You are a cell in a bigger body edition
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Previously...on mtfg
>>7093716
my gfs
What if I am the bigger body
cancer cells are the body's anarchists.
they like "fuck that I'm not dying just so you guys can live i make my own rules bitches"
>>7094964
GUILTY FEET HAVE GOT NO RHYTHM
>>7094964
rei > asuka
>>7094856
I tried
>>7094986
Anime sucks
>>7094981
you are the bigger butte
>>7094925
>Civil war, ww2, what war yo
Mostly WW2 reenactments, although I went to one (English) civil war reenacement when I was young. I've sort of slowly stopped going to them over the years, so now I'm just a hobbyist who collects memorabilia and shitposts.
>But airsoft is for betas that don't want to or can't join the military
I was just shy and reluctant to try new things back then - I regret it now. Maybe I need to be bumped down a level to gamma.
>Where are you from?
The UK.
>But I like playing airsoft and collecting camo and tinkering with my guns and researching /k/ things
Sounds pretty survivalist. Do you go geocaching by any chance?
>tfw live in a nogunz country and never fired a real gun before, but at least the man at the museum lets me hold them
>>7094993
tru
>>7094995
>>tfw grace cell
UH
tfw grace butt cell
>tfw no rich nfl bf
>>7094999
im working hard inside you!
>>7094995
>Tfw beepbeep cell
how to be MORE PALE
im already pretty good but need to be better still
>>7094943
>Korra neglecting her blood is fucking irresponsible and how she'll die.
I just took 200mg spiro, 5mg Fin, and had on two .1mg patches for 6 months before I got any tests done. My PC doc took over prescribing them when I told her.
>>7094968
Sounded like an interesting article on the history of the ouija board.
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/the-strange-and-mysterious-history-of-the-ouija-board-5860627/
>>7095004
those guys are kinda scary desu
>>7095011
racist
>>7094997
>Mostly WW2 reenactments, although I went to one (English) civil war reenacement when I was young.
Those sound p cool
What do you collect?
>I was just shy and reluctant to try new things back then - I regret it now. Maybe I need to be bumped down a level to gamma.
I mean it's never too soon to start. I know a few 4chan guys from the UK that play, even a transgirl that does. Fuck, I'm the one that ruined her life and woke her up to being trans lmao.
>Sounds pretty survivalist. Do you go geocaching by any chance?
>survivalist
That's something I'd like to get good at, learn skills on how to survive on my own in the wild and shit despite me being on medication I'd need lol
Geocaching, I did it as a kid with my dad and haven't in forever, it would be nice to do again.
>>7095003
There's a lot of those
>>7095005
Good girl.
>tfw when Faye puts dirty ideas in my head
>tfw when I want to cry because I can't go to a rave and just grind on people
>they'll fucking beat me up.
>I'm crying :(
>>7095008
ill give you my paleness in exchange for some cuddles
>>7094873
yes
is this lauren
>>7094995
I don't wanna hear a fuckin word from you about NAP, just accept that cancer cells are anarchists on face value.
>>7095013
their race doesn't matter they're just really aggressive and are all jacked up on test.
i tend to stay as far as possible away from dudes like that because theyre really dangerous
Anyone ever wonder if one of their siblings might be trans? I keep suspecting my brother might be.
>>7095004
>tfw Brees will never pound your bp
>you will never be raped to death
why even live
>>7095025
>nap
>"an"caps
>anarchist
>>7094964
S:
Tfw no gf
>>7095023
maybe
>>7095029
not at all. all my sisters are 100% straight cis
>ancap
>>7095008
Let me lock you in my room
>>7095036
Jesus cancer isn't anarchist, ancaps aren't anarchist, just what the fuck is anarchist to you?
>>7094991
thanks senpai
what does breast budding mean?
how to know when mine are?
>>7095055
>>7095057
it's when little knots form under your nipples. You'll know.
>>7095051
things are going p bad at my job. im thinking about moving across country to start over desu. i almost did a couple years ago. i had everything ready...stayed for gf..
>>7095055
a stateless society without political or economic hierarchy
>>7095029
My brother is the manliest man I've ever met and he has at least five children. I lost count desu. He's extremely secure in his masculine man life.
None of my bfs will ever measure up.
>found my old, old spice deodorant from before I started transitioning
>hm didn't realize I still had this, I forget how it smells
>ooooh gosh
>get instantly turned on o///o
>>7095060
oh i got those yesterday
they feel weird
i find it strange that they also happened around the start of my male puberty (like 12?)
>>7095050
forgot pic
how do I cuddle with a young hormonal male?
>>7095059
I've read plenty of books it's just anarchists are notorious for this no true scotsmen bullshit in defence of a completely unworkable system.
And apparently have no sense of humour either.
>>7095055
anarchy isn't solely the domain of the alt-right lol
Off dome I can do all 6 pages of Emma goldman anarchist essays from 1910 verbatim. Took 3 months to memorize.
(copy pasted directly my favorite portion)
A practical scheme, says Oscar Wilde, is either one already in existence, or a scheme that could be carried out under the existing conditions; but it is exactly the existing conditions that one objects to, and any scheme that could accept these conditions is wrong and foolish. The true criterion of the practical, therefore, is not whether the latter can keep intact the wrong or foolish; rather is it whether the scheme has vitality enough to leave the stagnant waters of the old, and build, as well as sustain, new life. In the light of this conception, Anarchism is indeed practical. More than any other idea, it is helping to do away with the wrong and foolish; more than any other idea, it is building and sustaining new life.
>>7095048
>>7095060
What happens with it afterward? Do they just keep getting bigger an becoming more lumpier?
Feels weird desu and sometimes i worry its cancer.
>>7095078
16 pages.
It memorized it in dialogue format where one character in my head talks to the other. Same way an actor might memorize it. It's like a screen play. I highly suggest everyone memorize SOMETHING. It doubled my on the draw anarchist discussion points in such a short amount of time. I rap some portions too and sing others to keep track. Seriously, why isn't this taught in school? A debate master told me this in DC she was like 70 and had so much memorized. I can't get that smart, but some of the girls here who grew up online probably for sure can. Start now yo.
>>7095018
>What do you collect?
Old letters, medals, cap badges, shoulder badges - mostly little things like that. I collect coins too, so those two hobbies kind of overlap (I think I mostly just like old stuff that's made of metal). When I was younger and a bit edgier, I used to collect bullets too (they're rare in the UK), and I've never thrown them away because I feel a bit sentimental about them.
>I mean it's never too soon to start. I know a few 4chan guys from the UK that play, even a transgirl that does. Fuck, I'm the one that ruined her life and woke her up to being trans lmao.
I keep telling myself I will, but I just don't know anyone who does it anymore. Plus, I work manual labour and mostly at night time as well, so it's hard to work up the energy.
Geocaching is pretty fun though. It feels a bit like a non-hobby, but I like hiking - and plus, I get to play at being an explorer.
>tfw gf cheated on me
>>7095074
I'm not saying it is, more implying that literally every group of anarchists calls groups of anarchists they disagree with "not real anarchists"
>>7095078
>The history of human growth and development is at the same time the history of the terrible struggle of every new idea heralding the approach of a brighter dawn. In its tenacious hold on tradition, the Old has never hesitated to make use of the foulest and cruelest means to stay the advent of the New, in whatever form or period the latter may have asserted itself. Nor need we retrace our steps into the distant past to realize the enormity of opposition, difficulties, and hardships placed in the path of every progressive idea. The rack, the thumbscrew, and the knout are still with us; so are the convict’s garb and the social wrath, all conspiring against the spirit that is serenely marching on.
I can't suffer this. This was from 1910? She take she self too seriously.
>>7095068
LMAO! I love this.
>>7095061
>Tfw choosing Faye over Sass
I'm happy for u
>>7095095
what have you been up to tranny granny?
>>7095094
>I don't like this type of writing so I'll criticize it instead of try to decipher it
I get it. I used to be that way. Then I decided enough was enough I was going to be as smart as goldman if I couldn't be sexy like Meghan fox in the first and only the first transformers movie.
Also anyone have tips on crying? This is totally foreign to me. It's been a decade. I don't really know how...to cry.
Honesty never worked for me.
>>7095066
brb buying old spice
>>7095067
it's gynecomastia if you're a boy, but yeah, that'll happen
>>7095088
>What happens with it afterward? Do they just keep getting bigger an becoming more lumpier?
>Feels weird desu and sometimes i worry its cancer.
http://m.kidshealth.org/en/kids/breasts-bras.html
>"A breast bud is like a small raised bump behind the nipple. After breast budding happens, the nipple and the circle of skin around the nipple (called the areola) get bigger and a little darker. Then the area around the nipple and areola starts to grow into a breast.
>As breasts keep growing, they may be pointy for a while before becoming rounder and fuller."
AYYY LETS DO TINYCHAT TONIGHT!
/therapedungeon
>>7095094
maybe you just don't take yourself seriously enough
>>7095088
they'll be lumpy at first, but they round out as you get to tanner stages 3 and 4
>>7095108
Can you explain budding to my right breasts? Only my left understands :(
>>7095103
>I don't know how to cry
just shut up please
hath there no limits to the suffering of thy tortured soul?
>>7095103
Transformers?
>>7094998
What if I only like really fem anime traps and actual boys do almost nothing for me
>>7095116
boobs grow unevenly. It's just how it is.
>>7095108
cone tits here i come :^)
>>7095119
Megan Fox is a fox.
Did somebody say fox?
>>7095120
im sry anon you're a homo :(
>>7095091
): will you be ok?
