew wasn't me
I guess I'm getting closer
Good night, Cindy *hugg*
Good night, everyone
>>8000193
h-haha yeah it'd suck to look like one of those
>>8000214
>SINGLING OUR CINDY
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>8000178
is it bad to be quiet :(
>>8000197
Mostly the word *sexual*
I'm transgender, and it has nothing to do with sexuality at all
>>8000176
i was cheery for a couple hours :(
>>8000222
but you are changing your sex
>>8000218
OUT*
>>8000202
nim
>>8000219
The people who talk the least tend to be the most observant.
>children who dont understand that transgender is an umbrella term, and transsexual specifically describes people who take active steps medically to facilitate a desire to change
this website is 18 and up u know
>>8000216
i'll retally later
but yes
5/18 is very bad odds
imo transsexual is technically a better word because you're changing your physical sex and not your mental gender but transgender sounds cute and transsexual sounds gross and like porn so transgender 8s effectively better
>>8000225
Better than normal, I suppose.
>20% of mtfg passes or walks through life as a woman visually and otherwise
o-oh..................................i see..................................
>>8000151
reporting in
i mean just look at me no one has ever gendered me male
>>8000236
Sleep soundly.
>>8000243
Explains the general a bit more, doesn't it?
Transgirl is the best word because it has the word girl in it and that's what I am
>>8000159
>>8000146
>dont do drugs familia
Dont tell people what to do familia, drugs are awesome.
>>8000251
trans girl is better because it implies your a girl who happens to be trans instead of being a separate category
I wish I wasn't such an evil cunt sometimes
I wish I could be nice all the time
I wish I were nice enough most of the time to offset being a total bitch sometimes
I wish I were dead
>>8000240
>communism
This place looks lively. Can I hang out here?
>>8000243
im only 5 months in edie and im 6'1 :(
>>8000243
Most of the folk here aren't over 1 year on HRT and in general don't even try to present female.
>>8000259
what's holding you back from being nice?
>>8000260
sure
the mods barely do anything
and nobody else can boot you
>>8000243
everyone who legitimately has a normal life stopped coming here
how can you not know this? why would anyone torture themselves in this shithole?
>>8000230
no it's olive
>>8000260
It's pretty nice sometimes, have fun ^^
>>8000267
my fucked up brain
and being off hormones
mostly the brain tho
>>8000266
yeah but why is this?
the threads used to have a very nice mix of peopl
that being said, if trolls and babytrannies didn't run off the 'actual women'; then I think a nice portion of people are just men on hormones (on hrt for a year or more
>>8000278
why are you so mean?
>>8000230
>>8000273
homosexuals are uncouth sinners
be gone heathens
>>8000279
people lie and fuck with the strawpolls all the time
>>8000282
am I being mean?
i dont think im being mean
why r u making shit up?
anyone who thinks I'm mean is really stupid desu
>>8000279
it feels like ive been on these things for years now tho desu
>>8000279
Lurkers usually rarely post but do participate in strawpolls.
>>8000282
I heard they weren't trans
>>8000276
what's wrong with your brain? there must be a way to fix it
>>8000290
yeah, I'm not trans, I'm just a gay man; gaygen is rly slow and boring so I post here instead
so would it be fair to say that 75-80% of the ACTIVE posters, specifically trips, who post here are in the beginning of their transitions and don't pass, or aren't fulltime?
rather than yknow, just everyone lurkers included since the lurkers who vote on the strawpolls are and live fulltime are obviously real
Dearest mtfg,
Why have I become so fucking ugly and why do all my efforts at improving fail?
Plsnohugbox, allrealtalk
Yours,
Me
when do i start passing how long does it take
>>8000292
if you don't end up passing it could probably be a good place to vent
or you could be like lani and like being able to talk about trans issues since she doesn't know any trannus irl
>>8000290
i'm probably just repressing though and taking out my frustration at being male on the dumb transsexuals who post here, especially the ones who dont pass
>12 years old
>>8000300
Sounds about right.
I'm about 75% sure that guys look at me and make eye contact with me much more than they used to
>>8000300
id say like 70% desu
but i guess it fits with 4chsn culture that most of us would be shut-ins who don't try to present anyway
>>8000300
why are you still here
why do you still jack off for old gross dudes
why don't you try to live a normal life
you're pretty enough to try at least. you sell yourself short.
Hasn't it been common wisdom for a while that the thread is populated by babytrans and drives out anyone who keeps transitioning long enough to go full time and stuff? Also chasers.
But like, if you come here when you start HRT, you'll probably be gone by 6 months if you have any sense because this place is hell.
There's a constant influx of babytrans and an outflow of anyone with experience.
>>8000308
can you take your frustrations out on me pls
you can scream into me like a pillow
or
something
>>8000306
And keep driving the circle of self loathing and complaining about appearances, making this place from a social gathering to an echo chamber of newer transitioners complaining about what time will fix and older transitioners lamenting for what can't be changed.
The younger ones grow up or become the older ones, the older ones kill themselves. The circle goes on.
love girls a whole lot
>>8000304
It depends on a lot I think, where are you at with your voice
Do you know what clothes/hairstyles work for you
All that stuff matters a lot
>>8000324
i mean im almost 6 months and i have no intention of leaving any time soon
>>8000329
I think this is one of the saddest things I've ever read
>>8000329
that's pretty sad :(
>>8000104
Just gotta work the stock market. Get enough money and pay a person to smash my face in, put weird things in my body and cut off parts of me
>>8000332
mean stuff like what
and how long have u been here
context clues are everything buddi
babbytrans anime avatar posters please go
3 years hrt or longer only
>>8000341
pls don't leave edie
>>8000344
Fuck I thought I cropped that....
>>8000351
No you fucking didnt
>>8000348
one of those guys is leffen right?
v gay pic desu
>>8000341
ur finally moving?
where r u moving to?
>>8000348
just make the anime avatar fags gtfo
babytrans need help too
>>8000292
>>8000329
what really gets me is that very few here have feminines interests, and any fashion/make-uo/aesthetics discussion is so pedestrian as to be worthless and/or irrelevant or quickly goes in the toliet
>>8000350
i only really post here when i have literally nothing else going on as it is, but idk
i was talking to my best friend about it and she was totally confused as to why i still post here and asked why i would want to be around you ppl and like
i couldn't really give her an answer? i said i loved some of the ppl who post here and i only post when i'm bored but she still didn't get it cause of how toxic it is. AND IDGI EITHER SO
>>8000332
same but didn't you develope a hiding your mental illnesses skill? I only tell my doctor specific stuff and nothing too bad so they don't lock me up.
>>8000336
omg val you're LITERALLY not even that bad
You're prettier than me
p much everyone here thinks you're cute except for bullyanons but they'll say anything to get people feeling down
seriously
I am not hugboxing you
>>8000348
I feel targeted
>>8000326
i want to post something funny and also sexual, but im in my class rn and am already fucking off, so i can't devote the thought i would like to replying to that
i just wanted u to know
i scream at a really high pitch though, it will make ur ears bleed
>>8000151
you can probably count number of active fulltimers w 1 hand
>>8000348
I'll be at three years in six months.
>>8000360
i will tell u l8er bb during the trip, i'm keeping it very hush hush on purpose cause i'll prob vanish from 4chan after i do lolol
>>8000336
haven't been on a lot the past few months
>>8000347
i dunno forget it
>>8000362
I don't know any skill like that
friends and stuff pick up on it fast
i'm the shittiest liar I know but the hospital staff picked up on nothing somehow
they're easy to lie to by denying everything they don't have proof of
I really don't want to risk being exposed to those kinds of people anymore
they're 100% untrustworthy
>>8000355
Dubs dubs dubs
Holy fucking shit I hate myself and my broken face.
