I hate myself and that is okay edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• buddi
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>7610819
hating yourself is not okay edition
im a big girl
>>7611973
i would kill myself if I started repressing again anon. it's extremely painful
space is coooooool
Is this what happened to Melly? She's become just like Angie. Pathetic!
>>7612003
big in all the right places
How's /mtfg/ doing tonight?
>>7612005
I know you
Feel the things you see
You know they're true
What are you gonna do?
Why can't you
Empathize with Jesus' point of view?
What are you gonna do?
Can you feel the darkness shining through?
What are you gonna do?
Why can't you
Move yourself like other people do?
What are you gonna do?
I know you
Wouldn't be the way you feel if you could choose
What are you gonna do?
Can you feel the darkness shining through?
What are you gonna do?
>>7611994
ew desu
>>7611993
Yeah i was at about 145lbs pretty steady but i dropped to 140 and my chest feels smaller and i feel weaker lol
maybe i am slowly killing myself
>>7612007
you bullied angie to suicide you monster
>>7612007
What do you mean?
>>7612003
for you
Who else here ugly fridgebod?
>5'6"
>36" bust inc. small a cups
>30" waist
>35 1/2" hips
>16" biacromial distance
Am I doomed to a life of honhood?
I hate myself
Is that okay
>>7612015
bad
>>7611990
I want to puke you sick freaks.
I hope you all fucking die.ee i need to go pound my wife back at the homestead anyways.
>>7612028
yes
>>7612020
Rip me
>make a joke
>someone gets really mad at me over it
i'm much better off being boring and safe
>>7612015
Not great.
>>7612015
happy! gunna see my bf again tonight and sleep in tomorrow morning and get breakfast :3
my sex drive is back in full force so I'm gonna have him fuck me tonight and tomorrow morning
>>7612027
>5'6"
reee
>>7612032
do you hate me too
REPOSTING
>>7611973
no boobs? how did you manage?
>>7611978
I think we might have a misunderstanding. 12 year olds can be real men :^)
I'm joking! I swear! /ss/ is bad! Ignore the pic I'm posting!!
>>7611983
Yeah.
Didn't Basic and Bexe start around that age too give or take a few months?
It happens. We suck, but it's not that rare.
It's all about trying not to be a hon and have some grace as old women.
>>7612001
No, that's socialism. State capitalism implies the intention of expansion and control, making it pretty close to fascism in the economical sense. (you can actually be a fascist without the social, race or expansitonist elements)
>>7612037
people on here can be autists don't let it make you sad
>>7612037
I know that feel.
>>7612008
How big is your girl penis? Are you really dating your cousin? I'm not HIV positive. I could show you how you're supposed to feel.
>>7612042
no you're nice
i thought you asked if that was bad
>>7612012
Ew! The kid ain't my type. He's scrawny, two feet shorter than I am, and has a bulbous head and that weird translucent skin overbred white people get. Also he's 12.
>>7612027
you could try corsets for your waist
>>7612016
>Why can't you
>Move yourself like other people do?
>I know you
>Wouldn't be the way you feel if you could choose
I wish i had answers but i don't ¯\_(シ)_/¯
I'm giving up on it all by disconnecting
you quote that band a lot
>>7612027
Me.
6'2
38" underbust
idk the other stuff but im ugly
>>7612045
Becca started li a year before I did I think nayv I'm remembering wrong and it's just like 6 months
eh it's not that bad mid 20s is still considered young for transition
>>7612002
i do what i want
whenever i like
because it's my life
and i don't ever wanna do what i am told
and i'm getting old
and this is how my life's been turning out
>>7612053
its a nim!
good evening everyone I hope you're doing well
>>7612031
Tell your sis- wife I said asuh dude
>>7612071
a grace!
i gotta catch it before it gets away!
>>7612076
Hey bro
>>7612078
>it
>nim is objectifying me
>>7612076
I'm not
I got into really big trouble today
>>7612007
She's just making a joke only she can enjoy, it happens.
>>7612019
you know how it is.
you should force yourself to eat.
that's just how it is. turn it into habit even if you don't like it.
Empty calories don't replace real food.
>>7612037
nah, you just have to hug them when that happens. it works for me and I present as a guy.
>>7612041
how can you look like a guy with boobs?
Also, those numbers look like nothing to me because metric and stuff. Is it bad? Are you, like, fat?
>>7612052
micropenis, her gt is quite famous here.
>>7612054
real talk.
I met again with a guy who I had a crush on when we were 16 a couple of weeks ago. He was still like 2 feet shorter than me or something like that. I had really dirty thoughts.
But tiny manlets aren't for everyone. More when they are sort of ilegal and it would be a horrible idea for everyone's sake.
I know that translucent skin feel. It's not really as much of an asset as people seem to think...
>>7612052
I married my double first cousin because I wanted to keep the blood line pure. It also helps she is scarily like me. Like down to our fucking eating habits and quirks. I really do love this girl and despite not being religious I justified it to our family that it was okay because it was in the bible.
Honestly, I hate women full r9k style. I think they are stupid, dumb, emotional, and weak. My wife is most likely the only woman I can be with long term because I can trust my own blood and she is uncannily like me.
>>7612076
hello
>>7612085
you can objectify me if you want ^^
>>7612087
I don't get how nelly is becoming like me
Recently i've been obsessed with learning about higher order rainbows
>>7612015
Decently. Kinda. Not really. Egh :/
>>7612092
You really have no shame do you?
>desperately need help and to meet people that are like me so I can get over emotional hurdles and become more comfortable with the thought of me being transgender
>don't want to go near the LGBT club of my Canadian college
>>7612088
So did you cut your hair and are you a man again?
If so, I don't believe you
>>7612076
hello boy
i wonder what aliens actually look like
>>7612097
only if you want me to~
>>7612064
>eh it's not that bad mid 20s is still considered young for transition
let's not kid ourselves, k?
we're christmass cakes, we're supposed to be way past all this crap by our age. it just happens.
>>7612093
she's becoming easy to hate, that's it. but she's more clearly a character and everyone should know she's having fun with it.
how many cellphones have you stole lately? :^)
Is toku gonna be good this season? I sort of want to get back in the yearly bandwaggon but I just don't know...
>>7612088
is she a tranny too?
>>7612098
how's your day been?
i hope it was well!
>>7612105
Go check out the timelines linked in OP : ^)
>>7612087
I know but it is really hard to eat when i am nearly constantly overwhelmed by crippling depression, isolation, and loneliness...
Ironically i eat better when i have someone to cook for other than myself. I never see it as worth it when it is only for me.
>>7612105
Like trannies
>>7612088
melly <3 Yr a girl
>>7612094
elaborate?
sounds like you still have some drive after all
>>7612112
>crippling depression
u quote memes a lot
>>7612107
u w0t? the average age of transition is way higher than mid 20s. no we aren't young adults but we are young transitioners. teens and kid trannies are the extreme minority
>>7612106
do
you throw yourself so eagerly at everyone like this?
>>7612076
Since when do you trip? Hello!
>>7612087
I mean, I'd go for a short guy. I'd actually prefer it. A nice short man to cook dinner for, have him take me to pound town, and then he gets to be my little spoon when we fall asleep because I sleep better that way. I mostly meant to say I'm not into children.
>>7612102
Yeah, that's because most LGBT groups are full to the brim with SJW's who would actively look for reasons to make you feel like shit about yourself. Avoid them like the plague. The only reason I have any trans friends is Vancouver is by chance at this point and because I screened the fuck out of them.
>>7612103
I stopped taking hormones and talk like a non fruit bowl now. I kept my hair though because I am an American Indian but I started growing a beard. The only fucked up part is my hair still looks female because I got it layered in may.
I want a really controlling bf who hurts me sometimes
I think it's related to my daddy issues but idk
>>7612102
Is there even any way to meet other trans people just for like friendship?
What websites do you all use aside from this one?
>>7612124
:^]
Yeah
That's the only reason you look like a girl....
