4 days till christmass edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
hugg gelgel
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>7439157
LEWD DISEASE
Does anyone have any of the trans discord links?
Also is anyone in Toronto right now?
>>7440512
i was gonna make the next thread..
>tfw you start gradually getting rid of your guy clothes
>>7440504
it's simple. racism. the idea that blacks can't be racist toward whites is completely retarded. in some cases they are even more racist.
>>7440516
she looks pretty in that pic to me
>>7440521
did something happen?
Here you go anon.
>>7440524
good feel. it gets even better when you don't have any more guy clothes makes the transition seem more real
>>7440522
you had more than a few minutes.
So, any tips on how to treat a boy right through the virtualspace?
>>7440529
Yeah, apparently the person we were subletting from was getting evicted today and decided to keep that to herself, so we got kicked out by surprise and are now trying to find somewhere to be.
>>7440532
pretty and passing. wouldn't clock in public with a girl voice
>>7440524
i need to start donating some of mine
>>7440534
nuh uh, you're mean
>>7440535
WHAT?
My god, that's awful, and at this time of the year... do you have enough money to do daily rent? what are you going to do with your stuff?
>>7440535
hugg tetra
>tfw estrogen/progesterone injection in leg
Now I can't get pregnant :3
>wake up today feeling hopeless about my chances of a relationship
>a "closet sissy" messages me on fetlife and a ace/panromantic girl messages me on okcupid, both in my area
>chatting w/ both right now
I HAVE HOPE!
>>7440542
last Christmas my mom got me cologne. made me cry and feel like shit
>>7440532
idk why you don't want to post pictures, you look pretty good honestly
>>7440518
>tfw no one to be lewd with
>>7440542
>tfw all I'm getting for Christmas are guy clothes
>>7440552
I get mens smellies from everyone
I even save them up and give them out the following christmas
>>7440552
that's a horrible gift even for a cis guy...
I sincerely can only see a FtM liking that.
>>7440552
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8gmARGvPlI
>>7440555
Because /pol/.
>>7440532
nice eye makeup
>>7440548
where did you get injectiable estrogen??
theres a shortage here in the US
>>7440539
Not her, but tips on how to treat boys? I can't control my spaghetti
>>7440567
that's true, true
so much of mine are just sitting in a bin
im probably gonna keep some of my favorite shirts at least, for lazy days
>>7440548
I've wanted injections for a while but looking at it... eeesh
>>7440542
Thanks, I'm on a library computer and I lost the hushmail my old discord is linked to so I had to make a new one, but it's me for what it's worth
>>7440546
Yeah... I dunno, we could try to do a night's rent somewhere but it would blow a rather large hole in our savings, definitely a last resort
>>7440547
Thanks Anna, hopefully we make it
>tfw hrt turns you in to a glorious alpha male
>>7440535
Oh God that's terrible, i'm so sorry.
>>7440578
Yeah...
I wish I could help :(
>>7440584
Nah bro that be gay as FUCK
>>7440575
Yeah, I'll probably keep some of my band Ts just for the memories of the shows.
>>7440584
Any plans to do so?
>>7440573
just bee yourself
if a boy likes you for who you are, keep it up
one thing to remember is boys have feelings too, they're not strong unfeeling protectors here to fix things for us
Boys hurt too, and you should make sure they feel great. It's important that when your man is with you he feels like the most important man in the world. Take care of him. Give him lots of love and affection. Take what he gives you and return it double. Boys like intimacy and getting to show their vulnerable side when they warm up to you enough.
If you spaghetti already, he probably likes it. You could ask him if it bothers him.
>>7440575
I read online that today it was colder in Chicago than the surface of Mars where the curiosity rover is at.
I need to stop
Sleeping with college freshmen
This is all Faye's fault
Do you think I triggered the hind at my group today?
>>7440602
How is my fault, I only target juniors.
>>7440607
You mention her network
>>7440592
>Implying im not alpha as heck
https://unsee.cc
/pusonize
>tfw probably on the tierlist now
>>7440546
Also most of our stuff is at the place and apparently nobody can enter. The leaseholder is supposed to be the one who sets up an appointment for everyone to come back and grab their things but since she clearly can't be trusted we're hoping to find an alternative
>>7440583
Pretty much
>>7440585
Me too... We appreciate the sentiment, but of course we could also really use a bed
>>7440613
yeah, I know my sympathies are worthless.
>>7440599
I mean today wasn't bad at all, it was pretty nice actually, but the past couple days have been below zero
>>7440613
did you at least get to pick up stuff like clothing and pills?
>>7440610
nice pecs bro
>>7440610
hanna is cute! CUTE! i see nothing manly here :^)
>>7440611
It's really not fair, black women are impossible to clock
>>7440619
God the weather is going to suck when I'm up there next month
>>7440631
Yeah but my dad might be there and im not out to him yet :/
>>7440633
Chicago's best in the spring or fall
Summer is too dang hot and winter is cold but you can travel away from the city and go to Wilmont mountain and stuff
>>7440613
Methinks you've been conned because leaseholders are very rarely evicted because they have essentially purchased the property (on a lease hence the name). I don't think she is a leaseholder.
>>7440628
I've been hugboxed into the stratosphere, my chin is pointing out like the rock of Gibraltar c'mon.
>>7440593
thanks! this helps, I think I just need more practice talking to guys and I'll be good
>>7440623
N-no im manly and intimidating
>>7440622
Thanks i work out bro
(i dont really)
>>7440631
Its not gay if you turn of the lights
>>7440611
>Tfw Sass will never be on the tier list.
^-^
>>7440640
did you ever meet the Nostalgia Critic?