Like,
Damn.
I was a hot guy.
Now im just this ugly weirdo nobody really wants to flirt with & instead just like to gawk at.
I'm a fucking inbred animal at the zoo with half a face and a hoof where my paw should be.
>>8000365
'Everyone' is subjective when you're looking at a crowd through a peephole, yo.
>>8000371
Dont get raped/disappeared
Nice knowing you, I guess.
TTYL never
my aesthetic : listening to soulja boy at 1 am alone in your apartment
watch me crank dat
alright. i think i've acquired enough literature on syndicalism. time to get reading
>>8000383
kiss me through the phone ok
shoot i missed 8000000
i don't really feel any better for my walk either, in fact my shoulder hurts more
but i saw pic related on my walk and now i want to find someone to go with
>watching videos aobut tornadoes while looking for new clothes
Kinda want to be a meteorologist tbhhhhh
But mostly so I could stormchase
>>8000387
Crank dat racial stereotype
>>8000344
I like that cider
also I'm jelly
>>8000388
>denver
I'd go with but you're too far ;_;
>>8000387
WATCH ME CRANK THAT SOULJA BOI THEN SUPERMAN THAT HOEEEE
i'm enjoying this slightly too much desu kissin u thru the phone
Respond to this if you collect all things animal crossing
>>8000381
you are a cute girl who needs a husband and like four kids
>>8000388
I'm going to see that probably the 8th so hyped. 5cm per second is the best anime movie ever made excited to see what he has in store this time.
>>8000391
You could call yourself the trannychaser.
>>8000338
>>8000340
That's just the grim reality of it.
In 2 years when I'm full time, after I slaved away most of my life for this without any support, why would I possibly want to be surrounded by younger transitioners who put in no effort, have it better, and just want to complain all day?
There's no advice regarding passing going around (since nobody listens to it and they'd prefer to just complain they're hideous), everyone just posts about me me me me me me me.
It's much more pleasant company to be with non transgendered friends.
Smoking out pigs is the best idea ever by the way. They don't like captain morgan though
Fucking pigs, too good for my rum
give me drugs and sex
>>8000402
i think we could make that happen. any ideas for the sidekick?
i need a jim desu
>>8000360
hey mercury I like k fashion but I'm a dumb fag so I usually only buy clothes at thrift stores am I a real girl
also I'm afraid of makeup and don't want to try it until I finish electro
>>8000413
Bad
>>8000406
>It's much more pleasant company to be with non transgendered friends.
Well of course well adjusted people you connect with for multiple reasons are better company than strangers you simply share an illness with
>>8000419
feels good
all that matters is feeling good in the end
i'm still happy that every stranger that called me today thought i was a girl. :3
it feels great.
i guess i might look ok too.
i also feel confident w/ my performance during my 2nd calculus midterm
every thing is good
>>8000415
that's stupid
queer people need to learn how to behave
>>8000414
>tfw my girlfriend compared me to Jim Halpert
Made me look at the camera.
>>8000394
Ye
It's a bimonthly thing.
I constantly fucking hate my face in the mirror.
Like, I've severe social anxiety out the ass.
Won't go anywhere in public alone.
So many fucking people gawk
B/c I'm so fucking grotesque.
Anyways>>
See you never after 3 weeks, nice knowing you
>>8000403
I'm shackled down in a sexless relationship to a flamboyant gay man turned tranny.
So,
Good luck with all that n stuff.
And 'just leave' really ends in my goofy looking ass being forever alone & also revokes any and all reasons to stick around on this planet
>>8000391
I wanted to be a pilot desu
But then I realized that they would never accept a tranny who has tons of scars and a history of depression.
>>8000381
mebbe you were a hot guy but i bet you weren't all that happy
look at is this way: it's easier to find genuine, worthwhile people now, the assholes won't bother trying to hide and deceive you if they're just gawking
if you just want attention there's guys who'll give it to you
>>8000404
yeah i'm getting excited
>>8000412
hah
>>8000424
Nice!
>>8000414
hmmmm
idk im drawing a blank
i guess it depends, is it going to end well for the sidekick?
maybe they could be the eric to my jenny?
>>8000415
post a fit
where you shop really isn't /that/ important at the end of the day, bc how you wear ir or style it is far more important
thifting is good imo
i have some facial hair but just shave real close idk
>>8000423
That's a self destructive mindset
I guess if you don't care about yourself go ahead and destroy yourself
>>8000422
I guess so. I can relate to some people here, kind of. Which is already a step ahead of almost every person I meet in reality.
Tripcode test..
>>8000427
>I'm shackled down in a sexless relationship to a flamboyant gay man turned tranny.
you're dating dollface?!
>>8000434
friend?
do i know you on discord?
>>8000406
maybe ive contributed to that..
ive tried to be more positive but it's difficult! things will probably be okay but it's hard to see that when you look and mirror and see a guy
>>8000430
Nigga
No
Tons of fake bitches wanting me as a friend for unicorn level faghag bragging rights are not genuine or worthwhile.
And
I don't like chasers or 98% of men
>>8000413
same
>>8000434
I don't mean to look down on everyone, it's just, outside of being trans what do much of us have in common? Sometimes I get people coming in that share my strange interests, but rly most of the time there's not much.
>>8000428
I'd love to be a fighter pilot, been a life long desire of mine, but I'd be lucky to even fly civilian planes.
>>8000445
I wasn't singling you out, it's just a really common behavior in a lot of younger mtfs, I went through it too. It took a lot of growing up as a person to make life more about me and more about other people.
>>8000437
i am caring about myself so much that I want to enjoy myself
>>8000370
i want to see a picture (of you) desu if you would be so kind
>>8000446
what is it you want then?
how do you know they all just want to know you for bragging rights?
and were you actually happy living as a dude?
>>8000456
ignore the kid lol
if you waanna do drugs do them lol
i mean, everything in moderation, and dont overdose, but people use drugs for a reason lol
>>8000456
Are you yourself
>>8000457
>>8000459
I didn't feel like a fucking corpse decaying as I walk around in public as a dude.
I have a hard time being friends with non-gay women.
Can't relate
They force themselves on me for friendship when I have nothing to say to them or converse about
And
Boys don't want to be my friend even though I get along with em gr8
>>8000462
kek
ok
>>8000460
pretty solid attitude to have at 15 though, she can focus on things that matter more, get ahead in her life, and experiment with whatever in her early 20s like a responsible adult
>>8000466
Sorry, I'm not gonna post my picture on here.
>>8000469
I'm serious
>>8000469
god damn it, i wish jaden smith would just shut up.
every idea he's ever had is bullshit
>>8000470
lol, no thats fine, i certainly understand
i rarely post pictures for that reason
>>8000470
Yeah you don't want to end up in some autist's hard drive.
I can't find a tripcode I like so I guess I'll keep using this.
>>8000480
That's a good tripcode, desu.
Fuckit
Like,
Can't relate to anyone here anyways.
And
My fb has been audited since inception to only have funny ani'ma me memes and a large majority of my 30 'friends' unfollowed b/c I can't fucking stand people.
My broken transition, being put down and let down at every fucking turn hasn't brought me anything nice.
Fuck this.
.
>>8000151
I love full time and pass as a man
I don't even get mosgendered in boy clothes
>>8000463
i get not really enjoying the company of cishet girls, they're mostly just tolerable for me and generally don't know i'm trans because i'm not fulltime
do you live in a pretty conservative area? the artist/musician guys i've met have been pretty chill.
i'm an autist and don't approach the queer girls i'd like to spend more time with, but i imagine it's not impossible
>>8000476
you're perpetuating his celebrity by not only paying attention but talking about it here. just ignore the fuck out of celebrity
>>8000483
Trying to think of a name now. Apparently Natalie is too common. Just wandering through my usuals now.
