Mtfg: Transgirl general

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my gfs

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What if I am the bigger body

cancer cells are the body's anarchists.

they like "fuck that I'm not dying just so you guys can live i make my own rules bitches"

>>7094964
GUILTY FEET HAVE GOT NO RHYTHM

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>>7094964
rei > asuka

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>>7094856
I tried

>>7094986
Anime sucks

>>7094981
you are the bigger butte

>>7094981
>tfw grace cell
>>7094984
thats not how anarchy works

>>7094925
>Civil war, ww2, what war yo
Mostly WW2 reenactments, although I went to one (English) civil war reenacement when I was young. I've sort of slowly stopped going to them over the years, so now I'm just a hobbyist who collects memorabilia and shitposts.
>But airsoft is for betas that don't want to or can't join the military
I was just shy and reluctant to try new things back then - I regret it now. Maybe I need to be bumped down a level to gamma.
>Where are you from?
The UK.
>But I like playing airsoft and collecting camo and tinkering with my guns and researching /k/ things
Sounds pretty survivalist. Do you go geocaching by any chance?

>tfw live in a nogunz country and never fired a real gun before, but at least the man at the museum lets me hold them

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>>7094993
tru

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>>7094995
>>tfw grace cell
UH

tfw grace butt cell

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>tfw no rich nfl bf

>>7094999
im working hard inside you!

>>7094995
>Tfw beepbeep cell

how to be MORE PALE
im already pretty good but need to be better still

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>>7094943
>Korra neglecting her blood is fucking irresponsible and how she'll die.
I just took 200mg spiro, 5mg Fin, and had on two .1mg patches for 6 months before I got any tests done. My PC doc took over prescribing them when I told her.

>>7094968
Sounded like an interesting article on the history of the ouija board.
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/the-strange-and-mysterious-history-of-the-ouija-board-5860627/

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>>7095004
those guys are kinda scary desu

>>7095011
racist

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>>7094997
>Mostly WW2 reenactments, although I went to one (English) civil war reenacement when I was young.
Those sound p cool
What do you collect?
>I was just shy and reluctant to try new things back then - I regret it now. Maybe I need to be bumped down a level to gamma.
I mean it's never too soon to start. I know a few 4chan guys from the UK that play, even a transgirl that does. Fuck, I'm the one that ruined her life and woke her up to being trans lmao.
>Sounds pretty survivalist. Do you go geocaching by any chance?
>survivalist
That's something I'd like to get good at, learn skills on how to survive on my own in the wild and shit despite me being on medication I'd need lol
Geocaching, I did it as a kid with my dad and haven't in forever, it would be nice to do again.
>>7095003
There's a lot of those
>>7095005
Good girl.

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>tfw when Faye puts dirty ideas in my head
>tfw when I want to cry because I can't go to a rave and just grind on people
>they'll fucking beat me up.
>I'm crying :(

>>7095008
ill give you my paleness in exchange for some cuddles

>>7094873
yes

is this lauren

>>7094995
I don't wanna hear a fuckin word from you about NAP, just accept that cancer cells are anarchists on face value.

>>7095013
their race doesn't matter they're just really aggressive and are all jacked up on test.

i tend to stay as far as possible away from dudes like that because theyre really dangerous

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Anyone ever wonder if one of their siblings might be trans? I keep suspecting my brother might be.
>>7095004
>tfw Brees will never pound your bp

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>you will never be raped to death
why even live

>>7095025
>nap
>"an"caps
>anarchist

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>>7094964
S:
Tfw no gf

>>7094979
>tfw live in bum fuck nowhere and don't get to go to movies.

>>7095010
as long as your doses are sane, it's reasonable. Also there are places on the web you can have tests done at. you'll need to draw your own blood, or have somebody do it.

>>7095023
maybe

>>7095029
not at all. all my sisters are 100% straight cis

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>ancap

>>7094995
>Anarchy
>Works
This is top 10 funniest post ever.

>>7094986
'sup lezbean! :p

>>7095008
>How to be paler,
Maybe you need to stop wearing your sk8r cap backwards so it protecrs your face instead of looking kewl. :p

>>7095008
Let me lock you in my room

>>7095036

Jesus cancer isn't anarchist, ancaps aren't anarchist, just what the fuck is anarchist to you?

>>7094991
thanks senpai

what does breast budding mean?
how to know when mine are?

>>7095040
;)

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>>7095055

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>>7095057
it's when little knots form under your nipples. You'll know.

>>7095051
things are going p bad at my job. im thinking about moving across country to start over desu. i almost did a couple years ago. i had everything ready...stayed for gf..