Y-your H-hair.
I hope you're well.
>>7612122
Yeah, I present as a white male so I'm not sure I'd even be allowed in.
>>7612120
are you calling me a tramp?
>>7612124
I thought you were going to go fuck your cousin? Why are you still here, you two pump chump?
>>7612128
Facebook Instagram Pininterest
>>7612124
get a mohawk
>>7612118
OMFG what is this picture
>>7612094
Those rainbows are totally sweet, good on you! I try to spot them, but of course the conditions aren't always ideal to see them without long-exposure photography. I've been able to spot some doubles, but those are easy.
>>7612118
>elaborate
see pic
>>7612128
tumblr
>>7612107
No one should hate me :(
I stopped stealing. I've been recouping from surgery.
Uchuu Sentai Kyuranger looks amazing
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UkaSEO8xOO8
Starting off with 9 heroes right off the bat. 5 humans, 2 cyborgs, 2 aliens
>>7612132
Trying to discern if you are.
>>7612118
Why are you rubbing that feminine penis on the baby?
last night i wrote really edgy poetry tuned to the chorus of 'feel good inc' and it helped me go from cripplingly depressed to depressed but able to have fun
maybe i should do it again but i don't have any drive
>>7612126
I met an agp qt through a discord for writers and artists. Just look for groups that have similar hobbies and you're bound to run into a tranny eventually.
>>7612124
I don't believe you
>>7612145
are you not familiar with the phrase "nim is not for lewd"!?
>>7612118
Soooooo cuuuuuuuuute~ nwn!
TFW my boy isn't here to throw me around my bed and choke me while listening to this album.
Who else /Massive Attack/ here?
>>7612154
Nim seems to wanna change that.
>>7612105
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHJeqPVGTUY
>>7612131
They would probably allow you in, but they would be watching you like a hawk and they would try to make you as apologetic for being white as possible. Some of the ballsier ones might even make a jab at you for being "socialized as a male" or something.
>>7612150
Emo poetry is best poetry.
>TFW workbros use the term Tranny in reference to a Transmission... A common phrase
"Yeah, that Tranny is bad. I pulled the pan and now it's dripping with pieces all over the floor"
>I've never blushed so hard in my life
>>7612126
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.tgpersonals.transgndr&hl=en
how is being a femboy even possible?
I want to transition more now than when I started hrt
and it's making me so gay! all I ever think about is cuddling with a guy
>>7612151
i've met a few transgirls on r9k, and one of the guys i knew from homestuck is trans now. and she's really nice and helped me get hormones
i miss homestuck. the fandom was such a great way to meet girls ;_;
now that it's gone all i have is 4chan
>>7612156
did you ever see my or anon's replies
i can't upload to vocaroo but anon said you can download an mp3 from the site
desu though i thought you disliked me so it's weird you'd bother
>>7612159
yeah it was really cringe though
>>7612163
I'll make you my woman.
Your cousin will be our cucktress
>>7612159
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHJeqPVGTUY [Embed]
Ayy
>>7612139
You raped me
>>7612141
??
i don't get it
>>7612146
that's mitch apparently
>>7612156
they're ok
>>7612160
isn't that like every day?
>>7612163
we are all one people
Get rid of your pride
>>7612170
Yes, yes I am
>>7612112
>Ironically i eat better when i have someone to cook for other than myself.
That's not ironic, that's how pretty much everyone works. I stopped smoking and ate super healthy when I lived with a partner, after I left her it lasted at best 6 months before everything went to the crapper.
>>7612119
But we're so behind ciswomen at this point, it's pretty much a joke. We might be better than hons, that means nothing.
I don't know. I'm happy aging with some grace. Even though I super enjoy typing and acting like an airhead...
>>7612121
Smaller doms are the best! Being overpowered by someone smaller than you is the absolute sub fantasy!
But, again, you know, little kids are hurt but that kind of crap.
>>7612156
Yo. Heligoland was on repeat for a long time when it came out.
>>7612162
Yeah, that happens. Can't help being comforted by the thought of nuzzling up to a wall of protection and heat.
>>7612167
Can I... Can I read it?
>>7612169
>>7612159
>Some of the ballsier ones might even make a jab at you for being "socialized as a male" or something.
This is something I super worry about, I'm not feminine. Like, I never was and never want to be. There's a different between being girly and being a woman in my eyes. I've always identified more with tomboys, and all my female friends (whom I've lost contact with) growing up were tomboys.
I see a lot of people even on here give other people shit for not having a massive feminine presence in their lives growing up. Not knowing cultural female mannerisms like it makes them less valid as a woman.
I don't want to have people think I'm faking or less valid as a trans woman just because I act "masculine"
>>7612158
n-no! im obviously just messing with you!
So I bet one of my gf's parents today when I was at my gf's dorm and they were angry that I was dating their daughter cause of the age difference
>>7612168
I am sorry but I only love her.
It honestly feels weird being married. I thought I was going to be single for the rest of my life and I was just getting happy with that then bam. I am happy though and honestly she is like half the reason I detransitioned. I really do love her. I just can't explain it, whenever I look at her it is like I am on mama.
>>7612170
It wasn't rape, you called mem th at name I had to get my retribution on your chest.
>>7612118
So like, rainbows alright, we all know they happen when light gets refracted by raindrops under certain conditions causing a scattering effect.
But the normal rainbow we see is a "1st order rainbow" because the light refracts only once in those rain drops, i.e. it bounces inside it once then comes out. Light does this all the time in all kinds of rain conditions, but only in certain conditions can we see it and only at a certain angle which is why the whole sky doesn't become a rainbow. If we move our position the rainbow moves with us because it is based on our perspective and the weather conditions.
But there is more to it!
Light can reflect more than one time in rain drops, and it usually does, but more reflections mean less light and it becomes more scattered and harder to see. It also means the position relative to you changes where you can see it in the sky. the second most common is the second order rainbow which makes the double rainbow we see sometimes. But there are more. And their positions are even more different. First and second order rainbows are always opposite of the sun, but third and fourth order rainbows are towards the sun, which is why you can almost never see them, also because they are even more faint than the second order.
But there are even more! The fifth order rainbow appears between the first and second in the space that is darker. (fun fact if you didnt know that, the space between the two rainbows in a double rainbow is darker than the rest of the sky)
(also another fun fact the reason the second rainbow has its colors backwards is because of the reflection and each higher order flips back and forth)
So like it is really cool and some photographers have captures rare photos of these higher order rainbows and its like amazing!
I hate having to type this all out instead of saying it because i feel like i am paraphrasing
Here is a diagram for reference too that i found online
sorry for ramble
>u quote memes a lot
It isnt a meme
>>7612170
The light of a rainbow bounces off of the inside of a water drop and back to you. A second-order rainbow is caused by light that bounces twice inside the water drop. The angles required for this are slightly different, so the second-order rainbow is just outside of the primary rainbow, and since it bounces twice, its colors appear in mirror order to the primary rainbow. Third-order bounces three times and is seen on the opposite side of a viewer than the first two, as is the fourth. Optics is kind of cool but not as cool as biology
>>7612176
behind cis women wat? all you need do is go out a make friends and do stuff with cis girlfriends and you'll realize we really aren't as different as you're thinking
early on in transition can be turbulent yeah but after full time things really stabilize and become normal. there isn't much to be behind on anyways and it's easily caught up
>>7612131
can't you talk about how much you hate your gt and want to take your man inside and give him babieslike any normal girl?
>>7612143
I do love when sentai teams are huge.
I don't know. I really loved wild force when I was into power rangers, I haven't been able to recoup from that. The helmets look great this year.
Do you have any idea about the new kamen rider?
You make yourself really hateable, I assumed you knew that. You got to get surgery and complained for years, most girls here just dream about that. The logical response is being hurt your dreams are being crushed. Or, you know, ignoring it like I do.
>that shiny chink
lonely
>>7612185
Who said anything about love.