>at boyfriend's house
>not getting fucked
>this has happened the past 6 visits for various reasons
getting really tired of this shit. should I get a huge dildo or vibrator instead of sexually starving for so long?
I wish I could talk to my therapist when I actually need her
>>8000436
I like sweatshirts and big long dresses kinda like this
I think you need to look very fem if you want to pull it off though
>>8000505
Part of therapy is learning control and boundaries
>>8000499
Luce is a bit odd in English. Lucia or Lucy would be better, if you like either of those.
>>8000503
You should anyway.
>>8000505
>>8000492
message me on fb dear tell me what's going on
>>8000505
maybe you should write down what's bothering you in a journal so you remember it.
>>8000511
It was part of a name for a character I wrote. Luce al Cielo.
>>8000514
Is venting it at a friend good enough
>>8000491
oh wow, that would be a great choice I think, a very good choice
we'd make a great duo?
and she works out and stuff, so she'd def be good you know bc she probably has good hand-eye coordination and is athletic
>>8000507
yeah
i meant post a fit of yourself though lol
that being said, yeah pulling off the oversize look is hard if you aren't really fem and/or skinny, but just wear cute makeup and accessories i think and you get around it fine
>>8000151
living full time and stealth reporting in
>>8000491
Ash is the big show, not a sidekick
>>8000519
Ah, neato.
>>8000529
Lucia is the name of my aunt who used to violently sexually abuse me so I don't particularly fancy it as a legal name. My legal name will still be Natalie.
>>8000508
shrug, i'm out to everyone that i really talk to i just have anxiety and a beard shadow
i'm not trying to fix your problems, but the fact that the musicians/artists i hang out with are cool dudes who don't care that i'm trans and that circle just treats me like a human seemed relevant.
i hope you can get to a better place desu
>>8000522
>im living as stealth when im a big buff dude
ok korra.
>>8000521
tb h not going to post any pics of myself and even if I did it would not be on 4chan
>>8000520
venting is fine as long as they're okay with it
Its worse to keep in all your emotions and much better to let them all out to someone who understands
>>8000475
well, if you're wondering about an ontological explanation of the ego or the self, it is the your current experience.
every outcome that is ever going to happen is already happening, so the all of the outcomes that that you will ever experience are not just predetermined, but they already exist. basic spacetime logic.
so, in a nutshell, you yourself are the experience of living out your own existence for as long as you can sustain &/or resuscitate your consciousness & the awareness of yourself & your surroundings.
there is no mysticism about this, nothing special about "you", just "you" is an existential experience that is aware of itself.
you are not an object.
you are an event.
hope this helps to clear out any confusion about the ego
>>8000496
okie doke! :)
what stuff do i wear to make my shoulders look more narrow
i tried some of the sleeve types mentioned here before and they don't look any less broad lol
of course all the clothes i own are baggy..
>>8000532
Very not neato. I'm sorry that I suggested it.
>>8000534
extremely weak and stale b8
every time i watch this video i fucking scream omg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvZk-4_tLQM
ty youtube for reminding me
>>8000540
scoop necks
tonight i hung out with my best friend and a japanese guy that we met and we fed him ice cream and he spoke in japanese almost the entire time and i coudlnt understand a thing but it was still cool ama
>>8000535
ohok, that is perfectly reasonable loll
>>8000538
mmm yes, you know she is an orange county girl too, us orange county girls should all get together and hang out??
i mean, u'd be a bit of a third wheel, but we are both very sweet you know, so it would still be fun
and you know, the great part of working with someone as great as she, is that its easy to be partners?? u know, i hate to get all weeabo, but AIBOU; she'd be such a great aibou, we'd be like Ash and Pikachu or Yugi and Atem or any other gr8 partners
>>8000540
v-necks
My babby-trans roommate has a transformation fetish. I remember reading one such fic a few years ago because while I don't get off to the idea, the subject matter is absolutely fascinating and I liked reading about the semi-body horror surrealism of one's body changing. Of course, I read that fic nearly a decade after my first trans thoughts. Of course there was some lewd in it and I will admit I got off to it several times.
Flash forward to a few days ago when I picked stumbled upon a ftm comic.
It mostly just made me dissatisfied hrt isn't literal magic and made me think if I truly lost anything by undergoing my medical transition. I've never been in a relationship I could describe as "romantic" and his pining for a female in the comic was interesting.
I guess I'm just lonely. I don't think I could deal with my male body and face but even though I've become quite youthful, who is to say I'll ever look female enough?
>>8000540
Baggy clothes will make your torso look thick, which makes your shoulders look further away, which makes them look wider. Even with broad shoulders more fitting shirts will de-emphasize it I think.
>>8000520
probably if you just want to feel better. I thought you meant you forget how you felt so you couldn't work on it with the therapist.
>>8000551
oh i wish i had been there for that i like talking in japanspeak
was he cute
>>8000551
how cute was he [the one whom you fed ice cream]?
trans girls deserve love and happiness
>>8000563
yeah he was cute and also shorter than us and that made him cuter
also it's fun hearing MAI WAIF speak japanese
>>8000566
no i didn't but he probably would have lost his mind if i did. he kept telling us that he would never forget us
shoulda done it
>>8000567
7/10 but idk how u feel about manlets
>>8000536
I think he's okay with it
But he can't really help me
I need to make friends but it's so hard when I'm a shit person
>>8000560
I do forget
But I can't really express myself unless I'm pushed to do it by overwhelming emotions
>>8000540
http://www.joyofclothes.com/style-advice/shape-guides/the-inverted-triangle.php
maybe this helps
>>8000569
I do!
>>8000571
i'm ok w/ them as long as they look cute, & aren't too short.
how tall was he?
>>8000569
Some do.
>>8000581
kissus u
>>8000569
life's not really about what we deserve tho
how are you doing tonight mtfg?
>>8000559
tf was always my sort-of escapism fetish when I was still repressing
>>8000586
>>8000593
kissu again
>>8000551
i was saying "it's me nim from /mtfg/"
i thought you understand japanese
>>8000444
yes
>>8000582
like 5'7" or 5'8"
is that manlet status? idek anymore
>>8000587
by japanese standards he was probably average height lol
he kept talking about how tall we were. i love that shit.
ya she lived there for like 8 years so she kinda had to learn it
she didn't speak a word of it too when she moved there
just said FUCK IT and went like the tru brave constant source of inspiration she is
>>8000595
merc is getting married omg!
>>8000573
>I need to make friends but it's so hard when I'm a shit person
what do you mean? You're always so nice to people including me. you're not a shit person senpai.
>>8000573
maybe you have it easier expressing your emotions by other kinds of communication than talking. I struggle with that too but I can express myself better with lyrics/writing in general.
>>8000603
holy shit, he's taller than me.
nice~ ^-^
why are so many of us tripfags?
I was attacked today
>>8000616
are you ok
>>8000616
Tell us about it
>>8000616
are you alright
>>8000614
i think it probably helps with the loneliness
>>8000620
smol kitten
>>8000614
Histrionic personality disorder.
>>8000603
can you even believe that ash and merc are getting married??
>>8000609
In person I can't express myself, basically this>>8000612
I come off as cold because of it
I can't express myself as who I feel I am
I feel like I'll never be myself
I'm just boring quiet and cold to most people who've known me
>>8000589
>tfw it's 6:30am and your awake since 7 hrs
am I a girl if I have dick
>>8000573
You express on here a lot! But real life isn't really for expressing I guess, most people just want to concentrate on the happy stuff so it can be tough to be hurt
And you have to forgive yourself Cindy, just treat people like you love them and do your best and try to learn from mistakes rather then concentrating on them
>>8000636
depends on if it's a cute dick.
