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• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• pleb is completely wrong about how she looks
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
cheto
last one >>7073599
You will never escape... Him...
i look worse without glasses ;w;
second for i love kat, sirona and juniper
>>7074972
lauren a cute <3
>>7074972
Mokou is best Touhou!
She is a cute!
*cums inside of lauren*
>>7074979
wtf
this is me writhing around in unbearable pain
>>7074979
not cool dude
>>7074982
Seems like a comfy type of unbearable pain. Only three days before I can see her again!
So exciteddd
*fills lauren's butt up with baby batter*
I don't want to be alone.
Most people in this thread seem to be struggling with homelessness, family rejection, poverty... and I'm just lonely.
tell me about electrosis, I found a place close by and everyone there has been doing it for decades and fully certified so they should be good
Should I just start this week? my body can't tolerate shaving ;_;
>>7074992
Hm, you can either be passive(hope that someone comes to you, this is increasingly unlikely depending on factors such as whether you go outside or not/bother to connect with people) or you can actively search for friends and love.
>>7074988
i wanna be a girl but i'm a boy
it's lame
>>7074968
literally anyone can
its super easy now
but thats just a suggestion
you should probably get an anti depressant instead maeve
seratonin is really big for a person's health
Why doesn't love fade /mtfg/
I had a haircut and did my eyebrows /cd/
I asked the girl at the eyebrow place if they do makeup and she did it PRO BONO
have not worn makeup in ages
neat right
>>7075002
my love of life faded
>>7075004
hi grinchposter
>>7074999
But you're already a girl! And you have a soulmate coming your way to give you headpats
tfw will never be a pregnant housewife and mom with a strong white husbando and a buncha kids running around
>>7074991
Tag me in
>>7075005
cis troll reeeeeeee
>>7075010
>>7075010
You can but you dummies are too stuck up about banking sperm
>>7075019
It wouldn't work.
It hurts too much, and for sanity's sake I cannot do it.
>>7075020
Before, you were the strong hairy muscular man.
Now you're the girl falling in love with the strong hairy muscular man.... Or another girl... or a femboi... or anyone you like, really.
>Mfw can't bulk up to bearmode because I'm Asian and just have to settle for ottermode
A-abs are more important than big muscles and strength, r-right?
>>7075018
no I wanna make love to a husband and start a senpai of me own senpai
>>7075016
are you new faggot?
I am playing wow again.
seems like they ruined blood dks
>>7075021
you are not the maeve I know
>>7075023
Yeah, you can't really ever stop loving. But you can love others regardless of past loves; I hope you find happiness in someone else that'll love and never hurt you. You're a real catch, and whoever who gets into a relationship with you will be happy to have you.
>>7075024
>Before, you were the strong hairy muscular man.
>Now you're the girl falling in love with the strong hairy muscular man....
This is my fetish
make it happen anon so I can do the sadpanda dance in my pants
>>7075021
oh i forgot lol
uhmm in some states yes you can
not sure which tho
;_;
how long have you been on them for?
maybe you just need to keep taking them
>>7075029
When will dummies learn not to fry their hair until it looks like straw
>>7075024
Stronk is stronk.
>>7075032
Mfw lost 15 lbs ever since I got into a relationship. I haven't been consistent with sleep, exercise, or diet at all. I most likely can't even squat 3 plate anymore(maybe as a 1 RM, but not in a set). Also
>can't grow hair
Well, my gf probably doesn't like big muscular hairy guys anyhow...
>>7075031
I do...
I don't want to be hurt again, but I'm a lil loopy in the head >_<
I hope I find someone .///.
post em
>tfw you're watching the new Netflix capeshit show
>tfw you're starting to think Luke Cage is kinda hot
This shouldn't be happening. I'm a transbian! I don't even like men, especially not black men.
>>7074977
You don't look worse without glasses, you are just used to see you with glasses
>>7075049
A big portion of life is about being hurt, anyhow. It's all trial and error until you find the one who's truly right for you. Just make a conscious effort and grasp a bright future with your own hands.
Yeah, I do have to admit that you're pretty loopy and have quite a bit of baggage. But eh, love conquers all, right? You'll find someone someday.
>>7075057
Luke Cage is boring
He's more fun as a blaxploitation character desu
tfw felt kinda confident with how i looked today but then i took pictures and realized im still a fuck
If I watch enough anime will I transition to a 2D girl
3D is PD
>>7075057
>especially not black men
kys yourself tier post desu
>>7075060
I have had tons of hurt unfortunately.
Also, does love really conquer all?
I've pushed away many people because of my mental issues, as in they stopped liking me
I can only have faith in good things.
>>7075065
You do have the looks to be confident.
Just try to have focus on making your eyebrows stand out more, and also brushing your hair, it looks a bit forced in that image.
>>7075050
They want to kill us.
>>7075036
i guess if i wanted weed i could get it
>>7075072
Well, I wish that it were true.
It's sad but, people are never obligated to like you. Everybody has a use for another-- from friends to family. Why do people become friends with one another in the first place? Because they enjoy something the other person gives: company, money, appeasement, ect.
Are your mental issues really that bad? You seem really self aware.
>>7075050
>>7075077
well personally i think you should look into it maeve
itd just make you feel happier/better (probably) and youll probably care less of your self image
which i think is what you need
>>7075085
I have been used a bit before.
My mental issues can be bad.
I am obsessive and desperate for affection, likely due to the fact of the low amounts of it I was given throughout my life. But yeah, I don't really have much to offer. I have fibromyalgia, and arthritis.
Like, I have TONS of baggage.
Plus I am a tranny, that is terrified of relationships with men.
What options do I have?
Someone who has a fetish for certain levels of disability, mental issues. and a tranny
>>7075068
I'm terrified of BBC
>>7075050
I hate living desu
>>7075108
you're not mentally ill enough to be here
>>7075097
I dunno. Maybe you'll find someone who has a fetish/desire to "protect".
How have you been used?
I think I'm the same way as you; extremely obsessive, desperate for affection, and I slowly go insane in relationships if I don't occupy myself with work, school, or hobbies. I jump to conclusions and sabotage my own relationships. Damn, will the fibromyalgia and arthritis effect your life in many ways? Ie. can't move, can't drive, can't walk, how bad is it?
If you're terrified of men, you should get with a woman or another mtf girl you can relate to, I guess.
I don't know. You shouldn't define yourself by what society views at faults. Maybe you're beautiful, maybe you have a great personality, maybe you're really fun to be around, maybe you have interesting hobbies/interests, ect.
I'm sure plenty of people will value what you have to give more than your baggage.
>>7075111
I'm still a goddamn man with a tranny delusion who is severely depressed, I think I'm mentally ill enough to be in this shithole.
>>7075110
ending it all is always an option
>>7075112
>I dunno. Maybe you'll find someone who has a fetish/desire to "protect".
Yeah, I feel like that is my only hope at a relationship. Either that or someone who I have a ton in common with despite
>How have you been used?
Sex, access to a drug dealer.
>how bad is it?
I can walk, but I can't drive. I get too dizzy, and im terrified behind the wheel, and I get nauseated LUL
I was in a wheelchair for a bit, but I am medicated for pain currently.
>If you're terrified of men, you should get with a woman or another mtf girl you can relate to, I guess
See the issue with that, is its, well odd.
The types of people I am looking for are rare and far between. The ones that I have good relations to, and the opportunities to actually meet them are even rarer.
Honestly, I really hope someone values me enough to overlook my faults and baggage.
Maybe someday >_<
>>7075118
alcohol and hard drugs is a good substitute.
>>7075118
People who love shitty nigger musicians with their shitty nigger music should end themselves.
Euro hours have officialy begun
Post goal body
>Front girl
>>7075108
>>7075126
Shitty people who give shitty advice should listen to their own advice.
>>7075127
euros and fucked american neets
goal body would probably be anything remotely cis female
being a thicc girl would also be nice ngl
>>7075127
middle girl mikasa
itd be great to be buff but also be qt
>>7075140
what
should i get a beer from my refrigerator
>>7075154
get opiods first then wait till you get dysporia and mix both.
>>7075164
i think i have codeine
i want a gf who looks like this
>>7075165
if you feel like a hon right now, drink away.
>>7075168
i want those legs
>>7075170
wait is this the tranny cure
>>7075172
i want my head between them
>>7075010
who else having them southern USA feels?
>>7075181
what are those feels anon?
>>7075122
I think looking for someone who has a ton in common is better than someone who desires to protect you. Or maybe you'll just find someone with both traits.
Damn. That's harsh. Drugs and sex.
I see, at least you'll be fine if someone can drive you around, you can still walk around and hang out at places and such.
Yeah, I can imagine. Since you said "opp. to meet them", I'm assuming these are all online relationships. Hoping that they just happen to be nearby or are willing to fly over is really a shot in the dark.