>>7095050
>implying im a gay

*slaps the black off of you*

>>7095057
I think it's still too early for you but you'll know at around the 2 - 3 month mark

>>7095055
a stateless society without political or economic hierarchy

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>>7095029
My brother is the manliest man I've ever met and he has at least five children. I lost count desu. He's extremely secure in his masculine man life.
None of my bfs will ever measure up.

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>found my old, old spice deodorant from before I started transitioning
>hm didn't realize I still had this, I forget how it smells
>ooooh gosh
>get instantly turned on o///o

>>7095060
oh i got those yesterday
they feel weird
i find it strange that they also happened around the start of my male puberty (like 12?)

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>>7095050
forgot pic

how do I cuddle with a young hormonal male?

>>7095059

I've read plenty of books it's just anarchists are notorious for this no true scotsmen bullshit in defence of a completely unworkable system.

And apparently have no sense of humour either.

>>7095055
anarchy isn't solely the domain of the alt-right lol

Off dome I can do all 6 pages of Emma goldman anarchist essays from 1910 verbatim. Took 3 months to memorize.

(copy pasted directly my favorite portion)

A practical scheme, says Oscar Wilde, is either one already in existence, or a scheme that could be carried out under the existing conditions; but it is exactly the existing conditions that one objects to, and any scheme that could accept these conditions is wrong and foolish. The true criterion of the practical, therefore, is not whether the latter can keep intact the wrong or foolish; rather is it whether the scheme has vitality enough to leave the stagnant waters of the old, and build, as well as sustain, new life. In the light of this conception, Anarchism is indeed practical. More than any other idea, it is helping to do away with the wrong and foolish; more than any other idea, it is building and sustaining new life.

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>>7095048

>>7095060
What happens with it afterward? Do they just keep getting bigger an becoming more lumpier?

Feels weird desu and sometimes i worry its cancer.

>>7095078
16 pages.

It memorized it in dialogue format where one character in my head talks to the other. Same way an actor might memorize it. It's like a screen play. I highly suggest everyone memorize SOMETHING. It doubled my on the draw anarchist discussion points in such a short amount of time. I rap some portions too and sing others to keep track. Seriously, why isn't this taught in school? A debate master told me this in DC she was like 70 and had so much memorized. I can't get that smart, but some of the girls here who grew up online probably for sure can. Start now yo.

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>>7095018
>What do you collect?
Old letters, medals, cap badges, shoulder badges - mostly little things like that. I collect coins too, so those two hobbies kind of overlap (I think I mostly just like old stuff that's made of metal). When I was younger and a bit edgier, I used to collect bullets too (they're rare in the UK), and I've never thrown them away because I feel a bit sentimental about them.
>I mean it's never too soon to start. I know a few 4chan guys from the UK that play, even a transgirl that does. Fuck, I'm the one that ruined her life and woke her up to being trans lmao.
I keep telling myself I will, but I just don't know anyone who does it anymore. Plus, I work manual labour and mostly at night time as well, so it's hard to work up the energy.

Geocaching is pretty fun though. It feels a bit like a non-hobby, but I like hiking - and plus, I get to play at being an explorer.

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>tfw gf cheated on me

>>7095074

I'm not saying it is, more implying that literally every group of anarchists calls groups of anarchists they disagree with "not real anarchists"

>>7095078
>The history of human growth and development is at the same time the history of the terrible struggle of every new idea heralding the approach of a brighter dawn. In its tenacious hold on tradition, the Old has never hesitated to make use of the foulest and cruelest means to stay the advent of the New, in whatever form or period the latter may have asserted itself. Nor need we retrace our steps into the distant past to realize the enormity of opposition, difficulties, and hardships placed in the path of every progressive idea. The rack, the thumbscrew, and the knout are still with us; so are the convict’s garb and the social wrath, all conspiring against the spirit that is serenely marching on.
I can't suffer this. This was from 1910? She take she self too seriously.

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>>7095068
LMAO! I love this.

>>7095061
>Tfw choosing Faye over Sass
I'm happy for u

>>7095095
what have you been up to tranny granny?

>>7095094
>I don't like this type of writing so I'll criticize it instead of try to decipher it

I get it. I used to be that way. Then I decided enough was enough I was going to be as smart as goldman if I couldn't be sexy like Meghan fox in the first and only the first transformers movie.


Also anyone have tips on crying? This is totally foreign to me. It's been a decade. I don't really know how...to cry.
Honesty never worked for me.

>>7095066
brb buying old spice

>>7095067
it's gynecomastia if you're a boy, but yeah, that'll happen

>>7095088
>What happens with it afterward? Do they just keep getting bigger an becoming more lumpier?
>Feels weird desu and sometimes i worry its cancer.
http://m.kidshealth.org/en/kids/breasts-bras.html
>"A breast bud is like a small raised bump behind the nipple. After breast budding happens, the nipple and the circle of skin around the nipple (called the areola) get bigger and a little darker. Then the area around the nipple and areola starts to grow into a breast.

