queen nim thread
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previous: >>7998315
nim thread
>tfw still no decision letter from college
if i don't get in ill be stuck at home for like 6 more months at least
i really don't wanna be just starting the bulk of my transition when im like a year and a half on hrt
nim thread???
nice girl thread
Xth for purity
I've never seen a vagina in real life. Ive never even been close.
I wish I were sucking a penis right now
nim is going to lose to cock
>>7999230
it should come really soon, maybe try calling them?
>>7999242
i sent them an email today
>>7999237
how old are you?
>>7999241
why do you all keep saying this
>>7999245
good
>>7999230
>tfw realizing i'm old af and lots of people in these threads are my brother's age
>tfw a boy and my first sexual experience was sucking a cock
What does this mean?
>>7999237
Want to see mine?
>>7999256
yes
>>7999241
I don't think so desu
>tfw no vagina
;~;
>>7999254
ur a fayget
>>7999237
C-section?
>>7999246
Old enough where its embarrassing.
>>7999238
>natalie thinks I don't look like a boy
I swear I'm really handsome
>>7999261
Is there any way to fix this?
Emma is nice
>>7999269
9S is seriously cute and I like him
>>7999266
you don't though
i'm a big burly man
>>7999265
at what age does it become embarrassing?
>>7999249
its just the facts maam
>>7999276
for a psychopath
where is my boyfriend why doesnt he exist
>>7999269
Embrace it and join the winning team
I am unconvinced that sex with girls is fun at all
I've yet to even see a vagina and don't even care to
>>7999285
She's nice :3
>>7999283
but it's not!
I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him
>>7999266
haha olive looks like a girl!!
>>7999285
Very true.
>>7999291
yuh huh
>>7999290
i bet i'm nicer
>>7999283
it's like she does not know eva has one
>>7999286
The idea of sex or a relationship with a girl just seems so boring
Like I'd have more fun just sitting outside reading a book or something
>>7999296
Who this
>>7999292
who?
>>7999254
>tfw you have a gf but she doesn't have a cock with which to rape your mouth
the sun's going down maybe i should get out of bed today
i don't know how to call an elephant a goat but i'm tired of possums
>>7999304
New bf who is ok with me taking hrt or being a femboy on hrt
>>7999305
>nuh uh!
yuh huh!
>>7999290
you really know how to pick them.
>>7999305
make her feel really good
>>7999312
you can't prove it!
>>7999311
told you that you would find a good boyfriend
>>7999315
i will!
with cudds ^^
>>7999301
heh.... wouldn't you like to know....
i think binging anime became my go-to form of escapism again. someone save me from this rabbit hole
>>7999308
elephants are cute and pure and should be protected
the more anime avatar posts, the worse the thread is.
wtf? this is literally the worst thread I've witnessed.
>>7999316
yeh I can
>>7999317
It's just so nice to have someone especially since I'm becoming more needy
Takes so much stress away knowing I don't have to lie about hrt
>>7999313
UwU
>>7999325
how
>>7999323
>mfw it gets so bad you finally leave
>>7999322
he should get gaddafied
Y'all making me wish I had a trans girlfriend all of you are cute and i feel alone being the only trans person in my city
>>7999319
while you reach down her pajamas
>>7999330
by posting lewd images about penises and boys and you blush
>>7999289
A dominant cis girl gf would be nice but thats about all I can think of.
>>7999332
wear edie like a lil hat
>>7999290
She's an absolutely awful person lol
>>7999336
just because i blush doesn't mean i like it..
i just blush easy
im 5"10 and weigh 100lbs on a good day. can i grow boobs on mones or will they just die
>>7999335
>>7999332
I am highly emotional and super excited cause hes so nice
>>7999334
maxine?
what city
>>7999342
I bet you would really blush if a boy held your hand in his big hand
>>7999337
But she wouldn't have a penis...
*banging pots and pans* I WANT A BOYFRIEND I WANT A BOYFRIEND
I bite my cypro in half and fret over the tiny bits that go flying.
>>7999334
trans x trans is degenerate, only slightly more so than trans x cis woman.
get a boyfriend.
>>7999345
happy for you :)
>Reporting for racism
Why would anyone do this, we whites have to stick together you know.
>>7999293
d-do not
I'm a handsome husband
>>7999331
>thinking anon opinions matter
>>7999346
a suburban city near Paris, France.
I do plan to move in the us tho, somehow
>>7999344
progress! don't be ashamed of having some lewd thoughts nim.
>>7999341
Be nice to my friends.
>>7999343
eat morr
>>7999348
She could have a kind of penis.
But the real things are pretty great.
>>7999349
I'll be your bf(gf)
>>7999261
I'm sorry fayget is a registered tm and means a girl who thinks she's a boy
>>7999353
Thanks
>>7999361
Ily chara uwu
>>7999361
>tfw not charas friend
>>7999349
This comes off as parody, but I know you actually mean it.
