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Old thread >>6545310
Anyone here accepting applications for beta orbiters? I only ask that you are somewhat cute and throw me a figurative bone by reciprocating the attention every now and then, even if it is in a derisive/rude manner. Other than that I am a standard orbiter and will occasionally buy you Steam games.
memes
Reminder you're all princesses
nim is a nimrod
>>6546170
tru
>>6546112
Is $10 for three panties expensive or cheap? Is it a japanesse meme? It sounds like an okay price for everyday stuff to me...
>>6546178
that's pretty cheap
What's everyone up to ladies? I'm out with a friend at a concert and don't feel like living trash for the first time in awhile
>>6546188
Nothing really, my parents are here for the next couple of days so I can't do anything fun
>pic
That captcha was not fair
>>6546167
eww go away virgin >>r9k, we only bend over for chads
>>6546199
Nice CAPTCHA
>>6546167
fucki'd be down for an orbiter i'm a fucking tweeb tho and will feel ba if shit is expensive
>>6546167
If I might ask, why are you looking to become a "beta orbiter"? It seems like a strange sort of social position to pursue.
First for [random snarky comment about shit that sets off dysphoria]
>>6546218
I always like talking about ugly vaginas to get that
>tfw no vagina
feel going
>>6546217
it would be nice to be wanted in any capacity for once
>>6546224
But an orbiter is by definition not openly wanted. Why don't you try getting friends?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U04TzSyxz4U
how does this video make you feel
>>6546229
http://steamcommunity.com/id/stacylightningtits
>>6546224
>to be wanted in any capacity for once
Join the army faggot and stop being a beta orbiter.
>>6546223
;-;
>Tfw the only thing semi feminine about me is my hair and that doesn't even pass
Also on a happier note not important is a confirmed trans girl
>>6546238
>tfw you only have height going for you
JUST FUCKING KILL ME
>>6546236
>Says the chaser in a transgirl thread
>>6546238
who is not important? :O
>tfw you relate to poetry
>>6546244
>Wanting to be a ghost tranny
Stop it!
Reminder you're all beautiful and I love you all.
>>6546256
pls dont go full stacy red
>>6546263
I'm so jealous of that lifestyle and the looks though! I want to be the popular girl!
>tfw drunk cubby qt native girls comment on how thick you are and grab your boobs
>>6546211
We have the same name.
>>6546252
The main character from the "masterpiece" known as hatred
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV3PhvCf_Jg&app=desktop
>>6546269
Nice :) that's pretty cool
>>6546266
but at what cost
>>6546277
No its not, im going to kill you off.
>>6546267
can i beta orbit you and buy you steam games and diapers
who is the least insane trip
who is the most insane trip
who is the nicest trip
who is the cutest trip
who is the most literally who trip
>>6546234
Looks like you have pretty good taste, what are you looking for in an orbiter aside from free shit?
>>6546266
>tfw stacy red will never laugh in your face when you ask her out
>tfw you're losing your mind.
Scenarios in dreams are coming to the forefront while I'm awake.
I often forget those things didn't happen for a moment while recollecting.
I often zone out for a bit before realizing it was just a dream
>tfw I start yelling at a show I'm watching b/c I confused the characters with another series.
I was confused AF when none of the characters from 'Better Call Saul' weren't in 'Mr. Robot'
.....and, for a moment, I thought they had deviated from the main plot for way too long before I realized they were two separate series.
What's Happening To Me, /mtfg/?
>>6546271
>tfw this was my life plan during repression
>>6546286
This is a trap.
>>6546284
I'm down with that desu
>>6546285
No, that is a privilege
>>6546266
being popular sux
>>6546303
we're all traps here
>>6546300
Are you sleeping well?
>>6546305
dangit
>>6546300
wait are you on progesterone now?
>>6546300
pls go see a doctor
>>6546311
8-10 hours every night.
I'm still in a constant fog from my SSRI I can't quit...
Yet, I Dont suspect it has anything to do with this.
But its like my mind is unraveling.
>>6546286
I probably should not answer this.
>>6546304
Then let my will be done.
>>6546309
What? I'm like a real transwoman! Not some skinny rainbow kneehigh stocking wearing cock showign degenerate
>>6546256
Same desu
>>6546325
yeah, it's the progesterone.
>>6546326
why bother tho
>>6546286
grace is the cutest
>>6546326
When are you gonna write a book about all you sexual adventures Red?
>tfw this book speaks for me
Flying to Portland. Anyone there wanna meet up?
>>6546280 #
I might have to give up my nice and giving personality....
Maybe I'll just be Red
>>6546291 #
I've gone on dates with some eccentrics though...
>>6546306 #
I can handle it
>>6546266
You tried that life red, you know what it did, stoppppp itttttttt :p
>>6546286
>who is the least insane trip
pleb
>who is the most insane trip
angie tbqhwy. still cool af tho.
>who is the nicest trip
SHEEN!
>who is the cutest trip
lauren, but i guess gfs don't count, but fuck it.
>who is the most literally who trip
sass :^)
>>6546288
uhh, a friend? agree with me about my appearance plox. send me recordings of things to fuck around with pls. i dunno. like talking about music? honestly i can't initiate a conversation to save my life tho.
>>6546273
>implying there was anything wrong with my upbringing
>>6546333
>that poem
ode to the whore
When you do tell a guy that you're trans?
>>6546333
im in portland
not sure what wed do though...
>>6546338
yeeeepppp. how high are your estrogen levels? you're taking 200mg of progesterone, right?
>>6546340
yo fampai, i got a dick.
>>6546333
You're just kinda a whore.
>>6546340
First thing, you dumb faggot.
>>6546338
I do love red yes, in love is more for relationships
>>6546320
Oh! I forgot to buy rainbow over-knee socks. Thanks Sass.
And here I thought my wardrobe was nearly adequate!
>>6546340
As early in the week as possible so he has time to set up dates with ciswomen by the weekend.
>tfw 1 month to go until university
I'm gonna get bullied for being a tranny
>I see the girls walk by, dressed in their Summer clothes
>I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
>>6546208
people think you're a psycho because you randomly lash out at people and say crazy shit
which is p much the colloquial definition of a psycho
>>6546343
100mg for the time being.... I had been for over a month before swapping to injections 2.5 weeks ago..
I'm going to get checked in a couple weeks.
Also, I'm craving men.
Like, being manhandled, fucked, & dominated by a stinky boy. Ha
... Even though they disgust me on every intellectual level.
>>6546350
just bully them back for not being a tranny
>>6546333
im reading about rupi kaur right now and my god she just seems unbearable to be around
>>6546350
Conservative university? Or is it just full of cunts?
>>6546340
whoops, i thought that said how lol. just tell them if you are getting cool be like i got a dick onceyou reaize that it might work
>>6546354
H-hi
>>6546353
What's something crazy i said?
>>6546208
youre not a psycho
even if you did try to kill my bluebird
you are a cutie though
>>6546357
Yeah, but I gotta read this stuff.
I'm always reading
>>6546336
Pleb! OMG! I literally can't even with you !
I mean I basically -b u i l t- this site from the ground up with Moot!
I give you guys daily fresh OC, funny cringe greentext, I dazzle you with dank memes and I always know when to use stale copypasta and somehow this is not enough for you.
The worst thing is like everybody is literally saying, who the fuck is Sass!
Please vote in muh strawpoll
http://www.strawpoll.me/10446676
>>6546337
If you're starved for female attention, your upbringing failed you in a fundamental way.
Don't take that as an indictment of your parents, teachers, friends, etc... It's a not at all uncommon issue boys face. And it's an ugly one.
hi mtfg
how are you
>tfw you're gonna have to put effort into your appearance now in order to pass
i dont like this
>>6546347
Tbqh, idk if ive ever 'loved' rather than been in love.
Yet, I digress... I'm broken, friends, etc.
It's a lost emotion to me
>>6546371
nervous
>>6546365
I would still kill that fucking bird.
>>6546350
On the other hand I can't wait to go back to university so I don't have to deal with my parent's bullying me for being trans
>>6546371
I had a pretty good day except then I went outside and saw a bunch of good-looking girls and my mental state rapidly deteriorated. But now I'm home and about to dig into some cheesecake. Awwright.