>As breasts keep growing, they may be pointy for a while before becoming rounder and fuller."

AYYY LETS DO TINYCHAT TONIGHT!
/therapedungeon

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>>7095094
maybe you just don't take yourself seriously enough

>>7095088
they'll be lumpy at first, but they round out as you get to tanner stages 3 and 4

>>7095108
Can you explain budding to my right breasts? Only my left understands :(

>>7095103

>I don't know how to cry
just shut up please
hath there no limits to the suffering of thy tortured soul?

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>>7095103
Transformers?

>>7094998
What if I only like really fem anime traps and actual boys do almost nothing for me

>>7095116
boobs grow unevenly. It's just how it is.

>>7095108
cone tits here i come :^)

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>>7095119
Megan Fox is a fox.

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Did somebody say fox?

>>7095120
im sry anon you're a homo :(

>>7095091
): will you be ok?

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Good evening everyone~
>>7095109
omg yes hahha

Reply to this if you are a slut.

>>7095137
am cuddle slut not gonna lie
>>7095132
hiya ash
hope all is well for you
>>7095133
(you)

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JOIN US

>>7095137

>tfw alive

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>>7095093
Bakunin silently judging you

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Mfw people tell me I look like an average woman

>>7095149

Who cares what he thinks, he's not a real anarchist.

>>7095100
Blah, shitposting and growing fat. Hbu?

>>7095133
Drake, cuddle~

>>7095152
same desu except nobody would ever say that about me

>>7095157
did you ever get back on hrt? I know you had to stop for a little while. eh I've been saving up my pennies for a new car, working lots and spending time with my bf when we're both not caught up with work. bday just pass this monday too it was nice

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>>7095090
Ooooh, that all sounds really cool. Got any pics I can see? I like collecting neat things but I feel like that stuff would just kind of pile up at junk. Sorta. I have some coins that I collected, I like challenge ones esp. Bullets are a bit odd to me, they don't seem very interesting to collect as they're all one in the same really.
>I keep telling myself I will, but I just don't know anyone who does it anymore. Plus, I work manual labour and mostly at night time as well, so it's hard to work up the energy.
Yeah I get tired from work but I usually have the weekends off so I can recover energy and go play!
And hey, like I said, there's a 4chan thread for it if you're up for trying to wrangle autists from here into a group of people to play with irl.
>Geocaching is pretty fun though. It feels a bit like a non-hobby, but I like hiking - and plus, I get to play at being an explorer.
Yea, I've been wanting to get out into the outdoors and do exploring and camping and stuff so Geocaching is kinda up my alley.

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>>7095160
It's just a bunch of hugboxers from Reddit telling me this

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>>7095144
IM THERE

>>7095159
oryx hi
heart
i was about to take a shower
but you should add me something so we can talk if you dont stick around here for a bit

>>7095156
I think the only real path of anarchism is arguing about what anarchy is and never reaching an agreement.

>>7095114
So its normal huh... Still i always thought there isnt a thing like that in breasts - that theyd me soft everywhere.

>>7094995
>thats not how anarchy works
Anarchy doesn't work at all. It's just a way for bunch of edgy first world kids to be overly edge. What they don't understand is that anarchy isn't the goal it's simply a transitional period from one stable social order to another. Note I said stable not good, fair, kind, benevolent and so on.

if anarchists were to achieve their goal and if the society were to fall only thing that would happen is that there would be a short period of anarchy followed by fascism as most ruthless and best armed groups would seize power.

>>7095162
Yeah i did, and i'm thinking about stopping because i'm afraid of stupid blood tests and hormone levels and getting cancer and or thrombosis.

Tranny life is harsh K

>>7095177
its this
>>7095063

>>7095168
i don't even get why hugboxing is so fucking rampant desu.

>>7095196
you pass fampai

>>7095198
i don't tho.

>>7095201
you do tho

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i just want this kind of loving

>>7095192
ah can't afford tests I take it? iktf tho I can't afford em either no health insurance.

>>7095196
People like to live in delusion

>>7095201
Pleb,
love.
It's real.

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>>7095201
you look like a woman, faggot

>>7095204
me on left

>>7095204
that looks painful desu

>>7095212
hmu

>>7095211
You look like woman too.

I hear u like "tacos". Is this true?

>>7095211
>this hugboxing
Sigh
This delusion

>>7095212
So what's up? Are you serious about moving someplace else?