Yeah, someday. Chin up
>>7075176
it make you to fucked up to remember you are a tranny but you'll feel physically like shit the next day and you might get addicted to the elixir.
>>7074977
Oh shit
Rare pics of Carol
also pic is now true
>>7075183
Well there is someone but, I highly doubt they would be into me.
but yeahhh
i was used for that stuff...
took me a while to realize a 25 year old isn't going to be with a 15 year old because he loves her.
that was at least 3 years ago though...
thankfully in the past.
I do need someone to drive me around though.
And yeah... I do not have the opportunity to meet people my age irl :sob:
There is someone I love dearly, and I know they love me back but they live in England and I won't be able to see them unless I go there for like 2-3 years l-lol
None of the people will stay with me for long for a good long time.
>>7075190
Knowing she's tiny as fuck makes me ree fucking hard
Sigh.
>>7075190
that opioid warm blanket that encompasses you with orgasms of both mental and physical euphoria while you get drunk. It also makes me write paragraphs every post that nobody cares to read.
>>7075168
I'd like a body like this one.
>>7075191
Hm, I think a 25 year old would stay with a 15 year old provided he loves her enough. At 25; you most likely have a stable job, your own place, and quite a bit of surplus money provided you're single without kids. The only issue is that he'd most certainly have to wait until you're 18 because taking you away from your guardian would be kidnapping... My mom and dad have a ridiculous age-gap, and they have held quite strong over the years.
I think finding a friend to drive you around shouldn't be tough; it's not that big of a favor to have a friend take you around to places. Maybe just chip in a bit for gas and that'll be that?
You should probably join some sort of comfy club or go to school to meet people your age again if possible.
2-3 years.... is an awfully long time: things change and plans can go awry. But if you really believe in them, maybe you should save up to move over to England in a couple years. You should only do that if you're absolutely sure they're willing to take care of you, though.
>>7074682 #
I have pictures, but I don't know if I should up them. I basically just picked certain bunches of hair and cut them at a neck / shoulders length. Also my side bang a little bit shorter so it curls up higher and frames my face a little.
Here's something motivational for those worried they would never be able to pass.
Girls come in all sizes.
>>7075196
Why are you sighing, fellow Touhou buddy? Cute Kokoro fumo you got theree
>>7075219
what about hexagons
>>7075225
>>7075219
Hugg anon
>>7075228
>tfw I'm the Crushinator as a human
>>7075215
He didn't have a stable job.
He was essentially a NEET.
This was really unfortunate.
Though, the relationship was highly illegal.
I should find a friend, but finding a friend is an issue.
>Go to school
Unable to do this.
Don't wish to get into it.
>Club
Can't either cuz of huge age gap.
Also, it is difficult to save.
I am going to try my hardest.
She is borderline perfect.
Is avoiding relationships because she doesn't want to commit to anyone but me too.
I am lucky in that manner.
Distance-wise. not so lucky
>>7075191
Isla <3 <3
>>7075239
I responded to your first post and I don't even get a greeting? Wow r00d
>>7075239
let's get married carol
Do you guys say on your tinder profiles that youre trans, or do you wait to talk to the people first
Every time I go out I get Dysphoria, which makes me depressed, which makes me suicidal.
Jeez Mom, I wonder why I don't want to wait a year before starting HRT Legally.
>>7075237
Oh... I think it's okay for the girl/sub in the relationship to be a NEET, but never the top/man.
Club as in uh, various social activity clubs, not nightclubs.
Yeah, she seems great if she's willing to not commit or meet anyone for you. If she can take care of you and all you need to do is fly over, it won't be that bad at all... considering it's like $400ish for a one-way trip from the U.S to England? I think what's going to be more of a pain is becoming a citizen, possibly getting a job, and adapting to life over there. But if she's willing to do everything and let you be a cute housewife... then I think everything will be okay as long as you're an adult by then.
>>7075239
Hi Carol <3
>>7075259
You should say that you're trans first, same for OkCupid.
For tinder, it's especially important because it's an app precisely for hookups and sex; you don't want to leave out an important detail like the fact you have a penis, albeit feminine.
For OkCupid, it might not be as important since you're trying to find a relationship... but you might as well put it out there. You'll probably attract chasers, but at least you'll shoo away the people who are genuinely unnerved by transsexuals.
>>7075262
Hows Isla? <3
>>7075268
>tfw Carol doesn't even say hi
>>7075251
>>7075270
tfw ignored twice
I-it's ok, better luck in the next life
>>7075267
wait i thought it was the other way around, fuck, thanks, im out of the loop i guess
goodnight thread
sorry for sadposting
i want y'all to be happy girls
>>7075270
a maeve hi isn't worth as much but
hi emily
bye emily
I'm bored with life
what do
>>7075005
Nice snakebites.
>>7075006
You too?
>>7075283
rape sum1
>>7075288
rape is bad anon!
>>7075283
suicide or plunder ravioli
>>7075291
2 wrongs make a right
try double rape
>>7075296
hehe no
just going to bed
i can chill with you in my dreams tho
>>7075281
Im happy because friends are happy ^^
Its good to see you happy : )
>>7075298
oh okay
>>7075296
do people even know what you look like
people would give you a lot more attention if you were cute and just doing the stupid 'im ugly :(' thing
but people dont know if youre actually gross or not (i think?)
Why is Carol ignoring me?
>>7075302
Isla, Smiles, Carol, Snicker, Puru, Kate, Nim and some others know what I look like
I think they are all hug boxers.
>>7075306
ree ive seen you irl im not a hugboxer
>>7075306
show me next
i will not hugbox and be honest senpai
>>7075310
ree
what a terrible excuse
a-anybody always have sex constantly on the mind?
m-maybe it's just because it's been 5 months for me
>>7075305
Oh that's a stupid reason *,*
There are anons getting mad at the kindest persons here.
>>7075313
>Only had sex once four years ago but as a guy and it was horrible
Definitely, i crave dick quite a bit
>>7075316
go take one what the heck
i believe in you
>>7075097
I could live with that. Nice people are usually worth it.
>>7075318
I think about girldick and pucci constantly
>>7075321
Pus is ok, dicc is better tho
Idk what to even do with girldicc
>>7075325
I work girldick p well
New manager is a jerk. I caught him staring at my cest and then he gave me a dirty look and has been picking on me. He wears a big gold crucifix so i think he is being hard on me so i quit.
>>7075329
succ
>>7075330
Sounds dysphoria inducing and not hot at all desu
Does anyone here actually like using their dick?
>>7075333
Nop
>>7075329
I'm on break but like im almost in tears. Everyone talks as they stock the shelves and i said one thing to someone casually about the shampoo i was stocking and the new manager took me to the other end of the store to stock alone and comes by every second saying go faster. Im so talking to HR in the morning, but for now im on break.
>>7075333
No. Im hoping i can get a loan from a bank and get a supporn as fast as possible.
I'm actually a dom in the sheets sub in the streets
>>7075342
I wonder how i could get a suporn pucci from a loan. What bank would give me 20 grand?
>>7075346
fucking gross
>>7075341
That really sucks, i hate it when bosses do that. At my job we have one of the foremen coming by and shouting "tempo tempo" every few minutes, i seriously want to punch him when he does that. You should definitely talk to HR if you feel like hes messing with you.
>>7075350
you're just mad I aint doin shit with you at AX next year
>>7075354
Being a lady makes you crazy, you'll sort out more once you're on HRT a decent length of time.
>>7075348
Im not sure. I think where i live a bank could loan me that, or i could perhaps get a loan from a relative. Im pretty sure if i get a stable job after im done with my studies i wont have an issue getting the loan or paying it back.
>>7075355
this is a very backwards perception
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5FoX3ju2J0
I'm a fat kid
>>7075358
I stopped caring a while ago and I became complacent because I know that there's nothing I'm ever gonna be able to do about it
>>7075362
I would like the $306 steak.
I wanna go there some day.
>>7075350
attention whores will go to great lengths to get attention
>>7075362
Faye will you be my girlfriend?
I gotta go to class now!!
I love Kat, Juniper and Sirona
I like most of y'all here too
Bye <3 <3 <3
>>7075364
Ive never had a really good steak like that before, the few times ive gone expensive, they've been worse then I can cook myself
>>7075358
>I'd love to never have to get srs because expensive and painful
Not only this. It's a wound you need to keep open and it's a magnet for infections and stuff. Dunno if it's less gross than staying with the extra meat x_x
>>7075369
maybe ^+^
>>7075373
I can unfortunately never make a good steak.
The most expensive steak I have had was from Sherwood Country Club.
Surprisingly enough.
I want a nice expensive yummi steak
>>7075377
me next
>>7075362
I'd put ketchup on that $300 steak just to see what reaction I'd get.