Good evening everyone~
>>7095109
omg yes hahha
Reply to this if you are a slut.
JOIN US
>tfw alive
>>7095093
Bakunin silently judging you
Mfw people tell me I look like an average woman
>>7095149
Who cares what he thinks, he's not a real anarchist.
>>7095100
Blah, shitposting and growing fat. Hbu?
>>7095133
Drake, cuddle~
>>7095152
same desu except nobody would ever say that about me
>>7095157
did you ever get back on hrt? I know you had to stop for a little while. eh I've been saving up my pennies for a new car, working lots and spending time with my bf when we're both not caught up with work. bday just pass this monday too it was nice
>>7095090
Ooooh, that all sounds really cool. Got any pics I can see? I like collecting neat things but I feel like that stuff would just kind of pile up at junk. Sorta. I have some coins that I collected, I like challenge ones esp. Bullets are a bit odd to me, they don't seem very interesting to collect as they're all one in the same really.
>I keep telling myself I will, but I just don't know anyone who does it anymore. Plus, I work manual labour and mostly at night time as well, so it's hard to work up the energy.
Yeah I get tired from work but I usually have the weekends off so I can recover energy and go play!
And hey, like I said, there's a 4chan thread for it if you're up for trying to wrangle autists from here into a group of people to play with irl.
>Geocaching is pretty fun though. It feels a bit like a non-hobby, but I like hiking - and plus, I get to play at being an explorer.
Yea, I've been wanting to get out into the outdoors and do exploring and camping and stuff so Geocaching is kinda up my alley.
>>7095160
It's just a bunch of hugboxers from Reddit telling me this
>>7095144
IM THERE
>>7095159
oryx hi
heart
i was about to take a shower
but you should add me something so we can talk if you dont stick around here for a bit
>>7095156
I think the only real path of anarchism is arguing about what anarchy is and never reaching an agreement.
>>7095114
So its normal huh... Still i always thought there isnt a thing like that in breasts - that theyd me soft everywhere.
>>7094995
>thats not how anarchy works
Anarchy doesn't work at all. It's just a way for bunch of edgy first world kids to be overly edge. What they don't understand is that anarchy isn't the goal it's simply a transitional period from one stable social order to another. Note I said stable not good, fair, kind, benevolent and so on.
if anarchists were to achieve their goal and if the society were to fall only thing that would happen is that there would be a short period of anarchy followed by fascism as most ruthless and best armed groups would seize power.
>>7095162
Yeah i did, and i'm thinking about stopping because i'm afraid of stupid blood tests and hormone levels and getting cancer and or thrombosis.
Tranny life is harsh K
>>7095168
i don't even get why hugboxing is so fucking rampant desu.
>>7095196
you pass fampai
>>7095198
i don't tho.
>>7095201
you do tho
i just want this kind of loving
>>7095192
ah can't afford tests I take it? iktf tho I can't afford em either no health insurance.
>>7095196
People like to live in delusion
>>7095201
Pleb,
love.
It's real.
>>7095201
you look like a woman, faggot
>>7095204
me on left
>>7095204
that looks painful desu
>>7095212
hmu
>>7095211
You look like woman too.
I hear u like "tacos". Is this true?
>>7095211
>this hugboxing
Sigh
This delusion
>>7095212
So what's up? Are you serious about moving someplace else?
>>7095192
>>Tranny life is harsh K
>TFW depressed stressmonster
>No mones
>My entire circulatory system is breaking down
>Blood clots and thromboses everywhere
>Random infections
As I struggle to get into physical shape beyond being just an ill-defined skelly, I must say "use it or lose it" applies to life.
If you desire something, don't be afraid of doing what it takes so long as you are 100% sure it's what you want.
If it gives you happiness that cancels out the stress and inspires you to be a healthier person across the board, consider it equivalent exchange as far as health issues.
I BAKED COOKIES TODAY!!!
(Read this in the voice from suburban commando where the dude says "I WAS FROZEN TODAY!!!")
>>7095131
I hope so
these are cookies that look like brownies
but trust
these are cookies
and they taste
so
fucking good
>>7095105
Get timber pham
>>7095230
they look soft and warm uwu
>>7095218
>You look like woman too.
thats bc i am a woman.
i like tacos, as well as vaginas, yes.
we've been over this before :^ )
>>7095220
rip
>>7095227
)):
hopefully your gf will come around though? did you two break up? or will you try to work it out?
hamster cock
>>7095221
i mean i literally am living for nothing here??might as well look into it
>>7095233
THEY ARE OMG
but like
im letting them cool and get solid overnight
since
today i ate like
two
>w<
>>7095224
It's really wwird, becauae. I mean.
What's my endgame?
Am I going to be able to transition and live as a woman in thia shit country.
Will I be able to make a living in this place?
What will my life end up like?
What the fuck am I doing?
>>7095235
what the heck
>>7095167
>Ooooh, that all sounds really cool. Got any pics I can see? I like collecting neat things but I feel like that stuff would just kind of pile up at junk. Sorta. I have some coins that I collected, I like challenge ones esp. Bullets are a bit odd to me, they don't seem very interesting to collect as they're all one in the same really.
I'll post some pics in the morning because I keep most of it tucked away in a cabinet (it's nearly 5am here and I'm about to head off to bed). I've got quite a few service medals from WW1/WW2, even a couple from the Gulf War. Pic related is the sort of thing I collect too (it's a medallion given to all the passengers on the maiden voyage of the SS Normandie - I actually got given that by my dad who worked for one the passengers). Bullets probably aren't interesting to most people, but I was young and edgy, and plus I live in a country where most guns are illegal to own, so it was cool whenever I was able to get my hands on some. I started collecting them before I got into old war memorabilia, so it's sort of where it all began.
Do you have military parents by the way? You should post pics of challenge coins.
>And hey, like I said, there's a 4chan thread for it if you're up for trying to wrangle autists from here into a group of people to play with irl.
Sounds terrifying, but I'll probably get around it to one day. I think I'm just intimidated by the fact that I don't own any equipment and I wouldn't know anyone or know what I'm doing. To be fair, I didn't know what I was doing when I started geocaching either, but at least I was alone and looked like an idiot where no one could see me. Also, there might be there qts there and that's scary.
Any NYC bad bitches?
>>7095247
yes i did
last night was fun too
had nice conversations
im gonna learn to cook and bake more
and become super good
so i can take care of a little and make her yummi yummi foods
or him i guess depending on who it is
buuuut
yesss im having SO MUCH FUN with cooking.
>>7095248
maybe you should consider some border hoppin'
>>7095254
i'm a bad bitch who visits yearly but i don't think that works
>tfw skin is super sensitive now
Feels pretty awesome tbdesu
>>7095168
>caring about reddit opinions
>>7095230
Looks yummy :D
>>7095248
All important questions on the table, yeah.
>>7095258
You trying to smoke weed and show me around? I'm 25. I do not pass. I don't try.
>>7095230
i want you to be honest with me, anon
did you follow the recipe carefully?
>>7095234
I broke up with her, the situation is a bit odd with how it happened, but when I was talking with her about it, she didn't even consider it as cheating because she wasn't in a relationship with the person. She thought it was just a small thing id be able to get over in a month, and because I was acting pissed off about it she said I didn't love or care about her because I had just about no intention of trying to work through it. She was more upset and sorry towards the person she cheated with, because she felt like she used him, than towards me. She felt like it should have been something that had little affect on me compared to the other person.
>>7095266
you dont see it because you have bdd
>>7095192
>blood tests and hormone levels
There are online places to have tests done by. I got my GP doc to do them until I found a hormones doc.
>getting cancer
Highly unlikely
>thrombosis.
Stay physically active and it shouldn't be an issue. Get up and walk around for 5 minutes every hour. You can also start wearing support hose or socks.
>>7095248
emigrate?
>>7095264
uhm
at first
now i fixed it
buuut
at first i put in 2 tbsp of butter rather than 2 sticks but i fixed that.
Like perfectly well.
Im really tired and i went outside and had to lift things and my back hurts rlly bad and IM WEAK
IT WAS HARD BUT FUN :SOB:
i had a moment of clarity concerning how terrible my life is and that i lost the maybe the love of my life bc i transitioned and i really wanna kms comrads :(
>>7095266
well i see it, and so do a bucnh of other people, so just accept it
>>7095263
i was directing you to pleb
im not in new york
if you were in california, i might get coffee with you though. i generally dont associate with or allow myself to be seen with unattractive peoples or undesirables, it lowers my social standings.
>>7095272
): dont kill yourself......there is always another ):
lots of fish in the sea.....you may not find an identical fish, but you can find one thats just as great or better...
>>7095267
........what the fuck
its probably good you broke up, that sounds weird as hell.
>>7095234
I just want to know you're the same Mercury from before.
So are you like with a girlfriend and stuff?
>>7095236
Where is "here"
>>7095255
Try pineapple upside down cake! It's awesome oltime fun :3
>>7095257
I need a sham marriage, since true love is not happening.
>>7095262
I try to be positive, but. Fuck.
>>7095278
can you come to canada you have a degree and shit right
>>7095271
>at first i put in 2 tbsp of butter rather than 2 sticks
>>7095275
> i generally dont associate with or allow myself to be seen with unattractive peoples or undesirables, it lowers my social standings.
Rip merc x sass LMAO
>>7095275
I just wish it didn't happen or had to break up with her, she was completely perfect for me otherwise and I'll never find someone like her again ;_________;
>>7095278
i live in maryland rn. very pretty. no friends where i am tho.