I do too.
>>7999364
how are you doing today buddo :)
>>7999367
you're too handsome to be a girl
>>7999361
how about no
>>7999365
this comic, what is it? I must know
>>7999356
no you're a cutie and your hair looks fluffi
>>7999373
tfw no chasers left, just trolls
In my state
if I get diagnosed with bipolar
or a few other diseases
I can't get a gun license
fuck
>>7999376
someone got pumped+dumped
>>7999343
I think you're going to die if you don't gain weight
>>7999321
This used to be a big problem for me, you gotta make a commitment and limit yourself to a few hours a day
>>7999374
a litttttttttle bettttttterrrrrr. i ate half a large pizza by myself earlier while watching the office and crying at the scene with pam's art show lmao
just woke up like an hour ago. how are you doing bb?
estrofem snug as a bug under my tongue!
>>7999381
It often seems like a lot of the trolls are just ex-chasers who had their dreams crushed by this place.
>tfw will always keep too much distance and never make friends
oh well, i guess it's sadtime
>>7999382
what's a gun license?
guns suck anyway, bfd
I shoplifted a vibrator today tbqh family
>>7999356
cute
>>7999350
just cut it with a knife or get a pill-cutter
finally all the cool trips are here and a dimished amount of anime avatarposting has been reached
>>7999372
You're entire personality is a sitting sadpost.
Fix it and we can be friends
>>7999376
Do you want to play this game with me again
>>7999372
It really sucks.
>>7999370
>no..
yes
>>7999386
awww i wish i could watch the office
i just went through it again
idk i was supposed to do a lot of work today and go to class but i did nothing
i worked on voice though!
>>7999394
Pls donut steal
did we drive drake out yet
>>7999391
Maybe, the trolls tend to target the same people and always have the same writing style. Maybe spurned ex chasers.
I have some anonymous people who remember literally everything I post but I don't know if they're chasing me...Not even sure why since I don't look passable now.
>>7999399
convince remi and april and nemes to play ss13 again and play too okay
>>7999385
have you watched chihayafuru, Cindy? it's so good
>>7999403
no i dont want to like boys :(
>>7999399
Chara
Am I still okay or am I annoying?
>>7999394
great pounding to come
>>7999411
Boys make you feel safe and protected
>>7999393
that looks too costumey.....
>>7999405
Just date a qt tran girl
im gay
I still feel exhausted
>>7999392
My friends hate me because I'm a shitty abusive person ^^
Specifically a concealed carry permit, a license to carry a gun in your purse or something instead of openly on your hip.
I won't need one until I need one, better safe than sorry.
>>7999300
>>7999300
Honestly, you're right for the most part. The fun for me is in giving oral, and that's pretty much the extent of my sexual interest regardless of gender, at least from what I've experienced. I could very well wake up tomorrow wanting to be fucked, I've felt it before, but I haven't in a while. For me, sex is more of a service or an exchange than anything else. I enjoy their pleasure because it makes me feel kinda good about myself, but beyond that sex is something I have little interest in usually. As for relationships, I've spent the majority of my life not being in one, and I could spend the rest of it not being in one if it comes to that. I do get some powerful crushes though.
For the most part, kissing and cuddling are far more enjoyable than sex, at least for me.
>>7999406
fuck you you're 12 years old
isn't asking if you're annoying usually a big warning sign that you're probably annoying?
iono seems like worrying about that stuff is annoying
>>7999393
>tfw big ugly man arms
cute dresses tho
>>7999411
theres nothing wrong with a girl liking boys
I mean come on its 2017
i'm switching from spiro to cypro, is 50 a good starting dosage? or should i start a little lower? T levels are already within range, just hate the effects
>>7999422
from your appointment? :(
>>7999412
carol's okay
>>7999434
Yeah but u 2 were jerks together
>>7999424
>For the most part, kissing and cuddling are far more enjoyable than sex, at least for me.
Ugh, another one of you people
>>7999425
What's wrong?
Wanna talk?
>>7999356
I love your bangs
>>7999432
I didn't have any today, I got one tomorrow though. I think it's from the crying yesterday...
>>7999439
but boobs are fun anon
>>7999429
nim doesn't think of herself as a girl
>>7999442
Didnt you once say you dont even like sex? Yeah, you did.
>>7999441
do you want bf/gf/qt trans gf?
>>7999445
i wanna make you feel better :(
>>7999444
I love your trips
>>7999442
What do you mean "you people"
>>7999423
>shitty abusive person
>wants a gun
i'm glad your state is reasonable, get diagnosed please
>>7999442
maybe you just haven't cuddled with the right person yet!
>>7999452
Im sure she does but I dont think you know any.
>>7999441
yeah but the thing is like
i found faye beautiful cause she was really andro looking and taller than me. like she had nice style and it was more masc but still fem.
most transgirls don't want to appear masculine in any way and in general i kinda find my attraction to their andro features kind of shitty? cause they don't tend to want to look andro lol
it's just a mess idk. who would i even date??
