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/mtfg/ - nu-Male to neo-Female General

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Estrogen in the Water Edition

• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• buddi
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

previous >>7611990
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this is my post and it is first
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>>7612698
o-okie
sorry, i just get really sad and paranoid a lot

>>7612702
wet hair feels gross when it gets cold i hate it
i know like its supposed to be bad to use a blow drier but i hate letting the wet hair get cold aaaAAAAHHH!

>>7612708
Yea yea i know. I mean i still do that though so i can understand why people do it.
But then also i understand what you mean like feeling obligated to make up an excuse and then i feel bad when i make people feel that way but then i'm too scared to call people so i always just text them a bunch instead and i feel like that offputs people a lot so i sympathise with both sides lol
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>>7612711
Yes but is that optimal?
Most changes happen when you're asleep so idk

>>7612714
You mean 8 and that would be too impractical i think considering you need to have food in your stomach.
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plz i don't wanna be last!!!!!!
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>>7612719

First for last
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>>7612721
buddi
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>>7612721
Isn't the OP technically the first post, yours is the first reply.
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joost
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>>7612727
y-you need to have food in your stomach?

>>7612730
buddi boo

>>7612731
no stop

>>7612726
don't be paranoid about me neptune, i like you!
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I'm the best
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>>7612662
eh
i mean he doesnt want hrt either
ill just hope hes a bf
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i don't really want to die a man though
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>>7612720

>The clingy ones are loyal, though their self worth will always be tied to your opinion of them. How secure they feel with you. They will always assume you are cheating, throw fits constantly... But they are also the ones that will do anything for you, and like, sell and organ on the black market to pay for you flights and accommodation for a week abroad with another man.

Those are the fucking toxic, abusive ones, not the loyal ones. Fuck that. Ditch them clingy fucks like the goddamn dingleberries that they are.
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gonna post my favorite little man
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why is pretending to be a gay boi so fun?
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>>7612737
With progynova yes, it's absorbed significantly better
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I really get turned on by men in suits
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>>7612738
no that's me olive srry

>>7612736
where did you get this picture of parallel-universe me
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>>7612743
He looks like my father in the 80's desu
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>>7612746
oh i use estrofem
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post mommies
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>>7612748
do you like pina colada
and getting stuck in the rain
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>>7612739
>i mean he doesnt want hrt either
I dunno Issy, I'm definitely rooting for you but I've been suspicious about OnlyAfro being trans for a while. His Twitter screams trans girl in denial to me.

Whatever happens I hope you both are happy though!
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Daily reminder that the day of reckoning is coming. Don't be so quick to give up on being a guy. The new order will need cute boys.
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>>7612750
oh
>>7612754
post daddies
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>>7612736

Overhelming primal desires...
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>>7612748
I'll cut you nim
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>>7612739
i dunno isla, his picture on his youtube channel is an anime girl

that's p gay desu senpaitachi
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>>7612754
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wait andrew bird is actually taller than me
New goal
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>>7612761
His picture IRL is an anime girl too. He even cuddled with a trap who wears girl underwear while dressed as a schoolgirl.
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>>7612759
do you wanna talk about why joost is so perfect
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>>7612739
For now. But I used to say the same thing. "I'm just a feminine queer boy anon. I don't need hormones to feel better about myself."

I'm just saying, he reads like a transgirl in denial tbqh.
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>>7612745

Because you're not trutrans, take your skinny ass and get out of here this is a space for real ladies and chasers only

>>7612747

I like suits, too. They're sharp and accentuate lots of what I like in a man's body. There's also so many stages of dressing down. Open the jacket, loosen the tie, undo a button or two, remove jacket, remove tie, loosen belt, pull shirt out of pants, fumble at zipper because you're a little tipsy from the wedding you were guests at, and so on.
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>>7612768
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>>7612754
reminder that sugar only knows three chords on her ukulele yet still writes all the songs in that lil babby show she runs

>>7612755
i actually don't like pina colada srry

>>7612760
ill split you open and let your fruit juices spill out reeeee!!

>>7612762
that's a comrade not a mommy
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>>7612768

Don't know if can talk drakey... I am questioning my entire reality right now...
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>>7612726

i get what you mean ya. i guess the person just has to like you enough to get past it and tell you exactly how they feel and that's important
i just don't like this guy that much so rip lmao

>>7612742

I AGREE DESU
i've dated people who were ridiculously insecure and always thought you were cheating whenever you talked to anyone and all that shit
it's absolutely awful. it's like you're paying for everyone they've ever dated or met's mistakes. don't bring ur toxic baggage into new relationships and make the new bitch suffer!!!
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>>7612768
im the worst
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>>7612770
im a reverse chaser tyvm so this thread is for me
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benis
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>sad but need to epilate
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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I can't get anymore hormones....all I have left will last me till April...

Buying them over the net is a no go considering QHI shipped my other set of pills in November, but it still hasn't arrived.
And most likely in customs.

Any Anon here around the Gold coast area that can share some hrt?
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where is elann
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Whoops, I bumped the other one. Fuck me. Was out getting groceries.
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>>7612776
comrade mommy
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>>7612770
would u donk him
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>>7612788
busy being a real girl
>tfw not a real girl
the worst
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>>7612787
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>QHI out of Progynova
Welp. If I take HRT for 3 months, and then get off for like a month, I'm basically reversing everything right?
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tfw you take a picture of you smiling and you can see the sadness behind the eyes
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>>7612782 (haku)
just ultra depression
i'm stuck in a rural shithole, the only money i can make is yardwork which i hate, too depressed to see a psych and parents are absolutely non-helpful
i can't see myself getting into a relationship anytime soon but my only real hope is finding someone on the mainland to shack up with, but i'm autistic and annoying to talk to and i look like a man and desu unless i can get add pills and do commissions again the only thing i could probably do is camming
i might be forced to find some chaser to shack up with but i'd honestly rather just off myself if it came to that
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>>7612745
Because my lust for m/m sex is the only sanctuary in an otherwise fucked up landscape of barely repressed agp.
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>>7612776
i never tried it
it looks yummy though

>>7612771
>>7612780
does posting cute grils trigger your guys dysphoria

>>7612777
reveal yourself anon
tell me ur name
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>>7612795
You live near the Goldcoast?
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I wonder if i can change my name back... wtf was i thinking
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>>7612808
Yeah
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>>7612802
>You can soften your skin
>You can grow boobs
>You can thin your body hair
>You can shrink your junk
>But no amount of HRT will make your eyes look alive again
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>>7612778

Nobody should be held accountable for what other people have done. It's okay to be a little wary, but when someone loses their shit at you for what seems to be no reason, then when you calm them down and draw them out about why they were angry and they stick you with all kinds of awful motives because an ex or their family or a bad friend acted like that... it fucking hurts, because why would they assume you're that awful? You're not those people. It's one of the reasons I had to cut my most recent ex loose and kick her back off to live with her shitty family. I was not going to deal with her shit anymore.

>>7612793

His head's a little big and his jaw looks really sharp. Plus he looks bony, on top of that. Not soft or bulky enough to make for good cuddling. Maybe if he had a cool personality, that gets me more than anything else, but his physical score is 4/10.
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>>7612754
>rebecca sugar will never be your friend
>>7612784
ebin
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>>7612806
does posting cute guys trigger yrs?
i don't really get jealous easily
her hips are fucking amazing though
I'd love put my face in her crotch
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>>7612806
no definitely not I'm completely fine with you posting cute girls drake it doesn't make me dyspphoric at all I'm Fine Everything's Fine :) :) :)
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>>7612802

just wear contacts that give you that emotionally dead look and that sad emotion will fade away forever in photos !!

>>7612806

>does posting cute grils trigger your guys dysphoria
apparently it does but a lot of us post pics of pretty girls all of the time myself included so it is what it is.
what doesn't trigger us das the question
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i was driving home through a thick fog and i started day dreaming a lot and asked myself what my future will be in 5 years...immediately i started fantasizing that i'll be a wizard queen that shoots energy like shiva and ill travel through space and people would love me or something... my goals are unachievable..totally unrealstic..built in delusion... i hope i dont end up homeless..my mom will be losing her job at the end of the year..

i wish i wasnt trans..
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I had a dream last week that my male friend that i have a crush on was fucking me and i woke up hard for like the first time in months and it left me feeling disgusted but also very confused.
what does this mean?
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>>7612810
What's your discord?
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>>7612794
you need to love yourself olive
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>>7612814
>>7612816

That picture is way better. I like his intensity. 6/10, I'd twine my fingers in his hair.
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>>7612819
but i like my green eyes edie
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I finally got ahead of the pain and itching by timing my meds right @_@
My dr said I am going to be super swollen for atleast 2 months and then after a year it should be 100% healed~
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>>7612813
:(
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>>7612806
pls don't post alice she's too cute
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>>7612833
being wealthy seems nice
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>>7612820
<3
Everything will fall right into place
Do you like pineapple on pizza?
>>7612821
iktf too well
you shouldn't be disgusted
>>7612827
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnWHqk9DteM

he's a noble beast
>>7612833
yr cute even with tubulars
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>>7612829
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>>7612833
you shaved the mustache!
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>>7612816
nope
i would not consider that man 'cute' though

>>7612819
animal webms is the only thing ive ever done that hasnt triggered people here
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>>7612840
you would know
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>>7612820
>i wish i wasnt trans..
same as fuck
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>>7612806
>does posting cute grils trigger your guys dysphoria

It triggers my attraction to cute girls...
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>>7612842
calm down lettme give you a lil worm
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>>7612792
I'm a comrade who Mommy's for my bf. Does that count?

>>7612803
Sounds kinda similar to when I was living in the States, actually. I was surrounded by inbred weirdos working a dead end graveyard shift at a factory and my ex dumped me while my family was dying. Camming was something I was considering for awhile, but it never wound up happening. I really feel for you, senpai. I'm sorry you feel so trapped. I'm sure this will sound disingenuous or something, but you're still desirable in your position. You may need a change of scenery, but nevertheless, I've known plenty of folks who describe themselves in a very similar way that you do, including some autistic folk, who actually had lots of great qualities that they just needed to step out of their heads to see. I pulled out of that shit, and I believe you can too. Just takes some nerve or a breaking point. *hugs*
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Drunk post.

So it's always been a journey of self acceptance to admit it's just never been about males or females but the person and what makes them attractive or whatever bullshit. And the concept of sex and intimacy itself is hot. It's not even from celibacy. I only didn't get off to gay porn when I was younger because it was just supposed to be "not for me" not because it was gross.

