/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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agp edition

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We livin

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>>6547434
Is vidya a good distraction for dysphoria, anon?

>>6547443
what is that

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>>6547437
don't come to school tomorrow

grace a cutest

>>6547442
but kiwi you can now travel back in time and become your own girlfrirned

>>6547445
I don't know, I don't play anymore, I assume it is. Anything that works for you.

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>>6547450
but he's ugly

>>6547446
Pickle

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>>6547455
i have a pickle for you oddish

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>>6547453
but he has a big dick and a beard

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>>6547456

>>6547457
STOP POSTING THIS HIDEOUS CREATURE

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>>6547459
I think your twin brother who moved to europe is cute
is he single?

>>6547457
wow Kiwi looks so different now

>>6547457
>>6547459

is that kiwi? she's cuter now, seems like she would've been a prick as a guy

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>>6547464
no i don't
i look exactly the same

>>6547467
This is like your cutest pic, not helping your argument, that's clearly a girl.

>>6547458

I always thought you were called Oddish because the Pokemon had curly hair, but yesterday I was looking at my old Pokemon cards and realised I was thinking of Tangela.

Also I've lost my Wailord

>>6547430
Are you a pom?
Other girls have mentioned a private GP named Dr Curtis you could try.

How do I accept the fact that I'm just not a girl and will never actually genuinely pass or be a girl without giving in to the dysphoria and killing myself

Hey how's everyone doing today?

>>6547470
That would have made more sense huh
I call myself oddish because i feel like I'm odd but not a cloud cuckoolander, I'm just odd-ish

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>>6547469
yeah she looks nothing like her twin brother though
I guess thats to be expected considering she is a girl

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>>6547467
Nah, you really did change a lot. I feel I haven't changed either. But when neither facial recognition systems nor security staff think the pic on my passport is mine, I can't really deny I have.
I still wouldn't date my pre-transition self from a few years back...

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>>6547480
s-stop flattering me anon

STOP MAKING THREADS ON R9K REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>6547478

Also you fat bottomed girl like this lil' slut?

>>6547476
You don't. You just overload your brain with enough media that you forget for intervals of time.

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Time to catch some Pokemon

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>>6547485
nope
I wish I could meet you IRL so I could help you make a headpat gif

>>6547487
Rude i think

>>6547494
dont you have a job?

>>6547454
OK, I remember. It's one of two incidents where I got to know authors and they got to know me. With both I ended up having parts of my personality end up as traits of characters in books they wrote. I'm pretty sure it's the second one that I wanted to tell you about. Considering the details, it isn't for the net. I'll have to send it in an email.

>>6547499
she's posting during her breaks or maybe the deli isn't very busy today

>>6547508
oh wait its like 5 am for her im fucking retarded

>>6547503
I'd be curious to know more, thanks... Makes me think I have to meet up with a friend next time I'm back in Auvergne. She was interested in writing a monologue about trans women a while back so I'm probably in for an interview.

>going to endo tomorrow(actually today but whatever)
>already 5AM
>haven't slept at all
>can't sleep at all because reasonably wouldn't be able to wake up on time if I did go to sleep now

What do to entertain myself until 11AM

>>6547517
drink coffee and listen to music

>>6547520
I have an intense fear of the dark(genuine medical phobia) I don't have the bravery to travel to the kitchen for coffee. Already listening to music though. I want to practice guitar but I'm too tired to

>>6547517
see if there are any pokemon in your house or under your bed
or...
in your bed

>>6547522
turn the lights on or use a flashlight?

>>6547515
Go for it, it should be interesting.

>>6547526
No flash lights and the living room light switch is too far from the hallway for me to get to it. Plus my parents would bitch at me if they find out I've turned on all the lights during the middle of the night because that's wasting electricity. Can't really leave my room at all atm desu.

>>6547533
dont you have a phone or anything?

>>6547533
well at least the sun will be coming up soon

>>6547535
Yeah but the light on it isn't bright enough to quell my fear. Anything less than absolute illumination of the entire room I'm in makes me nervous.

>>6547538
well then get up with your phone to turn the light on

>>6547533
I wonder if you could get a prescription for night vision goggles?

>>6547536
Kill me

>>6547539
I probably could if I worked up the nerve but I'd rather not deal with the fear at all and just stay in my room where it's safe.

I wonder if i could cosplay someone in overwatch.

>>6547545
why doesn't your room have a light?

