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dont even mess wit me boo edition

▶Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
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▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

old >>6833836
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Going to bed, gotta gym early tomorrow. Goodnight and sweet dreams ladies! <3
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Good morning
I just woke up ^^
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I'm Pleb's new BF
every other bf below this post is a fake
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Why does Sarah :3 worship Hitler? Doesn't she know that Hitler would've gassed her tranny ass?
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>>6834959
im sad
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>>6834951
good nighty

>>6834958
morny

>>6834870
PH4 looks pretty good, might check it out

>>6834872
which ones are good on their own?

>>6834867
DS is good I want to replay it but no PS3 anymore


I just realised I still haven't finished Darkest Dungeon so I guess I'll do that first

I want to play a fps but can't or my eyes hurt yyhh
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>>6834958
post sleepy butt
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>>6834945
Why do these thread's get so many replies? it makes no since, it's like the cancer of /Lgbt/

>Insert random links here
>????
>600+ replies
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>>6834938
Lets be friends but the drive to Dallas and the areas around it take so long and I dont know where to go and driving scares me sometimes.
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>>6834960
except there was no gassings :3
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>>6834959
hey excuse me pal, i called her first >>6834940

>>6834950
im in california but i can be shipped to u
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have a good night everyone!
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pleb i wanna die
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>>6834946
>cuties
well, there's the problem. and maybe i'm doing you wrong, sorry if i am i don't really know much about you, but i don't particularly like people who flirt like you do when their in a relationship?
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i want to textwall like geit
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>>6834955
i only know u as a girl tho....... i just can't see you as a boy.......
>>6834959
o, ok hi
>>6834973
oh ;-; i don't have a place 4u u to stay tho ;-;
>>6834978
pls no ;-;
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>>6834972
You're a holocaust denier too? Yes, you've learnt the truth from youtube videos where historians have failed. TGSNT no doubt
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>>6834969
its a place for transgirls to come and chat about shit, their lives and just everything
where else in the world can we do that?
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>>6834949
im usually only into women. i'm like uh historically bi, even have slept with more men than women but for obvi reasons. getting over men disposing of me takes less than a week. my feelings for women are the curse
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>>6834950
if yu don't post your butt then how do you really know

>>6834952
yeah in a trap thread, I flirted, then asked for skype then when I knew I really liked him, I go naked on cam for him >.<
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>>6834970
No one said anything about driving to Dallas. Me and red had to get things from Dallas today. Driving terrifies me, especially driving myself. I hate cars. But I'm still watching top gear.
>>6834979
We're in a poly relationship which means we can date other people
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>>6834975
you too nim!
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>>6834948
I don't think I'm ready for sex
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>>6834981
>o, ok hi
let's make out now ignore all these other zeroes babe
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>>6834981
im not a real girl anyway
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>>6834981
>oh ;-; i don't have a place 4u u to stay tho ;-;
that's ok i can sleep outside
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>>6834973
sorry below the post I'm pleb's bf now
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>>6834960
because she is literally 12 years old
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>>6834960
She is a literal Nazi and bought into /pol/ propaganda.
>>6834967
Its like 6AM, plus I'm p. sure I'd annoy someone :P
>>6834980
Oh fuck, the bastards back
>>6834964
hey <3
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>>6834998
ur post is below my post bud
i will fight to the death for pleb
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>>6834991
tell me what you would prefer ^^

cuddles maybe? Headpats?
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>>6834985
hugg Lithuanian

So you tend to form enduring bonds with girls only? That's a dimension to sexuality I never considered.
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i want to die
someone come kill me please
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>>6834982
>this anon genuinely believes that 6 million Jews were killed in the Holocaust
that's adorb
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>>6835007
me too
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>>6834987
lewd!
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>>6834975
nini

>>6834980
why would you silly
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>>6834988
i don't think that's what a poly relationship. i think you mean open relationship.
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>>6834988
>We're in a poly relationship which means we can date other people
Id date you but i dont want herpes
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>>6834988
Sorry I'm just that one nerd who also lives in dfw and know yall live somewhere around Dallas.
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>>6835005
Those sound good, even kissing
I just don't want to be naked infront of people or have them touch me in those places
I'm too uncomfortable with my body
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>>6835002
ive been posting since i came here during an EDF lobby
ive been nice too

ask cordelia
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>>6835007
:(
>>6834982
If the holocaust happened, how come they never interviewed hitler after war? So many dumb fucks on here, I swear...
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>>6835002
A tranny nazi is an oxymoron desu

>>6835010
What do you mean by six million killed exactly? Six million gassed or six million killed overall.
Either way it's completely plausible to kill a total of 6 million, I'm sure you're the kind of person who believes Stalin killed like 60 million people though
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>>6835016
that is a form of polyamory. Its not a three person couple cohabitating while raising a gender ambiguous kid, but it counts.
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>>6834966
You know, for I think I try to repress a lot of my gay feels. Alcohol just seems to make it harder to hide. Oh well.
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>>6835017
I don't want herpes either. I really wish red hadn't done what she did.
>>6835019
Oh shit well we should hang out sometime. We only know like three people here. Reds ex, her dealer, and someone from steam I added bc they were mutuals with Kat.
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Butt
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>>6835022
Boo is pretty fun to play insurgency and starbound with.
He's been pretty nice so far.
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>>6835011
suicide pact
you kill me, then i kill you
>>6835023
:(((
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>>6835027
elanna and her """""roommate""""" sitting in a tree
KAY AYE ESS ESS AYE EN GEE
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>>6835023
Because Hitler fled to the moon you idiot
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>>6835006
enduring bonds or agonising tearing angiogenic entanglement fit for cheap body horror flicks
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>>6835025
~200 jews died in the holocaust. no more, possibly less.
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>>6835015
i've admired you my whole life
you make me jealous

>>6835032
hey love crusader
i want to be your space invader
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/mtfg/, do you have a waifu/husbando? Pic for me :3
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>>6835011
>>6835007
I wish I could be there to hug you two

>>6835021
whatever you like!
I dont want to force you *kiss forehead*
you are cuter than you think you are
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>>6835022
Yeah, you can be nice but no offense but you kinda act like an asshole on these threads a lot (i.e. posting what was technically childporn). I mean so do I really so I'm probably a hypocrite but I guess tone it down a bit?
>>6835025
Yeah but she is one regardless
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>>6835041
okay
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>>6835031
Butt is the best
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>>6835044
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>>6835045
where you at tho
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>>6835045
Cuter doesn't mean cute tho
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>>6834987
i dunno, i don't like the idea of posting lewds
>>6834984
i donl't think i have it thooooo! like ppl throw it out here even when you donot use hyperbole.
>>6834992
but, like i where r u ???
>>6834994
neither am i. i just can't see you as a boy. i'm srry. like i see you as a grill only. i dunno...
>>6834995
no w8 i can't have that......
>>6835003
no pls no fighting i'm not worht the fighting.
>>6835011
pls no ;-; ugggggggh fuck i fuck up everything ;-; i'm sorry i fuck i don'ot know how can i become bi???? like blergh i dunno what to do aahhhhhh
>>6835023
i saw yr gift on steam and ahhh thank you, i just haven't been on my main comp in like weeks and like ah i'm sorry.... i don't kno what to say to make it not be weird but ahh ty i have to check out yr wishlist 2mrrw thoo.
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>>6835044
Can I have a raifu instead? Loving people hurts too much
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>>6835036
Ooh. I like your words.