Anyway, I've come to the realization that the only roadblock to being attracted to masculine males (as opposed to gentle ones) is they remind me too much of my dad. Particularly chest hair. But that's starting to fail me. I was watching Zardoz with my roommate and Sean Connery was confusing me. Fucking estrogen.
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>>7612846
Yeah but at the time I straight up didn't know transition was a real thing. By the time I found out all I needed to know about it all of our assets dried up.
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I wish I had friends who were trans, I don't even have friends who are cis. I can't do this transition thing by myself.
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>>7612833

Hope you are feeling better Ash!
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>>7612814

ye i totally get that :/ i'm sorry you went through that btw that really sucks

>>7612832

they are pretty nim buddi

>>7612844

how dare you i am trans species
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>>7612848
biological females only
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manly alpha male looking for gf
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>>7612829
>dysphoria intensifies.
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>>7612850
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>>7612840
I'm pretty sure she was getting a tumor removed senpai
why do you have to attack everyone
also didn't your mom pay for most of your transitioning shit lol
>>7612813
;_;
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>>7612844
there's a good webm thread on /an/ still i think..
would u ever bottom for the right person?
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>>7612854
so you do know what it's like to be wealthy

the way you worded that post suggests you never came from a wealthy background
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>>7612821

It might mean that you're thirsty. Or maybe it's just a normal sex dream that happened to feature him. I recently had a very detailed dream where I dismembered one of my friends and carved her brain out from her severed head so that she wouldn't have to suffer from the pain of being stuck in her severed head. It was so vivid I had to check my kitchen for blood stains and make sure I hadn't gone out in the middle of the night and brutally murdered one of my closest friends.

>>7612806
>>7612829

You're doing nothing for me, matey. Most women don't trigger my dysphoria because I would look nothing like them anyways, even if I wasn't stuck with this Y chromosome (thanks, dad). Seeing women that do look like me, though, just makes me feel better, because I'm delusional enough to think I'll look like them one day.
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>>7612859

Cis? Trans? idgaf

Only one requirement, Cute :3
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>>7612795
>>7612810
What's your discord? Or how can I contact you if you are willing to hear me out.
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>>7612859
that kinda looks like a tranny desu

>>7612858
you're pretty!

>>7612864
two lil worms for olive
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lol this video cyba trying to act tough and gets wrecked

https://twitter.com/Lightskin_Z/status/820124948689784832
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>>7612855
same, I feel so alone in my transition still, I love my bf but he isn't the right person to talk to about makeup and fashion and I'm afraid that if I keep talking about that shit with him like when I asked him to help me pick out nail polish at a store, that i'm going to end up making him trans. I need a girl to show me how to girl
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>>7612859
that's stew and brew the infamous kageshi tranny queen
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>>7612853
Sean Connery is what every man should aspire to be, though. He can cure you of your worst biases.

>>7612855
Why don't you try hanging out with some people? Maybe coworkers or schoolmates or something?

>>7612868
The moment my butt bubbled out, I stopped obsessively comparing myself to cis girls.
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>>7612841
ill prob b an escort if thats what you mean. and no
>>7612847
i just hate everyone for making me feel like im faking this. why is it so wrong for '''''''''''men'''''''''''''' to be feminine?
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>>7612872

stop lmao

>>7612875

>stewing and brewing
AHHHHHHHHHHH DONT REMIND ME
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>>7612865
looks like rhinoplasty to me
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>>7612840
I'm interning as a PT, this surgery was covered because it was functional. Both my presents are disabled and retired so I actually I have to work harder to help them stay afloat. So no, I am no where near wealthy lol.
>>7612841
You are too kind n///n I feel like a clogged vacuum right now haha~
>>7612843
Yes ma'am! It finally stopped bleeding x.x
>>7612856
Thank you anon I am <3
>>7612865
Yep no FFS for me, ATM I only have 300$ to my name to last me 2 weeks >_>;
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>>7612841
I can't help it though
I think if i hadn't woken up then i would have ended up cleaning up a mess >>
it was mostly because i was at his house and how the dream went made it embarrassing and i felt ashamed idk
it's hard to let go of sexual shame even though i only make it worse by always insisting on being against it.

Also he changed the words in the song slightly in that performance and it triggers me
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Getting off HRT for a month will be a learning experience, right? The hardships will remind me about what I was like off of it so I can greater understand and appreciate how much estrogen makes me feel better.

Ultimately what seems like a roadblock of not having any HRT for a month or more and probably undoing any of the progress I've already made will make me a better person and a more successful one in the end, right?

Right?
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>>7612882
I wish.
Most nasal related surgeries do, the only way to get to the sinus' though is through the nose so *shrug*
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>>7612853

>I only didn't get off to gay porn when I was younger because it was just supposed to be "not for me" not because it was gross.

are you me

>>7612858

Eh, it was right to cut her loose. She wasn't for me, that just helped me realize it and not just stay in the just-okay relationship for her sake.
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>>7612875
ITS NOT TRUE

DONT MENTION THAT FORBIDDEN MEME

she is pure
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>>7612884
you look so sad in that snap

i wanna give you a hug!
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>>7612872
I would fuck with the head of this one huge black dude on steroids in hs. I told him to stop screaming "I don't care!" if he doesn't care. When he got close to me I had a chair in my hands. The teacher made him go to the office for punching shit and I winked at him on the way out and he walked his head into the door lol.
>>7612879
do you want to be an escort?
>>7612885
i know. I still feel shame for checking people out.
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>>7612870
The Gold Coast is known for being a rich area. I'm sure you have some options available to you.
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>>7612866
You mean the butt and all?

nope dont think so
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>>7612888
Well then if so I'm sorry. Hope you feel better.
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>>7612851
you move to europe, or something?
i'm stuck in hawaii so it's even fucking harder, nobody i can meet at all

i dunno, i've got a huge lanky manbody and a manface and my only option (due to location and knowing -nobody- irl) would be moving in with someone, and i don't think i could carry my weight

>>7612855
we're all depressed as fuck, but i'll talk to you if you want to
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i love blaire white desu
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>>7612891

I'd fuck that hat right off her head with my righteous brown dick. What a cute smile!
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>>7612891
i knew you were fibbin you little bitch >:c
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>>7612894
I don't live near the Goldcoast, I live hours away. I only get close to it by going too Toowoomba every couple of months.

Please help me out, I can pay you.
You don't even have to drive, just give it to a friend of mine and they'll drive it out to me.

Only need enough till I am on my prescription which should be between August and December.
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>>7612886
being off hrt for a month isn't great but it probably won't matter much or make you lose much progress

remember elanna had to go off hrt for a few months early in her transition and look at her now
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>>7612891

Is that a Northwest Front flag?
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>>7612892
I would love that! They had to cut a nerve in my nose/sinus that is connected to my teeth (or something idk dr lingo) so my teeth hurt on top of my nose and forehead so I'm like gah I miss he morphine at the hospital xD
>>7612897
Thank you very much I appreciate it <3
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i am blaire white desu
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I would love blaire white to kill herself desu
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>>7612896
yeah anal is nasty
would u ever suck a penis?
>>7612904
why?
do you think she passes?
i can't sit through any of her videos. she has some points but she is such a dumbass.
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>>7612910
Oh, you're on that Gold Coast.

Sorry, friend, I was thinking of the Florida Gold Coast.
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>>7612920

wow rude

>>7612922

i think she passes but that's not why i like her lmao
i just agree with like 90% of what she says and she's mean girl style hilarious at times
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>>7612913
awww poor thing

where do you live?

ill start walkin' :3
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i want gracey wacey to touch my boney woney
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>>7612927
Orange in SoCal :c it is really rainy so you I wouldnt want you to get sick walking around in the rain <3
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if i ever have to go off hrt i'm going to kill myself

>>7612920
same
she's a male socialized uncle tom
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I keep getting distracted tonight
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>>7612878
>Why don't you try hanging out with some people? Maybe coworkers or schoolmates or something?
I have really bad social anxiety and generally get really stressed around people because of how fake I have to be.

I dunno, I don't have any IRL friends, don't work, and my college classes are nothing but a bunch of guys who I don't identify with at all.

>>7612901
>but i'll talk to you if you want to
I appreciate that but online I'm kind of in a surplus of people to talk to, really what that means is 2-3 people but I dunno I don't find repeating the same complaints to different people helpful.

What I need is a real life friend, I need to get over that emotional hurdle of sitting down and saying "I'm transgender" in front of an actual person. I need to make this transition feel real outside of my bedroom and away from my computer. I live in a small rural town and have literally never met a trans person. I don't know, it doesn't feel like real life to me still and it's making things difficult for me.

I need somebody who can look at my face and tell me what they think, without me needing to take pictures and shit. Somebody who knows me in real life but also knows and understands the real me, and not the persona I put on everywhere else in real life.

Just text chatting about stuff on Discord isn't enough.
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>>7612872
Stuff like this always makes me uncomfortable and nervous for some reason
like any kind of "kid gets wrecked by someone" stuff.
Its just cringey and i hate cringe.

>>7612893
I told him like a week ago that i'd had a crush on him for awhile and now he teases me a lot, it's kinda fucked up but also i'm not inclined to tell him to stop. That probably had something to do with it. but is also part of why i feel shame and disgust because hes told me he doesn't like me and that if i ever try anything that he'd drop me instantly...
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benis :-D
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>>7612926
yeah I agree with you transkids shouldn't be allowed to transition we need to create a new generation of hons by banning hrt for under 18
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>>7612906
yeah dude me too
she's beautiful

id take her to a carnival
and win her a bear
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>>7612922
>anal is nasty
Only if you let it be. Nothing like my bf inside me
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>>7612933
oh my grunkle lives there!

long walk from florida though D:
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>>7612930
from the gossip I have heard here she is not very good at that
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>>7612942
how to hair like that
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Is there any Australian that has HRT I can have? Willing to pay.
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>>7612944
>grunkle
what did she mean by this
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>>7612926
I don't think she passes at all
Her opinions are shit most of the time. Idc though. People's opinions videos are always silly. That's why I prefer milo
>>7612938
lucky
>>7612942
now i'm jealous a bit
>>7612943
no
it's gross
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>>7612949
Great uncle, I think
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>>7612949
great uncle!
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>>7612922
definitely
if i really liked the gril
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>>7612938

>hes told me he doesn't like me and that if i ever try anything that he'd drop me instantly...

That needs to stop. It's not okay for him to treat you like that.
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>>7612859
Stewin' and Brewin'~
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>>7612901
No, I'm Canadian, so I moved back up here because my mum took me to the States as a kid and I hated it and I wanted to do anything to kill myself at one point.
If you save up some money and move to a city in the mainland, you could live with a roomie in an apartment and find a job there. At least where I live, roommates don't expect much from you other than that you don't fuck with their stuff.