>>6547548
it does you tard she doesn't have a light outside her room

>>6547536
Three more hours where I'm at
>>6547543
In a weird way that wouldn't. It's the presence of dark that scares me, I'm perfectly fine with not being able to see. Like I sleep in full light blindfolded and I'm fine, but actually being in the darkness is what scares me
>>6547548
It does, that's why I don't want to leave it

>>6547553
then whats the problem?

>>6547547
mei maybe

>>6547555
>I don't have the bravery to travel to the kitchen for coffee

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>>6547556
Lame, i hate mei.

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should i order a pizza at 11am

>>6547557
oh I missed that part
well surely if she left her light on in her room and used her phone as a shield against the dark she would be able to make it to the kitchen

>>6547561
Except for the dark corners.

>>6547560
why
the fuck
not??????????????????????????

>>6547561
dude we already had this huge discussion about this

>>6547559
It's the one I can see you pulling off, I don't know.

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>>6547565
will the delivery guy get mad at me for ordering food that early

>>6547560
That's the most tranny thing I've heard today

>>6547570
nigga
he gettin paid he don't give a shit
just don't use him in any of your occult rituals and he'll be chill

>>6547570
they've gotta be there anyway I don't think they care if they have to drive somewhere or they just sit around

>>6547570
I don't think the delivery guy gives a shit, he's working anyway.

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>>6547572
>>6547573
>>6547574
okedoke tq
today i will commit to my cheat day

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>>6547569
Is it because of my fucking cheeks? >.<

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>>6547560
I think you know the answer to that question

>>6547570
no, but also order wings
a double order of wings

>>6547576
underage pls go

>>6547576
Yeah, you got a chubby and round face. Plus mei is the cutest character.

>>6547580
I'm 22.

>>6547581
But mei is a shitlord.

>>6547587
>I'm 22
sheeit when did you start?

>>6546440
hey Akaka, sorry if this is odd way to try to flag you down but i was just wondering if i could bug you wrt Ottawa stuff. i'm v out of date wrt resources, am atm not in the best situ, and was wondering if i could ask you your general, even if only vague, impressions of certain trans specific services in Ottawa.

i tried to add you on Discord if that was ok (my username is olestra) if not, totally obvi ok and understandable--i'm a rando on 4chan after all. i'm totally milder irl than some of my more polemical or totally absurd 4chan posts tho if that reassurance helps tho, heh

>>6547577
FUCKING
GROSS

>>6547587
Is she? I don't play the game, I just know the characters.

Maybe just stick to cosplaying chara.

>>6547587
>I'm 22.
that isn't a suspicious even number or anything!
and you sure are mature considering you are 22, you dont sound like a 14 year old boy at all!

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>>6547593
you're gross

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>>6547590
3months

>>6547595
She's just easy.

>>6547596
Ask anyone that knows me, you faggot.

Guys I'm kinda tempted to stop giving a fuck. I feel so suppressed in boymode every day, I almost want to just stop giving a fuck about how I dress, wear whatever cute women's clothes I want, keep taking hrt, but without bothering with presenting as female or trying to hide part of myself in the closet. Just be a crossdressing twink dude who takes female hormones. I'm not sure if it'd be a good idea though. It'd cost my pride and social standing and would feel kinda like I'm giving up on really being seen as a woman, but for the reward of feeling more like myself in public and having to not try as hard.

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>>6547600
shit girl, you lucked out

>>6547600
>you faggot.
nice and mature 22 year old we got here

>>6547601
>Just be a crossdressing twink dude who takes female hormones.

do you seriously think leaving the house as a crossdressing twink dude is going to make your life easier?

>>6547603
>every 22 old is "mature"
Have you ever stepped outside of your house?

>>6547604
I don't give a fuck about easy, I'm tired of feeling like I'm putting on a fake persona for everyone who isn't either an immediate family member/my girlfriend/a close friend. I want to be more like I want to be and for people to see a person more like who I want to be when they look at me.

>>6547609
trip on chara

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>>6547602
Yeah, i know.

>>6547603
You sure got me.

>>6547590
she sold her soul to the fucking devil

>>6547596
Nah she's 22, legally...

It's easy to remember because you just add 10 onto her true age of 12 :^)

>>6547603
Be nice she's only 12

>>6547612
>You sure got me.
I'm just busting your balls

>>6547614
quid!

>>6547610
>I want to be more like I want to be and for people to see a person more like who I want to be when they look at me.
did you just have a stroke?

>I'm tired of feeling like I'm putting on a fake persona for everyone
are you talking about boymode? If so, just live as a girl? Like, why would you live as twink boy when you could live as a girl?