>>6546370
I disagree. Not sure how else I'm supposed to take a criticism of my upbringing aside from a criticism of my parents, teachers, etc.
>>6546367
Morning with my Cypro
1ml 10 mg
>>6546379
but he was innocent
>>6546373
вapвapcкий
>>6546369
i did that just for this pasta!
>>6546340
Take him to gay bar.
He's going to say:
Wtf?, I'm no faggot!
And then you say:
-You have a problems with gays
Then he says:
-what? No, but I don't like men.
So you end this with:
-Well, have I have something to tell you, faggot!
>>6546374
You have to put effort into your appearance all the time if you don't want to look like crap. I've been living full-time as female for like a year now and it's really second nature to me.
>>6546167
I don't feel right with the idea of coercing people into buying me stuff that I can afford for myself.
>>6546391
Well at least im cute at least.
>>6546366
im trying to teach myself to read recreationally but it's really hard
>>6546388
lmao i'm so slow
>>6546384
>Injection
Jesus fucking Christ you are brave
(Needles make me nauseous)
>>6546375
Love is complete acceptance of someone, maybe you shared a moment with them that was special, maybe they changed you for the better, most of the time I love people in my life more then my own family.
>>6546374
Same
i fucking hate being a chaser so much, i feel like i should just kill myself
can you girls please talk me out of it?
>>6546377
what's wrong nim?
>>6546380
mostly crying but a little sleeping
it was okay
>>6546382
Cheesecake always makes the dysphoria go away
>>6546393
>You have to put effort into your appearance all the time
time to become a hikki!
I love y'all that have survived rape
We can survive beyond it!
>ywn be a bargain bin Trish that has a band just because you look hot enough
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XksJcCy6ESA
>>6546384
>>6546402
>cypro
loool ok that all makes sense. progesterone induces an intense form of lucid dreams in a lot of women. cis women specifically. usually pregnant women. the reason it's getting to you more is cause you're taking it daily and cypro has a form of progestin in it. since it also tanks your testosterone and you're doing 10mg shots (i'm guessing every week?) your levels are EXTREMELY high from what i'm gathering, which you'll probably find out when you get your levels checked. i know the progesterone stuff is nice, but prog in particular will literally drive you crazy. i went through this EXACT same thing really badly myself and the walls between reality and my dreams completely shattered for awhile. everyone here basically told me to stop taking it and ya. i'm on injections weekly as well and i have naturally high estrogen and low T, so i only need to take 100mg of spiro and i'm where you're at. you have to ask yourself whether a boost to your tits and ass is worth your sanity before continuing tho.
Remember kiddos, if you're taking Internet progesterone, take it at night because it'll make you crazy, or just get a script for it, the real stuff doesn't do that to me
>>6546407
Do you keep your butt clean and like to bottom?
>>6546390
U did it for me! :3
>>6546399
Fuck needles nigga.
>>6546407
No fucking kill yourself faggot.
You degenerate.
>>6546409
Morning ^^
>>6546413
Everyone will end up killing themselves because of it. No reason to wait any longer.
>>6546413
thats a pretty dumb and simplistic poem for such a strong subject, and im saying that as a rape victim myself
>>6546396
If you're cute you can get away with pretty much anything. But doing so makes you sort of a psycho.
>>6546394
Is it really coercion if I'm actively asking for openings?
>>6546416
i've taken both prescription progesterone pills in 200mg as well as susten, and they both do it. it just happens to some people.
>>6546286
idk about the rest but I'm defs least insane
>>6546422
Well only sorta.
>>6546421
That's exactly what I though, I felt nothing reading it
>>6546407
become a girl instead
>>6546416
it just makes me nauseous
>>6546411
see
>>6546075
>>6546415
>whether a boost to your tits and ass is worth your sanity
do you even have to ask? how much sanity do you think the regular poster here even has?
>>6546429
Nice. ASL?
>>6546383
It's an indictment of your culture. Which shouldn't come as any surprise. The way you give special importance to female attention tells a very common story of feeling that there is something lacking in you that they possess to give you.
Women do not possess a special power to complete you. It's something you have to explore in yourself before you'll get better than this.
>>6546430
It really depends on where you try it, I think.
>>6546426
im not insane though
>>6546374
>getting ready to come out to family and friends
>talking with my dad about it who is having some trouble understanding the entirety of the issue even though he's clearly trying very hard
>"it would be weird to see you coming downstairs in the morning in a dress"
Well fuck wouldn't that be weird anyway
Mom only ever wears dresses to church and formal events
>still gonna have to worry about passing
>still on the masculine side of androgynous
>parents want me to come out because tiddies
>>6546394
>Not wanting free pizza.
I swear there are things I don't understand about you, Joanie!
>>6546436
21/Male with bitch hips/American South
>>6546358
Nah I made extra sure to not choose a uppity university. Idk I get bullied a lot. My plan is to avoid my classmates as much as possible
hi
>>6546449
Male with bitch hips is my favorite gender
>Tfw your stats suck in Pokemon go
>>6546336
>angie
Thanks pleb <3
>>6546434
lmao tru
idk. all i'm going to say is that HRT outside of the "norm" talked about frequently (i.e. a standard AA like spiro or cypro, or reg forms of estrogen) are not something you should mess around with lightly...and the few times i've messed around with prog + dutasteride etc i've dumped people i cared about because i was going crazy and i just couldn't deal with anything anymore and i felt weird all the time. it's just not worth what little sanity anyone here even has in my opinion if you have negative side-effects like i've had.
>>6546456
omg hi !! hello !! your run was cool !! I hope you're doing well
>>6546454
I have a fiending for beef jerky right now.
>>6546425
Which kind? I should say micronized progesterone fucks me up and it's a common side effect of it, and the one they sell on inhouse, a good doctor would hear these symptoms and switch you to medroxyprogesterone.
>>6546453
Well I hope it works out for you <3
>tfw your lovers make you feel this way
>>6546454
Grace I'm going to find nice places to go in Portland for you
>>6546456
oh wow! hi
im proud of you!
>>6546449
Nowhere near me. Good luck on the chase.
>>6546462
Thanks, I was nervous and scared the entire run :(
>>6546449
I'm a GRITS.
Texas :3
>>6546443
>live on my own
>just told parents
>never gonna say anything to rest of family
>just gonna fail boymode at a family gathering one day
>>6546440
>Women do not possess a special power to complete you. It's something you have to explore in yourself before you'll get better than this.
This is massive bullshit. if someone is depressed because they have no gf then getting a gf will likely cure them, it's common sense. Telling them "love yourself first" is a useless platitude.
>>6546464
susten is micronized P and the script version i took was stronger/better for sure, but also micronized. and a lot of ppl i know hate medroxy as well. i'm js the most common form a lot of ppl take is micronized and it's what gets prescribed by a lot of docs, and that's the kind of prog you'll get on adc or inhouse etc as well.
>>6546464
I cycle susten from adc
ten days a month, if I take it in the morning I feel nausea
if I take it at night I'm fine
>>6546480
Yah that was what she was going to give me butttt I told her about the drunk feels, and she was like that's not good take this
Now it's better.
>>6546467
You should come back when I come up ! It would be a lot of fun! I hope you have a good time
>>6546463
Jerky doesn't sound bad rn desu
>>6546476
we kinda expected that, someone found your twitter and then i legit started crying out of empathy/sympathy
i tried to donate to you so i could give you a message of support but i dont think they read mine lol
i couldnt stay up for the full thing, did it have a good finish?
we had a lot of respect for you tho, you were really brave!
>>6546478
I'm in Mississippi, so we're actually many hours away.
>>6546476
which run was yours?
>>6546487
yeeee i mean if you can get a script for the other kind of prog then by all means. ppl with high estrogen or prolactin levels tho are more likely to experience the drunken feels and the high that comes along with it, anddd i'm guessing that's the catalyst for the crazy fucking dreams some ppl have lmao
>>6546413
It did end me.