>>7612904
Blaire's alright. I think she's got decent opinions more often than not, but sometimes she goes full rightard and it's sad.

>>7612937
Do you live somewhere where people will be intentionally shitty to you? Why do you present a fake persona?
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>>7612941

well i don't agree with that or some of the race things she talks about
but that's why i said like 90% of what she says i agree with lmao
BLM is bullshit, tumblr snowflakes are too easily triggered, racism does exist against every race, not wanting to date a tranny isn't transphobic, etc

>>7612951

i hate milo so much lmao

>>7612958

tru
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>>7612951
milo is a transtrender tho
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>>7612922
>she has some points but she is such a dumbass.
I dislike that she's pandering to alt-righters by using the fact that she passes to shit on any less fortunate trans people.
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>>7612945
that is true anon
just have to make her do it more!
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>>7612893
i just want money so my parents dont have to worry about me dying after they do
>>7612904
shes cool..dont care much about all the trump stuff in her videos but shes not a snowflake and shes not promoting gender autism
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>>7612944
Awww that is far! I've always wanted to go visit Miami though!
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>>7612934
idk I don't really like the male socialization meme its too associated with terf stuff you could say she is a misogynist idiot for pretty much the same point I think
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>>7612957
you dishonor my famiry kat
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I keep getting disconnected from the internet for some reason.

Anyway, estrogen back in body, feeling better. I'm probably trans right
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>>7612855
My roommate is trans. I nearly ruined our friendship by making her think I was in love with her instead of just friends "with benefits". I stated it up front but she was very touchy feely (that's just how she is) and I let the intimacy continue. I thought about what my therapist would tell me to do and knew she would ask me if I knew what to do and I did know. I set my roomie down and explained our relationship from my end. She's cool with it. She understands I'm not ready for the L word.

I'm terrified of ruining our friendship by adding this other element to it. But that's why I never tried anything when I crushed on older friend crushes.

I worry we're both trying to get too much out of this too fast. Plus she really wants kids and I don't. Like... long-term this will never, ever work.
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>>7612961
transtrenders don't exist
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>>7612966
come visit!

we have disneyworld! ^^
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>>7612970
>Famiry


YOU DONT HAVE A FAMILY
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>>7612973

oh but they do
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>>7612973
ok
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>>7612958
yeah, but if you have to work every day at fucking retail or something it starts to get to the point where you're like... why bother?
like, is life even going to be worth living at that point
yardwork is already bad enough and it's part time
idk, i should see about add so i can do commissions but i'm too depressed for evetything

>>7612962
she's another uncle tom who feels the need to whore herself out for male interests for the sake of attention
see: male feminists

>>7612967
i just think she hasn't disassociated with her masculinity, which does not seem uncommon within the trans community
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I found out that my in-laws brother that lives with us is a chaser and its honestly pretty creepy because he seems very rapey and i'm incredibly uncomfortable any time he looks at me.

>>7612952
>>7612953
oh, weird

>>7612951
I dont feel lucky by it desu but maybe yeah because he is starting to push the boundaries and i wonder if he only said what he did because im confusing his sexuality and he wants to reinforce it to himself. Also intentionally embarrasses me because he thinks it is funny (which i secretly like (but not so secretly))

>>7612955
I mean, i understand what he means because he has a gf and i'm friends with both of them and he doesn't want me to ruin shit just because i might do something and he wants to deter me i guess even though i wouldnt do anything uninvited...
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>>7612930
Sry but there's only one bone I want rn
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>>7612977
how do u know r u one
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>>7612976
you dont know the true meaning of famiry
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>>7612981
girls do not have tails!
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>>7612948

This is happening anon. Accept your fate. It's gunna be a wild ride. Better order some more NOW. Get on there and buy more NOW. Go go go go go go go!

>>7612973

Fresh meme
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>>7612959
don't take her seriously and she's a qt
>>7612961
she obviously has no power except over a brony sized community
It's cute
>>7612962
yeah
she doesn't even pass
her face always looks like shit and her shoulders always unnaturally pulled back.
>>7612964
how many hours do you work each week? I hope you don't escort if you don't want to
>>7612980
>very rapey
how?
also be grateful you are getting sexual attention from someone you craved it from god damn it
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>>7612981
l-l-lewd grace
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>>7612985
Try me, kid
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>>7612981
that picture makes me very uncomfortable
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>>7612988
I can't order some, because customs will take it like they did with QHI and my regular tablets (forgot to take them to a friends place I was staying at in another town, doesnt take long for packages from our town to reach theirs, just a day, but it never arrived)
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>>7612984

i've met people who have legit told me they transitioned for straight dick or because being a girl was easier than being a gay guy lmao
they all end up detransing after a few months or a year tho
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>>7612994
i live in cali
can we use rocks instead of guns please
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>>7612973
they def do
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>>7612975
YES! I have never been!!i would love to go!
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>>7612958
>Why do you present a fake persona?
I live in a rural Canadian town, I don't think people would be hostile with me if I was open because it's Canada. But I've never even seen a gay person, let alone trans. Growing up it was just, not something in my life ever. So I never met somebody I thought it was appropriate to tell. I just tried to act like everyone else.

Now I don't know how to do any different.

I came out online for the first time last year, I'd been posting on here for a while and in more anonymous online communities talked about dysphoria. But I had never known somebody who talked to me and knew me as a man and then told them I was trans before. It took befriending a trans person for the very first time for me to get the courage to start acting like myself and to be honest with myself.

We're not friends anymore from complications, but I've sort of started HRT since then and made a lot of steps to accepting myself.

I dunno, it still doesn't feel real yet. Like this world disappears when I step away from my monitor. I need that to happen again but in real life, I need to meet somebody who I know will understand and come out to them. I need to be in a situation where somebody see's me in person, hears me. Where I can't censor myself, crop photos, stay out of voice chat. Where I can be the inner me but also the physical me, make those two the same thing.

I don't know if any of that makes sense. I think it just boils down to me being lonely and wishing I knew somebody in real life who actually knew me. Not the in-the-closet male I act like.
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Ah, shit. I feel a panic sneaking in at the edge of my mind. That's what I get for not sleeping enough. Good night, ladies. Be well.

>>7612980

To be fair, I only know a wee bit about the situation and your relationship, but I sense bad vibes. It's important to have sort of a KonMari attitude about people in your life: if it doesn't bring you joy, throw it away. Obviously, there are reasonable limitations on such a thing, but if it's just all shaming and threats, that's no good. You don't want that in your life.
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>>7613006
i used to work there!

i could give you a tour :D
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I can't wait until a few years from now and my braces are off, my jaw is fixed, my ffs is perfect, and i'm in shape with healthy skin and no balls
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>>7612959
why do you think blm is bullshit

when people say racism does not exist against white people or stuff like that they mean that in western countries structural racism does not exist against white people. of course there are violent acts and discrimination by individuals targeting white people they are just using different terms to define what is racism.

idk about the tranny dating sometimes it can be like if someone likes everything about a post op trans person or something but they won't date them because they are trans yeah thats transphobic I think. if they just are not attracted to penis so they don't want to date mtf then I don't think that it transphobic.
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>>7612951
What's the name of this awful haircut where FtMs shave off the sides of their heads and let the top be long? Their heads are too round for it and it's super dyke-y.
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>>7613012
how do i get hair like that
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>>7613010
you worked at disneyworld???
do tell plz
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>>7612998
interesting
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>>7612886
Ive been off hrt since the beginning of tge year. I weened of of it over a week and havent really had any negative side effects.
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>>7612997

Accept your fate then. Good luck!
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>>7612981
Wait, does Gracie have a boyfriend?
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>>7613015
undercut
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>>7613017
yes i worked at epcot at the world pavilion ^^
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>>7613024

What doing?
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>>7613023
tfw have an undercut, mine is cute I promise
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>>7612992
>how?
Idk just the way he talks about women and his general attitude of forcefulness and dominance and disregard for other peoples lives
Like idk i just wouldn't be surprised if he said hes raped someone, he just has that feel to him. And since he is also in to trannies it makes it worse and also makes me uncomfortable to the max

And for my friend i know i should be like glad about it but im so afraid its going to ruin our friendship that id rather not have these feelings for him which is the shame part and also idk if i really like him or just the way he treats me since i feel gross by it :/
Life is confusing. there are a number of other people i'd rather have this same kind of attention from desu and those wouldnt cause so much dissonance as this does
I've been thinking about telling him about my dream though, just to see his reaction >~> is that a bad idea?

>>7613009
>but if it's just all shaming and threats, that's no good. You don't want that in your life.
no no he is like my best friend, he's basically the only person who's always been there for me no matter what. Most of my feelings are internalised fears that i dont know how to handle and i think he thinks it is cute to tease me and stuff but then doesnt want me to actually do anything. And like i said idk if he is afraid of his own sexuality being challenged which is a possibility.
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>>7613016
just grow it long and maybe relax it deep condition it
>>7613024
do u have cute stories?
what is epcot?
what is world pavillion?
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>>7613028
i worked in food service

i sold hotdogs and chicken nuggets all day
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>>7613013

>why do you think blm is bullshit
because it is lol
it hasn't done a single positive thing for race relations. all it's done is radicalize young black men and women and crucified white ppl.
>when people say racism does not exist against white people or stuff like that they mean that in western countries structural racism does not exist against white people
no they literally mean that you can't be racist to white people ever because racism is solely an act of structual racism and oppression
>if someone likes everything about a post op trans person or something but they won't date them because they are trans yeah thats transphobic I think. if they just are not attracted to penis so they don't want to date mtf then I don't think that it transphobic.
post op pussy is not the same thing as cis pussy let's keep it 100

>>7613019

very bb
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>>7613033
>i sold hotdogs and chicken nuggets all day
damn now i want some chicken nuggets
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>>7613031
doesn't he have a girl friend?
i would take it slow
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>>7613033

Nuggies!!!! Yummo :P
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>>7613030
I think undercuts can be very cute on some people
depends if they are done to look edgy or actually styled in some way.
A cis female friend of mine who i am really jealous of her aesthetic does them and it is like A+ i love it

You should show yours
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>>7613035
okay I disagree with you and we probably have some very different perspectives but I don't feel like spamming paragraphs at you I wanna go to bed
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>>7613030
I kinda want one but i know it'd look like shit
I need to find a decent one that'd work
>>7613033
sounds like fun
>chicken nuggies
oh fug
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Is Milo even on HRT? Why does "he" try so hard to just look like an annoying dyke?
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does nim know how to cook
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>>7613045
>>7613047
undercut takes like 1000 years to grow your hair back out
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>>7612979
I agree that it can get bleak, but it's more about using your next position to move on to something better. I've had to do it a few times, unfortunately. I was working full time as a cashier, but now that I'm in school, I just do weekends, which is good because I was ready to throw a workers' revolution and hang my boss for a bit, there. Try to keep an interest in your art, at least. I let mine slip and I never really forgave myself for it.

