mtfg: girl general

>>6833830
ok just making sure
did u maybe mean least favorite?
>>6833832
hm sounds fun.
more enjoyable than what im doing
>playing vidya
>listening to music
>dont even enjoy it
rippo
>>6833825
just don't it isn't fucking worth it AT ALL
after overdosing
my hospital bills came out to $8.5k
like
trust me
this shits expensive and its a bad idea dont even try
>>6833840
people here say i pass and im cute
irl i dont pass tho lol

>>6833819
you ready for the storm? :3

So who's up for a game of spoons

dubs and I'll kill myself

>>6833847
Rolling

dubs and i'll kill snickerdoodle

>>6833845
you thirsty for that bbc sissy?

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>>6833833
so whats the plan familiamus?
you seem smart enough
maybe go back to college?

>>6833840
this is how cucks are made desu
let's see the pic
i will judge if youre passing 100% unbiased

>>6833842
not really
my mom's down in riverside with a mountain of health issues
but im listening to glitch mob so im in a good mood

i just wish people would join this damn lobby

>>6833847
ROLL

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>>6833849
Dubs and I'll kill juniper with kindness

dubs and no one dies in this episode

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>>6833832
>don't ever forget that
how can I ever forget that I am a giant man hon and will never be anything other than that?
I'm a girl on the inside but I will never be one on the outside

>>6833852
that's what I am trying to do but they don't make it easy

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>>6833859
maybe try out prozac
or some happy pill

then youll probably give up this gender identity meme and focus on making yourself happyw

>>6833853
oh gosh i'll massage nice people ;)
especially if they're cute like you

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>there is no surgery to fix your linebacker shoulders

>>6833852
Ok
http://m.imgur.com/5dEPIyE,wg5WMa4,GWW1u2m,NHuisNB,NoQ5iK4

Also I wouldn't say cuck.
I've watched trans people in my city get thrown out of bathrooms and beaten up.

>>6833863
I'm on efexor, you know gender dysphoria is a thing right?

>>6833842
I assure you, I did not mean least favorite. You and Chara really are two of my favorite trips, though Chara hardly even notices me.

>>6833869
it's called decapitation, it fixes most issues.

why does the closest available therapy appointment
have to be
fucking october 29th
u'd think after i overdose they may like
let me take an opening or something
but meh its w/e
>>6833852
okay damn thats harsh
well
at least you have music you enjoy
>>6833874
hmm
why am i a favorite
thats weird :/

>>6833873
cis people dont know what dysphoria is

>>6833845

alright

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>>6833873
sure its a thing big guy
but you dont have to make it an issue
why focus on thinking about your gender all day?
go play games and go for runs and shit

and get a happy pill so you dont focus on it

>>6833871
you have a girl's chin and lips and an irrelevant nose

but i have no idea how you look with half of it blocked by shades you goon

also hey im taking venlafaxine too!

>>6833862
its really easy if you went the highschool graduation route

ive had almost 0 problems getting set up for college

>>6833886
You know how to play?

its 2:30 am, I'm eating m&ms and feeling like shit while watching shitty streams. How to cope with this feeling

>>6833887
the last part of the second post was meant for sheen

i think

>>6833890

If that's the game where you pick up the spoons...

>>6833887
Some of those pics are without shades.

well sadposting time
im starting to get mad that my mom called an ambulance on me
just hella pissed me off

>>6833887
I did really bad in high school
went to a community college for a term
had a mental breakdown
quit
looked for a job for a year and a half
worked at job for a year
and now I am trying to go back to community college

>>6833894
Yeah
You drive around and throw spoons at minorities while yelling racial slurs to them but if you miss your target, you have to go pick up the spoon

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This thread is bullshit. I hate it when it gets this negative.

>>6833844
Yeah I'm lots of snacks and movies and I'm going to a party tomorrow if the storm calms down enough :)

i hate drakeposter so much

>>6833902
She called because she loves you and wants to see you live

>>6833909
sorry

>>6833881
I can't explain it really. I just like some trips and hate others. Part of it is that I find you cute, but I think that's really the least part of it. Something about you just makes me want to hug you and tell you it'll all be okay even though I know life is never that easy.

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Hi everyone! I hope you're all doing well!

>>6833921
its because shes cute and has a fuckign shitty life
you feel like cute people dont deserve shit lives so you want to help them

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>>6833881
eh
i have loads of distractions so i make sure i never think about it
im in a really good mood
weed kinda nulled my emotions that think about these things

>>6833899
awwwwh
you looked like a tan BR in the first one but youre actually really cute
that open mouth look is really attractive

>>6833903
is the mental breakdown on record?
it'll be hard

>>6833925
I'm dying

>>6833927
This bothers me so much when people think that pretty people deserve the best life

>>6833929
no I just stopped going

yeah...that's why I am just gonna kill myself

>>6833929
BR?
Also thanks
You should see the pics where I look tired or sad. I look pretty mannish in those.

