Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• buddi
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>7624794
male to friendos
WE
hugg culture buddi
>>7624725
>>7624738
>>7624741
>pic
>>7624762
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5m33zK6ZlA
I missed you girls too.
Well. This personality I have this second missed you.
>>7624794
my transition is more like ""m""t??? desu
>>7624814
i'm rocking the gross to grosser transition
>>7624808
Gotcha.
Anyone else know if /cutetrans/ amy raped someone?
Because that's the kind of shit that would scare me off that server honestly.
>>7624819
your not gross! >:C
>>7624808
Do you at least remember her skin tone? I'm very dark.
>>7624783
No what you are interested in is whether the weight gain you are experiencing will interfere with your notion of you being some sort of fragile feminine waif.
And the answer is probably not. You'll still be a malnourished hot mess, only less so (we take our victories whenever we can get them).
So what's your training regime and what are we trying to accomplish here? I remember something about keeping your waistline?
>>7624813
I think you lack McAvoy's charisma to pull off multiple personalities. Maybe you should settle for being a girly boy?
>>7624827
Eyyy.
>>7624744
Lmao. I'll continue to do my own style like I do in literally all facets of my life: business, art, music, fashion, writing, teaching, etc. I tour in a progressive metal band so I quite literally am a suicide girls "reject"
post a pic of yourself so I know who is giving me fashion advice. :)))
>>7624821
Yeah that's hips. another trip claimed hips felt her up while she was asleep and it isn't the first time hips has been acused of sexual stuff
>tfw incoming fear that everyone secretly despises you
>>7624792
I'm not looking for forgiveness for something I have no reason to be sorry about.
still convinced you're roleplaying tho.
>>7624834
Zheanne I like your spooky fashion =]
>>7624838
>>7624814
she reinvited me to the server and was trying to buddy up to me, but i left again because she freely allows this one shitposter to go around telling suicidal people to kill themselves
have you seen amy go on about suing people? it's cringe-y beyond belief
>>7624830
yeah, she was like super-ultra-dark
idk she was like... 8/10 or something at least
>>7624833
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii did you miss me?
>>7624810
Liberia seems lit
>>7624830
>>7624845
buddi eva ^.^
What should I say to my endocrinologist lol
>>7624734
>>7624803
gute nacht hier noch eine germania. schlaf gut sophie :3
>>7624843
Thanks. I honestly get compliments on my style everywhere I go. I have no intentions to change anytime soon. Actually, I'm the process of getting a bunch more various vintage dresses. I'm starting to get more into 60s and 70s dress styles.
>>7624853
why wouldn't she know
>>7624833
yes, I am currently doing like 3*12 situps and squats every second day. I wonder if I have too many restdays and if I can do something against my tummy (lower, not upper, like you know how cisfemales get fat there? like that) and waistline (which feels like I am getting fat slightly above what is love handle height, towards my back?)
I guess I am annoyed I am getting more fat above my hips/butt/thighs than on them?
>>7624854
Gute Nacht anon <3 :)
>>7624810
Crazy af wedding
>>7624838
>tfw worry no one is really my friend and they just pity and tolerate me
This is probably a bit of a stretch to ask here, but I own this dress, and the bodice of it is kinda tight.
I obviously don't have much experience with girl's clothes, so I'm not sure if it's supposed to be a little tight or if I bought something slightly too small.
http://www.hottopic.com/product/galaxy-skater-dress/10564503.html?dwvar_10564503_color=BLACK
>>7624856
i really really want that long flowing hair that they used to wear in the 70s
those like big sleeves are cute too
>>7624861
you've been nice to me but not so much to some others
>>7624866
i don't think it's you but somebody said it was, maybe as a joke? i dunno
>>7624841
You really are a cold monster, I should have listened to Elanna about you. You don't care about anyone, and sided with Chara over me because she ERPd you. Would you have stood up for me if I messaged you lewds?
I hope no one else makes the gigantic mistake of thinking you give a damn about them.
>>7624847
>she freely allows this one shitposter to go around telling suicidal people to kill themselves
Which one is that?
>>7624864
hey sophie bully me if i don't start exercising!
>tfw you will never be pretty
>>7624867
Like IT HURTS tight, or "kind of awkward" tight?
Cause kind of awkward is fine but if it hurts then yeah it's too small
What size did you buy and what's your size according to the size chart?
>>7624865
you're nice from what ive seen but we don't talk very much!
>>7624884
olive you're scaring me
>>7624871
yeah idk
it's kind of hard to function here because now i'm kind of always on my guard which makes me more aggressive
also i kept getting accused of saying things i didn't which was annoying but w/e
>>7624876
larsa
day before i left she was telling some chica
>>7624881
you instantly respond with an overcompensating "Lmao, look at all these things i do which make me better than you. now post a pic to prove you can compete"
it makes you seem insecure IMO? also in the very likely scenario that they're shitposting, you're just giving them what they want
>>7624884
>a woman
Well I'll be
Be nice to her then, us ladies need to stick together
>>7624853
I want boobies
>tfw your eyes look a lot bigger than they did a few months ago
>tfw very ugly and not cute
>>7624834
While I get your whole "free spirit" shtick you got going for yourself I don't think that pointing out that looking like a Hot Topic goth disaster 24/7 constitutes actual fashion advice.
It's okay while you're on stage or something but all the time - nah.
>>7624848
Actually I did. These new trips are boring. How's life treating you?
>>7624862
The weirdest fucking thing is out of all my friends, the one that's the best with stuff is the one who's like worn a dress to a gig during pride because attention and that's a gay thing to do. Like completely oblivious to lgbt stuff and comes across selfish but he really makes an effort with me. All others are like ok you're a gay bro.
Ugh I wish I just fucked off away
>>7624902
i didn't know hrt turned you into anime wtf
>>7624872
This right? Yeah this is definitely me, 100%, that's me right there.
Nah I wasn't born cis and I can't afford a nose job unfortunately.
>>7624913
idk, fat stuff move around your face on hrt so maybe
>>7624905
Do you go outside?
People complimenting you irl helps
>>7624893
No I didn't. I literally didn't brag about anything and simply said I do everything in my own way. Way to shift my words around. I mentioned touring in a prog metal band because gothy alt styles literally come from that outlet so of course it's relevant. Wow what a surprise I dress dark and edgy when I'm literally in a metal band. Lul
>>7624833
>I think you lack McAvoy's charisma to pull off multiple personalities. Maybe you should settle for being a girly boy?
O-ok
>>7624916
I hope mine do that
>>7624915
Is that really you? Wow if so you are incredibly gorgeous,
>practice makeup for a bit and put some real effort into it
>sir gets pleased and orders me a surprise
goshhh
>tfw you can smell butter
>>7624915
yeah that one
i mean something's a wee bit off with the face (looks too artificial?) but it's very pretty and with how much you talk about your appearance i'd assume you don't look like that
no offense
>>7624922
what
you gave a huge list of things which qualify you as being a strong independent woman
mostly the "i'll continue to do my own style like i do in literally all faces of my life" comment
i'm just saying it comes off as overcompensating
>>7624928
>wanna watch this movie
Im gonna watch it on my grandmas ipad
>>7624905
Work, and more time on hrt, and not still being in your first puberty.
You got this. Dw
>>7624911
Awwhhhh that's really cute, but I am still a new trip myself.......
I'm doing great. I underestimated how negatively my job was affecting my life. So right now I'm just playing music and I'm actually really happy.
How are you? How's work and stuff? Any more explanation with moving to thay sleepy town?
>>7624937
Lol! You're a riot.
>>7624920
m-maybe she thought you were cis and was just trying to prevent an unplanned pregnancy h-haha
>>7624743
Faye is good motivator! PT is good for the soul :3
I'm working on diet reform with my SO... Getting a lot of pushback which I have mixed feelings about because squishy girls are suuuuper cuddly :P
>>7624915
Ahem
https://www.google.co.uk/search?tbs=sbi:AMhZZivwocBaWj7M80PRbWRsWX2lJWAsMC_1AtkTcAxTU2cJ1Hjq6zO3-6MSShXOaDYxjC1nSZVk301h6jOH_1s_1abhhfLiyNBPYQvzlR1x74dqWRXVNcwUcPoq-dOU2kIkIvoz1ii-JTMQAdqWjs6-CcR10FpScpEAmdrQ7kybLTmdxMcqfvrJihrGQQgVk2KzE3xZevaY8SFk_1ChI0n9hpE2s2VzPEe_1sbMyaoqzMnIr389cX1AXrvI-3njJEQya3pzTbPMIU3m-tmu5e3NIAZEikQ9OcxaVLlztpHLV9z6orXy6hGPjtN3MIqrRVDQjIxVMUJu5bHplWrVuYEC_1Oq2G9nY3672PjGfEvNRupDQF0P1E_1kKKScrJhs-xA39udgMNHSVptzTLlL5BojOzs04zYZOp5w7P0_1f025b305f6-UmFxHB9xpiLm4Sk8vZntQO79ZiBPn7fYVpO9_1oVWjgfwZmt5yBrkIvBy6q8Vk1Qwaih08qrBpJog5IBUB_1vbMUlrysQc-PX_1g4Yzrfg9778a6NkLrWWBAEYH5ebAL_1sc2cCa3kBQtIRzuBfBtclKQVxJTH9E6aUfJM2jzAeoBJ1loRYzgaq1Ou3oTBTCy-W3ZXiOKpRtx1U_1bsd5g0_1SnxUrXJqZ73fZKQiVtp0FuJwCkR9LJx4HR6hDOmE3FNmioVpnkf8Jdkl5M7Ha4GmRxyY7q37k5USapLu1UPNDRApQdEnrrEoJpAUJ14GkoWziXMhDtOrLztgdWIjNrEacWyFscGuo0aTuLply4HtiacR6SBYrK371R5xKQwMTbN9xehu5eLFKyrqwuyl6fzjv5CAo7VVzdwLM-dXRwl451X5dp03x2thAcVkmb5MkYXyWNcA-teN_15yKQ-hY8kIrsTDIDcxjm6Spq-c7DBI3--Q0ire5PRRp34fxCvhFbkpdX69cxKgHSMje46bJksU1H0zohNMqtIGtwBuWEK8srzOOE9UajTO9Zo9a4RbZx9Ndry_16FMMWhpbIwGqxN9EvAIzFDFRviM4PRTx4CPZPhNfufwSpZ52YQLsLe650pHCuWZ8tZ91e5CeUyqKaGUiNKrIPQQM5OaV6GdVAl8C9hvNKOCZrEpP51YWk4bgw2E8ffloBdiDcPKa2fbfPvmIuMNgaHcl00X33gT6vT3BtRcB9YFDMuzBQWj9mHk1cGgP_1139YibXZ-UqZMhosIer6zIwGZC6OYaFFVpFTocu9miMO9xx0J7EDZcWFn1VrUy7SwyAQ6Tyo5DOWXHgNPI3j4y0XbJvknH8XOthebUUubpdhxpbxyrRyzeWS6qWIhWszW98QF7_1hNMRYGxk4DmXf9Bt7Fqkp2-zrv-6NdYpZMduc7d55yNfqouV0Eyxn1JiHR9SBMlZQLRo3mFl7gRcb91O5sWZ0mLKQ5ei8-7l7B05Z8OXr58S_1MvYtei6g1IH0EiNhUwZO7tk2oC1qnXv_1DlXfA9_16oO0riYWR4Hp6rewAZrwdVzICbox0S7czfwCEvr5_1xIVHwhPyrGD53XyaP_1vrKgMG2lWMuOBmoDhNAljos3jjo_1gV8wOtl7RGIMH0PaQ5zH70h0H57iCNPJSudQCWX17wiUUWCweL4-hhDr2wE4kQ05yPGwr6KvXKDe30NkhcZNEZpApNy4O_14CD5MKLZATVGaRoC&gws_rd=cr,ssl&ei=fF2FWPC0E4OwsQHdjYfQBg
>>7624937
>i mean something's a wee bit off with the face
it's because she's got a white girl face as a black girl
>>7624928
good girl
>>7624883
It doesn't hurt to wear. It feels kinda weird though. I bought the size MD, but my measurements are all fucked because I'm not on hrt.