>>7440646
you're about as manly and intimidating as a kitten :3
>>7440618
It's nice that you have our back, this is just a more dire situation than usual
>>7440621
We got the clothes on our backs, which we insured were decently warm, and our pills, and our dead phones, ID... that's about it
>>7440643
Not sure about that but there was at least some amount of conning afoot, evidently
>>7440648
Yeah that's weird, you post pics occasionally but I've never seen you on it.
>>7440619
Oh, yeah I looked and it was supposedly yesterday.
>>7440645
Of course! Guys are simple, they wanna feel important, cared for, and have someone to listen to their problems. Be a good waifu and take care of him, let him vent to you about work and pay attention to how he feels, help him feel important in whatever ways he seems to like (I had a guy that enjoyed comforting me and helping me through my own emotional times because it made him feel needed and useful, guys are like that), do little special things to make his life better and keep his mood up.
If you have any questions or anything just lemme know
>>7440656
A big lion?
>>7440611
>tfw dropped off of tier list in the latest one
>don't have to see my face every thread
Tybg
>>7440665
>If you have any questions or anything just lemme know
what should be the well manered progression in lewd pics? do you start with legs? belly? where do you go from there?
>>7440532
YOU ARE SO PRETTY
>>7440666
no a kitty like this
>>7440648
>tfw nep pics are so rare that no one has them to even put in their lists
>>7440670
Well, don't start by spreading your ass for him, that's for sure. I like to kinda ease into it with showing off my legs or little tease pics. Depends on what he likes, really. Some boys like tumtums. Some like legs. Feet. Armpits. Lips. Figure out his fetishes and then drive him nuts. It's up to you how much you wanna show.
My gun pics appeal to like, my /k/ friends who look at that and then say shit like they wanna protect me. And then I use that to my advantage.
: <3<3<#
: I want to protect
Grace: Protect this meek little girl~
: l-lewd
: appealing to male instincts
: you slut
>>7440676
was that an example scene or copy pasted irc?
grace is a slut
>>7440674
I have a tummy pic, want me to repost it for you?
>>7440677
Copy pasted. He's quite the horny boy and it's fun to tease him.
>>7440678
Yolo
Nobody's put a ring on it yet so I'm gonna have some fun lol
>>7440681
would you prefer a ring or a collar?
>>7440679
I mean I'd prefer if you didn't but like tummy can't identify me anyway and I could just deny it's me
I want to die.
I really, really don't care about this world anymore.
It seems like everyone around me just wants to continue take advantage of my naivete, and either accuse me of having false memories or bait me into trusting them.
Chicago aint even cold yall niggas bitchmade.
Could someone please provide the new tier list that Valq was working on so I may peruse its contents? :^)
Thank you and Happy Holidays to all of the fine and gentle souls here (:
>>7440674
You'll slip up eventually..
>>7440697
That said, I am now a fundamentally broken person, ripped apart by people who pretend to care by throwing money at me.
>>7440690
I'll post a pic just to let people find out who I am
unsee.cc
/guparode/
>>7440702
she never made it bc she got busy with rl stuff
>>7440710
Well is there a new one that someone else made friend?
>>7440703
Will you be watching ready to strike?
I mean I've posted a repression pic of me from a year ago and some tummy pics but nothing else afaik
>>7440713
there's a really shitty inaccurate chaser one
>>7440704
I don't know what happened but I hope you feel better soon.
Help my partner keeps making fun of me being a girl
>>7440719
Do you know who made it, and can you please post it?
>>7440702
Yo carth who would you fuck with ITT?
>>7440685
why not both
>>7440729
I jerk myself off once or twice per month.... does that count? :^)
>>7440727
>>7440728
literally a self admitted chaser made it and named it a list for chasers. no i dont have it saved
>>7440742
Aiiiiight well then im out, peace.
>>7440705
You're looking sort of rotund in that pic
>>7440736
me too thanks
>>7440742
Have I ever made it onto a list? o:
Though, I don't trip often
tfw beepbeep doesn't wanna meet
will strangers be mean to me if I'm a boy with boobs?
I don't really like confrontation, I don't want people to get angry at me
I'm getting a little concerned things are moving a bit fast
I've got man breasts on a barrel chest
https://unsee
.cc/puremita/
>>7440735
You're such a fucking asshole Carth
>>7440765
i think on a few really old ones but not any new ones
>>7440768
don't you live no where near each other though
>>7440722
If I feel better, it's because I start forgetting everything that happened again.
Also, I'm just going to stop giving people second chances. People never change.
>>7440704
Oh shit! Are your parents divorcing?
>>7440780
Worse; they're working together to try to convince me I'm not traumatized by all the abuse I've been through.
>>7440777
I live in cali
she said she was gonna visit
>>7440768
how about you meet me and do pee pee things
*checks pulse*
god dammit
>>7440718
>ready to strike
No, I'll just be there to appreciate your beauty
We've actually been in tinychat together though, right Nep?
You don't have a septum do you?
>>7440786
Wait, What happened? Were you abused by a family member when you were a kid?
>>7440789
what are peepee things
I'm meeting someone from here soon
>>7440765
I know you from seeing you on a tier list. Today is the first time I've ever spoken to you. I feel like I'm talking to a celebrity here, c-can I have your autograph??
>>7440787
it might be bc ur still a baby poker. beepy is all grown up
>>7440797
>We've actually been in tinychat together though, right Nep
Nope
Def not me you are thinking of.