>>6833933
:c well tech we all are

>>6833927
Well there is that, I guess, though honestly, some of the cutest people i know deserve shittier lives than they have.

>>6833933
i dont think it comes definitively from the fact that they are pretty
pretty people are just noticed more readily

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>>6833925
Hiya, I'm alright. You?

>>6833909
sorry
ill try to stop being an issue
>>6833914
i know but fuck that
i wish she didn't
not only did it cost me $8,500
but im still alive
>>6833921
i don't deserve anything because someone thinks im cute
i dont deserve nice things really
people say i do but i dont
>>6833925
i should be doing better
i just want to die and go away right now
like i really do
:/
>>6833929
speaking of substance i ordered some drugs off of tor which should be arriving in a few days
hopefully at least

>>6833945
Yep

>>6833948
And that bothers me but that's just how society sees people. It's sad where we live in a world were looks plays a big factor in our lives

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>tfw Sass is back and posting

Hey peeps, wipe away your tears because I'm back and ready to make your day!

Ask me anything and I'll shitpost your life back on track!

:)

Whoops
>>6833803
Ribbit
>>6833806
I dunno. I just don't want to have someone else in pain.

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>>6833887
if you dont even know what gender dysphoria is I have no idea why I should take you seriously
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gender_dysphoria

should i make a frogpoll
pls vote yes no or the embalmer

>>6833953
Nobody deserves anything except that which they seize for themselves.

>>6833929
You used to call me on my cellphone

>>6833907

That's definitely not the version of Spoons I play with my friends

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>>6833961
nah

>>6833953
dope
whatd you order?

>>6833959
this isnt about your specific mental disorder
this is about your happiness

>>6833962
so negativity and sad shit

>>6833949
I'm okay, just finished my math hw, but I'm starving. I am trying to lose weight so I'm going to try to not eat a lot.
>>6833953
I'm sorry love, I read about what happened, I'm glad you're still here with us tbqh. <3

>>6833962
Settle down Ayn Rand.

>>6833961
ye

>>6833956
please shitpost me to death
>>6833958
deal

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CAUSE EVER SINCE I LEFT THE CITY
>>6833963

>>6833971
Ugh. I hate Ayn Rand. Thanks for putting me in my place.

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>>6833953
You don't have insurance?
You could apply for charity care.

Yeah hospital bills are bullshit.
On one of my attempts, cops called
An ambulance and I stayed at a hospital overnight and was slapped with a 21k bill.

>>6833957
If I ever get to nyc
I'm going to hug you

>>6833958
Ahh ok
I always get people telling me I look eurasian.

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Tfw it's grey and cold again and I can wear jackets until next august again!
>>6833956
Yr great, sass :D

>>6833983
I don't know how

could i take 30mg codeine with 1mg clonazepam

>>6833966
i'm inclined to not say because people will get mad at me
>>6833969
well at least someone can be happy about me being alive.
>>6833978
damn
well
yeah i have insurance
but they wouldn't cover it lols
i can technically afford it so
idk

>>6833968
Well I have always felt that everyone's lives are a hell of their own design. Though that doesn't take into account forces outside of our control.

>>6833990
my life is good
i just complain
i should be happy that i can move my arms

>>6833973
I'm sorry bby, my shitposting only brings sappiness and coy. Not breadth and construction.

>>6833975
YOU got a REPUTATION for YOURSELF now

(ilu drakeposter.)

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>>6833983
the things you post dude... honestly irl I would cropdust you

>>6833989
Hey bby how you doing 2nite?

>>6833988
>robotripping trannies
fucking again

>>6834002
niether of those are dxm

>>6834001
I'm 6'1" and 195 lbs and I've been in the octagon and I love violence and pain. Where you at?

who else was buffed besides mei?

>>6833998
trash
shitty
not well
>>6834001
i know that there are some people who are concerned for my mental health state that read every one of my posts

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>tfw will always be a virgin
>Tfw will always wake up alone
>Tfw my only friend, my cat, was taken from me

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>>6834014
Why was your cat taken from you?

>>6834014
hi im nim

I shouldn't kill myself

Billy Joel wouldn't want that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlQ6Ka4yg_8

>>6834020
hi nim nims

>>6834014
if you didn't dress/act like a loser and instead wore a dress with some nice makeup you wouldn't be a virgin

>>6833969
Nice what level math class are you taking?
Drinking a lot of water can help quell the hunger a little bit

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>>6833966
yet you're saying I shouldn't worry about being a girl which is entirely the point of transition, to alleviate dysphoria.
I already did the repression thing and it didn't work.
I'm happier now than I've been since childhood but life sucks because I am a loser who cant do anything. I regained a bunch of weight from February to June because my endocrinologist (who I was referred to from my psychiatrist who both agree that I am gender dysphoric) dropped my estrogen dose too low and I went back to being completely incapable of anything but comfort eating.
I'm trying hard right now to lose as much weight as I can, exercising regularly and I'm pretty much just eating oily fish, vegetables and oats right now and I've relost 20lbs and heading back down to where I was at the start of the year where I was consistently losing weight.

here comes some chaser who wants all his transgirls to be supermodels whilst most of us have sad lives, then chooses one who hasn't got her shit together and who probably wont ever pass all that great to pick on because she isn't as pretty as anyone else here or even as pretty as the average guy.
I know my downfalls, yet I belong here despite your opinion... maybe you should take your own advice and do something better with your life than hang out with trannies on some shitty corner of the internet.