>>7613008
I was socialized by the internet, so I know exactly what you mean, senpai. I used to be very silent and empty irl, and my only source of openness and freedom was on the internet. I did the girl avatar thing, 4chan helped, and a whole bunch of other shit. There came a time when I decided that if I didn't start living like myself irl, I wasn't going to be living much longer at all. So, I had some bouts with suicide and I still deal with the thoughts today, but when the initial brunt was over, I started being honest irl because I felt like there was no point otherwise, and so far it's worked out well. Try it someday. It helps you feel attached.
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>>7613045
>Posting pics of myself
FUCK no lmao
>>
post music you're listening to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu-ihs4BkAs but on vinyl
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>>7613046

ok bb sleep well

>>7613049

i don't think he is no. but he made this really sad vid about how he was kind of confused about his gender identity and i felt bad so idk
he's just young
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Any of you try cholesterol for yr hair?
I have some but I've just been using pleb conditioning
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>>7613032
epcot is the park with the big white dome

half of the park is future and "economically-conscious" related stuff and the other half is called the world pavilion, which is a giant circle with little areas devoted to different countries

the point is to walk the entire circle and be able to experience mini versions of each country

uh okay here's a story,

it was new years eve and i had bee working nonstop all day, the line had been constant and i was on register

but once the clock struck midnight and the fireworks began we just all abandoned our posts and stood outside to watch the fireworks and welcome in the new year

it was kind of special moment
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>>7613038
Yeah he doess...
I think if he ever did get feelings for me i couldnt be with him though because he is like really in to sex and idk if i could handle that
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>>7613013

Black Lives Matter has a noble goal, which makes the slope they've slid down all the more tragic. They've started co-opting other tragedies, and they've chosen the path of anger and blame rather than constructive protesting. When I go to lend my support to a group and the way they treat me is second class because of my skin, it makes me feel like they don't understand racism.

As far as systemic racism goes, I doubt we'll ever be completely rid of it, it's just a primal, instinctive reaction. We can get it to the point that hiring practices and general social treatment are more or less equal, but there will always exist some measure of distrust between any two given races.
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>>7613047
yeah and they had this tangy duck sauce seasoning that was really yummy

oh and cronuts!

croissant donuts covered in cinnamon sugar!
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>>7613052
a lil
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>>7613032
is a hair mask the same thing as a deep conditioner
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>>7613053
True, but i think it works for some people so why not

>>7613057
aww you can obscure your face if you want
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>>7612781

>reverse chaser
You chase chasers?
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>>7613059
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpMRjY34z5M
i liked that album a lot when it came out
really perfect for listening to on airplanes
>>7613062
that sounds pretty like u
>>7613064
i know yr into sex neptune
ffs google some shit about how to feel ok with yr sexuality
>>7613072
yup
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is 'male socialized' the new meme
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>>7613054
i was writing porn commissions for money but i couldn't keep it going
if i get ADD meds i guess i can
idk senpai
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>>7613062
That story is pretty cute desu
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>>7613061

ya i have. it depends on what your hair needs tho honestly.
if your hair is really dry from heat styling or bleaching or something then those treatments are great.
the hot cholesterol penetrates the follicle and can help hydrate it and stuff.
if your hair is like .... damaged or something tho and it needs protein then this prob won't do anything
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>>7613077
that's why my hair is all weird

i forgot to put my hair mask on :/
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>feel bad
>he kisses me
>I no longer feel bad

what is this sorcery???
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>>7613084
it was a blessing from god.....

jesus is watching over you :))))))
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>>7613076
something like that. I chase straight cis males
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>>7613067
thank god
whats your specialty
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>>7613082
i'm just starting to get split ends
I should still get it cut ofc but i think lately the weather has been fucky or something
Idk hydrating shampoo is just drying me out everytime i use it
>>7613083
<3 i should do a face mask rn lol
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>>7613059
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjXzA4EtjoI
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>>7613089
i take a lil beef patty

and i put onion on it

and i put teriyaki sauce on it

then i cook it in it's own fats

and then i eat it
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>>7613094
if it's the better version why are the drums so flangey
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>>7612967
She acts in very masculine ways. Women don't give a shit about a hierarchy of woman-ness, but men care very much about who is manlier than who. Blaire is basically a catty faggot who couldn't compete as a man so now needs to find reasons to shit on people 'less tranny' than her.
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>>7613092

shampoo your hair, put coconut oil in it for an hour or two, shampoo that out, use a hot oil treatment, then use a hydrating deep conditioner.
that'll fix it.
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>today is day 3 in my adventures as a cis league girl
>I play league with transphobic trump-supporters
>they have no idea
>they call me Charlotte and address me as "she"
>they're better at league than me, and I only play lux, morg and caitlyn atm
idk, this feels like fulltime enough for me
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>>7613059
i dont know why https://youtu.be/MiY-SgAFUUY
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>>7613094
>tfw you unironically listened to creep on repeat for months
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>>7613084
kisses are magic
>>7613059
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3ZE4NgagYU
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>>7613101
dengoo <3
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>>7613101
wtf is all this
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Any Australian willing to share some of their HRT with me? Willing to pay for it.
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>>7613096
what do you call it
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>>7613077
>ffs google some shit about how to feel ok with yr sexuality
:c im afraid
but you're right i think
im not sure
over time though ill figure it out
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>>7613102
>tfw your excuse for initially staying on /mtfg/ was to learn how to girlvoice just as a joke h-haha
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>>7613107
quality af song
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>>7613065
unfortunate that white people have to deal with being treated as second class citizens for a few hours at a protest that must be so terrible honestly like they aren't babied and catered too for a few hours then they go home and everything is good and alright again.

disagree with all that shit you say about racism human nature
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>>7613059
Switching to my usual emo music will make things worse for me right now, so I've opted for this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=356dS5l0G_k&list=PLh2wXP5i0XdTgJAInGs8kMGcxGCoflleF

>>7613080
There are plenty of options. They just require some patience and in some cases risk. I dunno, for me, the deciding factor was always that if the option to kms was always present, then I might as well try something new. Mostly, I just think you have potential, and if you make it work for you, I think you can pull out of this. You seem pleasant so far, so you've got to be a good option for someone.

>>7613084
Being a gay ass woman with emotions and shit.
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>>7613108

mmmhmmm
consider olaplex 3 too if you want BOMB fucking hair cause that's the only reason i still have any left on my head lmao

>>7613110

pretty girl secrets
which i stole from pretty girls not like me who is ugly
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>>7613114
a lil nimmer supreme
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>>7613105
>>7613094
https://youtu.be/v1qKy4cMPUI
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>>7613099
>flangey
i'm like 65% sure this isn't a real word, so i don't know how to address your enquiry
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>tfw i know nothing about how to care for my hair and i'm just growing it out for shits n giggles
i am bad at doing this whole girl thing
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>>7613118
I love ELO, listened to most of their stuff growing up
>>7613129
same tbqh fampai
I've been brushing and using conditioner lately just to make it less shitty and unkempt
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>>7613119

I grew up as one of the few white people in a black city. The stuff I've seen...it wasn't violent, no, I'll give them that, but if you think that black people aren't capable of the same hatred and mistrust you attribute to white people, then you're sadly mistaken
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>>7613129
same..

I bought some nicer hair products though they help a bit
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>>7613061

I love it how before and afters are always like this...
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>>7613117
I'm only coming back periodically to update people on how I'm doing. No reason to have a life here like most do.

>>7613100
>Blaire is basically a catty faggot who couldn't compete as a man so now needs to find reasons to shit on people 'less tranny' than her.
Milo is the same way; he's just stupidly catty and likes starting fights. I do also think he and Blaire are what this generation needs to re-initiate the conversation about controversial topics, even if they're not initiated in highly abrasive ways.
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>>7613129

most girls are bad at doing the girl thing so ur good
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How good is your boymode /mtfg/? Mine is unclockable. Everyone thinks I'm a handsome man haha :^)
Little do they know I'm actually a girl haha :^)
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>>7613102
>I play league with transphobic trump-supporters
Dont develop some kind of stockholm syndrome lol
That is pretty cool though, nice job
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>>7613121
>olaplex 3
looks expensive
maybe when im not super broke but thanks
>>7613126
it was actually just my computer :/
sorry
flange is like a thing when the tone kind of like fades in and out or something idk
zheanna would kno
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>>7613121
>>7613101
this! I do a deep conditioning treatment once every two weeks or so. I deep condition, wrap my hair in saran wrap, write some music, and 6 hours later I wash it out.

I've done some hot oil treatments, those rule. I like to do hemp seed hot oil treatment > castile soap shampoo > apple cider vinegar. It completely treats my scalp psoriasis and makes my hair soooo soft and healthy.
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>>7613054
>I started being honest irl because I felt like there was no point otherwise, and so far it's worked out well. Try it someday. It helps you feel attached.
There lies the problem, though. I can't do that. The only way I am able to feel more comfortable and act more natural is online with people who know me as and see me as a girl.

I don't look like a girl in real life, nobody thinks of me as one. I look very masculine. My body doesn't feel compatible with the way I want to act.

I just like, can't be me while in the closet and around a bunch of guys.
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>>7613137
what's that lump on your chest bro
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>>7613102
post your twitch again pls.
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>>7613120
i'm pleasant when i'm not arguing about stupid bullshit
idk, i get into stupid arguments a lot, it's kinda dumb
maybe i can find someone eventually, it just feels so hopeless a lot of the time
if i can finish this commission i've been stuck on i can at least get rid of a last bit of stress
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>>7613137
i perfectly pass as a cis chad and get sir'd every time
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>>7613137
since you started spamming passgen I've always thought you look like a girl but idk
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>>7613145
Those are my pecs fag
Don't you lift?
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>>7613143
wtf i use my hair mask every three days

i only leave it in for like three minutes too
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>>7613137
quaint
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>>7613141

it's like 23$ a bottle on ebay and you'll get 3-4 uses out of a bottle if you have shoulder length hair desu

>>7613143

>tfw i only use deep conditioners and do olaplex treatments once a week because i dye my hair nonstop
at least it's pretty despite all the money and time i dedicate to this inane bullshit lmao
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>>7613119
You know what I've always found amazing about SJW logic? They really think that they aren't being racist when they say shit like this. Think about it: this argument is that black people are always victims and therefore they can never do anything wrong because they can't help themselves. (It's society's fault, after all!) They can literally beat white people in the streets indiscriminately, shoot at them, and try to set them on fire while they're still alive, and all this is okay because black people don't know any better. Who the fuck do you think you are?
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>>7613139
>stockholm syndrome
that's a bit of an exaggeration, but it wouldn't be the first time I've been caught in an abusive relationship. At least this time it's from a position where I'm comfortable being myself.

