Rei edition
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Maeve a cute
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old: >>7092382
Elsanna OTP
lots of love
>>7093718
aww :3
>>7093711
I know, they haven't listed my most recent lab.
>>7093718
are you happy that he's correcting himself, or upset that he still uses your deadname?
Also
>no subject edition
So how many of you girls going to go out and rob kids of their candy??
>>7093730
If by kids you mean men and candy you mean sperm
>>7093730
i'll steal some from my brothers ;3
I think I might be straight now
I should talk to my gf
>>7093727
FUCK
SORRY
>>7093737
just detransition to stay in a straight relationship
>>7093738
it okay bby catalog still finds it when you search "mtfg"
>>7093716
>Rei edition
>no subject
Sertii is no longer allowed to make threads
>>7093745
>girlish figures
I haven't laughed this hard in a very long time.
>>7093745
It's on my to do list, my gf bought me a mirror for my desk and stuff
I secretly love makeup but it's overwhelming
>>7093748
I fucked up sorry :(
it's late ok?
ill got to bed now. Good night mtfg and im sorry for my crime.
I hope that everyone ITT is prettier and happier when they wake up tommorow.
>>7093743
No I mean I like men
I want a boyfriend.
>>7093684
That's fair, I tend not to worry about stuff like that really, I just do me and if people like me the ngreat and if they don't then they don't
>>7093744
i don't wanna make the kids sad though
:(
aaaaaaaaa I cant find my 3ds
also
>tfw boymoding because no confidence
Yeah yeah I'm trying to be full time but I just don't have the confidence to present female right now, I wanna just go out to dinner and then come back home without a bunch of anxiety and insecurity
>>7093725
>are you happy that he's correcting himself
this
>>7093724
he's a good dad sometimes
>>7093755
Sleep cutely
>>7093754
I need to relearn. I got to sit down with makeup artists and watch them make up the models. A few of them would explain what they were doing. Unfortunately that was decades ago, and I learned it using my painting skills which are gone.
>>7093755
Sleep well, *hugs*
What is this new chrome app feature wtf it's annoying. I highlight something, especially by mistake and it keeps trying to Google whatever I highlight
>>7093710
Could have sworn I heard a horse neighing at some point?
>>7093765
My keyboard has that colour scheme :3
>>7093781
Nothing, I prefer it actually; but it oesn't run so well. I have my phone rooted with some strange background code running, and the chrome is a more android friendly API.
Truthfully, the need for all the shit my phone is doing is pointless. I should just get an iPhone and disappear into tumblr.
>ywn worship a cock
Is this a good look
dont mind the dirty mirror and the huge shoulders
>>7093755
Was it you who recommend Kino's Journey? Either way, I just finished it so thanks if it was you and if not you should watch it.
im fucking sterile
I REALLY REALLY WANT YUMMIES
I'm gonna cook delish stuff
>>7093800
Will you share? :d
>>7093799
Dw me too.
>>7093776
Who makes good keyboards with good key travel and feel? My old IBM keyboard is showing the wear, and I can't properly get the keys clean anymore. They are permanently stained now from over a decade of use.
>>7093792
never had enough to bulge that much. In fact I've known cis girls who bulge more than I do.
>>7093765
that's great! I'm happy for you.
take your time going fultime; you're in no rush now that you're on hormones
sucks about your ds though
>>7093799
All juice, no seeds?
>>7093773
Well if you can clock the time ill check it out cause if its there im not hearing it rn.
>tfw mummy gf is 500 miles away
>>7093794
It looks a tiny bit patchwork, but it's fine
t. expert fashionista
>>7093794
yeah looks like a pretty good semi casual outfit
>>7093799
oh well time to start the pills I guess
>>7093822
in egypt?
>Tfw no bf
>>7093835
No UK
>>7093830
im really sad isla
the moon the bear and the big blue house will be waiting for you to come and play
>>7093835
>in egypt?
Cicero would have voted Trump, and he was the greatest statesman the ever was.
>>7093830
you think that'll stop me from taking your yummies?!
>>7093839
TRUUU
>>7093794
I'd wear it....
>>7093799
I'm not. As of a month ago, I was still producing a few sperm. Well under 1% of what I should have been producing if I wasn't on E&P. Kinda funny as I have a T level of only 16ng/dL. Most males stop production at higher levels than that.
jenna go shower idiot
>>7093799
Onehundretthousand spermiums doesn't sound sterile to me.
>>7093788
I prefer Firefox on both platforms tho. It run flawlessly on a 1gb ram phone with 30 tabs open.
>>7093811
That's a really big and subjective topic. You probably know the different switches topres and cherry's and so on?
I just went for a black cherry china clone after trying a few in a store. I'm not that rich that I can spend 300€ on a keyboard. Still 120 including the new keycaps :s
>>7093830
;~;
>>7093855
thanks for rubbing it in i guess
>>7093799
>perfectly fertile
>will never get anyone pregnant anyway so it doesn't matter
>>7093848
cute bear cool moon
>>7093862
wtf ok ;_;
>>7093856
Oh my god she actually did it
Fem gen is basically just trans girls who are terrified of admitting they're actually supposed to be girls.
>>7093887
So what who cares? *,*
>>7093858
lol I know it's subjective... Part of why I'm still using this keyboard is it had been good, and I've not liked the replacements I've tried. I'd expect I'd end up with Cherry keys. Been tempted to just buy one of Cherry's keyboard cores, and mount it in my own heavy wood and metal case. I added a 3/16" thick sheet of brass to the bottom of this one to give it a more solid feel.
>>7093861
I should be sterile now, but I still got to use protection...
>>7093870
My production is much lower than that. I put the whole couple drops from an ejaculation on a slide, and counted only dozens in a mm sq area.
Still should be able to fertilize a bunch of eggs and implant them.
>>7093820
2:15
>>7093891
its a secret
ok??
People are over this by now right?
Please rate.
>>7093900
>>7093900
>tattoos
THIS MEME HAS TO END
ive figured out my halloween costume
ill just go out in girl mode
that is shure to terrefy everyone
>>7093887
not really. some of them are mtf in denial or afraid of not passing they even admit it. some of them are some type of non binary where they do have dysphoria but they still don't id as girls. some of them are cis males who are just there because theres no thread for twinks.
>tfw no will to continue on but you keep living anyway
>>7093800
cooking is fun af, make some yummy food
>>7093900
>getting 5edgy3me tattoos
why fampai
>>7093900
But for real it's pretty nice
>>7093900
>ruining yourself
Worse than a cutter.
>>7093898
Oh yeah, hear it senpai.
>>7093900
Lmao, is this you.
>>7093903
ty I'm saving this for next time sarah's pulling her "woe is me" routine
I
I want a tattoo...
:(
>>7093911
gonna make a grilled cheese
a fancy one
>>7093900
I knew this was a cis girl from the ribcage and reverse image search confirms it nice try senpai
>>7093900
too soon
>>7093915
My work here is done. time to sleep. Goodnight <3
>>7093918
if a grilled cheese has anything but cheese and bread it is not a grilled cheese anymore it becomes a melt sandwich
t. sandwich autist
>>7093900
Who the fuck called *ME* edgy?
I accept your apology lmao omg
>>7093924
Nitey nite Lissy.
>>7093929
You real hung up on that aren't you. Shook you to your very core. The one you'll deny even having 'cos "woe is me I'm hollow inside, now I'm nothing but a blackhole consuming happiness blah blah blah"
>>7093929
For comparison to the person who was putting me on unfair blast last thread with their high school level analysis.. : this is my tattoo
>>7093940
Holy shit I love it
Speaking of columbine, this shit would sell like hot cakes in the states.
>>7093940
damn i want
so colorful
>>7093929
I dunno man, you still sound pretty edgy to me. Didn't you also say that you hang around by yourself in graveyards?