I decided on starting to self-med while on the waiting list.
Important question, posted on hrtgen but noone respondes:
How should i adjust my cypro dosage if im going to be taking finasteride as well?
>>7075377
<3 Faye
>>7075382
You'd literally be thrown out face-first into the sidewalk.
>>7075377
Thanks for making me smile...
But bro.
>>7075392
I like Faye ^^
C~can we be friends
>>7075393
Butt bros?
Sounds kinky
>>7075392
i also want to be friends with the faye
faye is gay
Yo Maki :< You never end up adding me when you say you're gonna.
I figure you'll see this
>>7075407
>skype in 2016
>>7075418
You mean year of Satan 666+666+666+6+6+6
Does anyone here NOT filter Drake poster? If so, what upsides do you notice to mtfg.
>>7075420
FUGG
>>7075420
does that mean ww3 soon?
>>7075341
Kayla, how much would I have to pay you to work for me? I don't have any jobs for you yet, but I will soon - I'm starting a business. Where do you live? I'll move there and we'll start it together until we hate each other then I'll leave and you'll be fucked again - but with a padded resume and not have to take anyone's bullshit.
Okay /lgb/a/ what anime should I watch?
Perverted, fun, dramatic, romantic, cyberpunk, it doesn't matter. Anything with high quality writing.
>>7075418
what do you need my line/telegraph/WhatsApp/facebook messanger/kik as well? its 4chan I'd prefer I only get spammed on skype
>>7075430
telegraph please
add me at _._.-_.__ ._.-.__
>>7075425
I hope this. So I could kms and let me be remembered as a martyre.
le creme de le meme
>>7075429
NGE
katanagatari
kino no tabi
kaiba
darker than black
Off the top of my head,all really good shows.
>>7075433
cheer up lad
life isnt all that bad
>>7075429
Jinrui wa Suitai Shimashita
>>7075432
.___.
>>7075446
Never said it is. I'm the problem tho.
>>7075446
>get 8 hours sleep for once
>still feel shitty and tired
Fuck everything. How's /mtfg/?
gaye faye
>>7075453
I've been trying to fall asleep since 10 pm; it's 3 am now and I'm awake again sitting on the computer. I can't get her out of my head.... I have to be up by 6.
>>7075455
Maybe I'm a Jew ? D:
i go nini now
>>7075468
Good night isla. Sleep well
>>7075468
Night..
>>7075468
Sleep well an tight lil bun
Honest question.
Why do we even bother?
We were never born as girls, taking Hormones won't change that, it never will.
I don't know if I can live knowing that I was born a guy.
I never got to experience a childhood as a girl.
Soon I will never experience my teenage years as a girl.
>>7075480
I guess we just have to make the best with the hand we were dealt, as cliche as it sounds.
>>7075480
>I never got to experience a childhood as a girl.
I know that feel so much. What I used to tell myself was, I can be sad that I didn't get to be a little girl or a teenager, or I can be happy that I started before my life was set in stone with a career and a family and little chance of HRT doing anything. Sure the sadness of the time you've lost kicks in sometimes but for the most part I chose to focus on the positives. That gets easier with time and HRT though.
As far as why I bother, because even if I know on a genetic level I will never truly be female it's still better than living and being seen as a guy. I can live on my own terms and not feel like I am constantly playing a social role that makes me upset. I can just be me.
>>7075467
I think I'd rather sleep... She's super cute and nice; she's too good for someone like me.
I promised to take care of her, but I don't have the ability to do that right now. My part time wage while going to University isn't nearly enough. I feel like I'm pushing her away when all I want to do is be selfish.
I want to tell her to stay with me rather than go back to her home state. I want to tell her that we should have a long distance relationship even after she goes back home. I was the one who told her that long distance relationships were stupid... I was scared that I would hold her back and she'd get lonely without someone to be with her. I just want to be selfish, take back my words, and tell her to stay with me. But at the same time, I really don't want her to be alone. I don't this relationship to end after she leaves.. I don't know. It's probably better to let her go and she'll be happier for it; my selfishness shouldn't hold her back.
This relationship honestly doesn't have to end like 5 cm/second... but I don't know why I'm sabotaging things for myself.
>>7075351
Lol mine says vaminos chachos, though all of a sudden he stopped picking on me once he sees i a fantastic worker. The rest of my shift is easy peasy
>>7075502
why are you eating lunch so early in the morning
>>7075480
Meh, i got over it. I can live the rest of my 20's and beyond as a girl and that's ok with me.
>>7075490
A fucking dumdum
>>7075497
That's a horrible feeling to have. What you have to ask yourself is all the stuff you pointed out to her really, do you think you would be able to cope with an LDR knowing she's so far away and you can hold her or do stuff with her in person? When I have had LDR's in the past I got so sad that I could barely see my partner that I just ended up being miserable all the time. It might be different for you, but maybe it's for the best if it'll make you both sad and lonely all the time that you can't be together.
Guess who couldn't find their sports bra this morning and is freeboobing it at work?
>>7075513
Not you.
>>7075507
>implying i evet had a bite on my lunch break
I work graveyard. Also since i got serious about starving myself i am now 165 pounds, 15 more pounds and i can fit into a size 7.
>>7075515
Well done. Sherlock would be proud.
>>7075513
>freeboobing it at work
Are stairs super uncomfortable now? That's all I remember from when I forgot my bra at work. That and my uniform rubbing them like a motherfucker.
>>7075513
God i need one, i wear a tight A shirt and it makes my c cups look like a b cup. I need to hide these puppies
What a waste.
>>7075512
are you cute
>>7075512
That's why I realized that I'm an fucking idiot. She's not even that far away.... a $200 plane trip is all it would take. That's chump change. I blow more than that on a weekend of hanging out with friends. Raves tend to cost more than that if I factor in the cost of the hotel room, drugs, ect.
I could visit her every break until I graduate, then once I do, I can simply move to her state and find a job there. Hell; I even get passive income from renting out property I own.
I don't know. I just thought it was too early in the relationship to think so far into the future. Or I just didn't think I was good enough. Or I was terrified of the idea of her being alone and having no one to rely on-- no one to love her as a partner. She just seems so fragile, even if I know she's stronger and has gone through more than I can comprehend.
I'm a fucking idiot and I need to take back my words.
kayla
yalka
kayal
layak
alyak
akyla
klaya
lakya
lakay
akyla
>>7075537
wtf
>>7075493
I was having cold feet about transitioning, but this has kinda pushed me a bit closer to committing. I hope one day I can have your confidence to not play any "assigned" gender role
nims are the future
playing shitty mobas and listening to mf doom
kinda relaxed
how are you, /mtfg/?
>>7075533
I think I am? Not right now anyway because I just woke up and look like a mess.
Are you?
>>7075535
Maybe it's best if you two sit down and talk about this then
Tell her that you were scared initially but that you realise you made a mistake and that if you can find a way to make it work then you think you should both go for it. It sounds like being with her isn't completely impractical. You should really talk to her about it because it sounds like you have a realistic and tangible plan to see her.
>>7075550
What shitty MOBA's?
I'm alright, feel like crap because my sleep patten has been <4 hours a night and early mornings for work for the last 4 days but I finally get a day off.
>>7075550
I have no emotions right now and it's weird
>>7075545
Well, I am glad I could help. I hope things go well for you and that you get to a stage where you can be comfortable and be yourself. I won't lie, the start of transition sucks but it only gets easier with time and treatment. I have no regrets. Good luck!
>>7075554
I am someone who used to lurk here when the board was new but stopped 3 years ago and now I'm back! Who are you?
k i tried to sleep but my chest burned and i went and threw up and im scared am i dying
>>7075490
That would be tragic.
>>7075551
I... I know I can be with her 11 days for fall recess and spring break each. Meaning 22 days total.
I can also be be with her for the entire duration of intersession and summer sessions, which tend to last over a month each. Meaning out of a year, I'd be able to spend 3 months of them with her. Most likely, I'll come over for fall recess, spring break, spring intersession, and she'll come over for summer for AX as well, where she can stay with me.
fluffi isla
>>7074975
Microcephaly is scary AF.
i want to hug all of you
>>7075574
>>7075584
I hope you're okay, Isla. How will you find love if you die? You should try purchasing one of those emergency buttons or waitress bells that places have... just so you can get help quick in the case of an emergency. Or just leave some basic necessities next by your bed.
>>7075584
relax
jesus christ
>>7075590
Sass <3
>>7075558
I was stuck in a 12 hour shift when I forgot mine, it was brutal!
>>7075580
>>7075584
I guess that sums that up then. Although...