>>7613147
I rarely stream lol
also, I'm not giving it out to anons for what SHOULD be obvious reasons
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>>7613151
omg I have the same flannel
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>>7613122
I'll take 3
>>7613131
I dont even brush i just say fuck it
i still use by male shampoo product
>>7613133
Im hoping that when i get a job i can experiment with hair care products a bit til i find something that works for me
Its all just so much and everyone says something different
>>7613136
True, i asked my female cousins about hair care for long hair and they just ¯\_(シ)_/¯ but i want to start doing something with it.
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How tf do I tell my work of my name change?
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tfw your boymode passes perfectly
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>>7613129
biggest skill i learned was to stay the fuck away from shampoo (though it's probably different for everyone)
>>7613137
i think you've got a little too much curve to be a boy
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>>7613022
I've got plans to go on a date with a boy tomorrow
Not sure what we're doing yet
We were thinking about seeing a bad movie for laughs but idc what I do as long as I get to spend time with him
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>>7613166
"Hello, work. My name is Kayla now."
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>>7613160
>this argument is that black people are always victims and therefore they can never do anything wrong because they can't help themselves
no it isnt

>They can literally beat white people in the streets indiscriminately, shoot at them, and try to set them on fire while they're still alive, and all this is okay because black people don't know any better.
no

>Who the fuck do you think you are?
im the sjw tranny come to shit up your thread
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>>7613168
>tfw you transcend modes and just have a weird androgynous existence that confuses people
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>>7613168
iktf
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>>7613157
nice
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>check mtfg
>talking about place I live near and transtrenders
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>>7613157
>carpet
>shoes inside the house
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>>7613177
You don't, you look like a girl there.
tfw pretty girls here posting their girly boymodes make me super sad
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>>7613164

honestly i really hate to say this even tho it's like 500% true but like
if you want to be taken seriously as a woman in this society as a tranny you need to consistently look better than every bitch around you
it's awful but it's the truth. cis women don't have to tryhard cause they just are women. which is how it should be for us but it isn't so rip
if you can make yourself look your best then you should do it. it only gets you more brownie points and makes your life easier lmao
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>>7613174
Yeah, and you suck at argumentation, too.
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>>7613177
jealous of your hairline :/
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>>7613181
I am a huge slob
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>>7613166
I just gave them my name change certificate and let them figure it out.

Actually, I know an f2m who did this big video presentation thing in the staff meeting to announce it lol.
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>>7613186
teach me how to be the best edie ^^
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>>7613137
McFucking kill me ill never pass
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boymodes?
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>>7613168
I'm in a weird state where I'll get "sir" in a sweatshirt, and "ma'am" in a tank top.
I've been called sir more ever since I cut my hair desu.

>>7613172
I always hear to watch a mediocre or worse movie on a date (unless you're both huge movie geeks) so that you're not super-focused on it.

>>7613176
iktf
>>
it feels pretty good to know the basics of girl stuff fairly well. hair care makeup clothing skin care and confidence are like default and normal now since it's been so long

I hope everyone gets to this point where theyre happy and comfortable with being a woman
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>>7613173
Now i will totally not do it
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>>7613126
>>7613141

Flangey is absolutely a word. It's the state of being at flange. A flange effect involves two simultaneous signals of the same source being offset by a couple miliseconds. The result is a warping, slow beat frequency between the two. Phasing and flanging are very similar but phasing involves a modulating filter aspect to the other signal.

pic related: flanging vs phasing
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>tfw don't even have a girlmode
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>>7612855
>tfw no qt tranny friend to bond over being an awkward neet
>tfw no qt tranny friend to talk about books and art
>tfw no qt tranny to take turns playing FFIX
>tfw no qt tranny friend to help me pick out interesting clothes
>tfw no qt tranny friend to take on a quiet lowkey dinner date at the local chinese place
>tfw no qt tranny friend to take on a walk through the park afterward and show her my favorite spot to sit when I need to get out of the house
>tfw no qt tranny friend to slowly sidle up next to because its cold on the grass
>tfw no qt tranny friend to get lost in while she talks about her goals in life
>tfw no qt tranny friend to gently long for holding her hand
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>>7613162
Yeah i meant it as a joke to initiate conversation >>
That is pretty cool though and im glad you are comfortable with it.
how hard was it to get on the team?
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>>7613188
I don't know, she could be hiding an early male pattern baldness with her bangs like that. My hairline kind of creeps up in the corners but with my hair down like that you can't tell.
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>>7613193
You remind me a little bit of H. P. Lovecraft (in a good way)
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>>7613132
I'm not talking about individual people's actions I'm trying to say structural racism does exist sorry I am not great at writing.

read this link it does a good explanation http://www.racismnoway.com.au/teaching-resources/factsheets/32.html

I just skimmed this one so idk if everything is good but it has more info http://sociology.about.com/od/S_Index/fl/Systemic-Racism.htm
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>>7613194
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>>7613192

you'll need:
1. qt clothes
2. qt makeup
3. qt hair
4. qt voice
5. qt soul

>>7612855

literally all of my friends are trans and it's the best and worst thing to ever happen to me lmao
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>>7613170
Yeah i've heard that but then some people use it religiously
I have to use it to an extent because of dandruff and no other solution has worked for me that is also cheap so ehh
But i plan on spending more time and money on it when i get a job
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>>7613203
<3
what are the signals?
sorry that's a dumb question
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>>7613186
preach it bb. my tranny mama said exactly this almost word for word so ur def not wrongits kinda fucked up we have to always leave the house slaying to be seen as a woman but such is life as a tranny we do this living thing on hard mode
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>>7613216
>1. qt clothes
nope
>2. qt makeup
nope
>3. qt hair
nope
>4. qt voice
nope
>5. qt soul
nope

rip
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>>7613196
Last movie we saw was Snowden and had some sensible chuckles about it
>>7613215
wha
>>7612855
that's why i came here senpai
>>7613207
that's really cute but it sounds like you want more than a friend!
or well
a friend to fall in love with
same desu
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>>7613187
I know

it makes me feel stupid and bad quite often like I can read stuff and understand most of it and think about it but when I try to explain it I fuck up and look like a big idiot
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How do I find lonely trans girls in my area so we can be slightly less lonely trans girls together?
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>>7613193

I have that same phone!
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>>7613201
It's a legal thing so you need to tell them because taxes and shit, right? If there's no repercussions just don't do it.

Otherwise >>7613191
Just letting the boss see your name change certificate should be enough. "Just let them figure it out". I like the approach of letting others reach the conclusion in their own time.
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>>7613194
I love your kiki shirt that is so cute
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>>7613162
lol you posted it here before so everyone could see.
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>>7613221

es tru rip
like even if people clock me (in their heads i guess since i get verbally clocked like once every two years lmao) they don't say shit
cause i look all done up and pretty to them cause they were socialized to think nice makeup and clothes and hair makes you important or better than them
which is false but who am i to tell them that i'm not better than them and that they're being stupid? let them be intimidated !!!

>>7613222

these are things we can work on nim buddi

>>7613225

are there sexual undertones in this post
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>>7613209
even if that is true her front is still lower than mine by a lot
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>>7613219
signal = any audio signal. You could do it with a full track. You could do it with white noise. You could do it with a fart sample. :)

It's a form of DSP (digital signal processing) just like reverb or delay. Since you can applies those to any sound, you can apply phasing and flanging to any sound.
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>>7613186
Yeah i've basically come to that same conclusion too.
Girls dont even have to try and they are still feminine innately and guys will like them just for being a woman and all they have to do is be not shit to live a good life...
I think my biggest hurdle to all this girl stuff is anxiety though, like i have no push to actually do it and i have no place i feel comfortable to do it because im not out to everyone at my house and stuff idk
I feel like im trapped on all fronts and want a (pls dont hate me for memes) safe space to get accustomed to everything. I like need more tranny friends irl or something i guess
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>>7613233
im scared
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYK6JHdmeYE
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>>7613194
I've given up on boymode/girlmode
I don't understand it.
I'm just going to try to be comfortable with the way I look 100% of the time, be it dressing modestly or showing off my boobs to get gendered female. Whatever fits the circumstance.
I hate lying to myself.

>>7613216
>4. qt voice
>5. qt soul
I have a fiery soul, but it's still fem.

Unfortunately, I have no fashion sense, don't know how to apply makeup and struggle to control my hair.

>>7613223
La La Land was supposed to be amazing; I hope I get to see it this weekend, but idk with my schedule. I have a bunch of HW and a lab report to finish. No reading to do though - Woo!! (I dropped my reading-intensive class)
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>>7613233
>are there sexual undertones in this post
Probably not, I'm fairly sure I'm only into guys and definitely sure I'm not looking for a relationship.

I just want a friend.
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>talking with qt boy on okc
t-this is new
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edie is the only camwhore ive met with a decent personality
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>>7613144
Are you on meds currently or trying to get them, perhaps? I just let people have the impression that I was a flamboyant gay guy who claimed to be a tranny and liked to dress up in chick clothes. My coworkers loved it, actually. The real satisfaction just came with time as I figured out how to present more girly and finally got on meds. Now people see me how I wish to be seen, but it was a progressive change, and every girl has to start somewhere. Mostly I think you would just benefit from expressing it in parts and eventually coming into your own. I'm not saying all at once, but a little at first.

>>7613149
*hugs*
I understand the hopelessness of it, and I'm sorry it's clouding you right now. Being argumentative isn't a deal breaker; just date a philosophy student, my gosh, they'd love you.
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>be repressing
>fap to trap porn and want to be the trap
>be trans
>fap to trap porn and want to fuck the trap

they have to be male, though. otherwise it's not #femaleempowerment
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>>7613216
>literally all of my friends are trans

Don't you pass really well? What's wrong with you?
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>>7613224
So stop rolling with a shit ideology. It's not like I want to dislike you.
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>>7613241
just play vidya and add random people, then talk with them

>>7613244
most camwhores are exhibitionists with daddy issues
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>>7613245
>Are you on meds currently or trying to get them, perhaps?
I'm on HRT, but I'm very masculine. Like, I can't do the flamboyant gay thing. It's not even really who I am.

I'm a 6'3 guy with broad shoulders and a huge nose and chin. I have my doubts, but hopefully one day I'll pass and I can be myself.