It ended my childhood
It made me detest who I was
It made me ashamed
It destroyed my faith
It made me feel unlovable
It made me unable to communicate with my parents.
And I could not speak
And I could not recall
And I was
Alone
A pariah
Some things are worse than death.
>>6546489
That was the worst speedrun I've done in months. I had to abandon the 8 day route and snitchbugs messed me up big time on distant spring.
I'm glad the response was so positive though.
>>6546500
My levels were like 2500 and I should just now getting to a normal level by this week
I was such an idiot not getting blood work done
am i the only tranny that's had an okay life so far
my only big trauma is that my dad died when i was young
>>6546496
I ran Pikmin
>>6546506
>tfw not intersex
>>6546507
I've never had any trauma desu
life's pretty gud
>>6546505
Ah, I was hoping it would get better after the practice run that didn't go so well
and yeah there was no way it wouldn't be positive
regardless of how well you performed you were still being braver than most people would be, myself included, and going after something that was a dream of yours for a good cause
you gave it your best and i hope you feel good about that <3
>>6546507
>Am I the only [insert anything here]
No, you're not.
Would you guys stop saying "desu" already! God dang!
>>6546517
NIGGA
>>6546517
desu senpai
https://youtu.be/tR9vnrlsQ3c
http://xhamster.com/movies/3301663/a_time_to_screw_tokinero_episode_1_english_dub.html
If ya'll havent watched this shit you need to, the dub alone makes it gold.
>>6546517
im not saying desu im saying desu
>>6546517
4chan automatically turns phrases like desu and desu into desu. its just how it goes desu desu desu
>>6546517
desu baka senpai
>>6546415
>sanity.
I mean, I started this topic as a discussion point, not expecting answers. Lol.
I kinda already accepted I was losing my mind. Idk.
I stopped caring about my sanity & mental health a while ago, what with no means of repairing it or doctors nearby.
Idk. I'm still just existing rather than living.
I've kinda "broken" myself from yearning for something better. So, I guess its OK.
>>6546416
...... No docs here.
I'm 100% self med.
>>6546401
I think maybe I had someone like that. We were alcoholics together for 5 months until I came out. Then, poof.
Still seems very foreign to me.
The closest I could equate what you're trying to explain is the feelings towards my sister.
>>6546500
>tfw I'm always in a state of not being lucid, before the prog.
I'm on ihp micronized.
>>6546529
i can help you find it again senpai desu
>>6546456
ur a qt :3
>>6546507
I've had a good life. Don't pity me. I've had love, I've had tears, I have experienced cold darkness and warm light.
I'm living my life in my own terms. I've made good friends. No one I know hates me or wishes my death.
I still want to see what tommorrow holds.
>>6546472
fuuuck, i need to buy more make up to git gud asap.
>>6546507
i sorta had one, only things were everyone giving negative feedback most of the time and my mom leaving when i was 3. i guess being manipulated by my grandfather and his current wife fucked me up sorta. i've ha a p decend life i shink, i mean i'm not fucking frank mccourt, so i think it's good.
>>6546529
baka desu senpai
>>6546479
My brother, the one who bullied and beat and abused me, who I'm 90% certain is a sociopath or psychopath, who is as far right wing as one can be without being visibly off the rails, found out
I was helping him move apartments and he noticed my bra straps through my shirt, which he brought up to my mom
I'm told my mom had no answer and left it open ended
Ostensibly some time later, but still some time ago (he didn't move too long ago so I'm already feeling lied to), he has another conversation with my mom who (I'm told) repeatedly tells him to talk to me when he asks if I'm trans and says "I knew it"
Now, this story was relayed to me by my dad tonight, making it very clear that I was dramatically lied to at some point in the very recent past
Of course, it's too fucking late to confront him about it right goddamn now when I'm mad about it so it will have to wait until tomorrow when I probably care less
But I'm interested in knowing how long he's thought of me as more than just an effeminate faggot so there will be some coercion and insidious manipulation of the conversation if I can manage or just fucking starting the conversation with it because he's about as blunt as a mack truck when it comes to shit like this
FUCK
>>6546515
B.uttttt I mean... Boobies
>tfw you put everyone in your life through pregnancy with no baby afterward
>>6546514
Grace such a sweetie~
>>6546536
Yup.
Idk why I even come here anymore.
I Dont get anything from it but a means of passing time.
Every once in a while I learn something new.
Neat.
>>6546472
>>6546499
Ok, thanks! I'll have to try those!
>Go shorter: Truly! If you have an oblong face, don’t be afraid to try out a shorter cut or a “lob.” Short cuts actually help create the illusion of a shorter and wider face.
Hmm, that would explain why putting my hair in a ponytail sometimes makes me feel like I'm a tiny bit closer to passing.
But idk if I want to cut it though. I don't wanna throw out all the progress I've made with growing it out, and I'm worried that my face wouldn't be feminine enough to pull off a shorter cut and I'd look like a boy.
>>6546507
Aside from nobody ever liking me my life was pretty normal. Generally got along with family, spent all day videogaming or cycling.
There is no difference between being raped and being beaten in an alleyway, except no one will tell you that you might have wanted the beating because you are trans
>>6546535
Haha, sometimes I forget to think positively about myself. The camera setup for the stream made me look really bad.
>tfw no femdom gf with a dick bigger than mine to use and abuse me
I haven't masturbated for two entire hours, hopefully this makes my dick smaller.
>tfw there's no livestreaming services for djs that are free and also don't suck
>>6546552
There's no difference between rape and actual sex except women reach climax more often during rape.
>>6546559
I'd build one for your love, bby.
>>6546553
we all forget sometimes, thats why we need others to remind us!
>not trans
>not attracted to trans people
>not interested in the experiences of trans people
>lurk these threads anyway
>>6546553
Aww I just saw some of it, I mean your legs looked bomb, but the lighting was bad. Could still tell you're a qt tho
>>6546570
i once lied to myself too
>>6546560
There is a difference between rape and actual rape, if you're actually raped the female body can shut down the pregnancy!
The Republican Party told me so...
>>6546521
Thank you so much for this, it's fucking gold.
I BRING A RARE PEPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>6546538
P R A C T I C E
>>6546550
yw!
well, you can always trim it and just style it short
https://youtu.be/B347qKB9Kag
https://youtu.be/P12ztriVN_Y
>>6546570
Kayla 3.0
>>6546570
Ay that's pretty cool, tell me more about yourself though. What is so interesting here that keeps you?
>>6546560
I applaud your idiocy sir! You have bested /b/ .
I nominate you as moron of the day!
>>6546564
W-would you?
>>6546541
Kari <3
>>6546579
That Einstein Vs Oppenheimer bitchfight in the start ruined my sides.
Daily reminder that I love you all <3
>>6546588
I'd just need a promise of love and cuddles in writing and I'd get to work on it tonight desu.
>>6546585
i dont know, it's like there's this faint bell ringing in the back of my mind, telling me to stay here
>>6546598
>faint bell ringing in the back of my mind
huh... O K
>>6546591
>tfw chasers talking about straight 2d porn in the transgirl thread
Okkkk I'm out
>>6546598
HAHAHAHAHHA ROFL
>>6546611
>Straight 2D porn
I dont even know why this is classified as hentai its clearly a fucking comedy.
>>6546611
The dub's genuinely hilarious, though.
>>6546539
Let me know what they say tomorrow, hopefully it's positive
I worry about being outed via bra straps as well.
>>6546592
Thanks, cool girl. That felt good to hear
>>6546598
>faint bell ringing in the back of my mind
Well meme'd sir
>>6546596
>>6546619
hey beepbeep can i please beta orbit you
so like, from here all i can do is corset training right?
https://unsee.
cc/nezitago/
>>6546627
Okay what features do you want on the site
>>6546413
Sound about right
>>6546501
Now you're being dramatic
I had a very pleasurable rape experience and had to later learn what it was to be base, befouled, blasphemous, broken, defiled, damaged, desecrated, diminished, taboo, tarnished, trash, traumatized, unclean, unlovable, untouchable, used
And that's more than twice as many adjectives as unraped years of life I had
Does attractive male = attractive female?