>>8000633
ty my grandfather gave it to me along with his samurai sword before he died
>>8000636
is it a boy dic or a girl dic?
is it smol?
>>8000629
>>8000633
>when people claim women and presume they aren't people with feelings
Very patriarchy
>>8000589
>tf was always my sort-of escapism fetish when I was still repressing
And I worry I'm backsliding into a kind of repressive state now. I'm never going back to the way I was, but socially transitioning seems like an impossible process. I started this transition knowing that as I was in the beginning I wouldn't be strong enough to finish it and hoped I would gain confidence and affirmation as I continued and pick up enough female skills to eventually get by.
And I have my headway and people always tell me I'm stronger than I think and while I'm beginning to believe them, it still seems like something unachievable.
And what do I get if I achieve it? Peace of mind. Less disgust in myself. But this isn't what my life is about. This isn't what I want it to be about.
And ironically, like most of us, while I obsess over trans part of my life a bit too much and it nearly destroyed my psyche to deal with the last decade or so and come to terms and work towards this solution, it feels like it takes a lot of mental stamina to deal with this and attention to transition. It exhausts me emotionally the same way my job exhausts me physically and school and my "social life" get the scraps.
I feel like there not enough of me to go around. I know the kind of person I have to become. I've grown so much but I still have to become so much stronger and smarter.
>>8000602
alright, i think i have a few guesses @ who you are.
based on the way you type.
but i'll keep it quiet
>>8000643
wait a minute, his name was yendai, not nim, and yendai didn't have a sword...
>>8000655
fuck
now it sounds fun
guess guess guess
>>8000638
>treat people like you love them
I try but I get too emotional and push people away and I've only ever been treated badly for it so I'm kinda conditioned not to express myself like that
I'm totally lost on how to socialize
Faye attacked me today.
>>8000656
yendai is my nickname and i had my sword in my pocket
you know, for self defense
>>8000632
afaik some people just can't get really good at expressing themself by talking. you can train it but might never get as good as others in it. on the other hand you have one kind of communication that you are really good at but you have to find it first. write a song, a little story, paint/draw, cook or craft something.
it may sound a bit weird now but some people just can't express themself in other ways.
>>8000650
>I've grown so much but I still have to become so much stronger and smarter.
if I'm posting on /mtfg/ as a trip I'm a girl right?
>>8000674
it's statistically likely, but not guaranteed
>>8000675
I gave him a broken nose and arm.
>>8000660
ok, my guesses are:
kathy
pandora
& smiles
those are all my guesses
>>8000662
don't steal then
>>8000661
sometimes it's just about finding the right people
but if you stop being the loving, emotional person you are and repress that side of your personality, you won't be the person you want to be when you meet beautiful inspiring people
>>8000662
I'm sorry for whatever it is
>>8000661
Hmm that might be a problem for meds but you can just try to not push them away, remember that you have the choice not to do that, and just say you need to chill a little or something if the emotions get too strong.
but your developing mind and body is going to make your emotions really hard until it all settles.
If you don't put in the hard work to change though, you might keep some of these issues as an adult, now is really the best time you'll ever have to develop socially.
someone tell me i'm stupid and to stop being sad
>>8000692
Maybe you have a good reason to be sad.
>>8000689
> :)
What did they mean by this?
>>8000667
I want to express myself by talking
I want people to get me
I want to be a normal girl
>>8000682
I feel like that side of me is repressed and I don't know how to get it out
>>8000686
I can't really control my emotions
I feel like I'm going to break down whenever I'm in a social situation
I don't know how to change myself, I wanna be myself but I don't know how
>>8000692
it's not stupid to be sad
but i do want you to be happy
I want to fucking die
it never stops
just fades
and then i make it come back
>>8000692
You're not stupid
just a little emotional
but that's okay
cheer up c:
so i says to the guy i says, "eyy buddy, if ya gonna take a nap get the FUCK outta the theatre ayy!!"
>>8000663
wats the weddkng cake gonna takste like tho/??
>>8000664
nonsense
what did we talk about then????
>>8000678
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
>>8000632
>>8000661
I'm not sure what to say
my father always said to think about the consequences before you say something which is what I do, if I know I can't express something or say something I think about the possible outcomes and try to prevent coming off as cold or harsh.
>>8000692
Stop being sad
you can be happy
I promise
Change perspective
>>8000699
we discussed the bushido code and how to remain honorable to our ancestors
>>8000694
> : )
Uh
I'm a 7 incher cool girl
Idk
>>8000702
I try to do that but I end up overthinking and I just freeze up and can't talk
>>8000708
no we did not nim you LIE AND BRING DISHONOUR TO UR FAMILY
>>8000687
now THAT personality sounds familiar.
but....
based on that, the way you type changed quite a lot.
just out of curiosity, did i ever get into a detailed discussion about buddhism w/ you?
if so, what was the topic?
I was out on a date with Beep, we were having a nice time, laughing a lot, it seemed to be going really well.
Then as we were leaving the restaurant we both suddenly hear "I'm a boy!" in a very high pitch girl like scream. We both turn to look and theres this girl bullrushing the both of us! boobs, shoulder length hair, wearing a black dress, the works. All the while screaming things like "I'm so manly!" and "I'm a veteran!"
The next thing I know she dive tackles right into me and starts beating me relentlessly with her purse while continuously screaming about being a man. I see Beep just staring at the situation like shes seen it all before.I asked her if she knew this person between the myriad of blows. She just nods and says to just let it run its course.
The screaming girl eventually left, my wounds minor and pretty much nonexistent. I took Beep home and we kissed at her front door before I left her for the night. Though I thought I kept seeing the crazed brunette in the corner of my eye until I managed to get a cab and leave.
help
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciwRP2ToNrU
>>8000717
uh Idk
I didn't mean it like that
I'm red in the face now...
If I reached my target weight, started HRT, and budgeted 80k for cosmetic surgeries I might pass as a feminine man, maybe
>>8000678
Hmmm I just don't see it desu
>>8000695
Just live in the moment and concentrate on the fun and try not to have expectations that tend to get broken.
Everything you're feeling is valid, but you have to push past all that in a social setting. Socially you have to be stable enough to support others around you in order to get support in return. once you start getting it, life will progressively get better
>>8000693
>>8000696
>>8000698
>>8000701
>>8000703
that was a lot more successful than anticipated
i appreciate it, all of you. i'm going to make it
>>8000695
maybe work on some sort of artistic talent to help you express yourself better?
i can definitely empathize, i crushed my true personality out of a fear of showing vulnerability and general repression. finding a healthy outlet for your emotions will give you confidence and attract people that value and cherish you
>>8000687
Sucks I couldn't murder him
>>8000720
>>8000720
Rife in symbolism.
>>8000720
Nice pasta
>>8000720
poetry
>>8000720
You probably meant pixie cut
>>8000740
Faye how can I look that cute when I try to pull off that hairstyle I just look like a wide jawed slightly effeminate faggot
>>8000740
who's that qt? :3
really upset that I have to kill faye
>>8000740
handsome af bro
>>8000740
is that a mullet
I hurt myself and it felt relieving
I kinda get self harm now
>>8000730
I'd like to but I'm not good at anything
I think I'm just gonna keep trying until something works
Just keep forcing myself into social situations
Gotta work eventually
>>8000747
you're alex, aren't you?