>professor e-mails me saying I need to turn something in immediately even though the deadline is midnight
fug off m8
>>7093918
grilled cheese sandwich is yummy
I'll make a grilled cheese with scrambled eggs and maybe a couple pieces of bacon in the middle sometimes too, just to give a little variety.
>I want a tattoo
I want one too, and I kinda want to try dyeing my hair, but I'd just look like a tumblr stereotype if I did that.
>>7093942
:3 I drew it myself with pen following a panic attack because I didn't want to get my original plan, it would be too emo to get a 3D geometric black and red virus (like under a microscope) tattoo (will be on the other leg to match this one). I have since redrawn that and done computer editing to it for next time.
The artist did maybe 10% herself and she got the colors I told her about 70% correct, but I'm glad it wasn't perfectly all my design.
ahahah blanchard has a youtube and a soundcloud where he posts music he composes this is so weird
https://soundcloud.com/ray-m-blanchard
https://www.youtube.com/user/rayblanchardphd
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>>7093955
It reminds me of my art, specifically how it was back when I was in middle and high school. It's a lot more angular and monochromatic now (pic related) but your tattoo reminds me of how it was like 5 years ago
Pretty damn nice
>have to change into uniform at school
>use girls locker room
>no one know im trans
>look at the girls in there and start to think about how im prettier than them
Who here prettier than real girls?
>>7093962
>>7093949
Spookychan is just a persona I wear in mtfg because I'm a meme and actually pretty edgy and emo. But my real life is not doom and gloom. Everyone else posts a hamster, Kurisu, or other anime. Isla roll plays Isla, I roll play "Sarah". I work there. So I do hang around and tell people I haunt it.
>>7093959
ROFL
doesn't sound too bad
>>7093987
hamsters can be edgy
>>7093962
Eos is light and fun shaped with some flavor, the pearl shimmer one is pretty
Berts bees pomegranate seems to be everyone's favorite, it's more heavy and slick but natural tasting
>>7093992
This made me smile :3 also, Maeve you are so pretty I wish I was that pretty. I'd wear makeup and pass and go cuddle. You are going to be amazing in a few years of HRT.
>>7093987
Doesn't everyone roleplay here? I'm a 43 year old male who is obviously a repressed homosexual that doesn't know why he started taking estrogen in the first place
>>7093983
i go back and forth with my self image honestly. its weird when people dont know youre trans. some days i really wonder how they dont know
>>7093962
I like the beesential stuff, to me it seems like a better version of Burt's bees
>>7094006
you look completely cis you got bdd or something senpai
>>7093962
Say please
>>7094001
.///. thanks sarah
you can be really sweet<3
>>7094006
cornflakes!
>>7094014
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>>7094003
>Doesn't everyone roleplay here?
Yes, I roleplay as a lonely beta autist who's confused about his sexuality
>>7094021
Does this help?
why do i keep hurting my friend like this?
im awfull
>>7094028
faye this is GAY
>>7094018
Cherry Chapstick
So you can kiss a girl and they can like it
>>7094029
good im back on hormones now
how you been :)
>>7094021
this me
Which one of was this?
>>>/pol/94033143
>>7093962
I want combat training. I don't want it for offensive purposes, I just want to know that if shit goes down, I can be there for my family. My Israeli friend is 23 she's fucking gorgeous and has military training (they all do). I want that. How do I get that without having to join the army? :( they don't want trans girls.
>TFW I get bored halfway through masturbation and just leave my didlo laying on the bathroom floor and climb into bed with my cats.
Strawberry carmex is best. It actually heals rather than just moisture. Helps with windburn on your face as well
>>7094029
You got ffs bb?
tfw uglee
https://unsee.cc
/nazurige/
>>7094041
I think you can go to training camps in pakistan and afghanistan mountains
I had a shower
>>7094041
Study krav maga maybe?
>>7094052
hope that's all been going good
>>7094040
Yeah but those are like basically lipstick
>>7094058
r u the girl or the dick
>>7094063
yeah
>>7094063
The grill.
>>7094058
>tfw my nipples are tiny boy nipples
this may very well be the only thing that makes me dysphoric at this point.
>>7094063
The necklace
>>7094045
>master bating with a dildo
Does that like
Actually feel good
>>7094051
Glad you're back on hormones qt
>tfw think about posting a pic but then remember I look exactly the same as the pre-hrt pic I posted
one day I won't look ugly and manly desu
>>7093973
sounds good
>>7093983
maybe if the girl was horribly disfigured I'd look prettier
>>7094045
iktf
I got rid of my dildo but I rarely think about sex anymore and don't have an urge to masturbate. Even when I do I get bored and just go watch videos in bed instead
>>7094063
both probably
>>7094045
Post dildo
>>7094055
good girl
>>7094069
Yes.
You need to actually be horny beforehand.
Its an acquired taste...
But, prostate orgasms are neat I suppose
>>7094072
Worst bit is I was even watching pron on my phone to get aroused & now I'm just listening to Ben folds. Bahaha.
>>7094075
Which one?
>>7094056
I am. That's how I know I want combat training.
I don't want to story dump, but I grew up in the mid West. I'm old, I'm damaged, I'm not qualified to do much at least not on a resume. Too many employment gaps.
Can't join the army. I tried.
I might go ask reddit. I don't know why I asked here. I'm transgender, but this place doesn't know. Lol thanks.
>>7094028
>Does this help?
Oh, it helps with something.
>tfw feminine penis
>>7094092
Valq you need a boyfriend to fuck you
And a girlfriend to civilize you
>>7094101
I couldn't agree more.
But, those arrangements never last :(
Guten Morgen
>>7094090
Kek
Saved
>>7094100
>tfw boners hurt
>>7093799
>implying you were gonna breed anyway
H-Hey guys I brought my nintendo!
>>7094111
yeah that shit was stupid what is she gonnna do play mario shit while they all eat and look at her wondering wtf shes doing
It me and my cat
https://unsee.
cc/gonatezi/
>>7094112
Why do I always loose my trip ._.
>>7094120
Qts
>>7094120
lesbian cat lady
>>7094117
Its nice being able to choose based on your mood :¢
Sometimes being ravaged is cool, sometimes just enough penetration when youre already hot will do the job.
Idk.
>>7094119
Mariokart & halo tourneys are fun when you're hammered
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
:(
>>7094120
... I'll never look that beautifully comfy & content.
You're gorgeous, Missy.
>>7094128
don't you have a boy for this
>tfw I barely ever produce precum
This is honestly one of the things I hate most about myself
>>7094112
Had to google translate that, sorry anon I forgot most of my German
Why are you a Kartoffel tho? And I'm awake cuz it's 11AM and it's about time I got up
>>7094132
hmm sounds like your dick is broken better get on hrt asap
>>7094131
I won't be able to see him until Tuesday night ;~;
>>7094132
I only really produce it when I'm exceptionally horny and I go for one of those fap sessions that lasts for like an hour
>>7094134
>eunuch
why would I do that? They need to confirm its just gyno on my chest & I'm not some intersexed creature like you when my cadaver is winched out of the ditch on i-95
>>7094111
This is why no one invites trans meets to parties
>tfw no chaser to jerk me off that I pretend is my bf
>>7094137
Oh
That was common language not like dictionary.
Well germans are potatoes aren't they? I'm a potatoe.
>>7094143
pls no. how are you valq? you didnt stop hrt like you said you would that one time right
Anyone want to join my transgender punk band? We aren't going to be anything like pussy riot.
Also, black mirror is in Netflix again new season :D
>>7094143
I feel horrible for laughing as hard as I did.
>>7094149
I learned about it in lewd stories about girls guzzling precum and an ex online fling who liked the taste, apparently.
>>7094156
pussy riot is cool tho
>>7094156
>tfw don't have normieflix so I'll have to wait a good dl
At least they're releasing every episode at once
>>7094162
Oh, I didn't mean to diss them, I just don't want to prove anything to society.
>>7094154
Im just socially detransed b/c my face bones let me pass as a guy infinitely better & I'll never afford ffs.