>>6546636
I've seen some ugly guys make beautiful women.
>>6546582
>well, you can always trim it and just style it short
True.
My hair actually isn't very long yet tbqh.
It's like, shoulder length, but idk, I've been trying to grow it and take care of it for a while now, so the idea of doing anything more than a small trim makes me afraid of losing the progress I've made.
But I have thick, curly hair, so maybe it would look better in more of a bob style anyway?
If I have it super long then the top part of it could sorta get crushed under its own weight, right?
>>6546636
I wasn't a good looking male.
>tfw your gf has all the time in the world to shitpost here but can never text you
>>6546635
:3
Wanting a cock inside you and not having it is better than not wanting it inside you and having it anyways, tbqh
So I guess that's a nice thing Ihave going for me when no bf.
>>6546617
I'm not good at problems
>>6546649
Who is your gf?
pls help. i don't know what to prioritize.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10726499
http://www.strawpoll.me/10726499
>>6546582
i'm doing that right now! how many times befor my eyeliner doesn't look like it was one by a drunken 5 year old? also, is gel the easiest? i picked it up cause everyone recc'd it and i was like ok i'll pick up this one.
>>6546649
If you want someone to give you flowers, plant yourself a garden, my friend
>>6546651
I think it's better to understand the implications of getting dicks all up in oneself before making any kind of decision regarding having dicks all up in oneself
And of course I don't presume to speak for anyone other than myself because I recognize that my experience is not typical
>>6546655
you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH0hikcwjIA
>>6546640
>>6546644
>>6546648
What about the attractive ones? Despite me hating how I looked, before I got fat I generally got attention from women on the rare occasion that I went to a party or bar. And there were even a couple incidents of women on the street approaching and flirting with me. Curiously all the girls that I actually knew avoided me like the plague which is a testament to how much my personality sucks. The strangers who flirted with me also quickly lost interest once I open my mouth.
Anyway the whole thing far from boosting my confidence has long freaked me the fuck out. If women say I'm attractive I must look like pic related right? Some big masculine motherfucker? I want to be attractive to straight men not women.
>>6546649
maybe she is shit at starting conversations senpai. that's why most of my friendships fade away lol.
>tfw your irl friend count is down to three because you can't into starting conversation.
well at least not everyone has given up on me yet!
NEW POKERMAN
jk
its fake
>>6546666
no you silly girl
stop being silly or I'll beat u up
if you waist train though they will get smaller
>>6546655
hi joan
>>6546682
https://youtu.be/TdpRmrvim_E
>>6546521
Watched it all. That had some weird shit in it.
>>6546611
I like how you assume I'm a chaser based on absolutely nothing.
>>6546631
I'm sorry to say that you have a tumor in your stomach.
>>6546661
>50/50 split
fuarrrk.
>>6546679
But I don't have a gf/bf. ;_;
>>6546701
she is pregnant dummy
>>6546692
Hi Grace; did any of the robots end up contacting you?
>>6546708
lmao
tfw therapists and doctors think they can live my life better than i can
can someone explain this video to me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47cvM33Y0-8
>>6546711
If you feel the need to complain on 4chan they're probably right.
YOU BAKA BULLY MADE KIWI SAD ;~;
>>6546649
what do you mean?
>>6546661
eyeliner is hard! i dont actually wear it much because of the shape of my eyes though., gel is more smooth, but is also easier to mess up.
imo, just pick one and get good with it, if you got a gel, just practice with that really.
>>6546647
hmmmmmmmmm okay, i see, i see
thick and curly??
you should look up like the typing for curly hair (2a, 2b, 2 c, 3a, 3b, 3c, etc etc etc) and and then find your type and find what hairstyles work best for your hairtype!
>If I have it super long then the top part of it could sorta get crushed under its own weight, right?
it does a little bit, but it kind of depends honestly
what is it like right now? and what is the difference in length between your hair just hanging, and when you like pull a strand?
>>6546708
nobody took the boyfriend offer but i did make a friend!
>>6546708
everyone told me the truth that I was an ugly man and should detransition or kill myself
>>6546693
l-lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTfC3YpMDMw
....finishing learning python2, now... Then ruby... Then perl
...and then c & java
Because I finally have enough free time
Why hasn't everyone done this.
Its literally free online.
Only thing missing is strawberry cush and an Ecig
>>6546721
They were just telling you what you wanted to hear. Don't listen to their lies.
i just watched this documentary on different vanity procedures (fraxel laser, botox, fillers etc) and it kind of like lowkey weirded me out. like the concept of the fraxel itself is actually amazing to a degree, but it's all so......artificial? and like ... weird. and it's noticeable. like everything people do with those kinds of procedures are so obvious. like you can tell someone's cheeks have filler in them, or that their lips were done or forehead was injected or whatever. i definitely still want my brow/nose/chin done, but otherwise i think i'd just get fraxel literally one time on areas where i have texture issues for hair growth stuff, and then i'd never touch that shit again. like you can accomplish everything else with skincare. idek. mtfg, would you get that kind of stuff done if you had the money? not so much FFS but like tons of fillers and botox etc
Pokemon go shouldn't be addictive
It's 12:45am and I'm out side with 15 other people trying to catch Pokemon.
Just fuck me up
>>6546731
I'm not good enough for anyone
not even neckbeards
>>6546738
I even feel kind of bad about ffs. I feel it has a purpose beyond making you look better than what you got, and it would help a ton with becoming stealth, but I would feel ultra ashamed whenevr I saw people who knew me before that.
A friend had an aunt that got breats agumentation. Everyone was pretty okay with it, like they didn't even care, but I really saw her as a lesser person.
>>6546739
You made friends, congrats. Go eat some pizza with them afterwards.
>>6546739
I wonder how long until IRL pokemon gyms are setup with badges and everything
>>6546740
Have you lurked arcanine tho? No one is good enough for that people. Models are whoring their body, girls next door as easy girls that fuck anyone, fat women aren't women, and so on. It's like a board for gay people in denial.
>>6546717
is it a boy?
>>6546739
the cops around here play as well
this is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, I literally did not even leave my house for months at a time and I'm out everyday now.
Why is Pokemon such a strong force in my life? Nostalgia is such a fucking fantastic feeling.
>>6546742
It's nice to meet new people but I just feel weird running around in the middle of the night catching virtual creatures.
I should be asleep and cuddled next to my bf but I'm not....
:/
>>6546755
go home, bring him an icecream
give him ice cream
tell him you love him and eat ice cream together at midnight
Anyone want to play chess against me?
>>6546747
Who knows. The whole capture the flag gyms right now are meh to me. I just want to catch them all really.
>>6546752
It's amazing how this game is changing lives for both good and bad
>>6546751
yus
>>6546757
I have no ice cream
>>6546763
purchase ice cream on the way to your premises
money can be exchanged for goods and services
>>6546722
>l-lol
Would it be too uncouth to make that song my ringtone?
>>6546766
Everywhere is closed though and I'm on foot
>>6546761
why not get him to be your boyfriend then???
I just bought in n out for the first time and will eat when I get home.
What is your opinion on in n out?
>>6546771
even mcdonalds?
soft serve ice cream is still ice cream
>>6546768
Only if you don't want to trigger people
>>6546644
How's this
>>6546772
Too far away sadly
>>6546716
It's hard to tell, but I think I'm a 3a or 3b.
>what is the difference in length between your hair just hanging, and when you like pull a strand?
I just tried that now, and it was like, an inch, inch and a half longer, I think. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Maybe some time I can show you a pic of my hair, but I don't want to take one right now.
>>6546742
if i'm being 150% honest i kind of feel the same way? at least in the sense that i don't really entirely 100% want to get FFS myself either. it just feels weird. but then i know that i would be much happier with those three things done and i would feel more complete as a person, so. it's just hard cause my mind goes to places i don't want it to when it comes to that stuff and what i feel is expected of us as trans ppl.
do I pass?
>>6546778
What's that faggot in the top left doing there?
>>6546781
have you seen the d yet
>>6546775
I would have to drive to that McDonald's and I don't want to drive
>>6546794
You don't ask to see the d until the third date, dummy; do you want them thinking you're an easy woman?