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>>7095192
>>Tranny life is harsh K
>TFW depressed stressmonster
>No mones
>My entire circulatory system is breaking down
>Blood clots and thromboses everywhere
>Random infections
As I struggle to get into physical shape beyond being just an ill-defined skelly, I must say "use it or lose it" applies to life.

If you desire something, don't be afraid of doing what it takes so long as you are 100% sure it's what you want.

If it gives you happiness that cancels out the stress and inspires you to be a healthier person across the board, consider it equivalent exchange as far as health issues.

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I BAKED COOKIES TODAY!!!
(Read this in the voice from suburban commando where the dude says "I WAS FROZEN TODAY!!!")

>>7095131
I hope so

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these are cookies that look like brownies
but trust
these are cookies
and they taste
so
fucking good

>>7095105
Get timber pham

>>7095230
they look soft and warm uwu

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>>7095218
>You look like woman too.
thats bc i am a woman.
i like tacos, as well as vaginas, yes.
we've been over this before :^ )
>>7095220
rip
>>7095227
)):
hopefully your gf will come around though? did you two break up? or will you try to work it out?

hamster cock

>>7095221
i mean i literally am living for nothing here??might as well look into it

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>>7095233
THEY ARE OMG
but like
im letting them cool and get solid overnight
since
today i ate like
two
>w<

>>7095240
sounds like you had a fun day :3
>>7095235
impure

>>7095224
It's really wwird, becauae. I mean.
What's my endgame?
Am I going to be able to transition and live as a woman in thia shit country.
Will I be able to make a living in this place?
What will my life end up like?
What the fuck am I doing?

>>7095235
what the heck

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>>7095167
>Ooooh, that all sounds really cool. Got any pics I can see? I like collecting neat things but I feel like that stuff would just kind of pile up at junk. Sorta. I have some coins that I collected, I like challenge ones esp. Bullets are a bit odd to me, they don't seem very interesting to collect as they're all one in the same really.
I'll post some pics in the morning because I keep most of it tucked away in a cabinet (it's nearly 5am here and I'm about to head off to bed). I've got quite a few service medals from WW1/WW2, even a couple from the Gulf War. Pic related is the sort of thing I collect too (it's a medallion given to all the passengers on the maiden voyage of the SS Normandie - I actually got given that by my dad who worked for one the passengers). Bullets probably aren't interesting to most people, but I was young and edgy, and plus I live in a country where most guns are illegal to own, so it was cool whenever I was able to get my hands on some. I started collecting them before I got into old war memorabilia, so it's sort of where it all began.

Do you have military parents by the way? You should post pics of challenge coins.

>And hey, like I said, there's a 4chan thread for it if you're up for trying to wrangle autists from here into a group of people to play with irl.
Sounds terrifying, but I'll probably get around it to one day. I think I'm just intimidated by the fact that I don't own any equipment and I wouldn't know anyone or know what I'm doing. To be fair, I didn't know what I was doing when I started geocaching either, but at least I was alone and looked like an idiot where no one could see me. Also, there might be there qts there and that's scary.

Any NYC bad bitches?

>>7095247
yes i did
last night was fun too
had nice conversations
im gonna learn to cook and bake more
and become super good
so i can take care of a little and make her yummi yummi foods
or him i guess depending on who it is
buuuut
yesss im having SO MUCH FUN with cooking.

>>7095248
maybe you should consider some border hoppin'

>>7095254
yeah>>7095201

>>7095254
i'm a bad bitch who visits yearly but i don't think that works

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>tfw skin is super sensitive now
Feels pretty awesome tbdesu
>>7095168
>caring about reddit opinions
>>7095230
Looks yummy :D

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>>7095248
All important questions on the table, yeah.

>>7095258
You trying to smoke weed and show me around? I'm 25. I do not pass. I don't try.

>>7095230
i want you to be honest with me, anon

did you follow the recipe carefully?

>>7095261
>>7095261
it
was
s oyummi
i have some left
for tomorrow
and uuuu

>>7095203
>>7095210
>>7095211
i rly don't see it desu......
>>7095209
idk. i can't think foreveryone desu.
>>7095254
if you don't mind a hon, then i'm around desu.

>>7095234
I broke up with her, the situation is a bit odd with how it happened, but when I was talking with her about it, she didn't even consider it as cheating because she wasn't in a relationship with the person. She thought it was just a small thing id be able to get over in a month, and because I was acting pissed off about it she said I didn't love or care about her because I had just about no intention of trying to work through it. She was more upset and sorry towards the person she cheated with, because she felt like she used him, than towards me. She felt like it should have been something that had little affect on me compared to the other person.