>Genji main
>not a glorious Zarya main
>>7075581
It sounds like you really have a shot honestly. This more time than I could see my ex boyfriend and we lived much closer and both had cars. I could only see him twice a month at best because of our work schedules (he worked week days and I had to work every other weekend as part of my rota). You should really talk this over with her and see what she thinks.
Should I be concerned about this? I have little to no emotions and I can't really feel anything. When will my emotions come back?
uwu
>>7075407
I have you on skype
Im too socially anxious to talk to people much >~<
>>7075610
carol ilu
>>7075554
i only tripped that once when someone posted my face
did someone post again
>>7075555
league of shitards
playing w a friend
>>7075556
awwww
>>7075607
are you gonna have to tell me about them
>>7075614
smil
>>7075599
Oh god that sounds like hell u_u
Lucky I'm pretty stuck to front of house today so not much stairs or lifting things and the whole shift is 8 hours
>>7075617
anon
>>7075614
i saw you post on /v/ and i immediately wanted you out
>>7075622
lmao
when was this
i posted once to stop some anon shitting up the thread with my face
>tfw breakfast at 4:15 AM
>>7075624
that obviously must have been the time then, dont you think dumdum
>>7075627
>tfw dead inside at 4:28 AM
>>7075615
nope.
>>7075627
smug elann
>>7075607
I main Zarya and Mcree. If I need to support though I go Lucio or Zen.
>>7075614
Fair. My ex tried to get me into that but I didn't get on with it. I just spammed Lux all the time and tried to steal his kills.
>>7075618
Ahh that's not too bad then. Care work is not kind to unprotected nipples ;_;
>>7075614
Do you ever feel this way?
>>7075631
damn
I bought new clothes
I wore the coat out it was fierce
Want to wear others but scare
>>7075634
No problem, hope it works out ok <3
>>7075632
>tfw not smug
>tfw exhausted and just want a day off
>>7075629
;_;
>>7075620
smil smil hugg
Should i dump my bf before killing myself?
>>7075640
They look cute! Especially the dress omg!
just jew it
>Want to save up money for and orchiectomy
>Boss expects me to work a night shift, then a day shift, and then another night shift all back to back next week and it's highly likely I'll just quit the moment I feel too tired.
fuck life lmao
>>7075640
Cute dress
>>7075657
Maybe don't quit?
>>7075654
Ill break his heart
That way me being dead will make him happy instead of sad
>>7075647
anon anon hugg
>pharacy only gave me ten estradiol for my last refill instead of the typical thirty
For what purpose...
>>7075651
You should not kill yourself right before not dumping your boyfriend. Then you can go on a date.
"Im bored af. like black guys?"
"Even if im hung?"
damn these dudes
wow less than an hour on kik and this happened http://i.imgur.com/h8qmJtW.png
goddamn
>>7075654
Just sucks that i have hella fucking heartburn.
Super lame for the most part.
Not to mention that my stomach problems have come back since I'm off of some medications.
Life is being gay
>>7075659
slugg banan
>>7075660
sounds like a plan
lanlan huguuhugg
>>7075598
:) <3
>>7075663
should not have clicked that
>>7075665
You so should! It's gorgeous <3
>>7075663
Holy shit I'm starving
>>7075664
It me
>>7075668
huggu~
>>7075663
Reminds me of when pretransition me used to post pics on reddit
Thats was pretty much my in box
>>7075672
ur too young to see benises :(
>>7075644
hi elanna!
>>7075684
drakeu~
>>7075690
lanlan :]
>>7075663
wow
sounds really bad
Happy birthday Boo.
>>7075682
I bet you will look amazing in it! You should at least try it once. I get that it's scary though!
this cute scot guy makes me want to be fully straight HNF hes so hot.
>>7075693
Its unfortunate, but i cant do much about it.
>>7075688
>im traumatized
Isla close!
>>7075688
I don't post in trap threads that's for fetishists
>>7075692
anonnon [:
>>7075705
Gee thanks
>>7075702
snugg elann
"Those lips look like they need it big and black :zipper_mouth:"
>pic related
I dunno wether to feel happy or sad about it...me being trans is like the first sentence in my profile
>>7075665
I love your fashion sense :)
>>7075607
It looks like an adult male with microcephaly.
>>7075704
He's super hot but no cock is worth the chaser its attached too
>>7075711
lil' isl :p
>>7075705
Sleep deprived
Brain broken
On toilet rn lol
*fart*
>>7075710
snugg anon
>>7075719
lul fart
I was a weird looking kid desu
https://unsee.cc
/ranibetu
>>7075688
Penises are scary
>>7075694
Hi lizzu
>>7075695
I'll get there eventually lol
I mean I think I look OK. I have a really nice short black jacket that goes perfect with it. There are some real Sgt pepper buttons on it too lol
>>7075712
Haha of course you do
My name is derived from my fashion sense :^)
oh dear christ the alpha dudes dick is way too huge
wtf
>>7075727
they rlly are
>>7075729
I mean...continue to show me
>>7075738
I do, but my work schedule right now is shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
>>7075737
They're little fun dispensers that get hard when you flick n lick.
>>7075745
where does my elanfu work?
>>7075746
Oh ok nvm i don't even care if its not ebony
>>7075737
BAAAAAAAASIC!!!!
Insight matters are being utter fucks!
Dear (boyname),
Unfortunately, Insight Matters are no longer providing assessment and diagnosis for Gender Dysphoria, as my colleague Dr. James Kelly who carries out this treatment has retired.
Please see alternative options below and feel free to contact me if I can be of any further help.
§ Lisa Brinkmann, Specialist Clinical Psychologist, based in Cork - http://lisabrinkmann.com/
§ Referral to a local HSE Psychiatrist via the client’s GP - please ask your GP to refer you to a sufficiently trained clinician.
§ Contact Professor O’Shea directly, via his Secretary Martina who can be reached at: 01 2115045
§ TENI - Transgender Equality Network Ireland - www.teni.ie
The fucks
The utter fucks
>>7075750
preferences matter ya?
Go find yourself some hot ebony!
>tfw finally finish making this
>>7075747
I work at a grocery store
Has its ups and downs, I wish it paid better
Thats not.tru at all btw. I'm watching vsauce and the vsauce dude is very attractive.
>>7075753
No...that sounds stressful. I think maybe I'll just go be...a drug addict.
Also for hair anon
>>7075757
Are you sure being a drug addict is a good idea?
>>7075490
>i must terminate this friendship now
Yeah terminate me <3
>>7075760
Yea I'm absolutely positive
>>7075758
Oryx :D lemme nom your hair plox
>>7075763
Just make sure to be careful with needles so you don't become HIV positive.
>>7075745
But what can you even DO with them
>>7075751
Oh Holy fuck he retired?
Just email him directly do you still have it?
I think he was technically retired when I saw him.
Jesus that's ridiculous.
I've heard Lisa Brinkmann is great but that's a trek
If you do have to choose someone else it has to be a clinical psychologist diagnosis only
>>7075770
okay, good because needle stuffs aren't the best.
>>7075773
I get the feeling that this lady is a fucking moron who doesn't know shit.
At least, hope so?
I'll see if I can contact Dr. Kelly directly...
>>7075770
>not going to take anything... except
This is literally exactly how I racked up most of the hard drugs that I've done. So yeah, not exactly the best approach.
>>7075771
The work is pretty exhausting, although it can be fun.
It's a shit job but I have to pay my bills somehow.
Can't believe I did 6 years of university to end up bagging groceries though.
>>7075773
Succ
http://i.imgur.com/nXG0990.png
This is making my sides enter into orbit.
>>7075781
Yeh girls can even do more with a peen
>>7075778
Chemistry
>>7075781
I sent a brief email...
Lets hope he gets back to me/.
>>7075789
yeah that can look silly.
>>7075794
oh well
ENOUGH KIK FOR ONE NIGHT
im gonna try 2 sleep again
>>7075794
I might also call up my GP tommorow. He mentioned another name that he came across, but I said I'd try this first.
>>7075782
That's what happens when i try to get sugar daddies on kik.
>>7075789
Fewer drugs
If you're unironically calling yourself "ego death" you're probably making them too large of a part of your life.
Don't be one of those tards like me that made drugs a serious hobby, it WILL fuck you up.
>>7075727
I want to be basic bitch 2:3
>>7075764
Kay
>>7075808
You're still pretty, Banana-chan
>>7075815
>>7075808
I just like changing my name a lot. And i experienced ego death the pther night, so it was on my mind.
I actually didnt enjoy it though. I'm just gonna stick to lower shrooms dosages and benadryl i think. My friend is dealing me some pot as well to deal with spine trembling i get now.
I mean, idk. I probably am overdoing it. But i just don't really wanna be sober.
>>7075826
many/most chem jobs require a phd
>>7075829
Or a chemistry engineer title. Was one of my options. I really regret not going for that and a cosmetics industry job, sometimes.