>>6546793
you're the mascot
your username on the site is motorcycledjqueen69
>>6546797
well just go home and hug him anyway
>>6546799
I thought men just showed the D whenever?
I must be finding the wrong guys
>come here just to see your reaction to the orlando shooting
>end up with an appointment with a gender counselor
how did i get on this ride
>>6546755
>tfw kinda sorta want to Pokemon Go but no smart phone and even if I had one I'm allergic to everything outside and allergies make my brain problems worse
> 0 effort full boymode
> buying shoes
> talk to teller about pokemon go for a few minutes
> ' yeah I want xxx in a size 9 '
> she pauses for a bit
> 'that's size 9 women's, right?'
... Yay?
>>6546806
It was inevitable.
>>6546806
You were born on it!
>>6546801
I'm simultaneously amused and horrified. What a terrible mascot ;-;
>>6546808
Pls no hugbox
>>6546722
I'm not a native speaker and I think that after hearing that my pronunciation got completely wrecked for the next weeks.
>>6546806
Shh, it's ok.
Just go and take your titty skittles like a good girl.
>>6546811
but why cant i just make it so i was like i was a few weeks ago
>>6546821
If you could would you no longer be trans, or would you just be repressing again?
>>6546781
why not make him your long distance bf?
>>6546818
Yeah but you're giving the viewers a satisfactory wink.
You've already tested good with our test group.
>tfw 36b
>36
CUC K MY LIFE INTO PIECES
>>6546716
yeah, i noticed it's suuuuper ez to make it look like a child did it ;-; i might try a liquid that i have around, just to see if that works better for me? i dunno.
>>6546771
i need your help. my mom brought up the meme when i got hoe. how do i tell her that i'm just realistic without her calling me crazy?
>>6546806
you got on ms. bone's wild ride in the womb, you're on 'til the tomb.
>>6546807
I'm even considering getting a smartphone just because of that after even wrecking minor job oportunities because I didn't have watssapp. I'm such a bitch.
>>6546808
Elanna is probably in the top 5 of mtfg, she even looks good in really shitty angles like upwards side shots.
I'm not posting her underwear pics but I was pretty impressed and saved them to make myself feel worse.
>>6546824
can't you make a 2 frame gif where she opens and closes the winking eye?
>>6546835
>put most cis girls to shame?
that's a bit much. she looks like a godess for our mtfg standards but she really doesn't rank above normal for a cis girl and she puts a ton of effort into keeping her shape and stuff. If every cis girl had her excercise routine the world would be a beautiful place.
its taken almost three years but my nipples are sensitive as fuck
its pleasurable and so focused its almost painful
https://www.strawpoll.me/10726705
How do women trick their bfs into getting ffs for them. Like I'd legit be devoted to any man or woman who helped me with ffs. Id never leave them I wouldn't care about their appearance I just don't understand like the people who truly need ffs can't get it and the people who don't get it like candy. I'm just so sad why can't it happen to me I flirted with a man 24/7 not even knowing he'd pay for ffs but he wasn't into me is it my drinking or is my face just to fucked that no one will give me a chance what a happy fucking birthday the only thing I want I'll never fucking get.
i wish it wasnt raised male how do i change how others perceive me? i dont want to act like a woman i just want to be one. kms
>>6546837
Perhaps Im from an area with ugly women, in fact I know I am, but still she is still without a doubt one of the most beautiful people I've seen.
>>6546846
makeup and voice and mannerisms and stuff idk. i have the opposite problem lmao
>>6546848
I think you may have a crush on her, anon. Love makes people seem even more beautiful than they really are.
>>6546835
>when you put most cis girls to shame?
H U G B O X
U
G
B
O
X
>>6546824
But why am I winking? o.o
>>6546844
happy birthday Holic
>>6546851
Nah, I already have a crush on a girl here and its not Elanna thats for sure.
>>6546846
>tfw presenting fem and passable
>tfw being a femboi just feels better
>>6546846
I wish I knew but I'm a hun so I can't help.
>>6546840
Wow, it's really neck n neck
>>6546860
hello
>>6546854
It's a reassuring wink to let visitors know that they're safe now.
So when am I moving in?
Also what's this exercise routine I'm hearing about
>>6546856
Uh thanks but there is nothing happy about this day had my mother never had me the world would be a better place. I missed so many chances in house was around when I was 17 if I had started mones then I wouldn't be the clusterfuck alcoholic I am today. I'm a real improvement on the world God I wish God would correct their mistake of allowing me to breathe.
>>6546854
>But why am I winking?
because you're the madame of the cyber club, letting people know that whatever they are doing right now is awwwwright.
>>6546857
is it me?
is there an ugly unnecessarily prude fetish
f-for girls i mean
>>6546826
>tfw a minus cups I'm top hun
>>6546872
yes
>>6546872
No she knows who she is.
>>6546874
most prude fetishes aren't really ugly.
>>6546857
>tfw no one crushes on you
feels bad
>>6546874
>prude fetish
sounds like an oxymoron, but maybe chastity / orgasm denial?
>>6546884
yeah but im ugly
>>6546877
if you're not gendered male then what's the problem? :o
>>6546883
Is it me? Probably not but now I'm paranoid because reasons I won't get into, but basically I suspect all anons as being my friends playing tricks on me now.
>>6546885
Yeah you only get the bullies.
Fuck you, by the way.
>>6546889
i just hate myself
>>6546885
Don't you still have a boyfriend? Is he not giving you the attention you need?
>>6546886
i dunno i just feel like im so high-strung that no one would bother with me
>>6546877
Yeah or jazz, andreja, a vast majority of my friends here, I will never pass that's a fact I'm done trying I'm just going to boy mode forever and take mines I can't save up for ffs and I don't have any fucking luck with the avenues others used to get ffs, family that cares, bf that is stupidly generous, friends that start a go fund me, or selling my body on cam cause who the fuck would want it?
>>6546898
well girl, that's more self-perception than how others perceive you. you gotta work on dat.
>>6546899
not necessarily, he just plays video games while we're on skype together and occasionally asks me who i'm talking to when i start typing
>>6546898
You have a chance tho your pretty cute me I'm fucked forever.
>>6546867
U-umm, perhaps when we're living in the same city.
Also idk, I don't have some crazy exercise routine, I just do cardio every other day and do a bit of lifting, nothing really super intense. Enough to keep active basically, I work out to eat, I'm on my second beer of the night
>>6546871
Awww yeh I can git behind that
>>6546901
arcanine is how oldfags call /r9k/ when it's easier to type longer words you're used to.
>>6546876
>my jaw
>35" ub
>my chin
>my brow
i am top hon.
>>6546877
>tfw you get gendered female more often than not, but you still don't see yourself passing ever
when do you feel like you pass? ;-;
>>6546913
I've never seen that term in the history of ever
>>6546912
how much cardio
i feel like i get tired after 10 minutes on the treadmill
maybe im going too fast too quick
>>6546916
Its a fun meme but you know it's not true besides your young I'm 27 now might as well be dead.
>>6546918
it was terribly common when the board was young.
>>6546913
how has /r9k/ inflated my ego? if anything it reaffirmed that i'm a hon
>>6546921
We really need a relife pill that follows your current hormone levels.
>>6546916
you objectively look fine
>>6546921
Stop it, 27 isn't old, it can't be because if 27 is old then 30 is old and I don't want to be old. ;_;
>tfw red sends you poetry as she reads it and it feels like your there with her in a way
>>6546920
Minimum 1 hour stationary cycling at high intensity, every other day.
I alternate between weight days and cardio days
>>6546806
>see a musician
>didn't even realize she was trans until I listened to her recordings and understood the lyrics
>she reminds me of all my dysphoric struggles I've had in the past, been repressed since my brother came out as trans due to the shame of us both being biological fuck ups
>going to call for an appointment tomorrow
>she made me realise better now than when I am 40 or I incidentally kill myself before then
>>6546934
I wonder how are you gonna manage to make even Red hate you.