But also a lot of sympathy. I don't think I'm fully over one of my exes from, like, ten years ago yet. Met up with him a couple weeks ago, and I still wanted him to hold me.
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>>6835044
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>>6835057
>i donl't think i have it thooooo!
I'm pointing out how silly it is to say that you should trust your own judgement about an illness that makes your own judgement flawed.
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>>6835040
That's legit the lowest number I've heard from a holocaust denier

>>6835048
Why though, National Socialism is shit either way?
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>>6835041
You can... invade my ass... maybe.
Just force your way on me, that'll work just fine and probs be fun for me.
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>>6835057
>no w8 i can't have that......
maybe we could get me doghouse or something so it's not so cold at night
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>>6835034
Bully
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I'm seeing my psychologist in like 12 hours to ask about gender therapy/transitioning
How do I bring it up? I go to him for depression and suicidal feelings, mostly. Do I bring it up early in the appointment?
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>ywn be allison from the breakfast club
killl me now
>>6835066
ok here then
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135234
>>6835071
achhh nooo
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I miss the good ol' times.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjW8wmF5VWc
It never gets old
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>>6835030
what did red do. I heard she sucked more dick than anyone on mtfg. Was that you that came on her face in that pic?
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>>6835057
I didnt post any lewds on 4chan, i waited until I was on Skype lol. Smetimes you have to take a chance to get what you want! Dont post face until alone.

>>6835055
Western PA

>>6835056
I bet you are are though. And we can bring out your cuteness with clothes and hormones and good daily habits!
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>>6835002
i dont even go to pol bb
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>>6835076
>ok here then
>http://www.strawpoll.me/11135234
I hope this is just a joke, because if you're really going to let mtfg judge if you have bdd idk what to say senpai
See a psychologist about this.
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>>6835059
best raifu right here
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>>6835057
I don't play video games that much, buying something for me would be a waste of money, I hope you like the game though!
>>6835033
>you kill me, then I kill you
where u at?
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>>6835062
oh wow. you're me, but straight. i am very sorry

i treat it with kratom to some effect fwiw
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>>6835076
well maybe i could sleep at the foot of ur bed until i find an apartment?
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>>6835083
What made you a nazi desu?
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>>6835085
>ptf
>not SCAR-17
>not FAL
>not AR-10
What a pleb tier battle raifu, faggot.
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>>6835082
Well I already have the hormones
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>>6835075
Just tell your psychologist right out that you are trans.
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>>6835083
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>>6835078
dont u know the soviets would have gassed you
:^)
>>6835089
teh joos xd
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>>6835048
you got it, big boss

>>6835070
TOO LEWD
DELETE THIS
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>>6835091
>tfw meant to say ptr but to used to typing pft so end up with ptf...
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>>6835096
Why a nazi then? most people who believe in the joo thing are alt-righters
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>>6835050
mommy!
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>tfw no Grace butt to use as a pillow
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>>6835087
>i treat it with kratom
um me too and my gma is lithuanian. are you me?
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>>6835096
It's my fetish to be gassed.
^=^
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>>6835097
Ah, its too early. It probably came across as mean and kinda pretentious. You get what I mean though right? IDK, just less drama please? :/
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>>6835107
You'd probably die in a famine instead or purged if you were so inclined to speak out against Stalin
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>>6835082
i post my face on fchan tho. just only clothed stufff.
>>6835088
uhh, i live in the living roomm .-.
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>>6835103
>gma
>are you me?
probably not, but possibly ur mum
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>>6835091
no bully~

p90, mp5sd and m4a1 are cute too
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>>6835117
Excuse me, the best gun is a nerf g-
wait never mind they just got banned
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>>6835110
I'm already in that situation.
:p
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>>6835111
>uhh, i live in the living roomm .-.
aw yipes... well back to the doghouse idea then. desu it's not that bad, they make some pretty big ones. i can just shower at the local gym or something. as long as i have a pleb gf ill be alright.
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>>6835102
Eh, you dont wanna use it as a pillow tonight desu
>tfw numb to feelings tonight
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>>6835108
drama fuels these communities

with drama i create life
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>>6835092
Would you like it if you had cute clothes?
We can help each other with makeup and shaving and styling... I would love to have any other transgirl around. Girls that are totally understanding are rare enough already, and I could use someone to talk to when my bf doesnt understand

>>6835111
do the opposite, people will be unable to identify you without your face
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>>6835117
Ugh... what a pleb...
What a noguns faggot.
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>>6835087
Aww. Thanks. I'm gonna be OK, I think. It's just disheartening to realize he's still lodged in there, able to tug at me even after all this time.
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>>6835121
feelings are bad for your health
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>>6835119
lel
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>>6835123
I guess... it can kinda get a bit much though I guess :/
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>>6835117
>being so try hard that no 10/22
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>>6835121
mommy?
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>>6835124
I only have two girl shirts
So I guess so
and I know almost nothing about makeup
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>>6835059
Worst raifu, Grace. Pic related is best raifu.
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>>6835125
post butt.
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>>6835123
true
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>>6835084
i dunno, i see one once a week and like i dunno ;-; he mentions symtoms of it from time to time, but never told me i have it...
>>6835120
no, umm, i dunno maybe when i get a room?
>>6835124
i just don't want to subject ppl to having to look at my horrible body. ;-;
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Gunporn time?
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>>6835137
yea its out of frame ;-;
>>6835141
ye
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>>6835140
u wanna put my doghouse in ur room?
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>>6835135
Welcome to the club. I used to get away with big oversize flannel shirts and knit sweaters with tight jeans (big sweater+tight pants=cute), but then the tight jeans started to physically hurt and my doctor told me I had to stop wearing them. The good news is that he told me he's had to tell plenty of cis girls to stop wearing tight jeans, so I guess it's normal. I wear Levis women's 501s now. Now I have to revamp my whole wardrobe to go with loose jeans.
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>>6835127
Ain't that the fuckin' truth
>>6835141
There's a nice picture of my ass with a gun stuck in my panties on my computer.
>>6835136
Get your shekel cannon out of here.
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>>6835141
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>>6835141
Your guns turn me on.
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>>6835146
we'd share a bed baka!
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i cant stop crying
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>>6835151
its a nice gun
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>>6835118
really? that's dumb

>>6835125
no guns yes, but I'm more interested in airsoft than real guns any way
>>6835132
how am I being try hard?
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>>6835143
>>6835150
>>6835151
>>6835148
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>>6835125
I don't know anything about guns but I always thought shotguns were cool
those obviously aren't rifles though
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>>6835157
hot makes you wanna shoot up a school
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>>6835152
oh ok now i understand. that sounds nice :)
thanks for being my gf pleb
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>>6835153
was eraserhead that upsetting?
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>>6835153
should've seen 31
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>>6835135
I'm learning myself from youtube guides and practice
I can teach you too!
what size are you? I have some stuff that doesnt fit me
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>>6835153
ahh pls no ;-; i dunno what to do rn ;-;
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>>6835156
p90, mp5, m4a1 is all try hard video game bro
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do /mtfg/ and guns really mix?
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>>6835156
>airshit
Dude... wtf is wrong with you.
Where do you live? What country? If US, what state?
We need to fix this blasphemous bullshit.
I am going to solve this problem and get you into firearms.