>>7075826
Your favorite curly haired but non jewish tranny
...this is an old photo
>>7075833
well yeah but chemE careers are very different than pure chemistry ones.
>>7075840
Mhmm! He's not in the clinic though today, I'll have to talk to him tommorow.
>>7075834
i have no idea who you are still
i guess youre pretty cute though
normal nose
>>7075821
>benadryl
Come the fuck on Jade, really?
If you're going to use drugs as a crutch can't you at least do a drug that's fun?
>>7075826
1. I don't want to be a chemist
2. I only have a bachelor's degree
3. I have no connections and minimal work experience
I'm attempting to self train and switch fields right now but I'm bagging groceries so I can keep a roof over my head.
>>7075816
Ty oryx
>>7075794
Piv .///.
>>7075843
poor grill
i actually feel bad that all that time didnt work out
i hope youre going into something thatll make you happy elans
is elanna youre actual name btw
>>7075782
>I thought only boys succ other boys peens
This is what is actually taught in boys only irish catholic school
>>7075848
why
i couldve sworn i mightve complimented you
>>7075848
I'm sorry
Shit's literally worse for your brain then meth
Cut it out before you make yourself retarded or give yourself dementia
>>7075844
Yeah like
I feel pretty crap about the whole thing, but at least I learned how to study and teach myself in uni
My real name is spelled differently but pronounced the same desu
>>7075854
Peen in vag
>>7075862
O-ooohh I think I follow :^)
>>7075771
Well that's the opposite of a problem *,*
>>7075821
i just don't really wanna be sober.
Are you me? I'm literally not sober since about four years or something. My tolerance is pretty fucked up I'm only working to pay for my alcohol. It doesn't help against anything l. It makes you frustrated about yourself and makes you stuck. I literally can't deal with myself being down. Well I dropped the other drugs so that's something. But I'm exchanging my addiction of doing drug x with drug y. I'm addicted to an addiction. This is fugin suffering.
Nooo i have to work another 2 hours
>>7075868
You haven't done your homework
Anticholinergics are literally poison, and elderly patients taking even clinical doses of benadryl in old age are at increased risk of dementia.
I'm not overreacting at all, you just don't have a sense of relative harm. Deliriants are outright dangerous.
>>7075873
Aww try your best!
>>7075843
Kissu elanna <3
You're my idol you know that? Ily the platonic way.
>>7075873
You can do it you know it. Remember your goals tho. You're a strong independent woman.
>>7075872
Personally I've really made peace with my addiction. I dont have the words to explain, but shrooms have really helped me understand my shit basically and I'm not afraid of ruining myself or being dead.
>>7075874
You're pretty smart elanna, i would be wise to trust you. But for personal reasons i do not feel compelled to stop and i dont care about the consequences. Or rather i embrace them
>>7075885
I'm oddish. I was fucking with you we hate eachother.
>>7075877
Sup nerd
My discord:
Sass#1216
>>7075887
My past and my decisions ruined me and I'm looking forward to be dead so much about that.
Don't fuck yourself more...
>>7075887
The dead don't know they're dead
You could be dead now and just replaying this moment when you decided to give up on life eternally.
>>7075884
starbucks.com/pumpkin-spice-latte, uggs.com, tnf.com are all good places to start
>>7075887
you dont look japanese at all
i dont hate you
>>7075891
>tfw sass doesn't join your server
>>7075893
How old are u?
>>7075884
Pinterest is all you'll ever need for being basic
>>7075899
Send me an invite!
>>7075906
I've sent 3...
>>7075901
don't hate pinterest... it's not all for basic girls... some stuff can be good and it's a useful tool to keep track of your taste and how it changes
>>7075902
now youve confused me
>>7075908
I'm not hating at all!! I use it all the time for fashion and makeup looks
>tfw you needed Advil last night to fall asleep because your boobs hurt so much
>bed edition
Best Edition
>>7075900
Does it matter?
I'm 19 I made a few very bad decisions. I can't manage myself out of this miserable life so easy. Suicide is the only option to stop the slippery slope. But let's see how far I can do it.
>>7075910
Yea, you're obviously confused.
>>7075907
lmao
>>7075912
wew good okay. was gonna say I'm not basic at all! but I use it
>>7075920
>tfw you'd invite Chara but she's a meanie boots
>>7075925
IM NOT A MEANIE BOOTS
>>7075925
Helo Sinora
>>7075843
I wish I knew right now what I want to do with the rest of my life. I feel so fucked because I have no idea what major i need for my ideal job.
>>7075938
what's your ideal job?
>>7075938
What's your ideal job?
>>7075902
>Cease to experience
That's basically it
Have I told you of my death?
I passed out because of aenemia/low blood pressure in a crowded bar,hit my head, chipped my tooth and was revived by emt.
It was confusing at first, I saw myself at home, then as a kid with my parents and then it all faded to black.
I was told I was ded by emt
This made stop fearing death
>>7075941
haha beat you to it
tfw no ember housewife to cook me shitty filipino food
>Tfw telling the secret truth of yourself to sass is completely ignore by her
Well it's time to drink till passing out and forgetting that I wrote that shit public I suppose.
>>7075918
Does this mean you get moneys for putting penis in your butt?
Where does the other half of income comes from?
>>7075921
Especially lately I really love the autumn makeup looks. Lots of warm coppers eyes. Suits my skin tone better than any other style
>>7075941
I don't know. All I like doing right now is playing vidya. I can't even rightfully call myself a musician anymore. If I could get a full-time streaming gig, that'd be amazing, but you either have to be incredibly good at the game, be entertaining to watch, be a hot grill, or some combination of any of the above.
>>7075945
I-I'd cook you asian food Drakey~
>>7075947
No, wait! I'm like multitasking and my brain is a commodore 64
>>7075931
I DO NOT DONT SPREAD RUMORS
>>7075932
NAME 3 MEAN THINGS IVE DONE
>>7075958
>NAME 3 MEAN THINGS IVE DONE
Posted my old pics
Posted private chat logs
Bullied me generally
>>7075949
I'm not like super into makeup so I don't see a lot of that stuff but I do love autumn fashion. I wish it would cool down here so I didn't feel so overly warm in a cardigan lol. I used to have a sweet album for autumn fashion but I lost my old pinterest account and had to get a new one and haven't filled it up again since
I also have been using pinterest for cake decorating ideas but that's a whole nother thing
>>7075953
dont flirt with me too much oryx
i dont want to end up liking you
but goodnight
>>7075962
OKAY NAME 6 MORE
>>7075959
I'm not very lewd usually.
>>7075958
you said mean thing
you are a communist
you stepped on a bug
>>7075961
frick you got me :\
not getting a (you) was just karma for teasing you ;-;
>>7075964
Good night faggot
>>7075969
Viva la revolution
>>7075969
Communist is good thing!
>>7075970
I don't count those as mean things.
>>7075965
I mean... do you have me on discord? I have a high security server, so if you do do mean things, I'll have several ways to punish you.
>>7075940
Streaming, I suppose
>>7075976
You don't count suggesting that the psych ward should have made me kill myself as a mean thing?
>>7075887
Idk, if you want, but you're the one who has to live with the consequences.
I think you should at least know that what you're ingesting is one of the most toxic things you could be taking.
>>7075880
Thank you arika. I'm really flattered although I don't know why I would be that ;_;
Hru?
>>7075885
Alannah
>>7075977
Punish me *,*
>>7075981
...
*worries*
>>7075975
Hi Fidel
>>7075976
Communism is a violation of the NAP, they tried to make me give up my voluntary child slaves for life because it was """"immoral""""
>>7075977
No i don't.
>>7075979
I thought that was kinda funny.
>>7075991
LONG LIVE THE MOTHERLAND
>>7075978
hmmmmmm that is a tough career to get into
could go into marketing and get hired by twitch or a similar company. or software and work on the back end.
getting a career as a streamer tho, better start practicing
>>7075982
yessss I got it
>>7075984
I finally fixed my freakin web browser and (you)s show up on my posts again :) it used to be broken and I couldn't see them, dark times
>>7075991
NO STEP ON SNEK
>>7075989
I suppose, although anyone who's been here over the last year knows that I'm still prone to relapse.
>>7075994
I'll just bother quid for it...
>>7075980
I'm not denying that its an unhealthy substance to abuse, but comparing it to meth and other, harder stuff, is crazy.
>>7075994
Stalin literally did nothing wrong.
>>7075996
yea nah m8 don't step ehre I'll fucken nip ya
>mfw mod deletes my thread because mentioning how hugboxing is dangerous is considered to be "stirring the pot"
>communists
hmm...