And no I don't
>>7440789
reported you to chris hansen
>>7440761
H-hey now
Being a planet is hard :<
>cum
>still lewd disease
STOP THIS MEME I'M NOT EVEN ON HORMONES YET
WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME
>>7440820
>>7440820
you'll get a boyfriend and live sucking his dick
>>7440820
Either you're a trans degenerate or a garden variety dutch degenerate. So don't worry
>>7440820
>WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME
Youj'll lose your sex drive for a few months and become more focused on other things in life.
aaaaand I'm sad
>>7440830
>boyfriend
b-but I like girls better
>>7440835
you say that now but in about 7 months you'll be boy crazy
>>7440820
You'll still be lewd except you'll want boys to stick their penis in you
>>7440842
>boy crazy
>>7440842
I'm at 5 months and I like boys less now
>>7440845
you will want to know what it feels like to get his phallus pressed against your stomach and when he is lewding your bp you will know that losing to cock was the best thing that could have happened
>>7440799
Perpetual emotional abuse from my parents for being too soft, and constant bullying with no escape from peers. When I got bullied on the bus, my stay-at-home mom told me to just stop whining so much, and make fun of myself so nobody can bully me.
>>7440845
Just wait until a boy sticks his penis in your butt
uwu
>7440860
don't give it (you)s
>>7440845
this is gonna be you in a few months
>tfw too dumb to cheer someone up
>>7440869
Same desu
>>7440874
You were here the whole time?
W-what do you think of me?
>>7440873
I love this pic for how realistic it is.
>>7440532
And you complain about being afraid you won't pass
>>7440869
It's the worst feeling when you find yourself unable to help someone. I hate it.
>>7440863
>ass pussie
Also that doujin is 5lewd3me
Making me crave lewd again
>>7440860
Go back to /pol/
>>7440886
Yeah...
Feeling powerless is absolute shit
>>7440860
We will only grow in numbers
Phase 3 is almost complete for the coco qts
my dinner made me prego
>>7440894
*made with prego
>>7440891
I laughed irl
>>7440884
she was going to kill herself as well
I'm a week into my second month of HRT and while nothing has changed in size, my nipples are unusually sore. Is this unrelated to HRT or am I getting excited about the right thing
>>7440901
means ur boobs are starting to grow
>>7440901
that's how it goes. some get it the first month, some take a while.
>>7440896
yeh it's my little food baby
>>7440901
boobs
>>7440886
I'm sorry. I'm not upset, just broken. You can't help me without undoing what I've been through.
>>7440909
I wanna be a mommy :(
the sunset tonight was fucking stunning
>>7440919
Then you should use the brand of supermarket pasta sauce that moms trust. Get prego today!
>>7440918
I refuse to think of you as broken, though. I remember the strong happy girl you were last night. I think of how many times you've been so down and yet you came back. I wanna believe in you.
>>7440901
mine are more sore than I expected desu
>>7440924
I meant I want to be pregnant with a baby inside me
>>7440930
you'll have to settle for acid reflux.
>>7440924
What kind of prego
>>7440901
>tfw hairy chest and epilation doesn't seem to work for me
i bet epilation hurts a ton more when you have breast tissue too right
what do i do
>>7440938
nipple hair is hell
>>7440897
Yay c:
>>7440925
I'm tired of forgiving and forgetting.
I'm tired of convincing myself that whatever makes me happy is right. It's not. My happiness is not important when my well-being is at risk.
>>7440938
shave/epilate and eventually get laser or electro on chest
>>7440938
laser it
>>7440922
Was it?
how to not kill self?
>>7440944
>shave/epilate
Shaving is murder to my skin and epilation only ever leaves stubble, I don't get it
>>7440951
eat, shit, sleep
>>7440942
Health and well being do come first but, your happiness is a big part of those two you know. And well, some things probably shouldn't be given a second chance, like what you told me. Fuck those people.
spartan rn
>>7440937
Plain with sauteed mushrooms
>>7440930
Oh, that's kinda gay
>>7440947
its this but bright pink http://i.imgur.com/u64JdzX.jpg
>>7440697
I hate the holidays too. I spend time with my family but it fills me with emptiness. I share your feelings. Everything hurts.
>>7440953
different hairs are in different stages of growth
you have to epilate multiple times and keep up with it
>>7440960
That sounds good. Can I have some too? Maybe add some garlic or something as well.
>>7440957
they said they fucked a guy before and i think women as well so they are not a virgin
>>7440969
you don't just buy your own chocker you dumbass, it's a gift from your master!
>>7440967
>not loving the holidays with the family
>>7440548
h-how long is that needle?
>>7440970
Mushrooms and sauce
Whole wheat organic spaghetti
Chicken parm
Come over and stuff ur face
>>7440992
That sounds pretty damn good. I'm on my way now.
>>7440992
>Mushrooms
You ruined it
I am a grilled cheese goddess
>>7440985
1.5" 22 gauge is the norm for IM injections
>>7440998
clean your room
>>7440998
you're really pretty grace
>>7440999
does it hurt?
>>7440996
Hi Lizzy
>>7440998
I often broil cheese on top of toast. Unfortunately I don't have any bread right now.
>>7441003
later
i need to eat this grilled ham and cheese
and then i need to do some laundry and clean my room
and then go do a run
and then shower
ugh
SO MUCH TO DO
>>7441005
I am notttttttttt
trust me i just looked at myself lol
I just got my first facial today!
>>7441006
very little.
>>7441010
at a salon or...
>>7441013
On my knees of course, then we went to chick-fil-a
>tgfw he calls you pretty
<3
>>7441017
kayla... thats lewd
are you going to start girlmoding at work now that you've got your documents?
>>7441007
Hi Shakira
>>7441025
No, just hope i get fired
>>7441024
>tfw never been in a relationship
>tfw unwanted
>>7441024
i want that feel but i'm nasty
>>7441010
did you see how good it is?
what would the you from 2 or 3 years ago think of you now?
>>7441030
thats not going to happen
just fucking go girl mode already
>>7441009
I agree with anon. Very pretty. And cute when embarassed.
>>7441038
>tfw people just make you flustered so they can laugh at you
>>7441042
but you ARE pretty
i want to be pretty like you
>>7441035
>what would the you from 2 or 3 years ago think of you now?