>>6835160
I'm really good at trap & skeet.

>>6835162
Uh... wtf... no.
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>>6835174
not enough railz
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>>6835168
im so i shouldn't do that to you
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>>6835156
Nah it was a joke
but we literally had to get nerf guns 'nerfed' because they were too """dangerous"""
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>>6835167
Uh...I dunno
I just picked M to be safe at the store
though they are pretty loose shirts so I can't tell
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>>6835156
>but I'm more interested in airsoft than real guns any way
hi i airsoft
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>>6835141
>tfw college student with no gun money
>parents recently bought Bloomberg propaganda and turned them all in at a buy back
>"Whatever, it was just an 870 Wingmaster, a Rossi .22lr, and a Hawken repro. They probably still kept the Colt my grandpa told them to give to me when I turned 21"
>mfw I came home and realized my grandpa's Colt Woodsman from the 50s was gone
I'm not fine. That poor Woodsman is probably sitting in a bin full of Hi Points and Jimenez ghetto blasters, just waiting to be melted down...
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>>6835178
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2WhbTyvLYU
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>tfw all my guns are at home with the pops
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>>6835157
>>6835174
>>6835151
drizzt them sclounce my nigga
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>>6835148
ACU's suck
>>6835150
That was a fun day, I bumped into a very old online friend at that meet. No idea he was going to be there.
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>>6835171
yeah sure, they're my favourite guns in games and movies/tv shows, but how's that try hard? wouldn't try hard be trying too hard. they look cute, they sound cute in real life and that's what matters for me.

>>6835175
Finland. I've shot a shotgun once but meh, too loud and a hassle to get a real gun. I just like gun aesthetics and the idea of doing a "sport" with them, which is easily done with airsoft only

>>6835179
really dumb, I can't believe what the lawmakers spend their time on

>>6835181
hi, how to airsoft I'm too shy. that's a really cute gun!
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>>6835180
then you can have what's too big for me!
I'm XS
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>>6835192
This all started because some sperg shot up Port Arthur
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kinda want sarah to read me a bedtime story and rock me to sleep desu
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>>6835192
If you ever take a trip to the Bay Area, hit me up. I'll take you shooting and show you the amazing fun of it all and why airsoft is awful in comparison.

>>6835182
I'm so sorry Anon...
If it's any consolation, I can help you build an AR or an AK.

Pic is a 7.5" pistol upper without muzzle device and bolt carrier.
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>>6835193
That's kinda why I didn't buy more
I'm trying to lose weight and I don't want things to be too big for me in a couple months
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>>6835190
>ACU's suck
I think you mean UCP.
But yea, they look cool tho and that's probably why they got selected for use over Scorpion W2 without even being tested first.
>>6835192
>hi, how to airsoft I'm too shy.
first I introduce you to /asg/ and then people from your area help you get into it
add me on discord if you want that
grace#3178
There's also a skype group but they're migrating to discord mostly
>that's a really cute gun!
half of airsoft is a e s t h e t i c s
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guns are for boys
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>>6835086
>parrot
oh, ummmmm like what about a wish list or something i wanna return the present like exchange it, y'know!!!
>>6835178
no, blergh i shouldn't have gotten this fucked and tried toi go bf hunting here it's my faut i'm srrry
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>>6835197
Save me from Michigan.
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>>6835197
I'm in the Bay Area, too. San Francisco, actually (my college is gay and full of Marxist scum, don't come here).
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>>6835202
Yeah I mean ucp. When I lived on base they all called it ACU's when they were implemented.
>>6835204
I'm a girl and I like guns. So is Cordy.
>>6835209
Yeah the bay area has some fucking terrible people. She's been to sf a lot now because of me lol.
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>>6835204
yea
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>>6835208
Fly to cali, I can save you!

>>6835209
SF State maybe?
But... hit me up on skype if you want to shoot sometime.
whennuggetsattack

I don't have any ammo right now though...
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>>6835214
Kill my boyfriend too? :p
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>>6835204
we're for bullets
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>>6835208
Can I take you home with me to PA too?
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>>6835211
>ACU
Army Combat Uniform
It's the uniform upon which UCP and Scorpion are printed
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>>6835219
I'm well aware. Same with ACH.
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>>6835214
Why do you keep the shotguns half pumped?
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I used to shoot guns in boyscouts...
and then again at a sausagefest party but I wasn't good so I just smoked weed
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>>6835215
why cant you? he sleeps right
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>>6835224
>I used to shoot guns in boyscouts...
When I tried boyscouts out for like a week they were anti-gun
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>>6835195
there's a lot more useful stuff they could do but nerfing nerf guns is like wtf are they even trying to do anything useful

>>6835197
W-well I'd like to atleast try it

>>6835202
I spend an awful lot of time just looking at gear, it's fun. I kinda like what they had in finland but then again I feel like that'd be tryhard for me as I never enrolled but meh I dunno. maybe I shouldn't care as it's just airsoft but

but first I should maybe install discord wew
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>>6835221
Mommy when can I come over
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>>6835226
I rather someone else go to jail.
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>>6835215
the same one as before? i won't object. pls don't get caught
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I-I don't know anything about guns
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>>6835209
damn, other people live in SF now?
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>>6835204
not, guns are for protect womyn like us.
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>>6835231
Like anytime literally lol
I'm really sad
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>>6835233
Yump.
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>>6835228
Were they really? That's surprising..
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>>6835239
What's wrong Kaylee?
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>>6835214
Yeah, SFSU. I live with my girlfriend in the general area of the college for ease of access. My rent is actually pretty decent for the area (my mom pays my rent and gives me a monthly allowance because she feels bad about me almost dying of a serious infection as a teen when she told me to tough it out and that it was just a flu instead of taking me to the hospital, lol). As soon as I finish up at the end of next year, we're out of here, possibly bound for San Diego, Reno, or Oregon.
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>>6835229
>maybe I shouldn't care as it's just airsoft but
Add me on discrod or skype (depressed1penguin) and I can explain what does and doesn't really matter in airsoft
Gear is fun to look at but it's not something to stress about until you're doing like milsim which you dont wanna do without any experience
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>>6835236
Yeah let's be friends
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>>6835236
Yeah! Let's get lunch sometime, anon.
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>>6835215
You know... when I was at Purdue my best friend told me that I was the kind of person who if I were to ever murder someone... I would get away with it.
So...
If you really wanted that and gave me enough reason to... I probably could.

>>6835223
dafuq are you talking about. None of those shotguns are half pumped. I left the chambers open.

>>6835224
I still shoot guns, and none of that boyscout 22lr bullshit. And I smoke weed. It's a fun combo.

>>6835229
Trust me. Once you shoot a selection of firearms, you can't go back to airshit.
I got .223, 7.62x54r, 22lr, 12ga, 20ga and my bud has .30-06.
We'll get you set up.