Good morning mtfg
>>7075010
Pls don't make me feel
>>7075313
I haven't gotten turned on by anything in like 2 weeks so no
>>7076000
If you knew better, you would know that it isn't.
Meth will give you Parkinson's and depression, benadryl will give you Alzheimer's-like symptoms, and with far lighter use.
Diphenhydramine easily falls into the same relative harm category as hard drugs, it's just not considered life destroying because most people don't do it more than once.
>>7075894
But... I know I'm dead.
>>7076011
Meth like, destroys your body. It has immediate, debilitating effects. And stuff.
Idk. I get what you're saying tho and i think you kno more about it than me.
>>7076014
either that or do some meme stuff. you don't necessarily have to be good, just be entertaining. I've never had more than two or three viewers because I'm boring and bad at the game I play
>how did you live
I used to literally type (You) after the quoted post in my replies and just pretend ;-; I don't want to relive those days
>>7076014
I think most things i do are funny.
^=^
>>7076019
NO IM NOT BANNED YET.
Americans are sleeping, post cute things.
>>7076031
>>7076032
>>7076031
sorry I don't like to post selfies
>>7076027
I mean, cute girls get plenty of views. I know I'm a cute boy right now. I just have to look like a girl, and I'm all set :3
>I used to literally type (You) after the quoted post
Oh my god, that's so sad
>>7076028
Yes yes, I'm sure.
>>7076031
Nope :3
>>7076033
>>7076035
that is a good point! if you're brave enough to turn on your camera that's like +100 views on its own
>Oh my god, that's so sad
I was freakin pathetic lmao
it was a good meme though
>>7076035
Go full Blaire White and make videos about current issues while dropping your transcard every 2 minutes
Just don't getninto camming/whoring.
If I could give people one advice for theirs life's it's that.
>>7076042
or go narcissa wright and get famous before you transition, then stream yourself literally doing nothing after transition while still attracting hundreds of viewers and donuts u
>>7076043
Stop trying to hog the market, Arika.
>>7076031
>Americans are sleeping
It's 7am on the west coast already what are you on? Lol
>>7076047
Lel
The infographic memes are still alive?
No srlsy shit won't just work itself out with this shit. Should I cherrypick with the girls who killed themselves?
night
>>7076048
The American NEETs are still sleeping then.
>>7076047
the difference is she's cis and attractive and none of us are
>>7076048
Hi Nep Nep ^o^
I'm gonna run out to rite aid and get a heating pad, my breast pain is getting ridiculous
>>7076050
My voice is hella andro atm, not even gay boy.
>>7076052
>No srlsy shit won't just work itself out with this shit. Should I cherrypick with the girls who killed themselves?
Well, I mean, obviously you shouldn't do it if you can't stand public scrutiny and if it bothers you when people say mean/sexual things about you.
You just have to be cute and not really give too many fucks about other people.
>>7076053
Sleep well an tight lil bun.
>>7076057
>and attractive
There's the big one.
>and none of us are
The attractive ones went full time and stopped coming here, with the exceptions of ufufu and moap
>>7076057
meh, she's okay
she knows how to work those angles though.
>>7076071
Remind me later, I'm getting a heating pad for my growing boobs. They hurt like fuck.
>>7076066
People won't hire bc they just can reverse search your pictures. You'll get raped if you meet people but you where on drugs so lol wasn't to bad you didn't say no right? Once you'll come down and think about what the fuck you've done and regret everything so you'll do more drugs. Never be sober again. You can't leave it you'll continue doing it making money to be 'independent' while doing unemployment jobs to safe to study or some shit but will never do it. Telling yourself the bad things is just a part time job.
You're probably a chaser trying to get more fap material.
>>7076071
Not so good. Anon's bringing up bad memories while trying pthers to do bad things e_e
Hugg me pls.
I told this thread stuff about me I didn't want to tell @_@
Hru lil planet?
>>7076064
andro would be better than gay boy wouldn't it be?
>>7076087
Yea, I guess. I just have to worry about people believing I'm a girl
>>7076066
>You just have to be cute and not really give too many fucks about other people.
What you think what other people think about you is just a way to reflect yourself...
Anyone playing the pokemon demo today?
>>7076085
>People won't hire bc they just can reverse search your pictures. You'll get raped if you meet people but you where on drugs so lol wasn't to bad you didn't say no right?
You seem a little nuts, brew.
They might not want to hire you if you're a lawyer or something, but if you're able to found and operate a successful stream that draws in revenue, there are media jobs aplenty for you.
There are good reasons not to get into it, but "you'll get raped if you meet people" is stretching the rubber band pretty far between those two hooks.
Tfw no nep to snuggle while reading book
I have to finish this for class and keep getting distracted
>>7075201
>tfw no opioid blanket
>>7076085
>lil planet
I'm the third largest tyvm
Am totally big and stronk
That doesn't sound like fun :< people can be no good sometimes
Don't be sad though, is okay. We all day things sometimes we don't want to, but it's not like the world knows. Tbh I don't even know what you're exactly talking about just like most the others I'm sure so it's whatever ya know?
Hugg Arika
What to do about crazy tranny friends that pretend to cry when you tell them you need to take them home?? I don't want to play this manipulation game but I don't want to be rude af either.
>>7076112
Tell them they're fucking lucky they don't have to take the bus
>>7076101
I dunno what youre suggesting tho.
Well I won't tell you guys more about myself it's hurting to much. Just don't fucking do it.
Im talking to some ex whores who married and got out this shit by this. This is what most dream about but it's so fugin far away.
No idea what youre thinking about that would accept a whore.
I'll just go and cry a lil bit and hopefully pass out now.
Bye thread
Don't repeat my mistakes.
Don't repeat the mistakes my mentors went through.
>>7076111
Oh wow a hugg from the third biggest planet is preddy calming tbqh.
I don't know to 100℅ what I'm talking tho. Drunk me isn't expressing itself so good. I just don't want this shit anymore that's all I know.
I'll just hugg a pillow an sleep for now.
>>7076124
Get some rest Arika
ily <3
>be me, at work
>woman comes in
>looks kind of like me except if I was beautiful and cis
>has a baby
>is happy
Ouch
>>7076124
You are definitely 100% nuts.
But I don't mean you any harm and I hope you feel better when you come back.
>>7076131
Tfw might lose job
It was nice seeing all the young couples with babies
>>7076131
:'(
>>7076131
you're beautiful too you know.
i hope you're just not fishing for compliments whenever you post something like that because pretty much everyone knows it.
>>7076131
Lol, this happnes to me.
>See woman
>Dressed exactly like me
>But with female clothes
>And female body
>Smiling while chatting on the phone
I never see them confused or sad
>>7076149
I really liked it too.
>>7076149
yeah i get how you feel then
i feel the same when i see a girl i'd really like to be
>>7076158
Its how the world works. Keeping upapperrances.
>>7076107
tfw trying really hard not to distract you
>>7076107
>tfw no bf to smell my hair
>>7076168
operation: warm my nips is a success
https://clyp.it/lwo2tud4#
>>7076161
hi sertii
>>7076183
hi :)
Good evening, everyone.
Yesterday, we spoke about the key moments in your lives where you: a) first felt that you might be trans; b) when you first told someone that you were trans; and c) the person you first told. Allow me to ask you a trio of seemingly unrelated questions this evening.
What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you for being feminine/trans? Do you think they're good people who just absorbed a toxic mentality around them, or do you think they're assholes who just don't really care about other people?
When it comes to talking with friends, dou feel more comfortable expressing your thoughts and feelings about transgenderism (yourself, and wider issues) to cis males or cis females? (I've made an assumption here that most people probably feel more comfortable discussing these sorts of things with other trans people, since they're the ones who best understand).
What are you most angry about?
>>7076187
how's it going?
>>7076161
Tomorrow I'll just genuinely think I'm hideous tho
How does break up with gf? She's a crazy sjw and I can't deal with mentally tiptoeing around stuff that she'll complain about (which is literally anything) but she's so unstable I worry about fucking her up if I give her something else to feel shit about.
Wat do?
>>7076189
FUCK YOUDAD
>>7076195
Get her a dog
>>7076202
But then she would complain that she's not emotionally stable enough to look after a dog.
>>7076189
I'm almost impossible to anger. Happens once every few years, usually over a deep personal slight. I'm brutal and downright dangerous when angry, though.
Can only think of one person who "bullied" me for being feminine. A misogynistic neanderthal at work. He's an all-around piece of shit, and co-workers were glad I successfully leveraged my being trans and lesbian to put him into his place once and for all.
I'm not comfortable talking about personal stuff with males. But I'm so used being around cis women no subject is awkward with them.
>>7076206
Lol. Does she even work?
>tfw the cat collection hobby gets out of hand
>>7076189
>What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you for being feminine/trans?
I don't talk to them anymore, and will deny any memories of ever knowing them.