>>7612124
>talk like a non fruit bowl now.
impossible
you couldnt if you tried
>>7612184
How old are you? Tbh if she's in college she's too old for her parents to try to control her
>>7612169
This shit is weird but part of me hopes people like this become more common in society. They look freaky and it's cyberpunk as fuck.
I saw a small Asian girl who looked just like this, completely hairless, with all black contacts at a Death Grips concert. She looked rad.
>>7612181
http://pastebin.com/c4145af1
it's kinda more song-ish i guess since i wrote it with feel good's chorus playing in my head
>>7612183
Oh, okay. If that's all it is then I guess I'll go make myself busy elsewhere~
>>7612182
It's been very helpful to me to keep in mind that one doesn't have to be one of them quiet, submissive little flowers to be a trans woman, just like you don't have to be like that to be a cis woman. I'll be a loud, giant Amazon and that's okay, and anybody who doesn't like it can bite my dick.
>>7612186
cool :3
depression is a meme though
>>7612192
wanna play videogames B)
>>7612160
Even worse when you're a pan tranny, right?!
How are you doing, valq, haven't seen yu in like a month. Did the christmass witch work?
>>7612162
you mean it's making you straight. And righteous.
I don't get femboys taking pills, it's just repression as far as I can tell.
>>7612182
There's this journalist that after getting her break living as a mental patient in a crazy house, a really solid investigation work, did some dumber stuff, among them living as a guy. She was a super butch lesbo as a girl, she was seen as a super gay guy by men.
Even tomboys are much girlier than regular guys.
>>7612197
Fuck you
I talk like a high test male.
You on the other hand just didn't have to be gay
You failed step one.
>>7612188
>you'll realize we really aren't as different as you're thinking
Idk, part of the reason I gave up on transition was the feeling of alienation I experienced from interacting with normal women. I always had the sense that I would be lesser and different because my interests and many of my early life experiences were different. I can't help but feeling incredibly broken when I see women interacting with each other in a way that seems natural, knowing that I'll never have that because deep down I'm still just an asocial nerd who grew up reading fantasy novels, playing video games and getting beaten up for being a queer. Its not that my childhood was without hardship or some other radfem bs, but the kind of hardship couldn't be any more different.
>>7612169
>"I freezed my sperm."
Woah, I didn't read the tag and was actually really surprised they were born male.
Fucking Asians, those shoulders make me very jealous.
>>7612198
Tell that to my 4 year ex sleeping around b/c her dad regretted settling.
he told her that shit over the phone/in person bi-monthly and she eventually just turned into a slooot.
I took her penetration v-card
She was a lesbro before me... And with me.
It was...
Weird
And
Nice
But yeah... Parents weigh great deal on young people's conscience
>>7612167
>did you ever see my or anon's replies
>i can't upload to vocaroo but anon said you can download an mp3 from the site
Yes I downloaded the sound but the original raw recording had weird artifacts in it unlike the first recording you uploaded (the fem one). Try again and I'll try again. That one stuttered.
>desu though i thought you disliked me so it's weird you'd bother
?? it doesn't matter if I like or dislike you, I do everything I can to help transgender people find their female voice because my entire life is centered around self expression and the idea that someone can't express themselves confidently because of gender dysphoria is too much to stand by and watch from the sidelines.
And you asked if I had tools to do that, yes I am a producer. I produce music, compose, and do music theory for a living. That includes vocal production when necessary. I find its often helpful for voice students struggling to find their female voice to hear their voice feminized in a realistic way that is obtainable for both inspiration and guidance. I did that for Shakira last night and she said it saved her life. She put up her helium tank and is now diligently practicing. While she still has much progress to make, she is now on the right track.
Let's just say you literally don't know much about me.
>>7612170
>they're ok
You're okay, bby. <3
>>7612181
>Yo. Heligoland was on repeat for a long time when it came out.
Niiice. Great album.
8 gag's trips are so much better
it actually stores them between boards
>>7612210
Put your money where your mouth is and record a voice clip
>>7612206
It is pretty cool imo i hope one day i can see one but it is pretty rare
It wasn't even proven to be possible to see a third order rainbow till like 6 years ago when someone captured a photo of one
>depression is a meme though
¯\_(シ)_/¯¯\_(シ)_/¯¯\_(シ)_/¯ sure
>>7612210
Clyp.it/gszyjkuz
>>7612209
honeybee always gives a damn
honeybee knows about everything
I like the pictures you post. I hope you get to feeling better.
>>7612188
We had very different experiences.
Which makes sense, you know, different countries. Here it's either stealth or being super obvious, you can't sort of pass and much less get a job in that condition. There are trannies working street corners in every major city, and those are the lucky ones. In my home city you can be put in jail for wearing the opposite gender's clothes, there's a law saying that even though there's also a law saying you can freely choose your gender and get it changed whenever; you are at each cop's mercy. It sucks.
I was thinking more in terms of a career and stuff tho.
>>7612201
no no! you should stay..
>>7612192
*Hug hug*
Would you like to be chased around with a feather?
>>7612201
>>7612183
>tfw she'll never erp with u
>>7612210
You couldn't talk deeper than an 11 year old boy don't kid yourself
If i detrans as well am i no longer gay?
>>7612182
Yeah, they'd probably be really suspish of you, then. I would say it's better to try and organically surround yourself with people you know won't treat you like shit. I have the benefit of being naturally girly, and it helps cover the somewhat crass humour I have and the 0-100 anger snap I get in critical situations. Be a tomboy if that's how you are, but just find a way to make it work for you that doesn't put you in any danger with ideological weirdos.
>>7612200
Thanks for letting me read it, senpai. I applaud you for resisting the bloody tears meme. I couldn't help but hear the tune in my head, which made me think it'd be a decent emo pop song, but I'm sure that's just the preemption working on me. Not bad. would heart on experience project/10
>>7612227
Silly nimnim
>>7612231
Hey now, you got to have a cuddle 3some with me and touch my hair! That's way better than ERP
>>7612207
not really, voice not good enough and not fun without voice :/
>>7612233
>Suspish
>>7612224
which pictures?
i post lots of pictures
i hope i feel better some day too ¯\_(シ)_/¯
>>7612234
oooo ill touch your hair!
it looks fluffi
Looks like the protests are turning out alright
>>7612228
that weird, no
>>7612239
>I do force her to have sex with me when she does not want to though.
Now I know you're lying through your teeth
>>7612225
damn that sucks didn't know it was such a shit hole there. well yeah we are a bit behind in that regard but it's not lik for very cis woman is successful and well into her career at our age. there are late bloomers too :p
>>7612211
yeah but just because it's different doesn't mean you can't talk about it heck my girls love hearing about all the hijinks in got into as a kid and we swap stories all the time even if I was a boy and they were girls. different doesn't inherently mean inferior and if that's not convincing enough there's adult experiences to talk about too like boyfriend's or shopping or hair current TV shows etc etc. not everything about daily interaction needs to be centered about you being a tranny. ur a woman and a person first and a tranny second it's not ur entire existence and identity.
I've actually had friends say they totally forgot I wasn't born female
>guy online I've talked to a little wants to fly me out to NY to hang out and buy me stuff (and presumably fuck)
Holy shit am I getting a sugar daddy? I thought that only happened to pretty girls!
>>7612192
*hugs*
>>7612212
>those shoulders make me very jealous.
A few days ago I saw this Asian dude with the smallest shoulders I have ever seen. Even by female standards they would have been tiny. A month ago I saw a Korean girl that was 6 feet tall and looked strong enough to crush my head, so they have a lot of variation in frame size too.
>>7612234
>Silly nimnim
Nim wants to give you the suck
>>7612251
I actually haven't.
Unless someone super begs me like Sass did I rarely do because my voice is bad and I shouldn't be pretending I know about anything. I do listen to variants of that "this is my horror story" meme because it's the best.
>>7612255
Yeah, around your 25's you get the "I'm so behind everyone, I will never be a real X" feels.
It's not really that horrible, it's just, rough. I do hate cops tho.