>>7999409
I can if you want me too.
I don't talk to nemes anymore not sure whats up with them.
>>7999412
You're not as sadposty as before.
You improved.
>tfw wiggling your tongue so your e dissolves and you can eat your food
new trip is sad trip
>>7999453
I'm just feeling tired today, the sad has passed for now...
you already made me feel better ^^
>>7999418
I am scraping the bottom of the barrel of my pinterest at this point
>>7999452
Yeah
>>7999460
english please
>>7999450
It's kind of alright I guess, the only satisfaction I get out of it is pleasing my partner.
Cuddling is just for the devil though.
>>7999455
Cuddlers.
>>7999459
No it's just completely strange and disgusting to me to want to do that with people, I don't need to eat centipedes to find it repulsive.
Just finished watching The Assignment
I learned a thing
https://clyp.it/slcqny50
>>7999466
:3
go to bed on time today okay!
>>7999439
go away spooky skellington
>>7999423
like really if the reason you don't want professional help to be a better person is you might lose your ability to kill on a whim
maybe you need professional help
>>7999462
^=^
>>7999474
u r an old ugly hon
>>7999479
I will!
>>7999461
Tfw manlet
>>7999462
nemes still posts on my pillowfort discord
that's the voicechat we used to play ss13 on anyway
>>7999478
Solid Snake, I thought you were dead?
remember to eat food
>>7999478
you sounds like batman
>>7999487
i would feel like the hulk standing next to ur tiny qtness tbqh
but i am prepared for this feel when we meet irl lmao
>>7999464
>tfw wiggling your tongue around his cock so he squirms and curls his toes
>>7999434
yeah it's alright
people keep saying i sound like a lesbo tho!
>>7999478
Snake? Snaaaaake
>>7999492
Thank you anon I actually forgot :p
>>7999498
same
>>7999498
u-unf
>>7999486
im gonna make sure you do
>>7999399
>You're entire personality is a sitting sadpost.
I'm sorry, I just usually dont have much happyness in life.
Like, this morning I spent a lot of time shitposting in /mtfg/ because the people here are my only friends and I needed cheering up (didn't really work)
>Fix it and we can be friends
I cant be fixed
>>7999498
a-ahhhh ><
please stop bullying emi
>>7999465
are you new
>>7999484
^=^
>>7999489
You banned me from that discord.
>>7999507
Then we can't be friends.
>>7999498
I want a boyfriend
Also this>>7999513
>>7999458
I mean
I'm usually decent
and people tell me I'm nice and cute and stuffs
but I've said mean abusive things to people sometimes
and after the last time my friends hate me
:(
>>7999481
It's not about killing anybody
it's about not being treated as less than ordinary people
legal discrimination is a bad thing
>>7999514
relatively new yea. Like a week old
>>7999513
is nim's full name enimen?
and thats why some people call her emi and some call her nim
>>7999505
I will! I might fall asleep any minute
>>7999461
*most transgirls.
Not all.
But yeah.
I'm attracted to the same tho... and kinda livn the life.
Butch girls who're basically cis female twinks are my jam.
I'm sure there's plenty others out there who'd wife you the fuck up.
Tbh, I don't think boys are enough for you.
Fun.
But not enough emotionally as well.
threadly reminder that "passing" is an abstract ideal.
it's a SPOOK
>>7999497
i-ill make you feel little!!!
>>7999465
hi sad trip
hugg
>>7999530
hugg
>tfw no mtf gf
>>7999514
no i just never invited you
I kind of want to get pizza but I don't know who to get it from
>>7999536
nice to meet you
>>7999510
>nim like boy penis
what should we tell eva?
>>7999514
>Then we can't be friends.
just like everyone else in /mtfg/
>>7999542
>>7999550
But I want boy penis ;~;
>>7999525
idk i need me a ruby rose desu, they rare
or a tall ftm
>>7999529
i don't think that's possible beepy desu.. ur just too smol
>>7999545
no i don't
>>7999551
what's your second account
>>7999551
I only began tripping 2 days ago.
im that new
>>7999555
That doesn't look very appetizing.
I really wanted a stuffed crust but it looks like they don't make those anymore.
Sometimes I feel like natalie might be a cool person and other times she comes off as a super crazy bitch.
>>7999557
Can you into vag tho?
>>7999544
you have a kik?
>>7999564
Hello new, what's up
>>7999577
nope, not really into kik
mercutie
>>7999563
Never-mind that.
Invite me back!
>>7999564
Ah.
>>7999572
Which natalie
>>7999572
I try my best to keep the crazy down. :(
>>7999578
wishing i had a qt bf / tgf
>>7999572
She has a lot of energy for arguing, and I like that.