>cleaning out my old room with my mama
>find pictures of me as a kid
>cringe and throw them away
If I never see pictures of me as a kid again it will be fine with me. At least there were some nice pictures of the pets we used to have.

>>6834014
I'm so sorry about your kitty :c I could probably kill myself if it weren't for my girls.

>>6834014
i can fix that exdee

>>6833993
>I should be happy I can move my arms
You can flip people off! Make gang signs on photos and shit! You could be a DJ and raise your arms vefore dropping the b a s s.

But seriously, I'm glad you're alive.

>>6833976
I'm sorry, I got carried away. I should never call people Ayn Rand. :3

>>6833984
No, Ur gr8 Junebug! :3
Is that a Goodra sex toy?

>>6834001
I got my eyes on you, you're everything that I see...

Yeah, totally serious, u crack me up!

Sass <3 Drakeposter

>>6834025
how's your day going froggy

If I post something really depressing on my pretty much unused Facebook how do you think my normie "friends" will respond?

>>6834029
College algebra, we're on inequalities. And I decided to have one of those ready pac salads since it's only 290 calories!

>>6834037
its okie
trying to decide what vidya i wanna play
how's your day? what are you up to nimnimu

>>6834039
Hard to say as I don't know your "friends"

>>6834035
im not glad.
>>6834034
this was rude to say
>>6834039
"Oh no see a therapist!!?"

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>>6834008
i live in big bear
its a very nice play
come up here and we will share a drink and beat each other up

>>6834012
those are called creepy stalkers aren't they
but if you dont want to obviously i cant stop you isla tomoe
i hope its gud shit tho

>>6834030
wat?
you need a therapist sheen

>>6834035
when are we getting married?
are you cute?
im pretty cute

>>6834043
good

bracing myself for the hurricane!

what games are you thinking of playing

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>>6834048
Hi silly boo.
Are you triggering the fags again?

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>>6834030
drake poster btfo

>>6834008
would you be willing to kill me then

>>6834040
Ah not a super difficult math class good luck with it ^~^
>And I decided to have one of those ready pac salads since it's only 290 calories!
What's the worst that could happen ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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>>6834050
im being nice today mom

>>6834055
Yeah it's actually pretty fun! But I'm weird, I like to learn haha.
And yeah it was the salad or a sandwich so I figured no bread is better.

>>6834054
yes desu
>>6834048
I'll be in san diego the end of next month. I don't want to drink with you but I'll let you have a drink

>>6834048
i hope it is too
dont wannaget hella addicted
also those people are really just concerned for me since i overdosed recently

So does anybody here play tabletop games? I wanna talk about roleplaying stuff

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>>6834059
Trigger me!, I need to be bullied!!!

>>6834039
>Posting personal deprrssing stuff on facebook.
>5 years later. On this day: "edgy depressing post"
>0 replies
>Cringe to yourself.

>>6834014
>tfw will always be a virgin
Doll yourself up, take some pics, get grindr, click on "trans" tribes
Bam get fucked by hot guy
>Tfw will always wake up alone
Wake up after hot sex with guy you barely know
>Tfw my only friend, my cat, was taken from me
Go to shelter, adopt new cat.

BAM! another sad customer just got shitposted her life back on track

You're Welcome.

>>6834048
I've got a therapist, I talk to her monthly about how much my siblings hate me and how much I hate being an ugly mannish piece of shit who cant get a job and how much I miss my mum and how life has screwed me over in the past month which is a usual occurance

>>6834064

What did you get?

>>6834049
omg are u in FL? glglglgl how is it there right now?
idk probably league with friends i guess
that or maplestory with myself and e-friends

>>6834062
fly over to boston and do it then, faggot!

>>6834077
it's not even raining!

im not getting directly hit since the hurricane is hitting the panhandle but we're gonna get a lot of rain from the outskirts of the hurricane

we'll see how it is tomorrow lol

>>6834083
whoa, update me senpai! hope it's not too rough, hope it's interesting if anything

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whattup girls

>>6834074
not saying.
sorry

>>6834088
Food, and sluts.