Kinda gave up everywhere else & am just kinda becoming a NPC irl
>>7094156
I'm starting an Indian band actually
We are gonna be Tech Support
>>7094158
>its funny b/c its true xD
>>7094160
i tasted it that one time and it was like less potent cum
i can see the appeal
>>7094149
he has to open and close at his job so he's way too tired to hang out on weekends since he gets back home around 11 and has to. go back to work at 9 in the morning ;~;
>pregnant in dream
>extremely happy
>woke.svg
>cry
>>7094164
you wanna be like g.l.o.s.s. then? although i don't really like their music that much
>>7094163
I have no sustainable life style. If I drop like an apple from where I am on my parents tree, I become immediate rotten fruit on the floor and wasps will eat my entire soul like in the orchards this season.
/wrists
>>7094173
>Or should I even?
no you look good
>>7094173
Why no trip?
>>7094167
D Y K E
>>7094052
OHHH okok
I mean I don't think u need it, but I want some work done too, so I can relate
I'm okay!!!!! How're YOU BB ???? How's school?!
Ur bf?
>>7094167
It isn't true, though. Because if someone fucks with you you're going to be a good girl and put a 45 in their braincase.
>ywn be referred to as mommy irl
>>7094172
I want to be like Eyedea or Sadistik, mixed with Purity Ring (especially live aspects), mixed with Johnny Hobo.
I have limited musical talent. :l I rap and write really songs well. I just can't produce. I absolutely can't sing, ;-;
>>7094062
No there not its like a balm+gloss
I use them instead of lipstick
hello friends today i walked 7 miles
>>7094153
Germans are cool
Odd sense of humour tho
>>7094185
>tfw children keep staring at me
Are they trying to figure me out????????
>>7094185
find an ageplay gf
>>7094185
Honestly
It's really nice
Even if it isn't your kid
>>7094170
Tfw pregnancy symptoms
Tfw can't be pregnant because your body is fighting to exist
Fuck
>>7094186
don't purity ring just do dj sets when playing live
also their new album was awful
>>7094192
Germans are known not to be very funny :s
>>7094191
Oh damn
That's nice
Where did you walk to?
>>7094191
>tfw walked 20
>>7094199
Yep
>>7094199
i never really wanted kids
perhaps that will change when i get a bit older though
>>7094216
im sry Mr dyke
>>7094199
Extremely. I'm lesbian and at 24 it's horrifying how I much I want a kid. I don't want a kid in this reality, but there are natural like urges and desires I can't rip from my psyche. I cry a lot over it sometimes.
>>7094201
Opinion disregarded.
>>7094217
Oh you went with people :) yes that is true.
Also yeah, I've never been to New Orleans (auto corrected to omelet)
>>7094204
Idk if I was too dumb to understand the jomes but I knew a German girl who made a lot of chemistry jokes that I had no clue what they were on about. Maybe it was the German humour or just I was too stupid. I'm sure it was funny to them but ;;
>>7094191
>>7094207
Please start using the Metric system, America.
>>7094134
i was on for like two days like two weeks ago and i just started again today
>>7094191
periods are for sentences AND NOT TRIPS
>complain to friend about how im vomiting every morning
>asks if im pregnant
>mfw
>>7094195
*cuddles maeve*
I'm lonely and want attention.
>>7094217
Ohh
That sounds nice though desu
What y'all eatin tonight?
>>7094249
do I look like a depraved transbian, or are you just saying that generally?
>tfw ordering LSD online
>>7094243
Try being nicer to people and less arrogant and smug and maybe we'll be more inclined to want to talk to you. The reason you're filtered by most is because you're a huge cunt most of the time to someone not already in your personal circlejerk.
Um, you do know it's Friday night, right?
Why aren't you out with your friends?
>>7093716
sertii inside warm by the fire
>>7093717
bjorgfist inside warm by the fire
>>7093721
quid inside warm by the fire
>>7093725
charlotte inside warm by the fire
>>7093733
faye outside cold in the snow
>>7093734
maeve inside warm by the fire
>>7093745
squeak inside warm by the fire
>>7093757
lissy inside warm by the fire
>>7093765
grace inside warm by the fire
>>7093769
sarah inside warm by the fire
>>7093781
arika inside warm by the fire
>>7093794
hanna inside warm by the fire
>>7093799
nim inside warm by the fire
>>7093800
isla inside warm by the fire
>>7093810
alice inside warm by the fire
>>7093820
cartman outside cold in the snow
>>7093903
lucy inside warm by the fire
>>7094014
elanna inside warm by the fire
>>7094006
cornflakes inside warm by the fire
>>7094040
mercury outside cold in the snow
>>7094045
valq inside warm by the fire
>>7094071
ember inside warm by the fire
>>7094075
oryx inside warm by the fire
>>7094106
emily inside warm by the fire
>>7094128
korra outside cold in the snow
>>7094191
anne inside warm by the fire
What does mtfg think of Australians?
>>7094252
>tfw no bf to cuddle with and be little spoon for
>>7094265
top tier accent
>>7094194
They're wondering why someone so obviously a girl is pretending to be a boy
>>7094261
What about Anon?
>>7094259
im a tired old lady. plus my ugly ass roommate would want to tag along and he's an unbearable embarrassing smelly autist in public. I'd rather stay home and play my new video games
>>7094265
Shit tier crypto-cockney accent
>>7094259
BECAUSE IM ALL ALONE AND HAVE NO FRIENDS BECAUSE IM BORING AND STUPID
I JUST FOUND OUT IM ESSENTIALLY STERILE AND I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO I HATE MYSELF I WANNA DIE
>>7094274
This tbqh
Going to get some oxy just to talk someone.
>>7094259
I canceled on my friends party because I'm sad
>>7094268
Netherlands. Close to Sertii.
>>7094259
I'll be meeting up with some people from college tomorrow night! It's my first time seeing them in 8 months and they don't know I'm trans... Should be fun...
>>7094261
I am the fire
>>7094251
dawh, that's sweet of you
unfortunately, I'm in a shitty mood because my blood sugar dropped or something
thanks though
>>7094257
>Try being nicer to people
like whom?
>arrogant and smug
And here I thought it was because I started fights all the time. Can you give me examples?
>>7094267
I know this feel.
>>7094259
I'm all alone because I have no friends and I have no friends because I'm boring and stupid
Also I've been out all day long and I've been posting while sitting in traffic
>>7094259
desu I didn't even realise it was friday. I'm stuck at home for a while helping out my mom anyway. had an operation, so I need to do all the cooking and cleaning for a while
>>7094286
Well, we'll have to shelf that plan unless you can host me for a week or 3 rolf. Im Canada.
>>7094288
>>7094285
No.
Get dressed and go to the party anyway, idc that you're sad
You don't have to stay long. But you should go. Pop your head in and if you still don't like it or feel better, THEN leave
>>7094297
Sadly, no. I live with my parents, don't think they'd like that very much. I'm planning on moving out though
>>7094261
Why the fuck do i gotta hang out in the cold with Mercury and Korra.
>>7094289
Be nicer to everyone. I'm not listing all the times you've been a massive self absorbed cunt. Behave better or no (You)s. It's a simple concept.
>>7094302
Yeah, I know the feeling. I'd go hop bars tonight looking for sexy women to get into a 3 or 5 way with, but instead I live on the same floor as my parents.
If you ever get inducted into the illuminati, please make sure the laser satellite kills me somewhere ironic and beautiful.
>>7094294
/;
That's bleh
How are you two doing btw? What are you doing for ur bday?
Idk I've eaten a shit ton of calories today but I think I want to have a little Caesars deep dish
It's been a while.
Idek
That or a salad.....maybe chipotle
Idk
>>7094301
It's 2am and I'm in bed now. I have work in the morning.