>>7612257
Just be careful, you don't want this to be your new sugar daddy
I use my faggot voice around my friends as a covert way of practicing resonance and pitch while passing it off as making a joke and being funny
>>7612246
Apparently my hair is one of my better features, so go right ahead~
>>7612258
>Nim wants to give you the suck
wew
>>7612240
>which pictures
Yes.
I dunno if depression is a meme or not, if it is I've also fallen for it. I'm pretty sure at this point that it's just how my brain works, along with anxiety. I don't mind it anymore, even when I feel terrible all the time; I've accepted that it's all part of who I am and how I think. Doesn't mean it doesn't suck, but... eh. It's like any other chronic illness, it's just there and will never go away, just like my autoimmune shit.
>>7612233
>try and organically surround yourself with people you know won't treat you like shit
How do I do that? I've never had many friends and I have a bad habit of befriending people who end up hurting me.
>>7612208
>Even tomboys are much girlier than regular guys.
I'm not sure if this is supposed to imply you think I'm a regular guy if I act "masculine", but I take that with offence if you are.
If not, I'm a very fake person in real life and blend in very easily among straight white men. Well, other than the crippling depression and social anxiety thing meaning I basically blend in with nobody, but when I do people just see me as a man.
>>7612261
triggered
D:<
i hate that movie
>nim does'nt want to hugg you
>only wants to hugg grace
big pupils arent really a bad thing are they
whenever my dog gets excited her pupils get super big where theres only like a little strip of her iris left
its cute but im worried them being dilated like that is a bad thing
>>7612253
Marriage rape does not count
>>7612258
That dog is so cute
can I make a guy gay by having sex with him?
he'll think I'm trans but after I'll tell him I identify as a male who takes HRT
>>7612214
well, thanks
yeah, i noticed the stutter at the b eginning, maybe it didn't upload right due to my internet problems?
i dunno, thanks. i still don't think my voice is going to be great, though, especially with my lisp?
https://clyp.it/1jacpxg3
>>7612233
what bloody tears meme?
also what do you mean by 'experience project' o:
>>7612257
tfw will probably end up having to do something like this despite disliking men
rip
>>7612264
yeah i dont think its a meme
i think anyone who feels that way has never had a major depressive disorder. the it is constantly overbearing and weighing you down and making you hate yourself and feel hopeless and etc etc
it sucks even more when you are lonely along with it, that is when people get suicidal..
>>7612261
Lol, yeah. I'm definitely a little nervous at the prospect of flying halfway across the country to meet someone, but we talked a little just now and he seems to be legit, out conversation was more school guidance councelor than rapist, lol.
I at least have people out there I know even if we're not on great terms atm, so worst case scenario I run for the hills and ask to stay with them until I can get back.
>>7612260
I always knew trannies were a big ticket item, but I thought I at least had to pass first. Suddenly my money problems feel a lot lighter.
>>7612272
Sorry about cucking you it just happens naturally can't help it sry not sry
>>7612258
>>7612263
>Nim wants to give you the suck
!?!?!?!?!?!
>>7612263
gimme your fluffi hair secrets!
>>7612244
>Are you 100% given up?
I'm the femboy from before. I've been living as a guy again for about a year and a half. Its okay mostly. At least nobody assumes I'm a regular straight guy.
I'll be honest though, I've let my hair grow out a bit because I've been too lazy to go get it cut. The other day I had it pulled back in a ponytail while I was at the store and two clerks in a row called me 'miss' despite the fact that I'm ugly and I was wearing a binder. I felt weirdly happy.
But I've been visiting /repgen/ and /agpgen/ threads recently to learn repression tips. I'm not sure how much thats really helping, but I like the conversations.
>>7612255
>boyfriend's or shopping or hair current TV shows
My partner is also a femboy and I don't really shop much or consume much media.
>and a tranny second
Part of the reason I detrans'd was because the anxiety around being a tranny became the most important thing in my life :/
>>7612274
how long does it last?
>>7612190
KR: Ex-Aid is really good. It's a bit silly but it's getting dark.
It's about 3 doctors and a coroner who fight a mysterious sickness called bugstar which is basically a video game syndrome. To combat this, the doctors/coroner change in to KRs using gashats that contain data of different video game genres. Each rider represents a different genre, platform, rpg, shooter and racer. Of course there is a 5th rider who is the evil one and mastermind behind the bugstar who represents the platform genre but has a black color scheme which is opposite of Ex-Aid's. The KRs can also utilize other gashats with different genres to level up their powers. The dark ex-aid was using a sports genre as his level up but lost it in battle and now uses a survival horror/zombie genre.
So far the coroner/racing genre rider has been killed off.
Well I got surgery back in 2015 and didn't like how my jaw/chin turned out so I bitched about it until I could get it fixed which I recently did.
>>7612272
ill hugg evangeline because she is my friend!
>>7612284
whenever she gets excited
she's a really happy dog
>>7612274
It is normal
humans do it all the time when excited or happy with what they are looking at.
next time you are talking to someone who likes you, watch their eyes
>>7612275
sure thing, tryhard.
>>7612274
maybe you have a druggo doggo
old last
>>7611758
>wait until puberty
It can be obvious long before puberty. Those kids who meet the DSM GD criteria before puberty still have it after puberty. The flawed research included those kids who only showed one or two of the GD criteria. It also included kids who left the study, and listed them as GD negative even when the researchers didn't know.
>>7612284
the pictures you post scare me a lot
>>7612282
i dunno
i just wash it like once or twice a week
its nice and thick and healthy and soft
>>7612286
buddi
>>7612281
><
Nothing like drinking some monkey shoulder scotch and smoking a cigar. I remember the first time I started smoking them I would inhale the while thing in my lungs but now I taste the smoke.
>>7612198
33 and she's 19
Her mother honestly thought I was another student at first.
>>7612288
i googled it for you
didn't read much but it is a form of stress and long term stress is bad so idk
ask /an/
>>7612299
mine is fluffi too when i brush it! ^^
>>7612262
solid strat
>>7612265
I'm just saying there's a huge difference between tomboy and femmy guy. I can't judge you, upload of a webm of you with friends in a normal situation and I might.
>>7612277
only technically guy
>>7612283
just go through with it already, what you're doing is dumb and it's taking attention out of real stuff like working on whatever you love.
>>7612300
:333
>>7612304
uh my hair is actually fluffier!
>>7612279
>"I've been feeling very depressed lately"
>"well do you know why you're depressed, if you fix the cause it'll go away"
>"why don't you try exercising? i just go for a run when i get depressed"
>"meditate, you'll change your state of mind"
>"you just need more vitamin D!"
>"just deal with it, we all get depressed sometimes, candyass"
>>7612309
um are we gonna have to fight!?!?
>>7612285
a full year of bitching will make anyone hate you, you have to realize this.
I'm not sure if that KR sounds awesome or complete and utter crap...
On a scale of 1-10
How rude is it for me to not want to fuck after a date??
Asking for a friend but I need your answer asap
>>7612311
w-wah?
I am going to go clean my guns now.
I just bought this 45 that is balling.
>>7612308
fucking WHY
i literally told you that is one of my biggest nightmares
>>7612236
>voice not good enough
for what it's worth half the chicks I hang out with don't bother with their fem voice when we talk/play
don't think you're not good enough to have fun my buddi eva
>>7612304
Well gosh
I'm gonn ahave to get you in bed
And brush your hair
>>7612290
thats what i thought for sure
but it was just really exaggerated
like she just won the lottery or something
so im not too sure
>>7612293
noooo anon
i make sure to keep all of my smoke away from her
i dont think the effects are very gud
>>7612303
stress???
nooo juni
i dont think she's stressed
maybe from family problems but i try to stay happy around her
sugar daddy would be nice
>>7611980
i wish i didnt have arthritis .-.
