mtfg

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>tfw ur a boy
:c

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>tfw ur an autistic boy that got duped into thinking they're a girl

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I am weaponized autism.

>>7375044
when does america start being great again

>>7375051
in 4 years

>>7375051
He's not even in office

>>7375053
why would trumps reelection change anything

>>7375049
hugg elann banann

>>7375046
Yeah we'll if you aren't good with blood or anything like that it would be hard because you have to change dressing and keep it sanitary etc.

Hi.

>Buy a dress online
>Every single site tells you to buy the same dress again.
>Get anxious whenever people see your adds.

>>7375055
how do you feel about ben carson

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bx51eegLTY8
>tfw no Tom Cruise bf

>>7375048
except i dont wanna gas the jews
and im not a fascist
>>7375030
i like the freedom
>>7375052
I didnt say I was a nazi.
My political views arent a meme, but im not a nazi.

>>7375049
Same
How do I become a real girl (male)?
Or better yet how do I just go back to being male?

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>>7375049
it's good that you started having sex with guys and made the most of it.

>>7375066
based sleepy nigger

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>>7375068
>authoritarian
Isla...

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>>7375061
That's really iffy fuck I don't know
I want it but the recovery I'm really not sure I can handle

>>7375061
>if you aren't good with blood or anything like that it would be hard
Guess I'm never getting SRS lol
I couldn't handle such an involved surgery
I need ffs to pass some day but I'm too scared of surgery so I dunno what I'm gonna do

>>7375067
he's a manlet though

>>7375067
dating a scientologidt is the actual danger zone

>>7375066
We already had one black POTUS, we don't need to repeat that mistake.

>>7375068
So you're an ideological nazi
why do you even talk to me?

>>7375061
Who performed your SRS?

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>>7375071

>>7375078
WELL SAID
E
L
L
S
A
I
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>>7375049

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I didn't squeeze out all of the shitwater when I was douching and I just buttpissed all over my bf's dick after he pulled out.

HELP.

>>7375073
We'll if you have someone by your side then you could do it because I had my mom she helped me through the process and recovery, and they prescribed me lorazepam for anxiety so that helped too for the surgery and recovery.

death to america long live fully automated gay luxury space communism

>>7375072
im not like FULLY authoritarian
dam
>>7375078
But I'm not

does anyone else remember that time ben carson derped out going on stage and everyone walked past him with a smug smirk, except for donald trump who waited with him and made him feel less awkward?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uafScAiaC44

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>>7375085
I think I had an allergic reaction to Lorazepam ;_;
I don't know though, I don't know if my family would be willing to help me that much.
Like what kind of support did you need from them if that's not too much to act?

>>7375092
God I remember watching that scene unfold
It was so awkward I hate cringey things

>>7375074
The nurse said unfortunately that's why aloe of transwomen don't get it is because of the whole process. But I say with the right sedatives and meda it's doable.

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>>7375057
Hugg lauren

>>7375070
Sometimes I wonder if liking boys is part of the autism

>>7375069
I think commitment is how to be a girl (male)

>>7375083
Hi fellow autist

>>7375085
Is SRS werf? I'm about a month out but man. Really questioning just about everything anymore. Am I even a girl? The decisions that led up to this points are ones I don't regret or anything, and honestly my life is far better these days, but it's definitely tough to say that I'm 100% this was all the right choice.

If I was forced to make a choice right this moment, I'd say go through with it, but man. I'm just nervous I guess..

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>>7375091
Be more libertarian, though authority is okay sometimes, i.e. sending sandnigs back to where they came from.

>>7375100
is transbian harder or easier

>>7375083
Vegeta is cute

>>7375084
Laugh about it

>>7375086
Communism is unjust
Capitalism + charity is just

>>7375091
You want me locked up like everyone else you're mean ;-;

>>7375093
Laur?

>>7375104
I am libertarian but everyone says I'm insane or autistic help

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>>7375078
>alex starts screaming somebody is a nazi and saying they shouldn't talk to her
>wonders why people don't like her

http://ps.psychiatryonline.org/doi/abs/10.1176/ps.45.7.663?journalCode=ps
>In general, contrary to findings of earlier research, an association does appear to exist between mental illness and the likelihood of being involved in violent incidents.
So yes there is a general link between violence and mentally ill people.

>A dual diagnosis of mental illness and substance abuse probably significantly increases the risk for violence, and the association between mental illness and violence is probably significant even when demographic characteristics are taken into account.
Basically saying drugs and alcohol increase the odd's of violence in mentally ill people which you tried to spin in your early posts as only those mentally ill people on drugs and alcohol are violent.

So yes you're wrong. Good day sir.

>>7375104
hey emily, can we send you back to where you came from

give australia back to the abbos

>>7375106
Ja but for different reasons.

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>>7375092
I remember that, that was cool. The look on Jeb's face.

Poor Carson.

>>7375106
stfu you autist nobody likes you.

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>>7375113
Back to where I came from? But I was born here?

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>>7375105
Idk I'm not a transbian

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>>7375092
"Where's Kasich?"
FUCK, I miss the republican nominations they were such a ride.