Idk I don't feel like being around people irl
I have a dozen more excuses if you want to hear
>>7094304
>caring about a random person's opinion online
>>7094305
>I'm not listing all the times you've been a massive self absorbed cunt
list one for me, just so I know exactly what you're talking about.
>>7094307
Yeah. I can't even just have trashy over for long periods :(
If I win the lottery we'll do acid together though.
>>7094304
Bonding exercise.
Either you cuddle together for warmth, or you die.
>>7094312
>2am
I was too late ;-------;
Don't give me any bullshit excuses!!!!!!!!!
What time to the bars close for you? Is it the same 2am like for me?
You all want to play video games or something?
>tfw not snorting copious amounts of ketamine right now
>>7094308
things are great but still a bit rough here and there cos neither of us are working and we're both in the house all the time. but we still love eachother vry much and have tonnes of fun all of the time. we're thinkin about getting a couple of dogs too.
all i know for my birthday we're supposed to go see david sedaris speak, tho im sure we'll probably go to our friends bar and get shitfaced and stuffed full of tacos for free or someting. i was there on a date last night for like 8 hours and my friend who owns the place got me real real drunk, i think trying to get me to embarass myself or something
(also u remembered my bday@_@)
i still havent had their deep dish
is it RLLLY that good?
i had chipotle a few weeks ago and idk it just wasn't as good as it used to be. maybe i've changed.
>>7094316
I won the fucking lottery with my genius brain says 8th grade me.
I want more than anything to get out of here. I'm trapped. Like I don't know where to go. Where do I even search for roommates who aren't going to be phobic fucking Shits? The last time I tried to move out I got stuck with a coke head and a bigot neonazi (really).
Red pill me on taking my estrogen shot
>>7094322
Yeah it's the same here.
A few bars around will do lock ins, and some get late licenses til 3 I think but yeah that's about it
>>7094294
but period trips are all the same
>>7094328
>I'm trapped
That is either shit or the best pun I've heard in a while.
I mean I am a fan of Hitler's economic plans b-but that doesn't make me a bad person. Also a druggie so don't be mean :(
>>7094330
The (((government))) put excessive amounts of estrogen in our water in order to turn straight white males homosexual and prevent them from breeding, which is why so many straight men have trouble resisting transsexuals these days.
The high you receive from your estrogen shot is not addictive by itself, but contains additives that make you dependent on it and keep you trapped in a vicious cycle of cock-craving femininity.
estrofem snug as a bug under my tongue
>>7094344
I want to believe.
It's NOT my fault.
>>7094305
I openly hate half the people in this general, just so we're clear. I'm not going to be nice to them, because they put me in a shitty mood just by complaining all the time about how they don't pass. This isn't news, and it shouldn't be treated as such just because I'm suddenly a happier person overall.
>>7094313
Im just kidding, Im sure you're fine but all the cool kids are in the cabin.
>>7094344
>The high you receive from your estrogen shot is not addictive by itself, but contains additives that make you dependent on it and keep you trapped in a vicious cycle of cock-craving femininity
Are my patches giving my adequate cock craving femininity or should I talk to my Jewish endo?
I need atentioooooooooon
>>7094355
I'll give you attention if you give me attention. Deal?
>>7094351
>Get fucked Yankee cunt
But I'm British
>>7094355
Attention is like a drug
Be careful
>>7094354
If you don't have a constant desire to be on your knees in front of a cock then definitely consult your endo.
>>7094359
deal
>>7094345
u supposed to start with just spiro
>>7094350
Okay then. Enjoy remaining lonely and sad then cunt. Last (You) from me.
>>7094361
Get fucked Pommy cunt
>tfw I am addicted to attention
;-;
https://clyp.it/ox441fym
>>7094355
Post cute anime girls and you'll get attention. Butts too, if the previous thread is anything to go by.
>>7094367
yay!
*confetti and other shit*
>>7094370
you must be one of those sad cunts that don't like me because I'm happier with the way my life is going than you are. I feel bad for people like you desu.
No pun. Maybe cowardice. I never adapted to this reality proper.
>>7094350
Do you hate me?
>>7094335
not me.
i am very good.
>>7094355
>>7094352
not really lol its just some guy trying to exclude ppl to put pressure on them or make them feel bad dont forget this is a chinese cartoon site so most things especially in mtfg shouldn't be taken seriously its all one big competition to see who's the most attention starved and pitiful anyway lol
>>7094377
Buts are out, sell your but stock
Tum tums are trending
>>7094382
how
>>7094381
not really. I don't know you that well tbqh.
>>7094373
I hope you swallow a spoidah in your sleep tonight.
>>7094383
I kinda went all in as well i started E like 2 weeks after spiro and went up to 4mg like 2 weeks after that.
Watch out for side effects though.
>>7094327
You had a date?!
How was it???? Was he(....she...?) cute?
Of course I did ily!!!! lol
I remember every important persons birthday although sometimes I forget the exact date.
I think of the four of us, fufu's is the only one I can't nail down, I can only recall the month.......
Why was I saying all this, hmmm
If y'all are both in he house all the time I can see where it might get a tad hairy. You should get a dog though ye, just don't get a rat-dog, get a real dog lol
I mean
I like it a lot, that doesn't really mean much though lol. Chipotle is just consistent and easy
I order really obnoxiously to get more food and shit though lol
It's more about proximity I guess......real cooking has been a major drag lately
>>7094394
like what
>>7094344
It's as I always feared, I tried to keep it at bay by taking half doses, but slowly over time the lust to be on my knees for anyone who wants me as loudnend to a pulsing deafening roar
>>7094398
how's your day been
>>7094364
Oh
I think my levels are just fine then
>>7094398
*potato cannons*
>>7094391
Wow
Don't you even recognise the Ambassador from Australia when you see me?
>>7094404
Well that escalated slowly.
>>7094388
Their loss, im p sure im the only one here with enough weed to get everyone high. They can keep their fireplace cause we're gonna be toking outside and having a ball.
>>7094392
I've swallowed so many that I'm immune you soft cunt
>>7094402
Erm, I dunno.
Migraines, moodswings...
>>7094389
>>7094404
Why can't I find girls like this anywhere who are interested in me :(
Besides the obvious answer of you're not looking. Fuck. I don't really want a sex slave that's the wrong way to describe it. I just want a girl who is as open sexually as I am. And I've always been very very closed off. How to break out of my parents zionist puritan moralistic BULLSHIT values. I fucking hate my mom for raising me to be phobic. I ate it up because hey I hate it anymore. Now I never learned to love it.
>>7094418
Well now you know another
>>7094422
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY!?!?
>>7094417
eh i dont like smoking and i dont like weed so ill pass
>tfw considering giving myself a buzzcut so I can get rid of this female looking haircut
>>7094426
D:! n-nothing n-nim...
>>7094390
i make ppl feel good and have a good time and im a good friend who goes out of my way to make sure that the ppl i love are real happy even if it's at my own expense, which it often is.
>>7094397
yeah he was qt and cool and we hung out for a while
MAI WAIF was supposed to come pick me up after the date but i called her to come get me and she had drank a whole bottle of wine and was real fucked up. idk what we were thinking, she bought the wine when we went grocery shopping right before she dropped me off at the bar, and she went and got a corkscrew thing from our friend at the bar when she dropped me off. we both knew she was gonna go home to drink and that she'd probably be too drunk to pick me up. i ended up staying till the bar closed and helped my friend clean and shit in exchange for a ride home at 4am lol
i feel real bad now cos i cant remember yours ;-;
and i don't know any of yalls really, cept edies i think, june something right?
yeah we wanna get a couple of french bulldogs. something small. but that's a lot of $$$ and responsibility. we're also thinking of adopting an older dog too.
>>7094427
See I know hanging out with you and Mercury would suck.
>>7094436
lmfao alone in the cold with no weed
>>7094425
yay!
it's an honor to know a second person from the land of kangaroos
>>7094418
p a n i c
>>7094404
There's nothing you can really do about it at this point. It's a shame, but it was always out of our control.