>>6834069
the only bullying i'd ever do to you would be sexual des.u

>>6834073
based on that paragraph i think you need to see her daily

>>6834064
i dont think i have anything you could tell me personally on
but hallucinogens are the best form of depression curers

>>6834048
Ummmm, I guess i'm sort of cute, but I'm too olds 4 you bby. :)

Unless you want a sham marriage in order to get Sass her greencard and livin' in the US!

then let's meet up in vegas or some shit.

>>6834045
I know you're not. It must be really tough dealing with this shit.

>>6834098
>based on that paragraph i think you need to see her daily
and talk about what?
the same things we always talk about, there's nothing more to say than what I already told you we talk about.

>>6834088
hey
witch girl anime
thats my old avatar
also
nothing good.
>>6834098
it is definitely not a hallucinogen tho that may be a good idea
hm
i wonder how expensive it would be
well i suppose i'll check
>>6834099
eh
im apathetic as hell to everything
just sad feeling

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>>6834019
My step dad tried to poison my kitty so my mom put him up for adoption. I raised him since he was 2 weeks old and bottled fed him. He would sit in my lap and nap when he could barely work. I went to see him a few weeks ago where he was put up for adoption and he started crying when he saw me. I felt so bad when we had to leave I started crying.

>>6834020
Hello

>>6834027
That's not an option ;_;

>>6834034
:^)

>>6834071
He'll just try to kill it and threaten to shoot it. I don't want to replace something special. It wouldn't be fair to the new kitty. I want to start on makeup soon, though...

>>6834105
....are you on Anti depressants?

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>>6834092
I could use a slut for a three-way with my bf

who wants to be my slut?

>>6834111
thats gay

trips checked

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>>6834098
Sounds fun.

>>6834105
Apathetic isn't that bad.
^^

>>6834111
I'll be your slut!

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>>6834108
Damn
I'm so sorry anon :/

>>6834110
yeah
venlafaxine
>>6834108
sorry about your kitty
u alright?
or will be
sure eventually someone would be alright with you though
and find u plenty of attractive
you have potential for sure^^
>>6834118
yeah but
it feels wrong in a way
i can't be sure

>>6834108
Oj jeez I'm sorry, I thought you were an adult.

Why would your step dad try to poison your cat?

>>6834023
I want to
Let's help each other do that

>>6834060
Learning can be fun for everyone if you're learning about something you enjoy :)
What year of school are you doing?

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>>6834118
applicants must accept a ride to PA
and dick

>>6834127
my dad killed two of our cats when I was youn and used them as crab pot bait like he threatened to do several times
wait no, they just "disappeared"

>>6834108
>That's not an option ;_;

God okay fine! You look cute but your styling is bad so you need to dress cuter and girlier. Then go search for dick/vag and you'll get it, cos cute people get that shit. Happy now?

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Dubs say I die in my sleep tonight

>>6834087
will do! :)

>>6834108
you look great ^^

>>6834132
I would never kill someone's pet. Jeez maybe men do stuff like this all the time.

>>6834134
>>6834108
okay i misread that as 'opinion'

though you can still dress more fem, aim for androgyny without going full blown girl

>tfw you don't want to live, but dying seems too extreme
>>6833978
Word is bond, fampai! If you ever make it up here we should link up tho.
>>6834071
>>6834071
What if you're too ugly for that solution? Not even asking for a friend this time.
>>6834088
Dreading having to readjust my soylent mix to cut back on calories. I have to get under or around 1k/day to get to where I want to be.
>>6834098
>tfw hallucinogens can never be fun for you
>tfw everyone you know irl refuses to trip sit you because of you personality
>>6834108
You should get your cat and keep it in your room if you can. Your step dad sounds like he needs to learn his fucking place. What a fucking prick. He has no right to do that to something that is yours.
Did he just move in recently? You should tell your mom not to be a punk bitch.
Reeeeeeee fuck him.
>>6834134
Re-rolling for myself!

>>6834125
yo im on venlafaxine too
they just prescribe everyone effexor these days

>>6834118
youre far too open for this flirting
makes me nervous

>>6834110
non
i take it for minor anxiety
probably side effect from the weed

>>6834105
mushrooms are usually really cheap
i could prolly connect you up

>>6834143
From what I've noticed abusing animals seems to be a male thing.

>>6834143
what with being a daywalker who existed amongst men during repression, they're all disgusting and stupid.

>>6834148
We will
Where do you live?
I only know Manhattan
Not familiar with queens or Bronx

>>6834150
i could just get them off of tor
venlafaxine sucks though

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God this depicts my life so well it's scary ;-;

>>6834148
Pleb, If I got fucked by hunk in this shit part of the world, so can you, you're like 10x cuter than me.

Just doll yourself up and smile.

If you want sex, if you wnt a relationship, that's a whole other thing, bby.