>>7375104
exACTLY
but im right up leaning.
idunno
just my views
>>7375106
Subjective.
I think it would be good for you, but I don't really care whether or not you are in a psychatric position of help.
>>7375107
JEB!

>>7375100
Can I start over on easy? Hard mode was a mistake.

>>7375121
girls are so nice though

>>7375098
I just don't have a drive for it
My dysphoria doesn't revolve around the fact I have a penis, so the hugely destructive surgery, follow-up care, and all the time and money I'd have to save up for it... I can't find a reason to want it to justify all that.
I suppose it helps that I'm an unsexual person...

>>7375100
>commitment
Ohh... Guess I'll give up.

i really like girls and feminine people

>>7375107
I really need to stop fighting desu

>>7375112
>one study
>in contrast to multiple historical studies
>sufficient to decide facts

If mental illness, when you're off your meds, combined with substance abuse makes you more violent, it still doesn't make you more violent if you don't abuse drugs

Just don't abuse drugs you fucking junkie

>sir
wow
You're a real cunt anon

>>7375114
I think people should be free even if they're crazy, because free thought is part of freedom.

>>7375117
>nobody likes you.
This is true
I should die

>>7375124
Mental illness is subjective

>>7375081
>>7375097

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>>7375092
Jeb! looks like such an autist.

>>7375081
Suporn

girls are better than boys

every trans woman is do their part to make the world a better and more feminine place

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>>7375119
back to your ancestral homeland

>>7375126
Boys are better.

>>7375094
>Lorazepam
There are other antianxiety drugs. I'm on Buspirone.

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>>7375100
I think there's a direct correlation between liking boys and autism.

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Going to hug the life out of pleb tomorrow

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>>7375132
Yeah nah, if a crazy person is a danger to themselves or others then I think it would be best they are given help.

>>7375137
I have two though, which one?

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>>7375134

>>7375144
>I have two though, which one?
the one that would be worse for you, preferably

>>7375141
pleb is a good hugger

>>7375135
You got suporn vagina when you were 18? Nice.
Have you posted a timeline before? Not sure if you're a troll or not.

>>7375094
>>7375102
She helped me with taking me to appointments and changing bandages etc and she hung out with me and watched tv to pass the time so I wouldn't get anxious over recovering. But is really one of those things you can't be "eh" or "maybe" about, you def have to be 100% in.

>>7375123
"Can I introduce Kasich?"

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i wish everyone was a girl

>>7375141
Really angie?

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>>7375148
You don't like me anon?

>>7375133
???

>>7375144
Help should be available, but never forced on anyone.
If you don't have the freedom to make your own choices, what makes your life worth living?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E2hYDIFDIU

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>>7375127
Or commit
Preferably commit

>>7375140
FML

>>7375126
Girls are ehhh

>>7375125
Just think of that achievement tho
That gamerscore

>>7375157
that's how she steals the cellphones.

>>7375152
I've never made a timeline since I was never fond of taking pictures until I hit about 16/17. But yes Suporn is very detailed in his work so it doesn't just look like a second butthole like some other stories I've seen x_x

>>7375158
the opposite actually, you're one of my favourite trips here

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>>7375157
Yeah
I'm meeting up with her tomorrow

>>7375163
Shhhh

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>>7375161
There are simply some choices you shouldn't be allowed to have.
You shouldn't be allowed to fucking murder someone for example.

>>7375168
But why D:

i love girls like a lot

>>7375167
Post an earlier pic of yourself?

>starting to fall for emily

>>7375112
Interesting, I read a similar study not long ago that was more recent..

>>7375132
>>in contrast to multiple historical studies
Most likely out of date.

>If mental illness, when you're off your meds, combined with substance abuse makes you more violent, it still doesn't make you more violent if you don't abuse drugs
That's not what that study said at all. They showed that violence does indeed have a connection with mentally ill people and that violence increases with drugs and alcohol.

>>7375136
>girls are better than boys
We're better but boys are best partners.

>>7375144
>themselves
no
>others
>yes

>>7375177
do you think emily is good at kissing

>>7375177
God help you.

>>7375180
People must be kept alive so they can pay taxes.

>>7375177
I'm trash tho.

>>7375184
This.

>>7375171
>But why D:
you shitpost a lot for attention and deflect mean comments with banter or sarcasm instead of autistic fits

it's pretty cute

i want a real healthy relationship

>>7375170
You two are going to be very clockable together

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Happy "you didn't kill yourself", Myna
Welcome home from the psych ward, Myna
Glad to see you're home, Myna
By the way don't forget your finals

Why does nobody care unless they think I'm going to kill myself?

>>7375186
loveable trash
im trash too

>>7375177
you'd fall for anyone

LAUREN

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>>7375176
Found just one of me at 14/15
I'm on the left

>>7375194
fuck

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>>7375187
Honestly when I get insulted I tend to laugh at it, often agreeing.

>>7375193
But I'm like lower than trash, I'm landfill.

>hrt finally arrives
i'm cis now so i can trip like all the cool girls do u wu

>>7375196
whos the hon on the right?

>>7375132
>mental illness is subjective
give it a rest.