>>7612259
Enjoy
clyp.it/nk4oltof
A voice tutorial I didnt post b/c it was really shit
>>7612317
face your fears
(I really really like scaring people)
>>7612310
It's such a pain to be told "oh just change your thoughts" when you're depressed, but honestly a lot of it really does come down to that.
You could try recording positive affirmations and then listening to them when you're feeling especially shit
>>7612312
Fair enough
I did bitch quite a bit
This KR is a hell of a lot better than last year's season: Ghost
Ghost was just bad
>>7612265
Maybe start out by seeing if any chan trannies are in your area? I'm fortunate to be working somewhere where they all just sort of found me. I met some shitheads too, but they eventually weeded themselves out once they realized that I'm not PC in the least.
>>7612277
You might confuse him and make him feel betrayed if you're doing it intentionally, but you can't really make a guy gay, no.
>>7612278
In a high percentage of emo poetry, especially from younger people, they have a habit of writing lines about "crying tears of blood" or "crimson tears run down my face" or something. It's somehow the most meaningful phrase they've ever heard.
Experience Project is (well, was) a website where people could join a bunch of groups or make them up and share "stories". So it was like social miniblogging. It was not a terrible site while it was up, but they shut it down some time ago because they were worried about getting hit by lawsuits.
>>7612313
0/10
t. radical feminist
hugs for everyone
>>7612313
0
a single date is really too little unless you super hit it off out of the charts forever and ever.
>>7612330
hugs
>>7612313
Not at all, unless you've been engaging in a lot of sexual flirting.
>>7612305
>I'm just saying there's a huge difference between tomboy and femmy guy.
Uh, yeah? The main difference being gender. A femmy guy is a guy, a tomboy is a girl.
I'm trans, but I'm still a girl. I like being boyish, not mannish.
Why is somebody less valid as a trans just because they consider themselves tomboyish?
>>7612328
I used to have experience project. I dated two people from it. cringe
>>7612320
https://paws4udogs.wordpress.com/2012/01/06/too-much-of-a-good-thing/
>Our bodies aren’t built for prolonged periods of excitement, even when the excitement is positive.
>>7612338
I'm a creep
>>7612340
>>7612323
Wait, were you the girl that went on the /mtfg/ discord and gave a voice lesson I listened to that one time? I didn't even realize that was you.
tonight is rescheduled lame :/
>>7612344
where did you get a picture of me!?!?
>>7612323
what made you think I'd listen to it?
But no, it's really femmy with a ton of variations and melody. I can't imagine how well it suits your general appearance, like, I have a hard time imagining how you look from different pictures.
>>7612326
ghost had a cool jacket design.
that was it, the only thing they were hoping would make it a hit.
>>7612327
it won't. it takes a lot of daily time to get it right.
>>7612339
If they bail after a single sexless date then they just wanted to fugg. Like, really, how would that result in 2 months?
>>7612351
my hair is actually a few months away from it
nana is ftm right?
my dad's mom is my nana
>>7612355
my hair is longer than that!
>>7612343
im a crêpe
>>7612358
>>7612358
qt
>>7612361
nice meme
>>7612353
The things I did like about ghost were the designs and hero souls but the story just flat out sucked.
>>7612343
so i have to mellow out her life?
how do i do that?
she already doesnt get a lot of play time because my other dogs are older
>>7612234
>tfw u got grace headpats.......
>tfw she didn't kiss u
FUCK
>>7612305
>taking attention out of real stuff like working on whatever you love.
Maybe. Its just hard to think of anything I really love at all apart from my boyfriend. My whole adult life has been basically just getting by and sleeping away the depression. I'm rapidly approaching 27 and there's basically nothing I want to do apart from not make people sad by killing myself.
>just go through with it already
I have cripplingly low self esteem so even passing doesn't really make me completely happy. When I look in the mirror and see masculine features all I can think about is how ugly I am, and then its right back to square one. As guys go I would be considered young and feminine looking. As a woman I'm not even worth anyones time.
>>7612353
i mean i i know that but i mean i hope i can get some improvement without having to be out about it. (i am out to some of them but i am still to embarrassed to actually try girlvoice around them so i just gay voice)
>>7612362
:33
>>7612325
>"honestly a lot of really does come down to just changing your thoughts"
>"listen to positive affirmations"
I'll add that to the list. Depression, as I experience it, isn't thoughts. It's a state of mind that pervades everything: thoughts, experiences, emotions, memories, and sensations. There's no getting out of it. It's there. You can still have fun, make good memories, all that, but it's not the same as when you're not depressed, and when the good time is over and your friends go home, thanking you for a great party and wishing you well, you're back to where you were before. Eventually, it'll subside and you'll only notice when you're well past the change. It'll be back.
I'm okay with that. That's how my life is. Sometimes I shit blood for no reason, too. I've learned to deal.
>>7612223
clyp.it/eqk0ayna
>>7612340
its likely
>>7612363
Why is everything a meme
>>7612373
headpats
>>7612366
there's supplements and i'd bet probably certain food ingredients that calm dogs down
maybe a more consistent exercise routine as well?
>>7612371
hnngGGG!
>>7612379
ask jesus not me
>>7612368
Shoulda been more aggressive like Emem
>>7612380
handhold!!
>>7612381
what about orange jesus
>>7612378
think of it as a price to pay for being a cutie!
silver linings!
>>7612381
thats really hard while being walled in with snow and all
>>7612366
What kind of doggie?
>>7612371
>A tomboy is much more femmy than a femboy.
I don't get it though, I'm not a femboy? I'd literally never identify as that. Nobody would ever consider me that.
I'm a girl, I look like a man but I want to fix that. But even after I can pass as a girl (if I ever do), I still want to be boyish.
I don't really think I understand what you're getting at.
>>7612364
I couldn't be bothered. It did have cool designs, but that's pretty much a given with moder kr shows.
>>7612369
So you define yourself but how other people will see you? you should know the issue with that being that eventually you won't look young or cute or anything.
I don't know. It all sounds like an awful idea from this side. It's your life tho, I can't make you change your look on things.
>>7612370
oh, come on, if you're out and you gay voice you're just making yourself look bad!
>>7612381
is that your creeping onomatopoeia? I wasn't ready! let me fix my hair before you start!
>>7612387
i suppose ^_^
>>7612384
oh gosh
tfw my boobs look weird
>>7612394
sorry...
i've been doing it jokingly for years now though, only recently did i try to actually do something with it
and like i said, im never serious with it, its only when im making jokes
i feel so detached detached detached
>>7612388
how does yr family get by when this happens?
>>7612394
umm
gronkk
>>7612357
It is a long story
Nana is short for another name
>>7612402
>>7612402
i feel bad because i trust the wrong people
also ever since starting injections again im getting tfwnobf feels
>>7612406
double foothold!!!!!!
>>7612392
we lost track of a point a long time ago.
Just, I wasn't judging you or anything since I can't tell what you do or anything. Be happy doing your thing.
>>7612401
wait
wait
I assumed you were juniper.
are you the neptune that pretended suicide to escape shakira?
Anyway, it takes work, you'll have to do it sooner or later.
>>7612403
*reattaches you*
B)
>tfw my hair looks like trash but i cant cut it yet because i want it to be long enough to get a girl style
suffering
>>7612404
No! No! I have to get something cuter on! Give me a couple seconds more!
>>7612249
Damn. I wanted to tickle an Eva.
>>7612411
i like your hair :3
>>7612408
>>7612411
A-are you me?
>>7612394
Yeah
Here's dangerous zombie https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vQcOt2OQEfs
>>7612409
>I assumed you were juniper.
>are you the neptune that pretended suicide to escape shakira?
what the fuck are you on buddy
none of this makes sense
like seriously i dont know where you could have pulled this from
to the anon baking her own bread: it's fun to do so, you can enjoy that time! it's the best thing to do in the mornings!
>>7612391
she's a purebred blue nose pit bull
and she is CUTE
her full name is peanut butter quinn
>>7612411
it's not even at the worst point yet
wait until it hangs around yr lips
>>7612412
k tell me when
>>7612405
what's the story?