>tfw buzzcuts are awesome as fug
>>7094436
there's more to do than just smoking
>>7094441
what
there's nothing scary about potato cannons
>>7094436
savage
Night everyone
>>7094436
What does Korra have to do with me, and what makes you think I don't do drugs?
I wouldn't be caught dead near your lame-ass anyway but that's not the point
Fuck off; damn half-brained European
>>7094435
Lol it's okay, no one remembers mine lmao
Yah Edie is like
Right smack in the middle of June, but hers is easy for me to remember since it's the day before my moms
French Bulldogs are cute
Pete has one of those doesn't he?
Lmao
Your platonic wife is a riot
That's funny as hell
So
You gonna get the D soon-?
>>7094449
I haven't built up my potato army tho
>>7094345
do you like men now?
>>7094450
Sleep snug, smug
>>7094452
what are you waiting for? start building!
>>7094454
NO I DO NOT
>>7094277
But Korra, video games are for autist
>>7094458
not long now before you get a bf
>>7094458
One week
>>7094460
nothing to do tonight and I'm relaxing at home vidya games are for anyone
>>7094439
yes, along with most forms of physical contact, american express, and the results of the upcoming 2016 US presidential election.
>>7094451
i think pete has an american bulldog, which we'd LOVE more than anything to get but they're a bit too big for our place i think. especially if we decide to get two dogs
yeah she was still real drunk when i got home and so was i and we got high at like 4:30 and fell asleep on the couch watching say yes to the dress. a good evening overall.
i might get it, but maybe not from him. i have another date tomorrow with a dude who i think may be less shy and all that.
we're just trying to add as many dudes as we can to our harem.
>>7094458
soon you'll be gagging for a man to stroke your new soft skin and cute budding nipples
>>7094450
sweet dreams, sweet basic
>>7094470
okay we can be friends then
patpats for anne
>>7094458
Is it ok if I say we told you so?
>>7094457
I dunno that's alot of potatoes to grow
I don't want to start a....farms race
eh? eh?!
I'll kms now
>doc says its not a matter of getting approval from councilor with literal decades of doing this garbage
>completely contrary to what he told me before
>says waiting will make everything go "smoother" and "more successful" for whatever reason
>suggest I could be hospitalized until the appointment(2 months away) if I want
WHAT THE FUCK, MAKE IT STOP!~!
>>7094469
Video games are for autists and men children
>>7094438
I'm from the eastern part of the cuntry
Kit is from the west.
My part has less abos and less emus
Okay, how do I fucking get over this fear...
It feels so insurmountable. I am terrified of everything. I don't pass. I might never. How do I on from this life of dead end mediocrity? Is this the rest of my life?
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rythym
>>7094481
lol ok that's a spicy opinion you got there m8
>>7094479
oh god, I haven't heard a pun that bad in years
do you have any more?
>>7094483
aren't all the cities on the west?
where do you live exactly?
>>7094485
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
>>7094450
Night bb
>>7094470
harem????? Y'all sharing dudes now?
That's legit
I'm into it
Y'all are just too damn. Cute. Tbhgirl
What makes you want two dogs? One for each of you in case you break up or something?
I haven't been on a date in almost a month I gotta get back
I have two tickets to a legit Halloween party, but I think I might go alone /;
If I can figure out a costume; idk what to be
>>7094486
Not an opinion
Look at the people who play video games. Most can't function in normal society
>>7094487
you on the right
I really like artcore. I just found a playlist for the genre, and all the music is super melodic af.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fH_7DEQgZmg&index=31&list=PLylANCHPGo1yqfr-Qghc_45qfLrVxUnvc
>>7094495
>Most can't function in normal society
I can!
mostly
>>7094495
>Look at the people who play video games. Most can't function in normal society
Right in my heart's kidneys, breh
>tfw no bf
>>7094495
>
>Parents tell me I'm wasting all of my potential by dropping out of college
>Relationship with gf is on the rockiest of rocks
>My only irl friend is visiting their deadbeat bf and can't talk
>my dog is sick
FUG :DD
>>7094505
you really need a woman g
>>7094501
https://youtu.be/Q01WCVrgQaU
Doodadooodooo,doodadooodooo
>>7094511
what's a woman?
>>7094509
Are you the Lucy I know or a different one?
>>7094508
imagine larry david complaining his way through lothric
>>7094505
):
>tfw not me
>>7094509
I dropped out 2 years ago. Shut in NEET since. You should finish college, even though it's kind a waste. It's still a great environment to be honest. I wish I was a student. I should reapply but that's so difficult and I fucking hate the thought of writing for other people.
>>7094514
That's my purse, I don't know you!
Unless you somehow know me which would be deeply concerning
>>7094517
but that's from bb though
>>7094521
Are you a Scot?
>>7094520
Well the thing is I'm going to do an electrical apprenticeship after I'm all transitioned and whatnot, so I was going to leave school anyway. They're just pissy that I'm calling it quits before the end of the semester.
>tfw don't want to check credit card bill bc I keep blowing my money
>>7094509
hugg lucy
>>7094505
>tfw
>>7094513
a feminine boy with breasts
>>7094516
damn.
>>7094477
alright cool im glad this is settled
>>7094494
lmao not sharing them but we just wanna have a cool group of dudes we can hang out with together and occasionally fuck our respective dudes
> One for each of you in case you break up or something?
as if! lol
nah we just figure one dog would be happy, but it'd be even happier if they had a dog friend. so two.
yeah these are my first dates in months. it's such a pain getting back into it for me.
i dont have any halloween plans but i fiure if i get invited to a party or something i can just go as wynona ryders character in stranger things. i pretty much have the whole wardrobe. i just need to walk around asking ppl if they'd SEEN MY SON and I KNO I SOUND CRAZY BUT I KNOW WHAT I SAW
>>7094526
Well... You are wasting money, dipshit..
School costs money and everything you retain, nobody can ever take from you
>>7094524
moonlight greatsword is in all dark souls games plus bloodborne
Why do Americans pronounce emu as "e-moo"?
>>7094525
No, I'm an American.
>>7094505
>TFW no social life, no friends, no prospects, no job, no skills, and 30
>>7094451
Yeah well but according to that anon we're out in the snow together so you're gonna have to hang out with me. I like you though, you're a fiesty mean little bitch, I like to pretend and hope that beneath that tough exterior there's a girl who just wants to be loved and thats cute af.
>>7094447
But I hate people so I need to be high and/or drunk to not care about it and feel good on my own.
>>7094509
>my dog is sick
is dogger gonna get better senpai?;_;
lost my 20 year old cat few months ago after a year of increasing fragility and strokes
>>7094516
should I take the hospital option snick snicks?
>>7094537
Then you're not the one I know so hi different Lucy
>>7094536
Because there's no Y
>>7094528
>TFW I'm starting to crush on Rufus Wainwright
https://youtu.be/CtVyl402W5s
>>7094540
>I like to pretend and hope that beneath that tough exterior there's a girl who just wants to be loved and thats cute af.
>tfw people don't overthink my meanness like that
>>7094545
i didn't notice the text
>>7094550
It's the only way to take rejection with stride, the chase aint over, shes just playing hard to get.
>>7094555
>yr me from the future!
You better make it right, then. Or else no selfcest for you.
>>7094526
They're from a different generation of non-free thinkers.
Also ya'll got left out right here, guess documenting violence against transgirls doesnt matter.
So when does the thread riot.
>>7094565
What counts as a hate crime?
>>7094556
it sounds like a game when you put it that way...
>>7094555
>with gyno
I have breasts with boy nipples. Epitome of a gyno-looking chest.
I just want boobs that look like boobs...
tenth time i've tried to schedule an appointment with this voice therapist ;_;
tenth time the number has led to physical therapy and they're all like "oh this is physical therapy, let me send you to Wendy"
tenth time wendy has never answered
>>7094451
i'd totally leave the cabin and smoke dank w/u mercury, we can make a hotbox igloo
>>7094565
>So when does the thread riot.