>tfw circe today has blogged about going to do a porno and how she ruined someones relationship and bragged about it
>tfw shes obviously not a gay man but doing all of this on gaygen
>everyone hates her and wishes she was dead
>tfw she will never fucking leave gaygen


Girls please our shitposters dont bother with you girls. Please do something there's no need for her to be there.

>>6834163
hella gay

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>>6834163

>>6834151
>>6834156
I like men though, like really really attracted to them. :)

>>6834151
People with XY chromosomes have a higher risk of being psycho/sociopaths.

>>6834163
Same here. Except my TV isn't nearly that big.

>>6834163
i want one of these to fit me

>>6834169
you are the worst meme

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>>6834163
Some people have nothing anon

be grateful and move forward

>>6834169
I don't understand what's going on.:(

>>6834174
good thing i don't have those then

>>6834169
We don't want her either

>>6834174
Rip me.

>>6834173
same, but damn if they're not the worst
e-even if they do have nice chesthair and beards and smell and muscles and stuff

hi im bored
how u

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>>6834148
that sucks dude
you need to get a better personality

>>6834162
it makes me normal so i dont really mind
when im normal and can focus i can get POTGs which gets me a lot of attention
and im a huge attention whore

so im a happy boo

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>>6834157
Brooklyn, but my housing isn't really what I would call stable.. I'm sorta expecting I'll live somewhere else by January.
>>6834166
I sorta want the latter........
>>6834174
>you will always have a y chromosome

>>6834183
You intersex?
>>6834187
Rip sir.

Where's the orchestra?
Wasn't this supposed to be a musical?

>>6834177
No I think a tranny ruining gaygen with her degenerate shit is much worse.

>>6834182
Imagine a chaser coming in here everyday bragging about fucking transgirls evrryday for a year straighy and even though everyone tella them to go away they never do.

Prettyb much the same thing.

>>6834191
hey well happy is good

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>>6834182
Circe was shitposting in femgen and was claiming to be a femboy while clearly passing

Circe you are super cute and mature you don't need to impress anyone <3

>>6834163

What's the paper on the bed supposed to be?

>>6834194
yes.

>>6834196
narcissism isn't attractive

>>6834192
:( I do too.

But it's sort of nice to be fucked like a girl.

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Animal abusing was relaxing.
Shrug.

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I'm sad
Today's gonna be fun
Should I show up for school on the last two periods?

>>6834195
It's an acappella musical.

>>6834199
"Pretty Princess Points"
not sure what it means beyond that though

>>6834123
It's ok. Thank you for being concerned.

>>6834125
I'm going to try to find a place that will recommend me makeup. We're moving soon so I hope there's one there.

>>6834127
Because we went on a trip and were gone longer than we planned and the kitty ran out of food so he ate up his plant. The plant had something to do with his dead sister but the cat was starving...

>>6834134
Thank you! I pretty much just let mom pick out the most plain clothes since I hate men's fashion. I'd really like to own some 20's style dresses but perhaps that's a bit much... Winter is coming up so I'll have more choices since I love winter fashion and jackets.

>>6834142
Thank you :)

>>6834148
My cat was usually in my room to begin with since their bedroom is always locked :/

I really appreciate the replies, everyone. I've pretty much had to keep the cat stuff to myself since I don't know anyone.

My mom had a dog that really loved her and followed her everywhere too. But he didn't like dogs either so we had to put her up for adoption also. She then died of cancer after we betrayed her.

>>6834199
I think it's probably a register of Princess points earned, if I understand how this meme works.

>>6834196
>>6834198

:)

>>6834207
are there any particular consequences that you may regret if you do not show up for said periods?
Hopefully you will feel better soon.
>>6834211
Yeah, then good luck for sure.
You look nice so makeup will only make you look nicer.

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>>6834205

>>6834208
it's a metaphor for my depression
reeee

>>6834207
It's not like you're going to learn anything.

>>6834221
Not really that edgy.

>>6833836
I remember wanting to dress up like a Disney princess when I was a little kid.

>>6834198
No gaygen
She can stay in femgen also.

>>6834202
What are you talking about?

>>6834229
i still want to do that.

>>6834222
I remember my emo phase

>>6834228
http://www.wikihow.com/Act-Like-Sasuke

>>6834229
Why? Most of them have no style

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>>6834197
tfw no 2014 happy ghostie
top of the thread tier lists
never forget

>>6834236
I don't remember. I was a little kid and I thought the dresses looked nice.

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>>6834207
what's wrong?
I can talk

>>6834240
when was i at the top of any tier list
i was like piss close to the bottom rofl
that kid is gone now though
well
that sounds edgy but
im not as naive anymore

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>>6834234
i'm not emo
i'm just really really sad

>>6834235
Lol.

>>6834191
It's more my memepression and anxiety. They think I'll just end up with bad vibes, which is probs true.
>>6834203
I don't even think I want sex. I just want a bf.
>>6834211
I hope shit gets better for you anon. That's a really shitty sounding situation...