But, I can't. It just doesn't work.
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>>7613190
you dont have to be

>>7613211
i see it kinda
In the eyes and brow and massive chin lol

>>7613227
mine is broken atm that pic is from a month ago
i need to get it replaced but im too lazy

>>7613194
>not even trying to boymode

>>7613216
If i have only #5 do i have a chance still?
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>>7613252
>tfw no daddy issues
>tfw a man who reminds you of your father is a major turn off
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>>7613244
>>7613256
** the rest are just normal people going through unusually rough circumstances
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>>7613216
>literally all of my friends are trans and it's the best and worst thing to ever happen to me lmao

AAAAAAAH STOP
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>>7613243
OMG yay ambi! <3

>>7613233
YES THIS EXACTLY. like I have no problem being seen as a tranny (bc lol that's what I am im not a cis girl) if someone clocks me. but I always feel confident knowing that even if they feel a certain type of way about it they recognize that I look qt as hell and I'm for darn sure thr best looking tran tran they seen all day it's like "bitch I know I look good"
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>>7613241
hi are you me?
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>>7613252
>just play vidya and add random people, then talk with them
I have vidya friends, I'm not looking for vidya friends. I want a real life friend, one who's also trans and can understand me properly.

I've never even met a gay person, I want to meet people like me.
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>>7613236

it's totally ok to be anxious and i think it's really good to talk about it, but you should try not to focus on it
it's ok to want a safe space too. you just gotta find it. TRANS SUPPORT GROUPS CAN SUCK BUT THEY CAN ALSO HELP WHEN YOU NEED IT
the trans community in general is kinda like a revolving door so use it for what you can and then get out.

>>7613237

don't be scared nimmy

>>7613239

these are things you can learn
well ok money can't really buy you a sense of style but it can make you look better and that's almost the same thing lmao

>>7613241

oh well in that case idk. try local lgbt groups. or be a creep and lurk on dating sites.

>>7613244

ty drakey am very flattered

>>7613247

i don't relate to cis people at all whether or not i pass on the daily. it's like being an alien in a human skin coat. and idgaf if i get clocked because my friends are trans lmao
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>>7613259
pretty sure most are just lazy people with no talent who want money
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>>7613267
kys dweeb
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>>7613218
you could try to lightly massage the shampoo onto your scalp and avoid the rest of your hair
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>>7613248
"leftist" and feminist stuff seemed like shit to me as well until I actually started reading and trying to understand what they mean then it starts to make sense and I agree with a lot of it. it's really frustrating I am too stupid to explain it properly to others though

well since we are both anon it doesn't really matter if you dislike me I would rather you don't dislike me but I don't usually talk about politics so it's not like you will be able to tell who I am just talking about random stuff here
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>>7612756
eh
we shall see
ty
>>7612761
well yeah he is
>>7612769
who knows
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>>7613255

yes

>>7613260

what why

>>7613262

yes exactly. if you feel confident in yourself and your presentation you care a lot less about other people's perception of it.
and those people tend to voice it a lot less if you appear more put together than they are. because again ppl are inherently kinda dumb with socialized bs lmao

>>7613270

trying to *eats a ton of junk food to clog my arteries*
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>>7613231
thanks!
i found it on jlist
i actually clicked the ads for once
https://jbox.com/category/apparel-cosplay/shirts/shirt-kmagd2
>>7613255
>boy shirt
>camo hat
idkw hat else to do
I went out like this to dinner with Charlotte and they thought I was her girlfriend
I wasn't even trying to do my voice and that's a men's shirt
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>>7613267
what if i fail tho
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>>7613255

What sort of broken? :(
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>when you get so lesbian that you start liking guys again
i think i took it too far, girls

>>7613274
/pol/ is a male ideology and it's only natural that transitioning drives you away from it
like, feminism seemed really stupid to me when i was repressing, obviously, because i envied women in every possible way, but once you actually have to look at things from a female perspective, it starts to make a lot more sense
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>>7613281

not trying is the same thing as failing except the former implies you were too weak to put any effort into actually living a life you can be proud of.
don't be that person, don't be pathetic, do your best because that's all you can do and things will improve simply because of that.
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>>7613273
Isn't that what you're supposed to do? Only try to work the shampoo into your scalp and like an inch of the roots. Whatever gets inadvertently washed with the shampoo by washing it out is fine.

Then you apply conditioner to the rest of it. Let it sit for a minute or two while you do another thing then wash that out while trying to work it through your hair and gently get the knots out with your fingers or a comb.
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>>7613267
I feel like i still have a lot of internalised homophobia and transphobia desu
Like that is the big part of the anxiety but also why i dont think i could ever reach out to trans communities in my area because i might just kill myself if i have to interact with a mega agp hon or some kind of unshaved feminist tranny meme
I really liked going over to junipers house because i could like totally be myself and was willing to try all this girl stuff and felt safe from criticism but that not really practical anymore :/ i gotta find another place like that where i can get past my anxieties about it all
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>>7613279
i think thats just regular mexican food
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>>7613137
Boymode is my only mode. Nobody in their right mind would confuse me for a girl.
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>>7613285
o-okay :(
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>>7613273
Yeah but its kinda hard to get my scalp without ending up just running the shampoo covered hands through my hair
idk im gonna try to be more careful about that but then i need to get a proper conditioner to go with
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/pol/ trannies are worse than male feminists desu
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>>7613295
not with those giant ogre hands
thats for damn sure
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>>7613274
I've read a lot of the actual theory as well. I used to be an SJW and I was in the thick of that mindset. But after digesting the arguments for their theory, I went ahead and read arguments against it, and frankly, the latter were more convincing. SJW's have to do a lot of redefining and social engineering in order to be right, and very often it's to spin a narrative that is better off dead. There is no mysterious superstructure keeping people down, at least not in the West, and to think that, you have to blatantly ignore evidence to the contrary or commit acts of doublethink. (e.g. Black people are permanently oppressed by white colonialism and cannot succeed, and Obama is only president because the white establishment wanted to save face and he bends over backwards for whiteness.)
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>>7613295
Awh fuck, you're really cute. Mad jealous, that's practically my goal and my highest hopes.

Honest.
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>>7613268
their "talent" is not having a sense of self-respect

>>7613265
oh
you're going to have a rough time with that, I think. Most respectable transgirls are total recluses or don't like to talk about the fact that they're trans. It rarely brings anything good to out yourself.

>>7613267
My parents have money, but they won't give me any. The least I can do is ask my mom to buy me clothes from time to time, because she has a really good fashion sense and money to spare.

Besides, she kinda only knows how to throw money at me nowadays.
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>>7613300
male feminists are a good thing...
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>>7613284
I'm a woman and I don't see myself as inferior to men. In fact, I seem to have distinct advantages over men now that they see me as a woman.
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>>7613305
>you're going to have a rough time with that, I think.
How do other people do it?
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>>7613279
>yes
coolio

>>7613280
>the way your hair is done
>that facial expression + smile
>mannerisms
gee i could never guess how they thought that :^]

>>7613283
it completely and inexplicably bricked itself while i was writing a text apologizing to someone for acting rude to them lol just my luck. Was back like a month ago now though

>>7613284
>>when you get so lesbian that you start liking guys again
n-no this is impossible! dont lie to me
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>>7613295
you look like a non-passing ftm only because your hair is so short. Grow it out.
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>>7613306
No, they aren't.
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>>7613295
You look lke a boy trying to look like a girl. Or a girl with an unfortunately short haircut from this angle. I think a lot of people of both genders are strangely attracted to people like this.

>>7613301
She made the mistake of putting her phone closer to the mirror than her body. You can tell from how thick her arm becomes as it gets near the hand. In a flat 2D image we just see a giant fucking hand resting against her chest because fuck our retard eyes open to suggestion and shit camera lenses.
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>>7613311
okay then
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>>7613305
true that owen
it makes fapping difficult thinking about that
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>>7613295
desu you look leagues ahead of me and others in natural fem look so i dont think its a stretch
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>>7613308
I don't. All of my trans friends are online. My friends IRL are all cis. A lot of the times, people just make friends online and do meetups
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>>7613137
you are not handsome or attractive as a male.
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>>7613291

well you gotta work on those internalized issues too. it's good to have a safe space to explore things but the world isn't a safe space yknow
you need to grab that give a fuck card and throw it out the window. and that goes for like.......everything trans related, really
it really shouldn't matter how someone visually represents themselves and whether they're aesthetically obviously a tranny so
you gotta understand that on a deep level. cause it doesn't just apply to unshaven feminazi trannies, it also applies to you and who you are and how you want to look
looking your best isn't gonna mean the same universal thing to everyone, but there is a best version of yourself that you can attain
and that's unique to you and that's a beautiful thing that shouldn't be based solely on others opinions.
cause if you're not genuinely satisfied with something you won't genuinely be confident and that kinda defeats the baseline purpose of it all.

>>7613292

as a trans racial caucasian woman of god that accusation offends me

>>7613305

let her make it rain then and read up on current fashion trends. look at the girls around you and what they wear too.
you don't have to dress the same way or whatever but the more you educate yourself on fashions and what looks good and what looks bad the easier it'll be to know what you do want and like.
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>>7613320
rood
>>
i'm happy with what i see in the mirror
i need to go back to school
life is weird
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>>7613322
can i get a paragraph reply also
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>>7613306
they're useful, but eh. pretty sure most straight women wouldn't want to get fucked by one
maybe if i meet like, a cute feminist twink or something lmao

>>7613307
yeah, not sure how that relates to what i said?
/pol/ ideology is distinctly woman-hating
women's social advantages only come from their ability to deal favorably with men, otherwise there are vast natural disadvantages

>>7613309
nah, like, now i really, really like the idea of fucking guys because it feels like i'd be emasculating them and that feels super empowering
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>>7613327

no you're not a tranny
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>>7613323
It just bothers me when peoplare like
MY BOYMODE IS SO ATTRACTIVE AND HANDSOME
like no its not
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>>7613302
idk what stuff you were reading but I don't read stuff like that or if I do I consider what they are saying and what evidence they have and decide for myself
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>>7613330
fuck

i had forgotten
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>>7613332
i think there was fair amount of irony in her post
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>>7613309
>it completely and inexplicably bricked itself
Damn :( that suuuuuuucks... And how awkward
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>>7613317
seriously?

>>7613322
mhm, I'm trying to educate myself on what looks good on what body type. If I understand correctly, it would be best to accent my lower-half, since I actually have decent hips and long legs. In addition, I need to do something about my shoulders.
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>>7613336

it's ok i understand..