>>7095279
Yeah, but not the right degree.
I would have a better op by being a stonemason or welder.
>tfw purging old things at rapid pace
>>7095278
>I just want to know you're the same Mercury from before.
ehue
i certainly hope no one else would steal my name.......gosh, i turn around for a few minutes and deplorables are running about knocking off my name.
the world is going to hell i tell you....... (why do people think "mercury" is after the planet, are they retarded?)
I do not have a steady girlfriend at the moment, no; i am single, but i do go on dates and/or do other things periodically. ..........maybe i will get back together with my ex-girlfriend, idk, she is hard to read and not communicating; i told her what i want, but i'm also not going to waste alot of time when i have a line of people who want to force their tongues down my throat and take me to dinner (among other things) so yeah
>>7095284
lmao
you're probably fine, besides, are your parents very important people? lol
>>7095290
can't you bullshit it?
>>7095286
>she was completely perfect for me otherwise
walking all over your feelings and completely disregarding you as a person is a pretty big indicator that shes not for you anon ;~; Maybe she was great outside of that, but someone who treats you like that is no bueno if you ask me
>>7095299
>can't you bullshit it?
no I don't think so unless you're getting asylum immigration to canada is based on a points system and if you don't have enough points you're just refused
>>7095287
I grew up in Springfield Virginia. I remember the baltimore aquarium with so much happiness.
I alsonremember i saw my first red squirrel in I don't know what Maryland park.
So what do you do in maryland?
Serious Q: If you were on prescription brain pills during a period where you gained weight and you're now 100% clean and been off them for like 10 years, is there any chance of residual quantities of the shit being in the fat and being released when it's burned off? I know that fat can retain traces of drugs, but I'm not sure on the half-life.
>>7095070
As a little spoon, or as a big spoon?
>>7095308
probably should ask this somewhere else no one here know anything about medical shit expect tranny drugs
>>7095308
why would anyone look
>>7095293
Dangerous behavior if you're suicidal, because like me you could shed to much and end up with nothing. Really I wish we could chat. Do you have Skype? I ask because I'm very lonely and thinking of calling it quits myself. I've spent all my money, quit my job, quit my writing community that I created, quit eating food, quit biking, quit texting, quit school, quit a normal sleep schedule, quit getting dressed or even considering making day plans. I've quit photography and quit every video game.
What's left? Not much. Screens. Anything to keep my mind spinning in a circle away from suicide, but with no wind in my sail.
This cycle has been 3 years in the making, but rapidly started collapsing about a month ago, following some shit I couldn't explain online.
>>7095299
She's treated me so well before which makes me sad but you're right, and I've been doing good so far with not regretting it. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do now, my depression has gotten so bad since the breakup.
>>7095293
I felt this way after finishing The Beginner's Guide. Threw out everything old that I didn't want anymore
ultimately, I regret it because I lost some art, but it made me feel really really good at the time.
>>7095299
Gimme a sham marriage, merc! Hillary herself will bless our relationship!
Girl, welding and and stonmasoning is really complicating ;_;.
Also, they send you where you're needed, not where you want. Like bye bye Vancouver and hello arctic circle.
what happened to edie/dollface? why isnt she around anymore?
>>7095306
the aquarium is great lol. i mostly bike, go out to eat by myself. fish sometimes. idk i stay busy
>>7095308
no. and if it did and if it were released it wouldn't be enough to have any kind of effect and most likely wouldn't even be detectable.
Hair is reliable for long term drug history but even then 10 years is almost certainly long enough.
>>7095325
You can marry me but i live in the uk
how bad is 1 beer with i mg klonopin with a high benzo tolerance mtfg
>>7095329
Hopefully she died off
Anyone know that pitch analyzer app that was going adding a couple days ago?
>>7095335
So bad it could straight up kill you dead. If you've already drank it i don't know how you posted that because by all reckoning you should be a rotting corpse by now.
>>7095341
why did you post this
>>7095338
This?
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=de.lilithwittmann.voicepitchanalyzer&hl=en
>trying to resolve problems with gf
>things are getting pretty heated
>my gf has been hiding the fact that she (he?) is a trans man
What even is my life anymore?
>>7095331
You fish? What sort of fishing? I love fishing.
>>7095345
I want people to understand the very grim and serious nature of what is being discussed.
>tfw boy
>>7095355
Feeling that way again huh?
>>7095355
: (
>>7095355
same
>>7095348
>cute ftm boyfriend with literally no effort
opposite of a problem
>>7095315
I'm was talking about physical items since I could be considered a hoarder. I know how you feel though anon, I am also down to almost nothing except trying to transition, almost all my hobbies and escapism no longer are effective, lost job to illness which is still a issue now, extremely erratic sleep cycle. I don't have any social stuff like skype since I have severe social issues and 4chan is pretty much all I can tolerate anymore. I'm here everyday if you want to tell me about anything though.
>>7095322
It's nothing important I actually need, I'm gonna throw out 95% of my male cloths this coming week, other things that could be considered literal garbage but I hold onto for whatever reason, that and I'm going to start replacing older trash furniture with smaller stuff. here is picture of my usable cleared out space, squiggles are storage, objects or clutter
>>7095346
Yes, thanks!
>>7095359
Yup
It's one of those days
>>7095362
Except, y'know, when you like girls.
>>7095334
Uk cool! I have Italian nationality too! What part of uk do you live in?
>>7095362
It's not like we're going to break up over it or anything it's still really shocking though
>>7095371
but boys r nice
>>7095370
cudds soon
>>7095374
The north.
You might be better off in Guatemala actually.
>>7095366
don't throw them out give them to a thrift store or charity
>>7095381
Y a Y : )
>>7095390
Kari wanted to send me back the pair of guy jeans I forgot at her house but I was like lmao just donate them I dont need those back lol
>>7095390
that's what I'm doing, only actually throwing out relative few things they wouldn't want like a couple are torn up and stuff.
>at a bar with my girlfriend
>hand bouncer my ID
>wo wo wo wo what?
>yeah
>fine ok
What's so hard about checking an ID I swear
>tfw its my bday.
>ill be 22 years old now
>sad as fuck, because this and that.
>tfw shouldnt be sad, a friend is over and we plan to have a lot of fun for today.
>tfw this makes me even sadder cus i feel guilty.
I need a hug but shes sleeping.
>>7095421
Happy birthday
>>7095418
just get a new id ur a girl now senpai
>>7095421
>>7095421
I wish I had friends
>>7095421
happy bday ^^
don't be sad my sweet angel
>>7095421
Happy birthday!!!!
Ignore your troubles, and go have fun.
>>7095421
Happy birthday Anon
>>7095383
Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :( Are there jobs up north for trans people?
I swear I just want to work and be useful and love and cook and be happy..
>>7095440
Erm probably. There aren't any for me but I haven't really looked.
Could always move down south.
>stop posting here
>be pretty and passing
these two things aren't related but i'm happy
>>7095402
>>7095390
>>7095366
I have a ton of shit I need to send to goodwill. First I'll see if there are any FtMs who want some of it.
>>7095446
do boys hug you a lot
>>7095452
they put their penises inside me
>>7095366
I'm the same way. I still have Skype because once a month this girl I'm in love with Skype me. I've never found therapy any bit effective, and I've tried to really give it multiple chances. I am at my wits end. Self destruction. It seems the only way... I don't like these thoughts. I wish I could replace them with hope. Motivation
. Fulfillment.
>>7095442
What do you do besides 4chan :p?
>>7095427
>>7095430
>>7095433
>>7095435
Thanks ya all. Wish i could actually be happy about it. The birthday i mean, im happy about you all congratulating me for surviving another year.
>>7095435
Thats how i usually go about it, but today its hard because bdays just remind me of how old i am and how i started too late.
(am about 2m 2w on mones now)
>>7095432
I wish i had more friends :^)
>>7095455
how do I get a boy to put his penis in me
>>7095468
be hot and passing like me
>>7095455
damn now i wanna be pretty and passing (well i want it even more so than before)
>>7095462
Better to have started late, than never to have started at all.
>>7095471
yeah its great
I took a hella qt photo while I was trying on my bra earlier :3
what dating site should i use if im a 25 year old trans girl with a job
>>7095470
damn it
>>7095483
okcupid? idk I think people use that
>>7095482
hahahahaha
you're such a bitter troll but you look like garbage lmao
>>7095478
why do you always have to post politically charged garbage here, do you really think we need political talk here to break out? it's always awful. get some cute anime girls or something
>>7095487
no sorry i was just blessed with good genetics
Good night /mtfg/
( ^∇^) I hope the rude posters die
>>7095483
none. kys.
being beautiful is soo good
I'm going through nep withdrawals guise ;-;
>>7095495
me too
>>7095503
i dont know why you're so flip. you don't pass and you never will lol
>>7095495
I love that chick thing!
(^∇^)
>>7095504
me too snicks, haven't seen her around in awhile
>>7095504
Your eyes r real pretty.
>>7095476
Do you live with anyone and do you see a therapist? It seems the biggest factor in my self destruction are those 2 things. Idk how to escape. I am not exactly mentally stable so I can't just run off like the 50s and "get a job lol". I wish I had a stronger purpose to keep living. I am having a hard time even searching.
>>7095511
thank you for sating my attention whoreness
I want to live. Not survive.
hahahahahahahahahahah ur fucking garbaoge
>>7095517
I wanna s-s-snug snick snicks!!!