>>7095266
you dont see it because you have bdd

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>>7095192
>blood tests and hormone levels
There are online places to have tests done by. I got my GP doc to do them until I found a hormones doc.
>getting cancer
Highly unlikely
>thrombosis.
Stay physically active and it shouldn't be an issue. Get up and walk around for 5 minutes every hour. You can also start wearing support hose or socks.

>>7095248
emigrate?

>>7095264
uhm
at first
now i fixed it
buuut
at first i put in 2 tbsp of butter rather than 2 sticks but i fixed that.
Like perfectly well.
Im really tired and i went outside and had to lift things and my back hurts rlly bad and IM WEAK
IT WAS HARD BUT FUN :SOB:

i had a moment of clarity concerning how terrible my life is and that i lost the maybe the love of my life bc i transitioned and i really wanna kms comrads :(

>>7095266
well i see it, and so do a bucnh of other people, so just accept it
>>7095263
i was directing you to pleb
im not in new york
if you were in california, i might get coffee with you though. i generally dont associate with or allow myself to be seen with unattractive peoples or undesirables, it lowers my social standings.

>>7095272
): dont kill yourself......there is always another ):
lots of fish in the sea.....you may not find an identical fish, but you can find one thats just as great or better...
>>7095267
........what the fuck
its probably good you broke up, that sounds weird as hell.

>>7095234
I just want to know you're the same Mercury from before.

So are you like with a girlfriend and stuff?

>>7095236
Where is "here"

>>7095255
Try pineapple upside down cake! It's awesome oltime fun :3

>>7095257
I need a sham marriage, since true love is not happening.

>>7095262
I try to be positive, but. Fuck.

>>7095278
can you come to canada you have a degree and shit right

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>>7095271
>at first i put in 2 tbsp of butter rather than 2 sticks

>>7095275
> i generally dont associate with or allow myself to be seen with unattractive peoples or undesirables, it lowers my social standings.

Rip merc x sass LMAO

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>>7095275
I just wish it didn't happen or had to break up with her, she was completely perfect for me otherwise and I'll never find someone like her again ;_________;

>>7095278
i live in maryland rn. very pretty. no friends where i am tho.

>>7095279
Yeah, but not the right degree.

I would have a better op by being a stonemason or welder.

>>7095278
i like fresh pineapple
on its own
i dun like to put it with other stuffff
im gonna make a chocolate tart tho
>>7095280
This is my first time baking in over two years anon...
I fixed it in the end >_<
it turned otu super yummy
but i did have no idea what i was doing

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>tfw purging old things at rapid pace

>>7095278
>I just want to know you're the same Mercury from before.
ehue
i certainly hope no one else would steal my name.......gosh, i turn around for a few minutes and deplorables are running about knocking off my name.
the world is going to hell i tell you....... (why do people think "mercury" is after the planet, are they retarded?)


I do not have a steady girlfriend at the moment, no; i am single, but i do go on dates and/or do other things periodically. ..........maybe i will get back together with my ex-girlfriend, idk, she is hard to read and not communicating; i told her what i want, but i'm also not going to waste alot of time when i have a line of people who want to force their tongues down my throat and take me to dinner (among other things) so yeah
>>7095284
lmao
you're probably fine, besides, are your parents very important people? lol
>>7095290
can't you bullshit it?
>>7095286
>she was completely perfect for me otherwise
walking all over your feelings and completely disregarding you as a person is a pretty big indicator that shes not for you anon ;~; Maybe she was great outside of that, but someone who treats you like that is no bueno if you ask me

>>7095299
>can't you bullshit it?
no I don't think so unless you're getting asylum immigration to canada is based on a points system and if you don't have enough points you're just refused

>>7095287
I grew up in Springfield Virginia. I remember the baltimore aquarium with so much happiness.
I alsonremember i saw my first red squirrel in I don't know what Maryland park.

So what do you do in maryland?

Serious Q: If you were on prescription brain pills during a period where you gained weight and you're now 100% clean and been off them for like 10 years, is there any chance of residual quantities of the shit being in the fat and being released when it's burned off? I know that fat can retain traces of drugs, but I'm not sure on the half-life.

>>7095070

As a little spoon, or as a big spoon?

>>7095308
probably should ask this somewhere else no one here know anything about medical shit expect tranny drugs

>>7095308
why would anyone look

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>>7095293
Dangerous behavior if you're suicidal, because like me you could shed to much and end up with nothing. Really I wish we could chat. Do you have Skype? I ask because I'm very lonely and thinking of calling it quits myself. I've spent all my money, quit my job, quit my writing community that I created, quit eating food, quit biking, quit texting, quit school, quit a normal sleep schedule, quit getting dressed or even considering making day plans. I've quit photography and quit every video game.

What's left? Not much. Screens. Anything to keep my mind spinning in a circle away from suicide, but with no wind in my sail.