>>7613339

these are all tru fax
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>>7613328
So, in other words, you believe that men are naturally always oppressing women and therefore their power should be undermined, despite the fact that women get shorter prison sentences from male judges specifically because men have a natural inclination to protect women. You think that the sex which is literally valued higher is the one which needs a sex-based movement in the West?
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>>7613324
>>7613324
>i'm happy with what i see in the mirror
Tell me your secrets.
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>>7613339
yeah huh

i dont wanna fap to a person whos a shameless whore
ruins my immersion
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>>7613341
can i not be a tranny too
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>>7613322
yeah
i feel bad for thinking the way i do about other trans people a lot
but its kinda hard to let go because i think imo it means accepting something about myself that i still try to run from or hide or w/e
I bought some andro clothes that should be here next week that im gonna try really hard to actually get myself to go outside in which sounds like a silly thing but thats how closeted i still am lol but i think i can do it
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tfw you remember you are and always will be trans, and probably won't ever pass
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>>7613310
I keep it short because my natural hair texture is curly and its easier to manage. I'm not convinced I would look any better with longer hair either.
>>7613315
>a boy trying to look like a girl
Right now I'm femboy mode so thats kind of exactly what I'm going for. Either way I have a very awkward and manly face I think.
>phone closer to the mirror than her body
Yeah my hand is like 6 inches from the mirror.
>her
He/him is fine. I don't feel comfortable with female pronouns when I don't pass tbqh.
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What would it be like if I started taking 50mg Spiro and 100mg Progy.
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>>7613335
>"I don't read or understand feminist theory or critical race theory."
>"But I sure do believe they have the right stuff."
C'mon familam.
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>>7613348

no

>>7613349

well update us on how it goes and i'm proud of you for trying to progress your transition cause that's really important!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and honestly i've said plenty of mean fucking transphobic shit to people who are mean to me and say the same kind of shit to me lmao
you can say or think any number of things but it's still important to understand that it genuinely doesn't really matter
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>>7613337
I suppose there might have been, but there are a fair amount of people that believe it when they say that stuff.
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>>7613345
well for the past few days i've been hurting myself every time i look in the mirror, so even the slightest glimpse of optimism is what i'd consider 'happy' right now
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>>7613359
why what did i do to deserve this
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>>7613350
>tfw you remember you arent actually a witcher and cant explore a vivid fantasy world
>>
http://cospatio.com/detail/id/00000075317
wish i had thsi
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>>7613328
oh so you mean tha whole thing again? no thanks lol

>>7613332
if i repress and become a man i bet i could be

>>7613338
Yeah it really fucked me up as i scrambled for a way to contact that person so they didnt think i was mad or something lol
but yeah it sucks. esp since i have a good warrenty and it is super easy to replace... i just havent ugh
im using my old shitty windows phone lol
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>>7613362

idk god is dead
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>>7613369
oh okay that makes sense
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>>7613353
>He/him is fine
You don't have to pass to get female pronouns around here.

Also yeah, it's definitely fair to call that a femboy mode. It's a nice look. I hope it alleviates a little bit of dysphoria for you; it's cute and fem even if it is male. How long hrt?
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>>7613356
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
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>>7613243
>said guy wants to go on a date
W-what
I wasn't expecting this
I've never been on a date before what do I do aaaaaa
>>7613350
Love you too anon
>>7613137
My boy mode is my only mode tbqh senpai
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>>7613360
if it makes you feel better i don't think my boymode is handsome
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>>7613341
:3
I'm trying my best!
unfortunately, it's hard to come by things that accent my legs without showing off my dick :/

>>7613346
no, I'm wondering why you still won't let my deadname die
I thought we had been through this

>>7613353
The fact of the matter is that you look like a boy because your hair is short.
I say this SO often - the difference between passing and not passing for a good number of people is a good haircut.
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>>7613368
You'd look soft and weak.
You could be a twink
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>>7613377
i don't think that matters.
I know you're not a dummy emi.
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>>7613059
>post music you're listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1afUbJuO2M

>>7613061
>Any of you try cholesterol for yr hair?
I try to use coconut oil on my ends every week

>>7613137
>How good is your boymode /mtfg/?
Still going strong but I'm hoping some more andro clothes will change that.
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>>7613375
Is Brad faye?
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>>7613378
>no, I'm wondering why you still won't let my deadname die
Because he's a cunt that wants to bother you, it's simple.
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>>7613356
Anyone?
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>>7613376
AHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMING RN CONGRATS!!!! <3
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>>7613388
is that a typo
you'd probably explode from 100mg of progy
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>>7613350
Hi thats me

>>7613359
I will :)
and yeah i used to not like you for the longest time because when i first came here i saw you fighting with people all the time and i was like wtf am i getting in to
I'll try harder to not worry about so many things though

>>7613384
HAHAHAHAHAHA the secret is revealed

>>7613379
b-but i dont like men
do straight twinks even exist? i mean besides ftm's lol
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>>7613378
Are you honestly that curious as to why drakeposter is a dick to some and not to others?

It's his creepy way of becoming entrenched here while being able to bully people still
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>>7613378
im chaotic neutral brah

why not just let me have my fun?
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>>7613320
Australians have really low standards
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>>7613381
buddi
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>>7613390
yeah I meant 1mg, was thinking of Spiro.
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>>7613357
don't bully me please I already said I'm an idiot

I don't consider myself an or whatever SJW either idk if you think I do I just agree with some of the things they say but I also like to read anarchist and post-left/anti-civ thinkers so my opinions might be different than what you are thinking

sorry I know this sounds really stupid
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>>7613395
>chaotic neutral
>aka asshole with no morals either way
>>
>>7613375
>tfw you will never be brad (even though that's hella gay)
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>>7613366
Would it even fit you? That's a Japanese female XL.

Dress length is 69cm, shoulder width is 67. Arm length is 63 cm.
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>>7613344
Women are naturally weaker, more susceptible to rape and violent crime, often mistreated for being female, by religious organizations and other backwards types, etc

just because women get better treatment on tumblr and in cities doesn't mean the USA is one massive feminist paradise

that being said, feminism would be worthwhile even if women held all the power in their hands. a woman fighting for male rights is just a sell out

>>7613368
yeah
THAT whole thing ;)
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>>7613393
So basically cis male edie
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>>7613400
hmmmmmmm

sounds about right
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>>7613384
it is suspected that that meme took some inspiration from faye yes
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>>7613377
i bet your boymode is pretty pretti
and i bet you look like a girl
>>
Lonely...pfft..sad..I wish I had friends irl
>>
>>7613388
100mg of estrogen would just cause an embolism and you would fucking die. I'd give it day two until you die if you manage to not die the first day somehow and continue doing it.
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>>7613408
you don't pass yet, but your boymode is pretty pretty
>>
>>7613409
I'm your friend
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>>7613396
do they?
>>7613391
yes.
>>7613402
with my measurements being
Back shoulders: 17
Front shoulders: 16
Bust: 38
Chest: 32.5
Waist: 30.5
Hips: 38
Midway: 35
Thighs: 23
Calves: 14
Knees: 14
Upper arms: 11
Forearms: 10
Shirt length: 23
Neck: 14.5
it should fit.
>>7613397
emi friend
>>7613409
me too beep
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>>7613059
>post music you're listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1CjxQXXA7o

>>7613385
he already said he wouldn't do it again
so I'm just wondering why he's doing it again
I can't even get mad about it.

>>7613395
because it's hardly fun when your "trolling" is utterly defeating. If you're going to outright disrespect me, I have no reason to get passionate about it. I just lose, no matter what I say from there forward, so there's no reason to fight.

>>7613393
he just wants attention.
he's not even being a dick, he's just doing what gets him the most attention.
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>>7613398
i think the normal starting dosage is 100mg spiro and 2mg progy
but honestly i wish i had just done 200mg spiro, 100mg felt pointless
>>
>>7613356
you would probably get some effects like less greasy skin and maybe thinner body hair
>>
>>7613416
yea
my mum always says I'm handsome
>>
>>7613399
>I also like to read anarchist and post-left/anti-civ thinkers
Hey, now you might actually be able to win me over a bit.

Look, I know I've been grilling you, but I just think it's a bad idea to get your head stuck in a victimhood ideology. For one thing, if you're an anarchist, you can do better than that. What anarchist stuff have you read about?
>>
does anyone remember the trip Emily?
what happened to her?
>>
>>7613368
Go on bub, you deserve better than a windows phone :(

>>7613137
>>7613396

Yes we do! Where are you from?

Its the brows that give you away IMO, but most people wouldn't notice, or maybe just assume you are a poof or something ;)

>>7613416

We really do have low standards...
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>>7613417
>utterly defeating

you know this is an online image board right?
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>>7613424
don't get me started...
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>>7613424
she's taking a break i think
i wanted to see her new glasses, i feel incomplete
>>
>>7613424
she said she is going to stop coming to mtfg for a while because it is not good for her mental health
>>
>>7613416
hmmmm

im doubtful of these measurements
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>>7613421
well thats because shes yer mom silly
you gotta get strangers opinions.
>>7613424
She posts in my discord time to time.
She doesnt like 4chan anymore
>>7613425
damn lmao
>>
>>7613424
kidnapped by abos
>>
yo dont bully drake he's a bro...
>>7613424
>remember
yea
>know
no
>>
>>7613374
>How long hrt?
7 ish years on and off.
>you look like a boy because your hair is short
I'm open to growing it out, but I've seen what I look like with long hair. I just look like an ugly girl.
>>
Sos
>I have zero interest in penis right now
Need 2 b rescue
bad situation
Send help
>>
>>7613427
so what?
you're all real people. I'd respond the same way if you deadnamed me, knowing that I was trans and wanted to be called Charlotte irl.
>>
>>7613418
Same. 100mg was pointless. It didn't nuke my T and the T I had just bullied the estrogen I was putting into my body. All 4 months on that dosage did was give me gyno and make my skin less oily. 2 months on a proper dosage and my body was starting to catch up to where it should be in transition. I had a great Christmas present to myself when I realized how soft my skin was that day.
>>
>>7613414
o-oh...
Is this the life i'm destined for?
i might be okay with this

>>7613425
Yeah i have nothing to do right now so i might as well look in to it
If i have to make a phone call i never will though lmao
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>>7613408
>implying
>>
burch
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>>7613403
>a woman fighting for male rights is just a sell out
Well, at least you admit to being a supremacist. You can justify it all you like by bringing up shitty religious people and "backwards types", but that is a hypocritical stance for you since you seem to actively wish for the oppression of men.
>>
>>7613432
ill do a remeasure
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>>7613445
I mean, still better than me so ¯\_(シ)_/¯¯\_(シ)_/¯¯\_(シ)_/¯
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>>7613441
have you ever considered that you might be taking this place too seriously?
you even have that girl who dumped you posting here

not healthy to put so much weight on this place
>>
>>7613440
eat my boipusc
>>
>>7613438
would you rather be an ugly girl or an ugly beta boy?
you need some kind of gender signalling
>>
>when you notice your skin is softer
it's a good feel
>>
>>7613427
>you will never defeated
im basically already hollow

>>7613433
:) thanks isla I will

>>7613425
cool your dick off dude jeez
>>
>>7613445
Cute.
>>
>>7613446
hey carol :3

>>7613448
If you'd call your average christian man a male supremacist, then, sure, I could go under 'supremacist'.
>>
>>7613457
get those about u being a girl though
>>
>>7613453
Pookie hi
>>
>>7613445
a little makeup and he'd be good to go desu
>>
>>7613463
Caroline hi
>>
>>7613389
Thanks <3
Still figuring out where he wants to go for the date but he sounds like he wants to go to the park or the artsy hipster area that I like
I was too nervous to reply to him all week and we had a nice convo, totally unexpected
>>7613440
>0 interest in benis
Why
>>
bye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIuUER_Rpe8
>>
>>7613459
mommy
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>>7613457
>>
hmm..
>>
So you want a lesbian relationship do you?