>>8000748
haha
>>8000712
I'm not really sure desu
just talk it out with your therapist he'll understand and help you
>>8000695
>I want to express myself by talking
the only way to get better at it is by talking to people
>I want people to get me
that's usually a matter of who you talk to. alot of people probably won't get you because no one else knows you and gets you as good as yourself.
>I want to be a normal girl
I accepted that I'm not normal but there is nothing wrong with that I'm just around people who are like me. I don't know you well enough to judge if you are normal or not but really what is normal to you? is normal being like everyone else or is it that you feel ok with yourself and around your friends? if it's the second one it might just take some time.
>>8000750
I would've rammed my heel boot into his chest
>>8000749
dont do anything bad
>>8000750
Do you have her number yet?
>>8000755
I don't like it but it needs to be done :/
>>8000749
um
don't hurt yourself, i hope it was an accident
>not good at anything
no one starts out good at anything
but the rest is exactly right. you have to get out of your comfort zone and keep trying until you achieve your goals. you can do it!
>>8000755
I don't want to go all the way to SF just for a haircut ~_~
>tfw you'll never be as good as maeve
>>8000749
self harm is a good coping strategy
when it works
it's not good when it gives you more sadness
>>8000765
But I'm super trained, I don't want to hurt anyone, just be my friend ^_^
>>8000750
ha then you can like
say 'MAI WAIFE" all the time
you know like borat!
>>8000762
hi. :3
i never forgot you, silly
>>8000750
yr flattering me
u-uh I may have girl cock but I'm still ape
>>8000774
So you're just fucking with faye
>>8000768
youre good hugg
>>8000779
hugg
>>8000757
I'm far from normal
>what is normal to you
The latter
>>8000760
I only hit myself it's nothing
>>8000766
Is it an accident if I couldn't control it
>>8000768
Iktf
>>8000755
when are you going to stop pretending to be a boy and look at getting a boyfriend?
should I become drunk all the time or girl all the time?
or both?
>>8000785
I want you to concentrate really hard on not doing that okay, I realize the endorphins and the emotional release feels good, but it's not good for you
>>8000789
there u go!
>>8000790
well, i'm glad to hear that you're doing better now. :)
speaking of which, what's been happening on w/ you?
>tfw crushing hard
she's said she cares about me a lot when Ive been talking to her about depression and how I am so unstable at times.
she has several pet names for me
get along great with her
talk regularly
she is still not over her ex. she has said to me how she has had dreams about getting back with her. That relationship ended really badly btw and the ex cut all contact with her.
kind of want to make a move but at the same time I dont want to lose my best support.
>>8000791
why should she listen to your advice when you ignore everyone else who is trying to help you not be stupid
>>8000789
No I mean I'm a gross ape of a man
>>8000790
My goal girl aesthetic is misato, so it make sense to do so
Fuck faye she's a stupid bully
>>8000785
well i def def def think you should start learning some sort of artistic skill, it's a muuuuuuch healthier outlet than self harm
please talk about this with your therapist before it becomes a more serious issue
i cut myself exactly once, i felt that relief, but it also scared the fuck out of me
a close friend of mine was not so fortunate and spent a LONG time recovering
there are plenty of us who're getting to know you through your textual expression and see a beautiful girl who will find their path in life in spite of her current struggles. we believe in you and care and i hope you know there's real love there, even if we're just random people on an albanian yarn-spinning forum
you're a lovable, valuable person with a lot to offer the world, don't forget it
I want Faye haircut.
sad
Fuck you nothing I'm wearing is mine except the shoes and my right sock.
I broke into the mansion where I took this picture.
Now I have a mansion where I can go get high and take girls to fuck them an maybe just hangout too cuz that's cool too.
It doesn't have running water or electricity though..
But it's free.
>>8000799
About what? Like the boy stuff?
>>8000785
you are 15 right? both mentally and physically you are still in development so let time work for you. try small steps in socialising even if it's just a bit every day. reflect yourself, see your problems and work on them.
I didn't have much friends at your age and was awkward as fuck but now I have social life with lots of friends. experience doesn't just come from anywhere. also being in school sucks your world is probably p small rn.
>>8000151
I was fulltime since 4 months on hrt (but didn't pass then) and now I pass.
Dunno if I still pass when I speak tho, I'm mostly mute anyway.
I really think more people should go fulltime even when they don't pass perfectly. It helps a lot.
>>8000808
My mom wants it too ._.
>>8000803
Yes because fuck you I see through your lies why don't you have a tripcode so we can tell when anon bully uses you to bully others
Because even if it's not you you are still very well aware that anon bully gets on here and types in Faye in the name field and bullies the fuck out of people and you're ok with that fuck you
>>8000811
>>8000808
i want that fayce too
not like the other anon, who wants to wear faye's visage as a skin mask. i'm pretty sure that's their ex
>>8000811
based..
>>8000816
>I really think more people should go fulltime even when they don't pass perfectly.
I'd rather not be killed though
>>8000812
yeah like acting like you are a boy and pretending that boys dont make your womb tingle
>>8000820
That's a horrible image why do you have that saved freak this makes me so sad that poor little girl did nothing wrong wtf you're making me sad Eddie I don't like this
Is there a betting pool going where I can bet how long until beanboy is murdered or jailed?
oh wow
>>8000824
Obviously depends where you live.
I thought I'd get beaten up by refugees some day but now I'm more scared of being raped and killed so whatever ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8000828
Ye sry
>>8000829
beanboy keep squatting
if a house isn't in use its wasted
>>8000829
>>8000836
I'm in Texas.
I look and sound nothing female.
I would be killed.
Even if I went to SF or Seattle or NYC I'd be ridiculed or assaulted.
>>8000824
pretty high up on the reasons i left
i'm thinking once i get back from my visit back to tx i'll try to just go full time like franzi suggests. also start laser once i lock down a new place to live
>>8000828
yes this is me
>>8000819
Hmm, and I'm also to blame for anons that are also obviously me? Hmm
>>8000832
Murdered no I haven't even Ben stabbed yet or even like jumped
Jail though.
Jail though..
>>8000845
You live in north Texas so the most youll get is some looks.
>>8000842
Fuck you stupid bitch
I take back what I said about Jim Morrison he would never fall in love with you
>>8000849
you should change the locks on the doors
>>8000808
Just ask for the tegan and Sarah special
>>8000849
Post the address so we can have you arrested and deported.
>>8000849
this is the most mexican pic i've ever seen lol
>>8000849
basedboy
>>8000860
that's mean
>>8000833
heeeyy.
how are you?
i'm playing famicom rn.
super mario bros. 3.
i thought the japanese version was supposed to take away all the power-ups when you get hit.
i guess not :/
so what have been up to?
>>8000836
is it really so bad in stuttgart? seems like at least in small cities there is no bs like that with refugees
>>8000847
That's the whole point you stupid bitch you can just hide and say it wasn't you and we have zero fucking way to prove it why don't you have a tripcode like the rest of us what makes you so special fuck you fuck you fuck off don't reply to me
>tfw you have alpha-male arms
>>8000845
Was it always like this? I thought the us was kinda liberal or at least like Germany where nobody gives a fuck what others are doing.
I mean, if you don't pass obviously don't use female restrooms etc, I didn't either in that stage. We don't need to provoke unnecessary trouble
>>8000861
I live in Fort Worth. As long as you're not walking around the mexican parts of town blaring about how much a fag you are you'll be fine.
>>8000849
get on medicaid so you can start transitioning
>>8000868
This is 4chan it's supposed to be anonymous
>>8000875
no that is my arm
>>8000868
Why are you so racist?
>>8000874
you can't be on medicaid w/o a physical address to your name nya~
>>8000872
>US
>Liberal
No..