Probably fuck me desu
>>7441024
>tfw a boy has never called you pretty
>>7441045
you're forgetting about my scars and plenty of other stuff, right??
>>7441050
well i've got certain scars too
you still manage to look really nice
>>7441047
thats pretty agp
i need someone to tell me what to do
i need help, but im drunk it doesnt matter
>go to a sushi restaurant with my mom
>the waiter: "can I get you ladies anything to drink?"
>my mom spends the next 5 minutes asking me why I'm so flustered
Select all images with sushi
>>7441042
I'm not about to laugh at you. I'm in an abysmal mood. Not in the mood to hugbox either. You make me nervous the same way a pretty cisgirl would. I see you and get fuzzy. I will never elict the same response. Enjoy it senpai.
>>7441059
Missgendering stories should be banned they trigger me hard.
>>7441053
im sorry, im just really used to being called ugly thanks to here
thank you
>>7441059
today a coworker startled me and i let out a little squeak and he was like That's a girly scream and i felt good
and then later i was making sure the bathrooms are clean so i was in the men's room and a dude came in and i was like, im sorry im just cleaning real quick ill be out in a sec, and he replied that he heard a girl's voice so he wasn't sure if he was in the right room (I was behind the bathroom door)
>>7441063
gosh
thank you
that's really nice of you to say
>I will never elict the same response.
do you think i ever thought i would a year ago?
>>7441058
what happened
>>7441058
What do you need help with?
>>7441059
i kp getting the sushi question questions, its nothing personal
2 quessins:
A) Do those "Eat these foods for min testosterone and max estrogen to be a trap/trans" actually make any noticeable difference or are they just for agp wimps to feel good without HRT?
II) I'm pre-everything or whatever and I might need to get a new pair of glasses soon. I had my sort of trans revelation after months/years of insecurity and I was wondering if y'all had any tips on good frames for tgirls that I'd not have to throw out if/when I do transition but don't make me look like a massive faggo as a dude?
>>7441050
Who cares? I have scars too and they're all emotional. As long as they stay scabbed. Pretty girls' shouldn't bleed desu.
>>7441067
>today a coworker startled me and i let out a little squeak and he was like That's a girly scream and i felt good
>and then later i was making sure the bathrooms are clean so i was in the men's room and a dude came in and i was like, im sorry im just cleaning real quick ill be out in a sec, and he replied that he heard a girl's voice so he wasn't sure if he was in the right room (I was behind the bathroom door)
i forgot to write the point of this
it got me all super giddy and i was really really happy about these two things
thankfully i had a moment to hide in the girl's room and bury my face behind my shirt so nobody would see how dumbly excited i was
>>7441073
A is all memes.
>>7441075
Grace, let me hug you
>>7441080
you matter
>>7441074
what if i have emotional and physical?
>Pretty girls' shouldn't bleed desu.
i try not to but im not a pretty girl
im
i dunno what i am
i try to work hard and do what i can and i end up bleeding lots at work
i was stupid and didnt treat my acne as a boy so i have lots of scars from that
my emotions and mental health are just kind of fucked lol
>>7441079
you dont have to wait for me to let you, id gladly accept surprise hugs
>>7441083
its ok, thimgs need to be worked out on their own
>avoid cis women because you don't think they'll accept you as one of them
Anyone know this feel? I have zero cis female friends and I don't intend to ever have any. They were also massive assholes to me pre-transition so that's another reason why I avoid them. This is very bad because the entire point of sex reassignment is to integreate with the desired sex.
>>7441087
Nope
I have quite a few cis female friends that I also like to fuck at times
I would literally date anyone from this thread.
I'm so lonely.
>>7441084
Of course I have to wait - I'm a fragile bean, I need to be mentally prepared before I can do anything, let alone come in physical contact with someone.
I ask because it just seems to be the best way to go about approaching a fragile girl. I wish people did this for me
>>7441093
be careful for what you wish for
>>7441093
what kind of music do you like
>>7441094
im sorry, that's really cute though
>>7441087
Lesbians seem to hate you guys, with their whole TERF thing and everything.
Maybe try queer women?
>>7441093
i doubt that
om still here
>>7441087
no. the majority of my friends are cis girls. I don't get treated any differently. we talk about our husbands/boyfriends, sex, and shoes or makeup
>>7441093
>>7441093
Oo where are we going?
>>7441108
>I'm not one for bowling, but this is an activity we could do together.
Lol anonnnnnnnnnn
Why not do something you both like together silly
>You're really cute though
are you just saying that cause you're lonely?
>>7441084
It's okay you have pretty good skin or make up/bad lighting makes up for a lot lol. In the last 4 months I've felt my psyche break down I'm sick of feeling crazy. You ain't telling me anything with acne I'm albino I get to be white and veiny or all splotchy. People always know when I'm lying I redden up lol. Anyway a girl with no issues is no fun. I want a girl to grow with me :3
>>7441096
Fuck that, I just want a cute girl to cuddle up with at night and love and cuddle.
>>7441097
emo/emo revival. 90s like emerican football, cursive, braid, the hotelier, sorority noise, etc.
>>7441101
Doubt all you want. One of your girls would be a wish come true for me.
>>7441107
T-shirt, sweatpants, boxers and sox I guess?
Post your boymode and I'll rate if it passes or not.
>>7441108
I've never been and would probably be bad and make a fool of myself and cry
>>7441084
It's okay I dunno what I am either. That's very hard.
>>7441115
>Fuck that, I just want a cute girl to cuddle up with at night and love and cuddle.
you said anyone in the thread, thats me
>>7441120
Yeah sure, cuddle up to me, cutie.
Lay your head on my chest with my arm around you and fall asleep <3
>>7441110
I'm not sure what Sheen likes to do for fun. Bowling isn't so bad, they normally have arcades and pizza
>are you just saying that because you're lonely?
