Your existence is a joke! edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• rachel is sexy af
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
last one >>7375037
I am still gay
What a depressing edition :(
>>7376094
i am not lauren fuck do i need to make a trip or something
>tfw u will never pass
;_;
unsee.
cc/sitozare/
>>7376099
At least if someone is laughing my existence has some sort of purpose
>>7376087
Oh ya I know
I feel like I've missed out on something
I never slayed a pussy and now I cant
>>7376110
You are all lovely and I hope you have a really nice christmas
>>7376110
bro you look like a girl
should i wait a while on hrt before starting electro or should i
JUST DO IT
start asap
Straight FTM here from before. Still looking for a qt girlfriend who I can protect and dote on. Yes I know I don't pass (yet). As I said before I am planning to bulk up and hit the gym soon now that school has finished (yes I am over 18).
>>7376110
you pass just fine dummy
STOP OVER LINING YOUR LIPS SO FUCKING MUCH
a little bit is okay
that much is fucking idiotic
>>7376117
i mean
do jokes actually have a purpose? what if your life is a joke but its a bad unfunny joke and no one is laughing?
because i feel like that sort of life is purposeless, but idk
in all honesty, I dont know when i'll get SRS although i want it very very much, and i am really wanting to have sex with a cisgirl to see what its like.
then again, after being on hormones so long, its probably not going to feel the same as if I was a real man, so is it even worth it?
>>7376125
how tall are you senpai?
>>7376125
how tall are you btw?
>>7376125
u are kinda cute but
>texas
rip distance
>>7376108
just a bit strange considering you type exactly like her and say the exact same things
VERY SUSPICIOUS """"ANON""""
Is Kuroneko beautiful, y/n?
>>7376133
fuck you senpai just let me live
>>7376136
not really.
shes average looking, really.
>>7376127
why did you make me waste my time watching this i thought she was going to be trans or something but just that dog was there
>>7376127
Somewhere out there I know that there is someone who finds my disaster of a life amusing. The world is full of sadists. I have purpose, and that's to be the butt of a joke.
Idk, I suspect sex with a cisgirl would kinda suck unless you were into vagina and vaginas are fucking nasty
does maddie ever post here anymore or is it always impersonators posting her pics
Good night anons..
Trips: Tonight is a bad night for u
I miss lauren so much but i cant have her because im a crazy person end me senpaitachi
>>7376136
she's in that weird kind of "average" where there's nothing exceptionally beautiful about her, but there's something about her that makes me want to fugg her so bad
>>7376150
>vaj is nasty
>gets one
>>7376154
>Trips: Tonight is a bad night for u
>some of you are okay, don't go to mtfg tomorrow
>>7376154
what did she mean by this?
>>7376159
what's the opposite of AGP?
What's the point of girls without dicks?
>>7376167
reproduction, mostly
*writes name in the snow*
>>7376159
You underestimate how powerful agp is.
>>7376166
aap
autoandrophilia
>>7376165
Some anon said they were gonna make a new tierlist a while ago, maybe that?
>>7376178
oh
at least no one has any current pics of me so im in the clear i guess
>>7376183
>at least no one has any current pics of me
didn't you post a new sertii only yesterday?
>>7376146
thats the funniest thing about it though.
>>7376153
i think thats her as anon?
>>7376150
i mean
i've never seen a vagina before
and i've actually only seen one penis besides my own, and i didn't really get to see it well, it was still in her pants, i just put my hand on it while i kissed her idk
I like girls though
but girls=/= vagina
.....hmm
how 2 seduce women elanna
how 2 do it?
>>7376128
5'9.5 (almost 5'10)
>>7376184
the only pictures i've posted of myself are from 1-2 years ago
i gained like 80 lbs since then and lost 45 of those and shaved my hair off, im not posting any new ones until both of these have been remedied
>>7376193
oh damm thats pretty nice for an ftm
im 6'2" myself but would date if you put on some muscle
Where's Kayla?
>>7376203
Busy pegging her boyfriend I suspect.
>>7376185
Idk, I haven't seen any vaginas other than my own so I think that's normal? You're probably asking the wrong person how to seduce women though, I assume it involves swag, confidence and being into women
>>7376185
you write a lot similar to mercury...
suspicious...
>>7376213
Elanna
This is approx. what this pic would look like through a standard lens several feet away.
It's hard to figure because google offers little documentation on the focal length and angle of view on their cameras
Also it doesn't look like it changed but if you put it side by side the original you can see.
>>7376203
Who cares?
>>7376215
who is that? the girl who died or something?
>>7376213
see, i feel like i need to see some vaginas before i buy one, otherwise how will i know i look it looks authentic??
>swag
i have none of this
>confidence
i can probably fake it
>being into women
i like girls alot
i think i just want to see some genitals
>>7376217
this is only a slight change and it looks better
>>7376196
>i gained like 80 lbs since then and lost 45 of those and shaved my hair off, im not posting any new ones until both of these have been remedied
this is gonna be a real dark ages for rare sertii photos
a photographical lacuna
>>7376217
ELANNA IS PRETTY.
>>7376196
something on your mind chief?
https://youtu.be/RPfx_jFZQuI
>tfw no trap gf
>>7376223
>be nice
no, kayla is a giant retarded piece of shit
>>7376231
Kayla is somebody who I want to be my friend
no bully
>>7376229
nice job asshole now youtube will be recommending me shitty mde i don't want to see for the next month
>>7376231
She's a bit esoteric but she means well
>>7376232
kayla is not really a nice person
>>7376231
And the rest of /mtfg/ isn't? Please, anon, let's all just get along instead
>>7376221
i'm not
i've spent the past three years rarely leaving my room and nobody has battered an eyelid
>>7376217
Huh, neat
I can see the difference
I think it maybe looks better but the closer the photo gets to looking like me the less I like it because apparently my brain is broken
>>7376220
Confidence is fakeable
Just go to gay bars I think?
Idk anything about that though. I can understand the logic behind wanting to see a vag irl but then you have to do something to that vag and that's ew
>>7376224
T-thank
>>7376237
>>7376239
>>7376232
please see>>7376238
>>7376239
the rest of /mtfg/ hasn't been a giant piece of shit for a continuous 6 years
>>7376222
i just dont want to post pictures because its literally just going to be me affected by a whole year of being extremely depressed. Its pretty disgusting and im pretty ashamed of it so, no.
ill probably have lost the weight by february so thats when i would be ok with posting pictures
>>7376227
so you did miss me
>>7376232
Alex can I be your friend?
look at this image of faye kind of cool right
>>7376249
looking at the pixels..
and from seeing quite a few shoops in my time...
I think this was shooped
>>7376243
The majority of /mtfg/ *does* know what it's like to be in a dysphoria-induced year(s)-long sour mood, though, right?
If I'm not mistaken Kayla was very heavily repressing the majority of those 6 years. I don't blame her desu
>>7376244
>ill probably have lost the weight by february so thats when i would be ok with posting pictures
good enough a reason as any not to kill myself until then, i guess
>>7376242
okay but i feel like i vag can't be any more or less gross than a penis, can it? i mean honestly, i think dicks look pretty gross.
at least a vag is like
up inside of you
>gay bars
aren't those full of gaymen though? do they have ones with lesbians?
what do i do when i get to their house and they dont know i have a dick?
elanna i'm scared
>>7376252
i don't use discord lol
it's okay
>>7376254
it is something i kinda look foward to as well
>>7376250
yes it was to add makeup
>>7376252
I liked Kayla too. She just got convinced that I was trying to catfish her and she got really mad at me.
>>7376258
not as much as me, sertii
not as much as me
>>7376256
I mean we may have to agree to disagree. I actually really like the way dicks look, they're nice. Plus vaginas have odors and stuff
I think there's plenty of gay bars that have lesbians in them but it depends on the local flavor I guess. Presumably if you live in a big city you have options.
Also, I think you have to be pretty up front about the dick.
Idkk I've like never gotten naked with someone I've hooked up I'm kind of a prude and only sleep with people I'm in love with.
>>7376261
owo
>tfw you met faye irl and she looks like a man
Sad!
Tfw hurt neptune again
>>7376267
iktf
>>7376264
idk maybe its just bc i hate my own, but dicks look like gross floppy mutilated hot dogs or something
they're just.........not aesthetic
wheras vaginas look like beautiful flowers
but yeah agree to disagree
>only sleep with people I'm in love with.
yeah...this is also how i feel.......and therein lies the problem
how quickly can i fall in love with some people just so i can have sex with them
do people do that???
>>7376242
>the closer the photo gets to looking like me the less I like it
I think that makes sense, it becomes harder to dissociate from it and you end up noticing everything you don't like or w/e instead of noticing the distortion.
At least that's what i feel like happens for me.
I won't post the other one i did, unless you want me.
>>7376267
well, she is like a hulking 6'3" half-giant
>>7376275
faye is 6'3"?
Neptune deserves the best btw
hey
guess what
guess whos an idiot
thats right
B)
>there are trannies who think they will ever be passing
You're fooling no one, but yourselves.