>>7375189
Why do you say that?

What are you listening /mtfg/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IibXYWSBpZw

>>7375192
you don't usually make posts that make others want to react I guess.

>>7375192
Because you aren't a trip.

>>7375171
You should absolutely have that choice, but it should be prohibited to actually harm someone else.

It's my body, I should be free to do what I want if I'm not directly harming anyone else. I shouldn't be able to destroy a dam and flood a city, but I should be able to kill myself and maybe hurt someone's feelings.

>>7375179
>Most likely out of date.
Does the nature of mental illness change over like, 20 years? bakabaka, we shouldn't have to live with a team of researchers just waiting for a scientific justification to make us all subhumans.
Fuck you desu.

>>7375179
>That's not what that study said at all. They showed that violence does indeed have a connection with mentally ill people and that violence increases with drugs and alcohol.
No it didn't? Re-read the abstract.

Even if it DID say that, it's one study and not enough to offset all of the previous studies.

>>7375185
Society exists for mutual benefit
If society doesn't benefit me (keeps me alive) then I have every right to exit it.

>>7375188
I'm a bad candidate

>>7375190
Why did you let them take you?
Fight to the death senpai

>>7375192
Because people are selfish cunts who want to control your life and feel good about doing it.

>>7375205
It literally is

how can everyone tell when I anonpost

>>7375192
my family is like this
i'm starting to think that they deserve to be left with my corpse

>>7375204
She's actually cis lol we went to high school together and she beat the shit out of anyone who made fun of me

>>7375209
>Society exists for mutual benefit
No, everyone exists for the benefits of others. I others can benefit from you then you won't be allowed to leave. That's why you jail people instead of deporting them.

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>>7375202
>Honestly when I get insulted I tend to laugh at it, often agreeing.
when you get insulted, i tend to laugh at it too

>>7375207
>>7375208
I don't mean on here. I can bait for attention if I'm desperate.
I mean with actual people.

>>7375209
I think this might be right.

>>7375207
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQCAo5tKFyc
i'm feminist now
help

>>7375207
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeGfss2vsZg

>>7375213
>replying to retarded anons

>>7375220
feminism is good

>>7375222
Forgive me trips, I am semi new.

i have a crush on every trip desu

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I want to die

>>7375209
Well the intelligent educated people seem to mainly agree with each other.
The difference in mentality is not subjective Alex.
>>7375224
Forgiven :3

>>7375206
They're both hons

>>7375226
id miss you gelgel

>>7375213
that's so sweet!

>>7375219
You don't usually make interactions irl that make others want to react I guess.

>>7375220
You should make your angle a bit more of a slow build up so people get interested in your storyline.

>>7375207
https://ramshackleglory.bandcamp.com/track/war-on-christmas

>>7375207
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7t5JbAue6eY

>>7375211
4chan extension

>tfw no cis friend who protects you from bullies
>>7375234
what do you mean?

>>7375213
thats a cis girl? are you still friends with her?

>>7375218
Often it's funny and true.

>Be Sass boymode
>Drinking a beer with a friend
>Subject of kardashian butts comes up.
>Fake as shit says girlfriend
> Hahaha boymode Sass has no butt! Says friend.
> Girlfriend tells me to stand up and she'll judge.
>Stand up
>It's not that important for a man
>Tfw you're a man
>With baby tits and no butt
( ;_;)

>>7375235
you have a unique posting style
>>7375229
life is bad though ;_;

>>7375227
<3
>>7375230
Yeah I was so lucky to have her, I'm very passive so I would let people bully me, but good lord the second she found out they were goners haha. (I wouldn't tattle she would just overhear girls talking shit and all of a sudden I'd see her in the office with a counselor and a girl in the nurses office)

>>7375235
you always make the same posts tho

>>7375239
are you testing your levels?
go for injections

>>7375207
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-aK6JnyFmk

>>7375211
It's how you talk
People used to do it to me too

>>7375217
No, society exists for mutual benefit. That's why slavery was abolished - everyone has to benefit or it can't be permitted.
The mentally ill don't benefit from getting their rights taken away.

>>7375219
Of course I'm right

>>7375227
You mean the people who have inherent bias and benefit from the subjugation of others? Yeah, they do.

The difference is not subjective, the significance of it is. Hence why we matured and no longer consider homosexuals to be mentally ill. Eventually, you'll all grow up and realize that people are inherently free to think what they want, and are no less than you for how they think.

>>7375239
They were saying you had a girly butt, not a boyly butt

>Tfw ordered my hormones, shipped 5 days ago and they are already in the states
Wow speedy as fuck

>>7375162
>Preferably commit
But that's hard ;-;
And i have no will
Being a boy is more fun anyway

>>7375190
I like your hat

>>7375192
S a m e

>>7375236
Yes! And she's feisty as ever haha, she moved an hour away but I see her every few months and if anyone so much as gives me side eye she gets up and is like "WHAT?!" lmao

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M-My dude

>>7375241
life can be hard some but its good sometimes to

see someone you can talk to about your problems and maybe take some pills that make you feel better

remember to love yourself even if its hard

>>7375243
Ño!