>>6547611
Nah, cheers tho.

>>6547617
>did you just have a stroke
I do a lot of drugs and failed out of high school.
>if so, just live as a girl?
I don't pass worth shit, can't girl voice worth shit, and couldn't reasonably come off as a girl atm.

if i cut myself will the dysphoria go away

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>flip my shit about weighing more at the doctors office yesterday and eat a big dinner afterwards
>still lighter this morning

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>>6547623
kinda
you might get rid of stress but you'll still hate yourself for it
don't do it though

>>6547622
I mean, feeling comfortable with how you are is fine, but society is not as understanding.

People are going to act weird, if not badly around you.

>>6547626
You were fully clothed at the doctors office, right? Of course you'd weigh more lol.

Congratz though, I guess.

>>6547616
anon! what's the haps :3

>>6547618
How's it feel to be 12 chara?

>>6547632
IM NOT 12!!!!!

>>6547632
i stayed in bed almost all day for the last few weeks tbdes

>>6547630
yeah and then when i weighed myself at home it turned out that my clothes were 5 pounds altogether but i still weight 2 pounds more than in the morning which made me upset

but im .4 pounds lighter than this time yesterday morning right now, so there's that

i hate summer

>>6547622
are you on hormones?

you can do things to practice and make yourself more passable. you can learn makeup, teach yourself how to make your voice better, ect.

don't be lazy, work at it.

>>6547626
>weighing yourself multiple times a day
tsk tsk do u even science bro

>>6547623
It will only provide temporary relief. The dysphoria will come back, and still grow over time. The only real relief comes from transition. Even then it may not provide total relief, but it usually reduces it to a bearable level.

>>6547633
why not post ID with everything but your face and DOB blocked out?

>>6547639
you sound like how i did just before i got deep into my eating disorders - skipping multiple meals, vomiting what i did eat. cmon, you are not that heavy and the measures you are taking are a bit drastic to lose that final ten pounds.

>>6547639
You said you were weighing yourself weekly not daily, don't get into doing this lol, you'll drive yourself mad.

>>6547643
im already transitioning im just thinking of cutting as a little boost

>>6547645
how do you think she gets unbanned every time some idiot newfag reports her?

>>6547642
Yeah on hormones. I've really got fuck all chance of passing though, and feel I'm about ready to just accept myself as a man and start trying to be more like I want to be than chasing some unrealistic goal of living as a woman.

>>6547633
It's bad to lie, sweetie! No ice cream for you!

>>6547634
aww iktf *hugs*

>>6547652

all i want is electrolysis and ffs and srs and cuddles and clothes and makeup and a passing voice and for all men to die desu

>>6547652
ban evasion

>tfw gf hates herself

i just want her to be happy :(

>>6547650
Epilate, wax or sugar to remove hairs instead.

>>6547663
Ban evasion, while using the same trip.
God you're an idiot.

>>6547667
:^) <3

>>6547665
i want it to be permanent

>>6547650
rofl nigga u dumb as shit

>>6547648
you think? all i'm doing is eating less. i dont think its THAT crazy...
although, i mean, last night i did go a little crazy. but it wasnt at all just due to the weight.

>>6547649
yeah i was but then i started weighing myself daily :^)

>>6547674
why do you always say this to me

>>6547677
she says it to everyone
she isnt nice anymore

>>6547654
>I've really got fuck all chance of passing though
i feel like that is probably untrue

also you need to understand there is a difference between passing and attractive. most people here focus on the latter where the former is the most important

>>6547677
cause cutting is dumb
I can tell you from experience that what you're talking about doing doesn't lead anywhere good

>>6547680
kek
I was never nice bb

>>6547684
>kek
>I was never nice bb
you were when you arrived and you were flannel and then kato took over and you havent been the same ,_,

>>6547677
>>6547680
flannelz has been going through some stuff lately

but I mean in nicer terms that's basically what I would have said like girl u know that's dumb don't do it :s

>>6547685
my dear, if you think flannel and kato are the same person, I'm afraid you're surely mistaken

>>6547684
>I was never nice bb
don't be dum nerd

>desperate for attention
>want to post on those trap threads
>realize that i have a pretty face but everyone wants nudes and i'm disgusted by my body
>cool

>>6547682
>you need to understand there is a difference between passing and attractive. most people here focus on the latter

This is so true, I wish more people here would see it. Not every girl turns out to be really pretty, trans or not.

>>6547675
>all i'm doing is eating less
yes, and i just want to warn you that is a dangerous game to play, especially if one already has body image problems (COUGH COUGH).