>>6834210
>>6834214

I must not have lurked enough because that doesn't sound familiar.

>>6834253
its a really stupid concept.

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>>6834250
depression is pretty much a meme isnt it

>>6834247
i liked you back then
other people did too maybe
/animus/ kinda sucks

http://www.strawpoll.me/11134637

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Anyone wh is not feeling okay today can talk to me if they like

I struggle with depression too so maybe I can help?

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Hello I'm new

>>6834250
>just want a bf

;_;

>>6834266
man i havent been in these generals for a few months now and THE SAME SHIT IS STILL HAPPENING

no you won't because you keep being retarded

>>6834262
only like
2 people were aite with me
the rest just gasm'd to the idea of telling me to an hero.
also yeah
it does fucking suck
>>6834269
im not good at talking through my issues
mostly just
still want to an hero.
wish i wasn't hospitalized
wish my mom didn't call 911
its a damn shame.
>>6834271
welcome.
how r u?

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>>6834269
pepsi masterrace

http://www.strawpoll.me/11134650

>>6834281
I'm good, just took a lorazepam/Ativan so I'm waiting for it to kick in.
Anyone else on benzos.?

hey how do you all have stewing diaper fetishes when girl don't poop?

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>>6834282
I'm drinking a cherry DP.

>>6834286
its called me not being able to fap to her videos anymore because of your guys' stupid meme

:'(

>>6834276
mtfg, mtfg never changes

>>6834130
Year 2!

>>6834269
I don't feel /bad/ right now, really, more empty and like I'm not going to be able to do anything worthwhile with my life since I'm so messed up (non-trans related problems). I think I can't do the things I studied to do (because brain problems), and I haven't created anything beautiful and I don't think I ever will, at this rate.

>>6834284
stop
>>6834285
i miss my benzos.
need to wait a long time to get more though
so lame.

>>6834285
i really like benzos they make it all go away

....y'all doin okay?

>>6834296
make me

>>6834285
Same here! I am on 2mg lorazepam!
>>6834298
Same, makes everything feel like all is right in the world~
>>6834296
Iktf :/ I swear my tolerance is building too so it's like ughhh

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>>6834288
im a diet pepsi guy also
i was raised on it
its not even that bad for you compared to most of the sugar water

>>6834281
youre overexaggerating ghostie
erio's tier list and a lot of others listed you high
you just focus on insults 100x more than compliments

>>6834301
ptbtbtbtbtbtbtbtbtbtbbtbbtbtt

>>6834301
not really anna, not really

>>6834217
Sass get on facebook

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>>6834301
Took out the trash and came back with a flower pot. I almost took a half-full bag of tim's jalapeno chips too
so yea hbu?

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>>6834301

I feel alright. Don't have to work tomorrow so I can stay up late tonight which is cool.

>tfw ur not one of the cool trannies

>>6834298
i miss them.
i like opiates better
they almost made everything go away inmy life
>>6834303
please
stop
please
>>6834301
could be better.
>>6834305
my tolerance is way too high
i hate it
to a lot of medications
:(
>>6834306
it was like
only Erio
I'm not even kidding
just in general most peoples hated me.
i was just a lil kid tho lol
well not too little
but little

>>6834262
Yeah. My life is a fucking meme.
>>6834269
Ehhh, this is sorta a decent day for me. I'm used to being depressed desu.
>>6834273
Kill me anon.
>>6834285
All day everyday, senpai. Life sucks without them.

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>>6834282
wild cherry yes

>>6834281
please don't... she called 911 because she's worried about you please just be patient.

>>6834284
what did you think this was going to achieve

>>6834295
try doing something different today, or just chill out here.
There are medications you could try that are actually intended for this

>>6834327
There are cool trannys? o3o

>>6834329
no
>>6834331
I don't know...what does anything achieve

>>6834330
that was me you misinterpreted my sadness

>>6834329
Me too! I swear it builds up fast too, I was on 0.5 for a month then 1 mg for a month and now it's 2 mg ~_~ but it is a lifesaver because at night my thoughts race and I overthink everything so it helps slow me down to sleep

>>6834327
no trannies are cool.
>>6834331
i lost all my money
now im not going to be able to move out of the country
i want my pills again
i know shesworried about me but like
i wish it would change
like desu breathing hurts at this point and i basically killed off my liver
:/
>>6834334
oh ok
sorry
>>6834340
oh i was on
hm
i forgot how much
i just know it was a good amount to make me forget
and like delete my memory for three straight days if i took enough

>>6834343
I'm sorry
*hug*

>>6834329
erio, soto, tp, kanra, cuckwork all talked to you off the top of my head
fuck you were crazy popular for a few points
it was like my favorite posting too

>>6834331
pretty based opinion
im proud of you

>>6834330
at least you can laugh at it?