>>7375049
I feel like you're not the only poster I've seen say this elanna
it seems like once a certain point of being feminine is hit, people start saying "im not actually a girl"
i know you're behind many layers of irony and memes but I also don't think you're totally not-serious

>>7375230
i hit 'em hard and fast with the memes
i've got a reputation to keep up

half the people here probably know me anyway :3

>>7375225
o-oh my god!!! i have a crush on every trip too...

>>7375250
heather its rude to post pictures of me without asking

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>>7375248
>being a boy is more fun
That's why you're having so much fun as a boy right?

>>7375249
It's a shame that no-one beat that sort of behaviour out of her.

>>7375242
hi ash

>>7375256
does that include me uwu

>>7375220
Also, I liked the song, am I agp?

>>7375246
Slavery was abolished because you had to pay more for slaves. You don't pay for food, housing, meal and health/new slaves with workers.
It was only left alive in agricultural countries where it made sense, the US abolished it as a way to supress the agricultural south's power.

>>7375245
Is this song super sad or happy?

>>7375209
>Does the nature of mental illness change over like, 20 years?
No but methods used to study subjects do and over time sometime things get proven wrong but more relevant evidence.

>we shouldn't have to live with a team of researchers just waiting for a scientific justification to make us all subhumans
You are dumb.

>No it didn't? Re-read the abstract
>In general, contrary to findings of earlier research, an association does appear to exist between mental illness and the likelihood of being involved in violent incidents
>A dual diagnosis of mental illness and substance abuse probably significantly increases the risk for violence, and the association between mental illness and violence is probably significant even when demographic characteristics are taken into account.
Yes that's exactly what they said.

>Even if it DID say that, it's one study and not enough to offset all of the previous studies.

You mean the ONE study you posted?

>>7375219
>I mean with actual people.
Oh well a lot of people only care about themselves, maybe you should find better people to be around like ones who care. I thought you meant on here haha.

>>7375239
I don't think having a butt as big as hers is that attractive desu. It just looks weird imo.

>>7375251
the good times have been gone for around a decade at least

I'm really bad at talking to people and medicine is ineffective on me

I hate me ;_;

>>7375250
What's wrong with that dog?

>>7375207
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U1UN4P9Mnw

>>7375248
nice
where do you buy your hormones?

where is faye mommy?

>>7375235
>tfw cute andro cis female friend protects me from bullies
It's dysphoria inducing but also makes me happy

>>7375262
nah it just means you need a strong woman to dom you uwu

>>7375261
yes!!! we're married now
what's your favorite color?

>>7375260
Iiiislllllaaaaa! Ready for the weekend?:3

>>7375264
keep trying gelgel
i believe in you
try to do some self care every day if you can

i know this sounds dumb but i think meditation helps too

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>>7375257
lauren u are much prettier than that bird
gm btw
hope ur ok
>>7375265
so much

>>7375252
ñoña
deberías testearlos
Y dollface dijo que no tuvo tetas hasta las inyecciones, faye soporta ese pensamiento.

>>7375253
everyone feels like that now and then.

>>7375266
i like it

>>7375275
either pink or purple waifu
>>7375279
im ok
thank you

we should talk more we haven't for a while

>worry that i might accidentally be polite to a passing transwoman
>remember that i'm salty around all women anyway
/me is relieved

>>7375262
>Is this song super sad or happy?
i've listened to it a lot and i'm still not entirely sure

sounds like a dolorous melody to me though, and i listen to it when i'm feeling down

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>>7375207
>What are you listening /mtfg/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fk9TApezIEQ

>>7375249
why do people talk shit to you? don't you pass?

>>7375282
Are you from /r9k/?

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Would a Wonder Woman T-shirt be too tranny-like?

>>7375262
Can't you see how that's wrong though? What makes a person a tool for other people? We are fit for more than to be resources, I think.

And the people who think of us as mere resources are the most undeserving of our labor.

>>7375263
Mentally ill people are people too, this is exactly the same as scientific racism. You are a bigot. Stop talking to me.

I'm not pouring through the entire history of studies on this subject just to beat some random trip in an internet argument. I'm not that autistic.

>>7375288
i'm on r9k about as often as i am here
so not really

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>>7375253
I'm not a real girl
I'm just an approximation of one.
And no I'm not meming I feel like this more often than I'd like to admit. It's easier to just say I'm a boy or autistic or something

>>7375276
ohh
yeah i am
i think ><
no plans tho ;w;

>>7375287
Most of the time, but there are certain girls that still give me dirty looks :/

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>>7375228
I'm not a hon though
I actually pass
Sorry to shatter your dreams anon :(

I'm sorry everyone
I will kill myself to make up for my unpopular beliefs
Sorry for thinking that human beings should be equal

>>7375293
I'm going to Topanga mall on Sunday! I think that's not too far from you~ :D

>>7375281
n-nice!!
purple is a good color
we can dress in purple together... forever!

>>7375248
where'd you buy from? t took mine like 20 days

Do you think I'm pretty?