>>7376273
You're overthinking it.
Sex is just an activity that requires two people.
If you obsess about it too much then you'll think that for it to be a perfect experience that you need to be madly in love with the partner you choose. Most people don't, they just need a dick on a semi-attractive person to get the job done.
>>7376260
you mean the time kayla packed up everything to drive up to you?
I smell
Nice
>>7376279
it's okay i really want to fool myself
>>7376281
yes
>>7376274
Yeah I think that's it, it's like the uncanny valley but for dysphoria
Honestly I'm curious, I want to see what you made
>>7376273
B-but when they're erect they're just kinda hot. Idk why, but I'm going to hold back or else I'll end up gushing and sounding like a gay dude or something
I think the thing is people don't fall in love to have sex, they have sex because they've fallen in love. Is the end goal to be with a person or a vagina haver?
Idk I like the idea of committed long term relationships though and that's not exactly compatible with quick shags
>>7376267
how did you meet faye?
>>7376285
i put some lotion on my hands smells pretty nice
New tier list when
>>7376285
Jealous
In this deep hole of shame there is no one to call
>>7376285
>tfw i smell like ass because i haven't left my room in 3 days
i'm dreading going outside and coming back in, i don't want to know what it smells like
>>7376294
when is the endo appointment?
>>7376294
dont encourage that stuff
>>7376296
take a shower senpai it will feel nice
>>7376287
remember maeve, it's not a lie if you believe it.
>>7376280
well
i mean you are right, sex is not that difficult, but i feel like it should be special? idk it just seems liek a waste to do it with someone I'm ot SUPER SUPER into. maybe not "in love" but certainly like alot.
but really i think the real problem is that i want to be stealth and having to tell people i'm secretly a man if i want to fuck them throws a big wrench in things.
>>7376289
i like talking about dicks its funny and arousing, as much as i think they look weird.
well right now i'm in love with a person who has a dick. i dont really care about the genitals of the person I love. I definitely want to be a vagina haver though. In fact, its probably more advantageous if the person i want to sleep with has a dick, that way when i get mine turned inside out, they can put theirs inside of me.
its future proof really
>Idk I like the idea of committed long term relationships though and that's not exactly compatible with quick shags
WE ARE THE SAME ELANNA
>tfw first orgasm with a buttplug
When can I advance to a dildo?
EOS is incredible
>>7376301
i'm gonna wrap some presents, get in the shower and then head off to bed
the sun is just coming up, and it looks pale and lifeless outside
>>7376307
idk you don't need to wait just buy one if you want one
get good lube too
I suspect I have borderline personality disorder, should I wait to tell them after they start hrt?
>>7376308
is that the lip balm
>>7376283
okay then
>>7376312
>But I'm pathetic and require validation
only because you know you're cute, otherwise that shit wouldn't fly
>>7376314
Hai!
>>7376308
the photoactivatable fluorescent protein?
>>7376305
What about if they don't want to use their girl tinkler
That's sort of an issue when it comes to girls with penises. I suppose that's what strapons are for tho
Anyways I'm gonna pass out gnight y'all
>>7376315
this is a nice image
also you are worth don't be a sad nerd be happy nerd if you want to be a girl or a cute person or a boy on hrt you can do any of that if you want to
>>7376305
how can you have sex when you are died
>>7376328
I just want to help you but I don't really know how
I am not good at advice really but i just try to keep telling you that stuff because I think it might help
>>7376326
what do you think would happen?
>>7376330
might make it more difficult for you to get a gender dysphoria diagnosis
>>7376332
but what if that isn't the problem?
they'll just make things worse for nothing
>>7376289
Sure.
This one feels a little wonky to me because of how aggressive i had to be on the correction to approximate a normal lens at normal distance, so the background and edges are obviously warped and the depth feels deeper than it should be.
>>7376332
I already got that, I think it would be best to say something after I'm gone though some of it
>>7376330
Depending on the doctor, admitting to any mental illness or getting any mental illness diagnosed before getting hormones can be a... roadblock.
You need to be capable of giving consent to get hormones, and BPD has symptoms of impulsiveness.
They might decide to delay your prescription until they can be sure that you're *really* trans and not just acting on impulse.
>>7376335
>they'll just make things worse for nothing
WELCOME TO PSYCHIATRY
>>7376329
thanks! it does help
but i should tell you that i'm getting there eventually
not at a rocket pace, but eventually
i'm actually closer today than i was a week ago, anyway
serious though, you should identify yourself
it's driving me mad
the only people i can guess is father christmas or the tooth fairy
>>7376330
are you self diagnosing? i'm not a professional myself but i assume that if you were borderline then they would suspect that already. you shouldn't stress over it and don't do their job for them imo.
>>7376335
they can always just quit hrt if they decide not trans it doesn't do anything anyways
>tfw Friday night
>tfw perfect night to take Emily on a date
(._. )
>they are talking on the radio about mental illness
>"some people can get agitated because they think that they are being watched, or that their friends and partners are replaced with imposters"
Anyone wouldn't be all that bothered by that?
If I was being watched, I'd just appreciate the company.
>>7376349
They're always watching you o.o
Always
>>7376343
that is very good I worry about you sometimes I think you are a very nice person
I'm sorry I know it's rude but I don't really want to id right now
talking other places makes me feel really anxious or something it's hard to describe
i want to be a girl NOW
>>7376344
I'm not exactly sure what is wrong with my mind, I know people I'm related to have had bad mental illness. It's kinda hard to explain what it is like, I guess the most basic way to put it is I believe I have sociopath like traits, I could explain further if you want
>>7376341
I'm not sure if it's bpd or something else since I'm not a professional. I'll probably wait till I'm 6 months in at least once permanent stuff has happened
>>7376354
but you are one already.
sertii is speaking in tongues again
get the holy water and the thumb tacks
>>7376354
i want to smash the gender binary and capitalism NOW
>>7376355
maybe you're a sociopath?
Being a professional doesn't mean anything, if you can read the DSM V you're basically a shrink.
>>7376354
I want to pay 200 dollars to make you feel like the prettiest princess ever
>>7376359
sertii tongue you say
>>7376356
yes but i look like a boy and until i look like a girl i cant see myself that way
>>7376359
actually laughed at this
>>7376361
>capitalism
REEEEEEEEEEE
>>7376363
WEW
>>7376353
tell me elsewhere then :p
or don't, my sanity will easily last another few more months
but after then i'll be eating my fingers and cackling like an old lady with thirty seven cats
but don't feel like it's rude or anything if you don't want me to know
it's not really
>>7376367
your fingers are important not for eating !
>>7376373
if i can play ds with my feet, i'm sure i don't need them that much
>>7376355
>I know people I'm related to have had bad mental illness.
yeah, it's very easy to worry that you have issues then too. it doesn't help that diagnosis criterias are often vague and sound like everyone can have them. but if no one mentions it whose job it is to mention it then you shouldn't worry. looking for things that are "wrong" with you definitely doesn't help you and this behavior often creates issues.
idk what kind of traits you are talking about and sure you can elaborate if you want to. i can't do anything with them though, i'm neither a professional nor do i know more than very basic stuff about socio or psychopathy.
i wouldn't just discount the option that there is nothing wrong with you and you shouldn't either.
>>7376362
I don't know what to think, I feel a distinct lack of empathy/caring for other people and much of the time I feel like my emotions are fabricated, like they are not actually real.
How much does laser usually cost? I was curious and looked up a local place but their site has nothing on pricing.
>>7376380
Yeah, that sounds like sociopathy
keep that shit a secret, your illness doesn't hurt you, it hurts other people. That's like, mental illness jackpot.
>>7376381
thousands over time, maybe a hundred or three per session
>>7376378
I doubt they would detect it as I usually don't let that side of me ever show, I almost always have a false front you could say since I'm concerned of the consequences of not doing so
some of it here>>7376380, also I'm very manipulative of others and I am extremely selfish I would say, only ever doing "selfless" acts to make others think otherwise
I'm very drunk
will post butte in 3 drinks
>>7376319
Oh which flavor is this? I only tried strawberry so far and I like it
>>7376381
>>7376381
I should have joined the local Facebook group and asked them before I did it. It's going to vary from place to place and probably by geographical region. Be wary of Groupon and be wary of IPL.
The place I go to is apparently like 5 times more expensive than the rest but they had the best advertising so I was an ignorant fool. Mine is going to cost around $3000 altogether. I'm seeing results though and I have a credit charge with no interest for 18 months for all the sessions already so it's not like I should go somewhere else now.
>>7376390
this is a good, general answer.
>>7376336
How do you do those pics?
>>7376394
hmm kind of feel like sleeping but this might be interesting I guess
>>7376390
Well, shit, no way I'll be able to pay for that any time soon.
I wonder if it's worth it to come out to my grandad, if it works out he could help pay for it, if it doesn't I could find myself written out of a very large inheiritance.
>>7376366
Sertii...how much for a handjob?