>>6835245
Well then you better hit me the fuck up before then. Let's have some fun. Bring your gf as well.
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>>6835235
me neither they're kinda boring imo
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>>6835250
Me first please
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>>6835251
Is me being raped/beaten/starved.
Enough?
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>>6835251
>left the chambers open.
That's what I meant. why?
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>>6835243
A lot of stuff. Heart stuff. Body dysphoria and stuff.
>>6835248
Damn I would have liked to meet some of y'all before I left. Rachel never talked to me again after I saw her with Red. I guess it's a good thing I didn't kiss her. Faye is super cool though.
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>>6835253
I think I'd be scared to be around or handle one
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>>6835255
Jesus is that what's happening? Can you not go anywhere?
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>>6835255
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>>6835263
I wouldn't kill you with a gun so don't worry..
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>>6835256
Because, I like to keep my guns in a state of easy readiness. With shotguns, you load the first round into the chamber, then load into the tube.
Rifles generally don't benefit from having an open chamber as much as shotguns do.

>>6835255
Chara, I'll be honest. I believe you but I need some more than your word in order to justify murder.
Additionally, I'll need money and time to travel and plan. I'll need information. Intel.
But, it might be better to just get the police involved whenever you can.
It's more effective and efficient for a first step than murder.
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>>6835256
Safety.
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>>6835257
if you need a friend i'm here, do you want my contact info?
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Tfw the pharmacy fucks up ur order and charges you $20 for five tablets
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Im at class and poating on mftg
Look how much of a rebel i am
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>>6835268
Not on purpose
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>>6835274
Here being sf? If so it's too late. I live north of Dallas with red now.
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>>6835264
I'm working on it.

>>6835265
:)

>>6835269
Don't worry about it, i don't actually want you to do that.
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>>6835280
Nah, just to talk to about whatever's wrong if anything.
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Im 4-5 months into hrt, and I dont really notice any facial changes and stuff..just like breast growth and my skin got softer.. Its self med and I really havent gotten blood tested yet to see whats going on but something tells me I should probably just stop and kms before shit gets worse ;-;
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>>6835277
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>>6835275
>tfw the people at the pharmacy are probably judging you and clocking you as a tranny
They say people in customer service don't give a fuck what you are doing, but I work in customer service and that isn't true at all.
>>6835269
I just load the tube, pump, and then load another round in the tube.
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>>6835289
That's pretty normal though, just get regular blood tests it's pretty un-safe not doing that.
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>>6835289
Anon you JUST started
Give yourself some more time, for the first few months jack shit happens anyway. You'll start to notice things soon, don't worry.
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>>6835291
You don't shoot shotguns much do you?
I've shot in small competitions back in Indiana for club events.
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>>6835282
doesn't this make quid a huge cuck though?
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>>6835290
That is my life in a nutshell desu.
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>>6835286
Nah idk I can talk to red I Mean I'd like more friends to play games with though. I'm /id/lappanna on steam
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>>6835277
>going to class at all
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>>6835298
We're both poly.
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>>6835295
Luckily my sis is a doctor and stuff so I might be able to get her to test me every 3 months, she knows im scum already but I think shes indifferent about it, so ive been too scared to ask, should I just go to a regular gp somewhere?
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>>6835297
I'm definitely not a /k/tard. Is there an actual advantage to loading the chamber first?
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>>6835295
yeah, jack shit happens... but just a month on hormones and i crave cock already. this isn't fair ;-;
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>>6835307
Get a dildo, best investment you willl ever make.
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>>6835299
no this is
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>>6835303
poly is another word for cuck
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>>6835306
It's a lot faster on an empty shotgun.
And semis usually make you load the chamber then press a button after the last shot.
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>>6835303
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>>6835311
Poly is another word for, "I like you a lot but I want to fuck more people"
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>>6835310
:)
I <3 you
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>>6835300
added you! noticed you had a game i love so.
>:D
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>>6835309
do you have a recommendation for beginner? i don't know much about butt stuff.
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>>6835318
"im an unfaithful slut who cant be satisfied with one person"

fuck all the people you want, but dont call it a relationship
because it isnt
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this fucking potg lmao
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>>6835315
you literally idolize drake, said you can't relax around black dudes and seem to like to bring up the concept of cuckoldry quite often. I think you've outed yr self, ugly.
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nini /mtfg/
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>>6835320
Yo, nigger, if you add my gf then you better add me!
Harunyaa
The one with the ahegao profile pic.
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>>6835325
goodnight...
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>>6835326
ok hehe
hang out with me too im local
dont point em at me tho ok
the guns OR ur finger
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>>6835321
Start off small, with fingers if you dont already, and when youre ready to start upsizing start with a plug + water based lube, then a smaller sized dildo until you feel you can handle the bigger meat inside you.
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>>6835319
I <3 you too my love! :D
Someday you'll be a beautiful dragonair but not a dragonite cuz those are sad dads...
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I really wish I had some weed rn. I need to get out of my head.

Unless it would be one of those times where I'd get even more into my head.
Fuck.
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Whenever I'm sad and bawling like this I always go back to madotsuki. I love her so much.
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>>6835324
DELE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>6835334
<3 <3 <3
:D
You're the best Juni
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>>6835307
Is... Is that what happens? Did you not before?
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>>6835322
It def totes feels that way a lot of times.
Can you believe that my first relationship is with Red and Kaylee?!
It's fucking weird as shit to handle.

>>6835331
I don't point guns at people unless I mean to kill them... I don't want to kill anyone though.

>>6835336
Pic related. Have some Mado.
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>>6835336
aww cheer up soon qt :/
>>6835337
you suck dude
>>6835338
you are too :3 we're both god rememeber?
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>>6835336
>>6835341
f-fuck
i was gonna avatarfag as madotsuki if I did end up going through with transitioning, which I think might actually be happening
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>>6835332
i tried fingers before i went on hormones but it just did nothing for me.
>>6835340
i was never really sexual before. since a few days i can't stop thinking about sucking some delicious cock. fuck, again. i'm not joking, this is annoying. i was fine being alone but i really want a bf now ;-;.
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>>6835338
She is really amazing
>>6835341
I want to have relationships with other people not just fuck random dudes who don't care about me like red does. Thanks for the mado. I can't play it so I'm watching a play through without commentary thank God.
>>6835345
There's already a trip named mado, and I used to use mado in email field when there was 4chan extension with mascots.
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>>6835343
:3
*huuugs*
<3
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>>6835345
well theres already a mado here so
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>>6835311
Polysexual is different from polygamous lol
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>>6835347
She is one of the few people that makes me feel like legitimately happy :)
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>>6835341
Cool
hope I can see your games soon!
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>>6835343
never say that again
youre gonna be the straw that breaks the camels back of my CRIPPLING DEPRESSION
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>>6835353
lol

cuck
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>>6835347
Didn't say anything about random dudes here. I just said 'more people'. But, feel better, babe. I know I am since I'm talking to a bunch of people now.