Something like 36/32/38. Keep in mind I don't have boobs yet.
>>7624936
tfw grace is a real girl
>>7624914
yeah it didn't turn you?
>>7624938
It made me sad :(
all the hair on the outside of my legs has fallen out, but not at all on the inside
it makes me look really sick or that something is wrong with me like I have some kind of untreated cancer
maybe I really am dying
>>7624956
y-you have hair inside your legs?
>>7624951
>tfw not a real girl
>>7624803
male to failure is still my fave desu
>>7624936
>Grace has a boyfriend now
Congratulations!
>>7624955
Did the character go along with dressing up?
>>7624961
is this a webm of grace's butte cheeks
>>7624864
That's too rudimentary. You need an actual training regime, something that you can follow even when you are not feeling well.
Let's just skip all the tranny-science abd get down to it.
Here's a good book on the subject that I keep posting here but nobody really pays any attention (I guess surgery is easier).
Strong Curves by Bret Contreras - http://www107.zippyshare.com/v/F5N2JgNH/file.html.
The man made a name for himslef by putting asses on girls. I am sure you'll find his training useful. As for you fat distribution, you are just going to have to see where it all ends up. You are not going to just wake up one day with love handles. Continue with the tortuously slow weight gain that you are known for and see where that leads you.
>>7624967
i don't want to spoil it.
All I'm saying is I wish I was that character so I could do things differently
at the arrow is a beaver dam.
>>7624969
I guess?
heres a webm of maeve eating hotdogs and competing against kobayashi
theres the chance i could get surgery this year but i wonder if its worth considering. i have a real nagging need for srs, dysphoria is bad but i cope, but since i'm in a relationship, i get sick of dealing with my junk and yet she doesn't make me feel too awful about it that i can deal (transbians)
i could be getting given some money through inheritence but not directly (the will was drafted before i was born). i'd like surgery very much but its always been this vague 'whenever' and now suddenly i'm excited and a little scared and also not wanting to be disappointed because it might come to nothing, but it might be a reality.
then theres the dynamic of traveling to Thailand (who would come with me), having it in the US (my gf would have to care for me and works full time, scary), or having it in the UK (not as good surgeon but my mom could be there for support)
idk what do you think
>night pills
when does the self dount and self hatred end, i see so many women who I look up to who look passing and kickass and I'd give my life to be where they're at, and still, they're suffering just like I am.
Kamisama senpai, give me an advance on middle age and smiye with a stroke or whatever middle aged men die of
Kayla klassic
>>7624978
i wish i could domesticate a beaver, they're so cute
he could even help with any leaks in the house
>>7624976
Is it australian?
>>7624989
Who gives a shit that I said that? I'll own up to it. Fuck Grace.
>>7624991
Something tells me his methods would be a bit crude for household leaks... On the other hand he could make a good pond for you if you have a stream flowing through your land. Maybe even flood your basement in the process.
is it normal to have genital dysphoria but not want SRS
like, i'm "okay" with my dick but every time i think about having a vagina i get sad
and i don't really want SRS
>>7624956
i think that can be a symptom of HRT? hair growth halting, i mean
body hair loss is uh...
yeah, idk
>>7624991
having a pet beaver would rule.
>>7624973
okay thanks, two more questions though:
can I go up to doing this 6 days a week without wasting time? (because I wont be able to read it before the term is over, which will be in 3 weeks. pls remind me if I forget)
how do I open these files?
>>7624987
go to thailand or canada, avoid completely unknown surgeons.
you only get one neovagina, get the best you can, even if it might suck for a few months after surgery, I promise its worth it.
>>7624946
B-but then bf will have to deal with hormonal me
>>7624996
Kayla, Grace is qt and has qt fashion skills. Please dont be mean your flower print shoes are cute
>>7624996
kayla that's mean
I know this is stupid to ask, but can I just get a hug? With my birthday, and coming out to my mom, at the beginning of march, I'm starting to get really nervous, and losing my confidence that I am trans. I need that, because she will try and talk me out of it.
>tfw still love hanna
Someone put me out of my misery.
>>7624940
Oh I am fine. Tired but fine. Quite a lot of on my plate and not enough time to do it all. I should be moving in March if nothing changes. I wrecked myself today at training and spent the whole day sleeping and now I can't go to bed.
So are you a starving artist now, so to speak?
>>7625012
one hug for anon <33
>>7624882
can you explain this image?
I see it on /pol/ a lot but I don't fully understand it
I love when people gender me female when I'm with my friends.
Like it happens all the time but I feel like people don't believe me when I mention it to thdm
>>7625005
yeah but then he could hugg u and make all your problems disappear like he always does
>>7624973
thanks. I'll try this oit before self destruction
>>7625013
*teleports behind you*
*unsheaths katana*
Nuthin personnel anon
*puts u out of your misery*
>>7625021
:}
>>7625012
Hugg
>>7625026
Not everyone was dropped on their head as a child
>>7625026
most people care about things other than their own attractiveness
>>7625012
be strong anon, you can do it.
I believe in you!
>>7625017
the cia killed kennedy for wanting to audit the fed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDe6QCqFu4c
>>7625019
I am just so happy for you. i knew you'd make it. :3
>>7625026
Because normal people feel a sense of contagious happiness that makes them feel happy when others do, or feel inspired that someone like them could look good so maybe they can too.
>>7625020
Yeah he does. I love him so much.
>>7625016
>>7625021
>>7625028
Thank you. And I do. I've got half a bottle of spiro and half a card of E that says yes, I really want to be a woman. I want to be seen as a woman, not to wear dresses or go on dates, honestly, but just because it feels right. I feel good when people call me she/her.
>>7625012
Hugg
>>7625026
Would you attack a 11 year old mtf at a support group Kayla? Would you verbally demoralize them and make them feel worthless for beleving themselves to be in the wrong body and wanting to take steps before their pueberty begins?
>>7625012
huggie wuggie
I did a lot of drugs
>>7624928
Just be aware that real life does not come with diffuse filters.
>>7625046
she probably would
>>7625012
Don't worry, tons of people go back and forth on how much they really want to transition, especially when you're forced to do stuff about it and not just daydream.
>>7624996
What an absolute cunt you are.
Anyone else here used to be into cuck porn pre-transition? Was this some sort of repressed BBC fetish?
>>7625031
this is gonna sound dumb but my mum let me fall from the baby changing table which was like 1m-1,20m high twice when I was a baby and I fell on my head, once she lifted me up and I hit my head really badly at some sort of beach overhead thing. they were made of wood but really hard.
I often wonder if this is why I am so messed up, maybe its even why I am a tranny.
>>7625023
No but really. I would welcome a stab to the heart
filter and move on
>>7625004
>can I go up to doing this 6 days a week without wasting time?
Better to start slowly and work your way up. Do what the book tells you to do and no more until you are comfortable with the exercises. But I do like your enthusiasm.
>how do I open these files?
You click on the link, you download the file and you open it in your favorite pdf viewer.
>>7624996
You wish you could fuck Grace
>>7625059
faye is still a cuck
her lesbian girlfriend restricts her movements and actions, whilst cheating on her with her lesbian friends
Who is/was hips?
>>7625071
smug loli
>>7625043
this is amy, right
you should trip again baka
if you're a woman, you're a woman
i'm just glad you didn't throw away your E this time
>>7625056
it's kayla though
>>7625059
last year i had a BBC fetish for like one or two months lol
that was a good while before i went trans though
i'm kind of into the idea of seeing a boyfriend get screwed by a guy but that's moved on into wanting to top a boyfriend in general
>>7625015
Well it's better to be too busy than idle. Devils work and all that.
I wouldn't say starving. But making enough to keep going. And I'm really happy.