>>6546937
how do your legs not give out
what weight exercises do you do
>>6546937
oh shit more cardio bunnies
>>6546949
Bunny Elanna picture set when?
>>6546937
>cycling
nevermind ill try that instead of the treadmill
>>6546932
Meh you pass I don't 27 is a death sentence when I reach thirty if I haven't had ffs by then I will never pass ever.
>>6546929
I won't the person I fell in love with doesn't want me, no man is rich enough to help me, my family is no help it must be nice when they are, my own genetics are against me.
>>6546954
>I pass
Good one; I started at 29, am 6'4" and still have facial hair, I don't fucking pass.
>>6546954
I'll be lucky if I get the surgeries I need by 40
>>6546953
Cycling is where it's at, running can cause lots of pain, especially if you aren't used to it, go to fast, go on too many hills and get shin splints, you can do stationary cycling every day and your body will recover from it.
>>6546931
Nobody tells me this cause I don't I look like a chisled chin faggot God I wish o knew where the bullets we're I'd end everything tonight
>>6546939
Don't think it's possible.
>>6546943
Honestly I worked up to it. Started with half an hour at lower resistance, then upped the resistance, then upped the time. Now I can go easily for an hour, 2 if I'm really pushing myself but I havn't done that recently.
My weights routine isn't crazy, floor presses, shoulder presses, squats and planks all with dumbbells.
>>6546953
Treadmills suuuck
>>6546949
I'm not a cardio bunny ;-;
>>6546929
i mean i get what you're saying but again you don't need anyone outside of yourself to accomplish those things. you just gotta work on the things you want to change about yourself, and see those things as a work in progress, or a part of you. a part of you that maybe you aren't the biggest fan of, but it's still you, and you're great. just love everything about yourself. as in tell yourself the things you would tell someone you love about the things you don't like that prob don't mean much of anything in a real way anyways.
>>6546968
chin, brow + hairline advancement and adams apple are all you need
thats probably only 10k with zukowski
>>6546972
you got a funky workout playlist senpai?
>>6546938
who?
>>6546981
Lol zuchowski no someone I know is hatting life after surgery with him it's Dr.Bart or no one.
>>6546982
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72-ebRSMJdE
Stick to only the best Nike commissioned exercise tracks.
>>6546970
I believe in you!
>>6546983
I won't disclose. I kind of know her personally.
>>6546985
Angie is just insane with BDD
>>6546970
Hey are you okay it's been a whole since we chatted on Skype apologies in advance for all the depression posting you had to deal with.
>>6546988
if she's a musician I'm sure she'll be happy of getting promotion, and if her lyrics are about it I doubt she's hiding that she's trans.
>>6546982
I don't generally listen to music when I work out, generally I play vidya. If I do listen to music though, it's faster stuff like psytrance, I'll just toss on a set or something.
https://soundcloud.com/synsun/synsun-vs-guadaloop-firagas-birthday-party-club-vaag
>>6546987
It's not me, it's her. Plus like less people I know hate me 5ever then like me, odds are in my favor.
GOD FUCK i typed out a huge textwall and accidently got rid of it all.. tl;dr.. i hate the word..i hate you all for using it and making me feel physically ill when i hear it
>>6546934
v jealous
>>6546951
yes pls
>>6546953
>>6546965
its v good
>>6546972
:(
>>6546978
ik i just feel like a worthless loser tranny 2nite
>>6546989
I dunno Bart's results are legit magic dudes fucking skilled last thing you wanna cheap out with is surgery. I'm pretty sure I need more more work than what you suggested too. Can you show an example of his work?
>>6546991
I'm good, just like trying to advance my transition so I'm not an embarrassment when I get off the disability list, and even if I never do at least I'll have done stuff towards that and can say I tried
>>6546999
THE WORD HON
>>6546993
She's openly trans and passes, at least to me. I've posted her music here before.
>>6546996
>tfw no treadmill in my house to play vidya on
i gotta use the one in my apartment's clubhouse
>>6546999
>>6547002
Beep beep hates people who use the world, robot confirmed, if her name
Didn't give it away.
>>6547004
could you do it now for me then? I just want to listen to those feels already.
>>6547006
I'm gonna marry Nim!
>>6547001
That's good your advancing your transition like what does that entail if you mind me asking, vongrats on getting off disability too but promise ur gunna get a desk job okay?
>>6546999
You're my gf for the night again beeps. Hope you dont mind
>>6547002
But you're not a hon. Just like some people use the word nigger but don't think that every black person is a nigger, just those they assign as bad ones.
>>6547015
She's not I am
>>6547008
fuck, fine
most the songs are gender related and very feelsy
http://jradelberg.bandcamp.com/album/jr-adelberg
>>6546996
how you play vidya while working out?
>>6547019
VR goggles and motion sensors
>>6547018
that's some great album art
>>6547006
Awe
Well idk, if I have to listen to music I pick something with high intensity, generally funk doesn't do it for me if I want to get really into it.
>>6547019
Stationary bicycles leave your hands free. I have a tiny tube with my dreamcast hooked up beside my bike.
>>6547023
Im sure people care about you and you just don't know it.
>>6547025
nice but bike seats are a pain in the ass desu
>>6547025
>dreamcast
why are you so great?
>>6547025
im probably just gonna blast alive 2007
>>6547023
Pleb is meming it's true in my case there isn't a thing about me that seems female not my appearance, mannerisms, or voice I am truly a man in a dress the kind of person who would have been given a lobotomy back in the 1800s. I mean I seen a pic you posted a,couple times you look fem as fuck to me.
>>6547032
Or Alive 1993.
Todays CFH old woman joke brought to you by anon.
>>6547028
Recumbent bikes are a lot more comfortable, I quite like them
>>6547030
idk I just like old sega stuff ;-;
I rotate my genesis+sega cd, saturn and dreamcast for working out
>>6547036
idc
>>6547022
Yeah, I quite like it. If you enjoy this, check out her previous band bread club also on bandcamp.
What's /mtfg/'s opinion on all gender bathrooms?
I should kill myself when I get my tax back
how do i convert mp4 to webm
i converted it in vlc and it seemed to work, but it created a 199 hour video even though its a normal filesize
>>6547042
xhe looks like me
>>6547042
unisex/family bathrooms aren't even fucking new
>>6547012
I haven't gotten off it yet, it takes a panel of doctors, but I asked to be evaluated. Uhm I go to speech therapy, I might be getting ffs, I have the cash sitting in a checking account to literally do everything ever, and I'm pretty sure they'll be starting to offer ffs in two months or so, but I dunno that's a huge step... Also like haircuts, getting more laser done, more working out etc etc mostly boring stuff
>>6547023
4chan is a novelty >.> lighten up kiddo
>>6547045
I don't see it
im going to bed sorry
>>6547049
the beard
>>6547040
Okay :/
>>6547045
implying you're anything but cute
>>6547053
never seen you with a beard
>>6547051
night beeps
>>6547042
Lots of high end places I go to have unisex stalls with locking full length doors, it's not meme it's classy, girls hog the sinks thoooo tbqfh
>>6547055
>ywn look as much as a normal girl as kiwi does
>tfw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5lyc2gLri4
>>6547048
Well I'm happy for you either Congrats on the ffs at least you actually worked really hard to earn that money but I swear to God everyone o know is getting ffs. I mean it takes time are you going to renlist? I'm considering joining the military I can raise money for ffs fast and might get killed in the process it's a win win for me.
>>6547059
why do you hog the sink for Faye?
>>6547051
g'n booper
>>6547055
>>6547061
i'm a big burly man though
you must be confused
>>6547062
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSzCwFu1dYY
>>6547062
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5FTJxfV3pc
goodnight
>>6547070
You know, Faye used to do that a lot and then we saw that from most angles she actually looks completely male.
>>6547042
My future God I wish I was dead minus the beard hopefully I can get laser soon no like it will help.
>>6547070
I see only cute girl
>>6547073
searching to do that joke I saw the japanese audio and it's even worse. impressive.