>>6835357
I have a few.
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>>6835349
that's okay desu
not tripfagging is usually the better choice anyway, that way there's zero chance of getting sucked into drama
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>>6835359
doesn't chara have to have sex with someone else for quid to be cuck?
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>>6835356
you make me smile every day :)
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>>6835366
You make me smile everyday too :)
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Kaylee have sex with me.
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>>6835365
Well yeah, that's what's really funny about these /pol/tards

given my sex life and her lack of one, chara is a pretty colossal cuck

or at least, she would be if that wasn't a completely stupid concept based off some fetish shit
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>>6835374
You have a sex life?
>>
>u will never be a wwe diva
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>>6835207
updated my wishlist
if you choose to get it for me, thanks!
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>>6835377
I've been lucky enough to find a few quite attractive people, mostly female, who despite being cis scum recognize my sexual needs as a trans girl, and satisfy them somewhat regularly. I stopped when me and Korra were a thing because that would just be shitty, but since then...

i mean, my fingers are quite talented desu~
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>>6835378
>tfw I will never be like my goddess paige
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really want parrothitler to tuck me in and read me a bed story lads
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>>6835392
why did you change your name again?
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>>6835393
sorry big guy
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>>6835392
We are lasses desu
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>>6835395
what?
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>>6835392
When you jack off, do you have to use your fingers, or is it big enough for your hand?
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>>6835399
>tfw not so big girlcock...
>tfw it's actually really cute...
Ask Red or Kaylee about it.
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>>6835400
post gt.
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>>6835396
You realize who you're talking to, right?

He feeds off doing this shit

>>6835399
kek
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>>6835399
3 hands actually
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D E A F
>>
I am a fat piece of shit
I wish I had the courage to kill myself
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>>6835422
RIP Thread ;__;
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>>6835424
Why don't u
go for a run
instead
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>>6835424
:/ you gotta love yrself sheen if you lost weight you'd be attractive.
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>>6835372
If that's a picture of you then gladly. I love fennekins.
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honmode forever
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>>6835434
what about tyranitars?
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>>6835437
maybe if you wore makeup and got rid of those possums on yr forehead and didn't vote for a fucking shitmon you wouldn't feel like a hon
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>>6835438
That is a cute af picture so I guess so. I mean if you're a tyranitar I will gladly do anything for you.
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>>6835427
Fucking perfect haiku.
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>possums
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>>6835437
>>6835445
sorry I wasn't trying to be mean just starting shit a bit.. I think you look nice and really cute in some pics desu
>>6835450
yr satan
>>6835448
:3
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>>6835452
when are you going to stop beating around the bush and admit your love for me?
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>A bit more than a week into HRT
>suddenly filled with self-doubt like when I was first grappling with my identity 2 years ago

Why is this happening? I was so sure I wanted this two months ago, one month ago, one week ago. I even spent half of my work day this morning being super upset because I didn't have a womanly figure. But it all feels like so much work. I don't think I've ever had to work that hard for anything. I don't even know if I'm capable of it.
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>>6834945
Crazy question, if someone's family has a history of balding on the male side, would someone who is mtf go bald as well?
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>>6835457
It stops it. Anything that you have now is permanent but it will never get worse.
>>
>>6835453
when are you going to just accept that we hate you
>>
>>6835459
Why? I just randomly thought about it
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>>6835457
maybe, the mother's side only is a myth. ask someone to check your hair if you're unsure, like the top of your hair

but
>>6835459

also I don't know if it really helps but try biotin just incase
>>
>"I'm a girl"
>spends hours talking about guns
>>
What are you guys goin as for Halloween? I want to be pic related but my bf doesn't have suit and we wanna do something together
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>>6835467
I'm going as me
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>>6835466
Gender roles are a social construct desu
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>>6835466
girls can talk about guns, don't be mean
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>>6835466
girls who like guns are hot imo
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>>6835473
very much so
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>>6835459
How can one tell if they started to go bald?
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>>6835471
Maybe if you want to be a girl you should act like one.
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>>6835479
What about cis girls who like guns
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>>6835470
No I'm going as you
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>>6835466
I like to talk about guns, motorcycles, machining, hair, and cute things...
Wanna fuck me in the ass yet?
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>>6835478
check the top of your hair, usually starts there I guess?
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>>6835481
They were born boys so they're allowed to defy gender roles
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>tfw the girls in this thread are just dudes
>tfw most of them don't work on voice
>tfw most will never pass
>tfw political correctness forces people to use proper pronouns even though they act like men

Shit I'm a tranny and most of you don't deserve to be called women lmao
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>>6835484
but only I can go as me ;__;
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>>6835485
I'm straight and only fuck men, so yes, except I don't top, so no
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>>6835454
how is it so much work. you have a lot of time waiting for the hormonal effects to work on your voice, poisture and mannerism. it may seem like a lot but over time it's just something you do for a small portion of your day and then go do other stuff. you can do it, anon :)
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>>6835491
At least you can say it with a wink, a smile and a nod when you gender them properly..
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>>6835493
I can top. I'm a 'manly' person aren't I?
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>>6835491
>youll never have a waifu like kordelia
anon absolutely BTFO
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>>6835499
You're a man and therefore manly
>>6835491
I agree
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>>6835466
Should I talk about boys and liking flowers and dolls? Cause Im happy to do that too. My gender doesnt define my interests.
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>>6835467
I'm going as an agp whore.
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>>6835479
i'm a bleeding heart liberal and think guns should not be allowed for citizens

but don't be a dumb jerk, that's not how identities work
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>>6835503
I'm totes a man. Let's have fun. I'll man handle you and get all rough!
I'll make you coffee in the morning and leave it black! HAH!
And... um... I'll drive 10 mph over the speed limit! And burp in front of you!
Yeah! I'll be so manly and guyish!
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>>6835511
OK be my bf
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>>6835500

Why would I want a tranny when I have a cis bf? Also poly people are icky, seriously. I've barely met any who practice safe sex, but I know not all are like that.
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>>6835511
hnnng, that's how you get all the women!
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>>6835515
Lol. No fucking way.
I'm to busy having fun with Boo...
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>>6835519
Wow, you woo me and then drop me as soon as you get me. Typical
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>>6835520
Suck my dick faggot.
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>>6835521
Yes daddy
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well fuck

sad for literally no reason for the first time in ages and i'm out of practice at dealing with depression
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>>6835527
:(
*hugs*
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>>6835467
I was thinking I might just try going as a girl but bexe had a neat idea for both of us, so hopefully we can try to put that together
>>6835527
What did you used to do?
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>>6835531
ty ;-;

*hugs*

>>6835532
just disable emotions lol

even on hrt i still could, hrt just made it possible for me to feel emotions properly if i wanted to

i can't do it anymore i guess ;-;
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11135472
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135472
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135472
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135472
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>>6835537
Do you wanna talk about it?
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>>6835496

>someone actually responded
wew, I was starting to think I would have been better off just writing in my diary. I dunno, I struggle with these "15 minutes every day" kind of things. And having to relearn every thing about how I'm expected carry myself and act in all kinds of situations sure seems like a lot of work... Although I'm hoping some amount of it will just come naturally.
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http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6143549/
anon from here
if ur still posting
please bre reminded that the offer still stands.
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>>6835551
yes, i do still post here. but i can no longer take you up on that offer. i've fallen in love with you, isla. i couldn't live knowing you were gone.
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>>6835542
i mean kind of but i don't even know what to talk about there's like no reason not even dysphoria

i just feel sad and kind of worthless

and i wanted to practice voice more but i dont want to deal with the dysphoria that entails now