>>7625026
Because you look a them having this thing you want and it makes you really happy that to there aren't people feeling the bad things you feel.
>>7625030
Thanks Shakira. Idk I think most of its confidence. I go out in makeup and girls clothes and strut my shit. If I get gendered male I call myself a boy and tide goes on
>>7625038
I'm not there yet!!!!!
>>7625049
why? are you ok?
>>7625062
>tfw your dad let you fall out of your carrier onto the tiled kitchen floor when you were three months old
o-oh i had forgotten about that story..
>>7625071
>>7625071
What if I know I'm going to?
i feel like the anon asking about hips might be hips desu
>>7625072
i wouldn't mind that kind of relationship desu
as long as my gf would play the role of dom in general
>>7625062
D:
Sophiesenpai ;-------;
I'm a tranny bc I'm a miscarriage that somehow came to term lol
I'm coming to Germany to give you a hug
I know this is stupid, but when are things supposed to get better? I mean, hormones, anti-depressants, anxiety medicine. I think they are helping. I'm slowly seeing changes in my body, I have more energy. I don't know why I still wanna die this badly
>>7625050
I will pay you to come live with me and follow me around and discourage me from having tranny aspirations
My bf is a fucking hugboxer and can't be trusted.
>>7625059
that's pretty gross ngl
>>7625085
Unlike some people, sir doesn't need to wish
>>7625073
Agp chaser who's tried to rape pookie, Faye and another trip and threatens to sue them if they mention it
>>7625089
>I will pay you to come live with me and follow me around and discourage me from having tranny aspirations
I think life will do that for you, for free.
>30 years old
>Closet tranny
Why shouldn't I just kill myself?
>>7625076
That posts wasn't me
>>7625036
>>7625045
>>7625048
>>7625076
No, I am not Amy. I was Homura. Now, I don't know. I chose the name Homura because of the despair I felt, and how I idolized other people, made my life about them. That's not the path I choose today, not the life I want to live any longer.
>>7625104
You're asking the wrong group of people
>>7625088
you're improving
it's slow but if you can power through it things will get better
>>7625071
>ywn see the kayla/grace sex tape
>>7625108
I'm gonna say this honestly,
You gotta give shit up. You were just not built for you.
>>7625070
no I mean, I have to keep my current regime because I dont have time to work on a better one for at least 3 more weaks. Ive a super important exam, 2 mini papers and 3 presentations to prepare :/ and ive uni all the time, and Ive an appointment with a neurologist (Idek if I told you yet, but I am actually trying this time senpai, hope youre proud, not sure how Ill prevent them from locking me up yet tho, but we ll see)
its not a pdf file tho? or am I dumb? if I open it with adope reader it just says wrong format or something.
>>7625087
yes pls, I want a lot of hugs ;_;
>>7625062
lolI actually died when I was 2 years old and left for dead and my dad's uncle who had been a genius in med school but had some sort of mental breakdown and my dad hired him as a groundskeeper of some sorts revived me.
I'm a zombie. and I guess this is why my brain is fucked up.
i dunno if that's what made me trans tho. my mom went vegan when she was pregant with me, maybe too much phytoestrogens from soy products?
>>7625004
oh m8 i like the sound of Suporn, and i'd be perfect for his techniques (small, uncut, no orchi), but Meltzer in Arizona is meant to have great results too. Bellringer in the uk is meant to be best in the uk, which might be saying much since its a country full of ugly cunts
idk like what would you choose, uk is like easymode but requires crotch electrolysis and could be money for average surgery.
idk i've heard great stuff about Pierre whatshisface up in Canada too but i can't work out Canada money
>>7625091
i don't have much reason to dislike shakira
i mean she did some shit a while back, but she seems fine now, and i've had my share of meltdowns too, so
>>7625096
guess i'm going to cross nim off my list of potential dyke-queen gfs :(
>>7625089
would you pay me to follow you around and encourage you to have female aspirations c:
>>7625108
>>7625105
oh, what
see this is why i don't like anon-ing :(
>>7625116
fuck off
isn't she like one month in
>>7625065
Okay
If you live on the west coast of the US I can take care of you
>>7624948
Oh
Hmm
In that case it's too small, yeah
I think a large would have been better
>>7624920
Cuss her out and then give her a hug
>>7624912
Lmao
It's word how that is
Idk I barely deal with Anyone who knew me as a man except family and business relationships /:
>>7625101
Is it true that TERFs got her kicked out of a school?
>>7625103
That's the stuff
Sweet soothing demotivation
Alright time for bed. I'm gonna go suck dick.
>>7625104
What do you mean by closet tranny? Are you taking hormones but presenting boymode or something? Or are you repressing?
>>7625099
Good answer kitten.
>>7625072
shut up. Faye is awesome and she's living life on her own rterms.
>>7625112
thanks anon
shit's rough
>>7625122
>best in the uk
>doesnt fucking use the scrotal skin for depth
Hah. Hahahaha
>>7625129
goodnight girl, I hope you have sweet dreams of being a cute girl :3
>>7625130
I have clothes and things and have been practicing with make-up when I can handle it. Maybe starting hormones soon.
I think I'm just stressing about how i'll turn out.
>>7625127
He got kicked out for being a pedo rapist
>>7625114
I want it.
>>7625138
yeah it's pretty gross
i used to be a /pol/ neckbeard back then
so take that as you will
old me can go fuck himself
>>7625124
>would you pay me to follow you around and encourage you to have female aspirations c:
It's a sin to lie though.
>"Anon, your hair looks girly".
>I have a face.
>"If we go out in public people will think you're transgendered (her tone implied she used this as a pejorative)".
Why would she say this to me?
>>7625138
>Bowers
ok buddy whatever
>>7625116
I wasn't built for me? Um, what?
>>7625124
Honestly, I like the idea that when I say stuff, people have a frame of reference, but I'm not sure if me tripping is...appreciated.
>tfw your mom had had a surgery to remove a tumor from her uterus prior to having you
>tfw her uterus had to be sewn back together and she was told she probably couldn't have kids
>tries to have a kid anyway with her husband, who has been diagnosed with terminal cancer
>at 40
>while he was in his 60s
how do you not expect something to go wrong with a concoction like that
>>7625130
>taking hormones while boymode in 30s
lol this is my case. what woukd you reccomend?
should I shave my legs?
>>7625119
You know I am always proud of you. Good link with the head shrinker.
As for the book it's an epub. Just download this and you're good to go.
https://www.sumatrapdfreader.org/free-pdf-reader.html
I am off to bed.
>>7625077
>And I'm really happy.
I am really glad to hear that.
>>7625119
Tell ANON-CHAN to give u my skype desu then we can be real friends™
>>7625132
Nyaaa
>first gender therapist appointment isn't for like 2 months
how do i cope until then?
>>7625167
cute kitty grace!
>tfw bf tells me he whants me forever
>>7625077
you will be. i have no doubt about it.
>>7625174
good feel!
>>7625170
by buying hormones online
>tfw want to change my normiebook profile picture but i look like a Fag in the one i want to replace it with
>>7625170
Try drugs lots of them.
>>7625174
>bf
>>7624959
lol I meant inside as in the part of my leg that faces my other leg
>>7625164
i eant to be skype friends with mervury. what's that process like and is there some.form.I need to fill.
>>7625170
don't trust a psych and self med ya turkey
>>7625157
I use this cause it means I'm manly if I use it
>>7625151
I blame my older sister for girlying up the womb, getting me forecast as a female birth that turned out male. And basically Ruining my chances of being a cis male.
IF I WAS BORN FIRST I WOULD BE THE BIG BROTHER AND A TRUE ALPHA REEEEEE AND SHE WOULD BE FTM
>>7625140
Nini ima order socks at least
>>7625163
>if your personality makes people dislike you, try to tone it out? i dunno, i can't really speak here :^)
Yeah you shouldn't probably speak here because you are a literal BBC cuck, sissy hypno, chaser fetishist. In 2 months you have:
1. Forced all us girls to look at your dick
2. Expressed excitement for using your dick on a lesbian
3. Straight shamed
4. Made a tier list
5. Changed trips 4-5 times (maybe even 6 by now)
6. Embraced a male moniker
7. Told Phienchen she is transitioning wrong
at least you are self aware. what exactly makes you different from a chaser? Also thanks for telling us you had a "pol phase" uber kek you even fell for fashy memes
>>7625184
Your inner thigh?
>>7625174
gosh
congrats~
>>7625188
why not self med in the UK. I already do that.
>>7625183
>gf
>>7625163
Well, hopefully I'll be less whiny now that I'm moving foward.
What do you all think?
http://www.strawpoll.me/12176230
And thanks for the hugs. It's always helpful to know I'm not alone.
>>7625163
I genuinely forgot it was
>>7625178
good for you, slugger, good for you
keep at it ok, if i wanna go to a butchers shop i can just you to hook me up
>>7625187
Rate my shins
>>7625143
Got any screencaps?
>>7625164
would be awkward, I havent talked to her in like a year or something.
my skype is FieseOmaMitHut
add me and tell me which colour my top had in the pics youve seen, that should be enough to identify you :P
gotta go to bed now tho
>>7625160
SO NICE!
thanks!
goofnight senpai!
>>7624928
that movie was too AGP for me to finish, I nearly vommed
why can't we ever have good trans movies?
>>7625144
>tfw no thick and hot meat sliding down my throat
>>7625187
order hrt again
>>7625205
I can't...