You are sounding exactly like how I sounded before i got deep into an eating disorder and went from 190lbs to 120lbs. And we are pretty much the same height so if just now you are thinking "omg 120lbs that sounds great" please reevaluate your current life choices and focus on something healthier outside of yourself. Watch a new tv show or paint or something

>>6547689
>surely
LOL
kato can't spell

>>6547684
you don't seem mean

>>6547692
>>desperate for attention
>>realize that i have a pretty face
Good for you. There, attention given,

>>6547694
>>6547682

well, looks like you're back to being your regular old bitch self

i'll miss you mommyposting and sounding like a retard

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>>6547689
o-oh ._.

>>6547692
They always ask for nudes, just tease them.

>>6547696
yougaynigga

>>6547701
NO
I'm the best
you gay

>>6547699
I don't see what's bitchy about those posts. They're both sensible and the first one is even something every girl who's at the start of her transition should keep in mind.

>tfw sad about nothing in particular again

>>6547702
I hope you and puru break up

im gay too
>>6547702

>>6547706
ROFL

>>6547704
people can't handle me for some reason idk

>>6547699
top kek go fuck urself bro

tfw ur an anime

Well, I may have to go on another weeks hiatus...

I'm being punished for a crime I didn't commit, namely stealing 50 eurobucks from my dad. With no due process, no evidence and no motive, my internet, tv, and phone privaledges have been taken away. Id est, my dad's taken the router out of the house for at least a week.

Eternal misery.

>>6547710
I hope you get murdered by an abbo

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>>6547706
dont hold ur breath senpai

i really like hugs and cuddles is this normal

>>6547715
I was wondering while I was having a shower earlier today how many abos would have died from trying to huff petrol while smoking??
or maybe that's why they're all so ugly lol

>>6547717
this!

>>6547718
also this
and yes

>>6547712
Your phrasing, I'd say. Even when you're quite right, it still feels a wee bit abrasive.

>>6547715
I hope you get swallowed by your misery and spend your life living in your moms basement, wallowing in your own butt-slime, eternally seeking the attention that you don't deserve!

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>>6547715
Abos aren't like your niggers
they don't murder, they just huff petrol

>>6547722
too late

>>6547729
I'd give you a hug desu
it sounds like you might want a hug

>>6547714
We'll be waiting for you.

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>>6547499
I'm off today

>>6547734
not that anon but can I please have a hug

>>6547721
>Even when you're quite right, it still feels a wee bit abrasive.
The first half of that sentence should be the only half that matters.

>>6547739
>implying the nigger didn't do something to deserve it

>>6547715

Sorry, I went a little overboard here>>6547722
I'm a little stressed and I really don't like when people say that they hope my friends get killed or break up.

Let's start over. I'm Sirona! Nice to meet you! Why don't you tell me a little about yourself?

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Why is yuri the purest form of love?

>>6547751
Because it's an expression of AGP transbianism,.

>>6547741
you do you desu
roll how you roll
it's all good

>>6547741
It's just not how most people function. Form is as important as meaning. Because you'll always have people reading between the lines.

>>6547751
because girls are nice and boys are not nice! ^^

>>6547751

>tfw yuri-ing irl

>>6547757
quid how do i spread lesbianism im deeply disturbed by the number of women dating gross smelly boys

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>>6547751
because neither party is thinking with their dick

>>6547755
shhh she knows how she do
don't try to change her it k bb

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Hii /mtfg/
i just got new work shifts and my house so far have been cut from 8 hours > 7.5 hours > 3.5 hours
tb h its getting really fucking annoying
how are u tho?
everything ok?

>>6547760
BOYS HAVE YUMMY COCKS

>>6547765
hours* not house

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>>6547745
He a good boy
He din do nuffin

>>6547751
cos it not real

evade reality, achieve purity

>>6547758
tfw not yuri-ing irl
:(

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>>6547751
>tfw this thread is not talking about boys

I'm out, nerds.

>>6547773
we can do both D:

>>6547773
or you could, ya know, start a conversation about boys instead of whine that people are talking about girls.

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>Parents invited me on vacation in the Caribbeans
>Unpassable hon-status and no one has seen me without 3 layers on since I started HRT (7 months ago)
>Don't have any swimwear and don't even know how to tuck

Fuck fuck fuck what do I wear
There's no way I can put on a bikini or anything

Does something like this work for hiding your dick?
I don't wanna look too gross and embarrass everyone :(

>>6547780
That's a cis female?