>>7376392
Everyone is selfish and manipulative. Don't worry.
>>7376402
Save money for it, talk to them about lowering their prices into a more affordable range
>>7376403
idk depends on a lot of factors
>>7376380
>I feel a distinct lack of empathy/caring for other people and much of the time I feel like my emotions are fabricated
may or may not be due to depression. sociopathy is extreme. people who are sociopathic are often unable to live within societies rules and end up in prison.
don't listen to alex, she knows even less than me.
>>7376406
ball park figure
>>7376406
Like what?
>>7376407
>don't listen to alex, she knows even less than me.
Fucking rude
An anon disparaging me behind my back
Disgusting!
>>7376411
Its ok i came anyway thx sertii~
My cocka only 4 inches anyway tbvh
I got new pants btw
>>7376416
look femme from the waist down
>>7376412
i'm sorry that was rude. i'm gonna make up for it by telling you upfront now.
you know even less than me!
>>7376404
it is to the point of complete disregard for others
>>7376399
>>7376389
I feel emotionally dead, I don't think it was always like this, I'm not entirely sure
>>7376407
so you think it could be induced by depression? I'm not sure if I'm actually depressed or not, there seems to be brief times of emotion but I suspect it's not real and more something to fit in
I got pretty much all the symptoms of BPD but also the other issues
>>7376417
yeah i have wide hips
>>7376416
>no new sertii pictures until february
>10 MINUTES LATER:
>>7376424
i meant of my face tho
>>7376425
arm is kill T_T
>>7376428
*kiss arm*
feel better soon senpai
>>7376421
Still, if you had bpd you couldn't hide it I think. I thought I had bpd too and talked with my psych about it and that's basically what he said to me too.
>>7376426
oh right
other anon is right too, you have girl legs, bro
>accidentally drop coin in the toilet
>it's only 20¢ so i'm not gonna fetch it out
>flush it but the coin remains at the bottom
>return a few hours later
>the coin is gone
>realise that all currency in circulation may have been in the toilet at one point in time
i can never handle money again
>>7376421
>I feel emotionally dead
sounds a lot like depression. but diagnosis over the internet doesn't work. neither do self diagnosises work. listen to your doctors, they have much more experience and knowledge in these things. don't worry now, concentrate on transitioning that's much more important.
and please don't get into drugs, if your issues are due to depression then drugs are the worst thing you can do!
>>7376425
>I'm an expert in casual antipsychiatry!
that's why i'm telling you, please stop.
>>7376433
>Does a large percentage of U.S. currency bear traces of cocaine?
>True
http://www.snopes.com/business/money/cocaine.asp
is being able to walk in heels AGP?
Posting butte in 2 drinks
>>7376438
post now you slag
>>7376433
>it's only 20¢ so i'm not gonna fetch it out
>flush it
so for 50c you would have grabbed into the toilet before even flushing? ew, anon, ew.
>>7376438
I like butte =)
>>7376438
pls post it now i need to leave in 20!!
>>7376441
no
i wasn't gonna lie about the coin denomination
but i wouldn't retrieve anything from a toilet desu
it's not like i take anything of value in with me
>>7376434
yeah That was my plan anyway, maybe it's a mix of bpd, aspergers, and depression now that I think about it more since I officially have the last two. I do remember having emotions years ago but not really anytime I can remember when it left. I'm just really confused about my mind nowadays
>>7376438
put it away hank
>>7376447
>I'm just really confused about my mind nowadays
that's normal. everyone wants to know what's up with themselves. but sometimes we overdo it, looking too hard to find something that it's inevitable to find something that doesn't exist.
My mood has been lousy lately. I don't want to do anything that usually dulls out the pain.
>>7376435
>not girl feet tho :(
they could be cuter, but they're not terrible, just a bit large
Everybody's hurting
Price that we pay
Nothing is for free
So everybody says
i was practising walking on my hands and knees just now because i want to be a cute catgirl, but it's actually kind of painful on a hard wooden floor
how do people get around this issue?
>>7376460
why do people think valq looks like a hon???
i think she's pretty and cool
>>7376438
Drink faster
>>7376460
reee i gave you a different pic
>>7376460
Am I not in because I don't even qualify?
I guess I won't bother posting butte then
>>7376460
sorry but thats pretty much all wrong
sorry
>>7376460
>brought to you by Moap
>>7376460
This is the worst tierlist by far
>>7376460
Wow your list is shit
>>7376460
>literal cis girl below trannies
??
how do I know what foundation and other make-up stuff will match my skin?
i'm too nervous to just walk into a store and buy it yet.
>>7376460
>no cnt
>no kit
>>7376460
How could anyone but moap think moap belongs in top tier?
>>7376460
eh, i've seen worse lists
but not many
>>7376473
google "virtual makeup"
idk if its actually a good way but w/e
>>7376474
this is not a potential chart, i assume
>>7376473
Walk into any specialty store with make up artists on staff in full boy mode and ask for them to help you match your skin and stuff. They'll match it, doll you up to show you what they can do with it, then sell you the high-priced products they used.
It was pretty fun.
>>7376475
moap is pretty wtf
>>7376474
t. korra
>tfw still literally who
>>7376482
To be critical, that's a rather flattering angle she uses too.
>>7376482
Are you sure?
>>7376484
forgot pic
>>7376482
I mean, I agree she is, but to say she's "prettier" than some of those below her on the chart is quite a stretch.
Her and ufufu ought to be swapped imho
>>7376478
>>7376474
>>7376480
A potential chart would be pointless. There are only two tiers:
>CNT tier
flawless passing potential
>Kit tier
hugboxxing and anime posting potential
>>7376492
make this
>>7376482
she's cute senpai
>>7376494
>tfw not cute
>>7376480
http://move.loveisover.me/foolfuuka/boards/lgbt/image/1480/59/1480594475406.jpg
Use this please. Doesn't look that much like car accident.
>>7376499
The chin is a big part of how you look though, it really shapes your face.
>>7376498
Seriously are your eyes ever going to be normal?
>>7376501
true but i think irl and from most angles it isnt a big issue
damn you girls are as bitchy as cis girls
>>7376498
ayy lmao
>>7376504
Perhaps, can't fully judge a person's appearance from pictures, but going by what we've seen I can see what anons mean.
>>7376505
Cis girls going through puberty even.
>>7376505
because we are girls?
>>7376502
to be fair, a detail like that will aid in passing a bunch
if you focus on eyes like that, you aren't gonna notice other stuff as well
>>7376507
we aren't shallow people, we don't just judge her based on her face
also her tummy and butt
>>7376491
ufufu doesnt have the body necessary to be top rank
I may be a disgusting hon BUT I have weed so everything is okay
>>7376514
when I asked some time ago who had the best bodies, /mtfg/ responded with faye and moap having the best bodies, i have seen confirmation of both
Didn't beep detransition?
>>7376501
>it really shapes your face.
Tis part of why I'm doomed to the life of a hon.
I've drawn an approximation of my face here as evidence
>>7376522
you can't trust images of faye, you really just have to go and see her in real life
>>7376514
that's a man's body
>>7376524
I just got word.
My hormones are in NYC. They passed customs.
>>7376502
Probably in one or two months.
>>7376528
Well, guess what
>>7376532
are you starting hrt in hopes of passing or what?
>>7376534
why does it take so long to heal? And why do the eyes bleed in the first place? Like where did they had to cut to let that happen?
>>7376529
Haha I forgot about that one!
It's inaccurate though don't believe it
>>7376532
Same
I hope it's here before Christmas
>>7376536
>36 ▶
>>>7376532
>are you starting hrt in hopes of passing or what?
That's a part of it. A part of it is I want to feel comfortable with myself, and everyone I talked to said that you just feel better.
>>7376538
>>7376526
those tits are S rank.
>>7376545
alright lenon aha
>>7376545
We should make an mtfg self portrait edition some time
>>7376549
>>7376537
It's a bruise only in the eyes.
Probably happened when they worked on my forehead.
>>7376552
o i am laffin
>>7376553
ouch.
I didn't even know that was possible.
>>7376552
fuark, mirin' those lats brah
>>7376543
Holy cow I need to learn to quote
>>7376552
Why are your legs so stubby?
>>7376554
pls don't laugh at me. I know i'm ugly :(
>>7376559
bc i'm ugly and i started drawing from above and was too lazy to increase the image height, but in reality i'm a giant.
>>7376493
>>7376492
this is what you wanted right??
>>7376549
literally me
poor kiwi :(
>>7376563
you made CNT look like franzi
>>7376563
LOL
Top bants lass
>>7376566
>bf taking me to beach in 10 hours
Good feels all around
ngl i kinda want to get blue hair for a bit but kinda scared ill be bullied by mtfg
>get first payment from work
>spend £80 on titty skittles
>spend £100 on buying all make up essentials for the first time
>spend £20 on make up bag
>spend £20 on a "personal massager"
>give £75 to my parents as board money
>only £150 pounds left to buy all my food for this month and to buy Christmas presents
haha there go my plans of saving up for some kind of a future
>>7376574
i think pastel blue hair looks nice
same with most pastel shades
>>7376568
Is it the fire or the gross writing?