This cycle has been 3 years in the making, but rapidly started collapsing about a month ago, following some shit I couldn't explain online.

>>7095299
She's treated me so well before which makes me sad but you're right, and I've been doing good so far with not regretting it. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do now, my depression has gotten so bad since the breakup.

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>>7095293
I felt this way after finishing The Beginner's Guide. Threw out everything old that I didn't want anymore
ultimately, I regret it because I lost some art, but it made me feel really really good at the time.

>>7095299
Gimme a sham marriage, merc! Hillary herself will bless our relationship!

Girl, welding and and stonmasoning is really complicating ;_;.

Also, they send you where you're needed, not where you want. Like bye bye Vancouver and hello arctic circle.

what happened to edie/dollface? why isnt she around anymore?

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>>7095306
the aquarium is great lol. i mostly bike, go out to eat by myself. fish sometimes. idk i stay busy

>>7095308

no. and if it did and if it were released it wouldn't be enough to have any kind of effect and most likely wouldn't even be detectable.

Hair is reliable for long term drug history but even then 10 years is almost certainly long enough.

>>7095325

You can marry me but i live in the uk

how bad is 1 beer with i mg klonopin with a high benzo tolerance mtfg

>>7095329
Hopefully she died off

Anyone know that pitch analyzer app that was going adding a couple days ago?

>>7095335

So bad it could straight up kill you dead. If you've already drank it i don't know how you posted that because by all reckoning you should be a rotting corpse by now.

>>7095341
why did you post this

>>7095338
This?

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=de.lilithwittmann.voicepitchanalyzer&hl=en

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>trying to resolve problems with gf
>things are getting pretty heated
>my gf has been hiding the fact that she (he?) is a trans man
What even is my life anymore?

>>7095331
You fish? What sort of fishing? I love fishing.

>>7095345

I want people to understand the very grim and serious nature of what is being discussed.

>tfw boy

>>7095355
Feeling that way again huh?

>>7095355
: (

>>7095355
same

>>7095348

>cute ftm boyfriend with literally no effort
opposite of a problem

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>>7095315
I'm was talking about physical items since I could be considered a hoarder. I know how you feel though anon, I am also down to almost nothing except trying to transition, almost all my hobbies and escapism no longer are effective, lost job to illness which is still a issue now, extremely erratic sleep cycle. I don't have any social stuff like skype since I have severe social issues and 4chan is pretty much all I can tolerate anymore. I'm here everyday if you want to tell me about anything though.
>>7095322
It's nothing important I actually need, I'm gonna throw out 95% of my male cloths this coming week, other things that could be considered literal garbage but I hold onto for whatever reason, that and I'm going to start replacing older trash furniture with smaller stuff. here is picture of my usable cleared out space, squiggles are storage, objects or clutter

>>7095346
Yes, thanks!

>>7095359
Yup
It's one of those days

>>7095362
Except, y'know, when you like girls.

>>7095334
Uk cool! I have Italian nationality too! What part of uk do you live in?

>>7095362
It's not like we're going to break up over it or anything it's still really shocking though

>>7095371
but boys r nice

>>7095370
cudds soon

>>7095374

The north.

You might be better off in Guatemala actually.

>>7095366
don't throw them out give them to a thrift store or charity

>>7095381
Y a Y : )

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>>7095390
Kari wanted to send me back the pair of guy jeans I forgot at her house but I was like lmao just donate them I dont need those back lol

>>7095390
that's what I'm doing, only actually throwing out relative few things they wouldn't want like a couple are torn up and stuff.

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>at a bar with my girlfriend
>hand bouncer my ID
>wo wo wo wo what?
>yeah
>fine ok

What's so hard about checking an ID I swear

>tfw its my bday.
>ill be 22 years old now
>sad as fuck, because this and that.
>tfw shouldnt be sad, a friend is over and we plan to have a lot of fun for today.
>tfw this makes me even sadder cus i feel guilty.

I need a hug but shes sleeping.

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>>7095421
Happy birthday

>>7095418
just get a new id ur a girl now senpai

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>>7095421

>>7095421
I wish I had friends

>>7095421
happy bday ^^
don't be sad my sweet angel

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>>7095421
Happy birthday!!!!
Ignore your troubles, and go have fun.

>>7095421
Happy birthday Anon

>>7095383
Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :( Are there jobs up north for trans people?

I swear I just want to work and be useful and love and cook and be happy..

>>7095440

Erm probably. There aren't any for me but I haven't really looked.

Could always move down south.

>stop posting here
>be pretty and passing
these two things aren't related but i'm happy

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>>7095402
>>7095390
>>7095366
I have a ton of shit I need to send to goodwill. First I'll see if there are any FtMs who want some of it.