>>6547771
>>6547771
it doesn't solve longing n shit tho. yknow like uh what huxley said we're by ourselves, island universes n shit. love is bad and a hedonic treadmill to more lonely

>>6547760
desu??? u have to show the bis the light, encourage lesbians to come out, and just try to eliminate men its the only way I've talked about this b4

desperate straight women will go for the dykes soon enough

>>6547675
>although, i mean, last night i did go a little crazy. but it wasnt at all just due to the weight.

Just stop any obsessive or near obsessive weighing you might be doing. It's like those people who start eating bits of their own hair, sure at first it's just a bit of hair nibbling, but then BLAM! 6 years later they've got more hair on their big toe than on their head and they're in surgery to have a 6 stone fur ball cut out of them.

>>6547783
Yes obviously, I'm just trying to look through pics to get an idea of possibilities

I thought some kind of skirt-thing would suffice for hiding the fact that I have a bulge

>>6547780
just wear boy clothes. i mean, you said it yourself, you're only 7 months on HRT. so uhh, just wear boy clothes and have one last fun vacation. if you're too scared to go topless, just wear a t-shirt like an autist. it's better than looking like a man in a bikini

http://imgur.com/a/BcHc4
http://www.strawpoll.me/10727988

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>>6547694
>please reevaluate your current life choices and focus on something healthier outside of yourself. Watch a new tv show or paint or something
this is honestly a great point and something that i was thinking about yesterday

i realized, as i was walking home last night, that all i had been thinking about for the whole walk up to that point was my caloric intake and my body. and that for the past two months ive been obsessively thinking about food and planning out my meals and not at all putting that energy into other things -- that i've been incredibly self-centered. normally on my way home i'd be thinking about how happy i am to get home, thinking about what i was going to do that night, if my gf and i were going to watch a movie; i would be looking at the trees in my neighborhood moving in the wind or at people on the street or at the sunset. instead all i was thinking about was how much dinner i was going to allow myself to eat. idk.

and yeah, you know, i'm not sure that this is going to end up leading somewhere good. i can imagine myself obsessively trying to cut down to 125 or 120 or just losing my shit trying to maintain when i do get to 130.

>>6547780
>embarrass everyone
I think you are waaaaay past that point. Your poor parents.

>>6547780
Get a swim dress. Old-fashioned but it solves the tucking problem.

>>6547790
Boobs are too big for that I reckon

I'm basically A-cups already because I've been taking progesterone the entire time (recommended by my endo)

>>6547793
I know right? They know I'm on HRT but they invited me anyway so now we all have to deal with it..

>>6547795
That's probably what I'll end up I just need to browse through a few hundred of these to find one that doesn't look silly or like it's for fat people

>>6547792
>i can imagine myself obsessively trying to cut down to 125 or 120 or just losing my shit trying to maintain when i do get to 130.

yeah, honestly that's probably your end game rn. i care about you and want you to feel comfortable but honestly, you already look great at the weight you're currently at. just keep a latent awareness of caloric intake and stop weighing yourself everyday.

seriously, you already look like a completely different person than the chubby weeb with an edgy haircut i met 3 years ago. you look like a woman now.

>>6547799
A-cups are easy to hide though??? I have B-cups are those a little hard to hide but I still can if I want or need to

>>6547792
>>6547792
as long as u dont plunge the other way into similarly paralysingly self-directed guilt, like me in the aftermath of a bread party with myself

>>6547799
I am sorry to say this anon but you have the recipe for the perfect storm there.
Ain't no way that ends without embarrassment for everyone included. And a lot of 2nd hand embarrassment for everyone unfortunate enough to be around.
Make sure to tip everyone well, booze up to desensitize yourself and hope you won't be too much of a family pariah.

>>6547799
Well, safe environment, noone there who knows you and your family already knows you're trans? Sounds like a good opportunity to go all out and experiment, to be honest...

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>>6547804
HEY
i liked that edgy haircut >:(

>>6547809
lol. yeah...
that was how i felt last night basically

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10 weeks HRT, moving away from home to start uni next month. Someone tell me everything's gonna be okay.

Morning sorta

>>6547806
I mean somewhat easy to hide if I wear some compression over them but if I just wear a tshirt it's obvious they're there, especially if I go swimming

>>6547810
I don't mind feeling embarrassed and have people stare at me but I feel bad for my parents, why can't I just be a normal fucking person?