>>7612421
i do really really like him but like
hes busy a lot because hes famous :<
>open up mtfg tonight
>we're doing that thing where we try to de-legitimize trans girls who don't identify as stereotypically girly
god dammit
>>7612421
>>7612328
really? that sounds kind of retarded
the poem was meant half-seriously at first, i thought someone was going to say "you'll find somebody someday" so i started writing it, then i got more into it
too much fanwork? i've never really liked overly edgy stuff, just idk
suicidal depression's back again
>>7612330
thanks
>>7612377
Its because you call beer lagger
>>7612424
cute
try to make her work harder for her rewards and try to remain calm when you think she's been excited for too long if that is the case
>>7612428
it's been a while
idk that is pretty much the worst point until you can do a proper pony tail
>>7612428
Me are ok, shame about we hair though...
>>7612433
His name is Game
He's the main protagonist and inventor of the gashats
>>7612429
I like masculine stuff and y'all can go ride a circus ride if you got a problem with that
>>7612420
ALSO
the actors are really not hot at all, what are they thinking?
>>7612422
It's hard to think three girls with planet names.
And you're name is a step away from neptune who said she was offing herself. The shakira part is just added drama shakira sort of pushed herself.
>>7612425
I-I don't know... maybe tomorrow?
My girlfriend has been on the estrogen for 3 months and she is having a harder time nutting, is this normal?
>>7612442
250k yt subs
500+ people want his dick
but he does make some time for me ^_^
>>7612442
>>7612449
Yeah
RIP nutting
>>7612429
being too stereotypically girly could be a warning sign, i think
as a woman, you should pursue what you feel you are, not a cultural concept of what a woman should be
what's worse is that these stereotypes are usually carried over from the male-minded days of repression
not to illegitimize forms of girlishness seen as 'stereotypical', just to say they should be handled with caution
>>7612449
yes
depending on what T blockers you take, your dick will probably lose a lot of function
>>7612432
clyp.it/pqaoo43v
>>7612455
Press F to pay respects to nutting
>>7612437
but look at how big her pupils get
pretty crazy right?
its like a big cave
>>7612459
~80 average twitch viewers isnt famous
>>7612447
Meh
I think they just pick the idols that are best suited for the roles.
I wish they were hot like gentaro
>>7612449
Yeah but it will be more rewarding when she finally does. Try stimulating her prostate.
>tfw you eat a bunch of extra-buttery popcorn to help yourself gain weight
this is awesome!
>>7612459
comfy
>>7612429
>open up mtfg tonight
>everybody is proudly talking about how spooked they are
>>7612463
F
Dysphoria aside it was pretty physically pleasing
The things I give up to be a girl, gosh.
>>7612424
She is cute :) how old?
>>7612457
>oh, come on, I just said there was a difference between tomboy and girly guy.
Nobody thinks there is, they are like absolutely opposites of personality types.
>>7612459
i have been for a month but im being VERY careful
>>7612469
^>^
comfi vangi
>>7612475
I've been doing quite decently after having a shit december. It's nice to see people again at uni and the friendships I'm making are solidifying. In addition to that, my chest is starting to hurt.
>>7612440
HAHAHAHAHA
nice one me
>>7612437
>
>>7612447
I am Neptune though, i use this when phone posting usually instead of my regular trip. chrome autofill carries it over to my desktop sometimes and i didnt bother changing it back
I didn't say i was offing myself though? unless you mean like 2 weeks ago but shakira had nothing to do with that.
I think you are mixing up more than just a few people
whenever i get super depressed i have a strong urge to tell my parents i'm trans so that i have a good reason to kill myself
>>7612458
No hon, if you aren't frilly and pink you're just a man and not a trans girl. No trans girl would like boy stuff.
thoughts?
>>7612477
why?
do you have some doubts?
>>7612473
8
she got pregnant when she was around 2 years though
and had 16 puppies
she's the only dog ive ever had for their complete life so she turned out without any abuse or mental problems
and is basically perfect
>>7612477
can I ask who he is so I might maybe be super happy for both of you and scream and tell all my friends about it?
I-Is it digibro? Please tell me it isn't...
>>7612480
how did holidays away from family feel? better or worse?
do you have puffy nipples now?
>>7612487
makes me think
>>7612486
I know this is a shitpost but there's people who genuinely believe this and its pretty fucked up.
>>7612490
ur dog is a slut dude lmao
>>7612486
Everyone knows cultural sterotypes of how each gender should act coincides directly with gender identity and dysphoria.
>>7612487
i'm going to rip open isla's butt with my huge agp penis so hard that she grows a vagina on her prostate
EVERYONE POST PICS OF YOUR PETS!! I'm super sick and home alone on a Friday night and need cute stuff to look at!
How do you survive gatekeeping?
I am 21, and the GP said that I should expect to be starting HRT at 25.
I can't selfmed until about that time either.
Do I just hero now or do I drag it out?
>>7612483
Ohhhh!
I was thinking of Mercury!!
I'm sorry, my brain just registers "planet name". Apologies.
>>7612491
Not seeing family was irrelevant, the problem is that I spent the entire holiday season rotting in my room alone doing academic work while all my new uni friends were off in their home towns or countries doing whatever.
>>7612429
I don't care about that. I did away with the tentation to conform to backwards stereotypes long ago. I guess I have to be coherent. I support cis girls presenting and acting "masculine" if they wish, I don't see why I'd have double standards for trans girls.
>>7612499
>>7612490
Wow sounds like she's your favourite :3
It's always nice to know there are dogs out there with lovely owners ^_^
>>7612495
rly tho
>>7612488
kinda but like
well im afraid i might start to like a shitty person again
>>7612491
dark souls meme guy ^^
>>7612492
does it
>>7612497
stop
>>7612433
Y-yeah
...
The aperture on my phone's cam is kinda fucked, too.
I try not to even take pictures anymore with it.
But yeah, pictures of me make me swear I don't fucking pass but irl ppl treat me like I own baby development equipment.
>>7612493
yeah it's pretty stupid
you obviously want to find a style that makes up for trans disadvantages, but beyond that you should focus solely on "you"
>>7612506
YAY! more from everyone pls :,)
>>7612511
oh
>>7612512
ur going to need a boy with a two pronged snake cock so that he can wiggle into the vagina on yoru prostate in your ass
>>7612461
I legit giggled
>>7612512
don't let your emotions get in the way
look at the person like a person and judge them objectively
>>7612493
Yeah, it bothers me a lot because I also consider myself pretty boyish in personalisty and somehow people think "boyish = a man", like somehow that dictates whether or not you have GID.
There's a culture among trans people where we battle to be the most trans and it's toxic.
>>7612501
So the "no HRT under 25" assholes still exist. Sod them. Self-med, get laser, transition socially and then get a script from a GP. Seems they're the only ones who give a fuck about the Hippocratic oath.
>>7612508
hey thanks anon
i just kind of think of it like that humans are only creations of other humans, whereas animals are creations of god
since all their behavior comes from instinct, you can influence them to be good
>>7612522
face it bitch
youi're getting boondoggled
>>7612502
It's fine
You had me concerned there for a moment
yeah i am glad i am not part of their drama lol
im just a regular ol sadposting planet
>>7612514
You're always gonna have to compensate a bit. It sucks desu, I've seen some tomboyish styles on cis girls that I wish I could do but alas,
>>7612511
>are there informed consent clinics nearby
Definitely not within about 900km.
Potentially not within the country.
There is little point looking too far away.
>>7612486
Now I wish I had saved that disgusting youtuber in a bikini...
>>7612501
get a different doctor
>>7612504
did you feel like harry potter?
>>7612512
I have no clue who he is but he isn't my digi so it's all good.
>>7612513
pics of most people look way off, you usually don't notice it because you keep seeing the person you knew. like, remembering the experience in the photo more than seeing at it. but when you don't know them it can result in weird stuff...