>>6835454
happened to me too

doubting if you're a tran is pretty common among trans
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>>6835540
>bt
>>6835537
I've always been too emotional for that, for me it was more a switch from almost all negative emotions to... mostly negative emotions. I'm still a depressive shit but I can feel pretty happy if things go well
I'd recommend a distraction, though what works varies by person
>>
I can use my normal tripcode now
yaaaay
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>>6835558
I'm sorry Quid, that sucks :(
I hope that feeling goes away soon :/
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>>6835445
>makeup
gross, waste of money imo
>possums
they prefer to be referred to as caterpillars, shitlord
>shitmon
wut

I wasn't complaining, I was predicting mtfg's reaction.
>>6835454
I had the same reaction. You'll be okay. You're just grappling with a huge decision. Take as long as you need.
>>6835459
I went from a male hairline to a female hairline. It can advance a little. I wasn't balding but my hairline did advance.
>>6835452
I didn't take it badly:-)
>>6835466
guns are fun tho
are you posting from the kitchen where you belong?
>>6835467
Every day is Halloween for me :-D
>>6835537
hrt has made it impossible for me to shut down emotions anymore
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>>6835564
what happened wtf? did you lend out yr trip?
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>>6835550
you picked a time in which this thread is especially low quality. i do struggle with them too. i can't really give you tips how to overcome it. i just realized that if i ever want to pass i have to get off my butt. having a manly voice when i would technically pass scares the living hell out of me so that's a lot of motivation.
it's really not that much work, just watch a few youtube videos to see how girls act and behave. it's simple stuff like walking in a line, keeping your upper body straight, shoulders to the back and down, elbows close to the body. it really just seems like a lot but in reality it's not that hard. for me behaving more feminine makes me happier too so i definitely recommend just trying it out.
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>>6835556
oh
okay anon
goodnight
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>>6835568
>my hairline did advance
please happen to me
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>>6835570
No, it was on my computer which I can't use due to the monitor being broke. I'd forgotten that Isla had given it to me over discord so I could literally just copy and paste it from there.

So now I got my regular tripcode :3
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>>6835568
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>>6835574
goodnight isla sweet dreams :)
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>>6835562
out of weed ;-;

and it's not exactly shutting them down, idk how to explain it really

after i started connecting with my emotions more i realized how ridiculously intense they had been all along and i just ignored them no matter how they ended up affecting me

more like pain tolerance i guess, even super high pain tolerance can't fix the injury
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>>6835558

Yeah but... it feels stronger than it has lately. I dunno.

>>6835568

Thanks, that's kind of comforting to hear.

>>6835573

I actually totally changed my sitting and standing posture a long time ago. That was pretty tough at first... But I do manage to keep it up pretty much always now.
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>>6835577
welcome home pupgirl :3
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>>6835579
but it has a signature ability! Gumshoos punishes pokemon for illegally entering the battlefield. Don't you want to make sure people enter the battlefield the right way, by making sure one of their friends is murdered first?
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>>6835603
it's gonna be annoying but whatever uturn isn't that viable anyways. Jolteon will just have to learn raindance or discharge i guess.
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>>6835600
*huuugs*
:3
>>
>>6835579
Only the original Pokémon exist. The rest are a lie.
>>
>>6835616
is souleater good?
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>>6835626
souleater? :s
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>>6835622
please stop
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>>6835628
Stop what?
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>>6835627
edgy looking weeb shit..
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>>6835630
thinking incorrectly
generation 2 pokemon were designed at the same time as gen 1 btw
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not shure if my boob have finally start growing or if im just getting fat
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>>6835636
But that contradicts my nostalgia
>>6835637
Probably both. You'll get a thin layer of fat under most of your body
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I wish I could sleep
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>>6835649
Got you a fresh daddy pic
>>
>Find some high level forbidden love ecchi
>It doesn't have a good end
FUCK YOU
>>
>>6835661
>liking weeb shit
>>
Hi thread.
Is there any way tucking for extended periods of time leads me to feel like I need to go pee all the time?

Because recently I've been feeling like I need to go pee all the time when I'm working.

Or maybe it's something else...
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>>6835653
Have some vintage Daddy
>>6835661
Oh no
>>6835665
Hi.
Idk tucking for a long time makes me feel pain. Are you actually pissing yourself?
>>
>>6835664
Whats better than anime
>>
>>6835427
I'm sore from yesterdays and todays exercising efforts

>>6835428
when I lose weight I'll look like a boney old man instead of a fat old man
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>>6835667
>around RICH black people
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>>6835670
Many things
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>>6835670
Shkreli
>>6835674
You won't know until you try.
>>6835676
Rich people tend to hang around rich people. When you are very wealthy you can't relax around people who aren't wealthy. It makes relationships with poor people awkward.

t. Tranny with obscenely wealthy friends
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>>6835677
NO things!!!

Dont you just hate how you will never be as cute as anime? And how you'll never have hokago tea time? And how you will never have vanilla sex with your brother whie your parents are gone because they're dead/overtly trusting of their children?
>>
>>6835670

Peaceful slumber.
>>
>>6835685
Autism
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>>6835686
Uh actually you might be totally correct
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>>6835691
How does one lose a trip?
>>
>>6835700
weed
>>
>>6835700
It means she's too stupid to remember her old trip
>>
Pookie
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>>6835683
>You won't know until you try.
I do know and I am still trying, I've lost 20lbs and I've got at least 130lbs to go
>>
>>6835705
Hi Pookiie :D
>>
c y k a
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>>6835700
My trip pass isnt replicable on any western keyboard so i have to copy it from an inbox i have it stored at. But its a hassle to go sign in and get it. So fuck it dude.
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>>6835713
hi carol
>>6835714
chara
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>>6835714
b l y a t
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>>6835715
>takes a few minutes to do an activity
>is considered to be too much work
>>
I only remember taking 30mg of valium but I just went to throw out all that shit and the bottle was empty

which probably explains why I can't remember the last 2-3 days
>>
>>6835731
weren't you straightedge a few months ago?
>>
>>6835733
for like two days yeah
but I was trying to die so you know
>>
>>6835736
Then you're doing it wrong
>>
>>6835736
I distinctly remember you saying you wouldnt even know where to get drugs as flannel and then all of a sudden you became a bitch and do drugs all the time
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>>6835729
Dude nikka hu curr
How about you put a trip on already so i can filtr u
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>>6835739
Now you know I can't do that JJ
You should cool down and let go of your hate for me bruh
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>>6835737
well I was gonna jump in the pool and pass out and drown but I guess I passed out on the way there

>>6835738
lmao I was always a bitch, trust me
>>
anime is pretty gay
>>
>>6835744
That's a boring way to die
>>
>>6835742
>tfw fatter than homer
the episode where homer lost a bunch of weight and mister burns said he homer was the fattest thing he had ever seen and he had been on safari, Homer was 239lbs and had lost 21lbs
I'm 277lbs
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>>6835715
Just use KeePass.info. It'll sync all your passwords and stuff for you
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>>6835745
Pretty much