Glitch
>>7625012
hugg
>>7625211
the only good trans movie is your upcoming snuff film
>>7625177
the very best feel
>>7625183
theres a boy out there just for you
you just need to find him
>>7625192
i dont think he knows how much it meant to me
he was kinda suprised about me crying
>>7625189
>sissy hypno
you made this post yesterday and it's even more wrong today
>>7625193
i've just heard it's really difficult? i dunno
>>7625198
yeah
time to convert into a straight woman ;^)
>>7625196
don't strawpoll it, just trip
you're already avatarposting so it's semi-easy to tell you're homura
tripping won't make you any more or less cancerous, either way the people who dislike you are going to dislike you if they know who you are
>>7625211
they're directed by people who think being trans is "gay sex for straight men'
>>7625223
lol, boys are silly
i'd melt if someone said that to me
and if someone asked me to marry them id cry happy tears
>>7625211
I was annoyed he threw away a perfectly good chance to be a girl for life
You can't be validated as a woman until a straight man is willing to be in a relationship with you, and you manage to have a meaningful relationship for at least as year.
This means you are attractive enough to be considered for a long term partner, and you're probably more attractive than most women.
is clannad AGP
>>7625223
>crying
awww hanna
such a sweetie
>>7625232
But I want to keep my gay bf
NEON GENESIS EVANGELION
Episode 26': My Purest Heart For You
/ ONE MORE FINAL: I Need You...
...but it gets faster every time something fucked-up happens
https://vid.me/HycT
>>7625155
I don't have any recommendation, I'm 30 and boymode myself. Just try your best I guess, it's all we can do.
>>7625185
Who else from here do you have on skype?
My skype is my irl skype with my real name/real nickname on it; and I'm stealth in real life, so I'm very protective/cautious with it
So like yeah who else do you have so I can tell you who to get it from lol
>>7625079
Because I'm mentally ill and needed an escape
It's pretty scary
>>7625237
I have bigger calf muscles than you >:)
oh wait. That's bad
>>7625213
>tfw meat was added to more meat and topped with meat and then cheese
why would you eat a week's worth of protein in one sitting? who is responsible for this horror?
>>7625246
>i had guys lining up for me before i even started HRT
loser virgins on r9k is not "guys lining up for you"
fucking idiot
>>7625205
8/10
would grind on them while making out
>>7625062
sounds similar to what happened to my younger brother
if it makes you feel better, he's normal and I'm a tranny : (
If I decide to off myself, would anyone be interested in me giving away my tripcode?
>>7625144
I wonder if the creators for Gwen still get hangups for how sexualized her character got.
>>7625249
I have womanly calfs~
>>7625246
It only counts if they're "real" men who are straight and not fags. Who are employed.
>>7625238
Go for it hun, but you're not a chick, you're a faggot.
>>7625211
What's the movie called?
>>7625251
murca who else?
>>7625265
Lizzlizz?
>>7625263
>off a board specifically for faggots
You're a TRAP, not a woman you stupid faggot. And they don't count if they're online. You need to be approached by guys in real life.
>>7625267
catboi
Jack and Jill is the only tranny movie you'll ever want to see
>>7625265
dying is bad
>>7625245
ummm faye, phien, valq, akaka, juniper
or just like add me: alessiafova
i didn't know you were stealth irl.
>>7625225
Well, I guess I'm me, and there's no shame in that, right?
...right?
I need to stop being so codependent, don't I?
>>7625088
honestly I think this kind of thing all the time
I really really hope all this is worth it and things do get better
>>7625286
I don't have Phienchen, why don't I have Phienchen?
lowkey has anyone ever self-medded on anti-depressants
>>7625281
>trap
nah i was a /cuteboy/ for a few weeks before i properly identified as trans
i'm a woman now :3c
>>7625288
yeah, probably
honestly, i haven't seen you post that much, but you don't seem aggressively awful or anything? haven't paid much attention
>>7625281
>approached by guys in real life
is that all there is to passing?
>>7625275
it's the last episode of Neon Genesis Evangelion
>>7625294
They don't count if they're online.
>>7625294
I wish I had access to those h-haha
I'm not broken
>>7625286
she's deepest stealth level: cis man. no-one ever suspects. its like that movie where those cops pretend to be white girls but in reverse
>>7625299
No, you must maintain a long lasting relationship with them and be genuinely loved as a woman rather than just a sex toy.
>>7625294
jesus fucking christ i honestly hate you and i barely know you
you are the most insufferable trip ive seen in 2.5 years. you are worst than CNT by so much its hard to believe
>>7625300
But that's a cartoon, that movie still you posted has real humans
>tfw turning myself into a mutant
>>7625292
cause we used to talk on discord bby
you can just add me on skype too tho if you wanna
>>7625300
lol robin made a funny.
>>7625312
I look more or less the same, just younger. Everyone thinks I'm 16 now.
>>7625316
Oh yeah
I never use that since I got booted out of the group chat. What's your skype?
>>7625275
oh I thought you meant the other thing, that I posted
it's called Unconditional, it's on iPlayer atm
I wouldn't recommend it though, it's a cringefest
>>7625312
lol this hapoened to me too. I'm seriously considering some sort of lobotomy.
maybe I'll be a happy 60 yo man working in a call center
>>7625319
Long live the new flesh.
>>7625211
What movie is this?
>>7625268
Beings a Faggot is really comfortable for me though.
>>7625324
FieseOmaMitHut
gotta go now tho
>>7625311
Unconditional
Bbc iplayer
Made me really sad. But that's cause I would totally say yes to the deal
>>7625316
>tfw we were skype friends way before discord was a thing
i think it was when we agteed to have the hon off, right?
mtfg thinks I'll win it easily.
>>7625322
Yeah don't be dumb
>>7625337
Is this a shmorky? That dude got outed as a pedo a while ago.
>>7625125
Well damn, no sweet release for me then.
>>7625344
>>7625322
>everyone who doesn't like me or agree with me is a man
ok sir
I'm kinda scared :c
>>7625350
Oh, I dunno. I just found the pic amusing
>>7625294
It's not a good idea because they have nasty side effects. Had a resident OD on Clonzapems.
Anyway, I like to think I'm basically good when I have my self confidence.
>>7625348
it's just i'm too depressed and isolated to see a psych and my parents are absolutely non-helpful
theoretically if you did good research on it you could
there's go to be some people who self-med that kind of stuff
>>7625368
penelope
>>7625368
I repeat
Don't be a dumb
Drop it.
Seriously, if you're having to take advice from me right now, reconsider
>>7625372
>>7625180
do it
I changed mine to a faggy picture of myself when I was drunk and regretted it almost immediately the next day, but now I'm glad I did it (mostly)
>>7625368
just overdose already, my dude, your life sucks and some liver failure hospital drama sounds like it could lighten things up
>>7625376
no
>>7625374
what's your favorite ferret color
>>7625384
who said anything about dying, geez talk about melodrama, wring out the histrionics and try again. 'no-one cares about me and my family are unhelpful'- an ambulance ride and a stomach pump and they'll maybe give one fifth of a half eaten shit about you
>Talk to this girl at LSE during a meetup.
>She says we could go for coffee.
>Find her on twitter.
>Verified account.
>Thousands of followers.
Hm. This could be a networking opportunity.
>>7625384
>but that sounds like a painful way to die
a few days of physical pain is better than a lifetime of emotional pain
>>7625190
yeah thats a better way to phrase it sorry
the difference is most noticeable on my shins...inner is harrier than the average man, outside has almost nothing visible
I wonder if it's just like getting eroded away when I lay in bed? and doesn't grow back like it did when I was in high school? idk because this did not use to be a thing for me
>>7625384
lmao you are literally pathetic as fuck
10 minutes ago you were bragging about how awesome you were and now you are histrionic as fuck talking about how bad your life is and how you wanna die
>>7625401
>tfw not a happy lil sush roll
>>7625394
no i mean, yeah, i've considered a botched suicide attempt, but not seriously
usually i just get hyper depressed and consider actual suicide
>>7625402
when was i bragging about how awesome i was
tf anon
if you mean the ex stuff, yeah, i was just using that as an example of cis men being really easy
it doesn't make my life much better, especially since i'm broken up with him
>>7625395
Does she know you're trans?
>>7625383
cinnamon
>>7625401
hugg
Other LSE students are gonna go on with their successful careers and forming big activist organizations while I'm going to be executing a man on live TV with a pistol tumor growing out of my hand while screaming about the new flesh.
>>7625411
nice
marked white seems cool
>>7625382
lauren
>>7625410
Yeah, she's from the circle of people I'm openly trans around.
>>7625395
It's LSE, networking central.
>>7625412
Wtf i didn't need to picture that
>>7625411
Awwwww panda :3
>>7625412
Oh god oh much activism talk is there at your uni
>>7625419
my little girl :3
>>7625418
Have you seen videodrome?
>>7625416
Is she non binary?
>>7625427
No
Is it a good kino?
>>7625430
stop calling movies kino
>>7625421
It's one of the top social science universities in the world. Do the math yourself.
>>7625430
It's pretty fucking weird. I liked it at least.
>>7625432
What does calling something 'kino' mean anyways?
>tfw not a moogirl
Tomorrow (well later today) I am mcfucked. You all know I dropped out of university right? Well even though I'm no longer a student there my university has offered to help me write off the loan I took out......so long as I finally tell them what is wrong with me So far I've dodged coming out the closet even when I was completely failing but today looks like the day when I finally get outed. The other option is to decline their offer and be saddled with £10,000 of debt. That option is tempting.
>>7625436
its just movie in russian
also ily joan
>>7625436
it's german for cinema I think
its like a hipster thing or something and /tv/ memes it
god my skin is so soft i love it
also my nips hurt ;_;
>>7625437
wtf is a moo girl lwl
Gib money
>>7625441
Get that loan written off.
>all these plebs
>>7625433
why is oryx always so concerned about activism and non binary yet she is also part marxist groups
>>7625445
>walking along mtfg
>huh I feel pretty good, not dysphoric
>see this post
>IWANNABEAGIRLANDGROWBREASTS
>>7625441
Jesus just tell them your a tranny and its tol hard to focus on both school and your lifelong crippling depression at the same time.
>>7625443
(ily2 anon)
>>7625441
just come out. Doesn't mean you have to go full time or anything
the discomfort isn't worth having to pay back 10k quid
>>7625446
no
>>7625441
you're not getting 'outed' its going to be like some uni staff and maybe instructors
>>7625445
Disgusting fetishist chaser
>>7625454
I couldn't give you an explanation if my life depended on it.