>>7612513
>pictures of me make me swear I don't fucking pass but irl ppl treat me like
Iktf. Especially if flash photography is involved. It brings out the worst features in my face. I'd literally cry if people took candid pictures of me so most of my friends never try. But irl my experience is 95% positive.
>>7612484
I have this same urge, you're not alone if that helps
>>7612475
True but that's how toku is now. They rarely put in any older than 18-20 in. Think the oldest I've seen in the most current Sentai was kyoryu gold and blue who were both 30 during filming and Zyuoh Lion who is 25
>>7612525
she's been smackledorfed
>>7612518
Sorry to poop your party with my autism, but snakes only use one of their dicks at a time. It's something that furry/monster porn gets wrong all the time and it's just disgraceful. I demand accuracy in any doodle porn I am exposed to!
However, to make up for my party pooping, I am prepared to field questions about any penises.
Daily reminder you all look disgusting and should have just remained male
How do you do fellow trannies?
>>7612536
let him make you not afraid :)
>>7612536
>OnlyAfro
This better be true and you better convert him, he's too cute.
>>7612543
I missed you...
>>7612533
it might, but i'm still stuck in the same hopeless situation and any future i can think of is not worth sticking around for
i should really see a psych for pills but i have no idea how or who to see and i doubt my parents would be cooperative
>>7612539
i-i meant snake as in like, wiggly and weird
>>7612548
die
because if you have a vagina in your ass you'd need the offshoot dick to be flexible so that you could thrust into the main hole without ripping off the branching dick
>>7612521
>There's a culture among trans people where we battle to be the most trans and it's toxic.
/mtfg/, and transpeople in general, need to compensate for their emotions and mental complexes by finding some way to be better than other people
What easier way than to lie about how bad you've had it and how girly you are when you don't really have to back any of it up?
Doesn't seem to matter that neither of those things really count for anything at all.
>>7612526
You were looing your identity!!
>>7612527
I wish I could rock super short hair ;__;
>>7612534
They still look like childs!
Or really promising pre everything trannies at least.
>>7612536
Wait, really? I do follow him!! That's so cute!!
Can I tell people I know a tranny who regularly screws onlyafro?
Wait, no,I don't have anyone to tell that who would care.
Anyway, congrats!
>>7612543
let yourself be happy!
>>7612530
>get a different doctor
>>7612523
>get a script from a GP
It's reasonably well known that trans treatment is terrible in my city.
There was one GP in the past that used to write HRT scripts without seeing the only tranny doctor in the state, but she retired.
Now the waiting period to even be considered is almost three years.
That is unless there are 'openings', which is a slang term for a death in the queue.
>>7612540
i'd still look disgusting as a male
kat :3
>>7612551
grace manages to be better than other people by pretending to not think she is and remaining level headed
it's really quite ingenious
>>7612551
B-But I naturally walk like a girl and got called a fag when I was a kid!
>>7612555
s-so you're supposed to kill the trannies that got there before you?
>>7612540
nah
not all
>>7612561
Usually they do that before you.
The main reason for openings is suicide.
>>7612519
Good! :P
>>7612550
Nigga what?
post more gifs from tool videos NOW
>>7612559
Isn't it? Or perhaps, I really am better than other people. :^)
Am I wrong about the oppression olympics and race to be the most trutrans that is pervasive here, regardless of how high horsey that post came off?
>>7612560
I think I'm gonna repress again lemme manspread real quick that means I'm not trans if I can do that
>>7612560
I mean I've literally had both of those things said to me, but I was also a flaming bisexual faggot as a teenager.
And I'm not autistic enough to believe that it makes me trannier than anyone else.
There are TruAGPs who are girlier than I'll ever be.
>>7612564
but it could be a competition if you made it so, like one of my japanese animes!
>>7612570
i think i'm mostly out of the good ones
>>7612568
Don't engage him
>>7612550
Oh, like prehensile! Neat. I know there's dicks like that, I just can't think of the critter for some reason.
Take some unsolicited information about dicks! Many bacteria have extrusions of protein from their cellular envelopes called pili that often aid in adhesion to surfaces, but some pili (singular: pilus) are like little needles. They can stretch them out and poke other bacteria and shoot DNA through. Microbiologists call this conjugation, but that sounds like fucking to me. Fucking with tiny, tiny dicks.
>>7612571
>she can stil manspread
you clearly need more hormones on your system
>>7612575
post snuff porn
>>7612575
first time I saw this vid I was high af, it actually really creeped me out... that part in particular
>>7612555
To be frank, I despise "trans specialists". They're sadistic quacks and I gave up on my first transition because of their lockdown on HRT and SRS. This time around, I avoided them completely. That doesn't make me popular with the kind of late transitioners who worship gatekeeping, but I don't give a fuck.
>>7612577
if you keep talking about dicks you're going to make me AGP
>>7612580
lol i remember skipping school and watching salival with my buddy getting ripped
good times
>>7612574
You weak nigga
>>7612575
Hey :3
>>7612577
Nowhere near as bad as the way bed bugs do it. Those things are evil incarnate.
>>7612578
Going up to 20mg E hopefully my dick inverts
Fuck I called it a dick and not a girltinkler I am such a man brb throwing mones out
>>7612586
<3
>>7612589
nah, you just have to add 5mg a day for each time you don't use gt.
but seriously, like, I mean, if you had proper girl levels your body should reject manspreading. buzzfeed has a video about that ;^)
>7 pm
>want to go to bed
idk how the fuck im going to be able to work on sunday
i'm too depressed to do anything
>>7612583
Losing to cock is AGP now?
Sharks have two penises, similarly to snakes, but they're stuck onto their, uh... ventral fins? I think it's ventral fins. No, pelvic fins. That sounds right, yeah, pelvic fins. Anyways, sharks also only use one at a time. I'm not sure if shark pussy is as good as dolphin pussy is alleged to be, but I imagine that a shark's rough skin would be a turn-off anyways. Plus all of those teeth.
>>7612589
20mg E? Doesn't it convert to T at that high of levels?
>>7612601
im rooting for you!
>tfw nep pic gets no you's
i want people to tell me how trash i look
>>7612589
Stupid thing is I have cis girlfriends who "manspread" though the one in particular I am thinking of is pretty dykey... Maybe she is repressed FtM @_@
>>7612602
Anything and everything is AGP. It doesn't actually mean anything to anyone here, its just a way to tear other trannies down.
>>7612382
but I'm a little sub
>>7612602
based
>>7612601
>i dont want a gf
>i want a bf.
I mean, I feel you and I wish you the best.
But I've been suspect for a long time and can't help but feel you made the wrong choice in BF.
>>7612605
E never converts to T.
>>7612608
I like your painting!
>>7612611
yeah it's just music
>>7612596
I can't access buzzfeed because I have no internet connection because I'm a poor abused Kenyan who's never gonna get HRT, please give me sympathy (You)s
>>7612605
As far as I'm aware only excess T gets converted to E, it doesn't work the other way around. Upping it up to 25mg E just to be safe.
>>7612609
I don't think manspreading is a sign of being ftm
Obviously it's simple manners and proper of a lady to not manspread in public but I'm in the comfort of my own home, alone, i just don't give a fuuuuuuck
I stood and peed because it's easier and I don't wanna sit on a cold seat, sue me
>>7612615
Oh are you still on about straight transgirls not being trans or something like that? Cute.
>>7612617
Well tell your gf to give me some space so I can get all dommy and then I'll take care of u bby
But i can't otherwise because my dominance is paper thin lmao
i wish afro loved me too...
>>7612619
>can't help but feel you made the wrong choice in BF
this is rude to say
>I hope Trump gets assassinated.
Why, so we can have a far right President?
>>7612588
Bed bugs!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLaaqX6A3AU
Traumatic insemination. The male bedbug holds down a female and stabs her in the abdomen with his dick, tearing into her body and fertilizing her eggs in a somewhat more direct route than going in through her genitals the nice way. Some insects that feature traumatic insemination in their life histories have developed an internal barrier that blocks semen from traumatic insemination so they can maintain control over who they mate with.