>>7095520
don't call yourself a whore ;_;
>>7095514
therapy is ineffective on me and my relationship with the people around me has mostly broken down
>>7095525
and that's all i need for a good smooch B)
>>7095526
I feel the same. I am pretty much a dead man walking. I don't see an out. I don't think I'm capable of getting a job and ever enjoying it or being happy, let alone tolerating people so stupid it's painful, becusd despite being "very smart" I never could finish school. I'm not qualified to do anything. I wouldn't even know where to find a job.
All of these are irrational statements and a therapist tells me that and I ask how I can change what I believe are rationalized beliefs. No good answer yet.
Nature is broken in me. I want out.
>>7095530
dawwwh <3
I'd smooch you back, you're too adorable
>>7095522
This
Why am I so useless?
>>7095540
Ur not.
>>7095542
I feel like I am
>>7095540
you haven't decided how you want to be useful
>>7095547
The only way I know how hurts me
>>7095550
then learn another way
>>7095535
I <3 Snick Snicks!!!
>>7095532
only rope I got left out of this mess is becoming qt. have you ever had a job though?
therapists tend to not understand things at all, it's the whole normie "just be yourself" thing and they pretend to know things without any first hand experience. you should get a new one btw.
>>7095553
There is no other way because I'm useless
The only use I have is getting hurt
I'm supposed to be hurt
working with a cold is fucked, also where i had electrolysis is all red
Gotta keep telling myself this is progress and better then being a neet.
i keep getting called a poopy girl :(
wtf
>>7095559
good girl
>>7095559
Tell me about electrolysis senpai, I'm gonna start really soon
>>7095560
poopy girl
>>7095562
Single most best thing ever, but only if you have a god tier technician.
kayla suicide when
>>7095568
what do you mean by god tier? like most are bad? the place I'm gonna go to has been around a long time like decades so they should be really experienced and they are certified and stuff with training and one of them is even a rn
>>7095570
Why would i when life is getting better?
>>7095574
its just a fluke im sure
>>7095573
Should be great then. Get a big bottle of liquid witch hazel and dry makeup cleaning pads for irritation control. Also get a olay cream for after the witch hazel has dried. My suggestion is to start the neck first.
>>7095556
snugg harder
>>7095582
I don't know anything about hazel or creams really, help senpai!
only cream stuff I got is amlactin which super hydrates and exflorates a bit but I don't think it's okay for face, aloe vera with no alcohol in it should be okay I think.
my skin is very easy to irritate
think I will do face at the fastest pace possible then go to front torso then go from there
>>7095587
Snug hardest!
>>7095590
Do your neck up first. Also you shouldn't do anywhere else but the face with electrolysis. Its time consuming and your hair should be thinned out or gone from hrt by now, i know most my body hair is.
>>7095590
*nuzzle
tfw rare faye lewds
>>7095560
quick while no one is looking fart on my face with your lil shota farts
>>7095602
*shakes head
Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
>>7095604
good girl
am i the only person transitioning just so i can get a qt trans gf?
>>7095605
O // O
>>7095610
well except you
>>7095609
if that really is your main motivator than yeah probably
>>7095556
Yes, I realy should get a new therapist. I miss my old one :(. I have had a job. I have had a dozen jobs from 16 to 21. I have not worked seriously in 3 years.
I tried applied to a bunch of jobs in the summer. Absolutely no luck. I wouldn't last anyway. I worked retail for people before. I'm an Ivy League drop out. It's a huge source of shame, because you don't get to go back when you fuck that up, as you might a state school. I really ruined a large part of my life like crashing a plane.
>>7095613
one of my favorite bands is gonna be playing nearby soon
i am sufficiently hyped
>>7095609
sounds like a lot of effort just for that
>>7095611
>>7095617
Nice, what band?
>>7095622
together pangea
they aren't really that good
kind of a guilty pleasure thing, ya know?
>>7095616
t-thanks
>>7095626
Gotcha, checking them out because why not :)
>>7095615
just tell them to give you a new one and keep going though them till you get a good one. You don't need one that keeps telling you your not rational just because their life was easy to the point they can't grasp it
ever think of learning a trade or something? like a welder or something idk? college isn't for everyone regardless of what they say, the dropout rates are really high nowadays because people keep pushing it on people.
>>7095618
you are unpleasant to be around
>>7095600
>faye lewds
>rare
>>7095631
i really like this song
a cute boy and i used to listen to this album in the park..
it was nice
https://togetherpangea.bandcamp.com/track/blood-blood-blood
>>7095633
I want to work in movie production. I'm very brain savvy. I just need experience.
>>7095635
If you say so :)
>>7095629
my snick snicks!
>>7095639
I don't know anything about that, maybe there are internships for that? maybe going for something unpaid for a short while could help?
>>7095641
more hugs
>>7095638
Not bad I like the noisy garage rock aesthetic
>>7095617
tfw my fav bands will literally never perform near me
>>7095645
>>7095644
I don't live near any production studios like at all. NYC is the closest. I want to get involved, but I'm 3 hours away by train and car is a no-go and bus is expensive.
How come Lupe became so good after getting released from his record deal
>>7095653
Appreciated
>>7095639
what area of movie production are you interested in? i've always been interested in editing, did an internship last summer where i learnt a decent bit
>>7095648
yeah there are a billion bands from southern california that kinda sound the same
>>7095650
i'm so jealous of you because the bands i like are always playing in california :sob:
what band are you referring to?
>>7095666
>>7095669
Yeahhh very true but you can grow attached to some of those bands every once in a while
>>7095669
Kalmah
some Monstercat artists
Some other obscure bands that nobody really knows
lmfao
they don't even do shows
Tfw ur like 10 years older than everyone in mtfg and you've lost touch with ur people and tfw no boyfriend to share my love with
someone please for the love of god tell me why edie/dollface isnt around anymore
>>7095678
aren't you like 22
>>7095680
She was here yesterday fucking calm down
>>7095682
>22
>10 years older than everyone in mtfg
sounds about right
>>7095684
sad but true Tbh
>>7095678
How old are you???
>>7095665
Because people aren't meant to be slaves
>>7095678
beepy when can i kill your dad?
>>7095691
I know but its like
Holy shit he had so much fucking potential that was pent up
And after he got released its so FUCKING GOOD
>>7095694
music made from passion > music made from obligation.
>>7095669
That's the last thing I'm interested in. Tried it for 15 minutes hated it. I used to love it. Now, I want to write. I am a writer. It's just SO FUCKING HARD to find a full studio to back something. Time and again, I get told the same thing. "look I don't often say this, but this is (insert compliment). I think you have great potential. It's unfortunate, but this isn't what we produce. You could try (someone else who doesn't care)."
I am a director. I started in 6th grade in the 90s. I've done 8th grade skater videos, car chases, explosions.
Ive lost my knack and will to live with it. It's been a long time, but I love filming.
I want to make a vampire fiction in the middle of where. Very transgender oriented and a story about my ex girlfriend (in vampire form) taking advantage and turning me into her minion against my knowledge or perhaps childish desperation. And the the vampires all attack at the ending and half the town dies and the character who has now spent a full year living in nowhere running away from a crazy girlfriend (vulnerable) and being a tranny.
It's probably too cliche. I write lesbian erotica in my spare time. I've never read or had interest in twilight. My vampire ADDICTION is rooted with oceans, rainbows, jungles, cyberpunk anything, and rhymes. Those are the most important parts of my soul and it seems I've lost them all.
I'm sick of being emo. I want to film a vampire drama lgbt horror but not marked lgbt if that makes sense. Not glee. Not made for lgbt.
I'll chat you tomorrow about this. I just realized how fucking seriously dedicated to BLOWING THE REST OF MY LIFE forming a production studio to make my movies.
I'm such a good writer, people are going to suck me off to get on the team. Problem is I'm on the ground floor with no power or money only talent and years of training.
Fuck Maeve. I wanna movie!!! More than anything.
what's happening here?
>>7095702
youre a fucking mess
>>7095702
hella ambitious
good luck with the movie-ing
i'm guessing this is sarah?
why are cis girls so awful?
>>7095718
privilege
>>7095711
No one else rambles like me. I dump trip for /vp/it's annoying that it doesn't auto back on. Worse. Is when I forget to. Take it off.
I have money. Most don't have that. I have a car. I have most everything but a talented crew. I can find actors ez.
I wanna make the matrix only better. Those hons are gonna be jealous :)
>Tfw you're tired but you peed the bed so you can't sleep
I deserve this suffering
>>7095729
>something something diaps hehe
wtf
>>7095727
>I deserve this suffering
You do, for not wearing a diaper.
>tfw no cute femboy bf to chill and be girly with
>>7095729
d i a p s
Morning... It's almost 9 AM and I'm so tired.
Bleh but I go shopping with my mom today so that will be fun.
Drakeposter. Are you actually here looking for sex? I can't promise anything, but I feel desperate like throwing you a bone. You pitch or catch?
>>7095736
you forgot pants
>>7095731
this has to stop
>>7095738
Hes definitely catch.
me on the left
right: ???
I'm back home
Very sleepy
After an amazing day
>>7095734
>tfw no diaps
>>7095745
He's cute, but that's not you.
>>7095740
I just waked up
>>7095746
me and snicks missed you nep nep
>>7095745
I like the terrified blonde lady
How old is Drakeposter and why does only post frogs
>>7095758
>>7095751
okay just remember put some pants on before you go out
>>7095758
What do you think Drakeposter eats when he sits by himself at the corner table at lunch everyday?
>>7095761
Today is a skirt day anon...