>>7376575
>starting mones at christmas
it could wait a month
>>7376571
why do you keep posting these screenshots
>>7376574
Hair dye destroys your hair. I wanted mine blue for a while but its not worth it.
>>7376573
Where do you live? I wish I could go to the beach.
>>7376579
>>7376579
She's a snowflake. Don't bully her though. I like her.
>>7376583
i don't understand this meme, but it seems fairly innocuous
>>7376582
Laguna beach. Its the Riviera of California, I'm paying out the ass to live here though.
>>7376583
I like you =)
>>7376586
She's afraid of the archive
>>7376576
actually now that i think of it blue would be terrible for my skin color lol
>>7376584
You have to bleah your hair to dye it right so no its noth worth it.
>>7376589
what do we know about her? is there any pattern to the filenames that would make searching them easier in the archive?
>>7376580
>tfw ugly dishwater blonde hair
>>7376588
>>7376593
>tfw always get compliments on my hair color
>>7376590
Sometimes I wonder
Will I be remembered when I'm gone?
>>7376594
Yay! you're nice =3
>>7376592
Nothing from what I've gathered. They use the standard Unix timestamp that 4chan uses afaik, or something that's supposed to appear similar at least.
Fwiw i know who they are. It's really is innocuous so bothering to scour for info on them it's pointless. It would also probably just scare them off so..
>>7376599
No one but world leaders get remembered so don't sweat it.
>>7376595
but pale looks nice and you can use multiple colors
>>7376598
>tfw not white
>>7376604
>>7376602
>Fwiw i know who they are. It's really is innocuous so bothering to scour for info on them it's pointless. It would also probably just scare them off so..
people who go to such lengths are usually hiding something
feels like a gloomy-esque kinda stunt to pull
>>7376602
Any news on gloomy? At first i thought that was her because she was computer savvy and trying to evade the archive does sound like something shed do but idk..
>>7376608
so fluffy: https://imgur.com/6jQFDo0
>>7376610
Just throw on about a killo of powder and make the pic go throw 10 different filters like she does, then.
>>7376603
I'm not asking to be famous. I'm not even asking to be notable.
I just want to know if even one person will miss me. If anyone sees me as a woman worth remembering
>ywn care enough about yourself to make an effort on your appearance
>>7376607
>people who go to such lengths are usually hiding something
Not necessarily
That's like the govt telling people they should be allowed to spy on us because "if you've got nothing to hide why be concerned"
Plus it's cute so I don't think it's meant to hide moreso is meant to be hard to be found if lost.
>>7376047 #
Wait nessie were you the one who wanted to be an escort and that's why your boyfriend didn't want you to?
>>7376607
don't bully eve!
I drew snickerdoodle lol
>>7376616
oh, it's definitely cute
i'll tentatively accept your explanation for now
>>7376620
I want to be snickerdoodle
>>7376620
I'd doodle her snicker
>>7376620
that looks nothing like me
I'm really really horny
>>7376625
The drawing needs to be mirrored then it's perfect.
>>7376620
this is frighteningly accurate
>>7376620
Draw me?
>>7376626
>>7376626
me too
>tfw long distance relationship and miss bf :c
I'm sad
How's everyone doing today?
>>7376625
No trip = not trusting as snickerdoodle
>>7376635
>>7376623
>S a m e tbdesu
but if you're snickerdoodle, then you can't hugg snickerdoodle...
DID YOU EVEN STOP TO THINK
my lips hurt a lot ;-;
>>7376639
Still shit
How're you?
>>7376640
;~;
>>7376634
>>7376626
How do you even get aroused? Unless something is hitting my fetish I can't get going, and even that's not always working.
>>7376647
I've always had an extremely high sex drive. I'm not on hormones yet though. I've heard it kills your drive.
>>7376639
oddly worse than usual
but thanks for asking
>>7376651
>cute
>little
>>7376649
I'm not even on HRT though
>tfw dumping your fetish folder on /b/ and feel nothing.
Odd, though. It was deleted middump.
>>7376656
what's your fetish?
>>7376662
Hypnosis/Corruption
Not like "Imadicklovingslut" corruption but like "I happily serve the forces of darkness" corruption
If i could take the fire out from the water
I'd take you where nobody knows you
And nobody gives a damn either way
About your blood
Your bones
Your voice
And ghost
Because nobody knows you
And nobody gives a damn either way
>>7376664
I'm into "Imadicklovingslut" corruption.
>>7376653
You are literally the smallest person in here together with Caroline.
Unless those underage posters were to scared to post their heights.
>>7376667
Most people are.
This is one of the few instances where removing sex from something makes it more fucked up.
I mean, why the fuck am I turned on by having my mind manipulated?
>>7376657
don't cry for me
my ket came today
I might need a fucking biopsy lol
>>7376668
I'm short
but I'm not small
males can't be small
>>7376669
It's the ultimate form of submission. I think it's best when there's a little bit of the original mind remaining, but it has no hope of ever regaining control.
>>7376672
better than an autopsy
LOL
>>7376670
ket?
>>7376673
>males
males also can't be 5'3" tall
>>7376677
of course they can
I'm 5'3
>>7376675
esophageal cancer has a mortality rate of 85% KEKEKEKEKEK
>>7376460
>not putting me in the lowest tier
In all honesty, this list is a pretty big letdown due to some stupid choices.
I give you a 2/10.
Try harder next time.
>>7376679
but you don't have that yet, right?
>>7376679
jeez, lighten up a bit
I have this weird feeling that i want to be a girl, anyone else?
>>7376686
i am a girl
>>7376686
not quite
I don't feel like I belong in my own skin
>>7376690
You have not!
i'm going crazy depressed again
yesterday morning, last night, and now this morning
i can't handle it and i don't wanna end up hurting myself
>>7376686
Bro what do you mean by that? Are you queer or something?
>>7376674
That's what's so incredible about corruption. It's not control, it's a complete rewrite to your ends
>>7376690
>I've seen how little you are
I KNEW YOU HAD RARE SNICKERLEWDLES
>>7376699
A-absolutely not im perfectly normal xd
I'm sorry for being so annoying
Please nobody hate me ;_;
>>7376697
I know how you feel, but I don't know what to do against it
>>7376703
>>7376705
I don't think I'm allowed to hate you.
>used to come here all the time
>now dead
>never been on a tier list
like desu I'm actually fucking mad, I just came back cause I heard there was a new one and OF COURSE I'm not on it again
>>7376708
Who are you, anon o.o
>>7376705
Stop being annoying then and posting stuff like this.
>>7376714
I'm sorry ;n;
>>7376713
Anonymous.
You said that we would be friends.
>>7376715
Stop it
>>7376716
Thought so ^^
*hugg friendanon*
hiss motherfuckers
>>7376718
hugg alex
>>7376709
>///<
>>7376704
phew :^0
>>7376724
So why are you inside all the time? The great outdoors is fun and exciting!
>>7376719
sirona a cute
>>7376722
Stop saying annoying things
my body is so fucking gross
>>7376729
i love going outside!
i just get into sad depressed mode and don't leave the house ever
Fun fact:
I came to /mtfg/ once a couple years ago asking if i would ever have a chance, posted a pic of me, then after the initial responses i left and never came back till like 1.5 years later... to this day i can't find that post in the archives despite all my searching. I wish i'd have stuck around back then, i might have been able to transition sooner.
>>7376733
>leyes
If i say that it is lies, will you be desperate enough to cuddle me?
>>7376739
but you could have been a cute girl by now
why, neptune
>>7376739
Fun fact:
I did the same in like december 2013.
I'm still not on oestrogen today.
>>7376741
Not really, I have housework to do...
>>7376747
Housework is lame.
>>7376747
are you doing it in a cute maid outfit?
>>7376719
Good snek
>>7376710
>wanting to be on a tier list
>>7376705
It's okay :3
>>7376739
Try not to dwell on wondering what it'd be like if you had transitioned sooner.
I had a chance to see a therapist and start 4 years ago but I waited for about 3.5 years. It hurts to think about as I get close to graduating, thinking I could've been full time by now.
>>7376739
kinda the same but a little less than a year, january or something
fuck i was gonna self-med in april but didn't fucking god dammit
>>7376752
Well you still started pretty early
>>7376755
i guess but i could've made a lot of progress by now
>>7376757
maeve, will you promise not to forget us when you're literally ash-tier and wealthy businessmen are fighting for your attention at fancy new york banquets
>>7376759
aw i wish i could be ash-tier, but she didn't get mangled by puberty
>>7376682
not yet, thankfully
I very likely have a pre-cancerous condition though, I've had white lesions on my lips and a persistent ache in the side of my throat since my last GERD attack that aren't even trying to heal, hoping it's just burns though
>>7376710
then post a pic faggot
i used to be on them and its not really anything exciting
>>7376710
I was on a tierlist once.