I'm not that anon. I'm the sushi anon and the fragile bean anon........... I'm lonely but I didn't say it. And you're cute either way, Grace
>>7441117
This is exactly why we should hang out. We're both on the brink of crumbling
>>7441113
>I'm albino I get to be white and veiny or all splotchy
hugg
>>7441116
H-here it is
>>7441115
'ome of my girls'
you migght ahve some sort of wish fulfulment going on
desu ill never hve a baby
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_af256mnTE
i just want to be happy
I'm two weeks into HRT and it sucks that its too early to feel or see any effects and furthermore I think America must be destroyed.
>>7441132
Pass.
>>7441128
American football is totally comfy emo, desu. Other bands:
Owen, Cap'n Jazz, Into it Over It, Mineral, etc.
It's all really comfy sad music.
>>7441116
I no longer have a boymode.
>:)
I've never had a girlmode.
>:(
>>7441132
what does your boymode look like these days?
>>7441087
I get along quite well with cis girls but all of my cis girl friends have also been social science uni students so who the fuck knows.
>>7441096
Hey, don't feel so bad. We have similar faces. I have the same bags too. Mine are so bad they are creeping above my top eyelid.
>>7441115
Where not wear!
I guess dinner and a movie will do
>>7441139
yeah i've also listened to Into it Over it, i'll have to check out the rest :3
>>7441137
We could marathon Nichijou together
>>7441138
Nice
>>7441143
I really don't have one
>>7441091
>>7441099
>>7441104
>>7441144
I'm wondering how can I be trans if I practically hate women? I want to be a woman but I don't want anything to do with cis-women. I like transwomen though, I seem to get along with them fine, online at least. My life plan was pretty much just to hang out with trannies and cis men. But am I really one of them if I can't integrate? For the record this is why I'm anti-feminism despite being a liberal, I identify with the male struggle far more than I do with the female one so how can I claim to be a female? Idk Blaire White is MRA too so maybe it's possible.
how to not cry?
>>7441116
what if I'm always a boy
>>7441116
sup bro
>>7441113
>you have pretty good skin
its actually pretty bad and has some cysts I need to get removed. It's all in the lighting and camera lol. How bad it looks really seems lighting dependent which makes me anxious when I'm out IRL cause I don't know if I look like trash or not.
>In the last 4 months I've felt my psyche break down I'm sick of feeling crazy.
Yeah, it's been a fun year for me, my mental and emotional state has gone all over the place and I'm just kind of tired of it. At this point I accept that things aren't working right for now and I'll have to live with shit being weird until I seek help.
>You ain't telling me anything with acne I'm albino I get to be white and veiny or all splotchy
Oh wow, I have a bunch of questions now.
>People always know when I'm lying I redden up lol.
cuuuuute~
>Anyway a girl with no issues is no fun. I want a girl to grow with me :3
Yeah, I can see that I guess. Life and people would be boring without the hardships that make us who we are.
>>7441119
Some day we'll figure it out, anon.
>>7441129
I like bowling, actually. My family's always done it and I get really into it as a result. Gotta keep up the family name and all~
And oh, sorry!
>I'm lonely but I didn't say it.
Awww, I guess we all are huh? That's why we're here after all.
>And you're cute either way, Grace
thank you <3
>fourth day off hrt
>hips have now almost completely stopped hurting
>>7441152
I cry everyday
>>7441157
at least now you wont lose to cock
>>7441157
guess my hips are fused already then mine never hurt
>>7441151
d/w bro, cis man here.
>>7441137
Sheen do you even like boys?
I'm a boy and I wanna cuddle you so bad. <3
pls be mý gf.
>>7441146
I work in industry. My odinary wear are jeans, tight protective clothes and white t-shirts.
>>7441147
Emo is my favorite music to party/relax/sex to.
It's good for everything :3
>>7441151
>I don't want anything to do with cis-women
>I practically hate women
you need to fix that first
>>7441164
I WOULDNT HAVE LOST EITHER WAY
>>7441156
your hair is really nice, how do you get it like that?
>>7441151
lmao I'm very similar, and I kinda feel weird about it too
I blame it on the testosterone's effect on the brain when young, it must just give a different perspective
eventually though I'm guessing hrt and living a different "life" than before will change the viewpoint a little bit
>>7441135
Heyy ! I was actually talking to Nep earlier, what makes you bring her up?
I'm fantastic hbu ? c:
>>7441130
^.^
>>7441152
im crying rn,, cant hlp
>>7441116
mine sux :/
>>7441175
juni
>>7441157
To make you feel better, it could have been just a joint ache from air pressure or something.
>>7441165
hihi
>>7441173
What do you mean by like that? It's just growing out and I try to keep it healthy but I don't do much special.
>>7441169
>Sheen do you even like boys?
yes but I'm a giant ugly man and there's only one kind of guy who likes that
>I'm a boy and I wanna cuddle you so bad. <3
that would be amazing
>pls be mý gf.
B R I S B A N E
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>>7441157
my hips have kinda been hurting, its really noticeable when I walk up stairs
>>7441182
it looks really healthy I guess, what do you do to keep it healthy?
>>7441175
I'm dating her :^3
It was funny because she was describing Sichuan but forgot what it was called and I was like oh hey June showed me that..
That was like two nights ago
I'm ok just trying to not be broke and fucked..
>>7441179
>>7441188
o-oh I guess you're juni
hi
>>7441183
>tfw Swedish
I know your pain. Finding a cuddle partner from the same region as yourself is impossible.
I hope you find your strong man soon, and I hope he is muscular :3 <3
2017 is just around the corner. Start planning your resolutions now, girls
>>7441182
grace how has your day been
>>7441200
Kill myself before summer.