>tfw chaser who wants nothing to do with gt
>the only transgirl i've ever been with whipped out a hard cock and acted like i was gay

how to find a passable transgrill who stays flaccid and wants nothing to do w/ their gt

>>7375292
same, but learn to enjoy it or you will torture yourself, you're further along than anyone else here anyway so think about that

>>7375292
well, you only have a few more years until it starts getting creepy to refer to yourself as a "girl" anyway

how are you still not comfortable with your identity after all this time?

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>>7375278
I'm rotting away here, I try to fix things but its too slow and things just don't seem to happen
>self care
I don't understand

>>7375282
How can you even be salty around strangers?

>>7375295
do you think it's because you are a threat to them or do you think they are clocking you?

>>7375292
I <3 you elanna and I'm very glad you post here because you make it much more fun

>>7375258
I mean... I was for a while I guess
It was easier and a lot of my personality traits were more acceptable as a man
I was finally becoming a man lol

But yeah i mean it's just dreams of a false reality
I'd still rather be cismale than cisfemale but changing my body is possible and changing my brain isn't (without seriously fucking me up)

>>7375268
Just on inhouse
But it was quicker than ever before normally it takes almost two weeks to get to the US. Also I've had enough orders that the e-check company doesn't call me anymore they authorized it right away. I only placed the order not even two days before it shipped

>>7375290
It's not right or wrong, it is.

>>7375305
if I try to think about this in spanish the use of girl and boy is creepy af.

>>7375315
i'm super worried about mine taking a while to ship because of the holidays

>>7375308
i'll give a believably wrong answer if i'm asked a question or for directions, press the 'doors close' button in an elevator if i see a woman walking towards it
just general being a dick

>elanna has been transitioning for years, is full time, and post op, and still spends all day here and thinks about the fact that she is trans nonstop
Pathetic

>>7375303
i'm fairly certain most girls who want nothing to do with their dicks wouldn't want to date somebody who wants them specifically because they have dicks

>>7375326
maybe you're just THAT superior.

>>7375326
That's nice sir

>>7375304
why the fuck is kayla being nice?

>>7375326
She'll finish herself when she realizes that her life is meaningless and nobody likes her.

>>7375330
I'm dating a chaser but I got him to tell me that when I get srs he will still be cool with me.

>>7375300
See >>7375315

>>7375323
Same. It got to customs at NY fast but I hope it doesn't get negated by taking forever to get to my house...

>>7375334
t. bitter hon

>>7375326
lol noice brah

>>7375326
trip on kayla

>>7375333
i'll take that back

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cordi broke up with me.

>>7375341
;_;

>>7375338
Don't you know it.

>>7375333
I have a job and a bf and live partime so I can't complain as much anymore

>>7375336
>inhouse
oh, fuck
i bought from them too, i guess maybe they took that long bc i'm in hawaii

>>7375335
i guess i can kind relate, i just completely lost my interest in male attention over the last month
guess we'll see if HRT brings it back?

>>7375333
kayla has been pretty relaxed for like half a year already.
and before that it was clearly stress with moving and stuff.

>>7375341
what?
really?
out of the blue?

>>7375303
Tfw can't get your gt to stay flaccid ;-;

>>7375352
yeah.

>>7375341
that's so fucked up given the circumstances

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>Tfw US 10 feet ;_;

>>7375352
I used to be straight up evil

>>7375349
but male attention is literally the best

>>7375326
yeah it's really pathetic ngl

>>7375312
Honestly I think that's what is troubling is that I can't tell, maybe it's rbf or I'm over thinking it but there's always that sense of being called out even after surgery etc.

>>7375356
weren't things fine living with her until, like, weeks ago?
this makes her sound like a pretty big piece of shit you wouldn't had wanted in your life for much longer tbdesu.

>>7375361
I think I've heard legends about you since the very first time I came years ago.

>>7375331
>>7375332
>>7375339
I don't know why you all are so salty and defensive. Anyone remotely successful in their transition stops posting here. Kuroneko, edie, ufufu, elfginger, Ricky... The list is endless

>>7375360
lol I should show you a picture of my feet
it would make you grateful for yours

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>>7375361
Evil
You're a puss who use to rage a lot

>>7375349
>hawaii
Oh yeah probably. As far as I know, all inhouse stuff goes through customs in NY. At least that's what everyone else has said as well. Hawaii might be different.

What's it like on Hawaii? Are you native islander? My cousins dad was half Hawaiian half Filipino lol

>>7375285
>What are you listening /mtfg/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkytV1w5IeI&list=RD1mkUp1V3ys0&index=6

>>7375290
>Mentally ill people are people too
Nobody is saying they aren't...

>this is exactly the same as scientific racism
lol wut?

>You are a bigot.
How am I a bigot doe? :3

>Stop talking to me
Stop talking to me then!

>>7375291
Those poor robots. lol

>>7375301
Yes!

>>7375304
How is your progress Kayla? I haven't seen you post for a long time.

>>7375365
Edie posts all the time though..

>>7375365
They still post at times.