>Do you think they're good people who just absorbed a toxic mentality around them, or do you think they're assholes who just don't really care about other people?
Their parents buy them toys instead of spending time around them, so they're probably just shitty people. I pity them.
>When it comes to talking with friends, dou feel more comfortable expressing your thoughts and feelings about transgenderism (yourself, and wider issues) to cis males or cis females?
I feel more comfortable talking about it to cis males, but only because most of my friends are male. In my experience though, females have generally been more accepting.
>What are you most angry about?
having to shove off people who want to support me, just so I can make friends based on who I am. I don't want to be surrounded by transgirls at all times. It's not healthy, since I plan to just transition and move on.
>>7076210
>I'm not comfortable talking about personal stuff with males.
Why not, anon? Is there any particular reason you're aware of, or is just some sort of instinctive thing for you?
>>7076213
Did youactualy buythat?
>tfw wanted pin of pyramid
>>7076189
1. no one really bullied me for being trans, just for being weird. I blame toxic masculinity for this, as it forces young men to fight each other all the time.
>cis males or cis females
no difference for me. it heavily depends on the person.
>What are you most angry about?
that i wasted a large part of my life doing nothing when i could be actually living. My enviroment for being so trans-unfriendly that it unknowingly made me repress for longer
>>7076193
it's alrigh, i'm trying to learn chess but i'm absolutely garbage at it because you need to invest so much time into it.
>>7076194
same :/ as you said, there's good days where everything is going to be fine and bad days where you feel like you're just going to be disgusting for the rest of your life.
>>7076195
you can say that there are too many cultural differences between you two and you don't see it working out.
>>7076213
not JUST A HOBBY anymore is it?
>>7076220
Never socialized with boys when I was young and the way they think and behave is alien to me. Less time I spend around guys, the better.
It really diminishes how cute you feel when you take a good photo when the 10 prior were horrendous
>>7076211
Nope. Literally everything I do triggers her somehow. I have a job and she doesn't, I've had surgery and she hasn't. But becuase she's sjw a lot of the roadblocks she thinks are in her way are driven by an assumption that everyone is discriminating against her.
Its so fucking hard coming home after work and not having my fuzzy little friend greet me and jump in my lap for loving.
my heart hurts ;_;
>>7076195
Tell her to fuck off
It's what I did with my ex
>>7076226
I'll play a game or two with you if you want. I'm pretty garbage myself, but I know a little bit.
>>7076232
Losing a pet always sucks.
I'm sorry Kayla :(
>>7076183
Hehe you do sound pretty gay desu
Better than me, I've done literally no voice training.
Its good though, keep working at it
>>7076218
>aving to shove off people who want to support me, just so I can make friends based on who I am. I don't want to be surrounded by transgirls at all times. It's not healthy, since I plan to just transition and move on.
This is interesting. Do you feel patronised by people who are (at least, ostensibly) "supporting" you? Do you feel as if you might get stuck in some sort of "limbo" (for lack of a better word) and end up being used by some people who claim that they just want to help you?
>>7076239
not to sound corny but she was more then a pet, she was all I loved. In my eyes she was a person.
>>7076234
thank you but I'm just playing against a computer and doing exercises from a book. I get huge anxiety when i have to play against another human that only goes away when i get somewhat confident that I'm alright. Like for example when i played LoL i used to sweat buckets before getting into ranked until i got to like plat 3. Don't be offended, I'm too scared to play against anyone.
>>7076237
it's a thing tho
>>7076247
can you post pics of pussy?
>>7076245
I feel the same way about my cats
Losing them would hurt too much
>>7076189
> What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you for being feminine/trans?
They were supid kids with no education and bad breeding. Children are cruel, I was mean one time too, so I don't really blame them. I think taking revenge would still make me feel better tho.
> do u feel more comfortable expressing your thoughts and feelings about transgenderism (yourself, and wider issues) to cis males or cis females?
Females. I had no problem asking some random female fellow students for help with girl stuff but it was really hard to come out to my closest guy friends.
> What are you most angry about?
Existence in a physical form. It's hard to describe. I just hate the concept. I'd like to exist in a pure spiritual form and merge with fitting other people.
>>7076232
Saved
Also ._.
>>7076247
I know that feel
>>7076248
Women can be just as bad. Everyone is capable of evil. Wait...
>>7076248
3D or 2D? 2D won't be possible yet as I lost my save/screenshots when I switched phones ;-;
>>7076226
>1. no one really bullied me for being trans, just for being weird. I blame toxic masculinity for this, as it forces young men to fight each other all the time.
I think it's less to do with fighting and more to do with generally being in constant competition to be strong and powerful, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. Fighting and bullying are unfortunate byproducts of that.
>that i wasted a large part of my life doing nothing when i could be actually living. My enviroment for being so trans-unfriendly that it unknowingly made me repress for longer
Does your anger have any particular target, or is a directionless "I just wish things had been different" kind of anger?
>>7076228
>Never socialized with boys when I was young and the way they think and behave is alien to me. Less time I spend around guys, the better.
Interesting. You don't seem to have very much warmth for men.
>>7076242
I don't want transition to be my life; if I make friends based on transition and not on other things, then I'll have to either leave them behind or keep dealing with the struggles of transition long after I'm full-time.
>>7076248
it's alright, I kinda know the feeling. I honestly hate ranked LoL atm, but for a different reason
>>7076250
I doubt its the same feeling, I had her for twenty fucking years, ever since I was six and a half years old.
I also lost my 16 year old dog in May so this year has sucked ass. I guess my only consolation is this is the last year I have to live as a dude and come January I get to throw away my old life for good.
>>7076251
>Females. I had no problem asking some random female fellow students for help with girl stuff but it was really hard to come out to my closest guy friends.
Why was it hard to come out to your close guy friends? Do you think males are more sensitive to things like being seen hanging out with "a tranny"?
>Existence in a physical form. It's hard to describe. I just hate the concept. I'd like to exist in a pure spiritual form and merge with fitting other people.
Sounds very Evangelion.
>>7076253
>Women can be just as bad. Everyone is capable of evil. Wait...
i agree, but it's been widely observed that bullying between young males is a common thing that is an integral part of what it means to grow up as a man. You get bullied and a normal male pushes back and becomes more aggressive to compensate and combat the original bully. There's a difference in how systematic "meanness" vs "toxic masculinity" is. It's not a meme. Frogposter anon also describes it >>7076262
.
>>7076260
b-both maybe
>>7076262
>I think it's less to do with fighting and more to do with generally being in constant competition to be strong and powerful, which isn't necessarily a bad thing
it's an integral part of growing up as a male, problem is, i wasn't a male and this didn't really work the way it was meant to..
>Does your anger have any particular target, or is a directionless "I just wish things had been different" kind of anger?
it's directionless, unless i happen to be watching a high school movie/show. In that case, it's directed at all the female characters in there.
>>7076264
is it because of dynamicq? I actually really want to play LoL, but i have severe tendonitis from WoW/LoL/Lifting and im getting an operation soon. I was a twitch one-trick and kinda miss playing.
>>7076278
>Why was it hard to come out to your close guy friends?
I think it's harder for a guy to understand how it feels to feel female. So it's harder for them to understand me.
I like women just more in general and find it easier to trust them.
> Sounds very Evangelion.
Dunno, I always felt like that. Watched NGE this year for the first time and didn't like it desu.
>>7076279
yeah, I just don't feel like I have an impact as a solo adc or midlaner anymore. I always get ganked by 3-4 queues and lose my lead.
I was actually a lux one-trick for a while, as a few people here know.
>>7076132
W-why am I nuts @_@
>>7076279
What about women being super ficial and ranking each others attractiveness. Wait women don't do that, its all about being attractive so the hotest guy takes care of you.
>>7076291
ah, i never really minded that. Got 4 manned a ton before dynamicq and kinda was of the opinion that all the complaining about getting ganked a lot was just everyone getting their main role mostly and junglers actually ganking instead of jerking off in their jungle. I guess the fact that i duo'd a lot means i shouldn't be talking tho
>>7076300
is it though? Just look at the girls in this thread. You can argue we aren't cis but still. Being pretty means so much more than being attractive to guys. Our self worth is tied to that, beyond simply dysphoria.
>>7076286
>I bet things will get better once you can finally leave your old life behind.
Well all I have left of my old life are two mint condition racing motorcycles and a pickup truck that has been rolled. I kinda want to keep the bikes and truck because my truck is all I know how to drive comfortably and I love having the peace of mind knowing all my earthly possessions fit in the back so in a pinch I can be mobile quick. Though if I sold the bikes and the truck I could get a nose job, a new wardrobe, and a decent used girly car.