>>7095763
Oats
>>7095764
okay sorry a skirt is also acceptable I bet you will look super cute in it
>>7095764
>tfw you own no skirts
What brand of cigarettes does Drake poster smoke so I can be bully cool too. Also bonus for his sunglasses brand
>tfw your atheist parents are totally cool with the lesbian tranny thing but not at all cool with the converting to Christianity thing, even though you're quiet about your faith, focus on the teachings of Jesus instead of Biblical text and church doctrine, and don't believe in any of that Pauline fire and brimstone nonsense
>>7095775
GPC for the cigarettes and flea market specials for the glasses.
i'm fucking trasheddddddddd rn lmaoooooooooo
i dont think ive been this drunk in at laest like 3 months idek
THE GUY WAS TOTALLY LIKE AN INCH TALLER THAN ME BTW LIKE AT MOST
but he was realllllllllllly cute and smart and funny so i kiind of just looked past it
bht also he was a reealllyy good kisser and i made out with him for like 20 mins at my door cause like he walked me to my door and ya
i was strong and i didn't let him com upstairs and i didnt act like a hoe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but now i miss kissing him. he was so adorable ugh. what anight desu
>tfw no pizza
>>7095801
your parents sound awesome
just heard 20 gun shots less than a block away, called the cops like an hour ago and they're still not here.
thanks, oakland.
>>7095820
police primary purpose is to protect the government and corporations secondary do the absolute minimum to keep citizens from revolt
>>7095809
You and Sarah are both wrecked tonight. Who else?
Also look what I learned
>spiders blood is different from the men's blood. In humans the oxygen is bound to hemoglobin, a molecule that contains iron and beeing red gives that colour to the blood. In spiders, and in many other arthropods (as crustaceans) and also in most mollusks the oxigen is bound to a different molecule called hemocyanin that contains copper instead of iron. The hemocyanins are proteins colourless in the reduced or deoxygenated state but the oxydized copper beeing blue/green, gives that colour to the oxygenated blood. Therefore...spiders have "blue" blood...
(Dr. Mabel Rodrigues)
>>7095819
They are pretty cool aside from the part where they want to remodel American culture, politics, and economics into something more like what Sweden has, with a little Australian-tier gun control on the side. I wish I were kidding.
>tfw u hate ur job
>>7095820
Buy a gun and keep it in your house. Alameda county is pretty much a no-issue locality as far as concealed carry goes, but it'd do you well to keep a pistol in your nightstand.
>>7095832
just blow the whole thing up and start again soc dem is better I guess but it's still just an improvement on a fundamentally negative system
>>7095829
wHAT DOSE HTIS MEAN
>>7095840
spider blood is blue coloured
>>7095801
>focus on the teachings of Jesus instead of Biblical text and church doctrine
Calling that being Christian is shaky ground given what Christianity tends to mean in the modern context. A lot of philosophy-oriented atheistic spiritual groups are all about altruistic morality. Humanism. Satanism. Others I can't recall.
How do you americans deal with not having surgery forever? Just waiting a few years is killing me. I can't even have erotic dreams because the penis is in the way.
>>7095839
Sweden isn't a very nice place to live, and they are shitty to transsexuals. Teachers aren't even allowed to discipline students (detention, loss of privileges, etc.) in most places. People literally sue over their kid's teacher making the kid sit on a bench at recess and do his work that he didn't do in class. It's insane.
>>7095843
>tfw Christianity isn't just a global club where people are united in their belief that Jesus was a pretty chill dude
>>7095847
To be fair, he was executed for attempting to incite an insurgency against an occupying force.
wtf I hate /mtfg/ now
>>7095838
okay, Melly.
>>7095846
okay that's cool I guess I don't think you read or understood what I was saying
>>7095841
w t f
>>7095849
Jesus original kebab
>>7095851
kat is my wife
>>7095764
I hope it's a modes skirt.
>>7095851
Kat, you're best girl
I wanna cuddle with you
I love you
You're so cute :3
<3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3
>>7095856
you wish nigga
>>7095856
>
I WILL END YOU BOO
>>7095832
I'm Swedish and my parents wouldn't care if I became religious. It's a pretty american thing in itself to strictly identify as "atheist".
>>7095846
>and they are shitty to transsexuals.
The sterilization thing is done and over with. The "gatekeeping" is chill and reasonable aside from the fact that there is a rule that you have to wait a year for hrt. Subsidized healthcare is a literal life saver. The only threat is that they're talking about removing gender identity disorder from the list of psychiatric diagnoses, but the biggest lgbt organization in the country is against it.
>>7095843
But I believe that Jesus died for my sins and that we all will go to Heaven so long as we don't do anything horrendously fucked up (i.e. molest children, kill dozens of truck stop prostitutes, organize genocides, etc.). Being a Christian is believing that Jesus died for your sins. Believing in universal reconciliation (to a point, with annihilationism for the souls of the truly heinous) and ignoring the BS written by different dudes doesn't make that belief any less Christian. You can believe Jesus died for your sins and still think it's okay to masturbate, eat shellfish, and wear polyester.
>>7095847
If you believe Jesus died for your sins, you're a Christian. It's the definition. If you think Jesus was just a cool dude but not necessarily divine, that's totally cool too.
>>7095851
>now
>>7095860
carol please
i thought we loved each other
what happened
>>7095867
KAT IS GONNA BE MY AND JUNI'S WIFE >:(
REEE
>>7095862
>It's a pretty american thing in itself to strictly identify as "atheist".
Well, it's generally only used as an identifier when asked or when hipsters swing it around. Otherwise you have it by literally a hundred other names, many of them being faux-churches. You may think of Satanism as being animal sacrifice and being evil, but the most common form of more baking brownies, protesting for civil liberties by trolling in fundamentalist areas by using the laws regarding religious freedom to erect statues of a friendly devil, and pushing for kids to be taught they have freedom of thought and don't need to adhere to beliefs that are forced on them.
>>7095766
For clarification: hs is the new hearthstone expansion and not high-school in this context.
Drakeposter hasn't achieved anything in life.
>>7095862
That's good about the gatekeeping. I haven't been there in many years, since my mom's shitty alcoholic parents told my dad he was not welcome on account of he "stole" their daughter and took her to America. Still, waiting a year for HRT is shit.
>>7095865
I'm not sure where I fall on that spectrum. I grew up Christian but I haven't exactly been devout or practising for years, for obvious reasons.
>>7095871
she's pretty and sounds amazing though
dont be so selfish
>>7095862
The king said I had to wait a year to grow proper and need to stay untreated and make my problem worse lol :0 it's not bad.
>>7095883
I'm not selfish
I belong to Kat
One day I will be with her >:(
Reee
shoo drake
shoo
>>7095851
I wuv u tho
Who here (aside Drake) over 25?
>>7095887
Juni a CUTE <3 <3 <3
>>7095523
me too, thanks
I want boobs. Where are they??
>>7095889
>tfw 25
>>7095886
so extremely selfish
>>7095894
Me, Juni and Kat are gonna be together >:(
>>7095865
Religion was created to control people. I don't get why especially Americans from the land of the free are so religious.
I don't know about the "I'm a Christian" thing tho, that's not popular in Germany.
But in my opinion all this religious stuff is unnecessary. You can be a good person without calling yourself a something something. It doesn't need a label. Labels only create conflict between different partys who want the same but use another name.
>>7095887
I Approve
>>7095878
A lot of people self-medicate while waiting. They don't even get mad about it.
Isn't it reasonable to see a psychiatrist and get diagnosed with depression before eating ssri's? Same should apply for GID. Just make the process faster and smoother and there is no problem.
>>7095884
Janice Raymond told you that your treatment shouldn't be covered by insurance. As a result many of you aren't getting any treatment at all or are ruining themselves financially in order to fund treatment. That's way more fucked in my eyes.
>>7095898
n-notice me senpaii >~<
I love you
>>7095865
I think you're on a good track with the whole hipster individual worship thing. The organized religion doesn't really want you.
The Catholic Church doesn't really want you, no matter what they say, whatever passes as Christianity in the US doesn't want you either (especially if part of the quiverfull movement) and the Orthodox Church... we don't want you either.
>>7095882
Well, regardless of where you find yourself, I hope you can live an okay life (or even be happy, although I know how hard that can be when you're trans). I grew up in a household where my parents openly mocked religious people and had The God Delusion displayed prominently on the coffee table. I was really resentful of religious people, and Christians especially, for a very long time because of this and because the parents of other kids at school told their children to stay away from me once they found out my parents didn't go to any of the churches in town. I am major nerd for history in general, and I got really interested in Christian history when I was reading about the kakure kirishitan in Edo Period Japan. Then I met a woman that I love very much, and found myself desperately wanting to be with her forever, even after death. It all kind of fell into place from there. I never really figured I would take this path in life, but life is weird. I hope you are doing okay, regardless of where you end up.
>>7095887
Why would you hide your beard?
>>7095892
they are trapped inside you waiting to get out
>>7095889
>tfw babby
>>7095902
>>7095896
It's not about being a good person, though. It's just comforting. But yeah, you're right about religious conflict being terrible. People should just leave each other alone and believe what they please.
>>7095909
:D
I love it when you give me attention >~<
<3 <3 <3
>>7095896
america was founded by christian extremists fleeing england
>>7095903
>we don't want you
>we
>being in a group that doesn't want you
>>7095905
Wasn't the aesthetic I'm goin for
>>7095904
Having atheism crammed down someone's throat like that is almost more appalling than forcing religion upon someone, given there isn't even some god commanding you to do it, it's on your own initiative.