I'd rather be around conservatives anyway, like 4/5 times I had someone try to kill me for being trans it was in Southern California.
It's a weird juxtaposition. Rednecks are usually fairly progressive and judge more on work ethic and personality than what you are or what your skin color is.
>>8000873
I'd say you're probably right, FW is fairly lax, but all it takes is one person with a knife or gun when I'm not paying attention. I'd rather just wait 3 years.
>>8000715
wtf yes we did
i was just talking in japanese so you couldn't understand me
>>8000855
That's like, extra.
It's super easy to get in.
It doesn't have electricity so if anything lob a rock at the window and run if you hear alarms
>>8000860
1-800 ur mom avenue, Los Angeles California
>>8000864
Is that my insignia??
Why has my insignia not been made yet how many more things do I have to do before I get an insignia
>>8000874
Fuck the system.
I need a fucking job Jesus fucking Christ
>>8000865
Thank you anon :]
>>8000876
Don't reply to me I seriously don't like you you're just like Drakeposter
>>8000878
Because fuck niggers
this is a nim arm
>>8000867
I live in a 20k people town and I think there are like 300 refugees here. I basically walk past them on my way to the train.
Then in Stuttgart (where I study) the mainstation is full of refugees.
I was surprised last weak when I heard a German conversation on the train, tells a lot.
Once there was a little kid babbling and I thought it's really cute how it tries to speak but then one of the parents spoke with the kid and I noticed that it's their language and not just some babylanguage lmao
>>8000888
I mean liberal in the sense that they don't give a fuck about others and just let them be how they are.
>>8000891
I bet for all the balls you act like you have you wont walk up to a police officer and flip him off.
>>8000892
cute girl
>>8000878
I take that bit back about niggers I seriously am not a racist I like black people more than white at least their not like
Idk.
I like cool people
Fuck you for making me say that.
I didn't mean it.
:[
>>8000890
nuh uh MA WAIFE was translating
hi im lauren
>>8000894
There's no culture of shame or anything like that but I still don't want to take the risk.
https://youtu.be/9kaR-yi76Xw
*yawns*
>>8000899
she was bein dishonorable n lyin
>>8000892
That is honestly so pathetic looking.
>>8000876
then go full anon like I am.
>>8000903
<3 good taste
>>8000905
wtf she would never lie to me she's my best friend and soul mate and the person i love most in this world
>>8000895
Hehehe.
FUCKING FILM ME FUCKING DOING IT STUPID FAGGOT COME TO LA AND FUCKING POINT AT A COP DO IT PUSSY YOU WON'T
>>8000888
You could have a knife or gun pulled on you anywhere in the country really. Liberal area or not.
>>8000906
:(
would you bully me
>>8000892
you have tiny asian girl arms
>>8000910
I knew you didnt have the balls. You're just a pussy with a camera phone. Racist too.
>>8000913
Yeah, but it just seems more likely in Texas than Washington I'll get shit for being an ugly unpassing hon.
I'll just wait 3 years patiently and hope I'm not an unsalvageable mess by then then start going full time.
>>8000897
Same desu
>tfw random aches and pains
>>8000909
she didn't want you to know the code
>>8000914
Why does everyone here want to be bullied?
>racism
>in mtfg
>on 4chan
it's disappointing but it's kind of expected at this point ngl
>>8000838
I have a house kinda even though I don't sleep there every nigh
I need to move on the fuck out (so)maaaan
Fuck staying at home making my mom worry about me and shit
Fuck
>>8000922
yr welcome
that whole album is rly good
: )
>>8000926
i just wanna know what it's like :3
>>8000910
get a campstove so you can cook tacos and tortas
>>8000901
If you feel like there is a real threat don't do it but I think we often hold ourselves back because we hear about some hatecrime and get so scared that we are too afraid to just be ourselves.
You have to take some risks in life.
smol ferret
>>8000932
You're gonna take my bullying out of context and call the police on me.
Guess I should sleep for my job interview. Almost forgot about that. Picture related.
>>8000924
what color her hair is then?
>>8000935
I'm not afraid of hate crime - I carry a gun
I'm afraid of looking like an ugly manly piece of shit and being judged silently by everyone
I want to just pass as a woman like the 4 billion others and not get weird stares from everyone
>>8000936
do not squeeze
>>8000894
sounds like any other city.
my town has 25k people but there are no refugees anymore only at the train stations passing by. it's not great but I'm not scared that I might get attacked or something now.
>>8000941
Good luck.
>>8000876
desu i think it's hilarious when people give me shit for being an avatarfag etc.
it's 4chan, tripping is the weird thing not being a deniable anon
>>8000886
i'm pretty confident that's not true, it certainly wasn't the case pre-ACA
>>8000888
socal's not overwhelmingly liberal.. pretty sure it's home to one of the biggest megachurches etc.
>>8000891
isn't getting free hormones and not contributing to society a pretty great way to fuck the system? you could get mental health stuff while you're at it
>>8000935
i'm from a different part of texas but it's just really hard to know.. i met kkk, nazis, bigots of all stripes and they just look like the next random white person in tx. and the ones that aren't going to murder you will tell you how such and such bigot is actually a really great person if you just got to know them.
The girl in the mirror is gone
>>8000916
Anon.
I will flip off a cop.
I will do it.
Maybe.
I mean they can't jail more or even if they can it's like so stupid.
But how the fuck am I gonna take a pic of me doing it.
It's not so simple like flipping off that guy I took a pic of me flipping him off.
:|
I need to think this out.
We shall see in the future.
Please can we not make this a thing where you say I'm racist please I'm not I swear
Real racists make me so mad I want to punch a guy wearing a Trump hat or like mess with him and bully him in public and fuck with him then run
Fuck you
>>8000922
thank you posting my bloody valentine yesterday it's a great band I didn't know before c:
>>8000951
let her go outside again tomorrow
>>8000941
gl fellow dead inside Texaner.
>>8000942
it was such a nice and acceptable color
>>8000949
There's no way they'll turn me down, I'm basically holding their balls in my hands, I have like half a decade of experience in this local area and they are so thirsty they were begging me to apply on my phone while there
I don't like having this much power
I'm only going there to negotiate pay and hours
>>8000950
Yeah, SoCal is a piece of shit, but I do like the weather and beaches. And food.
>>8000957
Oh, I'm glad I could introduce you to them C:
>>8000954
Pussy ass racist piece of shit. Thats all you are.
>>8000951
Are you okay Cindy?
Okay I am sleeping for real
Hopefully I never wake up or something
hugg ambiance
>>8000964
loveless is such a great album :3 you have a good taste in music do you like nirvana too?
>>8000967
I don't feel like a girl tonight
>>8000971
I agree!
Aw thank you anon
Never really listened to Nirvana before :o
>>8000966
Anon what do you want do you know me?
>>8000975
Do you know me?
>>8000945
I think it's unrealistic to hide inside until you pass and then come out one day and just be a woman.
>>8000948
I always fear someone might push me at the rails when a train arrives. But I'm paranoid so idk.
>>8000950
Are those really kkk, Nazis, etc? I feel like Americans like to throw these labels at people (and themselves) for no real reason.
I got laughed at and received weird stares too but that's just part of being trans and transitioning.
I just can't believe that there's a high chance that a western person would attack someone for being trans, gay or whatever.
>>8000975
I want you to leave and stop posting here. Either it by you going to jail or worse. But we both know you're too pathetic and insane to ever stop posting here.
>>8000976
This is exactly what I'm talking about Faye being a fucking bully
>>8000970
>A fucking stove really anon really
you can leave it in your mansion
>>8000974
their albums nevermind and in utero are amazing especially in utero. you should try them out I bet you'll like them c:
>>8000973
Is going to be okay desu
If I remember I added you on discord
I'm here to talk if you want
>>8000980
You must have gotten fired from your strawberry picking job. Just couldnt help yourself and not steal strawberries could you?