>>6547075
i mean, i'm not denying it
>>6547075
we've got unangled gifs tho
>>6547081
holy fook lmao
https://youtu.be/mAgVjH9V9Ps?t=451
>>6547070
Why do passing people do this shit I swear. Like I kinda wish y'all could actually look as bad as the people you make fun of or the lies you tell. Just for a day to see what's it like to trully look like a man and have everyone treat you as such.
>>6547062
crap
>>6547077
its my present
I'm never going to get any better than how I am right now, and thats pathetically sad
>>6547099
I'm right there with you no one can save me from this nightmare
>>6547100
Might as well kill yourself.
Smiles,
where are you when I need you to ask me how I am?
>>6547101
brutal
>>6547101
I don't have time for psychopaths go torture a rabbit or something.
>>6547074
nighty night nim
>>6547109
what have you done
>>6547109
>trying to lose weight
>hungry
Fuck youuuuu
>>6547109
YOU CAN'T COCK TEASE ME LIKE THIS ANON
>tfw my ass is absolutely huge
HELP
>>6547103
As expected of one who skins cats alive.
>>6547115
put some pizza on it
>>6547115
how help tho
>>6547117
#Notallpsychopaths
>>6547101
I need to
>>6547109
I am probably going to get a really good pizza and wings on friday then kill myself
>>6547121
All psychopaths especially one like her anyone who can't show emotion is desipcable person who will use people to fulfil their own sick agenda.
>>6547124
Nope I know that give you pleasure have you fantasized about eating babies lately you fucking but so what if you pass your a fucking pyscho a worthless human being who will eventually realize their own inhumanity and become the monster on they always have been.
But honestly don't you have some dead cats to dispose of?
Anyways fuck this place fuck you all
>>6547126
https://www.sott.net/article/164698-Not-All-Psychopaths-Are-Criminal
Not really
>>6547132
rood
>>6547134
>tfw no boobs to have trains push against
Grace is NOT an alpha male
is it transphobic if i wont date a trans girl just because i dont think i could eat that much pizza?
Reminder you're all beautiful and I love you all.
Has anyone read this comic (Raan's Doll) I was expecting to get turned on by it but it just made me cry.
>>6547134
>ywn block a train with your tits
I NEED TO GROW FASTER
>>6547139
AHEM THAT IS THE OFFICIAL ALPHA MALE CAP
>>6547142
>implying any trans girl would ever want to date a pizza scrub
>>6547145
>tfw 6 years and still no train tier boobs
Fuck this gay earth
>>6547136
;-;
>>6547145
Cow Tits Grace will soon be a reality.
SLUUUUUTT
in n out was pretty gross desu
shoulda just ate the left over pizza in the fridge
>>6547158
in n out is incredibly overrated
its just mcdonalds with less options
the shakes are the only thing worth going there for
>>6547157
cool i have the same mic
>>6547155
Soon, soon~
hopefully i'm not more ass than tits desu
>>6547151
>Fuck this gay earth
well i mean implants are always an option r-right?
>>6547148
>Yeah right
IM RIGHT
>>6547157
IT WAS JUST A DEMONSTRATION OF WHAT I DO WITH POPSICLES
>>6547166
Yeah fucking right
>>6547166
Why not have both?
>>6547109
That pizza unironically looks awful. Pepperoni is a meh topping and there's way too much cheese.
pleb pizza/10
>>6547164
I just had it for the first time tonight. It was slightly better than mcdonalds, but if our entire society wasn't conditioned to eat this garbage I'm pretty sure everyone would agree that it sucks.
>>6547170
>Pepperoni is a meh topping
wrong
>way too much cheese
impossible
>>6547166
>IT WAS JUST A DEMONSTRATION OF WHAT I DO WITH POPSICLES
Do you even pretend popsicles or other similarly shaped foods are dicks?
>>6547169
i mean at this rate it seems like i will
my ass is giant and i have b cups that are growing like every day
>>6547167
IM SERIOUS
>>6547178
well i mean
uhm
...maybe
>>6547181
ass is better than tits anyways~
>>6547185
Grace popsicle party when?
>>6547185
>maybe
admit it, I do
none of you care, none of you have any empathy.
the thread is only about fishing, anyone with real problems is ignored or made fun of.
I can't do this anymore, you're all pretty and young and rich and thats not what I'll ever be.
I will kill myself as soon as I have the courage and I hope that is soon.
>>6547186
you'll like me then ;w;
>>6547187
IM DOWN ANY TIME
>>6547192
i-i do too..
someone should smoke some weed rn so I feel less alone doing it or whatever and I can pretend to have a friend
>>6547194
exactly
Now who else is willing to admit it??
>>6547188
cheese is the most important
you cant fuck it up
there was a place in my city that specifically made grilled cheese sandwiches, which are my favorite, so i was excited to go there
their sandwiches had the shitty fake cheese on them
disgusting
>>6547194
i already like you, silly!
maybe i like you more now though
>>6547195
i stopped smoking weed because it doesnt even feel good anymore
>>6547197
I find it hilarious how Californians take such pride in such awful food. Even Crown Burger is miles ahead of your bullshit and they don't even use great cheese.
>>6547198
>i already like you, silly!
>maybe i like you more now though
wanna give it a squeeze when we cuddle?
>>6547200
Yeah, it doesn't even make me feel good. idk why I do it anymore besides obvious the fact that I have an addictive personality.
>>6547207
I'll do more than squeeze it
>>6547207
of course i love squishy butts
you can squeeze mine too :3c
>>6547210
>>6547211
>>6547212
Lizz has verified my butt is nice
I'm super drunk with jeff
>>6547214
Your butt gets my seal of approval
>>6547215
you don't look awful
>>6547215
who is jeff?
also suck his dick
>>6547215
Suck and fuck him
>>6547214
show me butt pls
i'm definitely having a cheat day tomorrow for sure
i've been trying to attempt a cheat day for like 3 days now and just keep backing out
>>6547215
when is jeff starting transition
>>6547215
whatcha drinkin'?
I bought 2 bottles of vodka a couple of days ago but I literally have zero desire to drink them
might just give them to some friends
>>6547236
>Were friends
who fuck when drunk
go on kiss him
triple dare you
>>6547222
nah its not ready rn
>>6547217
ty lizz
>>6547236
suck his dick, take pics and send them to me
Us again
>>6547218
Rare right?
>>6547244
No but I'll suk ur dik
>>6547238
No faggot
>>6547248
>No faggot
the only faggot is u
you cant refuse a triple dare
>>6547239
>not ready
what does this mean
>>6547248
>No but I'll suk ur dik
o-oh okay
>>6547248
seriously
kiss him on the mouth
you wont do it because you're a faggot
>>6547239
can I kiss it?
>>6547254
>I'm a gay faggit
exactly which is why you wont kiss your friend on the lips when drunk
you're scared
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>Amazon prime day
>Xbox one $270
>$50 gift card, $70 or controller, three games
>still can't justify it with girlfriend
I literally bought it and then she asked if she could play the last of us or uncharted and then I cancelled while we tried to think of anything to make it worth it.
>>6547255
yes
>>6547250
need to reshave it
>>6547254
i mean..
if it were a possibility
i wouldn't be opposed
>>6547259
do you have a PS4?
>>6547257
>tfw ur a pretty grill
Jeff says hi
He says hes cute and single
He wants to tell you I'm hiccuping really bad
>>6547256
Kiwi ily
You are on my crush list
>tfw you missed the r9k fun earlier
>>6547267
>tfw idktf
>>6547270
tell jeff that anon wants him to kiss you
>tfw if you raised your eyebrows all time your brow would look fine
>tfw can't because forehead wrinkles
>>6547248
You'd make a super cute couple, kiss him
Kari is so niceeeee!!!
>>6547282
Kari is the absolute best.
>>6547274
You'll know that feeling in time.
>>6547282
I like Kari, regardless of the fact we got into it a little bit over some drama a while back.
>>6547281
this
but oddish likes black dick because she is unironically a liberal and thinks she should race mix
>>6547290
>>6547290
I'm not a liberal I'm an anarchist who is attracted to black people.
>>6547285
no you are
>>6547284
>i dont want that
why not?