>>7625441
that you have to think about this is a good indication you should reconsider an exit bag asap
>>7625441
tell them dumby
>>7625459
go jeb go
>>7625454
she's a leftcom
Hey can't I just transition without anyone minding me and with noone ever asking me about it and everyone accommodating me and shit because that's what I want but I'm not trans :/
>>7625471
idk
>>7625456
Shakira should get her mother to do it for her. Sorry Shakira just fucking own to yourself and wear in full girl mode to your uni FUCKING CHRIST
>>7625474
You can try. I won't give you any shit for it.
>>7625474
Haha nope.
I tried that. Eventually people will notice and start questioning you. I got forced into being full time
>>7625477
Please stop doing this. It's really weird.
>>7625479
>i'm neither AGP nor a chaser
you sure as fuck aren't tru trans.
>>7625474
suck your brothers dick
Im not a leftcom Im just obsessed with knowing things but theres too much to know in this world so Im trying to break myself until I cAn naturally learn to relax and feel happy sbout myself look i finally figured out how to smile it feels so good bejng able to its been so long since
I could
Faye what's your Skype?
>>7625441
just tell them you're a tranny of course
who cares
did i overract to this retarded lawyer refusing to accept electronic service of discovery
>>7625488
Actually the people who see you the most often have the hardest time noticing.
Its the people you only see once a month that will get you.
>>7625488
>I also really don't want to be trans
i'm hoping to get pass this phase too
i've seen enough people come and leave here so it's possible
>>7625494
I wish I could just turn into a girl without anyone noticing
Fuck that just made me really empty inside
>tfw gonna transition in your mid twenties
who /never gonna pass/ here?
>>7625482
Why is it weird. If shakira passes up om this oppurtunity she will continue to piss about it and ask why things are
So bad. She have to be honest
To herself and to the uni to get a
Clean slate. She shouldnkeep lookong into the3d printing and do industrial design she has the technical know how and enjoyed drawing classes ie thats how industrial design works. Start a blog design stuff it doesnt habe to be original. Draw a chair draw a
Lamp..
Why can't I be a girl
Why does everything have to be so complicated instead
>>7625500
I started at 29 so yeah. (Then again I'm 6'4" so I was fucked even if I had started in my teens.)
>>7625492
Hips?
>>7625504
because life is one big cruel joke that we are all apart of :(
>>7625026
Hahahahahaha
I didn't see it until now...
But
What a rumor spreading cunt
>7622170
Fuck you and your chaser fuck buddy.
Have fun when he abandons you for another one of passgen's damaged goods once your new (lie) vagina is installed
I should be taking a blood test before I take my morning hrt dose right?
>>7625504
You're gonna look back one day and smile knowing you took the plunge
Grace is an INFP, anyone surprised? No? Okay just figured I'd check.
>>7625507
yea
>>7625515
'sup?
>>7625502
I feel you are very eager to push people into going out fully dressed as women regardless of how early into transition they are. I don't know where you got this obsession but its weird and it ignores that people do things at a pace they're comfortable with. You probably have some spooked beliefs about an universal ideal of transition and you keep asking of people to follow it. I think it's weird.
>>7625508
A bunch of university staff members are irrelevant people, disclose as necessary. Don't be an idiot. Money is fucking important, some fucking bureaucrats knowing you're trans is going to harm you way less in the long term than saddling yourself with massive student's debt for a long time.
>>7625510
Link didn't link
Pic tho
>>7625510
Valq was Kayla lying about that? I still think you're cool..
>>7625515
You do know we know you don't actually sue anyone
You just write things on word.
Now trump is president all trans cases will be thrown out of court
>>7625516
big law firms.. in-house.. private practice...they all got one thing in common. they all truly believe they can kick my ass. but they are Fundamentally Weak
besides that nothing
>>7625505
i bet you're good at hugging
>>7625474
Just do whatever you want :3
Fuck em. It's your life and your experience...
>>7625520
>kayla
>truth
>>7625523
that's a weird way to say 'i'm a girl', anna
>>7625500
>tfw feeling like you are gonna fail at 22 and almost giving up before you start
i am really fucking vain
wow spiro really helps with acne, pretty neato
>>7625524
Why they trying to kick your ass
>>7625520
I earn all my own damn money.
I have 40k in student load debt and work 70 hours a week for transition savings + debt reduction.
Once I'm in a healthy place, I want to get back into oil:
I'll quit one job and get my pipeline welding certs, buy a stick welding rig, flatbed my truck, move to Canada, and weld oil pipeline for 200k+ a year.
>>7625517
Someone has to keep pushing them. Also you're right, Shakira has her supportive mother time to time.... Who do you have Nico? When do you think you'll be comfortable with using the woman's restroom? You do see yourself as a woman right?
>>7625517
Just fuck my life.
>>7625508
some administrator at a college knowing you're trans is totally meaningless desu. I mean fuck there are people irl that know that I'm trans (doctor, therapist, head of LGBT group) and I look like a freak anyway
>>7625529
Yeah blood tests are usually before your first dose of the day (at least it was the last time I had one)
>>7625514
sir pls
>>7625532
Me too
>>7625539
thank you
>>7625508
they could announce your full name to the world and tell everyone you're a tranny
and literally no one would care except for friends/family
>>7625540
>>7625541
iktf :(
>>7625535
oh
the first two were my college, who i Barely Owned
the last one is this one shitty lawyer who i'm steamrolling pretty hard
>>7625539
>tfw ambiance will never maga
>>7625537
I'll do it when I'm fulltime. I'm in no position to decide when that is at the moment because I am still extremely early into my transition and do not know how things will develop over the next year. Your constant needling and pressuring is achieving little but making you exceedingly annoying to me. As to what do I have? I have my own judgement, which i trust more than yours, when it comes to me.
>>7625550
How'd you barely own them? And why is your college mad at you?
>>7625528
Maybe Im a hopeless romantic and see something in Kayla... Maybe Im just that autismo..
>>7625536
I wanna be a mechanic and weld stuff too... But Im just a baby tran...
>>7625538
Go to the uni and be open. Do not throw away this oppurtunity and come crying back here having done nothing.
>>7625546
This.
>>7625541
Sorry bub, I don't fully understand the context what's going on? Maybe I missed a post :S
Is someone forcing you to transition so you can have an education? That sounds extremely fucked up... :(
Hang in there!
Anyone else here kinda wanna be a girl?
>>7625563
I am a girl!
>>7625552
M A G A
A
G
A
>>7625563
sometimes tbqh fampai
>>7625563
n-no
>>7625525
I wouldn't know, I haven't had anybody to try hugging.
>>7625541
desu i may be this 'sure' of myself because of a minor manic episode
i was listening to some feminist-y music and it made me feel really confident in myself as a woman lol
i don't know how you would go about getting yourself more comfortable with being female. associating with women and femininity might speed it up a lot
in my case i slowly went from girl(boy) to girl(trans) to girl(girl)
i felt like calling myself a girl was lying, too, when i first started being trans
those feelings are natural, but it's important to reject them as being wrong so that you can work away from them
>>7625566
>M A G A
>A
>G
>A
uwu
>>7625553
You didn't answer my last question at the night club either, that night. Let me repeat myself. Do you see yourself as a woman?
Important
http://www.strawpoll.me/12176571
>>7625556
they are mad at her because she deliberately tried to make people uncomfortable by making her dick as noticeable as possible while using the women's dorm bathrooms
>>7625560
Equity-wise... I'm pretty well off for someone who doesn't own a house.
I bought alot of shit while being an oil mech
>>7625557
Kayla loves burning bridges b/c she lost her virginity, what on everyone with bragging about how she's so above everyone, lost her goddamn mind and harassed everyone when he left her for being to crazy and clingy, now she's back to lying about literally her entire life and being snarky at ppl who earned everything they have.
Can't wait for him to bail again.
What a rollercoaster for the girl who cried wolf.
>>7625560
But, you'll be correct in assuming that for 2018
>>7625558
No I'm sorry
I'm not entirely lucid so my posts are a little unhinged
I wish I could just transition with noone batting an eye but obviously my parents will bother me over it and they deserve to since they're paying for all my stuff but I just don't want to deal with any of it.
I'm just having babytrans fears.
>>7625571
Yeah but how can I reject them as wrong when I sincerely believe they're factually correct
It's not as easy for me as 'i feel x so I am x'
I wish it was though
>>7625576
Really?
>>7625352
if tgat squid was safe ro eat I'd nom the duxk out of it.
>>7625582
that's the gist of it afaik
>>7625573
Are you daft? Why do you think I'm taking these pills? "I see myself as a woman" and "I'm going into the women's bathroom while still looking like a man" do not directly follow from one another. I recommend you stop giving advice because your advice is insane and seems more concerned with some bizarre idea you have of how people should transition rather than the actual well-being of the people you give (unrequested) advice to.
>>7625560
I gave you all that advice, all the tips, all the locations I found in London, yes repeatedly asked to meet up... And you have the gall to call me nutso when you can't even buy shoes yourself or fess up to the uni. What would your mother say Shakira? If she is not working she should go with you to the Uni even if its just to hold your hand. Good luck and dont fuck up
>>7625577
Is it crazy Id still meet up with her... Couldnt be work that Piece of Shit Jose the Thief
I'm not trans r-right?
Please tell me I can still go back
>>7625569
aw ;_;
i think you need some
>>7625584
are there like old threads mentioning this?
>>7625585
You talk like you have a lo
>>7625587
of course not, now shut up, swallow your pills, put on your makeup and dress and go suck some dick
>>7625587
Wrong.
I look at life like the game of Mario Kart I just played.
I was coming first, but then before the last lap I was hit by a blue shell, two green shells and a red shell.
Instead of finishing the race and coming like eighth, and getting a nice "you lose" trophy, I just quit then and there.
Why can't I do that with life?