>>7095446
do boys hug you a lot

>>7095452
they put their penises inside me

>>7095366
I'm the same way. I still have Skype because once a month this girl I'm in love with Skype me. I've never found therapy any bit effective, and I've tried to really give it multiple chances. I am at my wits end. Self destruction. It seems the only way... I don't like these thoughts. I wish I could replace them with hope. Motivation
. Fulfillment.

>>7095442
What do you do besides 4chan :p?

>>7095427
>>7095430
>>7095433
>>7095435
Thanks ya all. Wish i could actually be happy about it. The birthday i mean, im happy about you all congratulating me for surviving another year.

>>7095435
Thats how i usually go about it, but today its hard because bdays just remind me of how old i am and how i started too late.
(am about 2m 2w on mones now)

>>7095432
I wish i had more friends :^)

>>7095455
how do I get a boy to put his penis in me

>>7095468
be hot and passing like me

>>7095455
damn now i wanna be pretty and passing (well i want it even more so than before)

>>7095462
haven't had one in 8 YEARS;_;
>>7095459
people are scary, I don't even talk to people over games

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>>7095462
Better to have started late, than never to have started at all.

>>7095471
yeah its great

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I took a hella qt photo while I was trying on my bra earlier :3

what dating site should i use if im a 25 year old trans girl with a job

>>7095470
damn it

>>7095483
okcupid? idk I think people use that

>>7095482
damn you have some kissable lips yo
>>7095480
is there a special little trick to stop being an ugly boy

>>7095482
hahahahaha

you're such a bitter troll but you look like garbage lmao

>>7095478
why do you always have to post politically charged garbage here, do you really think we need political talk here to break out? it's always awful. get some cute anime girls or something

>>7095487
no sorry i was just blessed with good genetics

Good night /mtfg/
( ＾∇＾) I hope the rude posters die

>>7095483
none. kys.

being beautiful is soo good

>>7095487
really? I felt like they were chapped and stuff

>>7095488
hah, yeah, totally.

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I'm going through nep withdrawals guise ;-;

>>7095495
me too

>>7095503
i dont know why you're so flip. you don't pass and you never will lol

>>7095495
I love that chick thing!
(^∇^)

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>>7095504
me too snicks, haven't seen her around in awhile

>>7095503
they look soft and full!!
>>7095495
nini lucy
but they never do die
>>7095504
where is nep btw
is she visiting juni still?

>>7095504
Your eyes r real pretty.

>>7095476
Do you live with anyone and do you see a therapist? It seems the biggest factor in my self destruction are those 2 things. Idk how to escape. I am not exactly mentally stable so I can't just run off like the 50s and "get a job lol". I wish I had a stronger purpose to keep living. I am having a hard time even searching.

>>7095508
gib attention
>>7095509
Yeah *mumble grumble

>>7095511
thank you for sating my attention whoreness

I want to live. Not survive.

hahahahahahahahahahah ur fucking garbaoge

>>7095506
and I'm supposed to believe you... why?
oh wait, it's because you're an anon and have no reason to hugbox me, right?

lmfao, fucking trolls think their words mean anything to me

>>7095509
it's only my bottom lip, really.

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>>7095517
I wanna s-s-snug snick snicks!!!
>>7095520
don't call yourself a whore ;_;
>>7095514
therapy is ineffective on me and my relationship with the people around me has mostly broken down

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>>7095525
and that's all i need for a good smooch B)

>>7095526
I feel the same. I am pretty much a dead man walking. I don't see an out. I don't think I'm capable of getting a job and ever enjoying it or being happy, let alone tolerating people so stupid it's painful, becusd despite being "very smart" I never could finish school. I'm not qualified to do anything. I wouldn't even know where to find a job.

All of these are irrational statements and a therapist tells me that and I ask how I can change what I believe are rationalized beliefs. No good answer yet.

Nature is broken in me. I want out.

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>>7095530
dawwwh <3
I'd smooch you back, you're too adorable

>>7095526
snugg
>>7095526
My attention....needs

>>7095522
This

Why am I so useless?

>>7095540
Ur not.

>>7095542
I feel like I am

>>7095540
you haven't decided how you want to be useful

>>7095547
The only way I know how hurts me

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>>7095550
then learn another way

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>>7095535
I <3 Snick Snicks!!!
>>7095532
only rope I got left out of this mess is becoming qt. have you ever had a job though?

therapists tend to not understand things at all, it's the whole normie "just be yourself" thing and they pretend to know things without any first hand experience. you should get a new one btw.