"no hope at all" reporting.
>>7376762
>mangled by puberty
>literally the girliest femboy to ever walk this earth
ash 2.0 in the making, we're literally watching history being made here
desu i came here and started self medding like 2 months later.
No regrets, only wish i was born in a different country so i could know trannies are a real thing.
>mfw cute femboy waiter genders me female when I order despite my voice
he's known me since pretrans so he knows I'm trans btw
>>7376742
I dunno... I really regret it. I didn't really know what it meant to be trans back then desu
>>7376752
>>7376743
I actually don't remember when it was for sure... It might have been as early as spring 2014 but could have been as late as winter that year... I honestly have no clue and no memory around it other than what actually happened, and someone telling me "It would help if you uploaded a pic so we can see what we're working with here" or something like that... It bugs me that i can't find it and can't remember more.
The other part is i came here again in fall 2015 and again early spring 2016 and was reading all the trans help stuff and how to self med and was about to order hormones but i backed off both times and left. I finally had my moment of realization back in like June and ordered the hormones. I just wish i could remember more from those moments and what i was doing and what things were like...
>>7376751
It's not so much dwelling on the past as it is wondering when it was and what my frame of mind was at the time, because i just cant fucking remember and i wrack my brain for memories but i never seem to have any about that time or what i was doing.
>>7376764
I post them constantly, and I've never been on one.
>>7376775
I wish I was as cute as you.
>>7376776
I'm not gonna say I'm not pretty in a sorta masc way, but I've got a long way to go anon.
sup nerds
>>7376731
I don't understand why I'm annoying you though :/
Other than it being me that's talking
that *is* pretty annoying
>>7376733
*snoots your boop*
>>7376736
same senpai
>>7376738
Outside is funnnn
and you should get somebody to drag you outside irl so your depressed mode fucks off, at least a little bit!
>>7376751
ty ;;
>>7376778
Hi Chara! How's you?
>>7376780
Heyyy alex <3
>>7376781
Ya
it's me
Alex
<3
>>7376777
I think you're looking adorable so far. Keep it up.
>>7376783
I'm good how r u?
Tfw hugging pleb
what's it like being a girl
>>7376791
the best feel
>>7376794
how would you know? you've nothing to compare it to
>>7376795
ya, but at least i don't want to kill myself ^=^
>>7376804
You can do it!
>>7376772
How old are you, nep?
>>7376807
but im lazyyyyy >~<
>>7376780
every now and then some nice weather will coincide with happiness
those are good days
>>7376807
Look I'm u
>>7376816
Do it now!
>>7376819
aww does your eye hurt? ;-;
>>7376817
they sound great
I like cloudy days, moisty overcast ones ^^
>>7376823
sooooooooooon! I'm just super lazy right now ok??
>>7376824
rainy days are good days
>>7376823
eyes don't have pain receptors
>>7376823
thanks, i didn't already have this chara
>>7376829
i shot my eye with a nerf dart once
eyes have pain receptors
time to practice some makeup
lets hope no one comes in my room without knocking ;-;
gonna attempt a qt kfashion look despite having cheapo western makeup and despite being a white piggu~
>>7376826
ok ok ok ok ok
>>7376829
really? o.o idk
>>7376830
i have a lot of rare chara's no one have seen ^=^
>tfw you're very clumbsy.
GAME OVER
Insert at least 1 Penis to continue...
>>7376833
forgot trip again
been practicing my voice
lemme know what you think
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InRMwptcgAo
>>7376839
someone slide a cock into my pussy pls
>>7376841
Good luck makeup is fun!
>>7376829
poke it with your finger/dick and see what happens.
>>7376842
Sounds gr8, very intense, though.
i have been, too:
https://youtu.be/x0DvSu0ypi4
>>7376847
>poking your eye with your dick
How flexible are you?
>>7376844
>someone slide a cock into my pussy pls
when you're grown up, sure
>>7376844
>someone slide a cock into my pussy pls
That's statuary rape here missy moo.
>>7376860
>>7376862
I don't want to wait :(
>>7376867
And I don't want to go to prison.
It seems we are at an impasse.
>>7376814
21 as of september
>48 years old
ew, you could be my father
>>7376877
Be my father!
would a navel piercing be qt?
>>7376853
If i can't even reach my eye, how am i supposed to deepthroat my cock like a true lady?
>>7376867
What? Chara is underage bait?
So, most people see skin change in the first months, but the chart says it takes much longer. Just how much does your skin changes? Or is it about diferent bpdy parts and the face just starts that?
>>7376884
Your belly is a bit too anna right now, but once it's normal that stuff is slutcore basics.
http://www.strawpoll.me/11834413
>>7376888
no im 22
>>7376844
on the way!
>>7376897
and i'm a piano accordion
How's my fellow men doing?
>>7376884
i think so
there's some really cute jewelry for navel piercings
piercings
brb i just gotta pass out
>>7376888
16
Just ask quid :3
>>7376896
really? spunk is such a soft and bubbly word, I can't see how it's crass
>>7376904
is that a 'D' i see on that numberplate?
>tfw you show your gf boobs and antagonize her and she's going to bruise and bite the shit out of you for that tonight
>>7376920
Cummies is what a proper lady would say
>watching 'impact' on news 24
>talking about the russian olympic doping
>"the russian spokesperson has said that these claims were baseless and without evidence"
lel
Is it a bad idea to take hormones and then lose weight within the first few months? will I lose any fat redistribution
>>7376928
Well obviously, but not everyone is a proper lady. I think if a boy says spunk that's nice
>>7376933
Gain wright and lose weight dont worry about it
>>7376933
1. get on skittles
2. get thicc
3. get babushka-tier fat
4. get american-tier fat
Do people here hate me?
>>7376933
doesn't work like that
fat stored in adipose cells, these are static and only ever expand or shrink
estrogen will shift the location of these cells, whatever size they are
>>7376938
Yes.
Some people seem to hate everyone though.
I don't hate you.
>>7376938
I like youuuuuu
>>7376930
If you want boobs you should be having a higher calories intake. They are hard to make and your bpdy is doing its best.
>>7376932
I really love Matt Hardy.
>>7376950
Why would you thank me for that?
You are nice -> therefore I like you.
Simple as that!
>>7376819
Your trip sucks dude.
>>7376956
hug me the fuck up?
>>7376950
Getting mad at the people that tells you to get help and loving those who bully you and others is way some hate you.
But, you know, do your thing.
Did anon ever make a new tier list or nah?
>>7376963
Yeah it was shit
Nobody agreed with it
>>7376963
>moap ever being top tier
made by moap
>>7376963
i updated an old one
Redpill me on kiwi. Was she hated at some point? Was she a chaser?
>>7376976
not actually a kiwi
0/10
>>7376973
Moap is ugly lol
>>7376976
hi kiwi ^=^
>>7376982
not ugly but not top tier she just kinda looks like giraffe
>>7376974
>tfw no hannajävel fv
känns bad män
>>7376985
I think she is gross but different strokes I guess
Geez, that makeup practice looked horrible. I looked even more like a man than I already do umu
only bbcream made a slight improvement
>>7376988
she is gross as person ^=^
>>7376991
That's why you practice.
There's also a sad correlation between price and results.
>>7376997
you don't even do bad things tho
>>7376997
Sure, it's called codependency.
>>7376985
All trannzies look like giraffes, Moap is a sexy giraffe, a giraffe that dresses like an anime character, a giraffe that wants to be a submissive wifey, a giraffe that will suck the dick and call chaser scum daddy.
Moap is the degenerate mtfg deserves.
>>7376997
>Everyone *should* hate me
but i don't have a reason to :p
>>7377006
you're weird lol
:(
>>7376957
Sex hug me the feels uwu
>>7377015
loveyouu
>>7377001
I'm alive, that's a horrible shitty thing
I'm annoying
I make the wrong choices
I think the wrong things
I have the wrong sex
My mind works wrong
I hate me
>>7377003
I more meant that what they call help doesn't actually benefit me enough to offset the harm it does.
>>7377007
There are lots of reasons to hate me, I'm the worst person.
>>7376460
Why isn't Emily on this at S+?
>>7377027
Does emi even post herself? I've seen exactly one emi photo in my lifetime
I cant stop farting uwu
>>7377031
You're not getting enough estrogen :/
check with your endo
oop there goes my heart
>>7377032
I think its more all the healthy stuff I eat likes to build up and release pressure at the same time
>>7377037
nono
girls don't fart
something's wrong here :/
>>7376460
>posting an obviously bad photo of me.
Nigga are you even trying?
My waffle caught fire
Can i really become a girl?
>>7377048
Science
>>7377025
we have a lot in common though
do you hate me too?
>>7377029
No ;_; But she still deserves S+!
She's too beautiful for us all and perfect for taking out on cute dates :3
>>7377027
I've never posted myself here.
>>7377052
She does not pass
>>7377049
i don't understand your name, if you are root, why aren't you just calling yourself / or /root?