>>7625586
Tbh, if I ever met her, &if she started getting weird on me, I'd get her drunk, hatefuck her in the desert, and then never speak to her again... Just to be mean.
>>7625586
This is why you're nuts, this right here, I've consistently ignored you for months yet you keep on replying to me telling me to do this and that. Leave me alone.
>>7625587
what kinda stuff are you experiencing on acid right now
>>7625588
Thank you, although I don't think I'm going to find anyone at this point.
>>7625591
What.
>>7625598
I asked why you sued your college
>>7625585
>>7625591
Lot of confidence yet you hold yourself back. You look like a lesbian and the makeup doesnt do you any favours and shows insecurity you have in yourself
And cant admit to using a
Bathroom to the gender you identify with. You're at a Uni not high school and everyone knows. No one will give a shit.
>>7625590
yes but it was red posting screenshots of hips' twitter and I can't find them rn
>>7625593
But I'm scaaaared
I want to wake up tomorrow and for this to be a dream
To be cis
>>7625592
No thanks
>>7625601
Acid stuff is calming down especially now I'm looking at a screen
It was scary
>>7625603
I guess
But I'm also too autistic to reject simple biology and accept that I'm a girl
I want to be a girl so bad
But I'm not
>>7625609
I started at 24 and don't pass.
>>7625552
>>7625566
>>7625572
>>7625597
Study industrial design. You're good at engineering and can work up a skillful hand at designing products requested by customers. Are you seriously gonna ignore career advice when you asked multiple times if I would ever sell my clay work I havent even started? Do something constructive with your life. Open up to the uni and be truthful to yourself
>>7625610
Who is Hips?
>>7625613
>simple biology
anna, please
transwomen have lower T levels and more stable E levels than actual women, not to mention, y'know, boobs
like some women actually take spiro for smoother skin (AFAIK)
we are literally not men
at worst we fall between genders
>>7625621
A trip from back when.
>tfw u pass so well that there is a rumor someone in ur class is trans and when people guess who it is they don't guess u
good feel ^_^
>>7625621
Malaysia person that raped Red
>>7625607
they were infringing on my free speech by threatening to expel me over that stuff plus sjws whining about me allegedly being mean to them.
Why does hips post here when literally everyone hates him
>>7625632
Greentext the whole story.
>>7625633
not rly sure
>>7625636
seconded
>>7625596
Shes a lot smaller and Melly mentioned her shyness. Shes probablly really nice if she had a circle of friends =]
>>7625623
I will, once again, explain with definitions of the most important American-English dictionar, why you're wrong.
A man, is an 'adult, male human being'. Well, I think it's clear we're human and adult, so, dictionary, are we male?
Definition of male
1
a (1) : of, relating to, or being the sex that typically has the capacity to produce relatively small, usually motile gametes which fertilize the eggs of a female
Why yes, Anna and Penny, you are male!
Does this then, logically, make us men, mister dictionary?
Yes it does
>>7625643
we cant fertilize the eggs of a female though because hrt makes us sterile and causes our precum to turn into vag jooce
>>7625647
>typically
Also yeah we nuke our ability to, that obviously doesn't make us less male
>>7625648
this is a different time you harassed people I thought
>>7625656
its part of the same incident
i moreover did not harass them, my male friend
>>7625648
is that carl the cuck at the front
>>7625655
but vaginal fluids
have you had a girl orgasm yet?
>>7625658
hey rapist trash please don't assume my gender
>>7625643
>dictionary
you do realize that's a man-made definition, right
there is no objective value to the definition of the word 'male'
it is a simple categorization made to make cataloguing reality easier
the word male is a useful way to convey meaning, but it is by no means an objective standard
we're born men, sure, but we have too many female characteristics to be called actual men
>estrogen flowing through blood
>testosterone completely cut off
>breasts and countless physical changes
>completely sterilized
so, like i said
born men, made women
>>7625658
Anon that was funny. That cis thing was funmy too
>>7625663
what uni do you go to again I'm sure they would be happy to hear you are sharing names of people you don't like on the 4chan hacker website
>>7625663
Wait was that an FtM? First time I've ever seen one desu. Do they really act that emotional and faggy and expect to be called men?
>>7625665
She had a different opinion to theirs
>>7625677
i've met FtMs irl
well, at least one
this really short dude covered in tattoos and he has a huge bushy beard
really weird guy, kinda squeaky voice
>>7625677
You should go to the Gender Intelligence support groups Shakira. They are in London so if you ever get curious just let me know and I wont go
>>7625670
There may not be an objective value to words, however the species as a whole functions by effective definitions on what words mean to govern how we speak, and by those definitions we are male.
We may have strange minds and hormonal balance, but we'll always just be males, and thus men, with those
>>7625677
The only FtMs I've ever met looked like chicks with short hair and a flat chest
But all the MtFs I've met irl haven't passed well either
>>7625677
real ftms dont act like that
thats a tumblr ftm
>day 2 of cypro
>its dead
wow
>>7625614
ya I definitely don't pass either but I'm wayy happier with my body and appearance than I would have been letting testosterone rule my life forever
its nice to know I won't go bald like all the men in my family have
>>7625665
i argued with them about the nature of gender on yik yak and called them radfems because they called gender not real
>>7625676
their names are seth benjamin thompson, sophia wells and park long. they go to hampshire college.
i reached a mutually agreeable settlement with the college and i will not disparage the college.
>>7625578
It's ok there's nothing to be sorry about sweetheart <3
I don't know what to say... But I hope you start feeling better soon. You just do what you can to manage your day to day functionality. That is what is most important, right? Dysphoria go pls :(
No one will ever understand your experience really... And people will always try to tell you how you should feel or behave. People just fucking suck ;_;
Stay gorgeous :3 You got this!
>>7625687
>breasts, no testosterone, feminine faces, and (possibly) vaginas
>still men just because we started out male
fun fact: did you know that all babies start out female inside the womb
"men" is hardly an objective term, either
it's largely based on physical characteristics and mannerisms
ie, a lanky 19 year old guy would be considered a "boy" due to not being masculine enough
>>7625670
http://vocaroo.com/i/s18mNrUDJbCV
>>7625594
There really isn't anything wrong with giving up and quitting.
BUT
Life is more like Monopoly. For someone to win, someone has to lose.
But very often, if not always, your quitting doesn't hurt the people who are winning, but makes things harder for your fellow losers who are clinging on.
I'm starting HRT at 21. It's late by many standards.
I'll never pass. There are a couple of mirrors that love to point that out.
But I'm not transitioning for me.
I'm doing it so that I don't put another problem on the shoulders of the nice people that I've met. These aren't people who are winning by any means. The only real thing we have in common is that life has been cruel to us.
I can't give up on them. It wouldn't be fair. It would make me another problem, rather than a friend.
Also, worse case scenario is that I stay as a girly guy. That's a lot better than being a guy guy.
I've known some pretty nice nb people, and it seems like a nice fallback in my situation.
>>7625692
does it have pain though
>>7625693
Lets b hon sisters!
I DID IT!!
I'm now on 50mg cypro (endo recommended I split it in half to cut it down to 25mg but I dunno)
and 4mg Progy twice a day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPRCKdJKMsI
NICEU NICEU, BERRY NICEU
>>7625703
Yes, but there wad this little thing called the Y chromosome that made us male and all fucked up like this.
When I say I am a man I mean in simple definitions as I provided you with, since I'd definitely be a boy to any other standard
>>7625710
thicc
>>7625670
XY = male
XX = female
we are women, which involves cultural expression but biologically we are MALES.
>>7625713
wow u know a lot about biology I bet you skimmed 2 whole wikipedia articles
>>7625713
Thank you I thought mtfg was taking crazy pills
>>7625648
Wait, weren't the people harassing you terfs?
How does a FtM fit into that equation?
>>7625694
And you got kicked out of college over this?
>>7625720
Same.
>>7625724
>i'll start to get hips
doesn't the bone fuse at your age?
>>7625578
Close your eyes.
Forget what you know
What do you feel?
>>7625728
21?
I heard they don't fuse entirely until 24.
>>7625711
does it bother you that much if you're a technical man? does that override every other form of gender?
you're taking one, very specific, definition of manhood, using it to eclipse every other definition
if you're functionally a woman, if you're culturally (ie by cultural standards) a woman, if you look like a woman, if you act like a woman, if you believe you're a woman
why does one bit of biological trivia change that? especially when there are other, more significant biological factors which make you distinctly female
one chromosome versus an absurd amount of -feminine- physical changes
not only do you rely on one definition of manhood (biological) out of numerous others, but you cherrypick a few biological traits while ignoring others
>>7625705
work on your voice, woman
>>7625713
>breasts
>no T
>E
>physical feminization
>""""""""male"""
>>7625710
ナイスNICEナイスclapベリーナイス
Is that you in that pic?
>>7625736
yeah, but you are really pushing it
they are mostly fused by 21
>>7625692
I hope this isn't too gross to say but cypro has turned my balls into mush
like I swear they used to feel almost like rocks in there
>>7625745
that is strange lol
>>7625743
>>7625741
>>7625736
I started at 24 and I already have significant hip growth.
pic related is where I am now. 7 months ago I was a literal pencil with zero curves around my hips.
I thought it was hon memes and I am still skeptical but my measurements have changed and its visibly different now. i had a really late and slow puberty though so maybe that is in play.
>>7625713
this. I'm a woman but I'm not a female.
>>7625748
And this is why the goth look makes you cuter =}
We should work out a box plot of transitioners by year of birth.
I have a feeling that I'm starting quite late for my year.
I mean, it wouldn't do anything but make me feel worse, but eh.
>tfw girl(male)
>>7625752
:P
this is my boy mode, reeeee
>>7625749
I don't understand your logic. Walk me through it?
>>7625748
Honestly? I'm not ashamed of being amab. I'm not trying to hide it. I was raised to be a man, and it shaped me. But that's in the past. I plan to leave it behind.