>>7441200
for the first time in a while i think i will
there are many things that need to get done
>>7441200
my 2017 resolution is to make a resolution for 2018
>>7441176
>tfw hrt will make me even paler
>>7441196
Hi nimmy <3
What's new with you? You making progress transitioning? Does yr mom know yet?
>>7441200
lose 80 pounds
>>7441186
I use some good shampoo and I don't wash it too often so it can keep its oils and stuff. I like, shampoo it once or twice a week and typically condition twice a week. I should look into different shampoo and conditioner types, I've been using repairing honey conditioner because it's what my sis uses but my hair has never been really damaged before like hers gets.
>>7441202
Eh, it had its moments but today wasn't really a good day. I'm just looking forward to Christmas and then New Year's weekend. After that I dunno, I won't really have anything to look forward to to get me through work and I might go job hunting again. A very disrespectful manager came back today and I don't know if I can deal with her treating everyone the way she does if it goes unchecked.
>>7441200
Why wait until New Year's? Work on improving shit every day. I'm gonna do a run again today. I'm gonna stick to it. I'm also doing laundry like I said I would.
>>7441211
is that anime ok it doesn't look ok
>>7441200
get a fucking job
>>7441096
Hey nice headphones
>>7441200
be a girl
>>7441200
>lose weight
>start HRT
>get license
>>7441212
im off hrt right now waiting for more to get here :(
oh god my mom would kill me if she found out!
how have you been though? ^^
>>7441156
Maybe I'm just used to pizzafaced high-schoolers but acne scars just make you look youthful. Anyway I think I will be back gotta charge my phone a bit see my dad off to work.
>>7441151
your probably just stupid
>>7441217
jojo reference
>>7441200
I need to start manning up
>>7441221
So that's why people always think I'm a highschooler IRL! lol
Alright, see you later anon, I hope your dad has a good day~
>>7441223
t. Cis-female
>>7441151
Because CIS women are spoiled shits. Fuck them.
>>7441214
look into ways to make money online!
>>7441232
lol..
>>7441234
How much do you make a week?
>>7441200
There are many things you can do to make the most out of this upcoming year!
Develop a workout routine and become more active. Your body will look it's best, your mental and physical health will improve, you'll feel much better!
Learn a new skill, or perhaps a new language. Knowledge is power, and with power comes confidence in yourself to maneuver your daily life!
Minimize dysphoria. Where I plan to spend a considerable majority of my energy. Life can be unfair, sometimes all I can do is cry, but it's only ourselves who can make a real difference in our lives.
Good luck and stay strong.
>>7441210
Many years ago I made a new years resolution to not make any more news years resolutions, and I've kept it.
>>7441211
Didn't know it could do that...
>fucking any dick smaller than 6 inches
>>7441241
I only started a few months ago but im making like 300 bucks a month now
not that much but you can do it while you work an actual job and then just quit once you're making enough
>>7441246
what do you do?
I need to find some matches, I really wanna light up a scented candle. I got one as part of my secret santa gift last night!
>>7441246
>300 bucks a month now
>a month
Nim if I work 30 hours a week I end up making 1k before tax
Maybe I should cam, that would probably be a better way to make money online lol
>tfw you're seriously worried about your parents disowning you again
>tfw planning for the worst-case scenario
>tfw considering the resort to camming, but will try streaming first
>>7441225
I don't get it
>>7441227
Everyone deserves good headphones or speakers
Feeling the experience of music in high quality is something everyone ought to have
>>7441239
<5
>>7441256
30 hours though
>>7441250
Ok bend over
>>7441256
The thing about people is that the entertainment industry doesn't pay a wage. You get paid for how good you are at teasing them and seducing them.
>>7441260
What do you actually do for your site tho
>>7441269
t r u e
I'd have absolutely no idea what I'm doing
>>7441265
i obviously meant to show you how to be manly because im such a manly man lani!
gosh!
>>7441188
Isn't it beautiful ! They recently built two high glass bridges in the mountains that look terrifying.
>trying not to be broke an fucked
I can relate, but hey, any shortcomings we make we can blame 2016, and make a New Years resolution
>>7441278
>because im such a manly man
S A M E
>>7441244
I'm going to end up as weaponized paleness
>>7441276
>go on amazon
>find product related to your site
>look through the reviews and write in a notepad the general things being said about the product
>write a 1000-word article based on the notepad you wrote
>riddle the article with images from the amazon listing
>put a affiliate link at the end of the article
>>7441279
This picture is mind bending
I want to go there some day, and also to the other glass bridge the big suspension one
But also i'm kinda afraid of heights so it would be hard to do.
But ahh i love pictures of that place, it's one of my 5 places to visit before i die
>>7441282
Cyoot :3
I am a spiral galaxy
>>7441278
Oh me too we could learn a thing or two from each other I think.
Now bite the pillow I'm going in dry
I think this is what guys do
>>7441289
So I write fake reviews? how do i even make a site
>>7441289
thats evil
please remember us when you are a billionaire
>first tranny therapist
>All of my psych issues comes from traumatic early-transition events
>She laughed at me when I told her I applied to & got a mechanic job as a guy
>Tells me I must have looked rediculous pretending to be a boy
Welp.
I guess mtfg maybe wasn't hugboxing.
O
Also
I have trust issues
>>7441211
does it do this? I'm starting in a week and I'm already pretty pale...
>>7441174
I think I have PTSD. I told myself that it's all over now, I won't be laughed at by women while trying to be a man anymore but I just burst out crying because it's still playing over and over in my head and won't stop. That time 2 women laughed at me for having no girlfriend, that time a woman used me for homework answers then blanked me afterwards, that time a woman stopped me in a club just to tell me no-one will ever like me.
freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>7441290
I am the anti-spiral btw
>>7441297
Did it feel good to let it out? Did you cry?
>>7441301
it's me goku
>>7441301
bardock?