I told my gf I'm going to move in 3 months and we're breaking up if she doesn't find a way to live with me somewhere

Sheena sind well talk

Gets here, cries for an hour, I start crying, we eat chinese donut things, snugs... and then we never talk about anything

This is literally the worst, at least as a guy I could just tell the girl what to do because I was the man
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>>7613465
how r u
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>>7613416
I'm jealous of the shirt length mostly. The only way to make female shirts not be too short is to wear a size too big. Yet because of my boobs I think guy shirts look like shit on me now and make me look way bigger.
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>>7613459
I think the sexist Christian men, who I don't think compose the average anymore, are supremacist, yes. So, if you are comparing yourself to more fundamentalist Christians, I'd say you set a low bar for yourself. After all, "I'm only as sexist as a sexist Christian."
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>>7613471
that's hella gay, brad
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>>7613466
vocaroo.com/i/s12Jsy3k0QHo
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>>7613422
idk about victimhood I guess you mean sjw stuff

I listened to the entire crimethinc podcast which is basically news and then they go over different anarchist ideas and perspectives so that was like maybe 50 (idk maybe more) hours of random stuff

I read stuff like Abolition of Work, Against Identity Politics, The Poverty of Student Life, and like random other essays that get posted to anarchistnews. I also read like random basic stuff I guess. I am going to read aragorn! 's writings about nihilist anarchism I think
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>>7613471
Just "be the man in the relationship" and act like one.
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>>7613475
Iktf boobs make you look fat in half of everything
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Who here is a good Christian girl?
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>>7613484
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>>7613475
hmm
well id check more specifically on stuff
i plan on measuring again at like an actual place to get it done perfectly
>>7613492
not quite.
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>>7613481
I'M NOYT BRAD STOOOOP IIITTTT
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>>7613468
uwu
my little girl

>>7613476
it's in the nature of the sexes to struggle to power
if we finally manage to compensate for women's natural disadvantages, it would be extremely unfair to men, as the stronger sex would, naturally, recieve fewer benefits
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>>7613492
me
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>>7613492
i shoulda been
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>>7613486
She wouldn't take me seriously
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>>7613451
>>7613458
>>7613464
>hugbox brigade comes out every time i post that picture of it
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>>7613453
Ok
*eats u oht*
Eating ass is the future
>>7613466
She was upset I didn't tell her I was a dickgirl before we met rip
>>7613492
I am
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>>7613484
Thanks, I'll let ya know how it goes
>>7613492
I'm a good Catholic girl :3
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>>7613454
Being a faggy guy isn't so bad. I could probably deal with this existence in relative comfort tbqh. It helps that I'm bi and I like guys more than girls.

Although, when I've grown my hair out before I got ma'am a lot more than sir. It felt kind of nice tbqh. But I figured it was probably because of the long hair more than anything. I guess I try to ignore it because transition doesn't feel possible. I don't know if I can get over the anxiety of feeling like I'll always be less than real women.

That sounds pretty mild but I actually hate myself a lot for being tempted by transition at all.
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>>7613497
uwuwuwu
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>>7613492
i am, but it's not my choice
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>>7613485
Ah, okay. You're alright then. I came on strong, and I apologize. If you're anti-idpol, you're good. I do find the anarchist strain of feminist theory and anti-authoritarianism to be a lot more tolerable than the idpol victimhood variety espoused by modern liberals. I still have some issues with it, but not as much, and I think I understand what anarchists are trying to accomplish with it. You're actually pretty interesting. Don't let me bring you down.
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>>7613492
>girl
>IMPLICATION
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i'm also chaotic neutral
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>>7613501
hugbox brigade huh
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>>7613508
I feel this is my fate as well. It certainly sounds easier anyway.
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>>7613497
So you really take the whole male disposability thing to the extreme, eh?
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>>7613492
if christian girls are good, why do they hate faggots?
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i want a bf
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>>7613506
>Eating ass is the future
>She was upset I didn't tell her I was a dickgirl before we met rip
>I am a Christian girl
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>>7613523
you stole my uncle phil meatball picture
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>>7613474
p bad rn
wbu carol
hope ur well
>>7613506
*cyms*
helllllllll yeah
>>7613508
yea desu fagboy life is THE life desu...
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>>7613492
>"good christian"
>trans
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>>7613522
holy shit she's adorable
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god i want my chin gone and my jaw to be not crooked
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>>7613528
oh someone posted it in SKiTTLE / Afro's server.
tho they do browse mtfg sometimes
so like
that could be it
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>>7613522
God loves faggots like David and jonathan
>>7613526
ALL OF THEM ARE TRUE
>>7613530
I eat the booty like groceries
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>>7613512
I bring myself down usually so its okay

I just try to understand different things and figure out what I agree with but it is difficult
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>>7613378

that's why dead jesus invented tucking bb

>>7613391

it's ok lots of ppl don't like me lmao
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>>7613537
it's from the fesh pince of blair youtube poop
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We are all so fucked.
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>>7613544
never seen it
honestly thought it might have been danny devito
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I'm disappointed bc I didn't want to PIV but I did want to make out
>>7613546
Not me!!
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>>7613522
I fucking NEED a white hoodie. I'm sick of how much black clothing I accidentally picked up over the years. A white hoodie would add color to my outfit no matter what dumb nerd shirt I wear.

Anybody got suggestions on where I should buy? I'm disgustingly wary of size issues. I want to actually be able to zip it up. Despite the brand Walmart.com and Amazon have a lot of the reviews complaining how it runs small. Or tiny 4' girls saying how they're perfect.
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how do i get kisses as a shy and anxious tranny
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tfw lasted only 5 days of calorie deficit diet
DX
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>>7613536
wat

that's not something you actually worry about is it
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>>7613540
Just take your time with it. You'll figure out what works for you, even if jerks like me try to stifle you along the way. :)
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>christianity
>>
do you ever wonder what you did wrong
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>>7613558
>roman polytheism
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>>7613550
>I want to actually be able to zip it up.
are you fat?
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The world is going to end this year.
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>>7613561
I didn't jump in front of that train when I had the chance.
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>>7613461
But isla the whole world's a hugbox
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what emotions are being conveyed here?
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>>7613546
idk

>>7613561
there is no fate karma all that shit life is just random and chaotic
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Is dilating agp?
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>>7613570
necromancy
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>>7613535
yeah, but she's russian, so take that for what it's worth
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>>7613568
things will get better than that dark time
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>>7613558
did you read these
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>>7613552
eat soup and vegetables
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>>7613509
uwu

>>7613521
i have plenty of male friends, and i like them, but their rights aren't my issue
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>>7613558
>welsh independence
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>>7613556
Thank you for the kindness
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>>7613577
No, those look really dull
>>7613570
Bill came.
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>>7613570
Death comes to us all soon.
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>>7613550
Try on clothes before you buy them. Or if you're too afraid to go to a store, read the Amazon reviews and try to find one by someone with similar measurements.
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i got a (u) but i can't find it :(
>>7613555
yeah it's my most masculine facial feature and i have to wait probably another half year at least to finally get braces which will suck
>>7613577
i love and have those books but never read the last one
>>7613578
why soup?
i've been doing a more well rounded diet than that i think.
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>>7613570
The future
>>7613561
I know exactly where I went wrong!!
>>7613551
I'll help u
What kind of kisses do you want, and where on your body?
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>>7613572
elanna I want to say to you you are not gay you are just yourself and yourself is a good and nice person I am sorry for teasing you so much
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>>7613577
i did
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>>7613521
also i may be slightly manic at the moment, so i may mellow out in a month ;^)
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I should buy a dress.
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>>7613592
luv u pooki
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>>7613589
soup broth is low cal and you can put yummy noodles and veggies and stuff to give it more substance
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>>7613572
No
That's straight
>>7613552
Fill up on water. That's literally the secret. You have to be drinking TONS of water
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I have stupid issues that I'm trying not to impulsively act out on
it's tough
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>>7613531
It's called cognitive dissonance
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>>7613579
Germaine Greer thinks the same thing about you, incidentally.
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>>7613589
i dun get it
your chin looks completely fine

its straight but not in a bad way and goes really well with your hair

i thought you were joking lol
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>>7613606
existing in general is tough desu...
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>>7613613
>>7613613
>>7613613
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>>7613594
tfw melly bought me my first dress
>>7613600
aren't noodles high in carbs?
>>7613604
i have been
it was just chocolate ;-;
>>7613610
i hide it really well in pictures
thanks for hugbox tho bro
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>>7613617
>i hide it really well in pictures
post chin
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>>7613569
then what does it matter?
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>>7613565
Not at all. My Mom actually said she was jealous of me the other day saying I'm "so little now" when she hugged me and wished she was little again (4 kids + middle age).

I guess not zipping it up. I guess I just want it to actually be a bit baggy and not be short? Just... you know, being 5'11".

I guess I just need to fucking do it.

>>7613588
I try do to the latter and that's what discouraged me. Lots of talk of sizes running small and second guessing myself and worrying I'll buy a fuck huge size or a tiny thing.

I don't want to buy in person because I don't feel up to trying on female clothes before I try them in public yet even though I know no one gives a shit I'm some crossdressing fag. I was brave enough to have a stranger put make up on my face in public to match my skin tone before hrt but I'm chickening out now.
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>>7613593
Fair enough.
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>>7612874
If all it takes is being around femininity ti make him trans then he's hardly a man now is he? Give the guy a little faith, not everyone wants to be a girl.
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