>>6835751
Lose weight
You can do it
>>
>>6835754
I'm trying, but I'm a fat joke
>>
>>6835748
a boring way to end a boring way to live
seemed fitting

anyway I'm not gonna be doing that bullshit now
for the foreseeable future the world is stuck with me
>>
>>6835742
Hate is a strong word. I mean, this is the internet.
>>
I hate Sheen
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>>6835755
:/

>>6835760
Well just let go
I let go of my hate for you.
I don't approve of what you did but that's in the past.
>>
>>6835763
kill yourself bully
>>
>>6835766
what did oddish do?
>>6835760
what did angie do?
>>
>>6835766
Are you trying to make me dislike you more
>>
>be on hrt for 11 months, closeted, have gay boyfriend
>just got kinda sick of hating how my body looks, shaved legs and everything
>seeing bf later todat
>i know he's gonna want to know why and laugh at me

Excuses pls
>>
>>6835771
Trashed someone who welcomed of fish into their home

>>6835774
Not at all
I just don't see why you have to continue with your hate for me.
I thought you could be mature and just let it go after all this time but I guess I was wrong
>>
>>6835790
*oddish
>>
>>6835789
Tell him you're gay
>>
>>6835789
You're 11 months on hormones and your bf doesn't know yet? How have you even managed so far?

Anyway, "thought you might like it. Well? Wanna feel them all smooth?" possibly will work if he's not super suspicious.
>>
this isn't really a big thing for me but I'm curious
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135783
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135783
http://www.strawpoll.me/11135783
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>>6835802
Idk he just thinks im a little emotional, he thinks its funny that i have sensitive nipples and plays with them to mess with me, and i guess he just thinks that i dont like topping or i have some sorta sexual problem. I tried to tell him once but i dont think he caught on what medication and what exactly it was doing, and i was too embarrassed to spell it out
>>
>tfw dad messages me on facebook telling me I should become a male model
...

also holy shit you should have seen the burger I had yesterday, it was Rio-themed:
-two 6 oz patties
-pineapple
-mature cheddar
-truffle mayo
-cajun relish

fucking delicious

>>6835789
did you use the gyno excuse? lmao
>>
>>6835807
Im into masc guys and i like your features. If you ever decide to go masc i'll let you fuck me
>>
>>6835810
lmao
>>
>>6835809
He hasnt noticed the boobs. They're pretty small desu, probably like A cup. He plays with my nipples a lot but i dont think he's noticed the boobs. They're usually less noticeable when i lay on my back anyway, and he kinda likes getting on top of me or w/e, and he cant see my front when we cuddle
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>>6835809
>-pineapple

great burger.
pineapple is the best
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hi
good morning
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>>6835808
Well, regardless of giving you an excuse (that might work), I think you should probably work at getting your bf up to speed, and making yourself ready for that. He may decide he's homoflexible enough for you, and you'll be able to do more overt things to diminish your dysphoria without worrying what he'll think.

I mean, he might also decide not, but he's going to know eventually. Usually better to tell.
>>
>>6835817
Hiya Sophie :D
<3 <3 <3
*huuuuuuuuugs*
I'm not feeling shitty today :D
>>
>>6835820
Wellll he's actually bisexual, he talks about hot girls and stuff sometimes but i said gay since he's dating me and im just kinda going for cute ish boy
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>>6835819
Morning kiwi!

>>6835817
Pineapple is really wonderful. People who don't get this need to go.

>>6835807
I think you're cute, and not necessarily like a heroin addict. It's certainly not conventional, but you should be aware from your partners already that you're attractive.
>>
I wonder how hard it is to make your own alcohol
>>
>>6835822
If he's bi then there probably isn't any problem.
>>
>>6835825
morning!
i'm still like super sleepy rn
hru?
>>
>>6835825
you got it !

>>6835821
hai

YAY! :3
>>
>>6835827
My mom managed to, apparently it didn't taste very good though.
>>6835830
<3 <3 <3
>>
>>6835828
I think he'd be there for me but i dunno if he'd find me attractive, i'd kinda be an ugly hon and i dont wanna risk making him cringe so i just stay as a normal guy just with a kinda cute face
>>
>>6835831
Pruno

I wonder if you could make drugs from scratch without destroying yourself
>>
Fucking disgusting
>>
>>6835838
From scratch? I mean, if you have the right equipment and right chemicals probably.
>>
Why did the musical Reefer Madness never get a proper DVD release?
>>
>>6835842
I wanna diy stuff : D
>>
>>6835846
Good luck <3
Just don't poison yourself or blow yourself up or something >_<
>>
>>6835843
https://www.amazon.com/Reefer-Madness-Musical-Kristen-Bell/dp/B000AYQOA6
>>
>>6835763
me too
>>
>>6835819
<3
>>
>>6835869
practice
<33
>>
>>6835846
try making chlorine trifluoride
it gets you super high
>>
>>6835872
b-but im watching the vid
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>>6835829
oh no!
when you woke up fully you gave me all your sleepiness, now I am tired and I'm going to go to bed
>>
>>6835878
that pic is so qt :3
>>
>>6835875
okie good girl
-headpats-
>>6835878
g'n sheen!
>>
>>6835827
Pretty easy if you mean the fermented stuff. Distillation, you'll need a still if you want significant quantities but it's not hard either. My grandmother used to make a mean rice wine...
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>>6835884
=w=
>>6835878
gnight ~
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>>6835881
maybe one day I might be qt

>>6835884
>>6835888
nn
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>>6835900
but why
>>6835899
ur qt anime
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>>6835901
im going to bed
arent you going to tuck me in and read me a bedtime story?
or is the deal off..?
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Question for those who have been in therapy
Is there any point to it really? I mean, can they do/tell me anything I've not been told already?
Seems like a waste of time but people keep saying I should go
>>
>>6835914
it is a waste of time
they dont offer any real insights
its a big scam
>>
>>6835917
Anything to elaborate? why do people keep telling me to go?
>>
>>6835908
n-no i wanna be tucked in
>>
>>6835921
misplaced trust in doctors.
unless you know exactly what you want to get out of therapy and have a good psych, its a waste of time and money.
>>
>>6835860
Region 1 senpai
>>
>>6835914
keep in mind therapists have been through nearly if not decades learning how the body works

how could you assume they dont know anything you dont?
>>
>>6835925
<3 u

>>6835908
That can only mean one thing
>>
>>6835874
In that it will launch me several feet up into the air
>>6835850
I dont think you can blow yourself up by cultivating mushrooms
>>
>>6830856

>tfw
>>
>>6835948
awww <3
>>
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>tfw you're shitting blood again and although you know this isn't so, your catholic upbringing tells you that this is punishment because of your sinful lifestyle.

Goddamnit. It's like all the bad parts of having your period without any benefit.