NOW BITCHES LET'S RIOT
>>7094568
hating on the police
>>7094571
Sounds like Wendy needs to be fired.
>>7094565
>don't report crime
>they somehow know this
fucking bullshit along with all the ofther "one in blanks"
>>7094565
Does it count as a hate crime if you want to hit transgirls, but in a cute way on their butts?
>>7094570
>TFW boobs that look like boobs with big perky girly nipples
>man face
>>7094583
>tfw constantly committing hate crimes on elanna
>>7094570
>it sounds like a game when you put it that way...
Every red blooded male has to protect his ego, because you know, I am pretty much the best a girl can get, they just dont know it yet.
>>7094583
Maybe spousal negligence if you dont follow up with more spanking, since one just isn't enough.
>>7094586
you monster
>>7094588
>they just dont know it yet.
is that so?
>>7094541
what does he mean hospitalized for 2 months?
>>7094593
Totally, you can even try it before you buy it and date me for a week all for free.
>>7094611
tempting offer, but I don't date anyone from the thread
My back hurts someone come give me a massage.
>>7094579
Maybe :/
On Monday I'm gonna point out to the physical therapy lady that the number she's sending me to is disconnected or something
>>7094622
massage and maybe cuddles??
>>7094604
the appointment endo is about 40-50 days away, he said until stable which definitely won't happen until I'm doped up on estrogen. pretty much he does not want to gib even after getting a very highly experienced councilor to clearly understand that it is needed to stabilize me. it's either hospital or family takes extended leave to keep me away from rope.
I was told by my councilor I wouldn't even need a appointment beyond anytime blood tests to determine dose so the endo guy is just moving goalposts on me after telling me all I needed was councilor approval
>>7094626
Yes.
>>7094626
You're literally a cuddleslut
>>7094622
I will, but the quality of my massage will be directly proportional to your level of cuteness.
>>7094618
What if a mysterious handsome funny stranger called stumbles upon your discord or skype and charms and woos you.
Cuddles pls
>>7094631
What a fucking shit head. I'm sorry. If you need someone to talk to, I can be around. I don't want you to kill yourself.
>>7094642
cudd elann
>>7094635
ok let's do it
>>7094636
no bully ;_;
>>7094631
well if the hospital keeps you from killing yourself, you should probably go with that. see if you can find a better way to pass the time though
>>7094642
*administers a sufficient amount of cuddles*
Why is it so hard to make the right choice
>>7094638
I do this to them
>>7094631
oh gee
I dunno
we live in around the same area, can't you go to an informed consent clinic?
that's what I did, granted it still took some time to do all the paperwork and tests and stuff, but they didn't try and block me or even demand I see a therapist before starting (altho it was strongly recommended)
I'm sorry, Eva
>>7094642
should i just show up at your till and grab you from behind?
>>7094638
I'd be creeped out desu.
although I suppose I give out my skype and discord kinda casually around here
>>7094642
touch
>>7094647
wrong choices are easy.
>>7094658
if the cuddles can wait a few hours we wouldn't need to explain anything
>>7094647
Lack of willpower.
I have to interview trannies for a class assignment soon. Is this something any of you would be interested in? I know you love attention. Be honest.
>>7094659
true true
i am a strong independant cuddslut!!
>>7094530
ahhh
like
double dates except the dudes aren't real dates they're side pieces?
neat
ohh yeah dog friends are neat
but if you get a puppy you could easy get any other kind of animal i think, puppy and a cat, puppy and a rabbit
although i guess two of the same species is easier on food and supplies since they can use te same stuff
i haven't seen stranger things, i should watch it at some point
idk i have like zero costume ideas
i should probably think about it, so that I actually go to the party.........its next weekend @_@
>>7094672
Suck my fucking dick, faggot. Fuck off and immediately kill yourself.
>>7094672
what are the interviews about?
>>7094665
;_;
But I don't want to wake you up after I get home from work
>>7094660
Cudd
>>7094659
Cudd
>>7094672
What exactly is your interview about?
>>7094658
yea :)
little bittersweet with the results though
idk why so many girls are deathly afraid of self medding. the ""official"" route in my state is filled with gatekeeping and the doctors don't even know how to treat trans patients. I just ordered my hormones online and haven't had a single problem all year. no blood work or doctors or anything. heck you can even do it while waiting on shit like appointments and counseling so u get th best of both
>>7094678
Boy penis smells and tastes bad
>>7094672
I'm not a tranny, but I've been posting amongst them, learning their ways and understanding their culture.
>>7094684
i can stay up for you bby. it's not going to be that late
>>7094672
Well there are more polite ways to ask, but what kind of interview?
>>7094643
I hate him, he wasted 80% of the first appointment I had with him gushing about how "progressive" the world is now when I just want mones ;_;
>>7094652
informed consent is probably at least 200-300 miles away since I live most sparsely populated area of new england, there is nothing out here. I'm gonna have to travel 3 hours to mass for ffs whenever I can get that.
>>7094646
I'm scared and I have no idea what to do, I've been shaking like a small dog for days now
I was so hopeful after getting approval too, only to have it come crashing down again.
>>7094688
suck cleaner penis valq. it all depends if the boy has good hygiene or not. the one I get weekly tastes and smells amazing
>>7094660
You'll never meet new people and your future bf with that attitude.
>>7094687
Why exactly is no blood work a benefit?
>>7094688
Shit taste
>>7094685
I know it's one of those things that's hard to process
At least it means you can push forward but still
>lurking facebook
>find Boss's old pics
Maybe some day I'll hang out with him
>tfw hes kinda cute
Standards standrds
>>7094697
it's not completely crashing down
you can get through 40-50 days i promise
if you think you're gonna kill yourself just go to the hospital ok? or whatever you need to do
>>7094702
.... Not that I ever get to touch any penis other than my own
>>7094687
>no blood work
This is how you fuck up your levels and die
>>7094584
>perky boobs
>52yo body
:}
>>7094693
You've made my night
I'm gonna cuddle u so hard when I get home
>>7094584
Valq post boymode
>>7094715
I mean.... Cis girls with fake tits also have 52yo bodies at some point
>>7094688
Valq <3 <3 <3
>>7094707
yeah..i just have to reflect on it for a little while
hey you know the wheel that the estrogen comes in? does it really matter what day you take?
the way the wheel is setup there's no real way of telling which pill is for which day after you open it
it's just like a reminder right?
>>7094711
riiiiiiiiight "dyke" :P
>>7094720
That's what it looks like I have, but they are real perky young tits.
>>7094724
the days don't matter at all, the dosage does.
>>7094697
I dunno then :c
>>7094727
Idk I'm a hard person to talk to sometimes I guess
I have a lot going on and not always in the mood to talk
>>7094728
yeah i thought so
im taking 2mg in the morning and 2mg at night
>>7094724
If it's estrofem it doesn't matter, it's not like birth control. What matters is how much you're taking
It's more there as a reminder because often cis women who take estrogen supplementation are older.
>>7094687
Because they've been sold a bullshit myth about how "doctor knows best" when to be honest most of em know jack shit about trans stuff.
>>7094722
>savin pics if boss when he was 18
Im guessing hes 29 now. Is it ethical to save these pics of him and sddtuff..
>tfe. Neve do mehhanics wkth valq
>>7094738
im taking 100mg spiro and 2mg estrofem in the morning and the same at night
>>7094722
How is Valq? :3
>dad keeps quoting madea movies
>we're white
why
>>7094737
4mg a day? wow you really are going all in
>>7094746
That should do the trick
At some point when you see an endo they may adjust your doses.
You still seeing your shrink?
this song is about my tongue btw
https://youtu.be/SyU9jMOy7nA
>>7094734
i was just curious as well dw
sounds interesting but i probably wouldn't have anything meaningful to say desu
>>7094746
nim ilyvm
>>7094731
ME/CFS isn't allowing me to stay fit. :(
>tfw gray hair and perky tits.