>>7076290
>I think it's harder for a guy to understand how it feels to feel female
Yes, I suppose that's true. You're always on dangerous ground when you make sweeping generalisations about men and women, but they think and act and behave differently, and face different challenges in life.
It's difficult to really understand other people, and not just for autists either.
I'm back from stuff ^^
Btw, anyone here with the skype id: diazb24 ?
Didn't know they had so big bottles tho *,*
>>7076311
I mean, the difference now is that when you get 4-manned, they're a hell of a lot more coordinated than you are. You can't really just kinda zone out, ignore your team and play ashe or caitlyn to solo-carry the game with mechanics and good decisionmaking, because the other team can talk freely and make calls from at least one of the carry positions, if not two. It's really frustrating, especially when riot keeps manipulating the game towards team-based play and you just wanna be able to play soloqueue alone.
>>7076189
>What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you for being feminine/trans?
I was bullied for being a freak with long hair, not so much for being feminine. Though that happened too, not just by buillies, but being in realtionships and not filling the male role.
In school I was just beat up and called a faggot because people thought I was gay. Which was a lot easier than being made to feel like a weirdo to people who I cared about
>Do you think they're good people who just absorbed a toxic mentality around them, or do you think they're assholes who just don't really care about other people?
Some are assholes, some aren't. Though kids that lash out usually are for a reason so I don't hold grudges against them.
And I got caught up in the whole toxic masculinity thing when I was trying to be a man and failing
>When it comes to talking with friends, dou feel more comfortable expressing your thoughts and feelings about transgenderism (yourself, and wider issues) to cis males or cis females? (I've made an assumption here that most people probably feel more comfortable discussing these sorts of things with other trans people, since they're the ones who best understand).
Trans friends I feel more comfortable with obviously, and my fiancee. I don't have to hold back with hem
When it comes to other friends, I have one cis male and one cis female that I'm comfortable talking to. It doesn't really make a difference the gender, just the person. But I'm always wary to not overwhelm them because sometimes transition can be an obsession. When you pour every bit of energy and effort into something so huge and lifechanging it's easy to make that the only thing you talk about. It's pretty consuming and I don't think most friendships could take it without holding back from them.
>What are you most angry about?
The fact that I have to fight to be seen as a woman but can't believe it when I say it myself
>>7076329
My problem lately for sure is that I'm only one note and it's always Trans related. Even when I try to avoid it, it's like....good luck avoiding it. It's annoying, and in being self aware of that fact I find great discomfort trying to talk to people. It's especially true with strangers and a lot of the time find myself literally walking away mid sentence if they say something or I just lose interest in them. I filter people in real life just like 4chan these days. A lot of it is for their own good.
>>7076324
>especially when riot keeps manipulating the game towards team-based play and you just wanna be able to play soloqueue alone.
THAT i do agree with, i felt like the game had a good combination of teamplay and soloplay, but its too skewed toward one side now. Especially when they nerfed qss it annoyed the hell out of me.
>>7076335
Spook <3
Hugg Sarah
How do you filter people irl? @_@
>>7076189
>What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you for being feminine/trans
I was the bully, I projected my feelings on others and regret it. I don't think I can forgive myself for it.
>Do you feel comfortable expressing your thoughts and feelings to cis males or cis females?
Honestly, cis males.
I feel as if cis females will more readily judge me for "appropriating their gender". By and large I'm pretty trusting of males and get along with them well so I don't have a lot of issues talking about it with guys.
>What are you most angry about?
The toxic infighting and self destructive tendencies of almost every trans space, and people who judge those they don't understand.
>>7076329
Thank you for the response, basic.
I have no follow-up questions at this time, but I always appreciate the lengthy and comprehensive answers.
>>7076189
1. No one really bullied me. They tried but I left them with some pretty nasty wounds.
2. Most likely assholes it just trying to be cool
3. I never talk trans stuff with my cis friends.
4. Angry that no one here in the south has lynched me yet
>>7076337
I kinda hate the mage changes. Mana regen is highly discouraged, so when you're playing filthy mana whores (lux, orianna, ziggs, syndra), you have to beg your jungler for every blue buff or risk being mana-gated after every fight - be it a skirmish or a 5v5. I really miss the S4 Athene's, but this is ridiculous.
>>7076351
You're welcome
What are you doing with the responses btw?
Pls add me in League of losers |THC|piggibank
Will be online friday probably not at home rn for a few days *,*
uggghh i litterally skiped all my lessons to day
feels bad
>>7076329
> But I'm always wary to not overwhelm them because sometimes transition can be an obsession. When you pour every bit of energy and effort into something so huge and lifechanging it's easy to make that the only thing you talk about. It's pretty consuming and I don't think most friendships could take it without holding back from them.
good one, can definitely relate to this
>>7076354
i'd mostly stopped playing after then, so i haven't really seen them
>>7076364
sry i won't be playing for half a year at least
>>7076279
Please excuse the less than perfect quality and also my manhands
>>7076369
I stopped playing just before them. I'm playing again because someone invited me to a ranked 3s team.
Did you know the servers for 3s and 5s are timelocked?
>>7076365
I-i still love you lil bun. Just try more tomorrow.
>>7076369
Why? *,*
>>7076342
Block their texts, ignore them in person, remove them on social media if you're using any. Head phones in the same room even if they think that's childish - they literally have to scream if they want your attention.
>>7076344
>Honestly, cis males.
Interesting that there's so much variation when it comes to this question. Some people feel more comfortable talking to males, other females and others simply don't have a preference.
>I was the bully
Really? But you seem so nice. I'll underline this in my notes.
>The toxic infighting and self destructive tendencies of almost every trans space, and people who judge those they don't understand.
This is especially interesting, but it's a whole other can of worms that I want to open up at a later date.
>>7076353
Out of interest, do you live in a very conservative area of the south?
Holy fuck, I didn't even have to wake and bake today.
Only down size is that my giving left nostril feels like I just jammed glass into it.
>>7076386
I feel you senpai.
>>7076386
PAINT THE WALLS WITH MY FUCKING BRAINS
>>7076371
>manhands
Baka.
>>7076392
That's a big mess. There are cleaner ways.
>>7076386
I'm pretty sure those tits are fake though.
maybe I should czech my privilege
>>7076394
NOPE, IM PERMA TRIGGERED
>>7076395
>>7076371
ohh shitt you made a gif!! honestly really cute, i never owned any plushies but i kinda want to now
>>7076375
yeah i heard something like that
also heard they are bringing back soloq next season so i guess that's a good thing
>>7076376
getting surgery on tendon
>>7076386
>you will never be born with Ellen Page's body
>>7076376
ill try my best
i promise
>>7076388
I live in Knoxville which isn't really that bad.
No one fucks with me at all
So I either pass or people know and don't give a shit
>>7076363
>What are you doing with the responses btw?
Nothing much. Just reading them and digesting them. We all have our pet projects.
>>7076408
they are good questions desu, i guess that's why people respond.
They are the sort of question your therapist might ask instead of a /pol/ack.
>>7076189
>What are your feelings towards the people who have previously bullied you...
I wasn't bullied much, I was a loner. The few known school bullies that called me a faggot and stuff are both in prison. One for homicide, the other one trafficking charges.
>When it comes to talking with friends...
I'll talk to anyone about anything. I avoid talking to most Trans women because they're soft ego little prissy faggots through and through. They get triggered and generally act like fragile Christmas ornaments. I was raised "straight" and largely many of them were raised closet gay. Our egos don't match and I tend to piss off the lgbt community locally for what they claim is "attitude problems". I claim "you're a bunch of sissy faggots". Call me a bigot, but it's never wrong...
>What are you most angry about
Voice class. Assistant professor is a creep. I woke up today and decided not to tell anyone this week, but to attend next week explicitly to bust him. So sick of him touching me. I spent a year traveling, if someone had ever touched my shoulders and hair like that, me and my boys would have beat the fuck out of the them (really). Instead, I'm going to warn the professor, and 3 of the student-teachers to keep an eye on his behavior around me. I want witnesses, not to be a cry ass tranny.
>>7076408
fair enough
good enough reason to reply to more i guess
>>7076405
You sound a little bit aggressive, anon. No one can blame you for defending yourself, but try not to instigate any fights unnecessarily.
>>7076411
/pol/ is not one person. Some people there believe there's a trans conspiracy going on and that you're all mentally ill degenates who want the easy life of a modern woman.
I just want to understand a little bit better.
>>7076427
New thread
>>7076430
I moved to south because of the hatred people have for lgbt
I just want a southern gentleman to bash a brick over my skull.
>>7076415
I have noticed that you tend to get into more arguments than most here.
>Voice class. Assistant professor is a creep. I woke up today and decided not to tell anyone this week, but to attend next week explicitly to bust him. So sick of him touching me
Why is your voice coach physically touching you?