>>7999572
they are both crazy
tfw boy is buying u chinese and ur gonna hang out tonight
wish me luck >.<
>>7999588
But you're a girl
>>7999596
good luck i hope when he kisses you it feels nice
>>7999589
Same desu
I wish androgynous people were more common
>>7999585
hmmmm
are you gonna be cool
>>7999596
good luck, i hope his d tastes nice
I don't think i'm crazy.
>tfw you are emailing a professor and they reply to you and you start freaking out and obsess over every minor detail of your reply and get scared you aren't being the right level of formal but maybe you are and oh god you have to send it what if you fuck it up
WHY AM I SUCH A SPERG
>>7999610
It's just a name, I wanted a more unique tripcode anyway since like 3 other people here use that name.
>>7999589
yea same. i'm a bear tho, so i'm guessing you're not into it if you mentioned "qt"
>>7999613
cute lil sperg
>>7999564
Same desu
>>7999478
>https://clyp.it/slcqny50
future batman/10
>>7999598
Yes you should.
>>7999605
I'm always cool~
>>7999612
I don't think I'm crazy either
>>7999619
Tanya is a great trip
>>7999616
well bears are nice but i prefer femboys, tomboys (and weird autistic transgirls, like me)
I'm sorry I'm a boring sad person
>>7999615
Well, think of people you look up to and work from there! That's how I chose mine... kind of cheesy, I know.
>>7999613
it's normal to get nervous about that stuff
>>7999624
i don't think ive ever kicked anyone out of that discord tho :thinking:
>>7999635
>>7999624
It'll still end up my legal name though.
i'm a little bit sad.
i can't find rebel absurdity's channel.
& i only just recently discovered it :(
where did he go?
btw, does anyone else find it ironic how an allegedly voice-passing gril like myself is trying to spook /mtfg/'s precious passing memes?
>>7999631
i'm trying to get into the whole big hairy top thing but i'm totally new to lgbt and i'm pretty autistic myself but hopefully it'll work out
>>7999637
I'm whimpering rn though
>>7999641
You should use Meriken's tripcode finder: it utilizes your GPU.
>>7999642
he deleted everything
>>7999633
hugg
things will be ok
i still like u
>>7999651
I have an gen 4 i7 and a GTX 760
I think my CPU will be better
>>7999654
did he say where he was going?
>>7999650
aww
hugg lani
it's gonna be okay :)
>>7999612
the craziest people never do
>>7999633
You're doing the sad thing again.
>>7999638
hi invite pls
>>7999641
so irl names as trip is GAY
>>7999642
ily
>>7999648
why not become a cute femboy?
baras only work in art but irl is different
>>7999657
worth checking out
>>7999657
Pretty sure even a mediocre GPU will outperform any top-of-the-line CPU at this.
>>7999658
idk
xexizy and fuckmuir are the superior leftypol spergtubers anyway
>>7999665
I was using a different name before but it was too weeb so I just went to my default.
Still never got an answer from that anon who the crazy bitch is though
>>7999661
Pls teach me how not to be autistic I think I might actually be a sperg
>>7999665
i sent you one dumdum
>>7999613
I kinda do that too with messages to doctors... :c
>>7999674
you're asking ME how to not sperg out when talking to someone?
>>7999674
There is no cure
>>7999630
<3
>>7999612
I'm trying to relearn how to read Russian and I just spent like 5 mintues trying to say Russian Standard
>>7999665
awww ~~
i love you too :3
>>7999657
Not necessarily. GPU's are amazing at number crunching.
https://www.reddit.com/r/explainlikeimfive/comments/1bafyf/eli5_why_are_gpus_utilized_for_numbercrunching/
>>7999674
>Pls teach me how not to be autistic I think I might actually be a sperg
Therapy ;_;
It kind of sort of worked for me but I still feel socially retarded most of the time. I try and fake normal :/
>>7999666
i'm not cute at all, i 200% couldn't pass.
and the idea of ravishing cute boys like the brute i am gets me off
hey /mtfg/
would you date or fuck a nigger?
>>7999600
i have a dick though still
>>7999701
>ravishing cute boys
kind of wish I was a boy now...
>>7999704
I'd date/fuck/whatever with a black dude
As long as they're a nice person
>bobs keep getting more and more sensitive
w-wew
>>7999704
why wouldn't u lol
>>7999715
WELL FUCK
>>7999710
did you fuck up your sleep schedule too or why are you awake rn?
how am i supposed to up my spiro if i can't take a shower without almost passing out
i'm barely taking any, 50mg daily
and the weird spot in my shoulder that used to randomly hurt when it was cold has been hurting all day
and i'm seeing my brothers/dad wednesday
ugh
i'll stop being stupid, sorry
>>7999704
yes
>>7999720
I deliberately keep it under like 7 characters
>>7999704
Not really my preference
>>7999685
Really?
None?
All this effort trying to integrate into society after being a depressed crazy tranny shutin was for naught?