>>6547300
I'm just not into skinny white people
I like people like this
>>6547298
that's nice of you to say but im only how i am today because of everything she's done for me
i owe kari so much
>>6547303
what did Kari do for you?
>>6547272
Someone bought me a steam game
>>6547301
but i'm skinny and white
>>6547301
good goy
And I finally can switch back to light makeup. No shadow left. And my trachea shave scar is completely gone. I thought it would stay semi permanently but it only took two months for it to disappear altogether...
I'm going to feel a lot more comfortable. Having to wear concealer in the middle of a heatwave is horrible.
i slept all day and all night what is wrong with me.
>>6547304
she's helped me through so many tough times and has always been here for me
she's taught me a lot of things and really influenced who i've become over the past 6 months
she gives me endless advice and is always watching out for me
she tries to help me become a better person every day
we're always talking every single day and can trust each other with anything
we have each other's numbers and can call each other whenever we need, including when one of us is asleep or busy
we play games together or just kinda do whatever we can with each other
i'm gonna be staying at her home in portland when i visit in august and eventually move in with her
she's the best friend i've ever had
i've never felt so close to someone before
we have a very strong, unbreakable love for each other
her and i are soul sisters essentially
>>6547310
>>6547317
aww that's sweet
>>6547313
Just recovering from a lot of stress, I have a feeling. I wouldn't worry about it. Resting when you need it never hurts.
>>6547313
Nothing is
>>6547314
>Theyre hot
they look like monkeys
>>6547324
I'd never date a black guy desu
Am I racist?
>>6547324
Thanks for your opinion
>>6547329
No just sane.
>>6547313
You're bipolar this is what happens during a crash
oh god
this is getting worse than ever
did the thread die
>>6547352
sheen did last night
>>6547352
It is late.
>tfw new fetish
>>6547358
i didnt even know that was possible for you
>>6547364
apparently vibrator cat tails are a thing
with remotes that control them
i want have a master and give them the remote and free reign to control it
aaaaaaaaaaa
>>6547365
that kind of domination is lame and has never appealed to me
you arent even doing anything, its purely symbolic that you have a remote
>>6547368
idk i like being out of control and at the whims of someone else like that
>>6547370
then i would just tie you up and do it that way
much more fun
>>6547373
that would also be really nice ><
>>6547370
I don't really understand that... I'm pretty much the opposite. I'm really uncomfortable when I'm not in total control of myself. And if it goes too far, I can freak out quite violently.
>>6547376
i mean obviously i'd need to work out boundaries but
idk the right kind of person can get me to dedicate myself to them and just submit
>>6547375
theres a lot more interaction possible with that
however, something i didnt think of
with the vibrator, i could force you to go out in public with it in you, and turn it on whenever i felt like it
watching you squirm would be so fun
>>6547375
When did grace become a sloot
>>6547380
>with the vibrator, i could force you to go out in public with it in you, and turn it on whenever i felt like it
>watching you squirm would be so fun
EXACTLY NOW YOU'RE SEEING WHY ITS SO GREAT TO ME
you could do it whenever
and just have me at your mercy
>>6547381
idk this is a new thing, my sex drive is back i guess
>>6547379
I guess I just don't have a single submissive bone in me... How people can do that just feels alien to me.
>tfw you see yourself and think you're manly af
>tfw others say you look cute/fem/baby faced
I don't even know anymore
>>6547313
Likely needing rest just like I did today. I must have slept a good 10 extra hours today.
>>6547383
I'd turn it on when you're talking to people ;)
>>6547385
You've never seen others feel like they are ugly while you clearly see that they are not? That should let tell you enough.
>have to deal with a 3 day process to get approval set up correctly for orchiectomy in my fucking shitty healthcare system
>finally get it set up, health insurance person tells me everything is set and approved
>go in and get my balls chopped off
>feel like a chapter of my life is over
>month later get a letter saying that the procedure got denied literally the day of
>didn't get any calls or notification about this AT ALL other than this thing buried in my mail
god damnit, I thought I was done with this bullshit
I hate USA's public healthcare, so much.
gosh
i'm so agp
>>6547393
but it's what I can see tho, so I cannot believe other people's opinions only mine
>>6547390
>how degenerate would you go as a qt catgirl? could i take you out for walks with a leash?
yes, yes please
i really want to do that desu
>switch master race
heck yes
>>6547391
b-but then they'd hear me moan uncontrollably!
tfw xtr33m pain
>>6547397
aren't you supposed to be dead?
is it possible to be into trans woman and not be cis women/trans women agp?
>>6547401
grace pls stop ur being 2lewd
>>6547398
You cannot judge your appearance accurately, it's hard to accept that, I know.
If enough unrelated people said you look cute you should at least consider that you are not as manly as you feel.
>>6547386
Rest all you need. It helps a lot. Going back on HRT has surprisingly fixed my sleeping schedule in just a couple days. I had been sliding around the clock since surgery... I'm feeling better now.
Oh, and I don't know why I'm reminded of this now, but you wanted to tell me about an encounter you had, I'm still curious to hear about it...
>>6547401
damn thats pretty far
i probably would be the one not able to go through with it, id get too embarrassed
>>6547403
>is it possible to be into trans woman and not be cis women/trans women agp?
oh boy, i meant -
its possible to not be agp but still be into trans women/cis women, right?
what is everyone's personal definition of agp?
>>6547397
did you masturbate to one of your gifs too?
wew i just had the best orgasm in a long time
>>6547403
i came back from the dead
i don't understand the question
rephrase pls
>>6547410
n-no, just to something that was put into my head
>>6547406
I try to
but like, I accept it for a while, then go to back to feeling manly, then go back to accepting it
really the only times I can truly agree is when I see myself as cute
>>6547401
>yes, yes please i really want to do that desu
3 lewd 5 me
>>6547412
dw you're just every transgirl
>>6547411
>just to something that was put into my head
getting fucked by your prehrt self?
>>6547412
What you're describing yourself is why you shouldn't trust your own opinion on your looks. It's heavily affected by your mood.
Best thing you can do when you feel ugly is consciously realize that you're just feeling down and not dwell on those thoughts.
>>6547387
Self med.
>>6547409
AGP is supposed to be being aroused by the thought of yourself as a woman. I never fully understood how it could ever tie into being a lesbian trans woman. The projection explanation is extremely contrived. The way I see it, it's more of a shitty excuse homophobic gatekeepers had to avoid "creating" homosexuals.
So, no, you can be trans and into women without invoking a fringe fetish. Sexual orientation and gender identity are quite separate.
>>6547416
is it weird to get aroused by your own genitals
>>6547405
I-im gonna go to bed soon so dont worry ill stop..
>>6547408
I would be super embarrassed but a good master could get me to do it
I might have to get them to let me cling to them for protection though
>>6547413
Sorry ;;
>>6547415
Yeah I guess so
>>6547417
My looks also appear to affect my mood too, when I see myself as ugly I become depressed but when I see myself as cute I become happy
Though to a degree my opinion is also based off my mood ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>Best thing you can do when you feel ugly is consciously realize that you're just feeling down and not dwell on those though
That's fucking hard as shit
>>6547422
you're a cockhungry girl
just make a mold of your thing and a dildo out of it before you get srs
>>6547423
id rather just have you cling to me and i would hold your hand, without any weird shit
that would be good
sleep well qt
>>6547423
Can I join you in bed?
>>6547425
but that's a boy anon
tfw just made and appointment with a gender identity clinic and they are making me wait 12 months just for the initial appointment, I think all hope is lost
>>6547407
Yeah, I'm needing a lot of rest lately. Yes, I remember saying I was going to tell you about an encounter, but I can't remember which one now.
>>6547430
Self-med and get laser in the meantime. It will make the wait much more bearable.
>>6547424
>That's fucking hard as shit
It is, which is why so many people have these thoughts and get affected by them. But it's the only way.
Try distracting yourself away from it.
>>6547436
waaahh im not anon
>>6547432
Well, that was just a couple weeks ago. And something about a sci-fi convention. That's all I remember.
But yeah, have that rest. I want you to beat that fatigue quagmire that's gumming up your life.
>>6546570
>This much denial