>>7625754
here it is mostly 19-23 I think
overall for all transwomen most trans in 30s and 40s
>>7625760
you're right it's not really strange I just never thought about it before
i started transitioning thinking it would be a laugh but now i look like a girl :(
>>7625761
But an overall number isn't very useful.
Things are easier for someone born in 1996 than 1991, for example.
>WE ARE MEN (broad word encompassing biology, cultural standards of manhood, appearance, etc)
>no we're not
>but we were born with a wrong chromosome, that means we're biological males. i was only talking about being male, which is a biological definition
>but what about all these other biological markers
>
>>7625749
you literally said being a "man" bothers you a while ago
a few months on HRT and you'll have too many female biological markers for a singe chromosome to matter
>>7625764
what did she mean by this?
>>7625709
: )
for real though, I've seen pics you've posted and you look pretty fem
I really think you're closer to passing than you realize
..like not to be weird, but do you have a butt? you def have boobs, I don't totally get why you have such a pessimistic view of yourself
>>7625766
thats pretty gay
>>7625766
aAHAHAHA
>>7625759
The fact that I so consciously feel I want to be female only serves to reinforce the fact that I am male because females wouldn't be this obsessed over being female.
>>7625766
Someone post the Brad copypasta.
>>7625766
BUT BRO
>>7625767
sorry I misunderstood what you were asking
>>7625769
Repression made.
>worrying about passing
just start hrt
worst case scenario is you don't get any manlier but remain a guy
best case scenario is you stop passing as a guy
h-haha im a girl now and i have a boy and im happy and everything is cute and nice haha bro
>>7625781
What did you mean by this? were you insulting my boy mode? :(((
>>7625777
>>7625766
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>7625755
>tfw male(male)
>>7625766
bro
>>7625608
I really have no idea what you're even trying to say here. "You hold yourself back". Dear, this isn't about willpower, it's about not putting myself in situations that may end badly. What the hell is this psychoanalysis about make up even about? Did it even occur to you that I wear eyeliner because I like doing so? What am I supposed to take from "you look like a lesbian"? Is this meant as an insult? My god, Oryx, the only thing I can see here is you having a bunch of issues you're projecting on me and giving me laughably bad advice, which you then are upset I have no intentions to follow. Seriously, please keep it to yourself, other people in this thread are more qualified to give advice than you.
>>7625775
Your body is throwing up error messages. Telling you that there's a problem. You wouldn't say that you're not in pain if you keep thinking about pain, you wouldn't say you're not suicidal if you're obsessed with the idea of suicide. What makes this different?
>>7625768
Well yes I wish I wasn't a man, but if I was a woman (female) with all the male attributes I have now I'd still be unhappy, proving that the actually classification of me doesn't matter
I just want to display female attributes and be treated like a female
brad meme needs that pic of faye or it's just not the same
hey uh
what's some good lube?
>>7625781
What is that? It looks like it should have a head and legs, like some sorta gurren lagaan thingy
>grace lost to cock
>>7625794
gun oil gel
>>7625790
>genderspecials
sounds like something you'd get at your local pizzaria as a discount-deal on tuesday night
>>7625789
Yea you're right. Keep wearing makeup like a flamboyant dude. Eventually you'll have the confidence to use the woman's restroom..
>>7625785
No. It was merely a reaction pic. youre a qt =]
Can we please stop saying we literally are females? We are males that live as females. Yes figuratively the same but functionally we are not. This idea is only a lie to comfort yourself. Accept reality and understand that we are males, feminized males that live as women. It's a fact and nothing in this universe will ever change it.
Yes I live as a woman, my family accepts me as a woman, my man loves me as a woman, and I interact with society as a woman. But that does not make me female.
>>7625767
This is the problem now statistically.
I've not started HRT and I was born in 95.
Most people from 95 seem to have started HRT at 18-19.
Is that gonna remain the mean age, or will there be an influx of people from that year transitioning at 24/25?
Am I late or were they early?
My eternal negativity means I'm inclined to believe the former, but that may not be the case.
>>7625802
your a girl
>>7625801
>No. It was merely a reaction pic. youre a qt =]
ooo
<3 thank you mommy.
>>7625794
Anything silicone based is good :3
>>7625797
I'm being trained for it
>>7625802
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuKzt7p-MnM
Why does it matter lmao
>>7625799
IM NOT SURE I WANT THAT INSIDE ME
>>7625807
Silicone huh
>>7625802
>dat self hatred
>>7625786
somebody should make an FTM version of this pasta
>>7625793
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>mom asks me if I'm attracted to men
>say yes
>next day she asks if I've been tested for aids
the worst part is she's assuming that I'm not as horribly lonely as I am :{
>>7625816
kekerino
>>7625790
remember that you are only getting hips' account of this
and remember that she has been accused by multiple different people from this general of inappropriately touching them so idk probably not the most trustworthy source for what actually happened
>>7625809
Yes. Water based gets all claggy and sticky, needs reapplication of you fugsin for more than 5 seconds. Silicone doesn't have this issue in my experience and is far more uh... slippery ^_^!
>>7625801
You're both crazy and stupid. It's not about confidence you lunatic, it's about being far enough into my transition that I don't unambiguously look like a dude. I've been on HRT for 2 months and you think it's a matter of confidence? It's a matter of "looking at life in terms of practicality", a skill I feel you really need to learn. I'm not trying to prove myself to anybody, my transition is for myself, the steps I take towards it will come as they become feasible. Your ideas on how people should go about their transition are genuinely insane and your obsession with dispensing advice my way that I don't want is making Shakira seem right about you: You're obsessive and crazy. Don't talk to me again.
>>7625809
>Why does it matter lmao
idk, it bothers me like someone saying 2+2=5. It's just not true. That doesn't diminish our value or make us inferior. It just is.
>>7625805
<3
>>7625811
I don't really hate myself though.
>>7625813
thumbs up
>>7625710
o-olive..
>>7625809
https://www.gunoil.com/products/gun-oil-gel
it's just a name grace...
silicone is good yeah if you are having sex but if you are using silicone toys you need to use water based
>>7625809
Don't use silicone if you're gonna be using silicone toys though, it can fuck them up.
>tfw ur a girl (alternative)
>>7625814
thx
>>7625802
Honestly, I don't see it that way. I agree it's a mistake to disavow our birth and how we were raised, but I don't think males would go to such lengths to tell everyone they were women. No one would be that deluded about a central part of themselves. We're women with a genetic defect.
>>7625813
See you're kind of proving my point here. You're female and being male is upsetting because it's not you.
Damn, why am I better at coming up with these for other people and not myself.
>>7625829
hugg nimmy
tfw you shave your tum and now you're all smooth ^>^
The first time Hanna broke up with me I cried so much I strained my intercostal muscles to the point that it hurt to take in breath even if it was only a little. The second time she didI lost all of my happiness and purpose in life but I did not cry. The third and final time I lost all desire to live.
I'm sorry but I cannot go any further.
>>7625837
>>7625827
I cant sleep
pic related
>>7625823
>>7625831
well i uh
have silicon toys so..
>>7625830
ooooh kek
thanks anon
>>7625827
We're girls. If you don't wanna be one that's fine, but I am one.
>>7625812
It's out there somewhere
>>7625802
There's literally no reason in arguing this point here Zhea, regardless of whether you're technically right.
I get that discussion and argument is important but it's a volatile subject because people here are fragile. It's tumblr 2.0, complete with circlejerking and the alienation of anyone who disagrees with the status quo.
>>7625835
That doesn't prove anything; medically I am male.
I'm a mentally ill male and would rather be female, but I'm still male.
I don't understand how I'll ever be able to call myself a woman since this won't change
>>7625789
((Filter oryx/dedas))
>>7625844
>We're girls.
Grace, I never said we weren't girls. I never said we weren't women. I said we aren't females, which is the biological term for XX organisms that carry eggs in their uterus and give birth.
We ARE women. We ARE girls. But we are not females, otherwise we wouldn't be in this thread posting in Male To Female General.
>>7625843
Hah, the random Phie, hi bby.
>tfw up at 4am using vocaroo and my mic to pretend to run a radio station
wtf am I doing with my life?
>>7625802
This is a spook free thread.
>>7625844
silicone toys are good anyway other types of plastics have harmful chemicals and cannot be sterilized
so best toys are silicone or glass or metal
>>7625849
Yeah this place is not Tumblr 2.0. I've had discussions about being trans on both Tumblr and Reddit. This place is nicer than most of 4chan but pretty far from those two.
>>7625853
It is done.
>>7625856
you do know that a spook is a nickname for a nigger right?
>>7625854
I will disclose that I was born a male when necessary, but in 99% of situations me saying I'm a female will cause no harm.
>>7625862
>implying that works
Remember I had to filter the whole of Britain to get rid of her?
>>7625859
I'm exaggerating a bit. Honestly just chuffed I'm not on contraceptives anymore lol.
>>7625824
Tomato potato. You lack confidence in your ability to reflect how you feel and thus don't use the womens restroom because youre too self concious of other peoples judgement when you shouldnt give a shit its your own business. You're as scared as Shakira was/is/still?,
>>7625821
Do not fuck up your clean slate chance and look into industrial design, you lovable idiot
>>7625806
<3
>>7625855
>tfw no shakira radio
>>7625802
have you forgotten that manhood is considered a title to be earned in most cultures? it's not something you give out willy nilly based on a chromosome here or there
can you please stop projecting your own insecurity onto the rest of us? if you look like a woman, act like a woman, and are seen as a woman... you're a woman.
and cherrypicking a few biological markers isn't going to change that
>>7625867
>she does'nt know
wanna learn about egoism senpai?
>>7625872
You just want to listen to my voice don't you?
>>7625868
nice alternative fact
>>7625871
KILL
YOURSELF
it's funny how just a few months ago i bought into the "transgirls are boys pretending to be girls" meme
>>7625873
>manhood
I never said we were men. Lol how are you not understanding the difference.