>>6547811
Yeah I guess, it's only going to be an issue at the beach specifically but the rest of the time I should be able to boymode. I'm already kinda used to getting weird stares since I'm in gender limbo atm

>>6547813
it looks horrible tbdesu

I remember when I was at UCSC and every girl had those bangs. I am so glad that trend is mostly over. Or maybe it never ended and we just grew up

>tfw can totally wear a swimsuit
>wanna buy a bikini or something
>cant use pools for five more months because of my piercing
>never going to the beach again
>>6547816
Things will inadvertaintly suck in the 5-10 months era, but otherwise you're gucci.

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>>6547820
well ur sure gonna hate it when i cut my bangs again

>>6547816
everything is gunna be alright anon *head pat* :3

>>6547813
I don't like the tranny bangs. You also look awfully pale. I hope it's just the makeup and not the side effect of you starving yourself.

>>6547816
I try not to lie to complete strangers.

>>6547819
>why can't I just be a normal fucking person?
That, as they say, is the million dollar question. Best of luck.
You could do as one annoying chick I knew and go out only at night. Her excuse was she didn't want to ruin her alabaster white skin.

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>>6547813
>ywn be ufufu

>>6547829
im going to kill myself desu

>>6547823
Waiting for next month so I can swim and take baths again. It's probably not a good idea to swim in saltwater so soon after surgery, so no beach time for me this year. Spending time in a warm pool will be nice, though.

i want to hold ufufu and tell her how great she is

>>6547828
that picture is from almost exactly 3 years ago (july 9th 2013)

>>6547829
>>6547830
i mean i look p bad in that pic tho
but thanks

>>6547832
;w;

>>6547829
In the thumbnail this looked like a photo of spiderman with green hair.

i want to be ufufu im going to be ufufu from now on no one can tell me im not ufufu ;_;

girlssss do you think that

if i got a good voice and learned makeup good and fashion good and mannerisms good and boobs grew a little more i could pass as soon as i got that done?

pls to vote: http://www.strawpoll.me/10728126

>>6547839
lmao

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>people lie and tell you that you're getting cute
>make two of them incredibly sad by telling them how I see myself

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>>6547839
okay, that's fine.

>>6547834
>3 years ago
I am glad you survived those trying times.

>>6547839
Are you going to wear her skin or just use her identity?

>>6547820
>>6547824
>>6547828
idek the history of bangs becoming so gauche. i can see any haircut assoc'd with trannyism, bombastic facebook political monologues the world never asked for, etc etc becoming really annoying--but if u don't look like a tranny where's the harm?

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>>6547834
even at your worst you look good ;_;

>>6547845
what do you mean steal im ufufu
im the. cuteat trip me its me

Tips on dealing with how slow this process can feel sometimes?

HRT a few months here.

Hey everyone! So what's going on (appropriate timezone related time)?

Anything fun going on?

>>6547848
You're not ufufu buddy.

>>6547858
It sucks a ton but time will pass faster than you think <3 right about now some reassuring changes should start happening soon

>>6547860
that strawpoll link sent me somewhere strange and now im scared for my life

>>6547861
Trying to get out of bed and go grocery shopping. Just planned next weekend with my best friend, we'll spend Sunday afternoon at a lesbian bar if she's not too tired. Back into making jewelry.
Other than that, not much.

>>6547867
wtffff

sry

i must have typed capital Is or something by accident D:

this vvvv
http://www.strawpoll.me/10728126
http://www.strawpoll.me/10728126
http://www.strawpoll.me/10728126
http://www.strawpoll.me/10728126

>if i got a good voice and learned makeup good and fashion good and mannerisms good and boobs grew a little more i could pass as soon as i got that done?

>>6547867
>strawpoll.com
deserved it desu

>>6547876
>>6547877
Oh fuck I'm an idiot lol

On public WiFi banned for idiot pedophile so I'm on my phone and typed the url in

>>6547866
thanks fan <3

>>6547874
Starting is always the hardest part. I guess I need to go buy groceries too. I can't subsist on hummus alone.

>>6547882
np anytime! <3 hrt makes everything better in the end

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coffee is a magic morning elixir =v= go from zombie to mostly human in just one cup

>>6547870
>>6547870
>>6547870

>>6547876
omg for once mtfg was united in saying i had potential

time to do all that shit ASAP

>>6547899
o hai

>>6547886
i ate carrots and hummus for lunch and dinner last friday and saturday
it was a good choice imho

>>6547791
anyone who votes no is a liar

>>6547899
Morning Korra. I'm trying to kick my caffeine addiction. I'm really struggling this week.

Excited about your shopping trips today?

>>6547909
Lol I'm down to eating hummus with a spoon :D!