>>8000979
Why insane anon
What makes you think I'm crazy
I think a lot of them time.
Like about things.
I don't think crazy people do that.
The photo came out all blurry.
This guy is cool though
okay goodnight!
>>8000960
WHAT COLOR WAS IT
>>8000989
so pretty
a very nice color
>>8000987
If you honestly think you're not crazy then you are beyond any hope.
>>8000980
Well I was just giving you perspective
I don't actually do anything mean, but you're mad at me, and this person is mad you use racial slurs.
I asked the same thing as you did of them and you said I was a bully
I don't understand why you're angry
>>8000988
Sleep well, dummy.
>>8000984
I'll either feel better in the morning or I'm just going into another depression
Whatever it is I just need to cry
I don't wanna bother you with it
>>8000977
yeah that seems like a irrational fear to me but maybe I'm just naive. I never lived anywhere else so I don't really know what kind of shit happens in bigger cities every day.
>>8000986
I want a hard labor kinda job.
I feel good with those works.
I feel rested when I sleep.
I feel hungry when I eat
I feel emptied when I Fuck when I have a physically demanding job
>>8000990
STOP PLAYING NIM
>>8000977
the kkk ones owned the robes
the nazis i used to just write off as edgelords
but now they've got the ear of our president so I take it a little more seriously
>I just can't believe that there's a high chance that a western person would attack someone for being trans, gay or whatever.
this still happens regularly, and depending on jurisdiction the local police could be more likely to arrest the trans girl that was attacked on trumped up prostitution charges or something
also a family member who kept following me in my adulthood and was violent with me anyway has expressed a strong desire to commit violence against trans women
>>8000970
it's hairy rn and desu could be better
>>8000995
remember how you felt at chik fil a?
>>8000999
No I forgot the feeling
>>8000995
Its fine you wont bother me
Im always up for a talk
I hope you feel better tomorrow
>>8001001
take the chance to try to feel it again tomorrow
you're a good girl and you're gonna make it
is it weird to cry when you use the bathroom
>>8000720
LMAO WHAT IS THIS
just got home from seeing my qt boy :') he so comfy and warm and smells so nice and gives me pets. uwu. he actually kissed me before dropping me off this time and it was so nice!! I JUST WANT HIM TO LIKE ME!!!!
>>8000991
You don't know crazy
Crazy is what you see on skid row and the drug dealers who take advantage of them
Fuck off I know what I'm doing and who I am
Even if I don't know what I'm doing or who I am still fuck you
>>8000999
Shave it all off and put on thigh socks and ABSOLUTELY NOTHING else then we'll talk
He writes while trying to suppress a boner.
-beanboy
>>8001009
north bw I'm the other franzi.
>>8001006
hugg
>>8001005
Yes you shouldn't feel like that I'm sorry you have to go through that
I have a confession to make
I like eating the wing tips of roast chickens bones and all because the burnt wing tips are like chicken jerky and taste good
>>8001005
why wouldn't it be?
everyone does that right?
I think there's porn of me somewhere on the internet
What do I do
>>8001017
Masturbate to it.
>>8001009
gee i was planning to move to berlin when the pence-squads come to cleanse us from the genepool
ah well. i liked whitehorse in the yukon and it's pretty remote even if they do decide to annex canada so i guess that option's still available
>>8001017
aren't you escorting?
charge for the privilege of taking pics?
>>8001017
Not let yourself get filmed again?
>>8001017
Not make similar mistakes again and hope it's never found
>>8001006
This almost makes me straight
Almost
>>8001017
After you link it report it and like try to get in contact with the site owner I think they go through this a lot or at least a bit but it's out there and it's gonna stay out there so like I guess own it if it ever pops up like YES THAT'S FUCKING ME IN THAT PORNO AREN'T I FUCKING HOT
>>8001017
What
>>8001009
I hear many parts of spain are fairly ok about somebody being trans.
>>8001025
>implying you aren't already straight
>>8001017
>>8001019
>>8001022
>>8001023
>>8001029
>hope it's never found
basically
i think i'll hold the guy at gunpoint next time
>>8001027
>AREN'T I FUCKING HOT
I guess the only ppl that would find it are ppl who aer into it. Guess that's alright
>>8001025
i command you to lose to cock
i hope to soon
maybe we could do it together..and hold hands..and..kiss..
>>8001033
This is the kinda stuff I was worried about
>>8001014
hugg lauren
>>8001033
Also, lets see who can find it first on /mtfg/
>>8001038
is it that bad? I just know I was recorded.
>>8000091
>There are a bunch of people ITT triggered by being called a transsexual
What are you are trender or something? Transgender is a tainted pool you should want nothing to do with if you legit have dysphoria and intend to fully transition.
>>8000982
I don't have a mansion.
I know a mansion that's abandoned though and we can go fuck around in it
>>8001028
good morning ^^
heh I was wondering if you always recognize me as anon maybe I should put on a trip too :p how are you this morning?
>>8001041
I think it's really terrible
It makes me really sad to hear
all the fucking aches and pains are going to drive me nuts.
>>8001037
o////////o
>>8000992
Cuz Faye is a bully
Your name is Faye
1+1=
>>8001044
I know a few that are abandoned. yawn...
>>8001028
oh well you'd probably think i'm sjw anyway so berlin's probably still on the table
>>8001041
screen your clients better...
>>8001045
How is it on the east side of the pond?
>>8000983
Thanks for the recommendations, anon :o
I'll give them a listen after school.
>>8001049
get srs and see how you feel?
>>8001031
Spain is too hot tho, I'd like to move to Norway or Finland.
>>8001045
Just call yourself Franzi too and get a similar trip so we can confuse everyone :p
I just woke up, think I'm going to shower and stuff now.
Don't you have to be at work,school,uni?
>>8001053
Yeah Berlin is the craziest city in Germany I think.
I don't like big cities in general so I can't recommend it either way
>>8001041
Yes its bad its called voyeurism and its illegal
>>8001059
Maybe if I was with someone I wanted to spend my life with who would like me to have it
>>8001064
Lemme link that shit desu
http://apps.leg.wa.gov/rcw/default.aspx?cite=9A.44.115
>>8001049
tfw faye will never squeeze ur hand hard as she experiments with her first boy and i run my other hand through her hair and call her a good girl and smile at her soft moans
>>8001053
>>8001046
>>8001064
>http://dmcadefender.com/
I don't know how I should feel knowing that this exists. Honestly the guy probably kept it for himself anyway.
>>8001062
Well I'm asian. It's also a cam vidya, not filmed irls. Definitely not gonna do something like that again lol.
>>8001072
Don't do prostitution
>>8001063
Sounds good. I'm 1/4th fin.
>>8001062
OH also I have long hair, so that'll be easy to spot among asian vidyas
>>8001067
You should do it for yourself.
>>8001072
That should give the greasy neckbeard a running start!
Go my minions!
Run and fetch masters treat!
On a side note:
TIL: beep is such a nasty freak
I need to get a six pack and big arms ASAP
>>8001072
Either way its still illegal
>>8001079
Why do you WANT us to find it?
>>8001079
Oh my god you're one of the neckbeards yrself aren't you
You WANT us to find it so we can sperg over you..