>>7999684
Yeah
Obv
>>7999699
Idkkk
Like I do ok in familiar kind of situations
But stuff like talking to people in a more formal setting and the like
Oh god it's so intimidating
>>7999705
But no boymusk ;~;
>>7999710
cuteboys, mtf, cis girls, i really want to take out my pent up frustration on anything feminine, really.
>>7999711
mostly puzzle & retro.
like actual retro games.
preferably unreleased in the united states.
i don't really play game very often though.
o yea, i also enjoy playing drakengard.
too bad my ps2 controller's broken
>>7999704
I don't want a huge black cock tearing up my asshole desu
>>7999731
i want someone to take out their pent up frustration on me. i haven't had physical contact in years
>>7999724
I had an issue like that, is it anemia?
Have you tried taking an iron supplement?
>>7999729
I mean you can contain it with practice, but you'll always sperg out occasionally
>>7999729
well
actually i probably do rn, since
>no hrt
but
yeah
>>7999737
fuck, you have any pics? i'm leaking like a faucet rn.
>>7999738
I decided I didn't like it and now I'm looking for more
I wanted to find one that said dreaming but found nothing
>>7999738
hmmmm....
what kinds?
>>7999730
it's 4am here too but I just woke up like 4hrs ago. I switch between not being able to sleep and sleeping too much.
>>7999741
sorta worried about posting rl pics tbqh
I'm decent tho. plenty of boys have been into my body
>>7999674
if you get really focused on blending in and understanding the stimuli that lead to people reacting in certain ways and just generally sperg out on interpreting social interaction you can trick people
i mean i still don't make eye contact like ever but i don't think many people i meet would guess
i flapped my hands like a flock of pigeons when i was in pre-k and rocked back and forth through high school
>>7999739
i eat a lot of kale & spinach though? i guess it could be, that would suck. thanks for the suggestion
>>7999747
>4am here too
UK i assume?
>>7999739
I mean real talk I don't think I'm actually autistic
I've just been deprived of human contact for enough periods during my life that I think my social development is kind of stunted af and manifests in massive anxiety over unfamiliar social things
>>7999740
wtf why aren't you on hrt
How do you know if you're a bad person?
>>7999729
ok what you do is you take a lot of pauses when you speak and awkwardly hold on to one of your arms with your hand
oh and make sure to avoid eye contact and pick up on the other persons body language so you realize you're making things awkward and have your face flush
then walk away as soon as the person ends the conversation and feel like you want to kys
>>7999748
that's alright babe, no pressure
you like letting boys like me use you?
can someone buy me pizza
I'll pay you back with good vibes
>>7999753
>PFFFFFFFFFF
You farted lad?
i want to see dollface and ufufu get blacked desu
>>7999748
desu the worst i'd expect if stupid chasers and bullies being mean, you're not likely to get doxxed or anything and i don't think anyone you know is really likely to come here
i have my reservations as well
>>7999761
if you were in my city i'd take you out for some vegan deep dish bc i've been craving it for at least a week but don't want to go alone
and you're a cute girl
>>7999763
wtf
>>7999764
>if seeing people hurt amuses you
What if it's only sometimes and usually you don't want to hurt anyone?
>>7999758
>awkwardly hold on to one of your arms with your hand
Hey I still do this
A lot actually
And avoid eye contact
>>7999753
no. i'm not really interested in those.
tbdesu one of my crushes likes to play dota, & it kind of annoyed me seeing him play it so much
how 2 get gf back
>>7999756
>I've just been deprived of human contact for enough periods during my life that I think my social development is kind of stunted af and manifests in massive anxiety over unfamiliar social things
same desu, just find interests with people tho. thats how i met my friend ray, i learned we had super similar things in common and we pretty much immediately connected.
>>7999754
nope I live in germany. it's 3am in the uk rn or am I wrong?
>tfw no one to choke you within an inch of your life and abuse you
>>7999774
i do it when i feel uncomfortable
i feel uncomfortable a lot
>>7999764
fuck, you're so cute.
you have anything I could talk to you on? discord maybe?
i'm not done with you and im going to have to leave soon.
>>7999780
If you figure it out let me know
>>7999758
>take a lot of pauses when you speak
This is the worst, I have no idea how to stop
>>7999756
cause my life and health suck lol
it will be okay in a bit
morning erections are not fun though
>>7999780
you dont
>>7999791
i don't know
i only noticed i do it after i started listening to my vocaroos
>>7999631
My preferences align with yours, aside from bears, they make me a bit uncomfortable, but maybe I'll grow to like them.
>>7999789
I don't have discord sorry
also thanks uwu
>>7999794
You're one of two people who think so
>>7999801
who is the other
>>7999801
who do you like to see suffer?
>>7999797
I've noticed it painfully every time I try to socialize ;~;
>>7999778
DofA is shit, so that's fine.