I mean apparently it would be possible to step into the /root directory with that cd .//root command if you're already in /, but even that wouldn't work with a capital R.
>>7377054
This too.
>>7377055
>NO! Why would I hate you friend anon >~<
then you can't hate you then!
also are you in the irc by any chance?
>>7377055
I gotta do what?
>>7377068
wat the hek
i'm not a qt
>.<
>>7377054
Root doxed me for quid
>>7377070
unless you are being dishonest with your name or tricky with pictures
you are hella qt
>>7377071
should I not trust root o.o
>>7377073
nono I am Alex
I don't think I posted more than one photo ever tho o.o
>>7377056
It might also be a reference to .hack//Roots
>>7377079
I liked Infection
It was fun to abuse data drain
>>7377078
well
i guess that means that i'm dumb then
Hi it me alex with my puppi
>>7377074
Root is a sociopath
Ok mtfg. Lets say you wake up tomorrow and you're back in time, as your 5 year old self. You get another chance to life your life from then on out. What's your plan to transition young? Do you kill your testicles? Save allowance and find a way to get estrogen online?
Lets pretend that any stock you convince your parents to invest in won't succeed. (as in, you can't get rich by investing in google) and that lottery numbers are truly random so you can't just have one memorized and win it.
>>7377071
yeah
i'm eating blue and red potato chips.
>>7376461
<3
Notice it says
(Comprehensive guide to Chasers)
I'm mean to the lads.
Idk
Opinions are like assholes...
>>7377092
Cut my balls off.
>>7377099
she really isn't anything special special
pick a better trip to orbit
>>7377091
Pretty much
>>7377092
1. transition as soon as legally possible
2. holiday to new york on 10th september 2001
3. bluray instead of hd-dvd
>>7377099
Trust me you don't to see me.
>>7377101
This.
worst tier list I have seen in a long time
>>7377087
is that you?
when did moot allow soft toys to post on threads?
>>7377098
>>7377092
nigga I grew up in a christian house in the 80's
things would be exactly the same
>>7377108
>have photographic evidence of emily
>won't post it unless she says to
ethical databaseanon-ing 101
>>7377092
I'd probably just make an effort to eat and exercise better. I'd be more interested in fixing my education mistakes.
>>7377092
Be open and honest with my parents using my current 12 y/o intellect to convince them that I need puberty blockers
If that doesn't work, cut my balls off and flush them down the toilet or something. Then hospital.
>>7377118
I take it you got it from Discord?
>>7377121
nah, but not the thread
>>7377116
>>grew up in the 80s
old fag lmfao
>>7377118
i'll post it im not ethical
>>7377124
Can't think of any other place you would've gotten it other than IRC.
Oh well.
>>7377129
alex time is up
you didn't have a reason for me to hate you
sorry
you must now suffer your punishment:
10 minutes of cuddles without break
>>7377129
>ew chasers
don't worry, no one's chasing you
>>7377134
>IRC
;)
>>7377138
If that's the case it looks like you've got my pre-hrt pic.
people who use the term chaser unironically are as bad as the people who would call you a racist for not sleeping with a black man
>>7377139
eh, it's still okay
>tfw ket STILL hasn't arrived
Jesus christ I want it so bad
>>7377140
I don't see the problem with chasers.
As long as you aren't an arsehole, but you can be an arsehole and not be a chaser too.
>>7377143
What do you mean it's still okay?
>>7377144
i'd love to hate you
but until you make me, i'm not gonna
sorry
cuddles it is
>>7377092
I've thought about this a lot.
I would of course try to get puberty blockers but I'd rather get on estrogen ASAP. Probably cut off my balls if I can't get blockers. I wonder what the most pain free way to do that is, pop a couple tylenol and use a knife? Can you freeze them to kill them?
And was ihp or similar around in the early 2000s? I could probably pawn money off my friends at school. We had a system where your parents wrote a check to the school and you could pay for lunch with a card, it was like that since first grade for me. I could buy ice creams and snacks with that money and just fast through lunch and sell them to people, might be able to get a couple bucks a week that way, plus my allowance. By the time I hit puberty age if I save any and all sources of money I can, I'd probably have a few hundred or even a thousand dollars. Then buy a prepaid visa gift card, load it into paypal, and buy estrogen from there. As long as those savings can buy me enough estrogen to last until I turn 14 and can get a part time job, I'll be fine.
HRT age cap
>>7377148
you look okay in the pre-hrt picture still
>>7377155
I hate that pic :/
>>7376460
Yes! I made it to mid-tier!
>>7377147
it's just a juvenile school yard term used to insult people with a preference
as if it's the worst thing in the world
why aren't people who are attracted to blondes labelled as 'chasers;?
>>7377159
do you wanna know why you got put in mid-tier?
>>7377159
>caring about chaser tier lists
this thread raises some interesting points. I'm similar to >>7377150 although with more my own fear and self loathing than external parental pressure.
If I was able to repress from childhood. I should be able to repress from now till death.
Trutrans would probably be dead by now. I was probably just an ago child. Therefore it's not real.
Gonna trash my hrt now
>>7377167
she is sufficiently pretty
>>7377166
Because the tier list is bad
>>7377165
I'm not stronger than that at all
I don't want to feel anymore
It hurts too much
Can everybody stop talking about the tier list being bad and focus on what I wake up to every morning
>Tfw breakfast station
I make my own bread with locally sourced flower
Berries are out of season, so store bought jam
>>7377164
Because they're pursuing CIS women. Make no mistake, "chaser" is a meme feminists created to keep us bf-less.
>>7377165
nuh uh
n o t
u s e l e s s
>>7377166
Sure, why not
>>7377174
*Flour.
How did autocorrect fuck me like that?
>>7377164
Because people attracted to blondes aren't repressing trannies
>>7377179
how does one repress a tranny?
>>7377177
>Sure, why not
DICK SUCKING LIPS
>>7377154
you need to change some of the article text maybe
>>7377164
Usually Ppl don't want blondes to ram hair in their butts... Or suck on their hair.
And certainly it's not like any chaser ever just wasn't all that into vagina but still liked women
..
>>7377180
you be me
i'm a repressing tranny
>>7377180
I'm not sure I think it involves autism posting about halo
>>7377186
Not per se
>>7377167
Nah I'm just generally not attractive.
>>7377186
:^)
>>7377186
You mean posting about video games in general :^)
>>7377186
Λμαο ντεσου
>>7377188
You make a sub-par tranny. Srry.
Better get a dick installed and give it up
i'm sad
>>7377184
pegging is a thing straight males enjoy
Time to watch 50 year old french kino and be sad that I have to watch it alone :)
>>7377181
I saw that coming.
>>7377190
I think you're beautiful not matter what.
And you're beautiful on the inside too :3
You still need to stop being so hard on yourself~
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1AZ1womNkvq
>>7377194
Nice language you go there.
>>7377204
I think my personality is pretty trashy.
>>7377193
No, halo specifically. All repressing trannies play halo, I have a sample size of 2
>>7377187
You aren't repressing though, you sadpost about how you're not on hrt. You're just not very self aware.
>been on hrt for 3 years
>not full time per se but constantly genders female by strangers
>don't feel dysphoria anymore
>the above two points mean I have no motivation to come out to friends and officially go full time
>but I really want srs
>need to be full time for a long enough time in order to get recommendation letters
ugh. How easily can I just lie about it and say I'm full time
>>7377213
But Spartan literally IS on HRT lmao
>>7377173
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ruc0RUlVLU
Today the hrt is getting trashed.
My T will return.
I am back from the abyss
>>7377184
Men pursue women with big breasts. It's purely a sexual thing. Women claim they don't like it, but they also don't try to stop it. If you have tits you press that advantage to get guys. But if you use your girlcock to attract a man, you're bad and he's trash. The "Chaser" meme is just a way for cis girls to remove any advantage we might find in our condition. They can't use cock to get guys so you better not either.
>>7377212
You're just painfully generic like all the other newish trips
>>7377217
>Today the hrt is getting trashed.
>My T will return.
No it won't.
>I am back from the abyss
No you're not.
>>7377217
You for real Spartan?
At least keep it around like you did last time
That adds to the challenge!
>>7377217
xddd
>>7377200
That's what I said about myself until I grew tits and cried during every romantic comedy.
>>7377217
Remind me to never lend you money.
Youre terrible at it.
>>7377213
I d-did...
It was the only game I could beat my cis guy friends at.
>>7377214
Why are you so scared?
Youre an effeminate looking faggot anyways.
Not like everybody doesn't already know
>>7377212
Your personality is fine, and I bet you look fine too~
Gosh, you're so hard on yourself sweetie, how come? :(
Tell me something you do like about yourself
>>7377216
>implying you won't order the pills in a fit of depression in a month or two
>>7377227
a u t i s t
>finally sort out healthcare stuff
>doctor that i have to see for transitioning purposes has left for the summer holidays
another few months of repression can't hurt
it's not like i wanted to be a girl or anything anyway
>>7377186
lmaoo nice
>>7377218
Tbqfh, men who are attracted to me without knowing I have/had a cock are the ones I actually flirt back with.