>>7375360
CFH told me the other day my feet were a size or two within the female range, today I checked shoes and they barely make any my size, all sports stuff ;__;

>>7375365
edie as of like 5 days ago?
what about phien? she still posts

is your criteria for posting here really being a failed transgirl?
I like that elanna isn't so full of herself she can't joke around

>>7375369
ah, that'd explain it. everything takes ages to get here

eh, i live in a really shitty rural area with dirt roads and hippies. i'm pure euro/slav. i spent 6 years living in the philippines after my parents divorced, though

>>7375370
>How is your progress Kayla?
well on the 20th I finish all the stuff for my legal name and gender change, I have a job, moved out of my moms house, and have a bf. 2016 has been depressing and hard but its all paying off.

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I'm thinking about getting this, but in green
>>7375341
What the fuck, what happened?

>>7375375
I mean there are countless others, those are just the names I could think of off the top of my head. Abby, Sophie, so many more. All I'm saying is that if you transition to do nothing but wallow in self pity in transness all the time I don't know why you started in the first place. The only people who hang out here every single day are sad. This place is for bitter anons to bully people and baby trans.

>>7375379
I have a red one like that, it's comfy

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>>7375305
It's a process
I'm more comfortable now than I was before, and I continue to get more comfortable. I just hate being trans, and it's pretty easy for me to fall into a rut.
It's not so much that I'm uncomfortable with my identity but that I'm uncomfortable with never really being able to attain what my identity is.

>>7375304
I never thought I'd see the day where you were the one telling me to learn to enjoy life. I'm trying, I really am

>>7375314
I <3 you too anon and I'm glad to have y'all

>>7375379
Cute!
I need winter clothes but I'm afraid of getting anything too fem...

>>7375384
I have sweater dresses, they are the best

>>7375379
Aren't you too short for stuff like that? you hide hips and neck to make your torso look shorter.

What is your suicide song, /mtfg/?

>>7375384
Oooh
>>7375386
>I need winter clothes but I'm afraid of getting anything too fem...
Just do it
Anything andro at this point is a waste for you
Go all out
>>7375389
I hadn't considered that. I'm 5'6".

>>7375392
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVn6b9QQZeM
i'm a walking cliche

>>7375376
I presume your family is military then?
Most likely reason for living in those places lol

That sounds pretty quaint actually. I've always wondered what living in those places is like. Too bad the rich people continue encroaching on Hawaii making only the rural shit livable for everyone else

>>7375379
>but in green
You mean olive?
I think the beige one is cute and looks nice with almost anything.

Where is that from anyway?

>>7375377
>well on the 20th I finish all the stuff for my legal name and gender change
Now does that cost money in the US?

>moved out of my moms house
Best thing for you desu. Good to see you again, hang in there!

>>7375392
this is what will play during the 3 minute montage of me writing my suicide note and hoisting the rope over the beams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ig-RShZ6m4

>>7375379
I have a sweater/tunic like that. Works great with jeans or leggings but if the size isn't right it'll look terrible.

>>7375392
there's not even a competition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KYYVrBX4v0

>>7375392
https://m.soundcloud.com/jakechudnow/carlin-dream

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>>7375396
>Where is that from anyway?
amazon
>I think the beige one is cute and looks nice with almost anything.
yeah but i like green/olive ;;
>>7375398
The sizing concerns me but I was looking forward to something I could keep my crotch covered with if I wear leggings

>>7375395
no, my dad runs an online business
he went to the Philippines to pick up women
worked pretty well for him, too

really hot
these last few weeks have been rainy as hell so we're not really getting that winter heat, but the rain can't last forever
in the philippines it's so hot that you can't go to sleep with anything thicker than a sheet, end even then you need a fan

>>7375392
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03qBqP2I4p8

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>>7375049
God damn it.

Should have thought things trough better anon. People like you are just gonna make it harder for other legitimate trans people on the spectrum to not get blocked by gatekeepers.

>>7375397
anon, you made the correct choice.

>>7375393
B-but I'm not out to anyone!
I was thinking of getting a trendy looking women's peacoat tho >>
That with a scarf would be nice lol
Too bad most women's clothing is too short on me...
Being 6'1 sucks...

>>7375049
Pretty much desu

>>7375392
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vx3_2ks5qQ

america first

>>7375385
>I'm more comfortable now than I was before, and I continue to get more comfortable. I just hate being trans, and it's pretty easy for me to fall into a rut.
welp, at least you're a good role model for the early transitioners here on tranny tutorial island

>>7375392
I'm going to kill myself in a dark room lit by a nearly finished candle.
I'll have this song cued up on a turntable and connected in series with the light, so it will start playing as I'm found.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1pkhfvHaXye
The lyrics are asking for forgiveness after a fight, which sort of will be how I will feel at the time.

>>7375396
>Now does that cost money in the US?
i dunno, its free for me

>>7375392
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNFglDcW7dQ
mine

>>7375410
Time to come out!
>I was thinking of getting a trendy looking women's peacoat tho >>
Do it!
>Too bad most women's clothing is too short on me...
>Being 6'1 sucks...
Aww, I'm sorry

Okay, a ton of suicide songs, but what is the song for your resurection?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCrfLFU9k8A

I really really like that my face is starting to look different
like I REALLY REALLY like it it
A LOT

>>7375423
What do you mean?