:(
>>
>>6835962
I do that too and it always seems to happen only once a month and only since I started hrt
I sometimes wonder if that I have some uterus tissue intersecting with my anal passage or something
and I also wonder if we are all intersex it just varies in degrees
>>
dead
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>>6835987
Lets all post cutie traps.
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>>6835992
>tfw know K&R C better then ANSI C.
>>
as I try to remember my trains of thought by repeating them over and over again, gradually one by one the words are replaced with gibberish, but the inflection and emphasis and all that staying the same

also I'm hearing music from to my right that seems to be random snippets of my favourite songs mashed together haphazardly
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>>6836004
u okay
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>>6836004
iktf I limit the cycles.
>tfw fucked up memory I can't trust.
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>>6836004
>>6836030
I like getting high because my short-term memory is already so fucked-up that weed makes me completely unable to sustain a train of thought for more than a few seconds, means no negative thought loops or ruminations too
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>>6836020
^_^
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>>6836036
cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute <3
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>>6836022
in general? no
in this particular instance? yes
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>>6836035
>>6836040
I'm getting fucked up on pineapple express right now!
It's so fucking good.
I'm using a one hitter, small bit of candyland bud and a lot of pineapple express bud and shake. Little bit of kief as well.

>>6836038
Faye, I know I keep saying this but I really really really want to hang out with you and get semi lewd with you and left you grope my tits and play with my ass...
I like you.
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>>6836040
yeah lmao sometimes I have moments like "I am completely losing my grip on my sanity but I feel okay about it", idk whether it's better or worse than when I'm scared of it
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>>6836043
usually by the time I'd start to worry about losing my mind, I've already lost it
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>>6836035
My problems are a long term memory that has many errors in it from ECT damage so I can't trust it. Some I can check, but others I can't. Storing long term memories is now also problematic. Sometimes they store OK, other times no. Sometimes I still seam to block recall.
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>>6836042
niiiiiiiiice :D

>>6836048
yeah so far I've not had a complete psychotic breakdown, I'm hoping I can get help before it reaches that stage but things are definitely getting worse in that area
the weed probably has something to do with it but it's the only thing that makes me not depressed and dysphoric like I usually am so it's w/e
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>>6836038
Faye you were in the army right.
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>>6836042
>Faye, I know I keep saying this but I really really really want to hang out with you and get semi lewd with you and left you grope my tits and play with my ass...
>I like you.
why are you hitting on a straight girl?
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>>6836050
I have no physical damage that I know of, only psychological trauma, which I stupidly aggravated. Unlocking memories from before 1999 wasn't easy. And I have that feeling of not being able to trust those entirely. Dreams and nightmares returning in flashbacks don't help either. The outlandish ones I can easily dismiss as not memories. The rest is murkier.
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>>6836057
Because I like trying to turn straight people gay...
It's a fun hobby.
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>>6836050
iktf
I essentially have no recall ability due to brain damage so I have a recognition of the *fact* that something happened but no actual memory as such, and have to totally rely on those 'facts' being correct which they often aren't at all
affects both short and long term memory
thanks dyspraxia
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>>6836067
but it took me a really long time to turn her straight
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>>6836067
sounds more like a frustrating hobby. for everyone involved.
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fuck I'm so high I almost don't care I'm super mentally ill
almost
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>>6836076
Lol... well... we can see who does a better job.
I WANT FAYE'S DOMINATION!

>>6836079
Nah, it's really fun.
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>>6836081
b-but boys
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>>6836082
Girls~~~~~
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>>6836080
what are you on?
I'm tempted to get stoned because I've got nothing to do today except clean the house but idk if I should, it's only 2 PM
also my tolerance has gone up a lil bit recently and I don't wanna add to that
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>>6836084
boys!
they are strong and beardy and have things that poke into you and they smell like they should be mating with you
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>>6836067
Awful hobby :(
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>>6836091
Girls.
Soft, warm, delicate, sweet scented girls who look and sound like they should be fucking you.
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>>6836085
weed and a very loose grip on reality
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>>6836096
boys can be soft and warm too, but they're hard in all the right places
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>>6836094
>>6836094
its hard to master
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>>6836091
>>6836096
boys>>>>>>girls
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>>6836048
I sometimes have mini breakdowns. They suck, but I usually can pull myself together in a few hours, but sometimes it can take days. Had one of those recently over forgetting. I'd specifically blocked memories of two people who'd helped me greatly when i was young. Now I'm all worried bout what else I've blocked.

>>6836057
Straight or bent, we need to discover for ourselves. Were we fooling ourselves? Does fear still keep us bent?

>>6836065
For years I used to dismiss the snippets of memories I had, then a long time family friend confirmed I'd really done many of them. Took me awhile to wrap my head around that.

>>6836070
What really sucks, and I don't like to think about it, my damage was done to me, and sometimes I wonder if it was deliberate. ECT has been known to damage memories for many decades before it was used on me over 1600 times.

>>6836096
I prefer a girl like Gia, strong yet also soft and cuddly. ;_; I keep worrying anybody I get involved with will die on me.

>>6836101
A Feeldoe is hard too...
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>>6836101
Yeah. Okay. You got me there. I can like guys that are soft and warm and feminine.
I like femboys and traps as well.

>>6836106
Idk about that one yet.
I'll let you know once I've gotten a guy to fuck me.

>>6836108
Mmmm... I like cuddly and soft yet strong. I like a girl that can take control of me, even by force.
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>>6836116
>>6836116
>>6836116
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>>6836109
I like that too. I even like it from a nice guy too. Gia was that way, but she couldn't deal with my dick. C2 would pin me against a tree or wall, and kiss me all over trying to get me all hot and bothered, and it worked. R liked to pin me against the stone wall that surrounded the garden area. The rough cool stone vs the warmth of his body was intoxicating in and of it's self after awhile because it foretold of the delights that were soon to follow. A few dresses go ruined by that wall, or being left over night at the base of it.
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>>6836108
For a long time, I completely dismissed my first transition. Maybe because I had enough failures haunting me to leave that one out, maybe because there aren't too many reminders of it, except for very few pictures and some clothes, jewelry and dried makeup.
Fear of loss is something I've had to deal with ever since Chiara killed herself. Don't know if I'll ever feel free of it. But I try not to let it get in the way of my social life.
And, well, got to admit the way you describe Gia here is pretty much what I wanted to be when I was a kid. Not sure where I stand about it now. I probably should keep leaning towards hard femme rather than going butch...
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>>6836182
Hard femme or butch, I'm not sure where I'd put Gia. She was definitely masculine in demeanor. I'm sure if allowed to, she'd have gone butch, but she maintained a femme body and hair for modeling. I'm sure that was tearing her apart. Given time, she may have even transitioned. I sometimes wonder how much my desire to transition effected her. I don't think I ever saw her after I started transitioning.
The losses haunt me bad. It really started with the auto accident right in front of school. I lost 7 out of 12 new friends. 4 in the original accident we all witnessed, and three the following two nights. Then there were the early AIDS victims I knew in NYC. It was doubly scary because of how many I'd had sex with and I didn't know if I was ok or not.
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>>6836307
I guess the answer to those questions died with her. I'm not sure what Chiara really was either. Closeted lesbian, FtM or just really insecure about her femininity and miserable because of it. Pretty sure she was the only one who knew.
It's also really sad most people don't take that kind of trauma seriously. People you're intimate with dying in a gruesome fashion isn't any less damaging than being on a battle field, and the brain's reaction is the same.
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>>6834945
Do I need to fax a prescription to inhousepharmacy.vu or alldaychemist.com?
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