>>7095553
There is no other way because I'm useless
The only use I have is getting hurt
I'm supposed to be hurt

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working with a cold is fucked, also where i had electrolysis is all red

Gotta keep telling myself this is progress and better then being a neet.

i keep getting called a poopy girl :(
wtf

>>7095559
good girl

>>7095559
Tell me about electrolysis senpai, I'm gonna start really soon

>>7095560
poopy girl

>>7095562
Single most best thing ever, but only if you have a god tier technician.

kayla suicide when

>>7095568
what do you mean by god tier? like most are bad? the place I'm gonna go to has been around a long time like decades so they should be really experienced and they are certified and stuff with training and one of them is even a rn

>>7095570
Why would i when life is getting better?

>>7095574
its just a fluke im sure

>>7095573
Should be great then. Get a big bottle of liquid witch hazel and dry makeup cleaning pads for irritation control. Also get a olay cream for after the witch hazel has dried. My suggestion is to start the neck first.

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>>7095556
snugg harder

>>7095582
I don't know anything about hazel or creams really, help senpai!
only cream stuff I got is amlactin which super hydrates and exflorates a bit but I don't think it's okay for face, aloe vera with no alcohol in it should be okay I think.

my skin is very easy to irritate

think I will do face at the fastest pace possible then go to front torso then go from there

>>7095587
Snug hardest!

>>7095590
Do your neck up first. Also you shouldn't do anywhere else but the face with electrolysis. Its time consuming and your hair should be thinned out or gone from hrt by now, i know most my body hair is.

>>7095590
*nuzzle

tfw rare faye lewds

>>7095596
I don't know, my body has no tolerance for shaving and I have brown hair and almost almost translucent pale skin so hrt might not be enough
>>7095599
Snicks a best and a CUTE

>>7095560
quick while no one is looking fart on my face with your lil shota farts

>>7095602
*shakes head

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

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>>7095604
good girl

am i the only person transitioning just so i can get a qt trans gf?

>>7095605
O // O

>>7095610
well except you

>>7095609
if that really is your main motivator than yeah probably

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>>7095607

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>>7095556
Yes, I realy should get a new therapist. I miss my old one :(. I have had a job. I have had a dozen jobs from 16 to 21. I have not worked seriously in 3 years.

I tried applied to a bunch of jobs in the summer. Absolutely no luck. I wouldn't last anyway. I worked retail for people before. I'm an Ivy League drop out. It's a huge source of shame, because you don't get to go back when you fuck that up, as you might a state school. I really ruined a large part of my life like crashing a plane.

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>>7095613

one of my favorite bands is gonna be playing nearby soon
i am sufficiently hyped
>>7095609
sounds like a lot of effort just for that

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>>7095611

>>7095611
Do not be mean.
>>7095610
Cute. Nice and cute.

>>7095617
Nice, what band?

>>7095622
together pangea
they aren't really that good
kind of a guilty pleasure thing, ya know?

>>7095616
t-thanks

>>7095626
Gotcha, checking them out because why not :)

>>7095615
just tell them to give you a new one and keep going though them till you get a good one. You don't need one that keeps telling you your not rational just because their life was easy to the point they can't grasp it

ever think of learning a trade or something? like a welder or something idk? college isn't for everyone regardless of what they say, the dropout rates are really high nowadays because people keep pushing it on people.

>>7095618
you are unpleasant to be around

>>7095600
>faye lewds
>rare

>>7095631
i really like this song
a cute boy and i used to listen to this album in the park..
it was nice
https://togetherpangea.bandcamp.com/track/blood-blood-blood

>>7095633
I want to work in movie production. I'm very brain savvy. I just need experience.

>>7095635
If you say so :)

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>>7095629
my snick snicks!

>>7095639
I don't know anything about that, maybe there are internships for that? maybe going for something unpaid for a short while could help?

>>7095641
more hugs

>>7095638
Not bad I like the noisy garage rock aesthetic

>>7095617
tfw my fav bands will literally never perform near me

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>>7095645

>>7095644
I don't live near any production studios like at all. NYC is the closest. I want to get involved, but I'm 3 hours away by train and car is a no-go and bus is expensive.

>>7095617
>sounds like a lot of effort just for that
i dunno
this girl that i've managed to lure is pretty fucking cute

>>7095612
really?
i thought there would be at least another

How come Lupe became so good after getting released from his record deal

>>7095653
Appreciated

>>7095639
what area of movie production are you interested in? i've always been interested in editing, did an internship last summer where i learnt a decent bit
>>7095648
yeah there are a billion bands from southern california that kinda sound the same
>>7095650
i'm so jealous of you because the bands i like are always playing in california :sob:
what band are you referring to?

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>>7095666

>>7095669
Yeahhh very true but you can grow attached to some of those bands every once in a while