Regardless, I'm glad you've found some form of faith and way of expressing it that seems to jive with you. I wish more devout people were accepting.
>>7095856
>>7095904
so basically you're just afraid to accept that death is inevitable and final?
Neptune has angel hands and firey eyes
>>7095921
Yeah, it sucks. My parents were a bit shitty in some other ways, but nobody is perfect. My mom told me when I was 9 years old that if I kept misbehaving, I'd eventually go to prison and be gang raped by the kids who were bullying me in school. My dad was always very rude to me and made fun of me for having no male friends in elementary school and told me to "suck it up and man up" when people were beating me up in middle school PE. I still love them because they are accepting and I know they love me, but they made mistakes.
>>7095923
I guess that's one way to look at it. I'm terribly afraid of a lot of things, but being alone scares me the most and it makes life easier.
tfw you match with someone on tinder and then realize you have no conversational skills
>>7095930
that's why I gave up and just don't bother with that stuff I know how it would turn out
>>7095932
That picture reminds of my childhood. My dad would always come in and ask that when I was playing games as a kid, and if my mom was in the room she'd tell him to fuck off and go cook dinner. I later learned that my mom was addicted to Tetris on the Atari when she was in college and that she almost left my dad because he'd come in and bug her during her relaxing Tetris time and then expected her to not bug him during his relaxing music listening time. Fun stuff.
>>7095904
>The God Delusion displayed prominently on the coffee table.
>>7095939
>I later learned that my mom was addicted to Tetris on the Atari
>>7095948
Not even kidding. My earliest memory is from when I was two years old, watching her playing Atari on the floor while my dad fed me canned peaches.
>>7095945
Honestly, I'd say that they read it religiously. Fuckers literally quoted scriptu... I mean, Richard, on the regular, too.
>>7095956
Mine is from about 1 maybe 2 looking up at the rocky mountains in Colorado at my aunts house. She moved to the east with my entire family the next year and I only made it back to Colorado at age 24.
I also remember my first step.
I have a lot of extremely early childhood memories. They cut out into static somewhere through 8th grade.
I am now an unaccomplished loser with bad memory.
>>7095967
I remember a couple things up until age 5, and then pretty much nothing until age 14, but there's a possibility that I might have been molested around that age and my therapist said that kind of memory loss is typical of abuse victims. Life is weird.
>>7095960
lmao
>>7095960
Sounds like the agnostic family from South Park but irl.
soon
I unironically listen to The Black Parade.
>>7095993
Oh you're gonna kill me? Thank you.
>>7095996
same desu
also teenagers.
>>7095993
Whats soon? :3
<3
>>7096001
I unironically like you.
>>7095922
good evening quid
>>7096008
>>7096007
i unironically like you too.
>>7096005
Looks like nonserialized AR parts.
>>7096019
^w^
>>7094986
good taste
>>7095055
Anarchists are kids who will graduate to either conservatives, or Marxist-Leninists, depending on their circumstances and their motivations for becoming anarchists. Alternatively they remain at that infantile stage for the rest of their lives and fade into irrelevancy/lifestylism.
Not trying to offend anyone, but this is just my experience with anarchists, and I have quite a lot of it.
>>7095482
CUTE
if you smiled you'd be cuter though, i think
>>7095559
it IS progress tho
>>7095702
can you just write something senpai so i can have something to read? pls
>>7095896
>Religion was created to control people. I don't get why especially Americans from the land of the free are so religious.
I don't think it's that complicated. Religion often just mirrors the ideas of the society it's present in, and more specifically the ideas of the powerful. I don't think religion is a bad thing necessarily, but in this case i agree that it doesn't help at all.
>>7095939
LMAO
>>7095230
looks really tasty desu
>>7096019
<3 Pooke :3
>>7096023
ikr??
SO YUMMI
>>7096010
I'm nobody....
>>7096023
oops forgot trip
>>7096030
>w<
>>7096026
do u feel blame??
are u mad?
Morning girls and shitposters ^~^
>>7096034
Good morning Basic, how are you feeling this morning pretty girl?
>>7096034
hi basic :D
Tfw mail with female name on it arrives :0
>>7096041
super good feeling!!!
How many years does it take to get good at things if you never try :(
>>7096041
This reminds me about the name change bullshit i have to go to court for ;_;
>>7096046
Besides getting good at avoidance, you mean?
>>7096034
Morning!
>>7096034
morning!
>>7096041
>tfw will never feel this
http://www.strawpoll.me/11480097
http://www.strawpoll.me/11480097
http://www.strawpoll.me/11480097
>>7096060
only had it once and it was horrible, I went limp as soon as i had to start thrusting
what is piv?
>>7096058
why D:
>>7096066
penis in vagina
im the only one that said good
XP
piv is best sex
anal is disgusting
why are you going inside a butthole?
>>7096048
GUILTY! Pay us money tranny. For you have uses our time.
>sometimes they waive fees. You should ask
Kayla I want to hug you. You're one of the only girls who gives me some hope at happiness. The rest are young and will turn out average and largely boring.
I want to be this girl in 5 years
https://mobile.twitter.com/zheaerose
That will make me 31 ;-;
You work hard and you're surviving, I'm sorry they mistreat you. You're not the most attractive girl, but you're kinda cute for a Russian. I imagine how unhappy you'd have been in the 1910s.
I hope you're well. If I kill myself, I will send you a new laptop or something. Please don't root against me :l I'm trying to live. But still you should know that despite distance you've changed me. :l kinda weird.
I've probably written to you crying like 4 times now over the months. For record, I don't want to meet or have sex and I'm also mtf. >
>>7096083
i agree
they should be in MY BUTT
>>7096060
>tfw I said good
But truthfully I cum in like 4 seconds and it's always terribly embarrassing and I get confused and overwhelmed. It feels amazing, I've had 4 girlfriends and hooked up a few times, but yeah truthfully I fucking hate it. It's terrifying. I should have put bad. I've avoided it since I was 21. And for long gaps in between
I avoid sex actually fuck I miss sex. I want sex. I need it :(
>GIVE ME A GIRL FRIEND
>>7096092
wtf cut it off NOW
>>7096089
I want a fucking girl to have sex with me and know I'm transgender and fuck me like a naughty girl.
I can't use dating apps. Too horrifying and embarrassing. I'm not passing.
>>7096094
i think putting my penis in a butt would be pretty gross
(same goes for anything involving my dick)
but i'm more than eager to have someone else put their dick in my butt :)
>>7096096
If you could surgically remove it and give me a vagina id do it tomorrow.
>>7096102
I'll put my dick in your butt.
Just kidding I actually won't that is gross :(
My sylveon plush arrived =)
>>7096108
>Tfw no pussy
>Tfw not getting fucked in Pussy RIGHT NOW
>>7096114
>Tfw not a fertile cis girl who is pregnant with the child of a handsome and responsible lover from my own culture
>>7096119
>Tfw not a fertile cis girl pregnant with a qt mixed race baby
>>7096075
Lonely and tired, also hungry but don't want to cook, Im so lazy when cooking for myself.
Tfw tranny dysphoria again
>>7096115
May I put my dick in your butt? Its big and can cum tons!
>>7096124
That's fine too. Race =/= culture..
nini thread
best wishes to you all~
>>7096130
go for it
>>7096128
iktf, i had that yesterday really badly. Now it's just replaced by feeling terrible about not starting to do my work
>>7096141
night :)
How to get a boyfriend?
Anyone have luck with tinder?
I don't have a facebook so I can't use it yet..
>>7096146
Be cute and sweet and talk to them and spend time with them and get them to love you by being you!
>>7096141
sleep tight hamsterchick
question to everyone
how did you end up picking your new name?
>>7096152
Cooking for other people is great, they tell me how good it is, and how Im great for being able to do such things. But cooking for me is like I hate me why do I care.
sex ???
>>7096150
- Mine is the same length as my old name. Three sylables but can be shortened to two, or one.
-It was in the top 10 or 20 in the year I was born.
-I had never met a girl with the name to ruin if for me
My parents would have named me Claire or Mary. At least Claire is a pretty name.
>>7096154
I love cooking. I'm not happy unless I'm feeding someone. In my head forcing people to eat food = showing my love
>>7096158
I suck
>>7096163
Thats pretty much how it is for me too, but no one eats my cooking, I am a sad lonely person.
>>7096168
depression makes it hard to just do it. and just yourself removes any motivation
I'm sure you could find a lovely girl to cook for though
>>7096172
Nah, I've got no hopes of that, but its good enough coming here and complimenting girls and making them feel better. I like helping.
>>7096163
imo both names are pretty. How did you find out about it? Did you read through a list or were you always aware of that name and it just fit you?
>>7096174
i considered doing the same at first but it just sounded weird and a bit too girly when you translate it to other languages (which is important for me because Im not sure where im going to end up living), so i ended up going with a very common name that I always liked that means "Peace" in greek and translates nicely to english.
You think I'll be able to pass in most situations once i get laser?
I want to wait till my chin gets fixed but that might be a long time..
Also I know my makeup skills suck and that I'm making a retarded face but it's not as bad as the rest lol
>>7096184
Eirene?
>>7096189
You are a very beautiful woman, Im sure you'll pass amazingly when the time comes.
>>7096189
Sometimes I think all it needs to pass I long hair which I don't have ;_;
>>7096189
yes i can translate it to something like Iris in english, which I think is a nice name
and yeah you'll pass for sure
I feel cold
>>7096189
You pass already imo.