Male and Female are biological terms that are defined by your chromosomes, genitals, and reproduction status.
Man and Woman are cultural terms that are defined with societal role, apperance, and behavior.
My last post on this. It's futile. This isn't my insecurity or self hatred, this is scientific fact. Lol. I'll be the first to give you detailed information on the neurological condition we have that impacts our limbic system and body recognition but that doesn't change our reproduction status, chromosomes, or genitals (sure we can cosmetically alter these).
How to believe this drivel too and like myself?
>>7625882
haha bro
>>7625802
Well said. Very well said.
I like to think of it like this:
Sex-gender-sexuality
They are steps in a developmental process. We are Sexed Male, gendered Female, and whatever flavour of sexuality we are as individuals...
Gender is neurological. But it's not so black and white. The structure just determines what behaviours/mannerisms you will imprint more readily. This is why gender is partially cultural, because the behaviours we imprint are obviously an external stimulus. The people and society we grow up in determines a lot of this.
Then complicate that further with partial femenization and the problems that natal sexed hormones create for transgendered brain, it's no wonder there is so much variance in opinion of what is going on.
Anyone who thinks they are a female is crazy. We are girls/women but we will never be XX. No matter how many titty skittles we munch down. That doesn't mean we can't live our lives as women though and it doesn't mean we have to only live our lives as women either. Clearly the universe has room for variance.
Maybe I'm an idiot. But then my opinion is based off the limited research that has been done in the area. Besides no one truly understands the brain completely...
*Prepares for backlash*
>>7625869
Her obsessiveness is fucking creepy at this point. No wonder that Anon earlier also got weird vibes from her. If anybody's gonna be giving me transition advice its gonna be some of the trans friends I've known for years and trust or at least some of the trips here who I know are somewhat sane and mature. But Oryx? Her advice seems basically designed to kill people.
>>7625885
why don't you like you?
i like you
>>7625852
Honestly, you can believe what you like. I can't hold your hand through this and keep telling you everything's going to be alright if you don't start accepting some of the stuff.
I feel you are female, just as I feel I am. This is an important thing for the both of us. I'm not saying to toss off the male identity, but as long as you feel like a pretender, you'll never fully come to terms with your gender.
>>7625880
Did you pick an outfit to wear for your engagement?
>>7625844
Oh sorry I thought you meant for sex... Lol just use whatever is suggested by the manufacturer :3
>>7625843
don't you have class today? I usuallly can sleep unless I sleep a bit and wake up.
I think the guy in red plaid is repressed trans
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3lhv8axAI8
>>7625882
we cant let em into our women's bathrooms bro
what if theyr'e RAPERS or MOLESTERS
gotta protect our womens my man
>>7625891
Cause I am a stupid silly boy :c
>>7625898
>stupid
yes
>silly
yes
>boy
no
i've been back on my full dosage of HRT for like 2 weeks and all it's done is make me sleepy af while also wanting to eat everything in sight
>>7625890
You're slowly killing yourself by hiding away your true self. Did you get laid yet?
>>7625897
Explains why Nico is so hesitant. Camt let the isis patrol wandering catching you round london
>>7625897
>bathrooms
i haven't used a public bathroom since 2006
they suck so bad
>>7625900
Reeeeee
If I wasn't a boy then why'd I feel bad about not being a girl?
>>7625901
>eat everything in sight
the dream, get thicc, bitch.
>>7625910
I'M ALREADY THICC LMAO I DON'T NEED TO BE ANY BIGGER
>>7625883
then why does it matter? why did you think your post needed to be made?
nobody here has said we were born women, thus female
you're bringing it up as if anybody has said that, and as if it matters
by one -technical- definition, we are male, a biological categorization which doesn't account for numerous female biological markers which transwomen possess
why does it matter? why do you insist on bringing it up? why do your posts need to be made? is there any reason for you to brandish this fact in our faces when you yourself have acknowledged that it does not matter?
>>7625885
stop taking a technical definition and pretending that it means anything
>>7625883
What's this general called?
Male to female general.
Implying we eventually turn into females.
>>7625887
You got me on skype, we can voice chat one day
>>7625890
She's like brain-dead, I've blocked her on Skype, filtered her here, tell her to kill herself like every day and she is still oblivious to the fact that I want nothing to do with her.
>>7625901
How did you find that picture of me????
>>7625901
I like sleeping desu
>>7625895
yap, but class around 6 pm, so i dont have to get up early.
probably gonna set alarm clock to like noon or something
>>7625909
a boy wouldn't be sad about not being a girl
quite the opposite in fact
IM NOT A MALE IM A DICKGIRL
>tfw boys and girls take you out on dates and buy you fancy dinners, but get upset when they find out about your dick
>"you're a trans??? BUT YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL THOUGH"
>tfw people want you to shove your bbc in their mouth/vagine but you're too picky
ALL THESE FUTA FEEEEEELLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSS
dudelmao
>>7625911
well I guess that'll be an embarrassing hospital visit hopefully your guy is a good enough person to go along with you
>>7625913
It's kinda important though
You know, for defining transsexualism and stuff
>>7625914
>it says something in the op sonwe have to follow it accordingly
Nice logic there. When will you stop seeing yourself as a man and use the womans rest room? That was a joke by the way
>>7625912
*steals your thicc*
>>7625915
i do too but i'm so tired i feel like i can barely do anything!!!! ;__; my tits are getting bigger again tho so that's something i guess
>>7625917
But a girl can't be sad over not being a girl
>>7625919
this is what I'm worried about when I get into dating
do people often expect transwomen to top?
How2deal with fetishists
>>7625919
21st century feels
>>7625919
>IM NOT A MALE IM A DICKGIRL
desu I feel this way too in like different terms tho
idktf about going on dates and being pretty tho :/
>People not realising that words like "female" and the meaning ascribed to them are part of a discursive order that is neither objective nor solid and that language is merely the product of social power, its meanings given by society, and blind obedience towards these meanings is pure spookiness.
If I wasn't lazy I'd make some foucault+stirner meme to go with this post.
>>7625933
you softly but firmly say "no"
>>7625931
no
but they can get sad at not looking like one or feeling like one
>>7625912
ahahaha, get THICC-ER
>>7625913
>why did you think your post needed to be made?
Stop pretending like I started this discussion. The discussion was happening before I opened the thread. I just added my bit to it.
I'm a woman, I know that. I've known it all my life. It doesn't change that my sex status is male.
>>7625938
Nice but I also feel bad about not being a girl in addition to those things
>>7625944
just a lil
>>7625946
but you are one
boys don't want to be girls at all
full stop
>>7625925
you're clinging onto a technical term and pretending it has any practical implication
during our argument you said that "male is just a technical term" but then just went back to pretending it eclipses everything else
>>7625939
i will if you stop pretending that a technical term means anything
>>7625944
>tfw 45" hips
>>7625936
I agree desu but is seems most people automatically dismiss big words and just go dick = boy but sometimes boy is pretend a girl :DDDD
>>7625948
Except when they have something that used to be called a mental disorder lol
I made it through one week of not eating 2000 calories in a day. I went over 1300 calories on one day. This week I will do better.
>>7625922
>Implying I'd let try to Grace stick one of those plugs I bought her up her ass without lubrication
I've tried doing it dry before, I learned my lesson REAL quick.
>>7625956
that's great progress
nice
>>7625914
>You got me on skype, we can voice chat one day
I'd be up for that at some point, my voice still sucks ass tho
>>7625954
just a lil!!!!!!!!!
>>7625957
i dont wanna know this story
>>7625952
yeah but it used to be weird for a woman to drive
things change as we learn more
>>7625949
Male is very much a technical term which technically makes me a man wanting to be a woman
I like technicalities. Why have you not realised this yet
>>7625958
:D thanks I feel pretty good
if I had a half decent knife with a sharp edge I would probably slit my wrists on the spot.
>>7625956
1500 per day is probably best balance between health and also losing weight
>>7625802
>feminized males
so are you ok if someone refers to you with male pronouns?
>>7625971
theres better ways to die desu
>>7625970
loll
>>7625961
no!!!!!
>>7625964
What does that have to do with anything
>>7625977
the simpler the better though. less things to mess up.
>>7625966
>makes me a man
you do realize men have standards, right?
like, it's not some all-inclusive public clubhouse
there are these things called manliness and 'rites of manhood' and the like
>>7625916
seems pretty random and weird when it is. around that time I'm at home again for two hours. I hope it won't be too cold then it's like -10C now ;-;
>>7625936
(Again it's not worth it lol)
>>7625933
Oh I was fucking around. By the time someone finds out I have a dick it's become pretty clear that I'm a supreme bottom bitch
In fact most things between other women and I go nowhere because I'm not very dominate (which isn't really true, but I don't come on very strong and have a good poker face)
>>7625934
https://youtu.be/AfuHSJqqgAo
>>7625935
U can be pretty
>>7625954
Make the new thread pls bb
>>7625986
but then ill die
>>7625987
it used to be a mental disorder because we didn't understand enough
now we do it isn't
it's just girls who grow up looking like boys
not boys who wanna be girls
>>7625936
2academic4me
>>7625993
>U can be pretty
after I get electro complete and my cheeks fill in maybe
>>7625992
postgrad class are often really late here, Ive till 8 pm 3 times per week
woah I just replied to the same post twice, I'm fucking spaced.
>>7625973
>so are you ok if someone refers to you with male pronouns?
Hell no, because I'm a woman.Why do I have to keep explaining this? Why is it so hard for you to understand? I'm a woman. I'm a girl. I'm a lady. I'm a girlfriend. I'm a daughter. I'm a niece. I'm a sister. However, if I were female, I wouldn't have to take hormones everyday.
>>7625991
Lmao what the fuck are rites of manhood
Also I am well-accepted by a group of male friends who are a lot manlier than I but still call me a man as well.
>>7625996
I think physical reality matters more than mental image in this regard, although there's no evidence to point either way
>>7625911
Fuck. That escalated extremely quickly lol <3