>>7094727
I'm mostly just fucking with you, but whenever you're ready, the meat is still on the table.
>>7094731
:c low sex drive lately or lack of partner?
>>7094740
sucks so bad they fell for that meme. fun fact: where I live its 10xs more expensive to get hrt with a script than it is to self med. I looked it up and it's over 1k usd and takes a 3 hour drive to the nearest doctor that *might* give a script after the mandatory 5 visits (350$ per visit)
yeah nah fuck that
>>7094756
Well I'll probably ask again in a few weeks. I'd like to interview a trans person from 4chan, Reddit and Tumblr. I imagine that would be varied.
>>7094740
As an example:
My doctor told me estrogen would raise my voice & clear my facial hair
.... And 25mg of Spiro & 2mg of E was the max dose.
>>7094743
Is he cute now?
>TFW no sugarmomma buying me tools, toys, and parts so I can spend the rest of my years tinkering
>>7094748
Melancholy as per usual.
I really want alcohol and cigarettes to quash depression but I'm not allowed
>>7094763
Partner doesn't touch me other than to massage my sore boobs anymore, pushes me off when I'm frisky and then says I Dont "do it right" whenever I bring up lesbo bed death.
>>7094758
Welll... You're kinda at the tender age for hefty implants
>>7094765
Some trans people use all 3
>>7094687
This is my third time typing this in about 24 hours. I briefly spoke to some girl who waited 13 months to get care form her government.
I'm the type that doesn't care about the law or the system. Like I made DMT in my friends backyard (wilderness) in 10th grade. And some girls can't order pills online. Just why. Just why. Why suffer?
QHI, in house pharmacy, all day pharmacy.
100mg Spironolactone (cheap but annoying gotta pee a lot) to Block T, 2mg estrogen (any brand name) to start and you buy yourself 6 months of proper relief and growth.
Ladies please stop forcing yourself to suffer before a king told you to.
>>7094710
I might have to, I'm spiraling out of control as of the recently, I'm scared of my self at this point.
>>7094732
I'm just gonna finish clearing my room for a new rug and lay around in cute cloths in seclusion I think, at least I am getting close to pushing though the idea of ffs to my mom though, I saw that a vocal surgery actually existed too and she told me to set up something with local electrolysis place tomorrow .
>>7094757
can you give me cudds and huggs pls
>>7094772
aww :c
Hugg Valq
>>7094772
Hes like my dad in a lot of ways. He'll go far. Theres a few things he does. His taste in dogs is shit though. A fucking maltese wtf
>>7094782
H ugggg
>>7094786
<3 <3 <3
>>7094765
that does sound pretty interesting
have you seen many of survey anon's posts?
>>7094787
you're ugly
>>7094784
Ewww.
Sounds like a pussybitchcityboy
Everyone's got that Friday night blues, it seems
Why the fuck haven't they figured out a way to bioengineer shit to make the body produce hormones on its own?
>>7094772
what's up did she stop liking you or something? that's lame. sorry to hear :/
>>7094777
they fell for the doctor meme pretty hard and like unnecessary suffering I suppose. as soon as I found out about self medding i busted my ass to get a job to pay for it and skipped all theknths and months of bullshit torture to get subpar "care" from a "professional". ended up a million times happier
>>7094779
it will get better
*hugg
>>7094790
=/
thanks anon
>>7094796
capitalism desu
>>7094796
Why the fuck haven't you? Get on it.
>>7094795
idk? maybe he likes the movies or something. u don't have to be black to like then
>>7094799
snick snicks always makes things better
>>7094783
thanks maeve
>>7094793
>tfw not out at a Milsim event with my friends because I don't think I'm physically or mentally fit for it yet
Sitting at home is so lame when you keep getting pics of your friends doing shit you wanted to come along for.
>>7094800
and you probably smell
>>7094772
I'm guessing I'd not go for more than one size up on implants if I do them. I like the idea of doing stem cell injections. I do wish my tits were more centered. Having the center of mass an inch closer to the middle on each side would be good.
>.... And 25mg of Spiro & 2mg of E was the max dose.
Way to little... Increase Spiro by 50mg/month until T goes below 30pg/mL. Increase E by 1 mg/month until E2 level gets into the 160 to 200pg/mL range.
>>7094805
korra i want to sleep on ur cute butt pillow
>>7094796
cause there's no money in catering to trans people :(
>>7094798
Idk. She says its hrt murdering her drive but I'm insistent she's no longer attracted to me b/c I'm not a boy.
She swears that's not it and she's attracted to me but idk.
>>7094798
You at least test your blood, right? Right?
>>7094807
*deeply dicks evageline*
>>7094804
Okay. I have a mix of stem cells and estrogen in a turkey baster. Unloading it into an incision I've made in my scrotum right now. Will brief with results.
>>7094812
why are you being so mean?
>>7094792
He does marathons though and liked traveling. Thats why I like him, he doesn't shy away and has a go for it attitude. Guys like thst are rare. I found a blog post he made in regards to Leukeimia. I wonder if he snapped. He has a drive my dad eminates very well. sHOULD I SEND A FRiED raD wuEDT ON faCEBOOK?!!!!
Also if he worked on a ranch or Game reservse his taste in dogs might be better.
>tfw talked with colleagues about bosso a few times
>>7094818
just another reason why we need to overthrow the ruling class and seize the means of production
>>7094813
nah nah that's just an example of doctors knowing nothing about trans care.
>>7094823
why are you so racist
>>7094798
I won't say it with a trip on, but I stole credit cards and went back to my old ways (17 to 21) and literally the next day had it ordered to a P.O box opened in a fake ID the same week I started using my female name (a name I don't post online whatsoever).
>>7094788
>have you seen many of survey anon's posts?
No I have not.
>>7094807
>tfw weaker than your mother
>>7094808
>Milsim
Are you paintball or airsoft?
Or even reenactment?
>>7094836
emily; perfect rape material
>>7094829
hi Sarah
>tfw mentally disabled
>tfw no one takes it seriously and just thinks you're lazy
>>7094839
>airsoft
Mhm
Some of the guys in our squad were gonna bring blank guns as well.
But yeah I just stick to airsoft for now, I get to go to a game next weekend at least. Just a day long and only with one of my buds but still it'll be fun.
tfw elanna and korras butts
>>7094820
I am. But actually through the health care meme. She just refuses to prescribe the dose I want - and low and behold!! On my dosages a month in my levels are starting to look moderately where I'd like them (still not good enough).
Her excuse? "uh...well everyone is different :^)" I smiled and said "yeah I guess thanks" and smiled again. In my head thinking like a million different things most of them raging against the machine.
>>7094816
wouldn't that be uncomfortable though? :(
>>7094819
ohhhhhh I had no idea she was mtf. she might not be lying. Cypro nuked my sex drive into non existence for a few months before it came back with a vengeance. maybe she needs more time to adjust?
>>7094829
while ur methods leave much to be desired yeah self medding is pretty painless and quick. it's some Susan's tier shit to be against it so much. (not u just in general)
>>7094835
Maybe some day lol. He said he enjoyed having me around but had to let me go because of head office not being satisfied.
>>7094829
trip on valq
>>7094826
pretty much
>depressed all day
>neck hurts
>feel gross
>take full dose estrogen shot for first time in months
>take a Valium
>I want to go back to a rave right now and just let everyone touch me and grab me and kiss me
>I feel cute
>I want you in my mouth right now
>Tfw gf is late getting to my place
>>7094836
>tfw weaker then almost everyone
will muscle atrophy get worse from hrt?
>>7094833
I wish I had one with a dress, maybe the original without the suit guy would be a better template but I can't find it.
>>7094821
that stuff outside of marriage is gross
>>7094832
he posts a survey for everyone around noon EST on a daily basis. I highly recommend going back in old threads if you want to do some datamining.