Chasers are garbage.
Stop defending repressing agp fetishists
>>7377228
>a month or two
More like week
Or day
Once my salary arrives I'm seriously considering it desu
I'm just scared of telling my parents.
>>7377226
rom coms are hella gay bro
I watch 80's action movies while chugging absinthr
>>7377220
Sorry you think we're all the same, cissy.
>>7377239
Are you Eugenia Cooney? Can you please tell me your BMI
>>7377238
Me too, Bruv
But wifey watches them and I happen to be there...
>>7377240
No. I'm 6 feet tall and 150 lbs.
>>7377216
Not anymore
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYcAh4HLgQE
>>7377221
The hrt has acted as circuit breaker. It doesent even affect my mind.
Today was my last dose. There won't be another.
>>7377222
No cause im finished. I've taken the drugs and my mind remains focused on not transitioning , I gave mtfg a fair chance. The estrogen doesent sway me at all. And my will has prevailed.
I've won control. Now Amy goes back to the dark place. Accepting that there is no place for her.
It's not fueled by fear or anger. It's just a simple fact of why take medicine I don't need.
>>7377213
Halo sucks though
>>7377232
Lol
What did anon mean by this?
>>7377249
Nope, can't think of a single thing. Everytime I think of one I realise I have my reasons for hating that thing too.
>>7377239
No i like some new, most are trash.
>>7377249
I'm never mean
xddddd
>>7377242
It's different for different people. I never had much social dysphoria, I just hated my physical self. I've gotten that sorted out so the rest is just fluff to me.
>>7377251
The lack of self awareness of kayla mixed with the detransition shitposting on angie.
>>7377234
this is basically what I envision as one of the best-case scanarios for my future
>>7377261
But my shit posts are the best
>>7377257
Angie is nice, and kayla can be sometimes she's just insane.
>>7377260
>But then I took the hrt. And felt exactly the same. I realised I don't need it.
you've been on hrt for like three days and feel nothing. Wow.
Even anti depressants take six weeks. But you're not quitting are you? you just like people making a fuss over (you)
>>7377264
Well yeah, I love and appreciate your shitposting.
>>7377040
I don't understand angie-posting
>>7377260
>give HRT literally no time to act
>See! I don't need it.
Idiot.
>>7377260
You just pussied out because you knew you'd feel something. I don't really care that much either, you've played the attention whore game too long.
Either shit or get off the toilet.
>>7377267
you're one of the trash
>>7377260
TAKE YOUR GIRL PILLS, SPARTAN
>>7377255
Why is it sad?
I feel fine.
Now I've beaten the final hurdle. Hrt. If hrt can't break my repression then it was never repression.
There's nothing to repress.
Just thinking off all the horrible things I get to avoid now. Transition for one. Besides that thread pretty much proves I'm not actually trans >>7377169
I don't need the stress
>>7377236
You continue to amaze me with how fast you're willing to break out of repression. Grats
>>7377235
If you have genital dysphoria then I understand, but if you don't you're only adding a filter because other people told you to.
Then again maybe I'm just AGP scum :^)
>>7377279
She alienated all her friends with her constant lying.
>>7377282
Don't even have to be a boyfriend to anyone anymore so that hurdle is gone too.
>>7377266
>nice
Sometimes I am
>>7377268
I'm glad you do
I can't even think about detransing once the orchi is done
>>7377263
Yeah desu I'm very okay with this situation now, I just want srs so my boyfriend and I can have sex. I probably will have to go full time eventually when I go back to grad school and have to be a TA, since I imagine college kids aren't going to give an andro boygirl as much respect as they'd give a cis person.
>>7377267
>don't they realize you look like a girl
I'm sure they do. But nobody says anything to my face. And even though they (probably) all know I don't care enough to make things official
>>7377282
snowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnow!
>>7377236
what kind of cuck tells their parents they're self-medding hrt
just wait until you look so different you're forced to have a conversation about it, and not a moment sooner
that's my plan and so far so good!
>>7377279
Idk, I should go to bed now though.
Good night.
>>7377279
I still have friends ^=^
>>7377270
People like to use my really bad photos for their tier lists.
Anyone can take awful pics
>>7377286
>I can't even think about detransing once the orchi is done
It's not worth it Angie. /mtfg/ will suffer. We need your balls Angie. That's what us daddies into shitposting like. It's all psychological
>>7377295
She's always been an illusion senpai
I wish I could stop playing sports but I have no self control and will get fat
>>7377292
If I don't tell them they're much more likely to either kick me out or control my every monetary move when I eventually tell them
>>7377298
What happened to the vu letter btw?
>>7377296
Sorry
I need to stop T poisoning somehow and besides I shouldn't be taking spirio after so many years
not sure hrt is right for me
can I not trial run it?
>>7377294
Just goes to show how dumb women are.
>>7377301
I aint get no letter
I was thinking of calling them some time next week to see if everything went well, my doctor's assistant said they referred me and that I'd be contacted by telephone but I haven't heard anything yet.
>>7377303
You can, just give it a few weeks instead of a few days.
>>7377272
Well you shouldent care. Since I'm not trans. I felt something. A tingle.
Besides I don't need to trip anymore.
I don't see why you are all being so possessive of a person who isn't real and is figment of my imagination. Amy that is.
Look at this scene.
Amy would be John smith. A made up nonperson with no real claim to existence
While Spartan is the doctor
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqSD0w8vXGs
>>7377275
Not actually trans, just a retard
The only reason I got sad when I left is because of a childish fear of not being liked. But then I realise you only like people who are trans.
Hence why people hate Spartan.
But then I realise it's better to be hated by mtfg. Than to be hated by the world.
So if I play your game? I become a masculine hon freak and my real friends abandon me? Oh but at least I got to be liked by some tripfags!
Lmao. No. That's just silly to me. I got too attached to you as people. And that was dangerous
Then I remember your not my real friends. My real friends are the ones asking me when I come back home and go to the pub with them.
>>7377275
Don't need em
>>7377303
you'll either be unhappy for the rest of your life, or you'll be unhappy for the rest of your life, with tits.
nothing to lose
>>7377310
oh maybe it was because i was refered through zorgnet, forgot some doctors arent using that
>>7377295
but don't you yourself love taking bad pictures of yourself??
>>7377283
No m8...
I believe in feminism.
Even if I were cis, I wouldn't want a guy who only wanted my booty for my booty.
I have feelings and shit
Chasers are worse than cishet womanizers.
Life isn't porn and women have feelings
>>7377312
>Amy would be John smith. A made up nonperson with no real claim to existence
>While Spartan is the doctor
Can you be sure that it isn't the other way around? Further, how is Smith no less real? He feels real, his thoughts are real.
>>7377310
And yeah, they wont call for like 3 months, thats the initial waiting list for intake
>>7377257
Stop ;_;
Please don't say that kind of thing
>>7377260
You're hurting yourself...
>>7377269
I can't help my friends
I feel pretty useless
>>7377276
You're NOT a boy
You were barely on hormones for any time at all
If you're really going to hurt yourself like this, can't you fuck off to another board? Why do we need to listen to your repression bullshit??
>>7377293
Nite emi
>>7377312
Stop playing make-believe as an anime character you unbelievable autist
>>7377298
maybe the hrt won't even make you look different for a while so you can fly beneath your parents radar but you'll stop yourself from getting manlier
>>7377312
If you're not a woman then why do you act like such a histrionic attention whore?
>>7377325
why can't you help your friends?
>>7377322
But he's weak and inferior compared to the doctor and deserves to be pushed aside for him
>>7377327
changes happen over months and years
if you see somebody every single day, they won't notice small changes like that
just don't be in the room when they bring the photo album out lol
How old are our little repressors ?
>>7377317
>>7377324
I have no idea how I got referred desu my doctor said it was a relatively new system (he didn't really understand it which is why he said he'd let his assistant call me if it worked afterwards) but idk
I'll call soon or maybe they have like a webchat thing
I'll just ask them whether I'm in their system then so I don't wait months and then still don't get called (also intake waiting list is 22 weeks lmao kms)
>>7377318
I wish I still had my gf
I'd repress for her no problem if she'd asked.
>>7377325
But it true nigga
>>7377327
But if I get bobs my teammates will notice because communal showering
>>7377333
>But he's weak
So?
>inferior
Physically but not mentally or morally.
>deserves to be pushed aside for him
No he didn't. He *needed* to be pushed aside as the universe needs the doctor, but he sure as shit didn't deserve it.
>>7377323
Because of how mean and obnoxious you are
>>7377302
Can you at least take on a shipost apprentice til then?
One of the new and impressionable trips like Anna, or Amy
>>7377340
Yeah try that.