>>7441300
Cis women do this shit because they know they won't get the shit knocked out of them.
>>7441300
:(
I kinda wanna hug you right now, that makes me really sad...I had some similar things with being laughed at by girls in middle school that really negatively changed me socially for a few years
even now when I think back to it, it makes me feel like shit
>>7441303
Lolno.
But she wants to work out my PTSD in the comming weeks.
Prolly tons of tears then
>>7441310
My pastor taught me how and said never to tell anyone
>>7441316
you just did
you are going to hell I guess
>>7441316
I think we just had a breakthrough
>>7441306
>>7441300
Seems like that much more motivation to become at asap
>>7441290
Samee. Going to Tokyo in March but I'm definitely not going on Tokyo tower.
But you're dating Nep, how's that going? That's really cute c:
>>7441299
I remember hearing about it here, I remember someone telling me about it, something to due with the skin changes makes you appear paler
>>7441327
*QT
>>7441323
He said the same thing when he finally got it in
>>7441320
I think that was a certainty as soon as I cut my peepee off
pooks ill meet u i just dk much about u. r u nice?
>>7441333
shes slowly becoming a piece of shit.
>>7441331
Oh.
>>7441333
if you meet pookie then you should at least meet kayla as well
>>7441332
what an odd time to be joking around
your pastor seems like a jolly fellow
>>7441333
me next
Time to exercise
I really dont feel like it
But I want to do it
So
GOTTA GRIND ON THROUGH IT
>>7441338
>t. piece of shit
>>7441345
Yeah he really liked to spread his happiness all over me
>>7441351
>grind
lewd
>>7441335
Cali, but I'm in North Carolina visiting home for the holidays atm (:
You?
>>7441303
Oh.
Does this mean we balance out into equilibrium
>>7441328
>Going to Tokyo in March
:o thats really cool, is it for any reason or just as a tourist? What you planning on going to see?
I'd love to do a tour of like all of eastern Asia someday, i love so much of the aesthetic and languages
>you're dating Nep, how's that going?
you (You)'d the wrong person for that question hehe
Sorry if i threw you off by jumping in to the conversation.
It is really cute though :)
>>7441351
>tfw ywn have a body like this
why live
>>7441359
i live in big bear, so cal
i was just joking though i dont even know you
>>7441353
>>7441361
do you really want bobs that big?
seems like it would create a lot of problems
>>7441351
I should've exercised today but I wasted all my time crying
>>7441359
also yeah thats is la
>>7441365
Don't get upset by my retroactive altar boy fantasies ;~;
>>7441371
:3
how
is
lani
>>7441373
No idea what you're talking about.
>>7441373
hugg isl
>>7441367
No i don't actually, but i'd like to have a curvy latina body, that's like my dream to be kind of latina modelesque if i'm going to be tall. Too bad the hispanic side of my family is the ugly mexican kind
>>7441326
I don't really have any cis female friends
I have at school before, but its been a few years and we don't really talk. my younger sister is about 18 and we've had a lot of fun growing up together and we still do now..its kidna cool she's older now so we can have more of an actual friendship
overall though, its definitely fair to say that I've like almost been afraid of women for years. it makes me sad to think about it honestly
https://i.imgur.com/uTDnQEI.gifv
do you think juniper would be upset at me if i married neptune
>>7441385
I was scared to click it but wow is that cute
>>7441382
<3
Is there any sound on earth better than vinyl hip-hop? Taking the feels away one crackle at a time.
Who knows their progesterone levels?
My fucking doctor wants to put a needle in my eye because my progesterone levels are slightly above cis range
>>7441387
just turn it into a neptune-juniper-you love triangle
thats my plan
>>7441379
horny
;~;
>>7441393
if we both do it then we'll just be a faggy square
>>7441392
>My fucking doctor wants to put a needle in my eye
Dafuq what has progesterone got to do with your eyes?
>>7441393
no
>>7441387
not happening
>>7441394
im off hrt so uh..
i know the feeling
>>7441396
that's why im gonna beat you anon
im gonna be first
>>7441373
i missed the last episode of mtfg what happened
>>7441399
why aren't you on hrt
did you run out
>>7441392
faye why do you come to a japanese imageboard everyday and make up a new story?
how could anyone possibly believe that
>>7441402
isla turns into a huge jerk to anyone she gets close to basically
What does a vagina look like?
Why would someone bully isla?
>>7441391
>1 new post
I've never listened to a vinyl in quietness before but i have a lot of cds...
>>7441392
Why? What do they hope to find out? I know it can effect eyes, but I'd be leery of messing with the eyes if there is no signs of issues with them.
>>7441403
yeh :(
>>7441397
Part of the brain MRI for tumors when you have a crazy doc
>>7441399
I can be your bf or something
>>7441391
but youre black shakira
thats something youre naturally supposed to enjoy
not us civilized people
>>7441405
Like a slimy pink hole
>>7441402
>>7441404
>>7441405
vaginas look very different anon
>>7441406
don't worry, i will eliminate the threat
>>7441411
omg that sucks
i hope you get some more soon
>>7441402
pookie being a total piece of shit basically
aiming to harm me and basically doing the psychological abuse
she knows how to bother me better than any 'friend' i have.
she really hurt me, and aims to seemingly continue to do so
>>7441381
hugg nim
>>7441380
read what i posted
>>7441406
iunno jjust cuz?
>>7441415
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYA1g4eitMI
>>7441420
I thought you were gay
>>7441358
As a tourist! Going to do a lot of site seeing, drinking, eating, just try to soak in as much as I can.
& RIGHT do itt, I want to go s. Korea so bad. Life is short, the world is big, fuk it
Pfft we were talking mostly about you, I'm just a ditz lol
>>7441360
Nicee I've been really into grime artists like jme & skepta.