>>7096195
It's easy to get long hair though, why don't you do that?
Should I drop out of my university course and get SRS instead?
Should I delay surgery or should i delay university? I want both at the same time but I can't.
>>7096184
About what i was fount to be called? I just asked my mother. She seemed upset by me asking too because either was clear I wanted opinions.
Well I had a few that I really liked. There was the one I picked, Sinead, and Meave. Which would be pretty common names here. That was after sitting down one night and filling about five pages of possible ones.
The one i picked I just tried it out and liked it. I just got lucky with the other criteria. I didn't look at lists until after.
>>7096189
Pass+cute
>>7096182
Why don't you have any hope of that?
>>7096205
ireland has some really cool names it seems
Sex ????
>>7096202
it takes time senpai
>>7096213
Yeah
I cleaned up the mess I made from baking and everything!!!
>>7096211
I <3 Juni
>>7096163
so you're telling me I stole your possible name
>>7096203
that's a very difficult question and that really depends how much of university you have left and how fast you expect to get a job after you're finished. Obviously it's much easier to pause Uni than to pause your job, but if you may be doing nothing for a few months after you're done with uni you might as well schedule it for then.
>>7096211
yeah the part where he dies is pretty sad, although expected :(
>>7096213
thank you!
>>7096214
good shit senpai
did you eat all the cookies yourself or did you share?
>>7096210
go to bed, you are tired
>>7096205
Such nice things are often hard to believe.
>>7096224
:3333
<3 <3 <3
>>7096225
>no
fine, enjoy being groggy come morning
>>7096086
I'm not Russian, I'm Austrian.
>you give me hope
That's good
>>7096233
will do.
>>7096226
That's not a reason, that's self depreciation.
Why don't you have hope for that?
>tfw when you take estrogen in front of your coworkers and they are oblivious
>>7096242
ya
pasta with parmesan sauce
and then
chocolate chocolate cookies
Tfw a relationship ends on a good note and life moves on.
Maybe I'll get a second chance in the future.
>>7096235
>Eithne
god tier name imo, if you're irish and aren't called this you basically fucked up :^)
today, after months of sadness due to dysphoria i suddenly feel meh about the whole tranny thing
wtf do i do now
>3 more hours of work
I think I'm going to practice makeup today when I get home
>>7096251
It will come back stronger. Best get on hrt.
>>7096244
None of it is worth getting into here.
>>7096249
moving on and begining a new chapter of your life is nice. Really liberating, you get to reinvent yourself to an extent.
>>7096245
oddly arousing desu
>>7096251
what do you mean you feel meh about the whole tranny thing
but yeah this happens, feelings come and go
>>7096254
just talk, it's probably more important than whatever else is happening ITT
Tfw starting new job on Monday
>>7096245
>tfw you masturbate to your coworkers and they're oblivious
>>7096217
>Obviously it's much easier to pause Uni than to pause your job,
I thought it was the other way around. You can just ask for a sick leave, same as when someone gets pregnant or injured. If any of that happens in a university course then you will fail the course.
I'm doing three courses that takes one semester each. I'm on my first semester. If I complete this semester and get surgery in spring then I have to wait a year before I continue.
If I do two semesters I might be able to get surgery during the summer break. But I don't know if it's possible to schedule like that.
>>7096257
>oddly arousing desu
Eww, why?
>>7096263
>I thought it was the other way around. You can just ask for a sick leave, same as when someone gets pregnant or injured
Depends on how understanding your employer is. If you live in a very tolerant western European country, you might get away with it, but chances are you'd end up losing your job.
When it comes to university, you can just defer a semester (usually).
>>7096270
>If you live in a very tolerant western European country, you might get away with it, but chances are you'd end up losing your job.
I'm pretty sure it's literally illegal to fire someone for having to get surgery in my country so I should be safe.
>>7096270
>When it comes to university, you can just defer a semester (usually).
It will be two semesters in my case. Since the second semester of my course only happens in spring.
>>7096265
It's true though
A customer just put his hand on my lower back/hip
I feel gross
>>7096257
i mean like for the last few months i was either HRT/SRS OR DEATH HELL YEAH and today i woke up feeling like i have no particular feeling towards transition or remaining the same. The thing having me so hyped was the fact that i'm relatively young and have no time to waste if i dont want to be a hon. Maybe other things keep my mind occupied today more so than transition
idk
>>7096263
My thinking was that you can always take a break from uni for half a semester and then take the courses you wanted to do in that time period next year
but i suppose that really depends on how your curriculum is structured, I'm doing a master so i can do pretty much whatever the fuck i want but i guess if i was still in my bachelor it would be harder.
fuck i don't know, the ideal way is indeed to talk to the surgeon doing your SRS and scheduling it for (early in) summer break if possible, but depending on waiting lists/surgeon wanting to go on holiday it might not work out.
I'm just thinking that, if you actually want to wait till you get a job you're going to have to be working there for some time, depending on where you live it might be weird to join a company and immediately ask for a one month sick leave
>>7096265
*bullies anon*
just talk, that's literally one of the things this board is for
>>7096268
probably mild AGP desu
>>7096279
creepy wtf
>>7096282
well yeah the first month of when I'd assigned this label to myself i could barely sleep because i was thinking about it literally around the clock, now I've kinda internalized it a bit but still think about it a lot. Obviously there are time when i forget about it because i need to do uni stuff or whatever but yeah,..
Sounds pretty normal to me desu
>>7096291
>but depending on waiting lists/surgeon wanting to go on holiday it might not work out.
I was supposed to have had surgery this summer but the waiting list was longer than expected and then the holidays started. So I'm not sure if it will work.
>if you actually want to wait till you get a job
No. I'll get surgery before I get a job if it comes to that. I'm likely to be unemployed for many years while looking for a job.
>>7096296
How are you feeling this morning basic?
>>7096305
> I'm likely to be unemployed for many years while looking for a job.
oh. I guess that's a good thing and a bad thing, if you're really anxious of doing your studies properly and feel like you can keep going w.o SRS for a year or two then just do it after.
Then again, if you do it now, you can be in college and have a vagina, that sounds pretty neat desu
>>7096311
>you can be I'm collage and have a vagina
Start uni in February and I am going from being a dude on a course of 99% dudes to a girl on a course of 99% girls. Feels pretty good.
>>7096311
>college
College doesn't exist in my country. I go to a university.
>and have a vagina
No one is going to see the inside of my pants anyway because I'm foreveralone. But it would make me feel better about myself.
cute sex
>>7096313
>not being the only girl in a course of 99% dudes and getting free pick on the best dicc
baka desu
>>7096318
>College doesn't exist in my country. I go to a university.
fuck same, i'm just so used to this board being so full of americans that i've started to say college and use inches and pounds sometimes
>But it would make me feel better about myself.
then it's worth it for sure, do it now
>>7096306
I'm ok! Tired, I didn't sleep much. I ended up not going to the party and ended up staying home doing nothing x.x
How's your long weekend going??
>>7096323
>then it's worth it for sure, do it now
But then I would most likely have to be a NEET for a year. I already have five NEET years behind me and they suck.
i just found the DANKEST meme
>>7096326
oh. thanks :3
>>7096330
you'll have to do that anyway though? And why for a year? After a month or two you probably will be able to go to classes.
>>7096323
Well the first time I was all repressive and shit and this time I am studying nursing. Literally one guy made it to interview.
>>7096325
Yea I figured you didn't given how active you were last night. So far my long weekend has been sleeping in till 11:50 and working out if I have time to do everything I need to do before my eyebrow appointment lol.
>>7096323
>not being the only girl in a course of 99% dudes and getting free pick on the best dicc
You may overestimate how good that is. The odds are good, but the goods are odd.
>>7096273
>having to
I guess those are the key words here.
Many places wouldn't consider it a necessary surgery.
>>7096330
I am only 5 months post and I am at work already. You can do classes at like 2 or 3 months no problem.
>>7096341
Depends where you live. In the UK gender reassignment is protected along with race and religion and stuff. I got the time off work no problem. I'm sure there's something similar in a lot of other countries.
>>7096325
> I ended up not going to the party and ended up staying home doing nothing x.x
i do that too often :/
>>7096338
i guess you're right, I was in a computer science class once and it was literally only dudes, and very few cute ones
>>7096341
i think the point is that many people would consider it rude and that may be grounds for firing.
Like if you apply for a job and then you immediately have to take a sick leave and didn't say anything during the job interview, many employers will just think you were lying and probably could fire you after that.Or if they don't fire you, they definitely won't be happy about it after you come back and will mess you up in other ways. It's unfortunate, but getting fired isn't the only way your boss can ruin your day.
>>7096333
>you'll have to do that anyway though? And why for a year? After a month or two you probably will be able to go to classes.
I already explained this. If I miss two months of a semester then I will fail that semester. And the semester only starts at the beginning of the year, I can't take a course whenever I want.
It would have been possible for me to take a leave when I was in pre-uni education because then you have ten different courses that takes an entire year to complete. But now I'm in a single big course that takes just one semester to complete. If I'm gone for six weeks now then I've missed more than 25% of the course material and will fail.
>>7096341
>Many places wouldn't consider it a necessary surgery.
It is considered necessary surgery here and is covered by universal healthcare. If you don't get treatment you're a mental illness and suicide risk so it makes sense.
>>7096342
Oh no my secret identity is out, everyone knows, anonymity has failed me.
>>7096348
ah, do you happen to be studying medicine in the Netherlands? My sister's schedule is exactly like that.
anyway, isn't a semester like half a year? Or is it structured in a way that you need to have completed the first semester to be able to follow the second semester?