>>7999768
nim too
>>7999798
i loooove bears
so cute
>>7999635
I was going to do that (probably would have been Ashley) but then my friend and I came up with both Amber and Elaine, independently of each other at around the same time, and they just sort of fit, but the next day I woke up and I was already thinking of myself as an Amber so Elaine is going to be my middle name.
>>7999557
I'm literally the only trans girl with the balls to do this tbqh
>>7999812
do you go to school?
>>7999787
Saaaame
But less so than before at least
>>7999781
Yeah, it's pretty uncommon for me to find people that I truly click though
Then I wanna bf them
Suckss
>>7999821
lets be bffs elanna
>>7999821
im worried i don't know how to make friends anymore
maybe it'll be better in college since ill potentially have more similar interests with those people
>>7999800
looks i'll have to be extra hard on you for being such a tease
>>7999819
Yea, and I'm an outcast with 0 friends there
No one talks to me except to bully me
>>7999830
I hope you hold onto him anon
>>7999834
thats how I felt early in highschool
the only time I kinda made friends was when we were forced to work in groups, otherwise I just didn't know how to talk to people
>>7999828
i think a lot of spergs really value and respect queues, they're quite sensible
i want my voice to get good already so i can play epic pranks on people :^3
oh and the whole passing thing
>>7999837
1. Yeah at the time I wanted to push into living as a woman and I wanted someone to support me like my gf wouldn't , that's not my goal anymore
2.
https://clyp.it/dl4axlgh
I feel like sex as an mtf would be terrible? If you cant use your dick, how do you climax? Does anal with someone else actually feel good and make you come?
>>7999849
same
>>7999851
>Does anal with someone else actually feel good
of course
Look, we got a thing
Which one should I put in my mouth first
>>7999849
Your voice is really nice, sounds like any other girl to me
>>7999851
plenty of mtfs use their dicks. I use my dick.
>>7999850
YOU HAD TO TRY SO HARD TO MAKE THAT VOICE CLIP I CAN HEAR IT!!!! LMAO
it's fine to live as a woman or be feminine it's not like it makes you bad or something. accept ur womanhood bb
>>7999832
Idk if you're a wallflower now you'll likely be a wallflower in college unless you really come into your own
>>7999824
But I need a bf
>>7999828
Yeah idk, I don't struggle with reading social cues or carrying on a conversation or anything like that
If anything I read them too well and worry about them, hence the social anxiety.
hi mtfg, how are you?
>>7999855
Well, you can't have the pizza if you shoot yourself first, so...
>>7999851
butt stuff can feel really good desu
hence you know, gays
>>7999865
grace im sad
>>7999856
i don't know about that ><
im trying though!
>>7999862
I'm sorry anon.
you shouldn't want to hurt those who love and care for you though...
>>7999862
Why do you keep pushing him away?
if he is one of the only people that think you are decent why wouldn't you want him in your life
>>7999865
im feeling great actually
>>7999832
what's there to know about making friends? if you like somebody you met you ask them if they want to hang out some time and do stuff. if they want to hang out with you they become friends.
>>7999861
id really like to have a group of friends for once though :(
>>7999864
aren't you in the commonwealth? i'm in denver
>>7999865
sad rn but i'll get over it
>>7999851
I imagine it's alright but sex is like whatever
The intimacy with someone you love is what makes it all worthwhile, it can't be terrible if you love them
>>7999871
Seriously, not hugboxing, I'm jealous of your voice >.>
>>7999876
no i get really scared asking people to hang out
i wait for them to ask me but they never do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMn272A60MU
>>7999866
Good point, I'll eat it then kill myself
>>7999855
I think someone should take your guns away desu
>>7999883
only acceptable way to die is by eating too much pizza
>>7999879
well it took a lot of work to get where i am!
im trying to get the "trannyness" out of my voice right now and make it feel more natural when i talk
it can get frustrating fast :/
i got to take my calculus midterm late today.
i think it was pretty easy actually.
it only tested for an understanding of the properties of derivatives and implicit & logarithmic differentiation.
>>7999883
Are you all right?
>>7999887
desu sounds like a man trying to do a woman's voice
>>7999841
don't pretend you don't love it
american here from nyc. read your earlier post about you maybe coming to the states someday, can't wait to fuck your brains out if you ever want to meet up
throwaway email is [email protected], can't stay any longer but i'll see you around the board hopefully. night, babe.
>>7999873
It's ok to hurt me I guess.
I know I shouldn't and I usually don't.
Can't really control what I feel tho.
I hate myself for it.
>>7999874
Because everyone throws me away eventually
especially the people who care about me
i want to beat him to the punch
and i don't want him to feel hurt when i shoot myself
>>7999869
me too
whats wrong
>>7999878
awww
>>7999875
thats good
>>7999896
feelin p depressed and lost edie
glad ur okay!
>>7999865
I'm extra sad, and i feel no one loves me and i wasted the only chance I had at love.