RUN MY MINIONS IT IS URGENT AND PROBABLY PRETTY HOT TOO
>>8001071
can you do this with me but im with a girl instead
https://youtu.be/J7UduuBfnrE
>"i've been in this job for 8 years, & i'm wracking to think of one thing our party has done that's positive"
>florida congressman tom rooney
ok, i'm having a pretty good laugh here
>>8001089
IT'S HOT SHUT UP
>>8001087
Don't do stuff like this
Don't do prostitution
Fuck fuck if you do this stuff it'll ruin your life
It's happened to a lot of people
Don't do it
Please don't do it
I like you don't do it
You're better than it
You don't need it
>>8001087
I'm sorry that happened to you kei.
I'll stop playing around I understand this is your way of coping and I'm a real jackass to treat it as a joke I'll stop
>>8001087
memories are a bitch to forget, and when you do, you always worry what else you forgot.
>>8001090
>>8001089
If you do actually find it, let me know so I can get it taken down by the site owners or I'll file a DMCA
Honestly I'd rather y'all find it then let it fester on the internet forever
>>8001095
I think I did a pretty good job
>>8001097
Yeah I'm definitely not gonna do any more of this shady camming business.
I'll still do the compensated dating thing tho, there's more security there lol.
>>8001098
NAH you're fine.
I honestly don't mind that it exists. I just kinda hate myself cause I was being super naiive
>>8001055
cold but sunny
>>8001063
great idea I bet everyone will enjoy this as long we make sure to only post at the same time :P
nah not anymore I had a job but I'm sick since mid february because of depression. the mobbing there didn't make it better.
I got an anti depressant now so let's see how this will turn out.
>>8001104
I could use some sun here for the grass to grow.
>>8001103
Stop calling it compensated dating
It's essentially prostitution
that's a dangerous mindset that'll ruin your life
You're worrying me a lot
You don't need to make mistakes
You don't need to
Please don't do stupid stuff
Please stop
>>8001097
This
>>8001092
republicans.
the political 'f' students of our great nation, lol.
when a republican says that he can't think of 1 good thing his party has actually done in the 8 years he's been in congress, HOW CAN I NOT LAUGH?
>>8001103
One of the chasers here is probably gonna find it, save it, and not notify you. You should be a little more furtive about these things.
>>8001110
>compensated dating
I like that term.
I did it a bunch.
>>8001113
kissu
>>8001116
It's prostitution
That's what it is
Lying to yourself isn't safe
>>8001103
Oh ok so you kinda think it's hot urself probably because the guy himself was kinda hot or like have gave you a good dicking just that it's one of those things where you're angry at the fact that some one took advantage of you like that and also kinda mad at urself cuz you let it happen?
And ur like yea I am hot it was hot me taking that guys dick wow he fucked me good
>>8001109
where do you live?
>tfw no compensated dating
>>8001075
hi
>>8001121
Three busses in a row that didn't let me hop on :/
I need a job or like at least money
>12 years old
I feel like I've become a meme here in /mtfg/
Just some new shit every day huh
>>8001110
>>8001112
It wasn't the "prostitution" that I goofed up.
What I fucked up is completely unrelated. Some creepy chaser on the internet wanted me to cam for a bit and I did. Wont ever fucking do that again (unless maybe it's for a close friend or something)
>>8001114
My description is pretty vague
>>8001121
No
I was basically just naiively exploring the internet (always a great idea) and ended up camming. I now realize how stupid that was and there's always a chance I was recorded.
>>8001129
um....
c-compensated d-dating...?
>>8001119
I was a courtesan in renaissance time period usage.
>>8001113
on top that, they're the ones running the show for @ least 2 more years.
& they're not even TRYING to hide how miserably they're failing.
these people said that know how to run a nation properly.
did they forget? XD
>>8001131
No the prostitution is a fuck up
STOP
>>8001131
Do not underestimate the power of autism.
>>8001124
West of the Mississippi and east of the Missouri.
>>8001128
Hey Amby how's ur day been this is what I always think of when I see ur tripcode
>>8001131
You dont wanna end up like Saki mang.
Either way its bad and dangerous and illegal in some way.
Is Kei really 12 years old
doesn't she have homework to do
Had a super nice date with bf
Happy as fuck
>>8001145
hey cool you're double-jointed too
wanna be best pals 4 lyf?(no gay shit bro)
>>8001140
It'll be interesting to see if it actually was ever recorded then put up on a website.
I wouldn't be surprised if chasers on here found it or something. Don't really mind if they save that shit or whatever. I just don't really want it to be on the internet y'know
>>8001138
Cinders you're making me worried knowing that you're worried ;_;
I promise I'll be super safe with it! I filter those folks pretty well so.
>>8001150
>Saki Mang
who's that?
>>8001151
Who said I was 12?
>>8001145
nice
day has been pretty decent
started off crummy but felt better by the end of the night and got stuff done
don't get yourself killed out there beany
>>8001154
nice nice
where'd yall go
>>8001142
so Iowa? what's going on there?
>>8001154
>>8001154
I'm happy for you!
>>8001157
oh soz bruh
I haven't been here for a week or so and everyone's spamming
>12 years old
and you were saying that you've been a meme here so I assumed you were the one who was 12 years old
yknow what they say about assuming
it's bad don't do it
>>8001138
Kei'll be okei. She's capable of handling herself.
>>8001157
>who's that
Saki Yoshida, she's from the doujin Emergence
it's a horribly depressing story that ends with a once innocent girl falling into prostitution, then drugs, then killing herself of a heroin overdose
hi
>>8001157
I'm crying thinking about it
Please please pleas stop it as soon as possible
>>8001167
It's not okay stuff
It cannot end well, it never does
>>8001157
https://nhentai.net/g/125324/
Read it at your own risk, its depressing f a m
>>8001159
I hear the train on the tracks about a mile away. It's nighttime, and the weather has been wet and cloudy. It's also been running 5-10 degrees warmer than normal.
im 11 and a half years old
>>8001172
what would you do if you found that many cats in your yard
>>8001172
sneaky badgers
http://www.strawpoll.me/12624131/
>>8001177
lawren
loaughrem
la
>>8001155
Nah sorry I'm gonna try to eat ur butt the first time I see you and stuff
I just look at you in that way and I honestly don't understand what it's like hanging with some one you think is hot and not trying to screw them and make them ur cock slave
I'm sorry this is just who I am and I need to get so much hotter for it to work out for me more because fuck self control and not acting like a stupid caged animal let out of the box because that's all we really are fuck you I climbed a mountain today and punched some trees
We can totally kick it though I'm not actually an animal I swear I know self control and can hide my power level in public I swear I'm not just saying this so you'll think it's safe to hang with me
I don't know what you look like why don't I know what you look like show me
omg.
i can't believe this.
trump is cannibalizing paul ryan?
wtf is even going on over there? XD
this is like a fever dream
>>8001182
lol
>>8001167
After the stupid shit I did tonight, I'm starting to question my competence
>>8001166
Can't you be banned for being under 18?
>>8001171
>>8001174
Guess I know what I'm sleeping to now
Today has been quite the learning experience huh
>>8001173
Stap you're making me cri
If I was on hrt I'd be crying myself to sleep rn.
>>8001177
>pic related
>>8001186
69D chess
Kei, make a new thread and do it right this time.
>>8001194
you put ur c in the wrong side
>>8001158
Jacuzzi, Chinese food, super duper sex
>>8001191
>69D
can i play?
sounds fun
>>8001198
No, it right side.
>>8001175
that's nice. I have a train track about a half mile away from my block and it's nice to hear at night. the weather her was wet and cloudy the last 8 weeks but this week the sky is clear so it's only warm during day time.
see ya later Iowa-anon I'm gonna go out now to do some business.
New
>>8001201
>>8001201
>>8001201
>>8001186
>trump is cannibalizing paul ryan
that is kinda silly of trump, but he is not politically astute.
>>8001189
only if they care.