>>7096346
>Like if you apply for a job and then you immediately have to take a sick leave and didn't say anything during the job interview, many employers will just think you were lying and probably could fire you after that
Yeah, that's also an issue too, especially if you're a new hire and double especially if you don't disclose that sort of thing during the hiring process. Obviously a lot different if you've been working there for like 10 years or something though.
I've never had SRS, but I deferred a semester at university, which was easy enough, and I just picked up where I left off half a year later without many problems.
>>7096346
Yeah, I did physics, not exactly a lot of cute guys there.
>>7096342
In an hour. Guess I will just dilate later today and just do it the once. I'm near enough at the "once a day" point anyway.
>>7096348
Can you talk to anyone about these issues? I mean it seems a little odd that there's no contingency what so ever for people having surgery. Maybe you could get a portion of your study work to do at home during recovery?
I want to punch a fucking hole in my wall
>>7096359
that's because you're grouchy from not sleeping
>>7096363
no its because i am pissed the fuck off and want to smash everything in existence
but
im gonna calm
calm
calm
>>7096354
I have to complete course 1 to get into course 2 etc.
I study comparative literature and it's divided in three courses:
Comparative Literature 1, which only starts in August
Comparative Literature 2, which only starts in January
Comparative Literature 3, which only starts in August
If I complete course 1 now and skip course 2 for my surgery, I have to wait until January 2018 to continue my education, since course 2 only starts in January.
Each course is divided in four smaller courses that takes five weeks to complete.
I have to be off-duty for six weeks after surgery, which means I miss an entire course and then some. I have to get passing grades on all four to get a passing grade for that semester and be eligible for the next.
>>7096368
What's got you so angry?
How can Isla rage if she cant get out of bed?
>>7096368
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9eh0rAUwZSQ
>>7096356
in my experience, having followed classes with various people from physics, cs and mathematics it's pretty much like this
1. Computer Science: 0 girls, only dudes, a lot of greasy people that play hearthstone in class and obviously play a lot of vidya. Some people are just weirdos who clearly know everything about programming before finishing high school and are just there to get the paper
2. Physics 80 boys/20 girls. Girls are usually fun to be around. Guys are both fun normies, chads, or lonely nerds (not the greasy type)
3. Mathematics: everyone is either extremely boring/serious and smart and goes into analysis, disgusting normie who goes into statistics/probability theory or elder god tier who's going to have a billion publications and 5 phds by the time they are 30 and goes into algebra/topology
>>7096368
why are u angry?
>>7096375
ahhh
how possible is it to study alone and at least try to not fail while you are healing?
>>7096372
Not really, I just like to pretend it is.
>>7096389
babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
did you forget to take your meds?
okay so i came clean and told my GP dad what's what. he answered honestly and fully that he simply isn't authorized to prescribe such things. he then asked some followup questions about how much i want or what i want the hrt to do to me, so that's nice. he was being supportive but rational and that was a-okay.
welp.
5 more months to prepare myself for a talk with the sexologist.. i'll be looking into laser in the next vacancy, which is in 2 weeks, so I'm still trying to take steps...
>>7096394
yeah i took them
feel anxious rn
>>7096385
> tfw you see people playing hearthstone in class who are super bad at it.
I just want to scream WHY DID YOU DO THAT all the time, it's gross.
Also it's always smart to chose a subject with a twist. Instead of studying computer science I study computer media science. We have 30% girls and nearly no grumpy nerds. It's super nice.
>>7096397
I somehow forgot to take mine even though I set an alarm
>>7096385
>tfw did English at university and every class was at least 80% girls
It's a degree for middle-class white girls who aren't really sure what they're doing in life, but don't want to be seen as unintelligent for not having a degree.
>>7096385
>how possible is it to study alone and at least try to not fail while you are healing?
I supposed that would be possible. I spend a majority of my time reading at home and very little attending lectures. But there are still situations where I have to go there physically for tests and stuff.
>>7096400
Thanks so much ;u;
I won't give up!!
>>7096402
oh
that sucks :(
>>7096409
well it doesn't really suck that much cause I'm on a new medication now where it doesn't matter if I take it a bit early or late
it doubly doesn't matter cause I'm not at a therapeutic dose yet so it's doing nothing
>>7096408
I know you won't! Because you can do it!
I believe in you Sish <3
>>7096414
oh well
then it kinda sucks a little bit but not really
>>7096396
he isn't? that's unfortunate.
Have you considered self-medding and asking him if he can prescribe blood tests for you?
Also you should really look into if laser is insured, in the netherlands if you are being guided by the gender team in VUmc they pay for literally everything (laser on face, voice training etc). I know the team at Gent is regarded really highly internationally.
>>7096399
>Also it's always smart to chose a subject with a twist
very true, i kinda fucked up because i just went pure mathematics but at the begining it was almost 50/50. Ended up being like 70/30 by the end though and now it's even worse, because all the girls went for probability/statistics courses which i find really boring. My courses basically consist of me and 5 other guys right now.
>>7096403
idk, I don't like bashing studies like that. It's not great for getting a job but i don't agree that studying english means you do got a useless degree. STEM is fetishized too much imo, purely because you can get a good job with it.
>>7096407
it is DEFINITELY possible, 100%, to come to some sort of arrangement regarding the tests if you explain the situation.
>>7096414
flannel
>she called me selfish b/c I'm always crying when she gets home
>I go off on her about no sex
>not letting me touch her genitals, breasts, grope her, nor does she make out with me... And how no hrt sex drive is a bullshit excuse for 4 months of pushing me away
>says she knows exactly what I'm talking about and is sorry, will try to be better.
>tell her i think she's not attracted to me anymore b/c Im not ripped and hairy
>she pauses for a second..."No Babe, I AM attracted to you!"
>like a cuddly roommate, right?
>she starts crying
>i took my melatonin 3 hours beforehand, go to sleep crying & wake up an hour later to pee with a tear trapped in my eye, runs down my cheek when I sit up.
WELP.
>>7096422
okay I'll go sorry
>>7096418
>it is DEFINITELY possible, 100%, to come to some sort of arrangement regarding the tests if you explain the situation.
Do you know how much surgery is going to knock me out? I guess I can't read when I'm still on the hospital bed and such. Just because surgery is physical it doesn't mean I'll be there mentally. But how long until I can start reading again? A few days? Weeks?
>>7096426
Aren't I going to be on pain meds that prevent me from thinking straight?
>>7096426
keep in mind i haven't had srs myself so i can only go off of what i've heard, but i think you should be fine to read after like 2 or 3 weeks
>>7096427
yes, you'll be on morphine for some time, i don't think it's going to be that long though
>>7096418
>idk, I don't like bashing studies like that. It's not great for getting a job but i don't agree that studying english means you do got a useless degree. STEM is fetishized too much imo, purely because you can get a good job with it.
Nah, it's fine to bash it.
I'm not saying it's useless, just that the stereotypes are generally true, i.e. it's for girls who aren't good at mathematics, but don't want to be seen as dumb.
Unless you get an MA or a PGCE or something along those lines, most humanities are meme degrees.
>>7096428
>2 or 3 weeks
Ah, that might make me fail a course.
>>7096428
>you'll be on morphine for some time
starting to want srs just a bit
>>7096425
nooooooooo sry don't go
>>7096429
idk, being in mathematics myself, imo it's definitely true that some people are just better at it than others inherently. If your calling isn't mathematics then there's nothing wrong with not pursuing something related to that. For example i always liked languages a lot, if i wasn't into math and for some reason wasn't into CS, i most likely would have pursued a meme degree where i learn some difficult foreign language like chinese or whatever.
>>7096436
really? Is there that much of a continuity in the material or is the grading just really harsh if you miss a weekly assignment (if you have those).
Again, talk to the people at uni, it's highly likely they can figure something out.
>>7096438
i chuckled a bit i have to admit
>>7096442
semesters are a bit longer, depending on where you live. Here a semester runs from September to January.
>>7096423
were you with this girl before you transitioned?
Is nipples showing through shirts slutty
>>7096442
I must be using the word semester wrong then.
When I mean semester I mean half a school year, which is five months long with NO breaks since it's at university level. Breaks are mostly for children's schools.
>Schedule it just a tad farther out?
I can't chose when to start a course. See>>7096375 for my situation.
Good moring everyone
>>7096450
>children's schools.
In Europe maybe.
We have summer & winter breaks but can opt to take courses during those times to grad. sooner.
>>7096451
Hello qtypie
>>7096451
>morning
>it's actually gone 2pm in Sweden
why do you have to lie to me
>>7096448
>really? Is there that much of a continuity in the material or is the grading just really harsh if you miss a weekly assignment (if you have those).
No weekly assignments. I'm only obligated to do the occasional test. But I will obviously not pass a test if I missed 60% of the material. Remember: I'm here to learn things and I am being tested on my knowledge. Any gap in my reading, no matter how well-arranged, is going to make me learn less and be less likely to pass tests. Is this not a universal truth?
>>7096461
true, but passing a test with a 6 and passing a test with a 9 still leads to you passing the test. Of course i don't know how feasible it is to pass the test at all in your case but i guess for me at least it was feasible to pass a test by studying the last week only if i really wanted to pass it, so i assumed missing 2 or 3 weeks wasn't a massive problem if the course lasted the whole semester. It's not ideal but if it means you can get SRS sooner it's something to consider imo.
I'm having a really bad week and have an important appointment tomorrow I don't want to go to, what do I do