>>7999848
battleloli > dragonlolis
>>7999821
its the same for me though but once you do find them they're usually your friend for very long time
>>7999834
is okay desu
you have your /mtfg/ friendos
>>7999898
Yeah I'm just suicidal all the time so I like to joke about it
I can't take it anymore
>>7999880
the worst thing that could happen is that they say no but if you are nice and have interests/hobbies in common why should they say no? if you just wait for them to ask you probably won't get that much friends.
>>7999893
I guess I get that, I know it's totally frustrating tho u~u
I'm trying to improve my voice but it's going nowhere :c
It's gonna be hard to get it somewhere I'm comfortable with
>>7999900
You sound a bit too giddy lol
I might send something tho, see you around
>>7999896
But then, how will i be bridesmaid?
>>7999908
>implies that dragonlolis are inferior
sorry tanya, but you are wrong
Plus your battleloli is a battlemiddleagedman
>>7999904
hi grace
seven years ago when I recognized this aspect of myself, I was so afraid. I did nothing. The people I trusted denied it all, claiming I was just confused. I wanted to believe them.
I've thought of it every day since them. carrying that weight with me. When I look in the mirror I see someone else who isn't me. It is an outward facing facade, with the understanding that I can never have any other
If there was even a way now, I would go through with it in an instant. I would give anything, everything, for just the chance.
>>7999904
everything
>>7999896
>i hope u find the man of ur dreams
lmao even dollface picks on Faye for being straight
>>7999899
But I'm not trying that's just my tone now if I don't push it into my chest
So it's basically a man with a higher voice
>>7999864
whats in ur fridge ill tell u hwat to cook
>>7999908
Yea you girls are nice, but it's still lonely
I'd really like to branch out and make some real life friends
>>7999913
i know it's not exactly the best way to make friends but i get really nervous
it makes it hard to think rationally
>>7999908
Ikr
>>7999910
/hug
Enjoy your pizza, won't you?
which trip would you snugg if you could snugg any trip
>>7999938
Too salty
Ate about half
Was okay
>>7999915
i feel like im starting to get there
i would find it hard to start practicing and get in the right headspace to start but now i just make vocaroos in boyvoice to just get talking a bit and that helps somewhat
>>7999940
Lauren !snugg/ihjI
>>7999940
nim
would you go in a kangaroo pouch if one let you olive
>>7999940
Lauren
>>7999940
This question is very hard
>>7999948
h-hi
>>7999932
cabbage
mustard
anchovies
olives
butter
calamari rings (but those are for dinner)
aaand that's it
I've got a bunch of lemons
I need to go get some fish I think
Edie was the right one all along
>>7999940
Isla or Cindy
>>7999905
someone loves you im sure
and there's no way you only had one chance at love
you gotta make ur own chances
>>7999917
idk edie i just feel like im never gonna get this girl thing down
i totally failed at being a dude and im gonna fail at being a girl too
>>7999923
hi nimmy
>>7999925
im sorry
>>7999958
hi ouo
>>7999941
>take the girl pills
I'm still terrified, but I believe I have do this eventually, and the sooner the better.
I will never be able to pass. I will never even be able to present. I don't know what I am looking for in this, but I know I have to do this.
>>7999951
Feeling my usual melancholy emptiness now, couldn't complain.
>>7999914
>Die in a fire
Hopefully, one day :)
>>7999846
Well played
I type queues so much more often, sometimes muscle memory derps on me >.>
>>7999865
>hi mtfg, how are you?
Hi Grace o/
I just had hummus and Dr. pepper so other than feeling really dysphoric, things are kind of okay. Also, guilty about calories ;_;
>>7999861
All I've read from you is shyness, sometimes. I've never picked up any aspie vibes or anything and I usually have really good intuition for that. Somehow I knew my nephew was autistic years before his own parents did. idek, I barely spent any time with him either.
Now I'm really self conscious about eye contact and stuff, like I worry I have that creepy, soulless autism stare. I don't think I do but sometimes I really wonder ;_;
>>7999940
>which trip would you snugg if you could snugg any trip
Probably myself, partly to spite popularity contests and partly because I really need a snugg ;_;
>>7999963
you seem to be getting the girl thing down just fine!
>>7999966
I fucked up my own meme pronouns
>>7999965
how's your day been :3
>>7999968
bleeegh
nah
OOH
I COULD MAKE PIZZA DOUGH AND HAVE AN ANCHOVY PIZZA
WITH OLIVES
AND CHEESY CHEESE
OMG
GOOD IDEA MERC ILY
>>7999941
>don't do anything crazy
I've been overwhelmed by uncontrollable suicidal thoughts for the last month that've just gotten worse and worse, nothing is going to fix me
I want to die but I have people that care about me, even if I do nothing but disappoint them
>>7999978
breddy sad until I decided to go on here, now i'm doing good, you?
is being a femboy possible if you have girly hips
>>7999966
>he
you want daddy to bend you over and kiss your shoulder and neck with his bristley beard
>>7999981
I want to kill myself too
I hope you don't do it
I hope you find whatever will help you get better
>>7999971
I'm kind of feeling that right now too
>>7999962
Okay I choose amber
>>7999985
Not if you're a girl
@Faye
>>7999986
Faye is a boy
>>7999936
have you heard of the fuck it adjustment? seriously try it out like if you ask somebody and they say no fuck it and move on to the next person.
you are nice and friendly person people will like you, you just need to build up the courage to ask them and it will work out.