>>7612610
Saying things like that is pretty AGP, anon. Something you want to tell us?
>>7612627
Not if I think she made the very right choice in GF.
>>7612625
i was mostly shitposting
also, it was never "straight transgirls aren't trans", that was just vigorous straw-manning by anons / birdy
>>7612605
>Doesn't it convert to T at that high of levels?
The conversion is only one way. Excess T can be converted to E but not the other way around.
>>7612625
you should know kenyans get no sympathy (You)s because they are just using them to scam you.
All kenyans know that!
>>7612625
Okay I'll tell her to make the leash a bit longer
>>7612638
yea
and isla's main squeeze
how are you boo
>>7612626
i wish pookie ____ed me
>>7612619
>tfw no cuteboy bf with soft girly thighs to dress up in skirts and do lewd gay stuff with
>>7612643
I like you
c:
>>7612623
thanks but they are actually posters
but i think they are pretty cool too
>>7612646
:D <333
>>7612636
I dunno I honestly haven't been paying attention to that lol
>>7612640
Okay so
I guess I need a new strategy
How does humblebragging sound? Or compliment fishing? People eat that up right?
>>7612642
Tell her to be quick about it before my sir puts me on a real leash
>>7612608
i like ur hair
>>7612608
neptune is...
my friend!
>>7612649
>my sir
If you aren't devoted to her I guess you're not good enough ~
>>7612648
<3333333333 :3
>>7612652
i hope i get to do something nice with it once it is long enough
>>7612653
numi nimu
i miss you
>>7612649
my point was only ever there's a stereotype of girls who hold onto male socialization even late into transition, ie blaire white and kayla and whatnot
obviously they usually hold onto the "gender identity = sexuality" meme which is common among cis people, which would account for militant heterosexuality
>>7612649
>How does humblebragging sound? Or compliment fishing?
isn't that 80% of your posts anyway tho :^)))))))
Love you, grace. Good night!
>talking to a guy yesterday, he seems nice but a lil clingy and serious
>fall asleep early last night and wake up at like 10 this morning, have received 2 texts
>forget to respond and get another 3 throughout the day asking if he did something wrong because i'm not responding
>mfw
why do people do this clingy shit?
i feel like i hear about women doing this shit a lot but men do this to me a lot so clearly it's not just a girl thing.
i was gonna respond but after the mountain of msgs i missed i lost interest lol
>>7612659
>he just likes to crossdress.
>he gets sad when you insult his masculinity.
Isla I'm sorry but this sounds exactly like a trann-in-denial going through her femboy leg pics phase.
nim!
>>7612660
I do that desu
it's unattractive in guys tho
Just get paranoid that I've done something wrong bcus low self image I guess
>>7612663
nini
>>7612654
I wouldn't wanna keep her distracted from you, I bet you're a handful ~
>>7612658
OMG SHUT UP SKANK
YOU'RE KINDA RIGHT BUT KINDA NOT
JUST KIND OF.
GOODNIGHT HOE OMG
>>7612660
why not just tell him it's too much instead of complaining about it?
bad girl
>>7612642
he's 3rd world subhuman too from what ive heard
im cold
>>7612625
Yeah I was being facetious ;) In my society there are different standards, only a very very small percentage of women are "lady like"
Aussies are fucking feral...
>I stood and peed because it's easier and I don't wanna sit on a cold seat, sue me
I do this. I am sure we all do :P I know plenty of cis girls who would kill for a doodle just so they didn't have to sit every time they needed to wee... especially when using public toilets. So I don't see that as a problem. It's your body to manage in any way you want :)
>>7612660
everyone does that crap, they have zero etiquette, filthy plebs.
>>7612617
>>7612382
>they didnt kiss
feels pretty bad desu woulda been cute
>>7612499
you posted this earlier and I'm still not going to do it
>>7612660
You know why edie, your personality is addictive :3
>>7612676
I dunno pooks much, I only wanted one person in that moment, sry
Coulda ordered me to or something dummy
TOO LATE NOW
>>7612660
Normally that is rooted in pretty big self esteem issues
Like, i do that sometimes because i am always afraid that people secretly hate me
i wish andrew bird snugged me
I had my first laser session yesterday and it feels fucking amazing knowing that facial hair will be gone in a year or two
>>7612666
>>7612683
you shouldn't have a low self image pooks ur wonderful, same to u neptunatunetune
maybe that's why i find it unattractive with partners tho cause i like confident guys u know
>>7612670
because i get anxiety looking at all of the damn messages i missed lmao!! it makes me feel like i have to make up a reason as to why i didn't respond
even tho i just didn't respond cause i was sleeping and then was doing other things. i don't wanna feel obligated to text someone like wth
>>7612674
filthyyyyyyyyyyyyyy plebs
>>7612681
NO IT ISNT LMAO
>>7612671
I'm not sure desu, I talked to him for like 5 mins and got belly pics, SUPER easy
why are you cold
My friends going to where u live tmrw
or the mountain I guess
Get sum soup warm up
>>7612676
>pic
accurate
>>7612673
you too ~ <3
>>7612668
I try not to be >~<
Pretty sure I am though, ask her.
>>7612682
>tfw friendzoned
>>7612686
thank u mommy edie
>i like confident guys u know
yaya same
>>7612692
I dunno, I ain't heard any complaints from her so that's somethin
GL Pooksies
>>7612688
>ya feel
yeah actually i do
*feels ur hair then escapes out the window*
>>7612690
no of course i like you!
i just miss replies sometimes :(
>>7612686
Were you two texting pretty rapidly beforehand?
whatever idk why i cared
>>7612696
omg
i hope you like feeling wet hair because i just got out of the shower
>>7612692
oh
that makes me uncomfortable
enjoy the mountain or whatever
>>7612660
i have to resist the urge to do this :(
on here i mean cuz i don't have any friends irl h-haha
>>7612690
well ur not a man right? so it makes sense you'd have issues bb
>>7612692
i love my daughter pooksmadooks
>>7612699
no we literally were talking throughout one day over like 12 hours here and there!!!!!! and sorry i don't mean to yell at you jun it just upsets me cause it shows me that he's not the kind of guy i should date lol
I take 2mg E in the morning and 4mg in the evening.
Do you think the other way around would be better?
>>7612709
i hear cis women have an estrogen spike in the morning
>>7612704
hi nim
my little girl
*hangs self*
>>7612708
it's ok qt
yr not a bad girl
jk u kind of are
You weren't very loud anyways
>>7612709
i thought it would be 2mg every 6 hours?
>>7612686
The clingy ones are loyal, though their self worth will always be tied to your opinion of them. How secure they feel with you. They will always assume you are cheating, throw fits constantly... But they are also the ones that will do anything for you, and like, sell and organ on the black market to pay for you flights and accommodation for a week abroad with another man.
Manipulating men is a huge part of being a chick, bro, deal with it!
>>7612431
Yeah, a lot of poetry sites or sections of sites dedicated to poetry are just shit holes, unfortunately. What's got you suicidal, senpai? My suicidal tendencies never really left me; they're just sort of on low heat right now.
>>7612782
new thread, i'll post it here and there just in case i guess
just ultra depression
i'm stuck in a rural shithole, the only money i can make is yardwork which i hate, too depressed to see a psych and parents are absolutely non-helpful
i can't see myself getting into a relationship anytime soon but my only real hope is finding someone on the mainland to shack up with, but i'm autistic and annoying to talk to and i look like a man and desu unless i can get add pills and do commissions again the only thing i could probably do is camming
i might be forced to find some chaser to shack up with but i'd honestly rather just off myself if it came to that
>I have zero interest in penis right now
OOPS
Holy shit. Why are trannies so fucking miserable in these threads. I just came back from 3 months on Tumblr and genuinely you fucking people are awful and hate filled. Why?
I wish you girls the best. A lot of you are really sweet, but Jesus there is a pervasive lament here.