>>6834331
I'm already on so many medications for so many things, but yeah, I should try different things more often, and actually stick to getting better at those things rather than getting discouraged because I feel like I'll never get good enough to be happy with whatever I do.

Sorry, I don't mean to be depressing to listen to.

>>6834343
Hmm I've had that happen before if I got past 4mg, but I do that on high dysphoria days.

>>6834345
why are you sorry
>>6834346
hmm
well
soto didn't like me
tp legit hated me
same with clockwork
maybe i was on too much vicodin to think right
soto is alright with me now
i guess
>>6834349
oh normally thats when i take like
10mg+
just to forget

>>6834337
Oh, gomen.... ;-;
>>6834346
I'm more laughing at myself for thinking it'd get better at one point. This is the high point of my life. This is where everyone said life would be great. I've reached the summit and it's below sea level.
>>6834349
Ayyyy I'm on 3mg of kpin and counting 2day

>>6834357
I don't mean to be mean
I just can't handle my emotions

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>>6834327
just be cool then, nigga

>>6834334
you're clearly irrational right now, take a second and breathe.

>>6834343
Hospitals are very flexible about payment plans, you could just pay $20 a month for a while with no interest. Change your habits when you get out to prevent it from happening again

>>6834347
I dont mind at all. If its a focus problem try adderall, try a different anti-depressant if yours doesnt work. Ask yur doctor to make sure they dont interact

weed is nice too

Remember there are people here that love you

>>6834357
i told tp to be nice to you and he did
cuckwork is a wast of human space but i thought liked you
soto yelled all over the thread about how he cucked you
id give you more examples but im really high and playing overwatch im sure you understand

>>6834359
you ever think about sea monsters?
theres probably so many sea monsters out there that we've never seen

>>6834361
>>6834357
Goodnight everyone! I hope you start to feel a bit better, Snickerdoodle. And I'm sorry, Isla, if I made you feel awkward earlier by saying you're one of my favorites.

Hugg everyone

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Hi everyone

i want to eat but im not hungry
thats a bad sign right

>>6834357
Oh wow yeah you def have a tolerance! But hopefully you can get yours filled again soon~<3
>>6834359
My mom takes those and apparently they are stronger?

>>6834362
I know I should
but now I feel kind of patronized and that makes me angry

...is this how I come off to people when they are the depressed one?

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graveyard shift again in 2 hours
this feels like torture

Still though I moved out from being a neet all in the course of 3 months and now hold 2 jobs, somebody has to give me some credit.

>>6834368
howdy
are you here to finally transition?

>>6834362
it was more a tinge of anger
I don't feel angry
I just...don't know what to do with myself

>>6834362
Thank you. I'll try to remember that, even if it's difficult when I'm feeling like I don't love myself at times.

>>6834376
dont post with that avi
the thought that you could be hailey gives me ptsd

>>6834376
I give you plenty of credit, keep going you will afford your srs and ffs in no time <3

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>>6834368

>>6834363
Not really. We probably won't see everything. We'll all die without knowing all that we could have known.
>>6834373
They just last longer.

>>6834376
Oh hi, Kayla! Yep, sounds like you're making a hell of a lot more progress than me.

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>>6834375
I act the same way, tis okay.
better to find out here than to act that way around people that matter to you irl.

>>6834381
what do you like to do?

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>>6834361
you aren't mean
i'm just shitty and unpleasant recently
>>6834363
yeah because he got my partner drunk lmao
i suppose so
maybe im somewhat delusional
but tp doesn't like me i know that for sure
>>6834362
its too late for that.
I already paid the fee straight up.
since i could afford it
:/
>>6834364
goodnight anon
thanks
i hope the other people here feel better too
the ones that are sad at least
i would say i wish i was too but
eh
i almost don't want to feel better
ifeel like i deserve negativity and bad feelings
>>6834370
idk
for me its i want to eat but if i do i'll feel horribly ill and potentially throw up
:|
>>6834373
well
i don't get to see a psychiatrist until god knows when
and my next available therapist appointment is October 29th
which desu
i need a lot sooner but
calling the suicide hotline every night has been
making me less suicidal
well not every night but
when i feel really down.
but i need
meds
>>6834385
abandon ship.
>reeee

>>6834386
Oh okay maybe that's what she meant, and I heard Xanax acts the fastest and shortest.

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>>6834376
You deserve a lot of credit, you really have been doing a good job of supporting yourself and taking your life seriously, it's inspiring.

should i start with anime

i watched eva and dbz but that's it

>>6834393
Yeah same here, my next app is law this month and my last refill was 2 weeks ago. But I'm glad you have a crutch to help you from making any rash decisions. And yeah Maxim is probably gonna post his shrimp dick so beware ;_;

I dont want to be identified as a transgirl

I want to go to a place that no one knows about me and people see me as a girl, sorry for being delusional lol

>>6834400
I mean, some people can pull that off, and if you can then more power to ya.