I'm going to buy some carrots, because I made like a kilo of hummus and that sounds like a good idea.

>>6547909
That sounds more bland than British cuisine.

>>6547924
How can eating hummus be bland, tho?

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>>6547906
<3

>>6547917
heyo~ how are you addicted? D: usually just 2 cups is more than enough to wake me up inside (can't wake up)

and yes im excited but because of the recent murder of Alton Sterling (just my luck it happened in the same city I'm going to today ><) I might not go since my friends are apprehensive of all the protests and police in riot gear. I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope it still happens :/

>>6547921
yummmm yeah
hummus is so good. carrots and celery make excellent dipping apparati

>>6547924
uh no not if the hummus is good

>>6547932
hey I like hummus too can we be eating disorder buddies?

>>6547935
yeah ok

oh but i dont think i have an eating disorder tho

My sex drive is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccckkkkkkkkkkkkk yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssss

>>6547941
I don't think I have one anymore either. my mom still tries to make me eat second helpings and shit though so annoying.

>>6547941
well, not yet, give it time

ayo mtfg its been 5 months since i had a trim and my hair is looking like a rats nest. everyone who cuts it or says 'i'll just put a bit of style/shape into it' fucking butchers it

wat do

>>6547942
Progesterone?

>>6547949
Go to a stylist with a good reputation. And be explicitly clear about what you want.

>>6547951
Nope I decided not to take it it's just sitting in the cabinet not not being used.
Idk what happened, just last week it came back with a vengeance.

>>6547949
Are you me? I hated fucking barbers so fucking much. No matter how much I pleaded they just chopped off my hair. And dont get me started on the hypermasculine bullshit. On barber laughed at me for being a virgin. Why would youe ven ask that? Why would you even laugh?I go to hairdressers now

>>6547930
If I were you i'd have fled the country by now. Place is a shooting gallery.

>>6547930
Yikes. Well, whatever else, stay safe. Hopefully you'll get to pick up a few nice things in time for you going part-time.

murder chara

>>6547969
no

>>6547969
no, love chara bae

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How and why do I look more masculine when lying down on my back?

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murder kiwi

>>6547930
You should be fine, my white friend lives in BR and says it's fine for now. You're a strong woman of color, your ferocity and strength should be enough to repel them away.
>>6547965
It's really not though, where I live no one has been affected by this other than "did you see the news?" Where would she go though? Not like we can move to Canada as LGBT refugees lol I know she welds though so she may be able to do it legally.. idk lol

>>6547975
What?

>>6547972
>>6547974
murder chara

>>6547982
when I lie on my back and look at myself through a camera my chin appears far larger than normal and I don't get why this happens

>>6547955
Is this good or bad?

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>>6547979

>>6547979
kiwi already ded from pizza overdose

>>6547988
This is amazing. It was killing me not having one

hi I'm 21 and starting to realize I'm trans and uh

I don't know

I'm calling a trans place to find a therapist

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>>6548001
Welcome to hell.

>>6548008
It's not necessarily hell. Having to go through gatekeeping is, though. Anyone who can avoid that should do so.

>>6548008
>rejected by family
check
>attempted suicide
check
>have experienced homelessness
aaaand check

anything else I should know

>>6547961
i always go the womens or unisex stylists but they always do a shitty job

>>6548011
That transition is worth it even when it starts feeling impossible. I wish I had had the energy and resources to continue my first transition. Better late than never, though.

>>6548010
I totally agree. One psychologist started claiming "I was changing gender to make friends". From then on I knew they were likely to be judgmental pricks. I still liaise with my GP who has been alright so far but I dunno if he's gonna give me regular blood tests. He gave me one so far. Still waiting to hear from an actual gender therapist but I've heard nothing good so far from other trans girls.

>>6548011
avoid the psycho trips

>>6548001
Good luck, new girl. Never forget who you are, and don't let what you're told you should be hurt you. Hopefully your therapists are good, but be sure to reinforce your support network before they see you. This will help no matter what.

>>6548011
>anything else I should know
No man will love you

Hi everyone why is black lives matter such a shit and failure of a movement

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Uh

>>6548011
But in all seriousness well done for hanging in there, don't give up. Do you need advice on self medicating? As CFH said the official process can take a long time.

>>6548012
Depends on what kind of place you go. High end is usually really good. And local independent hairdressers can also be great depending on their experience. I usually get mine cut by one of these. Sweet old lady who has down every style and technique that have been in style since the 70s. You just have to tell her what you want in a few words and she gets it just right. I'll be sad when she retires.