>>7375392
Suicide is Painless
Theme song from the movie M.A.S.H.

>>7375427
was it a movie or a show?

>>7375394
>>7375397
>>7375399
>>7375400
>>7375404
>>7375413
>>7375418
>>7375427
>having a suicide song

>>7375416
>having a detailed suicide plan

>>>/institution/

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>>7375414
Tbh I'm not sure I'm that either

>>7375421
i wouldn't have anything in particular but i'd probably do some power metal
i imagine resurrecting would coincide with some mania

which makes me think that god damn i want that euphoria again
i can feel it coming on now and then but i never actually go over the edge

>>7375394
My mother loved this song...
It was one of her favorite I heard it all the time growing up.

>>7375392
Shit probably this
https://youtu.be/CTAud5O7Qqk
It's been my favourite song for years

>>7375403
>he went to the Philippines to pick up women
HAHAHA nice
There hottest place I've been Is Florida in the spring lol I don't do well with heat
That sounds like interesting environment to live in though. Got any cool pictures?

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how do I make friends?

>>7375299
That isnt too far, no ><

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>>7375421
>Okay, a ton of suicide songs, but what is the song for your resurection?
I'm not huge on rap, but I like the aggressive lyrics and the smug-sounding melody.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1gaoBO0r-4

>>7375431
both
but the song is from the tv show
very different tones

>>7375436
It would be cool to fake a suicide to make a come back with a new persona.
And then people wouldn't fret too much when you finally do it :^)

>>7375438
Don't try.
They will only hurt you.

>>7375421
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZC7KNP-wMg

>>7375425
my cheeks are all rosy when they didn't used to be
and I can feel my skin is softer
I feel like I look subtly different when I look in the mirror

but I'm only 1 month hrt so I guess I'm not sure how much is different and how much I'm just seeing as different...
..except the rosy cheeks cause that was weirding me out for a bit, that is something new

>>7375404
I used to love that song in HS, like, having it on repeat for hours.

>>7375409
hey, you're around quid? Can I ask you for tips mending thin denim pants?

i think i'm feeling a mania come on desu

>>7375437
fat 40 year old workaholic picking up 8-9/10 18 year olds
yeah, worked out pretty well for him

not on me right now, might have some physical stuff, idk though. been a while and i didn't leave my dad on good terms

>>7375444
my parents didn't find out about my hrt so that's like my main reason to kms gone
guess i'm stuck with living for now :^)

>>7375433
mine was a meme trump song fgt

although if I was going to kill myself that is what I would do it do

>>7375438
Don't be me
You'll only hurt them

>>7375444
Oh
thanks

>>7375447
This is true too

>>7375455
I think I'm feeling a suicide coming on

>>7375435
>Tbh I'm not sure I'm that either
meh, i usually point to elanna when i need a good example of someone in the thread who's transitioned and not crazy, a hon or hikki

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>>7375461
>>7375447

>>7375433
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaLLy-U8MkI

have thete ever been crazy chasers here?

>>7375419
Omg I almost had a panic attack earlier from almost getting outed earlier >~<
I was talking with my brother-in-law about how I find pharmacology interesting and my reading about HRT (they know I have a tranny gf so it made sense in context) and he was like "btw has she ever been over to our house?" and I was like no and he said "oh well I found a pill on the counter once and looked it up and it said it was a hormone pill" and I was like huh and just sat in silence watching jeopardy awkwardly before getting up and leaving for my room.

Oh god he has to know by now, coming out would only be a technicality at this point but I can't do it :'<

Also yeah I'm really thinking about it, I'm looking online right now for getting one I just hope I find one long enough :>

>>7375392
>What is your suicide song, /mtfg/?
whats a suicide song?
what does that mean?

>>7375474
whatchu gon listen to when yer neckin, pucciboii

I am a somewhat passing MtF who lives in LA. One time I met Kayla for coffee downtown. We had talked over Skype briefly; this was months and months ago. After chatting for a while, we decided to exchange numbers. She seemed normal enough over Skype, and I thought that there was no way that she acted like she does here in real life.

I got to the coffee shop before Kayla and ordered a caramel machiatto. After it was prepared, I sat down. Kayla texted me saying she had just parked. When she walked into the coffee shop, it was definitely her. She was wearing a pink peplum top, tight skinny jeans, and red high heels. I thought it was a bit of an ostentatious outfit for the middle of the day, but there was no mistaking her. She was standing there in all of her 5'11" glory. I got up to hug her but she just sat down and told me that she would have been here sooner but "some beaners got creamed on the highway and backed up traffic". She then told me that her mom hadn't given her any money to go out, and asked if I would buy her some hot cocoa. I was a little taken aback, but obliged.

We started chatting and Kayla asked me a lot of questions about if I had a boyfriend and what it was like "being a passer". She then began ranting about how she was so manly and how much she loved cock. I began to think this was a mistake and excused myself to the restroom. Inside, I made the decision to leave; I decided that I would claim my mom left the oven on and I had to run home and turn it off. When I came back out into the cafe, Kayla was gone. I never heard from her again.