>>7999994
faye a girl
>>7999994
Faye is a (cute tom)boy
>>7999986
Faye is a straight boy
>>7999971
I almost never feel that way, so I feel like it's not my place to say anything.
>>8000002
https://clyp.it/hpwfmqhd
Nothing I do will fix anything
I should just kill myself so I stop hurting
>>7999952
Oh sorry, I'm not anon. i dropped my trip. Just like failed relationships and you see each other and you interact and feel so comfortable but at the same time it's so distant.
>>7999941
Thnks
>>7999944
>Implying I would even get an invite even if you were to get married.
>>7999963
Yeah, i fucked up thrice, and the last one was the worst. I guess my mom loves me a bit, though.
>>7999980
>It will make you feel better, and if hormones alone can't make you cute ffs is an option.
>no giving up.
Thanks for the reassurance I guess, but I am not sure it is possible to have enough surgery to fix my face, wide shoulders, tiny hips, and aching joints.
I don't think there is a light at the end of the tunnel for me, just a way to make things less uncomfortable.
>>8000002
i dont think im ever gonna figure out how to be a pretty one, at least
everything will be ok
>>7999922
is it bad if i want to snugg all of them?
>>7999940
Unsure
>>7999865
Pretty gud senpai I think
>>8000013
yes you should sheen
>>8000010
There's a lotta time to improve, it'll only get better
Anyways you're still a girl, you just have a physical problem that you're gonna overcome
>>8000024
of course not
I had two green sauce chicharron tacos, so that's sort of nice, except I feel guilty of the calories. :(
>>8000024
im autistic i swear to god
i mess up on the most simple things
>>8000032
me too thanks
>>8000028
BUT EDIE LIKE
I SEE SO MANY REALLY PRETTY GIRLS
AND IM JUST A HUGE MESS
ei havent gotten my shit figured out yet and it feels like there's so much to learn and ill never get it
>>8000006
>boy
girl
Faye is a straight girl
>>8000027
i dunno, sometimes just being a guy with a girlbod sounds easier..
>>8000034
Yeah.... Therapy will help probably, but grief is hard and comes in waves.
>>8000021
Except yesterday, I guess. Yesterday I woke up and cried. I guess that's just a typical day for everyone else here, though.
Wew, this thread
>>8000000
yeah maybe
i don't find many people i click with though
when i go off to college ill have more opportunities to meet people
>>8000039
I hadn't seen this Faye pic. Huh.
>>8000045
Take me with you in n the rainbow road. I'm sort of not being able to cope rn.
WHO IS ALEX
>>8000040
But you're not a guy, it's hard but if we keep working on it we'll all be who we want to be someday.
The important thing is to never give up
>>8000044
no I don't feel anything
I've done enough crying in my lifetime desu
who am I talking about?
>>8000051
nah, i went full time at the end of august
but its been over a year of hrt so idk
>>8000061
Crying is pretty lame, desu.
>>8000058
a girl
search the archives
>anon, why are you so sensitive now??
Shakespeare updated for the gamer generation
>>8000075
>tfw cry at everything now
Too real desu
I'm a man!!! I want to live as a male!!!
>>8000073
what do I search for
>>8000077
you're right!!
>>8000044
Huh, you remember yesterday?
>>8000081
search for "alex" as the username
>>8000083
ok ty anon ily for helping me
>>8000079
Security is basically a modeling job until you get a gun
>>8000081
I feel like this might pertain to me somehow
>>8000085
tough women model all the time
>>8000082
How much do you drink and how often?
>>8000096
Not often anymore I take 100mg cypro. I didn't drink last night.
>>8000042
ty. it does if you accept that you can't be friends with everyone.
>>8000047
I thought the same that I'm just some lonely person who can't find friends but actually I was holding myself back from making friends. I had two friends I hung out with every weekend for years until I opened up more. there are probably lots of people you could click with in your city you just don't know them yet.
what are your hobbies? you always have something to talk about with someone who shares your interests/hobbies.
>>8000000
>Hex zeroes
>It's on the worst general on the whole board, if not all of 4chan
>>8000127
this is a good place anon
>>8000079
i guess ur right
i set really high goals for myself in general
and im not usually able to get even half of them done in the time i want
so like rn i feel like i should be further along and in a better state but yknow everything played out the way it did for a reason i guess
>>8000060
You make posts like this and I can't help but feel like I love you. You've made me smile more times today than pretty much anything else in the last few days, and I'm pretty smiley these days.