Also you'll get a lot weaker pretty fast (at least i did) so youll suck untill you get to play with the girls :^)
>>7377349
hiya qtii how goes things? :D
got gendered female today
but I'm not even a tranny what the fuck
>>7377340
Yeah, but she wouldn't, so I don't think you had a lot of hope anyways
>>7377345
I'm nice to insensitive fags
>>7377325
Oh the hrt does have an effect
It feels like a poison weakening me and restricting me
That's proof enough I have a cis brain. You just put diesel in a petrol engine
>You're NOT a boy
No I'm a man. And high time I went back to it.
Not listen to delusions of "you can be a girl too"
CNT is actually fucking sane compared to you all.
>>7377329
It was the downfall of becoming a tripfag.
I do much better when I'm not actually involved in generals.
>>7377353
Did it feel good?
>>7377361
Just fuck off and go away
Nobody needs to watch you kill yourself
Go
>>7377368
>Chara should be in a psych ward
Why?
You don't get cured from being a sociopath, should she be locked up for life because of how she thinks?
>>7377349
I'm pretty fucking weak anyways but korfball isn't really physical except in a specific role where the tall people play (so not 5'10 manlets)
>>7377358
True, if I told her about my feels she'd have cut me off too I think.
Right now the pain is bigger than the gain though.
>>7377363
If the devil came down to Tilburg looking for a soul to steal and he was willing to make a deal with me, saying I'd die painlessly and quickly from 'natural causes' I'd take the deal without blinking
>>7377363
that's not your fault though
and spartan will eventually come around if she is really a girl
she just needs support, understanding and constant reinforcement of the whole transitioning idea
the best thing you can do is be nice to her
>>7377359
Because you can't get a reaction out of them. They're just as broken as you, if not more.
>>7377372
She's literally a parasite. She and everyone like her should be euthanized for the greater good of humanity.
Is HRT bad for people (like me) who easily have pain in their bowels? Like - does it affect your bowel movements? Idk how to put it into words
>>7377368
what type of pants did you end up getting? I know they're girl jeans but I don't think you ever elaborated on what type.
i recommend getting a pair of jeggings next they're literally the only kind of jeans I wear and they look exactly like regular denim jeans but with quadruple the stretch and comfort! oh and them actually having pockets is nice too :P
oh nice concert I hope it's fun! im normal just waiting for a call back from all the places i applied for work :(
>>7377363
just waiting for the feeling to go away again
post new thread
I need images to express my autistic self
>>7377381
Yes?
>>7377384
no :p
>>7377397
but when im nice people are still mean o.o
should i dye my hair a kooky color
i can't decide whether i should spend ~€100 on a new computer screen or on new snow boots.
hrt got put off, as my psychiatrist is looking for a new gender-specialized therapist for me to complain to
>>7377379
Why would trannies be allowed to live if sociopaths weren't? You don't contribute to the greater good I'm sorry to say.
>literally calling for the death of a child
Kill yourself.
>>7377380
Why would she be better off in a cage? Why do you get to lock her in a cage because you don't like what she says?
bakabaka
>>7377384
It can rarely cause constipation
>>7377386
You're my friend too <3
People don't like how I think either >~<
>>7377388
everyone itt needs to take hormones
>>7377392
we are bad to talk to
talk to a professional
>>7377395
hi
why anon?
>>7377397
Why are you so immature?
This is coming from me
>>7377401
Tranny red or SJW blue?
>>7377407
i could do purple
best of both worlds :^)
>>7377369
>quick stop him, he's escaping a life of being an unpassable hon
Thanks so much for looking out for me.
>>7377414
>Because shes sociopathic and says terrible things to unstable people. She also tortures small animals.
she's just a misunderstood teenage girl, show some compassion
>>7377417
And a diagnosed sociopath.
>>7377410
You know what? Yeah. That could work.
>think of winning the lottery
>think of all the things I wanted to do with the money
>realise half of them aren't possible anymore
>cry
>>7377422
What were they?
>>7377399
they look good! you're already really girly looking too hrt will make you a 10/10 <3
>>7377426
things with trashy.
>>7377406
>Why would trannies be allowed to live if sociopaths weren't
oh here we go. alex is going to go on her spiel about mental illnesses being good.
>>7377411
You're guaranteeing that you'll either transition as an old lady, or kill yourself
goodbye whatever potential you might have had
best thing for you would be to get a blood clot from suddenly stopping your meds and die quickly.
>>7377413
Well, there's somebody on discord maybe you could talk to, do you have discord?
>>7377414
SOCIOPATHY ISN'T HER FAULT
She's also a child
Small animals don't fucking matter if you can eat them you can do whatever else you want imo.
That said killing cats is bad
>>7377422
If I won the lotto I'd pay for my college and pay off my family's denbts and get my friend out of bumfuck nowhere, Kentucky and set up a tranny commune and all kinds of stuff >~<
>>7377430
You're a better friend ^w^
>>7377432
hormones all the times
hormones are always the answer
If you're depressed just take more hormones works for me
>>7376416
100% qt
>>7377440
What good do trannies contribute to society that sociopaths can't?
>>7377443
<3 don't argue with them they are just being mean for no reason
>>7377443
>do you have discord
I never use it, I find it an extremely user-unfriendly program for some reason. I always use skype and I have someone to talk to there but I don't want to bother her.
I'd just go live by myself and do lots of drugs and have someone cook and clean for me and watch movies and pay for poor people's transition I guess
Out of the last 5 cups I've bought 5 have cracked in the first week. Varying price ranges. How the fuck do you choose the right cup? I just want to drink some soup.
>>7377443
>he thinks a man has potential
This is why cnt is actually sane
They would have told me to fuck off. And I would have been done months
While you fucks slowly coddled me and just feed comfortable lies in your toxic hugbox
>tfw no money for girl clothes when I transition
why even try desu
>>7377471
>when I transition
IF I transition, sorry.
>>7377475
go permaboymode
then it won't feel like you've failed
>>7377471
Don't forget a permanent method of hair removal
Even if you have zero beard shadow, do you really want to have to worry about that?
>>7377471
Thrift stores and places going out of business
I mean, it'll still cost money but it'll be a lot easier
I only have 1 pair of jeans that fit me decently desu
That and you don't need to jump on getting clothes right away, although I don't know what your exact situation is like
>tfw going to spend ur Friday night watching gay strippers
>>7377485
You know how to have fun Elanna. I wish the rest of these ladies were more like you.
>>7377485
same
>>7377475
>IF
also tetra's got the right idea, thrift stores are the best
>>7377443
I like being anon
>>7377492
>hair removal might get covered by insurance
That would be impressive.
>>7377333
>Spartan doesn't realize why she gets along with trannies so well.... Yet.
I was the same, m8
>>7377509
>it is for women in some places.
For cis women with pcos? I could see *that*.
>>7377490
What it's not like I'm sure or anything
My contact with trannies will be severely less from now on so maybe I get over it!
Anyway yeah thrift shops are the way to go I guess.
>>7377506
It'd be a surprise for me too but a lot of bullshit is covered by insurance here if you get a real fancy one and the doctor says it's medical. You can even get fucking nose jobs covered if the doctor says your current nose is making you sufficiently unhappy lmao
>>7377506
I'm pretty sure my insurance covers it.
>>7377512
transwomen can get pcos too you bigot
>>7377509
I'm not sure it's that kind of stripper thing
>>7377485
jealous
>>7377513
>You can even get fucking nose jobs covered if the doctor says your current nose is making you sufficiently unhappy lmao
I don't know whether to be disgusted or happy for these people. Jealous maybe?
>>7377520
thye work for tips, you monster. people like you ruin the economy.
you're also missing the chance to grab their tongues to put the bills there.
>>7377525
Yeah our healthcare and health insurance system is really good it always makes me laugh when the Brits try to brag about their NHS meme
>>7377506
It is for me. Only electrolysis though and I'm still looking for a dermatologist who still does it.
Holy shit the 400 blows is hilarious
>>7377340
just explain to your teammates that you're growing boiboobs and if they keep looking at them it means they're gay
>>7377521
Oddish come watch strippers with me
>>7377535
>go to strip club last year with wifey and cis girl work friend.
>She gets in free, we have to pay even though cleavage.. the feels.
>Guys staring at me, I start blushing
>We order drinks, the next endless amount are bought for us
>Some girl with a 'hi I'm Kandy' voice approaches us
>Keeps trying to get my number, at this point, very drunk, very blushing
>She dances & won't stop grinding in front of me but I have no money for her, we came to drink
>Sit at table, she stands there for 2 hours talking to us and trying to find me on fb... Clearly gacked out of her mind after going backstage
>Still awkward, small, quiet, and blushing... Her friends tell me I'm cute & want to give me free private shows.
>Asks if I want to hang out after they get off
>One won't stop talking about how she's a lesbo but still likes boys
>Wifey is sitting on outermost chair of table, talking shit about their hot roots and orange blotchy foundation until they leave.
I'd go, but I'm not allowed anymore. Boys are spoopier, anyways.
Youre a faggot, lannü
>>7377492
It will under any insurance, after the vu though