>>7375471
they must know by now, just tell them, hand paper and walk away if you have to

>>7375433
>>having a detailed suicide plan
>not having a plan

I sleep with a helium tank, tube, and exit bag under my bed.
step it up senpai
>>7375477
K
E
K

is this copypasta? I assume it is, but man oh man, this is funny as hell
fuck
>>7375475
>neckin
doesn't that mean 'having sex'?

>>7375471
So it's true the chasers usually become trans girls too! Neat

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>>7375464
hi, ee-ee

>>7375477
HRT doesn't actually exist. Not in the sense that people believe it exists in, at least. People assume that HRT is a slow injection of hormones which slowly fools your body into transforming itself into something mildly resembling a female, when in reality the truth is far more complicated. What HRT actually is is a "universal remote" for the Human Genome, allowing one to subconsciously rewrite his very DNA, completely transforming him from transgender female to cisexual male. In this, HRT does not even limit itself to male to female transitions. I have seen people use it to transform black to white, from mixed Eurasian to a 25/25/50 mix of Hispanic, Chilean, and Filipino. I have seen one person, particularly deranged, use the power of HRT to transform from human to vegetable.

HRT is not a power to be taken lightly. What is contained in those minuscule tablets is the key to all reality, godhood in a pill.

INJECTIBLE ESTROGEN SHORTAGE OVER /WHEN/????????????

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>>7375463
I mean, let's not sugarcoat it, I am still kind of crazy..
More the depressed and drug damaged kind tho I guess

>probably bipolar
>repression makes it really hard to switch over to euphoria highs because i associate inspiration and confidence with masculinity now
>bording on flipping to euphoric but the more inspired i feel the more male i feel

>>7375482
it's australian slang for killing yourself, apparently
my ex and emily use it a lot

>friend crushes you
>it destroys me
>eventually start trying to improve my life
>see them
>their life is going great
>switch into upset mode
>back to square one

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>>7375485
Hi, how are you doing?

I might have had a allergic reaction to spiro today, won't be sure till later though

>>7375491
I think we're all a little bit crazy. Don't sweat it!

>>7375421
Umm... Probably this
https://youtu.be/NyPtlOoCmV4

>>7375479
Oh I could never do that! Fugg their probably gonna ask one day and I'll just not answer until they get the message

>>7375483
I never was a chaser? I've never sought out trans girls, and I met her after starting transition (she trips here lmao)

>>7375498
just trying to stay awake

are you gonna be ok :c

>>7375493
>probably bipolar
whoa same

yeah, when I'm manic there's a male voice about it :/

I am a somewhat passing MtF who lives in LA. One time I met Kayla for coffee downtown. We had talked over Skype briefly; this was months and months ago. After chatting for a while, we decided to exchange numbers. She seemed normal enough over Skype, and I thought that there was no way that she acted like she does here in real life.

I got to the coffee shop before Kayla and ordered a caramel machiatto. After it was prepared, I sat down. Kayla texted me saying she had just parked. When she walked into the coffee shop, it was definitely her. She was wearing a pink peplum top, tight skinny jeans, and red high heels. I thought it was a bit of an ostentatious outfit for the middle of the day, but there was no mistaking her. She was standing there in all of her 5'11" glory. I got up to hug her but she just sat down and told me that she would have been here sooner but "some beaners got creamed on the highway and backed up traffic". She then told me that her mom hadn't given her any money to go out, and asked if I would buy her some hot cocoa. I was a little taken aback, but obliged.

We started chatting and Kayla asked me a lot of questions about if I had a boyfriend and what it was like "being a passer". She then began ranting about how she was so manly and how much she loved cock. I began to think this was a mistake and excused myself to the restroom. Inside, I made the decision to leave; I decided that I would claim my mom left the oven on and I had to run home and turn it off. When I came back out into the cafe, Kayla was gone. I never heard from her again.

>>7375491
>I mean, let's not sugarcoat it, I am still kind of crazy..
yeah, but you're functionally crazy, is what i mean

it scares me to imagine what would happen to certain people here if they had to live independently and get a job to survive

>tfw you are too much to handle
>tfw you will always be alone

>>7375503
my throat felt all burny and numb for a couple hours starting soon after I took it so I'm worried, I don't know anything about alternatives if I am allergic, it was scary ;_;

You seem to always be up really late

>>7375512
whoa it me

>>7375502
you could hand it to them and await a response, I'm sure they would understand it being hard to do with your voice, they probably suspect it already from what you said

>>7375504
yeah fuck this stupid shit lol
i can feel it, like i keep getting a taste of that intense creativity but then it starts feeling wrong and i start slipping back

i wonder if the bipolar thing is a gender duality? like, letting you choose between siding with the male or female voice

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>tfw one of those nights where I get really lonely and wish I had a bf or just a friend
Jdimsa
>>7375495
>friend who I helped when she was in a rough place and when I was stable now has a nice life
>tfw I'm now the eventually broken one wishing everyday that I could die
>>7375512
Iktf

>>7375507
None of that ever happened

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Know your place

>>7375523
Kayla, why didn't you ever text me back?

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>>7375525
new