>>6834396
>>6834389
>>6834384
kewl, I will take this to ward off the negative thoughts during tonight's shift

>>6834392
nothing lately

I just...I don't know how to express these feelings
I want to hurt myself

>>6834400
that isn't delusional
i want this too
so im hopefully moving someday soon
too bad since i don't pass here i won't pass anywhere lol
>>6834399
he always does that
but
its not really a crutch but it makes me feel less lonely
it doesn't make me feel like
i won't do anything i'm planning on doing but
it makes me feel less lonely

>>6834400
Well after i'm done with electrolysis and my name and gender marker change I am moving 2 states over to fresh start just like that, if my calculations are correct that should happen right around mid December.

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>>6834403
you can do it

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>>6834386
youre only saying that because youve had a depressing life
you shouldnt limit your philosophical outlook to your mood

>>6834393
being delusional is normal ghostiesa
its how humans were supposed to strive for improvement by constantly trying to better themselves
the problem is if its depressing you you gotta break it
you know

>>6834398
gurren lagann is good

>>6834393
I'm also not sure i want to feel better. The pain and depression is familiar, and I don't know what I'd do without them. Most of the time I don't even know who I am. And I feel like I'm sabotaging my own therapy by hiding so much from my therapist.

>>6834409
Damn, you're really way ahead of me.

>>6834411
I hope so cuz if not i'm jumping in a tree chipper head first

>>6834409
are we gonna be friendly neighbors or neighbors like in the movie neighbors?

>>6834417
I think thats a solid choice for you.
:)

>>6834419
sure, just don't catfish me anymore, plus I wanted to move to cap hill anyway

>>6834421
>makes fun of my bullying

>>6834398

Yes, anime is great

>>6834414

This. Just watch the first episode, it's fantastic

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>>6834398
I love the cute stuff, im watching Fate Prisma Ilya right now.
Theres legitimately well written stuff in every genre if you look for it.

>>6834400
I know me too. It can be a long-term goal that you can work towards

>>6834405
of course not lately, you're depressed. what did you do before?

Also hurting yourself isnt going to make you feel better, you and I both know that. Ill miss you if anything bad happened to you... I mean it

>>6834425
:3 That's the gayest place that exists. The crosswalks are painted rainbow colors and everyone's smiling all the time :D

>>6834421
You're insults are meaningless to me now so I don't give a good god damn what a twerp like you thinks anymore.

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life ever since I left my parents house has been so much better. im actually living full time as a woman and have really cool cis girlfriends that don't treat me any different from any other girl. im also starting to pass more as a girl even without makeup and I get gendered female almost all the time. c:

pic related me and my best friend/hairdresser went out to the mall together today and did a bit of shopping and grabbed lunch together. Not coming to mtfg as often and reading all the depression and hate posting really helps my day to day mood too.

ty for reading my blog don't forget to like comment and subscribe

>>6834430
I don't know what I am suppose to do

>>6834426
I did no such thing.

>>6834433
We both know that's not true.
:)

>>6834432
>:3 That's the gayest place that exists. The crosswalks are painted rainbow colors and everyone's smiling all the time :D
Yeah and for some reason rent is like $800 a month for a very decent studio.

>>6834395
>>6834395
Yeah. Its nice tho since I can just keep high all day.
>>6834398
Nichijou!!!
>>6834412
That's the only outlook I know. I like Schopenhauer's work because it's agreeing with me for a decent amount of the stuff.

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Another night before work well spent lurking /mtfg/ and smooking weed until 5:30am
Goodnight everyone.

>>6834434
Dats awesome congrats

starting to get a little frustrated because i dont have a girlfriend yet, but ill keep working hard at it

>>6833983
true and it is well known that hitler loved animals

>>6834434
>Korra passes now and you don't

Kill. Me.

>>6834450
she actually put effort in
waiting to fail boymode is a meme

>>6834412
well being delusionalis
not really normal
some people are but
my world views are so twisted.
but
i don't want to break depression
happiness is scary
it
hurts
>>6834415
exactly
they seem a part of me
but not the therapist part
>>6834445
good luck

>>6834450
just remember blacks have less sexual dimorphism then whites so they, asians, and hispanics are always an easy pass.

>>6834434
Glad to see you're doing well Korra! Congrats!

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>>6834439
i remember clearly all the mean things you did that broke my poor fragile heart

>>6834442
i know all what thats about brah
dont even worry about it

>>6834447
every good guy loves animals to be honest

>>6834452
Effort doesn't work when it comes to passing, its genetics. Some of us are fucked regardless how much we work out and hrt we take, surgery is needed.

>>6834434

That's great to hear, good job Korra

>>6834440
It might be tinier than you think desu. This nice bus lady was calling them crackerjack boxes cuz white people pay so much to live in a tiny af apartment.