>>6548019
Hey, I'm a psycho trip and it's definitely worth it to not avoid me.

>>6548023
I had a dream last might that there was a BLM parade through my town centre. It was nice, they served hotdogs and the girls had big titties

I also dreamed that a bus crashed into the train station, I hope that doesn't happen.

>>6548019
Who psycho trips?

>>6548031
I have never seen you do a single psycho thing.

>>6548026
What does Birdy look like? Why is everyone all over him? He seems to be the king of chasers

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daily reminder

>i hate all of u no matter what

xoxox

>>6548026
Congrats on your engagement?

>>6548038
Kinda neckbeardy I guess. Idk why all the quivering gt's. I mean he's not really bad looking but like come on

>>6548018
After being flat out denied HRT because I was too young, I went totally off-road for this transition. Chettawut was the only one who can be called a trans specialist. Other than my dermatologist, all the doctors who wrote my scripts and referral letters never had MtF patients before me. Which essentially put me in charge of everything since I was pretty much hand holding them.

>>6548038
birdy better not have everyone all over him, I want dominion over his dick
and as for what he looks like that's up to him to spread that around if he wants, not mine to spread

>>6548042
wedding party at the fabled tranny village

>>6548035
I'm a certified psychotic. Melancholic depression with Cotard's syndrome. Ok, it's not the brutal, glamorous kind of psycho...

>yugioh edition
>no one has posted their cards
Youre all heretics

>>6548046
Have we established a village now?

>>6548050
I dont have mine saved.
I would love to discuss yu gi oh tho.

>>6548050

>tfw you're pokemon til I die but then so was everyone else so it's lame no

fuck
all
normies

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>>6548001
I started at 21 as well. Hope you got better genes than I do or at least more money than I do.

nim is awake

its a beautiful new day

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>>6548050
i always wanted to be dark magician girl

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>>6548050
This is the only card I need.

>>6548055
we have the intention and that's about it

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>>6548050
>tfw you played relinquished without black illusion ritual
I was such a shitter in those days. At least I actually used toon world for my toon deck instead of pulling the same shit.

>>6548061
I last played pokemon in 2002

>>6548069
Well, if I ever start making substantial cash, I'll definitely try to fund a trans village and reduce factors of ghettoization common in districts heavily populated by marginalized groups.

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i placed an order for 11:45 delivery
personal pan pizza, buffalo wings, ranch fries, breadsticks
and it's okay because i only ate 300~ calories yesterday

>>6548097
Hey uh kiwi
I distinctly recall saying some forward things to you last night and i would like to apologize

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>>6548098
it's okay you were drunk, dw about it!

>>6548097
enjoy your insulin spike

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>>6548103
i probably won't be able to eat it all
my tummy doesn't let me eat more than i usually eat or else i get sick
it'll be nice to have leftovers for 3-4 days though

>>6548097
You monster.

Today's going to be another bland 800 calorie day chez Akaka.

I can have nice things again when I'm 150 lbs.

>>6548097
mirin that bulk

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>you will never look like this
Why am I even bothering?

>>6548106
I'm in starvation mode until I'm back to 120. Soft drinks when I'm feeling too faint. Solid foods only when the hunger becomes too painful to dull.

>>6548105
This trend of anorexics bragging about how little they eat is annoying to us high-appetite people.

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>>6548115
anorexia comes with self loathing
if you hate your body image enough you train your mind and eventually body to despise food
it's not necessarily a healthy choice to become an anorexic

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Good night friendpals.

>>6548097
I crave for pan pizza now. Thanks a lot ;_;

>>6548117
Good night :)

>>6548116
But you don't need to go full-retard to lose weight. And in any case the few times the "omg my body is so ugly Im never gonna eat again" thing happened to me I bounce out of starvation after a day or two into binging out and end up actually gaining weight. My 1600 calorie meal plan works for me

>>6548123
no, i agree, you don't need a ridiculously low amount of calories to lose weight
it's just something that happens after a while, when you lose weight you're able to eat less food to sate hunger, so constantly pushing yourself to the next step because you can keep eating less and less you end up developing an eating disorder

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Id burn the elementary school thats down the street and sacrifice a hundred children to satan for just one pack of proper benzos

>>6548131
Oh I see. Well that makes more sense, I thought you were all just randomly deciding to eat 500 calories one day. Whenever I try that I just end up fucking up my appetite even worse. But yes I have found that gradually eating less drops your appetite.

>>6548132
How did you get addicted in the first place?