>>7094840
Hott
>>7094849
I honestly don't care about the rest of that, it's just self medding without blood testing is a fucking terrible idea and I cannot believe Korra is advocating that.
Jesus christ I bet she still has T and isn't even aware of it
>Tfw find bosses addressses
Whoops
is it weird if pretend my pillow is korras butt it helps me sleep
>>7094866
you gon dick him?
>>7094829
>po box with a fake id
yi-ikes homie, why not just launder your ill-gotten currency and do things the less totally insane way
>>7094870
all money is by its nature ill gotten
>>7094856
Probs
I was weak before hrt and now I bet Steven Hawking could best me in a fight
>>7094868
happens to the best of us
>>7094865
I didn't even know you could get blood tests specifically for T without a doctor's request
>>7094868
sometimes when i'm holding elanna and drifting off i imagine that i'm holding elanna while drifting off
>>7094832
You're welcome to check out the responses if it's any use to you (some are old now, so go via the loveisme archive).
>>7092141
>>7086601
>>7081265
>>7076189
>>7071085
>>7066378
It's a bitesize study, looking at the thoughts and feelings of a small sample of transgender people, conducted by myself - P. Théophile Grenouille - under the tutelage of famed transthropologist Nigel Globeberry as we attempt to gain an insight in the minds of the transgender community to be presented in a forthcoming study.
>>7094877
Hormones are included in all the rest of the stuff they test.
>>7094850
She was on cypro for like 3 months and she wanted to do Spiro instead... So we switched last month & she has a bunch more energy but no drive.
>>7094852
Lolwat? Y me?
>>7094851
Sooo.. You're like Facebook creeping?
>>7094855
>TFW this will never be Faye and I
https://youtu.be/Q01WCVrgQaU
Why havent you been full dosing?
>>7094860
Thank you. This could help me a lot.
>>7094869
>tfw he might be part of the royal family
Oh Wooonooo
Hmmm... Explains his shit taste in pedigree
>>7094870
Amateurish and fucking stupid. I work in bitcoin. It's not time to cash out yet.
>>7094896
its not my fault that you have a qt butt
>>7094793
I'm wiped out tired right now. To tired to read a suspenseful story.
>>7094835
>Bras hurt b/c they're always scrunched together
Same problem here. My tits are much wider set than normal female ones are. It's my huge fucking rib cage. I likely would fit a 40B fine if one added a inch between the cups.
>>7094850
>Cypro nuked my sex drive into non existence for a few months before it came back with a vengeance.
females go through a zero sex drive period while their hardware is getting ready to support a baby.
>>7094846
I used to go to a lot of military reenactments, but I always too beta to try airsoft when I had the opportunity and now I don't really know anyone to go. I had no idea you were so /k/.
>>7094822
Well, I have news. My testicles have sprouted giant spider legs and I'm currently typing this on my phone as I'm swung around by my ball sack like the bottom bit of the gonarch from Half-Life.
Send help.
>>7094896
I'm totally above it now. At least in this world. I cannot walk into rooms or talk about certain portions of my past without MR ROBOT coming out. I to avoid being him.
I got dangerous.
I didn't like the sickness in my head. I'm I'm a screen addict, but I avoid one of my computers entirely now lest I fall into that vortex again. It's why I go to the graveyard. I cannot trust myself behind a screen. This is my phone and it's got paranoid level security for no reason anymore.
>>7094880
You're lovely. I don't know if I'll be able to use it, but I appreciate it.
>>7094882
Google creeping. Im gonna see him tomorrow anyways. I guess finding this supposed information feels nice..... ._. I miss my dad
>>7094910
good to know ur trying at least
>>7094905
>I used to go to a lot of military reenactments
Civil war, ww2, what war yo
>too beta to try airsoft
But airsoft is for betas that don't want to or can't join the military
>and now I don't really know anyone to go.
Where are you from?
>I had no idea you were so /k/.
I guess all the cutesy shit I post kinda conceals my true oper8or heart
I don't have any real weapons yet, dad won't let me and I legally need his permission until I turn 21 ;_;
But I like playing airsoft and collecting camo and tinkering with my guns and researching /k/ things
Hell I'm about to watch Siege of Jadotville
>>7094921
mommy
>>7094846
>only with one of my buds
>>7094930
Yeah? It's kinda lame to only get to hang out with one guy after missing my chance to meet a whole bunch of people from our little Discord group
>>7094865
It's a bad idea, but it's a better idea than letting a year pass with no treatment. And while waiting for treatment, I agree with you need to check levels.
Mine are fantastically lower than I'd like, but I don't wanna over do it so fast. I stalled 5 months getting on it out of misunderstanding and fear and ignorance and denial and such, and a few getting memed once I was fighting the system. But once it felt like the system was against me, I jumped off ASAP.
Now I exist on the system as a transgender woman unfortunately. I wish I could have remained invisible. I'm paranoid about my medical records, but that's mostly a delusion hatched from a previous life style of information warfare. I still in that paranoia even now 2 years out of the journalism game and into burned out adulthood. Fuck
>>7094921
That is my dream. It's creepy though ;( I like only girls so I can't ever have that come true
mental illness: the general
>>7094934
Whole buncha guys huh..
>>7094937
no u
>>7094912
No problem.
The informal nature of the study and the arbitrary methods of gathering and collecting raw data render the whole thing more or less unusable, but that won't stop me from using it.
>>7094937
Damn right! But we're all sexy. Right. Right ;-;
>>7094943
grace ily
>>7094921
.... I was talking about the YouTube link...
>>7094945
ilu2
>>7094943
unfortunately as a POC transwoman she's probably more likely to be murdered
>>7094943
>tfw lots of hormonal males at work today
>>7094949
grace i double ly
>tfw fuzzy brained.
lol just read this...
>As spiritualism had grown in American culture, so too did frustration with how long it took to get any meaningful message out of the spirits, says Brandon Hodge, Spiritualism historian. Calling out the alphabet and waiting for a knock at the right letter, for example, was deeply boring. After all, rapid communication with breathing humans at far distances was a possibility—the telegraph had been around for decades—why shouldn’t spirits be as easy to reach? People were desperate for methods of communication that would be quicker—and while several entrepreneurs realized that, it was the Kennard Novelty Company that really nailed it.
...
>But they didn’t have the Ouija board yet—the Kennard talking board lacked a name. Contrary to popular belief, “Ouija” is not a combination of the French for “yes,” oui, and the German ja. Murch says, based on his research, it was Bond’s sister-in-law, Helen Peters (who was, Bond said, a “strong medium”), who supplied the now instantly recognizable handle. Sitting around the table, they asked the board what they should call it; the name “Ouija” came through and, when they asked what that meant, the board replied, “Good luck.” Eerie and cryptic—but for the fact that Peters acknowledged that she was wearing a locket bearing the picture of a woman, the name “Ouija” above her head. That’s the story that emerged from the Ouija founders’ letters; it’s very possible that the woman in the locket was famous author and popular women’s rights activist Ouida, whom Peters admired, and that “Ouija” was just a misreading of that.
>>7094942
You're super sexy
>>7094943
She has said some of the most dangerous crazy stuff I've ever heard about medding in the past
Please don't fuck up the new edition and say it's MTFG in the subject line
>>7094957
why you reading that shit?
>>7094953
>unfortunately
>>7094963
Her posting her bullshit unchecked is harmful to other new transgirls
>>7094969
>kys
>>7094957
The ouija movie is supposed to be really good, going with girlfriendu tomorrow sooo excited
>>7094962
>tfw no young hormonal male to play knife fight with
>>7094970
Basically
>>7094966
these new people dont know how to do it right
the format we established as so simple, why do they fuck it up?
>>7094963
I'm fweling weird about swlf mwdding and not having blood tests.
I think Susan's is right and I should stop this self med tomfoolery.
>>7095010
if you come off meds you testosterone bounces higher than ever before and you'll be a hairy beastly manthing forever.