You guys have good music
wooo, the semester is ogre
>>7441413
be a boy for me lani :3
>>7441427
british rap is the worst music :(
>>7441429
kick the mans BUTT
rap more like crap
>>7441405
http://lmgtfy.com/?t=i&q=vagina
>>7441435
BURN!!
>>7441431
Ok you've even seen my boy mode so you know what a handsome man I can be for youu
>>7441435
hi im nim
>>7441440
give progression pics
>>7441436
There really is a wiki for everything.
>>7441436
thanks anon. one of your results:
http://www.nhs.uk/tools/documents/visual_guides_v2/data/vagina_problems/images/08-VPvg.jpg
>>7441436
Most of what came up when I googled initially was just medical diagrams and stuff. Not what an actual one looks like.
I found some pics and they look gross.
>>7441414
>>7441435
Back in the 1940s Hitler and even the FBI denounced jazz as "uncivilized nigger music". Now the whites love it. Probably in 50 years hip-hop will be a mostly white thing as well.
>>7441409
I did back in the 90s because family had a turntable but you can still hear the crackle on digital recordings of vinyl which is what I'm enjoying now
>>7441427
I'm with Juniper, I don't like it. How can anything British compare to this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_QzZQCs7VE
>>7441448
Redpill me on this Anna trip.
>>7441448
I'm pretty white and my VERY white friend (who is an accountant) both love rap
its pretty fun to move to the beat
>>7441452
jew
turns out trannies are really good at making ironically bad comics
except me
>>7441452
dont
>>7441452
former repressor/chaser starting transition
>>7441439
and you've seen (not)mine so you know how much of a man i am too!
>>7441448
>>7441457
Dont what?
>>7441441
i only have two and i don't wanna post em yet :(
>>7441433
UHHH HE like BEGGING YOU
>>7441452
bought hrt to prove manliness
>>7441465
I'll make a girl out of you bae
>>7441468
don't.
>>7441469
send them to your boo on discord bim
drakeposter is hebrew af
>>7441469
can i see please?
>>7441466
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TXyFYNiV-9I
>>7441432
Hahah, you'd hate driving to places some days with me then
What kind of music do you like juni? o:
>>7441474
cease
why am i so gross
>>7441477
if i was a jew i could just sue you for being racist couldnt i?
>>7441474
Dont chase?
Dont talk about her?
Dont fall in love?
Dont bug her?
>>7441479
Nu metal
and indie rock
You like ratm i rememeber :^P
also u juni too
>>7441488
Oh oddish u are so cool
>>7441492
i think she's the biggest cunt in the thread now that ive actually read her posts
the after-run feels so good
Why do I feel so sad when things are going pretty well?
>>7441387
Who is this?
>>7441390
>>7441398
wow those are nice photographs
>>7441393
>>7441396
Why don't i get a say in this
>>7441495
don't
>>7441492
she is tho
>>7441500
bcuz tho..
<3
I believe in u nimmy
>>7441504
your brain is broken
depression can be unconditional like that
why do I think I'm trans?
>>7441509
>probably
Well her dad is a rich banker
>>7441448
Damnnn shakira that beat
Can I get artist rec list?
I get a different vibe from grime though
https://youtu.be/2cvANHG5RL8
>>7441508
nice picture
here's mine
>>7441514
probably because you want to be a girl
>>7441514
cuz yr a failed man
>>7441523
this
>>7441518
i've actually only heard the first three lps.
i like them though. tool just takes a lot to digest so i try to take a few months to enjoy each album and rotate a lot.
do you like type o negative?
>>7441519
I dont like this picture :(
>>7441517
Only marry a cutie plant
>>7441519
really makes you think
>>7441518
do they even have guns?
>>7441444
if you think that's gross, don't search "blue waffle"
>>7441537
same
will you reveal girl mode at the same time as me so we can make eachother less nervous about it?
>>7441530
really revs up my fryers...
>>7441515
better start hitting on her then huh anon
might as well be on the winning team
>>7441527
here's mine
>>7441489
Ratm?
And alright, we're both juni then c:
so while i was running i took my shirt off cause i was getting hot
i didnt know anyone was around
and then my dad comes down the basement hall and is like
REALLY? PUT YOUR SHIRT BACK ON
I had my bra on so all he could see was a piece of cloth across my back but I guess that's too much for him lol
>tfw a girl now and I need to be aware of my tiddies
>>7441548
>Asked my mum if she wanted to see my breast progress and she shuddered
>>7441448
>Back in the 1940s Hitler and even the FBI denounced jazz as "uncivilized nigger music". Now the whites love it. Probably in 50 years hip-hop will be a mostly white thing as well.
For any musician to make a lot of money, whites have to love it. White teenagers in the midwest are the main target audience of hiphop
everytime this conversation just kills me
oh well
how is everyone
why do i keep messing up
i don't even know what i'm messing up
>>7441550
My mom's pretty casual about my tits, and well tits in general lol
She was such a bad influence on my sister and I
My dad on the other hand has some decency left in him
>>7441545
hm ok. i'm not huge about them either but they kinda remind me of tool a lot.
do you like the drones? idk if it's your thing but i been listening to the drones a lot lately.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwtTaxaDX0k
this album in particular is my feelerooni
>>7441552
i don't think it really matters how i'm doing
>>7441554
Because you hate yourself and you hate this world and you hate the fact that you hate every moment
>>7441548
What kinda bras are good for smoll breast? Mines are coming in nice and I wanna start wearing a bra soon.
>>7441561
Am checking out :)
I like the vocals already
>>7441006
as a dude who uses steroids i can tell you needle length is never an issue, so long as you use a suitable length for the muscle you're injecting and using a large enough gauge, you feel a slight prick of the skin, but pushing through muscle is painless
the only real issue i encounter is when i'm injecting 2+ CCs of oil, heavy injections like that can be painfully tedious